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@Lou7 Bring plenty of condoms so you don't catch an STD I'm generally in favor of any experiences that expand your horizons and open you to radical new perspectives.

Option #1: Contemplate the fear in-depth, write out exactly what you fear and why. Option #2: Just ignore them and push forward with your practices. Eventually they will peter out or rise to the surface, at which point you'll face them head-on by just feeling into them, and carry on your practices. All fear is illusion.

@Shan Shut off your logical mind for a second, close your eyes, and ask your HEART: What am I trying to ultimately accomplish with my life's work? Bypass any fears or monkey-mind. At least for a minute. Don't overthink that part. You gotta let your heart steer the ship, not your programmer's logical brain. You might also be holding some dogmatic assumptions: Do you really need a significant understanding of the brain? Do you really need 10 years of study/research? Do you really need a PhD in neuroscience? Maybe you do, I dunno. But my point is, if you're like most people, you may be putting the cart before the horse. First determine what exactly you want to accomplish, THEN research the most direct ways to get there. Getting a PhD might be something your culture has just programmed you with. After all, where else would you get an idea like that? Who's programming whom here? If this is your LP: "Understand the Subconscious and and help people overcome deep implanted traumas" Then cut the shit and listen to what it's telling you! Go straight for the goal. I know many ways of helping people overcome deep subconscious traumas which don't require any of the things you assume. If you wanted to, you could learn to do that in a couple years and you'd have 1,000% better results than PhD's at Harvard. It's a little odd that your LP is about understanding and healing, whereas your domain of mastery is business. Nothing wrong with business, but again, don't put the cart before the horse. It sounds like your domain of mastery should be: understanding the mind and healing. What do you honestly enjoy studying more: business or the mind/healing? P.S. Good work-ethic on doing the course!

I personally find LSD micro-dosing too stimulating for doing work. Maybe brainstorming, but even that is iffy. It'll depend on your baseline level of awareness and whether you like working while buzzing. Provigil works amazing for creativity. Although LSD is probably more healthy. I notice Provigil speeds up heart-rate, which isn't good in my book.

@Mulky Life is pointless. So enjoy the shit out of it while you can. That's the key.

In the reality you create. REALITY. IS. ABSOLUTELY. RELATIVE.

@Lord God I agree!

Lol You guys come up with some funny-ass questions.

@Ilya Most meditators are softcore. They don't meditate for radical existential insights. They meditate at the psychological level, for relaxation, stress reduction, good mood, etc. Meditation is not as direct as self-inquiry. Enlightenment through meditation usually requires long retreat-like settings. Meditating for 1 hour a day is nothing. You'd need to do 10-20 hours a day. Day after day after day.

@Toby There is of course truth to that. Practicing a bit of love here and there is good. The question is more about: what's gonna be your primary vehicle to enlightenment? I think self-inquiry is the less-dangerous vehicle because once you grasp enlightenment, your capacity for love will skyrocket. It will flow naturally. You won't have the ego in the way as much. Whereas if you try to get enlightenment through practicing devotion, that's very iffy. It may never happen. You may just end up a fanatic who's able to love only those things which fit your paradigm of devotion. Of course that's not a guarantee. I'm sure plenty of people have become legit enlightened through Bhakti. It's more a question of percentages and risk profile. Bhakti Yoga is good for people who are very heart-centered. Self-inquiry is good for people who are more head-centered. Gandhi is an interesting case-study. He devoted his whole life to spiritual practice, but I don't think he ever actually experienced the Absolute. (I might be wrong about that, but that's what my research suggests). Mother Teresa is another interesting case-study. She devoted her whole life to spiritual practice, but her private diaries reveal that she was a deeply unhappy and neurotic person. Which suggests her grasp of the Absolute was not grounded in direct experience, but merely beliefs. And I doubt anyone here will be as hardcore a Bhakti practitioner as Gandhi or Mother Teresa. They were super-stars in this technique.

