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@Megan Alecia it's normal to doubt ourselves and abilities, it's a flaw a lot of us have. But at least honesty and authenticity are not flaws.

@VeganAwake the mind manipulating the mind? Yes, why not. Although dare I say that spirituality is not just about austerity and puritanism?

I would take a long walk in the countryside, talk briefly with friends and family in person if I could, and really enjoy that last meal. And if a had a wife or girlfriend I would want her to do all those things with me.

I enjoyed your authenticity and energy. You have an interesting story and for the seekers out there there is hope and a reason to continue on the spiritual path.

Truth is that which persists. Is there anything in direct experience which persists? How about direct experience itself?

You don't have to die to end your suffering, you just have to realize that you are more than your conditioned body and mind. You are a soul, on a journey, and your ultimate destination is reunion. Ultimately, there is only Consciousness. Relatively, there is you and me. Both are entangled in reality. The secret is to love the story, while remembering that it is only a story. I meant "die" in a very general sense, although this would include physical death. If suffering is caused by a strong attachment to something, then when that attachment dies (i.e. stops), so does the suffering. Ultimately, being alive itself is one big attachment to maintaining life, it's an active process. The only way to stop the attachment of being alive is to physically die. So the only way (conventionally) to stop all attachment, and hence suffering, is to die. But, enlightenment would offer a way out of (all) suffering without physically dying. So in that sense, enlightenment is a type of death or release from all attachments. But because you're not physically dead, paradoxically there is still attachment to being alive. However being enlightened you are not attached to this attachment of being alive! It doesn't matter if you're dead or alive, it makes no difference. In fact, the duality of alive/dead is collapsed. Enlightenment in this way is very radical. It let's you have your cake and eat it.

@levani I'm not enlightened, but my intuition tells me you don't become enlightened, you discover it or uncover it. So you have to lay the groundwork to increase your luck. That's what Leo's all about.

You have to sit down and work out what motivates you to do stuff. Everyone's different though, so I can't give you a specific answer. But here are some pointers: 1. Money. 2. Recognition and status. 3. Doing stuff now, to make things easier in the future. 4. Staying alive: eating, bathing etc. 5. Reward of any sort (after doing it) / making people happy 6. Relief - from worrying about not doing it. 7. Threat or stigma from other people for not doing it. 8. Deadlines. 9. Structure and timetables. Any sort of framework for working. 10. Actually starting a task. 11. Interaction with other people or sharing a task or being on a team. Here are some things that are non-motivating: 1. Being unhappy or depressed. 2. Physical illness (or being unfit, eating junk food, brain fog etc). 3. Having too many things to do. 4. Having too many options. 5. Reward without working for it. 6. Too little time (deadlines!) 7. Too much distraction, either thoughts or environment. 8. Underdeveloped executive function and/or attention span 9. Previous negative experience in doing the task 10. Too much effort for too little reward 11. Working in a negative environment. The point is to work out what does motivate you and put those things in place; and work out what doesn't motivate you and fix or remove those things. It's a mental game you have to play with yourself.

In the old days you would occasionally be taken over by the need to rummage in old drawers and garages, just to see what you could find and be nostalgically surprised by the past. Nowadays, it's the electronic paraphernalia of the past. In a cascade of internet dominoes where one thing leads to another, I was reminded that I'd recorded a version of me playing Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata many moons ago. If remember rightly, at the time I was going to make a series of these videos as and when I learnt the pieces. But it ended up being a passing fad. Anyway, here it is: It's not bad. It's a bit fast and too legato, but it has a certain momentum to it. I wish I'd recorded the second movement. The third? Forget it, beyond my skills. The point of this post, other than showing off and exposing my identity to the world? Well, it's that it's often good to go over the things you did in the past, even just to remind yourself where you used to be and where you are now in relation to it. And also it can be quite surprising how good you were at things, and how much you've learnt since. It's an uplifting experience. And that, can only be a good thing.

@Preety_India yeah that's the joy of this place, it's like an international bazaar of ideas and viewpoints - exciting. Of course even in ancient times there were great philosophers outside of Greece. It's an odd thought, that some of us may even be talked about in 2000 years' time. You never know eh?

The idea of free will is really one without an answer. There is one activity we all do that sits on the boundary of free will: breathing. Is breathing under control of our free will or not? It's good to contemplate this deeply. If you ascribe to a consciousness-is-everything-time-doesn't-exist paradigm, then the question of free will is actually meaningless. Free will implies causation: you made the thing happen. But in terms of the paradigm, consciousness unfolds itself moment to moment, no cause and no effect.

I used to think my memories were mine. But one day I realised that nearly everything I could remember as a small kid, there was a corresponding photo for in one of my mum's albums. The past happened, inasmuch as there is an imprint of it in the present moment.

