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RendHeaven replied to Oppositionless's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Heh. Another mild dopamine shot for me. -
Lol, survival is infinitely deep brother. Fixation on God is avoiding survival.
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Yes, it is non-toxic and does what it promises. However, it insanely overpriced.
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You're clearly not ready to have kids with her. Break up.
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I used burts brees flouride-free toothpaste for the last 6 years. Considering going to the next level. Experimenting brushing with raw coconut oil and nothing else
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No. The one week guideline is active past a mediumish dose. A medium dose is already enough for a "breakthrough" You will know you hit a "breakthrough" when you come down with a feeling of "life will never be the same"
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1. For serious excursions of 5-MeO (medium-high dose, expectations of lasting change), once a week is the maximum responsible frequency IMO. Any more than that and you will hurt yourself. Once every other week is more ideal. 2. Always do psychedelics solo. Learn to plug. 3. I only plug. <10mg = low, ~15mg = medium, 25+mg = high 4. IDK. This shouldn't even be a question, because if you're doing this right, 1 dose will blow you away and it won't occur to you to go back. You know you're doing it right when a week or two goes by, and you think to yourself "Damn, I should do more 5-MeO according to my plan, but I don't wanna..."
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Yes, this will happen Construct now, deconstruct later
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Likely both. He has clearly stated in the past that you're a fool if you think you can get away with no damage from psychedelics
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RendHeaven replied to shiznitno1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Anything you sense, see, hear, smell, taste, touch, think, or feel on a psychedelic is unreal and made up. The whole thing is made up. You might even realize on a psychedelic that you never took a psychedelic because that memory is made up. All things are a synthesis of MIND. This is LOVE. There's nothing wrong with things being unreal. Since everything is unreal, there is no blame or sin in realizing such. For example, I could tell you that your mom is a fiction. But this is not a reason to be upset or sad or offended. Because all of our moms are fictitious. So this truth deeply Unifies us. Unreality is cause for celebration. -
He has found much better things to do. Careful not to project depression onto the word "disillusioned." Being disillusioned is AMAZING. It means you are no longer shackled to petty nonsense. Leo may be the only Free one among us. Pity is a trap!
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RendHeaven replied to shiznitno1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The only reason the word "Jesus" means anything to you is because there is a consensus web of mutual grounding surrounding that word. We ping off of other humans and spin nothing into something. And this happens in all directions at all times such that "something" supplants "nothing." The lore, the scripture, the history, the personal revelations, the anecdotes, the emotions - these are all offshoots of an ultimately groundless (but seemingly grounded) collective narrative which is given authority by none other than your own will (double entendre...) I'm not particularly picking on Jesus or Christianity here. I describe the ontology of all things you hold as "real" or "true." tl;dr nothing you pick up from humans is real, including what you're reading here. Well, it is real insofar as you hold it to be so. But that is malleable and not a given ; ) So then what is real? Is anything real? What if nothing is real? What does that say about reality? I can't answer this for you. Basic rule of thumb is to stop trusting humans. This much should be obvious as an Actualized.org blog reader. Beyond that - Dig deep. Generate your own answer : ) Live and Love. Humanity is just as beautiful as it is unreal. -
Good one. You should be able to passionately steelman and argue on behalf of all so-called "SJW" narratives, even if you don't agree with them. Ideally have actual past experience merging your identity with these narratives (even if it didn't last). Veganism, feminism, LGBTQ+, socialism, critical race theory, environmental advocate, etc. Good points. I had a similar trajectory myself. I felt as though I hit "yellow" as early as 18 years old graduating high school (after 2 years of guzzling Leo content and unhooking from most ideologies), but I had a (predictably) glaring stage Green blindspot. I think Orange to Yellow pipline is a tempting path, and not necessarily a bad path - you just have to be honest with yourself and backtrack deep into Green if you care about actually being holistic. I went through a fierce identification with green between age 20-22 which I organically outgrew at age 23.
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RendHeaven replied to shiznitno1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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RendHeaven replied to shiznitno1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don't disagree with anything said. Your observations exist simultaneously and harmoniously with the fact that it's all made up. -
RendHeaven replied to shiznitno1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Because it's made up. -
Your parasocial sensei don't share your values bro
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@aurum I get a mild shot of dopamine whenever reading your posts. You always keep it real
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Yellow from the cradle to the grave baby
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BIngo. It's a little sad that this is incommunicable to people with no experience.
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I hear this opinion frequently from men and women alike. In all cases this declaration amounts to no more than a self-snitch. Like someone who picks up a violin for the first time, utterly fails to make any coherent sound, and concludes that violin is "overrated"
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Nope you simply made that up. You're about to get lynched by princess arabia and emerald LMAO *eats popcorn*
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Whining is a measure of repetitive emotionally charged complaining. Has nothing to do with my stress lol Oh dear we let him cook too hard
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As Leo fans we don't give a fuck about "black pill" with a lower-case B which is comprised of whiny men complaining about women and looks. We care about THE Black pill with a capital B which is a phrase Leo has used to mean the exposed narrative of endless human selfishness at all levels (likely ending in collective termination). It is a study of corruption, epistemic failure, fragmentation of consciousness, universal design, and self-understanding
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