I think it has a lot of potential.

With that attitude, of course relationships can't fit into the picture. You'll have to change your entire paradigm of what relationships are for.

@I Am That The counter-argument would be: Why not just use LSD or mushrooms, which are just as effective and have very little harm potential? Mushrooms and LSD are so effective and benign that it's almost too good to be true. I'm continually amazing at how awesome our tools for consciousness work really are. It's easy to imagine a universe in which they wouldn't exist. Then people would be really screwed, resorting to shooting up horse tranquilizers and sniffing Crazy Glue I like your avatar. The perfect metaphor for infinity.

@Joseph Maynor It sounds good in theory. But in practice dogma will seize hold of you and create ugly problems. Enlightenment first. Then love. Love without enlightenment cannot work. You cannot trick yourself into loving unconditionally so long as the ego identity is still active. People who try to love without deep self-inquiry first, will find their love corrupted. The danger of Bhakti Yoga is that you may never directly experience the Absolute, but merely convince yourself through imagery and belief that you have.

I have a friend who's into it right now. Up to his neck in Hare Krishna. I'm sure it can be a valid path. But the real danger with it is that people become dogmatic zombies. This path basically makes you a zealot of your school. It can potentially become disastrous because it's basically cult behavior. I very much doubt that it, by itself, will produce that many awakenings. But I haven't done it myself, so I cannot be sure.

You're gonna be dead soon. The pain of unconscious is massive. If you don't have inner wisdom to pursue consciousness, then I guess it's not meant for you in this life. Maybe you'll learn your lesson on the next incarnation. See ya in 2100. Or maybe you're devolve back into an orangutan and live happily and unconsciously in the forest. Oh, wait... all the orangutans will probably be dead by 2100. Maybe an earthworm A lot has changed. I have become conscious of death and God. Actualized.org is no longer my top priority. But I'm still passionate about it. I'm just starting to outgrow it. I'm starting to outgrow talking and thinking. I should really be living in a cave at this point. Psychedelics. They show me what's really important about life. Or I just recall a memory of experiencing the Absolute. Just one good memory of it can set me straight for a bit. I think they are both legit and can be very valuable. Depends of course on how you do it. If Reiki totally didn't work, it wouldn't exist as a field. And I'm quite confident that paranormal healing abilities are real. I've paid good money to get healing from folks with paranormal abilities. Not to say they did any miracles on me. But just minor unblocking of mental, emotional, and physical knots. I would need to experiment more to understand its full potential. But the evidence looks promising. Don't think of it as a magic cure though. That's not how it works. It's sorta like going to a therapist or chiropractor.

Be careful with ketamine. Addiction potential and bladder damage are real concerns. I would urge most people to avoid it. Thanks for sharing your discoveries though.

1) Mind is also a conceptual creation. There in fact is no mind. You can use whatever analogies you like. But they do not get you closer to the Truth. 2) Absolute Infinity must include all finities. God cannot experience all its vastness without becoming limited. Without a perspective, you cannot feel like a you. Without illusion, nothing can exist. Illusion is the mechanism of creation. You live inside an illusion because without it, you'd just be God (nothing). Do you want to be God, or do you want to be you? You can't have it both ways. One precludes the other.

Those are all relative concepts, distinctions, and labels, and they come with potentially a lot of baggage. Who knows what you mean when you say "simulation" or "martix"? Do you even know what you mean? What I've experienced is that reality is an infinite, groundless, hallucination. A dream. A) I say "your consciousness" in a proverbial manner. It isn't really yours. It's universal. From your POV it feels like it's yours. Nothing "holds" or owns consciousness. Consciousness is what everything is. There is nothing outside of consciousness, and nothing which isn't consciousness. B) Of course. Go self-inquire or meditate. No amount of talking will resolve these issues for you. A new level of consciousness is required here.

