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@Hero of Time Well, firstly you should know that the stuff you were doing at Blue which you call "spirituality" was mostly fantasy, group-think, & egotism, not genuine spirituality. So very little is actually lost by letting all that go aside from your ego taking a beating (which is precisely spiritual!). Secondly, don't wait to reach some Spiral stage to do genuine spirituality. You can begin it at any time (if you dare). For example, you could go take a psychedelic tomorrow and experience God in 30 minutes. No need to wait. And that's just one simple example. And finally, for me stage Orange "spirituality" felt a bit like recognizing the wonders of the universe through science and rationality. This is pretty weak when compared to genuine spirituality, but it can be exciting. Most great scientists become scientists because science is their way of doing spirituality (connecting with the wonder of nature & existence). They just aren't conscious of this yet. If you look at someone like Neil DeGrasse Tyson that's what he's doing every time he speaks publicly: he's scratching his own spiritual itch, via science. Spirituality is really nothing other than the exploration of yourself, the exploration of the universe, the taking in of nature in a conscious & truthful way. You are God exploring itself. The big problem with stage Blue is that it prevented you from ACTUALLY exploring yourself. Now you are free to go explore and see what can be discovered. Don't use Spiral Dynamics to limit yourself. You can go straight for Turquoise teachings right now! You might not be able to stomach or understand them, but you also might! So it's worth a shot. You could start doing Kriya yoga tomorrow and see huge shifts in consciousness within 3-6 months. It's not guaranteed, but you won't know till you try.

5-MeO-DMT is the true Holy Grail. I am just God's middleman.

@cetus56 I'm honestly not sure how to rate Bohm. Some people are hard to rate without reading a detailed biography of them.

@kev014 I have not yet fully awoken to it. So I'm still stuck in survival for the time being. Working on that Seizing the Ox and Taming the Ox are not a one-step affair for most people. The Truth can seem negative from the ego's POV because it is equivalent to death. It's a big mindfuck which sends most ego's reeling back to the dysfunctional comforts of unconscious living. No, my only regret is that I didn't awaken sooner and that I am still not fully awake. Awakening obliterates the notion that anything could be "negative". Negativity is not real. Neither is fear, nor death. The only thing you want in life is awakening. You just don't know that yet.

@Serotoninluv Bob Marley?

@cetus56 Yes, she's the epitome of healthy Green, which is why conservatives hate and fear her.

@kev014 This question is only answered at the moment of total enlightenment. It's not anything the orindary mind can hold or conceive of to the point that it's almost useless to think about it.

What you call romance is actually pure devilry.

That is possible, but you will remain clueless about the domain of psychedelics and what they can or cannot do for you. The core problem here is that you are judging a thing (assuming what it can or cannot do for you) without any direct emprical evidence. It's a kin to a white person saying: "I don't want to talk to black people because they have nothing to offer me." Well, you don't know that until you actually talk to some. You might be pleasantly surprised.

@Hero of Time What exactly are you asking?

@Freakrik Lol That would be 0.0000000000001% of what your happiness would be at the moment of full awakening. Try to imagine how happy you would feel if realized that death is impossible and that you are immortal and nothing in the universe can ever hurt you and that you personally own every galaxy and all of the stuff in them. And this condition lasts forever. P.S. If you want true happiness, stop thinking with your dick.

@Charlotte The dream is a facet of your own mind. You are using these scenarios, emotions, stories, and thoughts to manipulate yourself towards "stuff" -- whatever the ego is after.

That would be fear. Yes, you can certainly have that fear. But truth doesn't care about your fears. There maybe lots of legitimate fears about flying to the moon. But if you have not flown to the moon, you get no say about what is on the moon. You chose to not experience the moon. And of course all fear stems directly from ego. So you fell into the trap of letting the devil dictate your inquiry into truth. And so the very thing you feared: delusion, you have made real.

The basis of all genuine understanding is direct personal experience and investigation. Until you perosnally gain significant experience with psychedelics, you will not understand what the words "psychedelic", or "experience", or "reality" even mean. 1 or 2 trips is also not enough to understand. This will require some serious investigation from you. Until such time, you can even begin to imagine how little you understand. If you are too lazy or scared to investigate this domain of life, that's on you. Then you have chosen personal comfort over truth. Since you do not know what truth is, you also do not know where truth could be found.

