Solace

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  1. I am love! Pure infinite love. And everything I see is love, everything I am is love. I shall surrender completely now, staying in my heart always in honour of my eternal nature. I surrender my entire being to my heart, and I'm scared, but I surrender that fear too because I know fear is not my nature. Love is my natural state. Many days of meditation will follow, and fasting. The adventure into infinity becomes unimaginably accelerated from this day forth. I know that no person on this forum can fulfil me, I know that to meet my friends on a intimate level I must meet myself there first. It's a mystery for other multidimensional beings for how we are not all enlightened, and that just inspires me more to meditate, and be absorbed into the heart. I will see you all on the other side.
  2. I'm on the first day of a urine fast today. I am excited to remove the deepest toxins stored in my toxins. I want to reset my metabolism so that I can maintain my low calorie diet without those emotional cravings throughout the day. I learnt today that food need not be "raw" or solely fruit as found in the extensive sciences of Chinese medicine and Ayurveda, that actually maintaining a balanced diet of whatever is in season is more important for wellbeing. Fruit overtime when not in the tropical regions can cause imbalances for some organs in the body which need hot food to function at their best, the carbohydrates in fruit also can cause candida, and other unhealthy bacteria to grow. It's certainly interesting, although it does confuse me a lot, when I also have evidence that fruit is what makes the brain function optimally, and how it is the highest vibrational food to consume. And to integrate this with urine therapy too, how the urine is the highest vibrational food I know of (save for pure love, and sunshine) would be helpful in developing this understanding. Although, my diet currently has been highly panic, the physical aspect is becoming less and less necessary as I surrender into the love of my soul, especially after this fast. I also want to experiment with the Ketogenic diet versus the carbohydrate based fruitarian diet to see which works best. In either case, the wisdom of the body is the best teacher to maintain the ideal balance I will go over 7 days for as long as my body tells me. I am very curious about the high states of consciousness that may happen which as described by John St Julian feels similar to tripping. I haven't really had huge experiences before, just the usual feeling bigger than my body in meditation, and the feeling of being one on a more superficial level so I just would love to see what a true enlightenment experience is. I'll meditate for most of the day as well upon the rising and falling of my chest, to connect more with my soul of pure divine love. I intend to realise myself as this love on the deepest level possible, to accelerate my spiritual journey into the infinite, harmonious state of bliss; of eternal natural meditative awareness. In this time I will not be actively exploring more concepts because it gets me back into the conscious ego mind, triggering many subconscious thoughts and emotions too. I am grateful to have this time to go deep into myself. I want to know myself as divinity, and I trust that by focusing on my heart more than the stories that arise in my mind, that this realisation will happen. The stories are grounded in the conditioning of the subconscious mind, rooted in the groundlessness of separation. I choose to focus on eternal love in every moment instead, cause I trust that will naturally release all beliefs in separation, and allow my soul to express itself through me perfectly instead of in fragments. We all are a gentle and loving soul having a human experience, to evolve ourselves by finding our true nature, against all of this separation, as the oneness. And so by focusing on the core of my oneness in my spiritual heart, in every moment this is my silent vote for love. When rooted in the heart I also trust, and know, that following your highest excitement is always happening, for the soul is fully expressing itself, the programming and fear no longer stops the soul from this. This is why I choose to spend up to 6 months in deep meditation, because of the life of love, synchronicity and excitement that I will create for the next 100 or 200 years (and I also love meditating, I wouldn't force it if I didn't). After these months there will be no question of what I want to do, for I will be the soul incarnate. I wish you all love in discovering who you truly are! This is all of our life purpose on Earth, to realise this one simple Truth, that we are truly one, like it was always meant to be. There is lots of beliefs in separation in my mind, which has left me to embrace my spiritual heart as the ultimate purifier of this "mess". It is there I will rest, and embrace all of life just as it is. As a side note, I will be off the internet for a bit, I'm doing a technology fast as well to help me focus. Love is greater than knowledge. I will give my life to it, and dissolve into the love forever. I see the possibilities there, and I'm ready for it
  3. @pluto It would create a false expectation This post has inspired me to do another fast on Monday for up to 11 days. It feels amazing to have a clean vessel, meditation is deeper, and the connection to life. Namaste ?
