Leo Gura

You probably will have to do devil's work first. It takes years to rise up out of corruption. I don't understand your question.

I am never going to belong. My personality will never be happy in a group. This is nothing new. I have been this way since a kid. I get not satisfaction from being in a group. I have the personality of an ascetic. I am highly rebellious, non-conformist, and disagreeable. I am not a team player. This is not something I can just change about myself. This is core to my personality.

I think about these issues in terms of what it takes to convince a skeptic or someone who disagrees with me. This way I can create the strongest points and logic over time. Most spiritual teachers only speak to people who already agree with them. I don't do that. I like convincing skeptics because I am a skeptic.

Cheers! Hard for me to tell you what to prioritize. Too much depends on you.

@Unlimited Cheers!

I do regret not learning piano and music theory. I wasn't given the opportunity.

Violent crime certainly males. Probably other crime too because males are the breadwinners. Women have less need to do crime.

True dat. That's why I had to post it.

But this is a total cop-out. Having drive for Awakening is 90% of the problem. You have constructed exactly the "aunt has balls" scenario. Yes, if women had balls they would Awaken at the same rate to men. Not having balls is the thing in question.

Change it to Absolute Blue!

Yeah, well. The reason I got where I got is because I am blunt. I don't beat around the bush. I know it turns some people off, but I can't change my whole personality style to suit soft people. This work demands a certain seriousness and ruthlessness in attitude. Otherwise you will be mired in human bias.

That was my plan. I tried that. But it totally does not work because they ask distracting questions and the conversation naturally flows into other areas. Just to get through my 4 min disclaimer as a conversation with them would take 2 hours. 4 mins for the content of that disclaimer is actually insanely efficient and fast. Most people won't understand the content in that disclaimer in 10 years of intellectual work. That's how efficient my disclaimer is. But no one appreciates that. People complain about me being long, but then they waste 2 hrs talking in circles about nonsense. Everything I say is actually the shortest path to Infinity. But people think they know better. There is no more efficient use of time than my videos. Everything else is wasting years of your life thinking in shallow circles and getting nowhere.

They said it was inappropriate for the format of their show. They don't want monologues.

Dude, that idea never even crossed my mind. That's YOUR idea. I have zero interest in her romantically. Pay more attention to what your mind is spinning and why.

It is not necessarily a measure of capacity but just the total picture of the situation. If most women are culturally steered away from truth-seeking then that is part of why fewer women Awaken. That doesn't mean this couldn't change in the future, but it is the current situation. And you can't just take cultural norms for granted. Cultural norms also reflect deep aspects of feminine needs and desires. Culturally women are steered away from technical science because that is not suitable for most women. That is not what they want or need. Truth-seeking is less of a feminine need. You will notice that the women who do truth-seeking are more masculine for it. They are not your typical girly girl. They are exceptions to the rule. It is kind of odd to see a woman doing hardcore truth-seeking. Whereas it doesn't feel as odd to see a man doing it. You can blame that on sexism, but there is more to it than that.