Leo Gura

Well, we cannot have two mega-threads back to back, and yours came second. How about working together rather than fighting each other over it?

@integral Keep her calm and give it a few weeks. Give it a chance to clear up. Also, have her integrate the trip.

3g is a lot for a first dose. You should have started with 1g and worked your way up.

I was in it for hours. But I didn't want to stay in it forever. I didn't contradict that. For me it isn't not about unworthiness. Yes When I mean Godhead here I mean the dreaming stops. You will not have any experience any more.

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@Husseinisdoingfine Why are you creating a second mega-thread on this topic?

Yes, but you are not awake to it, you're asleep to it. The content of your field doesn't need to change, but your state needs to change. No, it doesn't mean that at all. 99.99999% of people are not conscious of the absoluteness of their experience. They are stuck in a relative state. You are not aware of the absolute, even though it is everything you see. Take a psychedelic and see for yourself. It's more radical than pink unicorns and butterflies. But it is not some other realm.

Nice. Good work.

@Vrubel Yeah, it takes a lot of energy. Optimize your diet and health. And take naps to recharge.

Of course Is-ness is Love. To source there is no difference between any two things. There are not even two things. Source is just metaphysical Oneness itself. It's an infinite field of Oneness. You can't be partial when you are so One you have no parts. Mostly through recklessness. Fear keeps you from doing dangerous things.

Probably Mon or Tues. I got a cold so I was not able to record. Waiting for it to pass.

Well, that takes you into the tricky domain of epistemology, which is notoriously murky. However, to make thing simple: Conceptual knowledge will always be partial, relative, limited, and oversimplified. So you will never have 100% accuracy there. Absolute Consciousness is possible. But this takes you beyond the domain of normal knowledge. Absolute Consciousness is self-validating because it is Truth itself. But even so, it's possible to fool yourself with Absolute Consciousness. Self-deception is always possible.

What you're really talking about is leadership. Study how good leadership works. A leader is someone who has a strong vision and strong values and then is able to find others whose values align with his and communicates his vision to them. So you need vision, you need values, you need to get good a communicating that to others, and then you just need to screen people for their values, and screen out people who aren't serous.

Contemplate what is it about her that you're needing/craving? And then come up with a plan to get that elsewhere. In practice, go socialize with a lot more new girls. Find girls who you really like. Getting hung up on an ex usually comes from lack of abundance with new people.

He's talking about a basic sort of awakening, loss of self. That's not the end game. I was talking about the end game, becoming pure Infinity. All life and form disappears forever. There is nothing to see and nothing to do there. You might as well consider it death.

It would be cool but takes too much work. My focus right now is generating insights rather than making things sexy.

Of course. As soon as I entered Absolute Infinity / The Godhead, I immediately wanted to come back to the human dream. The Godhead is boring. There's nothing to do there. No drama, just endless peace. You don't want that much peace. You are a drama addict. It's more interesting than that. Those influences are necessary in order for the dream to not immediately collapse. The avoidance of truth is like the backbone for the whole dream. Without it the dream would just unravel like a badly knit scarf. God has to employ all its wits to fool itself into believing the dream. That's why it's so sneaky and deceptive. How else could God forget that it is God? It's a trick of the highest genius. God turns its own infinite intelligence against itself.

I don't disagree with that. As I said, healing trauma is important if you got it. Just don't make your whole life about that. And also, psychedelics can be used to unearth and confront trauma.

Unsure yet.

Infinity has no beginning or end, so it's not exactly correct to say that you started in Nirvana. You started right where you are now and you're trying to realize yourself. If you basked in Infinite Love you might change your mind and wish to be human again. Infinite Love is pretty boring. The drama of life is much more interesting. Precisely because there is no difference. https://www.actualized.org/insights/why-love

She is good at dealing with trauma and suffering. But God-realization has nothing to do with trauma or suffering. In fact, to become God-realized you will have to realize that all your trauma is just a story you invented to keep yourself asleep. Imagine telling that to Teal and her audience? They would rip you to pieces like a pack of dogs, haha. Healing trauma is great stuff. But it will not awaken you by itself. Nor will any amount of human connection and human love.

You can have a gf and friends, just don't cling to them too much. You can see in the documentary how deeply attached Teal is to her inner circle. And that's a huge problem. You cannot build the foundation of your life on any other human. If you do, you're in for a world of hurt and drama. Because eventually you will lose that human. And even before you lose them, those humans will be selfish and will not give you the infinite love you crave. So they will always disappoint you. The only thing that won't disappoint you is God/Yourself. Well, she's wrong about that, as evidenced by how much suffering her human attachments are creating for her. But of course you don't want to take detachment to an extreme where you cannot have healthy human relationships. Just don't build your life on top of other humans. Keep your human relationships somewhat loose. Be fully happy without needing anyone, yet still be social. That's what awakening is for. The more you awaken the more happy you will be on your own. At high spiritual levels you can be in bliss all on your own. You should not need an inner circle of pawns to be happy or to support you emotionally. Fundamentally what Teal seems to be missing is that she's dreaming up all others. She's lost in that dream, endlessly chasing other, endlessly dissatisfied. No other can ever satisfy you because all other is imaginary.

I didn't say the crudest survival strategies are the best. Survival comes in many, many degrees and it is constantly evolving. Evolution is survival at work. And everything is evolving, not just life but even mechanical stuff like your toaster. By having an awakening. You aren't an animal at all, you're God. Animals, physics, and science are just something you're dreaming up. The end game is you realizing that you're God dreaming the whole thing up. The end game is you realizing that there is no difference between anything. That's Love. End game is becoming Infinity.

Your profile pic was lost because is was a recent upload that wasn't backed up.

Minor crashes are fairly common, but they rarely result in data loss. Backups are downloaded off the server daily.