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I read this as he came after 2 strokes of his dick pump Subway is so trash. I feel like it "gets away with it more" because it doesn't sell burgers or fries. And people stuff their subs with lettuce to feel better about their purchase. Nope, it's still ultraprocessed & will probably give you cancer in 40 years.

To fill the void left by childhood neglect 😀

Really good point. I've been contemplating recently how all of my "healthy" arrangements are still damaged/damaging in subtle ways that I don't comprehend. It goes depressingly deep, but at the end of the day - effortful, conscious discernment is everything. Stay strong homie. Feel free to ask the forum for support. Quitting without accountability is like doubling the difficulty for no reason. Set a specific date so that "sometime this week" doesn't devolve into "sometime next week."

No just take a low does of MALT lol

i laughed

Become construct-aware, and notice them spinning constructs in real-time. It's always in their rhetoric, their mannerisms, their agendas. On some level they actually believe in their constructs, lol. It's RARE that you'll find a human who will happily admit "yeah I just made that up :)" - but not in a defeatist or flippant manner, but in a highly intelligent manner where they can articulate the construction and deconstruction of said construct

They're usually not. 99% of self-proclaimed truth-seekers (even on this forum) are just larping. They don the aesthetic of "truth-seeker" simply for the existential comfort and security that this identity provides. Real truth-seeking is like drowning naked in the middle of the Atlantic ocean at night with unseen creatures of the dark lurking beneath you, and no humans, no land, no warmth, no light to grasp onto. And then willingly plunging deeper into that lonely, vulnerable, cold without any guarantee of ever coming back... only then is the REAL light revealed, but you can easily tell that none of these folks would dare go there. Their whole ""global awakening"" is a cute fiction on stilts to avoid the real abyss - and thus the real love and light eludes them. I would be HIGHLY suspicious of any youtube persona that claims to deliver spiritual insight - ESPECIALLY if they have any new age or Buddhist roots in their rhetoric/mannerisms. Dead givesaways of larpers: "vibration, frequency, reality-shifting, timelines, manifestation, 5D, numerology, astrology, law of attraction, law of assumption, no-self, nonduality, jhanas, nothingness, reincarnation, lifetimes, spirits, entities" and so much more. And who am I to cast such judgement upon these kind, sincere people who do genuine good work in the world? I'm just a guy who has glimpsed the Abyss: The total collapse of the Entire Universe - held together by a single, tender, Self-Aware thread of Infinite Intelligence, gawking at its own majesty and magnitude, not yet ready to cross to the other side. And every day I avoid this truth just as much as anybody else. You could say that the very fact that we are alive today on earth as humans is in every sense a temporary defiance of Truth - but Truth is so Absolute that it merges with this defiance, and thus here we are today in Absolute Reality - The most Perfect Gift that Consciousness could give itself, made of itself unto itself! And so, with all of this context and reference experience, it's patently clear to me when I see my fellow souls donning a spiritual costume to avoid the heat death of the universe (aka Truth). After all, I too do the same. They're me.

Correct, but I recommend you use a very little amount at rare intervals (like once a month). Passive swallowing happens, yes, but it's completely negligible because it's so low-dose. Carbamide peroxide poisoning would cause acute symptoms which neither I nor my friends have ever experienced. I'm all for "natural" solutions, but don't kid yourself that daily strawberry rubbing will whiten your teeth even 1% of what carbamide peroxide will do with a single treatment. Sometimes the synthetic thing actually works better and has negligible drawbacks - but you have to be discerning and cherry pick carefully and calculate your own risk-benefit gamble. This is coming from a guy who uses 0 shampoo/conditioner, 0 hair product, 0 washes or scrubs, 0 deodorant, 0 creams and moisturizers other than tallow - and I have perfect hair and skin and I smell great. So I'm no stranger to the ineffectiveness and redundancy of most chemical care products. Less is usually more, and simple whole ingredients usually win - but there are exceptions.

easily, by miles

lmfao thats why they're the goats

I'm not sure about "bound to happen," but I think it's pretty obvious that cigarettes are harmful. I would ask chatGPT in your shoes for specific answers. An effective and quick and relatively safe solution for teeth whitening is to use carbamide peroxide (35%ish) gel which you can find on amazon and rub on your teeth surface before going to bed (try not to swallow it). But the main thing is to just stop smoking, lol. It does nothing but rob from your future self. It's only a few steps removed from heroin.

These people lack construct-awareness. They are not aware of how they construct all of reality, and how their "global awakening" is but a figment within a dream within a game within Infinite Mind. Genuine spirituality is about cutting to the truth. It is a surrender activity of everything you know and love: self, consensus reality, and universe - which goes so full-circle, that you recognize with sheer clarity the inevitability of it all (that is to say; they are Absolute insofar as they are here). It is not a social activity. Spiritual larping takes the aesthetic of truth-seeking and usurps it to serve a spiritual-ego-agenda (no matter how benevolent). These "global awakening" proponents don't know who they are, no matter how much they say they are Love and Light and Consciousness.

Dude nobody's trying to hurt you lmao.

Defense mechanism. You're not merely "sharing" - you're openly complaining and seeking solidarity. But you don't want to admit your true motives so it's easier to pretend you're gracing us all with your intellectual gifts (that's more flattering to your sense of self as well). I see no insults. "incel vibes" is observationally accurate. For you to interpret an insult is telling. Seems to me like you are the emotional one here. You haven't earned respect, and nobody owes you anything. At least he shows his face online. What about you?

