RendHeaven

easily, by miles

lmfao thats why they're the goats

I'm not sure about "bound to happen," but I think it's pretty obvious that cigarettes are harmful. I would ask chatGPT in your shoes for specific answers. An effective and quick and relatively safe solution for teeth whitening is to use carbamide peroxide (35%ish) gel which you can find on amazon and rub on your teeth surface before going to bed (try not to swallow it). But the main thing is to just stop smoking, lol. It does nothing but rob from your future self. It's only a few steps removed from heroin.

These people lack construct-awareness. They are not aware of how they construct all of reality, and how their "global awakening" is but a figment within a dream within a game within Infinite Mind. Genuine spirituality is about cutting to the truth. It is a surrender activity of everything you know and love: self, consensus reality, and universe - which goes so full-circle, that you recognize with sheer clarity the inevitability of it all (that is to say; they are Absolute insofar as they are here). It is not a social activity. Spiritual larping takes the aesthetic of truth-seeking and usurps it to serve a spiritual-ego-agenda (no matter how benevolent). These "global awakening" proponents don't know who they are, no matter how much they say they are Love and Light and Consciousness.

Dude nobody's trying to hurt you lmao.

Defense mechanism. You're not merely "sharing" - you're openly complaining and seeking solidarity. But you don't want to admit your true motives so it's easier to pretend you're gracing us all with your intellectual gifts (that's more flattering to your sense of self as well). I see no insults. "incel vibes" is observationally accurate. For you to interpret an insult is telling. Seems to me like you are the emotional one here. You haven't earned respect, and nobody owes you anything. At least he shows his face online. What about you?

I am INFJ. It felt like you were describing my unique gift above, so I assumed we would have personality overlaps. Oops! I hope this adds to the discussion - I would like to share with you a passage I sent to my best friend a while back. This was an earnest attempt to describe what it's like to cognize the world from my vantage point, in response to him musing that nobody could ever convert me to any religion - because according to him, I am too meta to be sucked into consensus constructs. And he's exactly right, but I had never fully spelled this out. So I gave it my best go. Miraculously, after reading all of this, he validated me and made me feel understood, but with the caveat that he himself does not and never will operate in this way. So it's interesting how he can "see where I'm coming from," but nonetheless refuse to wear my shoes. But then again isn't that what we're all doing in one way or another? Here goes: I have clear biases, preferences, unconscious habits, assumptions, thought loops, identities, etc. but my MO is to hold those in an honest light and to notice the relativity of them at all times. My own preferences ESPECIALLY are subject to the most hardcore deconstruction lol. You think I'm anal about poking holes in other people's biases? You should see my self-talk around anything I hold as even slightly important! I've even deconstructed deconstruction such that I'm able to truly appreciate how limiting it is to carte-blanche annihilate all constructs. In a strange-loopy way, by allowing yourself to get lost in mental constructs, you gain unique insight which is otherwise lost if you were to bulldoze all constructs with deconstruction. Or another way of framing it: By going endlessly meta and jailbreaking all limited perspectives, you actually end up LIMITED because to be TRULY meta and unlimited means you would explore limited perspectives, keeping the shackles on, because only then will you feel the depth of that predicament which is otherwise lost by incessantly "going meta." But even after understanding that, I can't bring myself to honestly BE "a Christian" (or any other group affiliation/title) because there is something so obviously unessential about these group affiliations... I've always wanted to know what I AM Eternally independent of any interchangeable surface-appearance. If you take everything away from me, what remains? That "core" is the only thing I desire to discover, know, and celebrate. This burning need for the truth is honestly born of pure pain and fear. I've felt small and scared my whole life, and I just wanted something to grab onto which will never let me down. But recently I've realized that there is nothing to grab onto. Literally nothing. Anything I grasp will shapeshift and fall through my fingers like sand. Even declarations such as "I am Cosmic Love!" are nothing but sand and dust. Like, yeah, right, You're Cosmic Love, huh? Lets pit you against Eternal darkness and that notion falls apart real quick like the pathetic construct it is. And then you're just writhing and dying to the darkness over and over and over onto Eternity... until in one moment you become so Conscious that you realize the darkness IS Light, and that you are fundamentally inviolable no matter what happens to you or to anything else. And then it hits you that THIS truly is "Cosmic Love" i.e. that which You Are; and yet it was nothing like what you envisioned previously, because previously you just had a stupid idea you regurgitated from a book or a video accompanied by fantasy-polluted pseudo-awakenings, and then you forcefully cemented this notion of "I Am Love" through a self-hypnosis so that you can distract yourself from the fact that REAL LOVE is NOTHING - DUST SLIPPING THROUGH YOUR FINGERS. AN ETERNAL FREEFALL WITH NO FLOOR. When will you realize that True Love is Absolutely Nothing? Only after releasing all of your concept-anchors surrounding Love. You have to dare to be in no-man's land where you no longer even have a signpost or a reminder that Reality = Love. Even the memory of having studied mystic traditions and enlightened masters will burn to dust - either through your earnest self discovery, or through the inevitable expiration of your fantasies. Rewinding a little bit - I feel like I am Japanese, I love the idea of being Japanese, I love Japan (and everything that entails), I want to go to Japan, I dream of Japan. I will talk all day about Japan. But I also understand that Japan is pure fiction, and I'm deepthroating a fantasy. At the end of the day, I am not "Japanese," I am Consciousness LARPING. That's a really shallow example though. Most intelligent people can separate their sense of self from their nationality. But then even intelligent people will willingly choose to join pre-established factions because nobody wants to FLOAT FOREVER IN NO MAN'S LAND IN UNDEFINED ISOLATION. And yet I always seem to end up back in said no man's land whether or not I like it. I've tried joining groups and taking on various identities: it never works. My construct-awareness always breaks me out (sometimes against my will) and I'm back in the dreaded ambiguity of NULL. Until recently I cursed this aspect of myself. Many times I wished I were born ESTP rather than INFJ. I would think, "Life would be so much easier if I could just turn off my construct-awareness and join preestablished group dynamics!" 5-MeO-DMT helped me see for the first time that no man's land is the best place I could possibly be. No man's land is my Eternal Home which I have never had adequate gratitude for. I was always headed in the right direction, but without societal encouragement or personalized role models and plagued with self-doubt, I couldn't see that I was aimed at Heaven the whole time.

