Leo Gura

Young guy gets beaten in the head with a golf club on the golf course. Golf etiquette. Mentally ill dude punches 75 year old man in the face.

Hero to zero.

Just do it! I find it helpful to leverage pre-trip anxiety to get the bowels moving. Just remembing prior trips generates that anxiety. Once you've committed to trip, a mild anxiety should kick in. Use that.

Well, the people leading those groups are themselves past addicts who now made a life purpose out of helping addicts. So it's addicts helping addicts. Hehe. But that's the level most addicts are at. Many of them are not mature enough for more. They usually have a lot of unresolved trauma, mental illness, and really poor self-control and emotional regulation. It's a remedial sort of program.

You should go the toilet every time immediately before you plug anything. 1h is way too long. You can learn to empty our bowels whenever you need to.

I am designing a new kind of psychedelic group retreat. It is fully legal and will be held in Las Vegas. The purpose is not for fun but to do serious God-Realization with guidance from me. This is an experimental thing which is still in the planning stages. Who is interested?

Of course its normal. Right-wingers are the biggest sexual perverts. Always have been.

When we diagnose people from a distance, we are only evaluating them on what we see of them, not the skeletons in their closet. We are evaluating their public work. Could Daniel Schmachtenberger be a secret serial killer? Could Peter Ralston be a secret cannibal? Could the Buddha have been a secret pedophile? YES! Spiral Dynamics will never capture that.

You want me to believe that they were sticking weed up their assholes and vaginas and not getting high off it? Lol

No it isn't. Consciousness is Absolute. It doesn't arise. It exists forever.

It may, but often isn't. A materialist is going to avoid tripping deep, tripping often, and will not have the tools to make sense of the experience. It is so easy to dismiss a trip as just "that was some crazy scary nonsense, let me forget it".

Seafood buffet on a balmy Florida afternoon?

Because you have to want to know the truth.

Anything sounds good on a taco.

Woman caught jerking off in her car. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnUmldV9dPo

No. I mean more and more insights and depth. That requires many trips.

@Apostrophesiah Because Consciousness is very deep and tricky to understand. It takes time for insights to sink in.

@Apostrophesiah It took me 100s of trips.

@Mixcoatl Your mind needs to draw a connection between God and your present sober state, so you can notice it now, rather than turning to memory. Memory is better than no memory, but the next step is to notice it now. Next time you trip, take a smaller dose and aim to recognize God from a more sober state, and then link that in your mind to your sober state. Keep repeating that until the link is strong.

Y'all here are some delicate snowflakes. You miss one kombucha and you be on the floor in a seizure Meanwhile, the Hispanic mowing your lawn is eating tacos with rat meat from the sewer, yet strong as a stallion.

@Carl-Richard I doubt diet will change much. @integration journey You should look for a functional medicine doctor who specializes in ADHD treatment. He will present you with your options. Don't use a regular doctor. Find an experienced specialist with a track record and good reviews.