@Juan Cruz Giusto A) Firstly, become aware that "my friend is seeing stuff" is a concept in YOUR consciousness. This point is so critical. B) You vs your friend is a conceptual distinction which you created. There is no you or your friend. There never was. You and your friend is actually identical: nothing. In the same way that Superman and Santa Claus are identical: both are fictional pointers which refer to nothing. C) You're resisting recontextualizing the facts of reality under a new paradigm. When you comprehend that weirdness is relative, you'll understand that there's no way reality cannot be. You're trying to make reality fit your expectations. Consistency between you and your friends perceptions doesn't equal proof of an external world at all. Imagine for a moment that reality automagically renders infinite perspectives simultaneously without any support structures like laws, math, physics, matter, energy, or anything else. It can do that because it's INFINITE! It can do EVERYTHING. It has no limits. When you have no limits, you can literally just manifest spontaneously out of thin air. What you're seeing is what reality is. You cannot ask, "But HOW is it doing it?!" The answer to the how question is: INFINITY. Reality isn't "doing" anything. It's BEing. The nature of BEing is Absolute Infinity.

There is no you. There is no observer. There is no witness. There is just the dream. You don't exist even within that dream. It's much more radical than solipsism. EVEN when you're in your house, it still doesn't exist. The entire dream is non-existent. Even when its right before your eyes. Because the substance of the dream is literally nothing. This dream we call "reality" has very consistent rules in certain local places. The counter-question for you is: why do you expect dreams to not be consistent? That's your problem right there. You're placing silly expectations upon metaphysics. Not only isn't there a world outside your perception. There isn't even a you who's perceiving! You're not thinking about this existentially enough. You're stuck in the naive realist paradigm. Do some DMT and you'll immediately see where you're wrong. Escaping the illusion is not easy. Your entire life is an absorption into this dream. So you're not likely to see it as a dream unless you make a massive effort.

How could it not disappear? If it didn't literally disappear, you couldn't go to work, because your consciousness would be populated by "your house". The reason you can't be both at your house and at work is because your consciousness needs to empty itself first. Like an LCD screen, it has a hard time displaying two images at the same time. This is not a matter for speculation or philosophy. You need to look at your direct experience. Blink your eyes right now and notice that your room disappears. That's what's literally true. Everything else is concept. Your mind fudges literal truth so that you can live in a cushy conceptual matrix. This work is all about stripping down the conceptual matrix to what is literally true. Don't conflate this with silly expectations of burglars not being able to enter your house. When you're switching paradigms, you have to recontextualize all your old facts about reality. Instead of thinking of reality as a solid physical thing, think of it as a collections of dreams or hallucinations. In a dream, a tiger can eat you, even though both the tiger and your body are imaginary. Reality is literally no different than a dream. It's just a bit more consistent, clear, and vibrant. There is no "substance" behind the dream. The dream is not taking place anywhere, like in your brain. There is no brain! There is no world. It's just pure dream afloat in nothingness. That's idealism for ya.

@love Consider a non-traditional, "alternative" position in medicine. Traditional medicine is pretty lame and low consciousness anyways. Make your own niche in life. You don't have to go with the herd off the cliff.

I've received emails and comments from people who are finding their life purpose at 60 and 70.

It's both, depending on your level of consciousness. The Divine Paradox is this: God is in all things, and yet God is not any of those things. Atman = Brahman. Form and formlessness are one. The Absolute is the sum total of everything relative. But practically, you need to learn to distinguish God (Nothingness, formlessness) from all the forms you see around you (Maya). Even though Maya and God are identical, a distinction can still be made between the Absolute and the Relative. Since you're already extremely familiar with the Relative, your work now is to connect with the Absolute. Once you accomplish that, then you can come back into the Relative to see that it's actually not separate from the Absolute. It's sorta like separating an egg yoke from the white, and then merging them back together into one whole egg. You can't appreciate the wholeness of the egg until you've experienced the yoke and white separately.