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Rilles replied to seeking_brilliance's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
same, it makes me feel like im losing my mind and i get derealization, but i never get any insights, i always turn it down nowadays -
Healthy Orange Inspiration!?????
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But wires are for recording audio? Not listening... Anyway, this whole "conspiracy" is so far-fetched its ridiculous... Trump can deny an entire pandemic and noone bats an eye... Biden has a crease in his shirt and everyone loses their mind. https://images.app.goo.gl/hPuLTHN4Z2vu3bSE8 I guess Obama was wearing a wire too in the exact same place.
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Wait... if he was wearing an ear piece... wouldnt we be able to see that in his ear? If he was being told what to say... And if he was wearing a wire... whats the point of that... its a public debate... lmao... Im lost
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this sv3rige guy is a real nutcase rabbit hole, he literally endorses cannibalism, can we sign a petition to ban him from Youtube?, holy shit
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Funny enough... https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zoosadism ...animal cruelty is linked to psychopathy
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This guy is clearly a psycho, he apparently stabbed two classmates in 2006 and he eats raw fucking squirrels. Jeezus. The internet, man... It brings out the best in us.
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god, this is so cursed
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Lord help me, she so thicketh
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Sorry for double post.
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I agree, not to sound cultish, but some people just arent mature enough to follow Actualized lol. They will show themselves the exit.
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The funniest thing is when people say "This was too far Leo, gotta unsubscribe now" Translation "Hey, Leo, your opinion isnt the same as mine, therefore Im not gonna listen to you anymore" It really shows you where alot of people are coming from.
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"Leo is a CIA shill! Look at that pedophile-pyramid logo! Hes being run by the Jews to create a NWO!" something like that?
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I dont think you should, being provocative is good, it makes people feel unwanted emotions. Some people need to hear how silly they sound.
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Sure, you have to pick good ones, and have a good eye for it.
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Rilles replied to okulele's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hadn't planned on touching Salvia. -
Rilles replied to okulele's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You endorse Salvia now? -
Okay, I see, I would just say thats poetic license, its a song after all. It adds to the emotional impact to add some paranoia. I would definitely not say the PIC is a nutcase conspiracy though.
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Green truth. Tell me exactly whats a conspiracy theory about any of those lyrics.
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@Preety_India Im turning up the fun factor
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guidelines: no conspiracy theories! leo: conspiracy mega thread! guidelines: aight imma head out
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Lol, no were not, were orange/green, dont be so hasty young hobbit, the Swedish government is a huge exporter of weapons to other nations, thats toxic orange that we still have. And most citiziens just care about living a comfortable material life. Lastly the blue/orange backlash is catching up to us, the third most popular party is a nationalist right-wing party with a history of neo-nazi ties. ps. Why do you say regressing? you mean transitioning?
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This is my first “trip” report so be nice. I bought a pack of Kratom powder from an online vendor, since the plant itself is legal in my country (although the mitragynine is not) I thought I might aswell try it. About a week later two black ziplocks of Red Borneo and Maeng Da came in my letterbox. Since I quickly realized that pouring this powder from a zip would be really clumsy I put it in a tea container for future use. Take it from me, this stuff is like dust, hold your breath while you pour it up so you dont cause a sandstorm in your kitchen. To be cautious I did an allergy test first by taking a miniscule amount, the size of a pea and drank that in water before anything else, Im allergic to cut grass, you never know, right? No negative reaction, perfect. Experiment 1: 2 teaspoons, I flattened or scraped off the heap of powder with a knife to make sure I actually got the right amount. I put the stuff in a glass of water and had a taste, not too bad, thought it would be worse, it tastes like grass and the consistency is a bit like dirt or sand, all the horror stories I heard about the foul taste were greatly exagerrated. About an hour later I felt a little spacey, sort of like mental tunnel vision, I could focus on whatever I was doing really well but I wasnt hyped, just calm, no bliss or ecstatic pleasure. Two hours later, its hard to focus on my computer now, I dont care about what Im watching, Im zoning out alot, every 10 minutes, its like a camera lens shifting focus, it feels really good, still calm, albeit more sleepy, I kind of like this but I could definitely do more. Experiment 2: 4 teaspoons, took longer to kick in this time, still the same spacey feeling as before. Two hours later, I feel really calm now, my mind is pretty sharp, Im plastered to my couch, the more couchlocked I am the better I feel, my legs feel really good if I keep them still and focus mindfully on them. My mind is pretty quiet, would be cool to meditate with this if you wouldnt become so sleepy. I like this, I should do more some other day. Its not exactly Nirvana but its pretty cool. Next morning: My breath smells like dog-shit, apparently Kratom breath is a thing, my stomach feels a bit queasy, Ill wait a couple days to do this until I feel better again. Ive read that Kratom can be hard on the liver for certain individuals. Safety first. Experiment 3: 5 Teaspoons, I know the drill, just wait for it to kick in and peace is round the corner, except... it really doesnt kick in... Two hours later, spacey... Its uncomfortable to stand up... I feel dizzy and Im usually never dizzy, I guess this is what the call the wobbles. No feelings of intense pleasure, just kind of nervous and chill at the same time... Six hours later I go to sleep, Its reaaallyy hard, I keep waking up all the time, my arm feels like its floating just as I wake up for the tenth time again, weird uncomfortable semi-lucid feeling, nobody told me about this phase, I pass out at 3 or 4. I came to the conclusion that the tiny amount of relaxation I get is not worth the weird sleep, bad breath and general queasiness I get from the huge amounts of difficult-to-digest plant matter I have to drink, so that concludes my Kratom journey. I threw away my Maeng Da as I have no more use for Kratom, I will try anything once though, except for Datura??♀️.
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Already one of his best videos, it really strikes at the heart of epistemology
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Cant believe he made Gandhi (1982) with Ben Kingsley, one of my favourite movies, dudes still kickin it Edit: that was his brother Richard, haha oopsie, cool family anyway