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hey guys, my cactus is really thin, maybe 1.5 inches in diameter, do you think its too young to eat...?

maybe some trauma that you repressed makes you have this thought

try to wonder, if ”I” am behind the eyes, then how can ”I” also be out there where the hand is? What am ”I” made of?

you slice it up and boil it and then make a brew or tea, but apparently it tastes real nasty, i hope it doesnt taste like aloe vera because thats so disgusting haha

Absolutely, I plan to write a trip report on it, I’ll definitely feel something, I think I’m an HSP anyway so haha. Man, I wish I could watch it but its not on Youtube, theres shamefully little about Peyote/San Pedro on Youtube anyway... but I like this documentary

”good mescaline comes on slow, first hours all waiting, then about halfway through the second hour you start cursing the creep who burned you because nothing happening... and then... ZANG!”

guess it depends on the size, mine was 25$. Some of them are larger than almost humans though haha.

Grandfather Peter will guide my way, thanks❤️, im pretty tough when it comes to tastes, kratom taste like wheatgrass to me lol, hope cactus doesnt make me go sprinkler-system all over the apartment hehe

shit, i have the same feeling, whenever i return to my parents home its like i have to ”choke” or repress my own consciousness and interests lol, it makes me so uncomfortable and nervous but you just have to deal with it. Face the fact that your mind has been programmed since you were a baby and you have to live and explore life eitherway.

yeah, thats exactly why i want to start small, then ill know the potency and can go on from there

mine is really thin, about the diameter of a 5 year olds forearm, so i guess it wont be too strong, ill prepare real well and then use my intution

that sounds like a mescaline recipe for total psychedelic disaster but haha okay

can someone pm me who has alot of knowledge about this? , have alot of questions, thanks

It makes me sleepy, relaxed and a bit spacey, if im layin in the couch i get sort of pleasurable feelings throughout my body mostly in my legs, its very very subtle though, just be careful with dosage as you might vomit if you take too much, I havent personally though.

yea i am, leo is getting deeper and deeper, if youre applying the wisdom, otherwise its just intellectual “stuff”

been contemplating alot of unconscious personality choices i made out of fear in my early teens, who i am as an ego, who i dont want to be, how i separate myself from others to strengthen my identity choices that still plague me to this day, would be an interesting topic.

Lions Mane and Rhodiola / Arctic Root No effects from Lions Mane except for extremely complicated and vivid dreams with alot of emotion. Rhodiola mixed with a small cup of Coffee... like two cups of coffee... somewhat tense in my body... very focused and a bit more mindful... Increases my stamina during work... dont care as much that I have to do my monotonous tasks, give slightly less F’s. Will drink less Coffee as I mix it with Rhodiola, its very powerful! Edit: I use the Lions Mane Elixir from Four Sigmatic, it has Lions Mane and Rhodiola and other non-nootropics.

can you be ready for dying? isnt that kind of paradoxical, if you were 100% willing to die without a doubt you would be dead already. Youll probably try it, regret it, cling on for dear life, too late, and then bam...

That makes perfect sense! Thank you so much! ??

multitasking much? quit being distracted and watch the videos as they are

There was a girl on this forum who made an in-depth video on this subject a long time ago, I watched the whole thing and concluded, its not dangerous! Just dont push yourself too hard, gentle breathing, no forcing or hurting yourself ,if you feel that you are having side-effects in daily life then just stop and do some other technique.

In the book it says the minimum of Nadi Sodhana Pranayama duration should be 5 mins for level 1. Yet when I do 3 cycles of breathing Im done in 1 minute not 5... Have I missed something... what am I doing wrong? Anyone?

Any exercises? Years of computer sitting and phone usage has really fucked up my posture and neck... Its protruding!

for supressed emotions, anxiety, relief, catharsis short video of some technique

i smell trolling... too clickbaity... someone so woke wouldnt write like one big exclamation point...