Solace

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  1. If you're heart feels an expanding fire of love <3
  2. Better to make inspiring lifestyle changes, rather than doing short-term health cleanses I believe
  3. I really grasped this deeply today. It doesn't matter what you do in life. You can do literally anything! It is not your job that is the problem, it's not your circumstances, or the people around you that is the problem. Why? Because none of it limits your ability to respond to life with infinite boundless love!! Whether you're on the couch all day, it doesn't matter. Whether you are a world class spiritual teacher who has changed the face of the Earth, it doesn't matter. The roles we play, no matter what, do not define us. The only thing that matters is how much love, appreciation, gratitude, and enthusiasm we respond to life with. So if you ever find that you are doing something "inconvenient" like doing the dishes, and that it is meaningless, it is just as important as any other experience. It is the way you view doing the dishes that is important. We can use the dishes to set an intention that: every plate I wash a child in hunger is fed. We can use any circumstance we are in to anchor the light in this way, and respond with love. That's why repeating "I love you" as a continuous mantra towards whatever arises is so fool proof. It makes you see through the eyes of the soul, heals all of your emotions, anchors the light of divinity, and clears subconscious beliefs until you wake up one day as God. And whatever you do while saying "I love you" simply does not matter. This gives you the freedom to make any choice, and not so much worry about what will happen. This is because whatever will happen is only happening to trigger the emotions in you that are neglected, and they just want your love. Love is truly the only answer to anything. Anchor it in whatever creative way feels right, and be prepared for lot of pain, for love attracts the darkness inside of you to be healed, liberated, and felt. So if it doesn't matter what you do in life, but instead how you view yourself, and the things that arise, then why not hand over any choice to your body. It will respond with excitement or relaxation with what it like, and fear or heaviness with what it dislikes. If in doubt just keep loving the hell out of everything, and you'll just naturally follow the bodies wisdom That is the biggest insight of my life so far, I hope that took weight off many peoples shoulders. This is going to be really fun to fully embody!
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    Are you sure you are full in? Full in means you are facing your greatest excitements that are also your greatest fears such as giving up everything and meditating in a cave, or traveling through the middle East in a rental car, or doing daily speeches in the middle of a city in your under wear. That would lead to massive growth, it would lead to the fastest embodiment of the higher self by purifying any uncomfortable emotions in your heart. SO whenever I find myself saying I am all in, I remember this, and know that there is always something greater I can to show reality just how much I trust in it. Follow your excitements that you are scared of doing if you dare (Impure emotions will intensify x10) Or just feel your emotions throughout your normal day, which is a bit slower, but perhaps a better place to start (reality knows where to find you, to trigger them). I love your enthusiasm. May you love the part of you that goes full in hoping for a reward, only to feel bad once it isn't given, sit with that one.
  5. I am enthralled by the song, especially the lyrics and visuals. Like I was in the middle of a trippy dream
  6. Sometimes when you feel down or empty it's nice to know that you have a safe place to write down how you feel, and what's going on in life. I have a personal paper journal (kept for 2 years) and every few days I'll just write down all of my inspirations, ideas, or problems; then close it up and move on feeling a bit more integrated and whole. A journal is sacred, and a good place to give your heart a voice
  7. Why do you want to leave? Is it because the people around you aren't as spiritually aligned as you would like? A natural tendency or maybe a bit of both? This will help to give you the best answer
  8. Such a powerful video to watch after my insight today. The insight is, "There is no right or wrong thing to do in each moment, anything can be enjoyable on some level if you anchor love through your words and actions, and nothing can stop you from expressing this. The purpose of life is to anchor love, and whatever you choose to do in between doesn't really matter, so why not do something you love to do? Even if you don't know what that is, keep anchoring love until you do." That is the fool proof formula to life that came to me. It was much bigger than this and was challenging to dissect but after hours of contemplating here it is in compact form! So naturally the next thing to find is my talent in life (or natural tendency) so I can express myself there, for what we are talented at we love to do. I like writing on here so that might be one. Another is public speaking. But I still feel really clueless, and there is no rush which the video I will share shows! Love will reveal it at the perfect time. The worst case scenario is getting a part time job you do for say 16 or 20 hours a week to survive, and the rest of the 140 hours you can do whatever you want. And even in the job, the insight applies. It doesn't matter what the job is, only if you use it to shine more brightly, and spread love matters Namaste. PS: Thank you @pluto for your support (as always). As I raise my vibe, I can feel the love you are sending me through what you write to me. @Colin Tomorrow mornings meditation I appreciate it.
