Rilles

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  1. been trying that since 7th grade, doesnt work, sorry thanks, will pm you tmr ?? oh man, even half would be good... least there would be hope but how does exposure help me when i get tounge tied, if i cant say a word then it doesnt matter how calm i am, i want to have a flow of conversation nomatter who i am with yeah i realize i can be judgemental towards strangers (in my mind) working on that my ego wants to be itself and also be itself at the same time? accept your social anxiety and it will go away, but then im not who i want to be, hopeless isnt it
  2. ive done massive shadow work, helped maybe 10%, more self-love/acceptance some exposure therapy, about 5 30 mins sessions, helped to overcome some false beliefs want to end SAD for good though, 15 years of this sh*t, tired
  3. wow... he hit their sore spots pretty quickly... props to him for keeping his composure it hurts when your egoic structure starts getting rattled...
  4. Openmindedness: I havent seen or experienced this or that so I do not know if it exists, I’m willing to keep myself open to the possibility.
  5. dont do it until youre ready, theres no rush, maybe in 10 years youll have grown and matured enough to go as deep as you like, but there are other ways to go about spirituality too, some people just sit and stare at a wall, thats also valid
  6. probably like 0% since there is noone to be enlightened
  7. isnt Actualized org basically like a podcast without guests? and besides he has blog videos now too, i think thats enough Leo for us
  8. never had any valuable insight from weed, except realizing that mind-expansion in general is possible
  9. Hear me out When everyone is enlightened and death is seen to be an illusion by everyone on the planet, wont we take ego and life less seriously? ”hey its okay if i die i will be reborn infinitely” ”i am you anyway so youre just killing yourself” modern people would see us as savages from their perspective? just a thought...
  10. yes, of course we would have to get to an inflection point of ultimate love for eachother before that happens, honestly 1000 years seems not that much, the human baby grows slowly
  11. like the nootropics video but talking about alternative medicine
  12. Yeah, a placebo rant or something would be pretty cool
  13. Absolutely! Apparently you cant even sell/donate your Oscar because of some regulation theyve made, I just thought it would have been a cool message to get across.
  14. but weed gives you munchies and so he will be back at McDonalds again, a strange loop, tadaaa
  15. Im sure Leo will be thinking deeply about this speech on his million dollar yacht in the South Of France. I wouldve been more impressed if Joaquin had said ”So thats why Im donating this Oscar to be used for charity-money”
  16. beautiful speech! unfortunately... i think it blows past all these peoples ears, the ones in the audience i mean
  17. Such an interesting topic to me, Austrians are usually considered white yet Hungarians who live next door arent, where is the line drawn?