Rilles

LMAO, funny how you can spin nonduality to fit your ego

Youre stuck in an emotional loop. I suggest you step back and detach yourself. Do some serious meditation. Youre stuck in your identification with your thoughts and your body and you dont even realize it. Its hard but you have to go through this crisis. Youll come out better and stronger after. Trust me. Edit: Write a gratitude list, it helped me out of escapist thought-loops before. Just small things you are grateful for, try to keep it real basic.

Blockages probably, but yeah see a doctor just to be sure.

Does that mean that Gandalf faps excessively too? Because he’s really really grey

Dont try to get over the need. You cant. Accept the feelings you have and realize thats all they are. Dont try to shoehorn some sort of detachment, ive tried that, it doesnt work, accept your desires. Go for a retreat but dont deny yourself the love you need either.

Trippin nutsacks while watching a Leo video.

Whos this I?

sounds awful, whatever floats your boat

Tripsitter.

Youll be alright, youre going through a phase, impermanence is your best pal.

Depends on what the panic attack was about

The planet is a mental institution, and were asking the patients for advice, instead of the doctors.

Fear is a sensation. Sensations appear in the body. Feel the sensations mindfully. Who says that ”you” will go insane? What does insanity really mean? Investigate that. Heres a thread I made when I went through something similar. might help

buy some diapers

and you can get viruses too, especially in the form of trojan horses

The bullshit will be there but you wont care. Happiness. Isnt that what you ultimately want? Or... you could try to to root out all irrationality... but I bet that would make you suffer alot and I dont think you would be happy even if you succeded with that.

Its a personal emotional problem. Shadow work. Dood

go see a doctor or something

such an inspiration. anything is possible. ?✌?

relieve yourself before meditation. problem solved. ?

My friend, if you really want to find peace despite other peoples irrationality i suggest you do some shadow work, check out the book Dark Side of The Light Chasers. Good luck on your journey. ??

Have you been irrational in the past year or two? How come? What prompted that irrationality?

Have you ever been irrational?

The fear is already there, you are just more aware of it. Find out where in the body fear resides, and go into it, feel what it is mindfully. Strong Determination Sitting could be useful. You can ask yourself some questions Is the fear there all the time? Who is aware of the fear? Who is afraid of the fear? etc

Check out shadow work!