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Did a little experiment this morning, wanted to see how often thoughts of fear come up in my daily life Every 5 minutes there is a thought about fear/survival in different degrees. Fears come mostly in very subtle forms, thoughts that are so normal that you dont even notice them anymore, ingrained into my survival. Constant fears about -Health/sickness (Especially now with the Coronavirus being on the news) -Minor addictions -Paying bills -Not finding another/a new job -Self Image -Social fears/anxities -Not finding another/a new apartment -Music career -My pestering father These fears go in a loop throughout the day and usually I will just feel them and let them go or work on solving them.

Yes it is, I dont think there will be a day when I am fearless, but its better to be conscious of it than to be completely ruled by it. What do you mean by creating shadows?

Theres a theory that the Black Plague was used as a biological weapon by the Mongols. https://www.google.se/amp/s/www.warhistoryonline.com/instant-articles/mongol-siege-caffa-black-plague.html/amp

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5871310/

Reiki positive studies https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5871310/ https://www.uclahealth.org/rehab/workfiles/urban zen/research articles/reiki_really_works-a_groundbreaking_scientific_study.pdf

narcissists rarely if ever admit they are narcissists, the whole point of having NPD is that you have almost no self awareness, empathy and you are always seeing yourself as perfect, so why would you ever need to admit or ask for help

you have to see it from the hosts point of view too, his whole career is on the line and he knows that albeit subconsciously, the more defensive he gets the safer his career and even life, Egypts population is 90% Muslim.

honestly because we are becoming less selfish as we go up the spiral, why is it right for someone else to suffer just so i can pay less taxes? what if i became really sick? would i want someone to help me? definitely

because some people think it should be

i wouldnt suggest acupuncture for a serious virus, just as i wouldnt suggest aspirin to heal a brain tumor, it depends on what the issue is ofc notice that a vaccine is a natural medicine btw ;] it is complex, i love me some complexity

thats exactly what struck me recently, the forest is like a giant apothecary, if you know what to look for, most of our commonly used medicines are actually extracts from plants and/or synthetic substitutions that act similarily

Science/medicine going into Stage Green and Yellow is gonna be an interesting time... Imagine 100 years from now when something like Reiki is a common practice in every hospital ?

touching video... :’)

https://nccih.nih.gov/health/acupuncture/introduction apparently its catching on

not addictive for me, i dont like it theres a huge part of the population that get negative effects from THC, i think im one of them

I agree, and science doesnt believe in anecdotal evidence its impossible to talk to someone ”rational” about it. ”I used acupuncture to heal my migraines” ”Wheres the evidence?” ”Uh... I feel better.” ”Thats just your feelings bro, not facts, acupuncture is woo.” ”but... ah screw it”

the smaller your brain the more you have to compensate, so yeah, for some

ah! the traditional herbal medicine!

Pricking dolls is a kind of bastardization of real Voodoo, they dont really inflict suffering on others in trad. Voodoo.

Great long and juicy episodes!

i guess its some remnant from Stage Purple magical thinking... is there any explanation for this fairly random behaviour?

tell me more???

hm... this is apparently from a christian perspective? oh well... try to be yellow and openminded and use what piece of knowledge you find useful?