Leo Gura

A bit. Then it wasn't full death. Hence "near" death experience. In its purest formless state. But NDEs are not that pure or formless. God-Realization is more pure and profound than an NDE. That's why we are not chasing after NDEs.

Just a peek.

But if the original source is fake, all the commentries will be false too.

Oh, drugs there were.

Could be a hoax. See! That alone demonstrates how sick he is. That we have to debate if he is even dead or pulling a sick prank for views, is the fucking problem. He was foolish enough to do both.

I don't think gold makes you crazy.

Haha. Beautiful. 1 science zombie cured.

100% agree.

Nah. His behavior was not normal. Not even for someone who takes psychedelics. Lots of people take pyschedelics and never behave like Connor. That is an insult to psychedelic users. We are not raving lunatics. But it is sad that it had to end this way. Sad. He was a sweet kid deep down, who got lost along the way.

It's ALL infinitely profound

That friend's channel is gonna get nuked with hate if that video turns out to be a hoax. Kind of a suicide move. But perhaps Connor's friends are suicidal. I notice that you guys love to challenge and mock my intuition, but my intuition is almost always right in the end, despite the lack of data. That's because my mind sees data you don't.

Keep it civil here guys. Don't go to war with each other over silly old me.

Don't even start with that. He was just reckless. Recklessness gets people killed.

Also, ask your doctor if an MRI or x-ray can be used instead. MRI and x-ray are much healthier. Get an explanation for why the CT is needed over an MRI or x-ray.

Unfortunately much of the heathcare/wellness space is filled with stuff that smacks of science but actually isn't. People love to say sciencey-sounding things to establish authority and credibility. But the more they do that, the less credible they are to me. Anyone who cites science too often is sus.

I don't even know how you could measure the amount of plastic in one's balls without cutting them off and putting them into a blender.

Not just the conversation, but news about him through the internet. He definitely had mental illness. People with mental illness will often deny they have any disorder at all, because they live in a fantasyland of their own making. Connor rationalized away all the problems with his behavior. He used spirituality to rationalize it away. He was not taking practical survival seriously enough. He was fucking around too much, and found out. He was like the guy who realized God is Love, grizzly bears are God, so let's go give that grizzly bear a loving hug. This kind of foolish spirituality is very dangerous. He lacked practical common sense because of the manic episodes. But practical common sense is what keeps you alive. Most people are practical for good reason. That's what survival requires.

Be careful not to traumatize yourself. Think pink unicorns.

@r0ckyreed I suppose it could be a hoax, but seems unlikely this time. Something about this rings too true. I never believed Connor's situation would end well. That's why I went out of my way to warn him. He was clearly headed towards ruin. But that's how mental illness tends to be.

I don't doubt he claimed it. I doubt that that can even be accurately measured.

@r0ckyreed But the guy in the first video said he was Connor's long-term friend. Highly unlikely that that YouTuber would post a fake video to his channel just as part of a Connor hoax.

Even this is likely not true.

The costs of just running it are enormous. The problem is, without AGI, the cost cannot pay for itself. Those Nvidia chips have to be replaced every few years. They are not like solar panels that last 40 years. In 5 years the current chips will be useless because they won't be cost-effective or energy-efficient.

He was seriously mentally ill. Bipolar disorder and more. He had manic episodes. In those manic episodes he behaved very recklessly. If he mixed drugs in on top of that, that explains it all. He could not be reasoned with when in his manic state. He needed to be put on anti-psychotics, but he probably refused to take them regularly, which means the manic episodes continue, and now one finally got out of control. I wish I could say I am surprised, but his self-destruction was well foreshadowed. I tried to help him but he was incapable of listening.

Death/God/Infinity is Heaven. As far as Hell goes, God can imagine anything. If God wants to dream up a Hell for itself, it can. But that is not a punishment for bad people. It would be for God's amusement. Religion is corrupt so it uses Heaven and Hell to manipulate people. That is wrong.