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Ive been making music for about 10 years, I recently started a duo with my brother. Im just about finished with (imo) my best song that I have ever wrote so far but as soon as I go to finish the last 10% I get completely uninterested and dont find creative inspiration at all. This has happened to a lesser extent with all the other songs weve released too but this time ive been so ridiculously resisant to finishing this piece of wonderful art... Why is this happening everytime??? Help??? I also been having doubts if I even want to make for others to hear anymore... I absolutely love making music but I dont like the pressure of having to be so damn perfect all the time... Everytime I have to top myself and it makes me so stressed...
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Rilles replied to Sebiwert's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah, guess it wont be exactly pure but its the best option for extraction as far as I know. -
Rilles replied to Sebiwert's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yopo seed extraction... if youre a chemist... and willing do some work, I do believe Yopo is legal in most countries -
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modafinil doesnt do anything for me anymore despite only using it on occasion... anyone experienced this? also took half a pill yesterday and my diaphragm was fluttering and had spasms every 5 minutes... that was weird! dont think i have use for moda anymore, great journey though
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Not much has changed in 150 years, ideas that are too radical will be ignored and mocked by the scientists of the day. edit: heads up, some religious dogma at the very end of the video
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https://rationalwiki.org/wiki/Leo_Gura New article. What do you guys think?
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Thats what I been thinking... the problem is how can I make stuff Im proud of and still let go enough to finish it... It feels like either its a sloppy product (then im relaxed enought to release it) or I have to do it perfect everytime (then ill be stressed)
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Rilles replied to The_Rig's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Its not placebo, I get warm and fuzzy feelings after just 3 days in a row of meditating. -
what happened?
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The limits of Stage Orange, watch this guy slowly go Green over the next few years
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no tolerance for bullshit = this is his website, he can do whatever he wants look guys... its not that hard writing decent threads or not being trolls... i think thats what he wants
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I started working on my fear hierarchy taking very subtle and easy steps. Fear of talking on the phone: Usually I get nervous and anxious while being on the phone with people. How have I solved this? By calling people everytime I want to talk instead of writing messages to them. Its actually working, my fear has drastically reduced in just a few weeks. Atleast 50% decrease. First step, easy but the next steps of the hierarchy will be much harder.
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Yeah I guess but... logic and thinking cant solve anxious feelings bubbling in my stomach and chest, have you ever been in total panic and tried to think yourself out of it? doesnt work, now does it?
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Rilles replied to Monde's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
So you locked up and put yourself on antipsychotics? And now youre telling yourself not to disclose to yourself that you are God. -
Rilles replied to Natasha's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Heres a great joke! A guided meditation by Stefan Molyneux! All you libertarian materialists, this is your foray into Stage Green territory! -
Rilles replied to Whatwhat's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Has anyone here volunteered in a soup kitchen for the homeless? whats it like?
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how about you transcend the silly notion of skin color all together and look into peoples hearts?
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Leo seemed abit tired in the latest video, hope he gets better, thyroid problems seem like a real betch.
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Rilles replied to Mongu9719's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
if you think this is cult then maybe its you who are too attached to this forum and to Leo? were not in a physical place, you can leave anytime, noone forcing you to follow, what does Leo have that you guys cant get on your own? -
Oh Leos already gone, hes been gone for a few years. ?