  4. Thank you, I am actually in the process of syphoning out my last addictive tendencies to turn on my laptop or phone or eat when I feel uncomfortable emotions I decided that every time I feel uncomfortable, I will go outside in the sun and lie down in the grass and do a simple body scan or simply just be. Sometimes I go in my room and start meditating for a while, allowing the feelings to pass in their own time. Other times, I may play my violin or say affirmations. Just anything that makes me feel more One. I guess you see it all the time to, these patterns that play out again and again until the focus changes.
  5. The most important part of an affirmation is not the words said or even the vibration behind the words, but the total surrender into the heart after saying the short affirmation, falling into the void of pure love. I used to think that the frequency of affirmations would transform my reality, but unbeknownst to my awareness, I was still inside my conscious mind. How deep you can surrender to the love in your heart is what counts, through affirmations or any other exciting, or relaxing mean. This moment is perfect. Everything is perfect. I love my life. I can feel the love in my heart filling my body. Such affirmations are very dynamic, but very wonderful methods for surrender.
  6. Listen to this one liner, the simple, direct, and most divine way to enlightenment. We are all angels of heaven brothers and sisters. We are God in his full magnificent presence. We are absolutely divine in nature. "Just feel your heart, it's as simple as that; and put your faith in the power of God, put your faith in the power of creation, put your faith in your heart".
  7. Dream Diary I was in my bedroom on the floor peering through a door. It was dark on the other side of it, I didn't know what was there. It started to give answers to varies questions on intuition, and predicted the future. Then it feel silent. I became fearful whether the thing would jump out. In that moment I surrendered everything to love, I didn't see the point of being fearful, so I let it go. Some other parts of the dream were nice, I was with friends. I noticed how I was resisting, and let go, feeling a wave of love. I had become fully conscious of the subconscious mind, and saw how badly it was programmed in this dream to fight. I felt bigger than this part of myself, I knew that when I was afraid peering through the door. That I am infinitely bigger than this fear, this fear is not even my own, it's just a preconditioned response I have learnt. PS: Do not watch videos on Ghosts and other such creatures near bedtime Lots of Love. Happy Summer and Winter Solstice my beloveds. New energies are arriving!
  8. To discover who we truly are, and take that all-knowing wisdom into our everyday lives creates the most accelerated experience for us as souls to evolve We are here because of joy.
  9. It was okay, until it came to the part where the Woman was to be obedient to the Man. We are all equal unique expressions of divinity in physical form, and deserve no less to be respected as just that.
  10. @Anna1 Brahman is Atman Nice description. I would like to add that “Atman” or our soul expresses itself first in our heart, goes up to the head, then down the spine into the Earth. When you focus on the heart, you realize Atman is Brahman. Or you can be the eternal awareness and realize Brahman that way? Lots and lots of love sent to you.
  11. Ahh, my last question answered. I’ve been looking for a clear answer for months of whether to keep focusing on the heart throughout the day, or the breathe. I swapped and changed between the two before. I knew that focus should be maintained all of the time, but there still was a sliver of doubt in my mind that it was “wrong”. Now with both my gut and a teacher confirming this, i feel confident in really embracing my heart ❤️
  12. @pluto I can see light shining from his skin. He also feels very calm and grounded, and I love his smile. Thanks for sharing
  13. Keep surrendering everything to love. You can only know if it’s an ego death once the ego has died I get this all the time too. What helps me is using my heart, the source of my higher self, as a focus point so that when the fear arises, I can just relax further into the rising and falling of my chest. Although your technique seems to be working really well. To expand upon it, keep loving what arises throughout the day too. Surrender deeply when the fear arises, just let it win.
  14. The really beautiful thing about reality is that whatever you see, hear, feel or think is pure love whether we beleive it or not. The goal of life is to embody that reality Even fear, or aggression is just a different color on the rainbow of God. How can anything be other than God then? Lots of love.
