Leo Gura

Rolling and screaming around happens because those shaman blast poor newbies with high doses. That is not the proper way to consume psychedelics. You should never give a newbie a vaped blast of 5-MeO-DMT. That's just totally irresponsible. That would be like me slipping a tab of acid into your morning coffee without telling you.

@SourceCodo I have his book on my bookshelf but it's just so dense to read and I this point I just don't feel it's worth my time reading it. I have stopped reading all spiritual books because they are a distraction.

@Aleister Crowleyy I have no idea what you said above.

When you fully awaken and realize you are God, everything that happens becomes your/God's Will. There isn't any plan to follow. You just surrender to the natural intelligence the flows through the entire cosmos. The ego doesn't get to set its plans and God doesn't get to change its own Will. God's Will is 100% absolute and unchangable. So you don't muck around with it, you just accept yourself as you are. What you realize with full awakening is the absolute perfection of yourself. So there is nothing to change or improve.

Behave yourselves.

You've come to the wrong place then. This is not what we teach here.

Macabre choice of phrase. What does it say about you that you exhibit more heartlessness than a politician?

Of course it could happen. All depends on the structure of your ego and where you are on your path. I've awoken so many times that ego backlash doesn't really happen any more.

I think he would answer yes. But that doesn't mean he knows the depth of what God is. I could tell you I am God 3 years ago. But I had no idea how deep God really went. Nobody on this forum understands. You think you've seen God. One day your jaw will drop.

No. It's not draining at all.

Video of the gun shot and the homemade gun.

@TheAlchemist Don't post deepfakes here without disclosing them.

250 tabs are certainly possible. Don't be dumb. Assume the dose number is legit. Start by taking half.

He was definitely very advanced. I admire his work, although I haven't poured through all of it to ascertain his level of realization. He obviously had a good deal of it, not sure how complete it was. Well, your fear of it is exactly what must be confronted. All my deepest trips are solo. When you dose yourself you can find the perfect dose for you which doesn't overwhelm. Having others dose you is a shit practice that needs to stop. Something like that. I've done somewhere in the 100-150 range of just 5-MeOs. Yes Just get your dose right. And don't vape it. Vaping is not good for our work. It's too rapid. Fuck the toad. Find pure 5-MeOs and plug them.

Of course success will always leave you disillusioned, because success is just an illusion! This is where the spiritual work begins! When you realize that no amount of self-help and success will make you satisfied. You didn't get anything wrong. This is exactly as expected because the metaphysical/spiritual dimension is missing. Yes, you will def hit diminishing results on survival and success. 1) Now apply the principle of right action to your spiritual work. 2) Now get metaphysical. Get serious about deconstructing reality, self, and other. To stop being disillusioned with life you need to fall in love with consciousness itself, it's infinite beauty. 3) Still keep deepening the do of the things you love. You can always deepen your love for life and for your work along the path of your life purpose. Life purpose is not just about being successful. It's really about doing what you love most in life. "Willing your way through life" and grinding out life is NOT my advice. My advice is to get really serious about doing what you love. Then life stops being a grind. - - - - - - So, get to work!

Is this a deepfake? What is the source of this?

I don't market to you. And to the extent I do, I am a devil.

Haven't used Facebook in 10 years and my life is just fine. Anything should make you hate capitalism, Facebook would be it. A scourge on mankind.

Strange. The dude's been out of office for a long time. Edit: My mistake. Abe was in office as recently as 2020. For some reason I thought he was more from the past.

There are deeper levels of awakening which you cannot imagine you are missing yet. LSD is good, but nothing quite compares a 5-MeO-MALT awakening after 200 trips. You will awaken to levels untalked about by any spiritual teacher or teaching. If you are serious about awakening, 5-MeOs is where things get serious.

A little bit. It never materialized into a serious effort. I just wasn't proactive enough about it because my focus is elsewhere. Yes, Integral is not God-Realization. None of the Integral guys are God-Realized, including Ken Wilber. Yes, of course. Their problem is their focus is too collective. They are stuck focusing on collective and civilization issues. Which is good, but it's ultimately limited. Ken Wilbers 4 quadrant AQAL framework also misleads them, because that framework puts 1st person and 3rd person on the same level, when in fact 1st person is Absolute and primary, while 3rd person is 2nd order. Wilber failed to understand this and the guys who follow him make the same mistake. David is closing down Rebel Wisdom soon, so it's unlikely to happen.

At this point I'm basically unable to eat other foods so the choice is easy and cravings minimal. If I could digest those others goods then cravings certainly become stronger.

Make a personalized list of red flags. Then screen for it. What do you want? What do you not want? Contemplate that deeply until you are clear.

Because marketing is not about truth, it's about presenting a biased picture in order to persuade a sale.

Your biggest gap is you're missing the most important class of psychedelics: the 5-MeOs Specifically 5-MeO-DMT and 5-MeO-MALT. They are the most powerful and important tools. Realistically you're looking at 200+ trips to start reaching total God-Realization.