RendHeaven

Still wouldn't be a simple square sans circle

It's more like time becomes unrendered and you realize that this conscious moment has always been here and will always be here. NOW is a monolithic absolute. And from there you realize you are identical to this NOW. you are immortal and inviolable and unlimited and whole, which sparks a warm feeling of homecoming and floods you with unconditional Love. As you go deeper, you realize that the human self is never coming back. If you say "fuck it" and throw it all away, then you can access deeper aspects of God-proper, such as Infinite Intelligence/Imagination (spawn galaxies through thought). But this threshold is usually where we freak out and collapse back into the ego, ending the trip.

Nothing beats 5-meo-(dmt & malt interchangeable) in solitude. Makes LSD with your friends or Ayahuasca with your guru look like a gimmicky party trick

Right on. It takes 0 seconds to "get good" at Pure Dance. Move exactly as you desire, on impulse. There's no hidden skill layer or horizon standard to meet. From afar I may look like shit. I don't know. I don't care. I feel amazing doing this movement. The rest is irrelevant. IMPULSE.

A square-circle is precisely a square-circle, and not a square nor a circle. A four-sided triangle is precisely a four-sided triangle, and not a triangle. A cat-dog is precisely a cat-dog, and not a cat nor a dog. Infinity can bleed identities together, but that doesn't refute the mutually exclusive affinities of partitions within consciousness. The polarity of discreet things are absolute insofar as they are so.

between you and Leo, you are clearly the frustrated one

Yup that's a mic drop

You would get destroyed by an effeminate fuckboy smoothtalker going lay for lay.

and another timestamp. nail in the coffin.

first 20 minutes are extremely on-topic for this thread. vid timestamped for the punchline

Spiritual ego.

Congrats on the surgery. I read you as being very vigilant and wise. Indeed you took every precaution - it's hard to find any oversight in your mindset or actions. Personally, I'm not so guarded about plastic surgery. I think it's totally cool and entirely up to the individual. Maybe I'm only able to take this stance because I am a monkey-brained male (i.e. I'm not the one going under the knife, so my emotions are not personally involved. This "insulates" me from the downsides of plastic surgery, while I only experience and observe the positives) But fundamentally we must ask, is it so wrong for a woman to willingly want to be more beautiful? Like, really? How could you possibly fault any girl for wanting this? There is something so pure and honest and celebratory about wanting to be the prettiest flower (independent of the male gaze. I'm talking about pure aesthetics - consciousness admiring its highest instantiation of structured orderliness). I reject the idea that beauty is a totally arbitrary "standard" wrought by the whims of society. Human aesthetic beauty at a high level boils down to proxies for health, fertility, sexual dimorphism, and geometric balance. (key word: PROXIES. For example, being beautiful does not guarantee you are healthy or fertile and vice versa. However, there is a high-level abstract association which is undeniable. The is a reason we celebrate glowing skin, hourglass curves, thick long hair, etc. rather than dull blemished skin, brick-like bodies and whispy damaged hair. This is not arbitrary whim. Also notice how youth favors the former and not the latter. Again, not an accident) There is a real deep intelligence behind my preference for an instagram model over an obese saggy crusty grandma. This is not a mere social construct. Though, of course, from GOD's POV both are equally beautiful - but that's beyond the scope of this convo lol tl;dr: you are faultless for investing in your aesthetics - especially since you already accounted for all the physical/psychological traps. P.S. your politics are very impressive as well, very stage yellow.

Right, which means psychedelics must be a fuel, by your logic, since they leave me so charged!

gotcha. just be good looking AND have the most fun. simple!

He's not lying folks, total chad. Damn 80%+ reject rate ... That's inspiring!