Rilles

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  1. Hhaha that sounds amazing... Maybe that was my early way of meditating Yep, after about an hour I used to get pretty sleepy
  2. When I was a kid I used to sit on my bed and rock back and forth while also tilting my neck backwards... I could sit like this for hours... It was very pleasurable... Im surprised my parents didnt take me to a doctor because I mustve looked completetly insane... Does anyone know why I did this?? was I soothing some trauma or something?? thanks
  3. Wam bam thank you nahm!
  4. rockin n rollin bebby
  5. Did you have some childhood trauma? You need to talk to someone professional for this.
  6. I was treated wonderfully by my mom but Ive always felt repelled by my dad...Like i dont want to be near him... I dont think hes ever hugged me... I dont really want him to either. Im not gonna overdiagnose myself but Im entertaining alot of ideas now... Theres something there
  7. I dont do much stimming anymore, maybe because I always keep busy with something... I used to twist my hair alot when I felt excited but I dont do that anymore. Funny since we started talking about this... I remember I had a childhood friend who used to wave his arms like a bird when he was excited or rub his hands like Mr Burns all the time. He might have had some trauma because his parents were divorced and his mother looked like a junkie (no offence to her).
  8. I think a rant might cause alot of guilt and neurosis... but a video definitely, a wake up call!
  9. treat like any other addiction 1.meditate 2.be mindful 3.keep yourself busy 4.put restrictions on websites you visit and go to the root of your addiction, is it love you want? start dating, are you too shy with girls? do some shadow work, etc etc etc etc
  10. Our new song about the modern lack of connection in society
  11. You can interpret the Quran however you want it, but the truth is that Muhammad was a conqueror and a warrior, he wasnt a saint, you can still get inspired by the Quran though.
  12. @Leo Gura You inspired me in the video to take my first trip to/in Amsterdam this autumn. Seems very safe to take some truffles and dip my toes and not have to worry about the law, I live in Sweden so it takes me 2 hours to travel. Thanks Leo! ??
  13. God: They said I could become literally anything, so I became a construction birdo
  14. How exactly can you copyright talking... you didnt even show any picture in that video , smh Youtube
  15. This is incredible! Thanks for sharing! Def following her on Instagram