  9. You only know your experience, for all you know we could just be smart robots.
  10. "In the 4th stage of initiation into the 5th dimension we live in service to everyone who comes our way and whatever role we need to play to manifest our highest possibility will start happening naturally. And you'll start living in a world that wants to invest in your talents. And it doesn't matter what you do; you could make organic potato salad." Matt Kahn
  11. You don't need to do anything to awaken other than give up the fight. Surrender completely to everything. That's why I just accept what is, and the best way to do that is to love whatever arises. You have no control when a thought will arise, when a feeling will arise, or what a person will say to you in a conversation. So instead of surrendering to them in short periods of meditation (still do it of course!) but why not do it all of the time, allowing them to just be, through the art of being your own inner parent to your heart that you have always wished you had. My process: a thought arises? I say: "I love you", or some anything that is very kind, caring, and respectful. A feeling? "I love you". That is surrender, that is healing, and that anchors the vibration of love until reality reflects it. Affirmations of this kind change past the mental body of subconscious beliefs, because you are anchoring the oneness of your true self which is love/light/joy/gratitude/infinity/nothingness/emptiness/God. Bring this acceptance with you, accept the one who continues to backlash just so you can give this shadow the love it deserves. The ego backlash is really the most neglected part of yourself wanting to be loved, like a child who has walked up to the gates of heaven, and heaven keeps moving away just cause the child isn't behaving morally right. Are you gonna leave that child to die, or will you sit with this child disguised as an ego backlash, and feel it. Every feeling is a child wanting to be hugged and loved, same with every thought, every person you see. Just children wanting the attention they never got. It's painful to do this man! As I always say, there is no shortcut here. "I may be done with sadness, but it's not done with me". Replace sadness with a thought, or a feeling.
  12. We are so strong that every feeling we face is something countless generations of humans didn't have the courage to face. That is legit. More than ever, we are all in this together through any emotional upheaval, or however life is dressed up as today. Love you too! I found my new wallpaper Eden
  13. I enjoy Lune Innate. She is a psychic creates very relaxing videos on YouTube. There is probably way more accurate people out there, but I just like her energy
  14. The more aware you get and loving, the more those bad emotions arise like a magnetic pull, you're doing so well Be kind to yourself too.
  15. I've been on Actualized.org since October in 2016, and it's time to go for while. The first video I watched from Leo was his one on the Do Nothing meditation technique. Before then, I thought we were nothing greater than what we appeared to be, just human beings who are destined to die, but I soon learnt that we were the consciousness in a human body. This lead to this moment, where I feel it's finally time to leave, so I can focus on facing all of the pain, and suffering inside of me through the practice of love. Thank you to everyone who has helped me so much, especially you @pluto. It has been a true blessing. Thank you also @Leo Gura for introducing me to spirituality, I've spent hours watching your videos, and I think you are so talented at what you do. To infinite love I go. And so I say Goodbye. May you receive the joy you've always wanted, may you die knowing you truly loved yourself as you are now.
