Leo Gura

You are speculating and not doing the inquiry. You don't know what the Truth is. But it is possible to know. You are missing something very, very, very BIG!

Some things can only be learned the hard way. A closed mind cannot be changed until it decides to open up by suffering the consequences of its closedness. Convincing a girl to leave a guy who's not right for her is like trying to discuss Greek philosophy with a mule. None of your logic matters.

You're welcome to play such philosophical games all you want. But Truth does not depend on any kind of justification. All of your justifications come after the fact. Of course Truth does not contradict rationality per se. But it sure does transcend it. "The supreme function of reason is to show man that some things are beyond reason." -- Blaise Pascal All of your reason and induction is indirect. Truth is prior to all that. Truth is even prior to perception. Reason is going to slow you down from reaching Truth. Notice that your problem is that you don't want to let reason go. Ironically, you are irrationally attached to reason. So what's the solution? Let it go! Just let it go.

If you camp out near the beach in Hawaii that can be basically free. Food is pricey in Hawaii though. But if you wanted to go real cheap you could live off rice/bread/junk food. Tickets to Hawaii cost $800-$1000 from West Coast.

Green/Yellow with touches of Turquoise from his deepest trips.

@tenta All the above and more.

@Yog They are still young and innocent. The devil hasn't gotten to them yet. A few more big hits should do it.

He seems to have a few screws loose. Maybe that's part of what makes him good at his art.

Maybe the crime of slavery and vicious racism had something to do with it?

@PlayOnWords You will know when you awaken, and not before.

@Shroomdoctor You gotta start with baby steps. Don't bite off too much. Small steps done consistently will snowball over months and years. You cannot make a baby in a month. Great things take a long time to bake.

Devilry... devilry never changes.

@Shroomdoctor You need work on the very basics of putting together your life and career. Forget the lofty metaphysical stuff for now, and enough watching theory. Now it's implementation time. Unfortunately there can be no shortcut for doing your pushups. You just gotta bite the bullet amd start doing them, one baby step at a time. Gradually build up your momentum. Yew, this work takes lots of work. Accomplishing your highest vision requires a lot of hustling. Maybe see my video: How To Get Shit Done. You have to be results oriented, not just theortical. Also see my video: Balancing Theory vs Practice. You are stuck in a cycle of avoiding emotional labor and there's just no advice that can let you skirt that. You cannot grow up and become successful without emotional labor.

Locked for general stupidity.

Game companies have gotten a lot greedier and more exploitative in the last ten years. Few games are made for the artistry any more. Of course indie gaming has also taken off in the last 10 years, which was great! Online distribution has allowed for more exploitation. With great power comes great responsibility. Companies like EA, Activision, Ubisoft, BioWare, Bungie, Blizzard, and Bethesda have sold their soul to the devil because they became too successful for their own good. The money corrupted the art and they will never produce the same kind of great art they once did. Look to small, new companies for art. You are not going to find art at McDonalds.

So glad I exited the industry in 2008 when all this horse armor stuff began. I had a phone interview with Todd for working on Fallout 3 but it didn't pan out.

There is no practical way to verify anyone's age online. Moreover, this is a public forum. If someone wants to view it, they cannot be stopped.

Sounds like you got some special genetics. How your body metabolizes chemicals depends on your genetics. I'm unusually sensitive, for example. You are the opposite.

Obviously he wasn't anywhere near awakened, but his heart was in the right place and he was drawn intuitively towards Love, which resulted in his entire career and sense of life purpose. He's a great example of someone boldly following their LP. A lot of people following their LP intuitively simply because it feels right, without an deeper existential understanding of why they're doing it. That's a fine way to get started. Later, existential understanding and consciousness work can be added on top of that to take your LP to crazy levels.

Yup, reality's a trip.

No, it's deeper than that. The entire self/other distinction is imaginary. There is no one in the universe but yourself. By this I mean, you are the entire universe and all "others". Universal Mind imagines your body and all other bodies into existence. See my video: What Is Reality?

Which is why I said: That accounts for the mystical experience you were talking about. A mystical experience is an intuitive groking.

Yes, of course. This is an example of paradigm lock. Since you are God, if you take your own ideas seriously enough, you will get stuck in your mind until you die. So the solution to this kind of skepticism is death. There are a million different ways the mind can lock itself into an ideology from which it cannot escape other than through physical death. No amount of reason will solve this problem because reason itself is the problem. The skeptic must intuitively grok that skepticism is untruthful and biased. If he fails to grok this, he's fucked and nothing can save him.

That's right. Nothing stops the mind from deluding itself by adopting an ideology like skepticism. The key question is: How do you know skepticism is valid? You don't. Apply skepticism to your skepticism until you realize that skepticism eats its own tail. And where does that leave you? If you were a true skeptic you would have to surrender your skepticism on the grounds that you cannot tell if it is true or false. By advancing skepticism, you hold that skepticism is true, which is false. On the other hand, if you hold that skepticism is false, that is also false. So you're fucked either way because the mind cannot grasp Truth. Your mistake was assuming that mind can grasp Truth. Be more skeptical about that assumption.

Since there is only one thing in existence: consciousness, the only thing that can seek consciousness is consciousness. It is it. A = A. Or to put it another way, nothing seeks enlightenment and enlightenment is nothing. That's right. Truth and lying must ultimately go full-circle and collapse into a Unity. Both. There are multiple forces at work. You have an innate attraction to consciousness and love because those are you truest nature and deep down you feel it. But also the ego-mind likes the idea of all the material spiritual benefits and status it will receive for reaching enlightenment. The ego-mind loves the idea of being special and unique and better than everyone else, so of course enlightenment sounds great in that respect. But that's only because the ego-mind doesn't really understand what enlightenment means until its too late. The ego-mind is like a moth attracted to flame. It does not realize that it will die in the process until it's already on fire. You are right. Since you are God and you are One, you cannot ever fully escape yourself. Consciousness will always eventually awaken to itself, it's just a question of time. What pulls you to God is simply the fact that you are God! What's amazing is not that God is pulled towards itself but how God lost itself in the first place. All evolution and life is the process of God pulling itself towards itself, realizing and actualizing itself. Awakening is beyond normative, it is absolutely mandatory and inevitable. Awakening is Absolute Truth. You don't have to awaken as this human lifetime, but eventually you will awaken no matter what because you are Infinite Consciousness and there is nowhere you can escape to from yourself because you exist in all places. Eventually EVERYONE gets it. Just not within this short human life you know. You have to remember that God's time horizon is infinite while the human time horizon is 100 years. That's a huge gap! Stop looking at life through the human filter of 100 years. Look at life as it would look if you had 100 trillion years to live across 100 trillion lifetimes across 100 trillion different lifeforms across 100 trillion different universes.