Rilles

I think you should read up on Dark Night Of The Soul if you havent

...to be lost in monkeymind?

You think the Native peoples of America would join in the party of the daily holocaust of animals which they find sacred, they would tear their hair out at the atrocities we commit everyday. Dont kid yourself by comparing Natives to Western modern culture.

good... stay there and feel the peace behind your closed eyelids... dont do anything rash... just be... those emotions you are feeling are not you

How do you end a life in a ”humane” way? Enlighten me The chicken wants to live, therefore killing it is not humane, its basic maffs

Your Kriyas activate? You mean your Chakras...?

I’d like to add Cows get separated from their young Pigs and others get knocked / stunned unconscious and cut open while still being alive Certain animals get gassed with carbon dioxide , used to be legal in Sweden, don’t think it is anymore. Chickens get their beaks cut off All this while being alive Its not just killing, its torture on a whole nother level.

LMAO, funny how you can spin nonduality to fit your ego

Youre stuck in an emotional loop. I suggest you step back and detach yourself. Do some serious meditation. Youre stuck in your identification with your thoughts and your body and you dont even realize it. Its hard but you have to go through this crisis. Youll come out better and stronger after. Trust me. Edit: Write a gratitude list, it helped me out of escapist thought-loops before. Just small things you are grateful for, try to keep it real basic.

Blockages probably, but yeah see a doctor just to be sure.

Does that mean that Gandalf faps excessively too? Because he’s really really grey

Dont try to get over the need. You cant. Accept the feelings you have and realize thats all they are. Dont try to shoehorn some sort of detachment, ive tried that, it doesnt work, accept your desires. Go for a retreat but dont deny yourself the love you need either.

Trippin nutsacks while watching a Leo video.

Whos this I?

sounds awful, whatever floats your boat

Tripsitter.

Youll be alright, youre going through a phase, impermanence is your best pal.

Depends on what the panic attack was about

The planet is a mental institution, and were asking the patients for advice, instead of the doctors.

Fear is a sensation. Sensations appear in the body. Feel the sensations mindfully. Who says that ”you” will go insane? What does insanity really mean? Investigate that. Heres a thread I made when I went through something similar. might help

buy some diapers

and you can get viruses too, especially in the form of trojan horses

The bullshit will be there but you wont care. Happiness. Isnt that what you ultimately want? Or... you could try to to root out all irrationality... but I bet that would make you suffer alot and I dont think you would be happy even if you succeded with that.

Its a personal emotional problem. Shadow work. Dood

go see a doctor or something