  16. That is a very profound double realization. First, it dosen't matter what I write on this page, it can never touch you as deeply as a real conversation, or deeper yet, with yourself. Second, you are trying to get away from loneliness when it arises. That is okay, it is painful to feel after all. Just know that the only way to heal loneliness is by facing it, otherwise it will stay in your body, and come up again, leading to addiction. Wish there was a shortcut too dear one Perhaps ask, knowing that beliefs feed your emotions, what would I have to believe about myself in order to feel lonely? Ask and you shall recieve Eva. I hope you find the unity, connection, love and intimacy that you deserve more of, not less. You are not alone in this, many people are here too.
  17. @wakeel55 That is a good one. About your question. Notice how you can't stop apathy from arising even if you tried, you can either accept it or reject it. Feeling is the ultimate acceptance
  18. This is me, against my ego. Then the ultimate surrender. The resurrection.
  19. Nothing I can write here, and nothing I am told can make the soften my fear of love. I have said before that I am so scared right now, I feel like I'm falling into a bottomless pit from mt unconditional love and acceptance of what is. I'm so scared to keep loving. Energy is rising from my spine, my heart feels like it's exploding, my reality feels meaningless, I'm falling, falling into darkness. I'll just keep loving myself until this is over more not less. My love is what is holding my hand through this purgatory into heaven. This is what is happening, so exciting you know:
  20. I'm back guys (of course, we always knew). Hard, strict boundaries no longer resonate with my heart. It is a fluid being, which can't be contained when awakened. We are all God here to have fun, and risk doing what we love against the imaginary consequences we create. It's nice to have lived another day to tell you this. I also learnt that love is everything, even ego is pure love, the feelings you have are intuitions, not self-sabotage. Everlasting love is already here, we are just becoming aware of it. This process of releasing karma to experience the infinite emptiness of spirit is very painful (and it's hard not to run away from it you know when it is so easy to) Guess that's why only a few thousand are truly enlightened.
  21. Answer: you can't, not on the deep level you want. Repeat after me, "I don't know how to love my self, I don't know how to love my feelings, I don't know how to lover this anger inside of me, I don't know how to love the one who feels neglected or rejected, I don't know how to love the one who judges, I don't know how to love". How does one love himself? In the simplest way you just need to love whatever arises, give love, knowing that all the love, appreciation and space you give every thought, every emotion and whatever person comes back to you along with some gifts it bought while it was away. If there is nothing obvious to love, then love your heart. Love is basically resting your attention on something while saying kind words to it. That is the spiritual path in a few sentences.
  22. I was watching the royal wedding last night and was deeply moved when a priest started a 10 minute speech on the power of love which 2 billion people saw and heared. I am so grateful that this sermon was delivered backed by the respect of the royal family. Resistance to love is futile beautiful souls. https://youtu.be/N42MQJX4KoY?t=4704
  23. Open your heart dear one. Love the one who is skeptical of this website, love the one who judges a course based on a few reviews, love the one who deep down just dosen't know what to do or where to go, love the one who thinks he might miss out on something by not taking the course. May you be blessed with the answers you wish to receive in regards to your purpose in life. May you see that the swiftest way to find your purposes is by connecting to your soul through love. That to any question, love is the only answer, ever. A life purpose can be but a simple thing. To be loving, to raise a healthy family or be happy are the life purposes of billions. When you follow love or the feeling of excitement you are living your purpose. It may sound weird if this is all new, but this is how it is from the souls perspective. If in doubt, love you heart relentlessly, it is your true north, it contains absolute infinity in it. Whether you like it or not, you are God.
  24. Be in a relationship with your heart. Love it as deeply as you would love your soulmate. Ask it what it wants to do, if it is feeling okay, and send it infinite blessings and compliments and gifts of unconditional bundles of love and hugs, for you will see that your heart will become alive just like a person. I walk around as two people, I'm the parent loving my heart, sometimes I'm the heart being loved by the parent. When the parent and heart merge in union, that is the full embodiment of awakened consciousness in physical form AKA enlightenment. Enlightenment is the mastery of relationships or all duality's into the purity wholeness and perfection of oneness. Girls love this in a man you know