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@Raptorsin7 ^This, of course! I've observed that selling constant euphoria is a rather vacant market (lol), especially among guys in their 20s... we tend to not have the patience for someone like Matt Khan. That's where I come waltzing in. I will have to walk a fine line though to appear credible and avoid corruption.

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No problems whatsoever. Just crusin'

@Merkabah The idea of "individuals," the idea of "volition," the idea of "free will (not being the case)" - it seems like we're trying to hold these various ideas as a basis upon which to then hold the additional idea of "right vs wrong cannot be." To be fair, maybe this is just being too picky lol - if you had to debunk morality in a socially credible way using consistency of language, I think your approach is fantastic. But language and ideas are fantasy. It's worth noticing that there is an experiential/qualitative difference between actively unravelling/undoing your concept-constructions on a first-person basis without reference to any other conceptual crutches and ideating/fantasizing about nullifying your ideations/fantasies by cross-referencing ideas and fantasies. The latter is what we're used to; the former can be described as though you fully acknowledge your role as that which spawns, maintains, and lives-through all things in one fell swoop. Such a realization transcends language and ideas - so unsurprisingly, it's impossible to explain. But we try

@Lucas-fgm Bingo^ It's true that being super emotional may correlate to being spineless. But, being super emotional is also perfectly compatible with having a spine. So at least from my POV, it's not very meaningful to maintain a strict association between emotions and spinelessness. What'dya think >:)

Nah, that's just dragging in more mental conceptions. We can't fully deconstruct the fantasies of "right vs wrong" by invoking more fantasies because now we're just nesting fantasizes. Rather, we just directly realize that: "oh, I made up the difference. Haha."

Bless you

Why do you associate being super emotional with being spineless?

Haha remember the good old days when you were so sure of yourself that Leo should be turning actualized.org into a corporate empire. Glad to see things come full circle

I unlocked inexpressible Love & Beauty a few months back, to the point where I would spontaneously start crying daily out of sheer gratitude for the perfection of life (gosh that sounds corny but it's just true lol), but in recent days I've found myself using that sense of Love as a shield/distraction from practical survival. So I've put a pause on spiritual focus for the time being. Of course, I remain mindful throughout the day, and when Love comes to me, I'll accept it - but for the most part I'm fully immersed in this play of life, I'm allowing myself to really believe that I am this character, and most of my time is spent thinking about the future and the kind of impact that "I" can have on "other people." I'm really excited to take action and "do." No more "just being" (for now). YouTube is my long-term gamble. I currently get paid as a teaching assistant at my university, but that will only last for one more year. And then I'm set loose on the "real world." So I'm really hoping to get YouTube to happen within the next year. Currently I'm studying the algorithm, brainstorming topics, and scripting.

Precisely. You lose the idea of feeling like the world is out to get you, because everyone is you, and your MO is to share your abundance. Doesn't get more badass than that!

Sounds like we're in agreement lol

This analogy sounds like a limiting belief. You have ideas about spirituality that aren't true. Spirituality is like realizing that the candle was never even there. It has nothing to do with being a pitiful puddle of melted wax. Fuck this social doormat narrative. You can be a badass bloodhound and aligned with God. You make it sound like you have to pick one or the other, but no, you can be both. There is no conflict.

Or, maybe, he's onto something and you're too close-minded to hear or understand. You know, it's a good practice to listen when someone has more mastery than you.

Trying to not try lol Highly relate. In my mind I have to draw a sharp line between hustling for survival and letting go/spirituality.

@electroBeam I admit that this ^ is a genuine skill that changes wildly depending on setting and circumstance. But if you are already an attractive man with "game," it shouldn't be that hard to navigate, since imo becoming attractive is the tougher part of the journey. Godspeed!

...but yes it does There's nothing "obvious" about your misconceptions. Just as an attractive woman is attractive regardless of her surrounding circumstances, an attractive man is likewise attractive regardless of his surrounding circumstances. Since learning "game" is the process of becoming an attractive man, game therefore "works" everywhere and everywhen. Maybe you have more to learn... Yes, some details change but the attraction principles remain identical. The criteria for being attractive don't magically alter when the sun goes down, lmao. The only thing that changes is the way you handle logistics + your social calibration. Likewise with whether or not you're dealing with a stranger or an acquaintance. His name was Luke. He sold what he called "social circle game" but to the shock of nobody it was just the same principles repackaged under a cute new name. All of RSD's PUA/game stuff has been deleted off of YT.

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I feel this way myself, even after taking massive action to remedy my social shortcomings, building a high-caliber social circle, and dating the girl of my dreams. There is a deep metaphysical Truth in the fact of solitude. So don't dismiss your alone-ness as an error to be fixed. Life will always have the flavoring of emptiness/loneliness no matter how full or connected it is: and this design is Just, Good, and Beautiful. But I am coming from a very advanced place when I say this. I've gone through the whole journey of learning charisma, earning friends and societal validation, all that jazz. I don't recommend that you skip this step. It's necessary to have your needs met before you can transcend them, otherwise you end up unintegrated. I guess I'm just sharing this to remind you that there is nothing wrong with you. You're perfectly on the journey that you're meant to be on. One foot forward at a time

Lol you just described me. What's your life purpose, zone of genius, and ideal medium?

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