Rilles

Trying to find ”you”. Mouthbreathing included.

Is that okay with you? Can it be that way?

Isnt the coming and going of thought what is?

Isnt that what the GIF is showing?

Its equally satisfying to play with as meditation is.

I learn it because I like making little pet theories but all in all its pointless, just like everything else, meditation, inquiry too

I think you were on the verge of leaving.

Were fucking like wabbits, worry about raising the kids instead of making more, thats the real issue.

I think facing your death a few times will change you forever.

Go inquire for yourself. Its pretty easy, you can make a list. Are you beating your heart? Are you breathing your lungs? Are you choosing your thoughts? Etc. Eventually youll find out that everything happens on its own but ego claims it after the fact.

Dont be a naughty-boy☝?

Wow! Thats the definition of Self-Actualized! Happy for you! Happy for you all! 1. One of my peak experiences was playing a music-gig packed with people in a small bar, I was looking into the audiences eyes and really feeling like they understood and that there was connection. Thats something to live for. 2. Last summer after listening to a book while randomly inquiring for a few hours realizing ”I” was witnessing ”me” and thats how it always had been... Incredibly beautiful (really small) taste of what true non-duality could be. 3. Landing my first kickflips when I was around 12 years old.

”Whats the street name for it?... I...”

I think the CIA has released documents on ESP, you can google it.

Thanks man! I will??

Hes more 10000x more awake than me though so I’ll bet he knows what hes talking about.

I agree with that. Question: What are you looking for when you do psychs? What do you want to find?

Good topic! I think What Is The Devil? episode is pretty similar to this though. But ofcourse theres alot to talk about regarding sin, guilt, shame, ego, emotional body. 1+

I havent done psychedelics so I’ll paraphrase a Rupert Spira video Person asking questions (PAQ): ”Whenever I do Mushrooms I get in touch with awareness and everything is lovely and beautiful” Rupert: ”Are you aware right now?” PAQ ”Yes” Rupert ”How far do you need to go to be aware?” PAQ ”Not far at all” Rupert ”You dont need to do anything to be what you are, you are always awareness”

Awareness is always there but your focus is mostly on the story/mind not the senses. Senses are always in the now so to speak thats why you feel more aware when you stop thinking.

Yes. Thats why you should drop your thoughts and live in the ??

Its your best bet. Its not 100% safe... Otherwise truffles in Amsterdam is the only 100% legal option.

i feel love when i look into peoples eyes, its great for feeling connection

agreed! 1+