I am INFJ. It felt like you were describing my unique gift above, so I assumed we would have personality overlaps. Oops! I hope this adds to the discussion - I would like to share with you a passage I sent to my best friend a while back. This was an earnest attempt to describe what it's like to cognize the world from my vantage point, in response to him musing that nobody could ever convert me to any religion - because according to him, I am too meta to be sucked into consensus constructs. And he's exactly right, but I had never fully spelled this out. So I gave it my best go. Miraculously, after reading all of this, he validated me and made me feel understood, but with the caveat that he himself does not and never will operate in this way. So it's interesting how he can "see where I'm coming from," but nonetheless refuse to wear my shoes. But then again isn't that what we're all doing in one way or another? Here goes: I have clear biases, preferences, unconscious habits, assumptions, thought loops, identities, etc. but my MO is to hold those in an honest light and to notice the relativity of them at all times. My own preferences ESPECIALLY are subject to the most hardcore deconstruction lol. You think I'm anal about poking holes in other people's biases? You should see my self-talk around anything I hold as even slightly important! I've even deconstructed deconstruction such that I'm able to truly appreciate how limiting it is to carte-blanche annihilate all constructs. In a strange-loopy way, by allowing yourself to get lost in mental constructs, you gain unique insight which is otherwise lost if you were to bulldoze all constructs with deconstruction. Or another way of framing it: By going endlessly meta and jailbreaking all limited perspectives, you actually end up LIMITED because to be TRULY meta and unlimited means you would explore limited perspectives, keeping the shackles on, because only then will you feel the depth of that predicament which is otherwise lost by incessantly "going meta." But even after understanding that, I can't bring myself to honestly BE "a Christian" (or any other group affiliation/title) because there is something so obviously unessential about these group affiliations... I've always wanted to know what I AM Eternally independent of any interchangeable surface-appearance. If you take everything away from me, what remains? That "core" is the only thing I desire to discover, know, and celebrate. This burning need for the truth is honestly born of pure pain and fear. I've felt small and scared my whole life, and I just wanted something to grab onto which will never let me down. But recently I've realized that there is nothing to grab onto. Literally nothing. Anything I grasp will shapeshift and fall through my fingers like sand. Even declarations such as "I am Cosmic Love!" are nothing but sand and dust. Like, yeah, right, You're Cosmic Love, huh? Lets pit you against Eternal darkness and that notion falls apart real quick like the pathetic construct it is. And then you're just writhing and dying to the darkness over and over and over onto Eternity... until in one moment you become so Conscious that you realize the darkness IS Light, and that you are fundamentally inviolable no matter what happens to you or to anything else. And then it hits you that THIS truly is "Cosmic Love" i.e. that which You Are; and yet it was nothing like what you envisioned previously, because previously you just had a stupid idea you regurgitated from a book or a video accompanied by fantasy-polluted pseudo-awakenings, and then you forcefully cemented this notion of "I Am Love" through a self-hypnosis so that you can distract yourself from the fact that REAL LOVE is NOTHING - DUST SLIPPING THROUGH YOUR FINGERS. AN ETERNAL FREEFALL WITH NO FLOOR. When will you realize that True Love is Absolutely Nothing? Only after releasing all of your concept-anchors surrounding Love. You have to dare to be in no-man's land where you no longer even have a signpost or a reminder that Reality = Love. Even the memory of having studied mystic traditions and enlightened masters will burn to dust - either through your earnest self discovery, or through the inevitable expiration of your fantasies. Rewinding a little bit - I feel like I am Japanese, I love the idea of being Japanese, I love Japan (and everything that entails), I want to go to Japan, I dream of Japan. I will talk all day about Japan. But I also understand that Japan is pure fiction, and I'm deepthroating a fantasy. At the end of the day, I am not "Japanese," I am Consciousness LARPING. That's a really shallow example though. Most intelligent people can separate their sense of self from their nationality. But then even intelligent people will willingly choose to join pre-established factions because nobody wants to FLOAT FOREVER IN NO MAN'S LAND IN UNDEFINED ISOLATION. And yet I always seem to end up back in said no man's land whether or not I like it. I've tried joining groups and taking on various identities: it never works. My construct-awareness always breaks me out (sometimes against my will) and I'm back in the dreaded ambiguity of NULL. Until recently I cursed this aspect of myself. Many times I wished I were born ESTP rather than INFJ. I would think, "Life would be so much easier if I could just turn off my construct-awareness and join preestablished group dynamics!" 5-MeO-DMT helped me see for the first time that no man's land is the best place I could possibly be. No man's land is my Eternal Home which I have never had adequate gratitude for. I was always headed in the right direction, but without societal encouragement or personalized role models and plagued with self-doubt, I couldn't see that I was aimed at Heaven the whole time.

That means you're cripplingly unattractive. Be hotter.

INFJ spotted 👋

Ah, classic Lila9

Yeah but do they know about plugging MALT up ur butthole 😼😼 our REAL treasure is safe!

I know what you meant, but I would be careful with this statement - maybe your mother DID give you GOD and you never noticed

Why not just do 5meo

All "bad trips" are self induced. At any point, Consciousness (you) have the capability to choose panic (resistance) or surrender (to Consciousness). No matter what happens (death, insanity, evil, torture, rape, etc), technically nothing stops you from surrendering to it, and riding it out unscathed. Panic and resistance is actually a choice that Consciousness makes, in reaction to itself. And then it spins a story about how it had no control, to avoid the realization that it is Sovereign and Absolute.

only if you want it to be

It's almost as if the system (work-eat-entertainment-sleep-cycle) is deliberately set up to keep you uninspired and unenergized...

You're right, this is a domain beyond conventional science or philosophy. You are inquiring into cosmic design principle, which is only comprehended by Consciousness as Consciousness. As Leo says in his answers above: Simply become more Conscious. And you will have your answer.