Rilles

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  1. Youll more likely see him dissappear into a cave in the Himalayas! The real Sasquatch!
  2. Stage Orange! Literally! Set the world ablaze! Burn it down!
  3. Dont you have anything better to do than worry about your next life?
  4. delete your dealers number, start meditation, find out what youre lacking
  5. but you really hope that first lovely feeling would come back? take a break for 6 months, come back. youll be alright
  6. i dont smoke but ive had my fair share of joints and i guess youre addicted to the feeling of dissolving your boundaries a little bit and once you become sober you feel like normal life isnt as exciting so you want to get back to that ”free” state tell me if im full of shit
  7. Clickbait and no link to what youre talking about for us laymen, for shame!
  8. yeeees, cant believe he hasnt done this
  9. ”What Is God? : Reloaded” coming soon
  10. I see what you mean. Interesting how we have always been so black and white about sexuality.
  11. Thats what I thought... I know Ive had some gay feelings a few times in my life... I just shrugged it off though, Im not attracted to men physically though.
  12. @Mezanti The problem is not necessarily that you care what others think, its that you care MORE what others think than what you think. You lose yourself when you meet other people, its very common.
  13. What are you not adressing with your porn addiction distraction?
  14. its obviously personal for you how you do it but... shadow work = pick something like... shyness for example you say: i shouldnt be this way, why not? because ive learned that it is bad, is it bad? is it okay to be bad? am i this way? yes, can i allow myself to be this way? what or you stops me from allowing etc. This gives you control of yourself and not getting swayed by others, you start to own the bad parts of yourself. you can check out my Shadow Journal for an in-depth three month journey I did if you want. pm me if you want more info or clarification
  15. shadow work and figuring out what youre actually afraid of analyze your false beliefs about people and yourself to death, literally
  16. Meditate. Inquire. Contemplate. Do Psychs. Learn Epistemology. Go on Retreats. Basically do everything you can to align with your goal. Be careful not to create a false identity though.
  17. Hey! How do I stop reading negative/dislike into peoples facial expression? Whenever I see someone I almost always read their faces to see if they are negative towards me in any way or dont like me. Its very hard to be objective and to trust people when my mind is always tricking me? Anyone?
  18. ”May there be peace and love and perfection throughout all creation, oh God”
  19. Youve shook my mind up and Im getting a bit edgy so I will just say; I will be checking for my own blindspots more in the future, thanks. Its a complex topic and I half/half agree with you but Im too busy to write more now.
  20. Because nomatter what you choose it doesnt really matter in the end. Youre just trying to encapsulate a chaotic reality into something that you feel in control of.