I like to think of this place like a modern version Ancient Greece with all their different philosophers. There really are some good ideas flying about in this place, that you wouldn't find in the mainstream world. It's fun to be part of it. Oh, and I like attention.

@nistake I'm all for vaccines against Covid. I wish people didn't have the mentality that it was a cure though. And the virus will probably mutate faster than they can adjust and roll out the vaccines, but I have some faith. Masks are a waste of time and socially damaging. But they are a very good way of virtue signalling, and that you're being a good citizen, and an excellent way to make the virus seem "real". I can understand why the Government (UK) made it compulsory.

I've become less free. I was never that free in the first place. Societal collapse is only a step away. There is unjustified hysteria about society collapsing. Lockdowns and top-down control are caused by people not viruses. Everyone is driven by fear. Fear beats reason and even money and people's livelihoods. I like working from home. Having less options in lockdown makes life simpler. Getting a regular haircut is a luxury I enjoyed. People are sheep and don't think for themselves. Wearing a mask is just pure theatre. That I'm playing the game of wearing a mask to avoid social stigma. If people concentrate their resources disease can be eradicated.

It's a bit Pollyanna, but why not just go ahead and start the dream? As with anything in life, you can do it in stages (I love lists): 1. Go camping in the middle of winter. 2. Do a survival course: learn to catch your own food, make fire and shelter. 3. Go travel the world and live out of a backpack for a year or two (post Covid if that ever happens). 4. Move out into the country. 5. Go work on a farm or collective such as a Kibbutz. 6. Build your own home: I'm into tiny houses, if only, but the UK is not conducive. At the end of all that I think you'll know if it's for you.

Suffering stops when you die. Whichever thing dies stops suffering. Being alive is itself the cause of all suffering. This is because being alive is a constant battle against being not alive. I guess to fuck the universe you have to pull off the impossible and be alive and dead at the same time: that's enlightenment.

You can get a sense of non-duality by looking at your hand and try and explain to someone what you're seeing. For example I might say: I can see five fingers. I can see a palm. Fingernails Knuckles. And so on. But notice that your hand is none of those things. Your hand is a totally, it's also connected to your arm and body. See? Duality is words and divisions and descriptions and explanations. Non-duality is the thing itself, the raw experience of totality.

Time management. Have a weekly schedule of activities. Sit down, draw up a timetable of things you want to do each day and when. Then do it. The first few weeks will seem difficult but persevere, after that it will be plain sailing. Adjust your timetable over time as new ideas emerge.

I know that cash is going the way of the dodo. But the best advice I ever had was to pay for as many things as possible with hard cash. Have a weekly cash allowance that you take out just once on the same day, and use that as much as possible. Avoid using cards. The idea is that it stops impulse buying on small items. Any cash left over at the end of the week, should be topped up to the allowance amount - not rolled over! The other thing is to buy quality items and then keep them for as long as humanly possible before replacing. If they break and they're fixable then fix them. Don't buy mobile phones on contract, buy the handset and then get a cheap and realistic deal for minutes and texts. In fact, try and avoid anything which involves recurring cost. Keep all recurring costs to an absolute minimum. Gym membership you hardly use, then bin it. Accounts for all those streaming media services you only watch once in a blue moon, bin it. It's more economic to pay for one off use sometimes.

What Infinite Intelligence knows is the same thing as what Infinite Intelligence is. Everything is Infinite Intelligence. Infinite Intelligence is everything. Complete symmetry.

Absolutely, we all make stupid mistakes sometimes and we should be receptive to being challenged - in both directions. But in general shouting from the forum rooftops about the injustice of having a thread locked is fairly... stupid. Any of these responses is less stupid: 1. Forget about it and move on (don't bite the hand that feeds you). 2. Why not PM you or a mod and ask why the thread was locked? 3. Come up with a better topic. 4. Cool off for 24 hours, and think about what to do next. 5. Ask yourself: is it really that important?

Leo can do what the hell he wants. It's his forum. The problem with being stupid, is that you don't realise you're stupid. Only someone less stupid than you can point it out. Whenever people moan about locked threads and banning and so on, the only expression that comes to my mind is: don't bite the hand that feeds you - that's basic stupidity right there.

Why not challenge stupidity? You can't knock the stupidity out of people, but you sure can make them become aware of it. Once a stupid person becomes receptive, then you can open them up to a world of non-stupidity. Of course, it works both ways, don't be a hypochrite. We are all deeply stupid in lots of different ways. Accept the challenge in return.

For every measure of ugliness, there is beauty. For every worry; fear; a happiness. In every loneliness, a yearning for togetherness. For every dream destroyed, some kind of bliss. In the abyss of my despair, there is a shining light. In every wrong; there must be some right. For I'm no longer that kind of man. Far grander than some thought am I. Because: In every waking moment, I must die.