Rilles

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  1. Tao de Ching was the first spiritual book I read, still love it. Its poetic though, not for everyone.
  2. The love is growing. The beard is growing. ?
  3. Not even close, MDMA makes me feel open and honest but divine love is something completly different. Try some acid or something instead. Edit: I did feel a mindful contentment, first time in my life where I could sit and be 100% happy doing nothing... pretty cool?
  4. He slowly turning Muslim, look at that beard of his.
  5. Lick the toad 50+ times and then come back to the forum and talk. Or maybe youll be a vegetable by then. An absolutely infinite vegetable.
  6. I haven’t tried shrooms but you can buy Waklert or Modalert legally online and get them in a week. Seems easier. Depends on what you’re looking for though.
  7. Doesnt matter to your ego but you’re just one out of a billion.
  8. Hes scraping together everything for a 4+ hour video. Takes a while.
  9. Realize that you were just lucky to be where you are. You couldve just as easily been ”low consciousness”. Youre not special.
  10. My guess: Lights out... and then you wake up as someone/something else. Reality cant escape itself.
  11. @InfinitePotential Nice music man! Do you like IDM/Glitch? Your drums are spazzing! ?
  12. Wanting to control desire is ego. Let go.
  13. Depends. If you want to meditate ”up in your head” then its good to have an empty stomach. If youre feeling full and drowsy then you can meditate on the body/that feeling.
  14. Tinnitus is experienced. Who is experiencing it?
  15. Im feeling very very anxious today. Alot of dark/empty feelings. Does anyone have any practical tips? I did it two times and only waited a week. Stupid. ??‍♂️ Help? Im a first timer btw.
  16. its cool that i talk to myself when im not even there, i wonder what else im doing
  17. Consciousness is not a thing.
  18. Ive gotten alot more respect for my brain chemistry since this has happened... MDMA is somehow treated as if its not a dangerous substance... It can really fuck up your mental health. Just be careful guys. Do your research and dont be sloppy. ♥️