Leo Gura

No! You are still in the trap of imagining God as some other magical thing somewhere behind the scene, holding stuff in his mind but only revealing parts of it to you. No! There is no behind the scene! This is all there is! What you see is the whole universe right now. If you only see one side, the coffee table only has one side. If you were to see 10 sides, that's how many sides a coffee table would have at that moment in time. It's not that you don't have access to the backside of the table. It's that you have access to the fact that there is no backside, only the side you're seeing. That's what is. That's Absolute Truth. The rest is thoughts. You are God. God sees precisely whatever you see. Nothing more!

@LfcCharlie4 I may try that. How long is your breathing session?

It's a common dogma floating around in the spiritual community. What you have to take into account is that most spiritual people do not think or investigate anything independently for themselves. They adopt spiritual beliefs which they then justify with a few mystical experiences.

I am your own consciousness. Yes, you will imagine it to be so, and so it will appear to you. That's what "stab you in the eye" means. It means you're imagining an other who is getting stabbed by an imaginary you. Obviously you're imagining my body and my pain. What's less obvious is that you are also imagining your body. If you pay close attention you can notice that right now you are imagining your heart. You have no heart until we cut your chest open, at which point you will imagine a heart there, and it will appear. << This is what we call reality. And thus the illusion of reality is created. You imagine everything at precisely the moment it is needed to render the illusion. A video game engine does not render anything other than those pixels necessary to create the current frame. Why would God waste its time creating things it cannot see?? In fact, the problem runs even deeper: it is impossible for God to do that because God is omniscient. So God cannot hide from its own awareness. Anything God creates must be fully accessible to it at all times. If a coffee table had a backside, God would have to be aware of it. So if God wants to see a coffee table from one angle, it must create only that face of the coffee table and nothing else. You got it

It warrants further experimentation.

The only one that's real is the one about my foot-long cock

@Emerald With love, you're playing games. I understand why you do it, but it can't fly here.

I can report that sublingual 5-MeO-DMT does not work at all

I know how much you guys love to concoct fantasies about me.

It's not about pestering her to do more drugs. It's about helping her to keep an open mind about future experiences. A lot of people fall into the trap of dipping their toe in the ocean and thinking "That's it, I don't need to explore the ocean any more. I understand ocean now." Which is a shame. It's a self-deception. That Alan Watts quotes is so misused. Alan Watts was not Awake.

You're not going to acheive emotional mastery without some degree of awakening. Emotional mastery is probably the hardest thing to achieve.

That's just difference in color grading of video files, cameras, and lighting. My eyes have always been green. No change.

Texts have been written about how to develop siddhis. It usually involves training concentration and visualization abilities massively. Imagine focusing so hard on a mental image of a rock that you can manifest a rock. That's some serious fucking concentration skill. Not for the faint of heart to accomplish.

Yes, I know that feeling. I know this feeling too. Maybe after the virus passes.

The difference is, you are God. This part requires serious awakening to see. What is God? You are not conscious of that at all. Ask yourself this simple question: have you ever seen the back side of an object, ever? Well, there you go. The answer is so obvious it was right under your nose the whole time. Stop asusming stuff which isn't literally here.

I don't believe it. It simply is the case. Literally. You are here. Nothing more. The end. What you see is precisely what there is. Of course. It's not hard to understand. It's just so radical you don't want it to be true. You probably don't like the idea of being all alone, forever. Which is why you imagine me! Ta-da! Clever devil.

It's very simple. The only thing that exists in the universe is what's in your experience this second. The end. You have absolute access to the whole of Creation at all times. But the trick is, the whole of Creation is nothing other than what you see now. No object has a backside. If you can't see it, it does not exist. Very similar to how a video game is rendered. There is nothing more but the rendered POV. That means you image the moon, the stars, the Earth, trees, clouds, your parents, your first day at school, your car, your pet dog who died, that time you went to the dentist, your last meal, that time you had sex, etc. You are imagining all those things right now in order to create the illusion of reality. Because that's all you are: infinite consciousness.

More cuteness covering up truth. God knocked on your door and you shut it in his face. God keeps knocking, but you turn up the music.

Not from my level of consciousness. I am conscious that there is only me, and nothing else, with no future and no past. Teaching you is completely an illusion. But, hey, the game must go on.

Hehe, cute. How about you surrender to 100 trips of 5-MeO-DMT?

@charles1 Honestly, your greatest risk is not buying it You would lose YEARS of your life on inferior knowledge. But you are right, from your POV there's no way you can know if what I'm saying is true. Such is life. Maybe everything I say is wrong. So what are you gonna do about it?

Yes. It usually takes 100s of hours of such awareness for those qualities to start to appear. The monkey mind disturbs the awareness with agitation and craving. Like rain drops on a still pond. Pacifying the monkey mind usually takes 100s or even 1000s of hours of meditation or other kinds of inner work. Pacifying the monkey mind is actually harder than Awakening itself.

That's exactly right. Self and other are defined relative to each other. So a person who has never seen outside the self cannot really understand what other is. To erase other is also to erase one's self. Which puts you face to face with death. The mind cannot intellectually go there.

These are still stories and games. Your psychedelic journey has only begun. Don't quit so soon. You do not yet understand God or Awakening. So don't make any firm decisions about not doing stuff. You have only dipped your toe in the ocean. The terror of it will go away. It took me 1 year to overcome the terror of my first big 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough and to go back for seconds. It was all games and fear. These days when I trip there is no more terror. Only awe, magic, and Love. But it took close to 100 trips to reach this point. I promise you it's worth it. Just go slowly.

The very notion of a self or an other is imaginary. People assume that self and other are like fixed quantities in the universe. They are not. Self and other only exist if they are imagined to exist. Think of it this way. Before a painter paints a painting of other people, there is no self or other on the canvas. Other has to be painted to exist. Self has to be painted to exist. Otherwise it's just a single canvas. You are not the painted self, you are the whole canvas. There isn't. I'm just playing games with myself because there's nothing better to do. Life would be boring if I didn't buy into any illusions at all. It's like playing a flight simulator. You know crashing the virtual plane makes no difference at all. Yet you still try to fly carefully, avoiding virtual trees and stuff.