  15. Hey, I have that too with my memory. I only remember some things, and those are quite superficial. That’s okay, you can resolve everything in the present with acceptance that everything is one with pure love You are a gentle soul.
  16. The secret to experience my true nature by the most accelerated means is to focus on my heart more than my mind filled with thoughts of separation What we focus on we give our life force energy to. The heart is oneness. People are self-inquiring hoping that by examining thoughts of separation with thoughts of seperarion, that they will uncover themselves. People focus on the breathe in meditation at the tip of their nose, instead of their hearts ?I say this to point out the flaw of the old paradigm, that it can take you some of the journey, but not to true enlightenment. Advanced yogis meditating for a hundred years sometimes don’t fully awaken because yes they have mastered their minds, and realized themselves as more than the mind, but they haven’t had direct experience of what they are in all it’s glory. All paths thus will lead back to the heart in the end ❤️ My greatest excitement is to find how deep it goes. Like just how far can I dive into my heart? Just how much can I surrender my ego to its almighty radiance? This was foreshadowed in my childhood by that game I spent thousands of hours on. But now, the game is in real life. I’m on a journey to Kingdom Hearts I’ll never give up until I experience that light which I already am. With Love. God is light, Kingdom Hearts is light.
  17. I know the secret to eternal happiness. In my meditation I feel complete, not just for a few moments, but for the duration. It is utter joy and bliss. I always wanted it so much from society, and those closest, only to realize I was the one I was searching for this whole time ? It's quite an emotional ending in a nice way. Everyday I merge further into oneness now. There is no addiction, because even the thoughts have found the love they always wanted. The samadhi in meditation compels me, the thoughtless, alert, present, blissful state. I feel unworthy of this love for some reason. My body cry's when it comes in soothing waves, and the unworthiness vanishes in deep meditation, that belief is healing the more I become one. It feels strange when you feel yourself more expanded than the skin of the physical body, when you stop feeling any boundaries. It feels light, like I'm a cloud. Just relaxed, drifting slowly across the sky. All is. Happy Winter Solstice for tomorrow beautiful souls.
  18. One basic facet of reality is that you can only know what you have experienced in this life. We can only assume what others have been through, what others know, and what others feel. If we know this, we can stop projecting onto other people lives, and start living a blameless existence where we take responsibility for our judgements as the part of ourselves that deserves more love, more attention, and more appreciation. We all deserve more love, not less. Love is the answer to any question, to any experience, to anything that arises
  19. @pluto I believe every cell of my body is made out of pure infinite love that I already am. When I focus on the heart, I am connecting with the deepest part of myself. I have many beautiful beliefs I am cultivating, and I affirm sporadically throughout the day, "I am Love, All is Love" from a place of knowingness, not lack. I remember when I used to affirm love as if I wasn't love only a month ago. Love you lots Pluto. Thanks for looking out for me again
  20. In spirituality opening the 7 chakras especially the Third Eye has left much to desire in the hearts of human beings. They go about fixing and healing the chakras as if they aren’t perfect and whole, instead of connecting the the deepest energy center in their being, the spiritual heart. When we connect to the spiritual heart all egotistic desires start to dissolve, the 7 chakras naturally balanced, and we start to embody not just our souls; but our higher selves. The higher self for comparison is higher in vibration than Buddha and Jesus, and we have that within ourselves! This means we no longer need to look without when all of the pure love, knowledge and wisdom we ever desired is found within the spiritual heart. This is beyond kundalini yoga. Due to the focus on the 7 chakras I thought these videos were important to share. I myself got obsessed with opening my third eye or raising my energy to the crown chakra, but there is something much deeper than that “Through the Spiritual Heart is the experience of Pure Consciousness - which is beyond any worlds of form or experience. This is our most fundamental essence - Pure Consciousness.” -Lincoln Also, these teachings are very very rarely shared in Spirituality so look into this wholfully, with an open mind.