Rilles

The problem is you dont know if there even is an ”outside world” you cant prove that because youre always living as a subject. Who are you gonna prove it to? Yourself? If you prove it to someone else does that verify it? No because thats outside you too.

Because youve been shamed to think sexuality is dirty and low-self and you dont even know why. Stroke your friend with all your might. Grab your dick and double-click. Have a life though, once a day is fine.

If you as an ego knew youd be reincarnated that would spoil all the fun of life. Life is exciting because it feels terrifyingly REAL!

So... if Enlightenment is just ”brain stuff” then what is your current reality? Not brain stuff?

I eat pasta made from 100% from lentils or any other type of bean

I dont do psychs but I still think this would be an interesting topic

You can be Stage Green without adopting every single value. If you want to have one love for the rest of your life then do that! Its more about core motivation. Blue is about keeping together your society through rules. Orange is about individual pleasure and success. Green is about love and connection.

something you can ask yourself is why am i procrastinating? what can i learn from it? am i stressing myself up for no reason? could i actually give myself some time and be patient with this instead of stressing stressing do it do it do it now? where are you going? whats your hurry?

Oh! I was looking forward to a Sermon this morning. Guess I’ll be doing Contemplations in my Cloister instead, Amen.

Ive seen it. Im one of the few. Now Im fully Enlightened. *heavenly choir plays*

Honestly I dont care if its channeled or not channeled, its so damn profound either way.

So make a video on Shadow Work already!

I did actually! Great book! The thought came to me that maybe I was about to astral project before I woke up and the wavey feeling started. I dont know...

I woke up at 2 in the morning after going to sleep, with weird sensations: It felt like some sort of really violent ”mental” waves of energy (thats only way I can describe it) was going up and down in a loop from my chest into my face every 5 seconds. The waves were very quick and violent lasting for about 0.5 secs. I tried to control them but it was impossible, if I went in to the sensations I felt like I was getting more anxious about it, I tried to do some mindful breathing but that only helped a little bit. It became more intense if I closed my eyes but it still happened when I had my eyes open. The timing was like: Waves of 0.5 in length lasting for about 5 mins occuring every 15 minutes... After about an hour of this I felt like my body was buzzing with energy, not a stressful energy but a really loaded energy like I was a battery or something. What was this????? Ive been meditating quite on and off for 1.5 years. This is how it felt

I agree strongly!

Nooo, I wanna live, dont nuke us Kim Jong

I guess the reason I posted here is so I can know how to deal with it, to calm my ego a bit. Weird and violent message or maybe Im just not used to strong energetic sensations. Anyway, it was a cool experience. Moving on. Whatever purpose YOU give them.

Hahahaha i love these, I want a 20 minute version? Leo has so many quotables... ”God is looking up his own ass”

Its my first time having a weird experience Nahmean?

I dont quite get what you mean...

Waves of energy going up and down from my chest to my head. Out of my control.

Kundalini can be extremely intense. Search for negative or positive Kundalini on Google or Youtube and you can find alot of experiences. Thanks alot for this! It makes alot of sense.

Whats your problem with society? You live here. Its not all fair but you do and you have to adapt to it. Freedom comes with limits. I dont love society but thats life. I live here and I dont have a choice. I sure as hell dont want to live in the wild 2000 years ago getting buttraped by bandits and eaten by wolves.

Perhaps study different ways of communication. Leo is a pretty assertive communicator and so are you, hence you clash. How can you get your point across better?

So they would stand for it but it would be for no reason. I see. I dont think you have to be Enlightened for that though. You can just do things for no reason.