Leo Gura

Even that doesn't matter.

The point of a first date is to see if you two have chemistry. At least 50% of first date result in nothing. You are not obligated to like her. However, as a rule, you should always deeply scan a woman up and down immediately upon seeing her and make a binary decision whether she is attractive enough for you to sleep with. And if she isn't then don't try to date her. Go to a busy mall and just practice quickly making this decision on random women walking by. Practice until you get good at identifying your type of women. Don't approach them, just practice making the yes/no decision quickly.

What you are starting to realize is that you are a cosmic Mind imagining reality. That is God. God is physical imagination. That means whatever is imagined hard enough becomes physically real. And there is no reality outside of your imagination of it. Mind IS reality. You ARE reality. And of course you are imagining people out of whole cloth.

@lnfinite There isn't any kind of point other than whatever you want. For me the point is understanding reality. But that isn't anything normative. That's what I personally want. Most people do not want that. There is no normativity in Awakening. You don't have to do it. It doesn't matter whether you care about it or not. Nothing at all can matter. It does not matter what you do or how you live or of you die or if mankind dies. NOTHING AT ALL MATTERS. There is no value, no purpose, no meaning, no point, nobody, no thing. Is the point of life God-Realization? NO! But if you care about understanding reality then yes. You do not have to care about anything.

Everything I say on this forum is casual. I'm not writing a book here.

It's not guaranteed to induce it. Some people don't have the work to do. The best thing I do is drive around late at night in just contemplate the experiences. You don't need to over-complicate this. You are acting like 5-MeO is supposed to be a school teacher giving you homework assignments. That's not how it works.

Stop polluting this thread with irrelevant noise.

10 years in pickup is way too long, haha. That was the issue. The point of pickup is to learn the skills and get your cravings satisfied and then find a girlfriend and chill out. Not to go clubbing for 10 years in a row. You just over-did it.

Again you exaggerate what I said. And you ignore all the times I tell people to go out and socialize. If anything there is a cultural stigma against introversion, solitude, and monkhood. To even talk about being a monk automatically gets people like you coming in and saying how dangerous it is. I explicitly warned people not to copy me but to pursue their organic desires. I said this because I already know that people like you want to accuse me of creating isolated, socially dysfunctional men. See, I know all your tricks.

I am not there to trip, I am there to teach and create a space for you.

Of course. But since people's health varies you can avoid those foods for a few days just to be safe. Do not take harmala with 5-MeOs.

No. It doesn't matter.

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A technical problem prevents me from logging into the blog backend. Until I fix it I cannot post.

You should not be smoking DMT, you should be consuming it orally with Harmala extract.

All 5-MeO's have no tolerance.

The exaggerations you guys do of my work never cease to amaze me. Have I told you to isolate? No Have I told you not to collaborate? No

Mating has never been fair nor easy.

Lol. It is amazing how self-biased PUAs are. Like children.

You are so young. Of course it is normal for you to have all these doubts. At 26 you don't really know yourself. It takes until about 35-40 to really fully come to know yourself, your values, your dealbreakers, your personality. More life experience is the best way to come to know yourself. Sometimes you gotta just err on the side of doing something rather than nothing. Mistakes are a big part of how you learn your values. If you want kids, finding a partner who also wants kids is pretty important. Compromising on that probably won't work. Do not be envious of fools who make confident life decisions in their 20s. That confidence is mostly fake and their lives are not as complex as yours because they are just doing conformity, not serious self-actualization like you. It is easy to confidently and mindlessly have kids with the wrong person. That is not something to envy.

No, I mean after Julien-gate. 2011-2013 was peak mainstream RSD.

I acknowledge that collective synergy exists of course. Creative collaboration is legit. However, there is still a group-think cost that must be paid in that. There is a collective synergy to this forum. All of society is a collective synergy. I would be insane to deny that. But notice the cost in terms of collective stupidity and conformity.

After RSD collapsed from Julien-gate, they found a niche in working with very rich exclusive clients. Owen discovered you can milk millionaires who suck with girls and get free money. It would be like if I changed Actualized.org to be the spiritual guru of Hollywood celebrities and Tech Bros, charging them $10,000 per phone call and $50,000 per psychedelic retreat.

They def make less money now. Their online media footprint was decimated after Julien-gate. Back in 2015 their online following was epic. Today it is very niche and underground. Yeah, I don't understand why Owen became less funny. He went from fun to cranky and overbearing. Julien-gate really shook him.

I can be obnoxious but nowhere as much as Owen.