That means you're cripplingly unattractive. Be hotter.

INFJ spotted 👋

Ah, classic Lila9

Yeah but do they know about plugging MALT up ur butthole 😼😼 our REAL treasure is safe!

I know what you meant, but I would be careful with this statement - maybe your mother DID give you GOD and you never noticed

Why not just do 5meo

All "bad trips" are self induced. At any point, Consciousness (you) have the capability to choose panic (resistance) or surrender (to Consciousness). No matter what happens (death, insanity, evil, torture, rape, etc), technically nothing stops you from surrendering to it, and riding it out unscathed. Panic and resistance is actually a choice that Consciousness makes, in reaction to itself. And then it spins a story about how it had no control, to avoid the realization that it is Sovereign and Absolute.

only if you want it to be

It's almost as if the system (work-eat-entertainment-sleep-cycle) is deliberately set up to keep you uninspired and unenergized...

You're right, this is a domain beyond conventional science or philosophy. You are inquiring into cosmic design principle, which is only comprehended by Consciousness as Consciousness. As Leo says in his answers above: Simply become more Conscious. And you will have your answer.

Perhaps, but God Loves asleepness, and veils, and limits, and conditions, and violence. Unlike you. True Singularity makes no such distinctions, and true Singularity does not bother to identify only with pleasantries. Unlike you. Be wary of convenient stories that intellectually distance RAPE from SELF. Why are you so afraid of yourself?

You are hiding behind the thought-construct of "Possibility vs Absolute" This allows you to "Other" the things you dislike, as "mere possibilities" Because you couldn't handle the personal consequences of those things being Absolute. It's an intellectual safety-web that you've rendered for yourself. Become conscious of that.

