Hello
I am 27, and for last 7 years my life is only troubles and problems. I have been through hard diseases, was involved into stupid things which changes the way you see world, I had many mental shocks and nervous breakdown, I was healed by healer from India (which actually help a bit but then I was crazy) and my life for last 7 years was only weird weird adventures. Through that period of time I didnt have any friend of family member who I am talking with honestly, and in details about my problems, telling whats up, talking about things on a deep level. Currently I perceive my past as so strange, weird bizarre, I am so different than every other guy in my age, and my past is holding me back. It is so strange that I can not tell about it to anyone. Combination of these strange things is enormous. If I were to tell about it average guy would be like "what? this is impossible? what? this is not true? what? that can not happen" and because of that I can not tell my story to anyone, it caused me a lot of troubles, it changed my live and it is very very hard to forget about it. And this is my target - how to forget about it? How not to tell anybody about it, and just be cool about it even though it changes my life forever into very worse version? how to move on and let go of past?
