Leo Gura

It's okay to be wrong. But that's not issue here. The issue I have is with people who get into Buddhism and nonduality, and then start thinking they know everything, and start acting closedminded and gaslighting me about God, Awakening, Truth, Love, Consciousness, and psychedelics -- denying these things in one way or another. This has become a recurring problem. I can give you a list of people who have come here to gaslight me about Awakening, and the error of their ways. Whether it was WinterKnight, Nahm, Frank Yank, Rali, or many others. Curt has done some psychedelics. Obviously not too much because he is scared of them. Yes. Everything boils down to understanding. When I say "understanding" I am not just talking theory. The understanding I talk about requires massive levels of consciousness and direct experience. So it's not just conceptual. True understanding requires direct experience and Awakening. Surrender is important in that your ego will not be able to manipulate its way to the highest levels of Consciousness. So surrender plays a role of course. But it is not an end in itself. Basically you surrender to Absolute Truth/God. The point is not to surrender, the point is to access God, by whatever means possible. Well, that's the trick. Deconstruct all that stuff and see what remains.

No, I have not. That dose would be utterly excessive and dangerous. I'm not reckless and I have no interest in playing some high-dose dick-measuring contest. My trips are extremely deep as it is. Just because some guy takes 20-30g of mushrooms tells you nothing about how his trips actually compare in power to other people. Psychedelics affect people wildly differently. For all you know his 30g trip is like my 6g trip. Although I haven't even done a 6g trip. I'm not saying his trips were weak, but you can't just assume that he processes mushrooms the same way as you.

Nope, that's just a narrative in your mind. Understanding Consciousness is way more tricky and radical than that. Yes, absolutely they are mental constructions and dogma. This situation is so bad that even after you have some of your so-called "enlightenments", even THAT is mental construction! Yes they are. You are doing it. Pure nonsense! This is self-deception! Most of the so-called "enlightened" people on this planet are deeply self-deceived. Nonsense. You fundamentally misunderstand how psychedelics work and what Truth even refers to. No. You fundamentally don't understand what Truth is. Consciousness comes in many states and degrees, and all of them are True. However, Awakened Consciousness is an extremely rare state and you will not be in it 24/7. Nor must you be in order to understand what Truth/God/Consciousness is. You are treating truth as some abstraction. What's not what Truth is. Truth is your entire field of experience, no matter what that experience is. However, even though that's the case, that doesn't mean you are Conscious of much. A dog's experience is Truth, however the dog is not Conscious of anything existential. I can say the same thing for all your meditative achievements. Even the fact that you have ever meditated is a concept/memory. So if you are going to deny me access to memory, I will do the same to you, and therefore even Buddhism doesn't exist because it's just a memory. You have never read a Buddhist book nor ever sat down to meditate nor done a retreat -- by your own logic. Calling me schizophrenic is completely nonsensical. You have no idea what that word means. Concepts can be used to make sense of reality, there is no problem in doing so, as long as it is done carefully and you understand what you are doing. This is Buddhist dogma that you picked up and which now forms the background of your entire worldview. This is just one way to frame things, and it certainly is not Awakening nor any high degree of Consciousness. Nor is it any kind of deep metaphysical understanding of reality. What you are talking about is shallow stuff. I don't give a fuck about equanimity or surrender. That is Buddhist dogma. What matters is Consciousness and understanding of reality. You are chasing the wrong thing. No! You have no comprehension of what God or Omniscience is. More Buddhist dogma. A piece of dog shit is God. But that doesn't mean you're deeply Conscious of anything. I'm well aware of what you're referring. What I'm referring to is a whole order of magnitude beyond the things you're talking about. You cannot even imagine what I am talking about because it is so radical. Simply irrelevant to Consciousness. You are full of shit and I see through all your Buddhist posturing. You haven't even begun to comprehend Consciousness. And if you keep acting in this utterly arrogant manner, you will be banned from here. You actually believe you comprehend Consciousness better than me? You're insane. You are a posterboy for the dangers of Buddhist and nondual teachings. You've turned them into a just another dream state which you now call "enlightenment". That's not Awakening, that's just a spiritual dream. I repeat: Buddhism and nonduality is not God-Realization nor Awakening. Enlightenment is dream. Since your mind is closed, I will no longer me making an effort to teach you. This is a consequence of your own mind's design. That's how you wanted it. So that's what I will give you. I am not going to teach people who refuse to listen and think they know better than me. You have not outsmarted me. You've just fooled yourself. I told you from the very beginning how much openmindedness is required for this work. You failed to learn that basic lesson. The amount of arrogance and gaslighting that I have to deal with from people like you is outrageous. You should be be ashamed of yourself. You have no respect for the sheer intelligence I offered you. I'm one of the only people on this planet who could have helped you access the highest Consciousness. But now you can go swim in the dream that you and your Buddhist friends have constructed. What I teach is not Buddhism. Because Buddhism isn't Awakening. If you don't like that then you're in the wrong place. The things I teach, no other human will teach you. It will take you a long time to appreciate that, if ever.

Harmala will double or triple the power of your dose. You could get into serious trouble taking more than 10g.

You gotta make it fun. You can make it a blast with some good wings.

There are still plenty of red folk in a blue state.

I submit to you George W Bush. I rest my case.

God is Infinite Imagination. It can imagine anything. However God cannot change its own nature. So God cannot cease to exist and God cannot stop being Love.

That's a feature, not a bug.

Hence the gainz in skillz. Nothing makes a soldier like hand to hand combat in the trenches on the front lines.

You can literally walk into a Walmart and buy San Pedro. Of course consuming it is still illegal. You can also buy San Pedro on Ebay by the foot.

It being "natural" is irrelevant. It's just a totally different class of chemical.

@Jowblob Cheers!

Nightgame is where boys are made lions.

Are you kidding?? Of course you do! Of course women are impulsive with sex, they only have sex when the mood is right. The feminine is spontaneous, it goes with the flow, or wherever it is lead. Every woman is open to sex given the guy creates the right mood for it. But even so, many women aren't your typical party girl club slut.

Haha! That's not how American politics is won. You win by acting stupid, not wise.

Groovey

Chronic health conditions can be extremely difficult to comprehend. I have had some insights, but I don't want to share them just yet.

JP has a genuine intuition that God is real, but his mind is not sophisticated enough to square that with science. So he has to dance around. It doesn't occur to him that all of science is a dream within God's Mind. As an academic he could not have survived with such a view.

AKA, being thirsty.

Be careful with your sampling bias. Plenty of girls don't have many partners, you just don't care about that because it doesn't fit your narrative.

And she is too New Agey to have mainstream appeal. There will not be a New Age president for another 100 years. New Age is extremely offputting for like 80% of the population.

It's not a shit test. She is human. Empathize with her situation. P.S. She didn't suddently turn flakey, girls are always flakey. That's the feminine nature. If you want a girl, you must lead her to sex.

Of course! I choose it every week!