Leo Gura

I would get some sleep but I was tripping hard in my sleep.

Some day.

Not eyes. Just one neverending trip. Imagine a mushroom trip that lasts for 150 hours. That's what it was kinda like.

Frankly it was too much. I was to the point of losing my mind. I was tripping so much I couldn't even sleep, which drives you mad. Nope. 5-MeOs

We could try it with one topic and see how it turns out.

I understand your point. It's an important point. But I also don't like revealing the topics before I release them. Not sure how to handle that. I'll have to mull it over. Why can't you do your contemplation without watching the new video? No one is forcing you to watch it.

That 24/7 tripping happened in the last few days of the retreat. It wasn't for the whole 30 days. That would have been insanely too much. I have tripped for over 60 days.

Of course you can redose however much you want. You could redose 10 times and trip for 10 hrs straight. Is it a good idea? The more you do it the more unhinged you'll get, the more you'll hurt yourself.

I just don't get those energies from psychedelics. Doesn't matter if I try to master physical life or if I try to fly to the moon.

That's fine, as long as you're not recommending something very dangerous. If you're going to write about needle injection, I don't know about that. We tend to avoid that here.

Howdy! What kind of conditions do you study/work with?

People who badly abuse epistemology, have very poor epistemic standards. People who are very flexible with truth, bullshit a lot, do mental gymnastics, abuse rationality, rationalize their biases, grift, create propaganda. Basically, Dave Rubin types.

It doesn't need to be about Actualized.org. It just means anyone with bad epistemic standards, like Alex Jones or Professor Dave. I have a long list of epistemic scoundrels. Reddit atheists are top of that list.

I don't know why. All I've ever cared about is understanding reality. I had some mild vibratory energy on DPT. But even that disappeared. Energy is not a thing that exists in my trips.

@Something Funny Dangerous. I would do it if my health was better. I see value in it, but the cost might be too high. I don't recommend you do it.

Obviously.

@Thought Art Keep going. God is waiting for you. Don't mind me.

Chronically online keyboard atheists are some of the biggest epistemic scoundrels. Debating them is like wresting an oiled pig. These are the same scoundrels who run RationalWiki.

That was the point.

@Something Funny Dude: https://www.amazon.com/APEC-Countertop-Water-Installation-Free-RO-CTOP-PHC/dp/B06XY8CHL2/ Don't waste your money on overpriced gimmicks.

@Something Funny The question is always: What have you realized about the nature of Reality? What is Reality? What is self? What is Consciousness? That cuts through the mythological games. If the guy says, "I realized reality is a luminous kangaroo." Then he's getting stuck.

@Something Funny That thing costs more than a full 6-stage RO system.

What is the mystery? None for me. Like every 10 minutes take a few more puffs. You can do it every 5 mins with smaller puffs. Just experiment to find an even mild high. Time how long a few puffs of high lasts for you and re-dose before it ends. You need to reach ontological comprehension of existence. Energy is important to work out if it's keeping you stuck or bothering you. But if there is no energetic blocks or weirdness, on to the existential comprehension. You're not doing all this work just to feel energy.

@r0ckyreed That's not a serious filter. But I guess it's better than nothing. Although maybe its worse because you're fooling yourself that your water is clean with that thing. My ex-gf had that Brita thing. The water from it tasted gross. I gag to myself when I imagine how it tastes. Proper RO water just tastes good.

Not really. It just means that you need to be Construct-Aware. You can employ any construct as a medium to access God, but you need to be aware of it as one construct and a medium. I could use a kangaroo to access God and simultaneously be aware that the kangaroo is just one form I'm employing. The mistake is to either confuse the kangaroo with God itself or to make the kangaroo some exclusive thing. You want to avoid worshiping the kangaroo. But you can appreciate the kangaroo for what it is. Look at this analogy: You use the English language to understand concepts and reality, but ideas and reality are not limited to English, and English is not the only way, and English should not be worshiped. You can have ideas without using English. The mistake people make is to get attached to the English. You don't want to limit God to just Jesus because you want to see a dog or your body as God too. Otherwise you'll be without God unless you're seeing Jesus or some such thing, which is a mistake. You want to get good at seeing God in all forms. You should recognize your toilet paper as God. That's why chasing Jesus is a problematic.