My original post was pretty serious, but I appreciate the humorous response (rather than kneejerk disgust or arguing) Yes, actually. You must eventually love everything you reject, to fully ascend to the Throne of God. No exceptions. This just happens to be a touchy subject so you won't see anybody (except maybe Leo lol) be so explicit. Notice that you can still take firm stances through your actions in the world, without getting intellectually sucked into biased paradigm-locks. For example, I will never rape a woman, nor will I kill people, or torture people, etc. And I'm not happy to see other people do any of this either. I will firmly denounce such acts. And yet at the same time, I can denounce these acts from a place of equanimity and compassion (for both sides), without an unconscious flare-up of my personal shadow (kneejerk demonization of all rape, murder, and torture without a shred of thought) Notice that everyone and their mamas love to pedestalize consensual sex and they all have a kneejerk, unconscious, gut-reaction at the mere thought of forced sex. What I am advocating for is a calm, conscious, and unreactive celebration of consent coupled with a firm denouncement of rape on the grounds that we value social cohesion and flourishing and individual sovereignty, but that does NOT mean that rape is universally undesireable, or that rape is somehow an ungodly act, etc. Rape is nothing other than CONSCIOUSNESS ITSELF, i.e. YOU! It is God, therefore it is Love, therefore it is Desire. And there are abstract degrees of Rape (Rape-Infinity) where the rape is so majestic and glorious that it will break your mind and have you writhing on the floor laughing and crying. Honestly that shouldn't be astonishing to any serious consciousness-explorer. What I'm saying is not shocking AT ALL. If there is Cat-Infinity and Space-Kangaroo-Infinity and math Infinity and so on and so forth, then obviously there must be Rape-Infinity; and by the simple principle that All = Infinity = Love, it is undeniably true that Rape = Love. The only question is, will you accept that and move on like a mature adult, or will you fight me and ridicule me and shoot the messenger? How far are you willing to go to push away the aspects of Yourself (Consciousness) that you hate? (by "you," here, I am vaguely addressing the reader, and not just Princess Arabia) Obviously. No, that is fundamentally wrong. True philosophy only cares about TRUTH. If TRUTH happens to burn down the whole world, then a true philosopher would burn down the whole world. (following link is timestamped) Hope this helps.

I see. We probably just had a mismatch of definitions, then. I've actually never watched straight porn (penises make me flaccid) so I just assumed your "anti-porn-sex" meant "anti-rough-and-hard-animal-style-sex" I am unfamiliar with all of this "performance" stuff you are mentioning I was with you until you dissed aesthetics. Maybe part of the flow of feeling good is looking good. Lighting, posture, etc. is extremely erotic in real life and who cares what porn says or does. I'm sorry if you've been hurt by the unconsciousness of us men.

bias, bias, bias, bias, bias! you are grossly inclined towards victims without any shred of concern for perpetrators (as expected of a human). because you have "other'd" perpetrators. your mind refuses to even go there hypothetically, out of self-image-preservation (and seeking safety within consensus thought patterns) you literally cannot have an objective discussion about desire because you have taken your biases as solid bedrock foundation. I am not Leo, but by God is it so obvious that rape is nothing but pure desire! and anyone who says otherwise is stuck in their own mind-matrix. "higher desire" vs "lower desire" and "healthy desire" vs "harmful desire" are all distinctions carved by one's own mind to DISTANCE rape from SELF. Seriously try empathizing with a rapist for once. Try getting excited over the prospect of forcing yourself on a woman. I bet you won't, because you're not a serious philosopher, and also you're afraid. I'm also risking warning points here by crudely and needlessly pressing on a major social taboo, but again I am trusting everyone reading this to be mature, and to understand that I am not recommending real rape as an action step, but that I am rather encouraging a freeing of one's own mind from the shackles of one-sided bias (victim-empathy over perpetrator-empathy has NO place in serious philosophy. do not conflate SURVIVAL with TRUTH)

Is it so wrong to enjoy """pornographic""" sex?? It's one of the most genuine expressions of desire IMO. Animalistic, reckless abandon. Everything is thrown to the side in favor of FUCKING. "b-b-but you're treating her like a bag of meat! you're not seeing her for her soul! " Says who? She's got a lotta animal in her that can only be reached this way. Not everyone is an enlightened tantric master like you lmao

I ought to hang this on my wall. This explains a lot.

Haha, sounds like me I adore girls who put in effort to look cute. Think of makeup as a mild enhancer, and not a mask. I'm sure minimalistic/natural-ingredient makeup exists. The most important part is just accenting the eyelashes and eyebrows. This slight move can make a girl so much more magnetic. Skin should be bare and naturally glowing from healthy diet, sleep, etc. Foundation/bronzer/blush/concealer/lipstick/eyeshadow and such are mostly damaging/redundant/fake/ripoffs