RachaelLewis

Have you ever considered it could be the vaccines making you sick?

I've recently had a few experiences of marijuana and enlightening trips. I didn't think you could go deep with just some herb. But boy was I wrong. I sourced from trusted friends and asked for mild old school type stuff. But I'm guessing that these days it is sprayed with something. I suppose I did set it up to be an enlightened experience. I lit a fire pit. Took some of my root energy centre tincture and listened to a root centre alchemy embodiment audio clip. I did this for two nights in a row. The first night I experienced what it would feel like to be my happiest most blessed out capable self and realised what I needed to stop doing in order to get there. I took down notes and felt positive but didn't enact all I needed to do to achieve this straight away. The second night I experienced the low, panicked, fearful feelings of what direction my life would go in and how bad it could be if I didn't get my shit together. Let's just say the next morning I really started to get my shit together. This is only the fourth time I've tried herb in 20 years.

I see Covid 19 as bio warfare. A man made virus. So for that reason I can imagine it being a weird illness. I think there is some truth in ivermectin or a standard wormer table helping with this as in my opinion it's highly likely you have some kind of parasite in you. Anyone that's why you felt imprisoned. Did you take the vaccines? If so there's some spike protein detox regimes out there. How effective there I do not know. I didn't take them as I had a bad feeling about them and had a prophetic dream from a dead relative warning me about what was going on

I was fat and fed up. End of story. Or the beginning. . . . And what a ride it is

Nope none. Keep being you. Keep being raw, vulnerable and keep keeping it real. Why would we want to try to manipulate or change you or the content you put out there? Go somewhere else if you don't like it. Or think real hard about why what Leo did or said is bugging you. Is it something you see in your self and don't like?

Most importantly; Someone that lets me be me. No trying to control me. Yes by all means gently guide, make suggestions. Either let me be me or there is the door. Someone that understands that as a sensual woman I want to be softly and gently caressed and aroused, of course there is a place for hard fast and furious style sex, but you need to work slowly and build it up and either look for cues or ask what I like, work at it. Someone that understands I want the man to be a man and help with the things that I'm not designed to do easily as a woman or don't really enjoy, things that need a lot logical building skills and body strength. All the female singers that sang about the independent woman can go suck a dick, I want a real man. Someone that understands as a female I get hormones and I'm gonna be a bit more irritable once a month for a couple of days and doesn't take it personally. But by all means if I overstep that mark, yeah tell me to wind it in and stop being a dick. If you want an easy life mark on your calendar a few days before your girls going to have a visit from aunt Flow, run her a bubble bath, cook her a dinner with extra carbs that night, set her up with chocolate and a hot water bottle in bed then leave her to it for a few days while you go play video games or go out with your mates. Someone that understands as a woman I want to feel sexy, special and yeah ne spoilt sometimes and made to feel important and wanted. It doesn't have to be romantic nights in a hot tub, although occasionally that's awesome and much appreciated, it can be spontaneous hugs, compliments, bringing a cup of tea. Someone that is independent and has their own life and gets on with it and lets me get in with mine but comes together to enjoy time together when both want that. Someone that's not afraid to have debates and philosophical conversation, to show interest in her airy fairy hobbies and not be afraid to open up a little and try that tantra, kundalini or yoga workshop. This is my perspective as a 41 year old woman that's been with my husband for twenty years and has a happy marriage with mutual understanding and respect. I still find my self falling deeper in love with my husband and still think he is the most beautiful man inside and out. I love and appreciate what we have right here, right now. But know this may change one day and just love what we have here and now. I want him to be happy and be his best self and encourage him to do all he wants to do and give complete freedom for him as he does for me with personal endeavours. We work at making compromises when needed to find a balance. Were still finding out new things about each other now. We didn't just lay it all on the table. Were still learning