The realization of nonduality is an extremely radical shift. Really, your old life is gone. You are dead at this point, so the question of "function" (survival) is moot. There is nothing left to survive. The game of life is over. You have awoken from survival. Consider, the only reason you worry about survival issues is because you hold the belief that you are alive. What would happen if that belief was surrendered? What would happen if you surrendered all control over your life such that there was zero effort or struggle? What would happen if you became God? Would worry about anything? Nonduality is not a paradigm. It is Absolute.

@alankrillin I never claimed that everyone is succeeding. I would guess that 90% of people who watch Actualized.org take zero action so they get very little results. It's like watching videos about weightlifting and expecting to get jacked without ever stepping foot in the gym. This work requires serious intention, motivation, passion, and persistence. By definition, 99% of people will be too lazy and myopic to do it. We are talking about the most advanced wisdom available to mankind. This will not be actualized effortlessly. But if you want, you can totally transform your life. The choice is yours. How serious are you gonna take it? It doesn't take 3 years to see results. If you were serious, in 3 years you could earn hundreds of thousands of dollars in cash or transcend death using the information I've talked about. The problem isn't that what I say it too good to be true, it's that it's so true you'll hardly believe it when you see it.

Probably not in practice. Careful not to get fixated on being perfectly developed. This is just more ego. Just focus on becoming more conscious one bit at a time and enjoy life. Do not make personal development a mission. The mission is to enjoy life, not to be working on yourself forever.

There is nothing but you. The only thing you will ever find are deeper levels of yourself.

Self/other is a duality, which means it must ultimately collapse. Those people you call "other" are really just facets of yourself in the same way that all actors in a movie are all one movie. There exists nothing but YOU. But not the personal ego you, the Cosmic You. You as the entire universe. Look at another human being in the eyes and realize they are you. Don't think about it. Actually try it. This is best realized on a psychedelic. Your ordinary mode of consciousness is too weak to see it in most cases without massive concentration work.

Obviously it would work. It just seems like an extreme step to take and comes with needless dangers. Plugging works great. You don't lose anything if your technique is good.

@Cameron A classic case of the lesser Jihad to avoid the Greater Jihad. All cults create an evil "other" to fight against. This allows the ego to feel good about itself, thus avoiding self-reflection. Self-righteousness is a dead giveaway of egoic behavior. When you are deeply conscious of Truth and Being, you will not act self-righteously or judgmentally. Judgment automatically disconnects you from Truth.

The ego loves to assume it is already fully developed. That conveniently means no more work is required. The ego loves to live in the world of ideals, abstractions, intellectualizations, and soothing fantasies. You constantly have to give yourself reality-checks in this work. You must be brutally honest with yourself about your deficiencies, limitations, and lack of development. As a rule of thumb you are never as developed or as conscious as you think you are. It's very easy to listen to advanced stages like Yellow and Turquoise and to assume you're already there just because you intellectually understand those stages or you can picture them in your mind's eye. But that's just imagination. That's not the actual level you're acting from on a daily basis. Most of your daily actions probably stem from much lower levels like Red, Blue, Orange. A very helpful exercise is to monitor all of your thoughts on any given day and analyze what percentage of your thoughts are stemming from which color stage? How much time do you spend thinking about money, sex, power, fear, selfish needs, dogma, judgment, anger, etc? Probably 90%+ How much time do you spend in systems thinking, metaphysical contemplation, unconditional love, or solving global problems? Probably less than 1%.

@Serotoninluv It's individual ego which thrives in anonymity. Which then creates a toxic collective ego. Of course collective ego also loves to disable transparency. For example, CIA secret torture programs and NSA wiretapping thrive on lack of transparency, so they cannot be held accountable. And that's when evil happens. The individual ego off-loads responsibility onto the collective ego, and the collective ego off-loads responsibility onto the individual ego in a game of phone-tag. You see the ego's game? It always points the finger at someone else. That's how the devil operates because the devil cannot ever stand looking in the mirror -- because then he'd see his own devilish face, which would contradict his self-image of being an angel. The devil always thinks he's an angel and refuses to see any evidence to the contrary -- therein lies the devilry.

@kieranperez You are being way too harsh on yourself. Go watch some Matt Kahn videos and practice some self-love and self-acceptance. You cannot change your life from a position of self-flagellation and self-hatred. Well, you can, but it's gonna be very ugly. Being harsh with yourself just tends to heap ego on top of ego, problem on top of problem. Slow down, collect yourself, find peace in the now, and slowly begin the process of assembling your life, brick by brick. All the resources you need are basically available these days online.

It is really any different than sucking on breasts or anything else? Contemplate what kinds of things you like getting sucked.