Leo Gura

Aubrey talking about how much he wants a 20 year old version of Vylana 2 years ago. Then he finds Alana who looks exactly like 20 year old Vylana.

I can personally attest, psychedelics for romantic relationships can be very self-deceptive and delusional. Psychedelics mixed with romantic love and lust can produce delusional fantasies about your future. You will get fantasies about any girl you're with being your soul mate when she isn't. Relationships require grounded, sober, clear-eyed assessment, not New Age positivity. That positivity is not sustainable. Dealing with people is always a pain in the ass in the long-run because their survival agenda clashes with yours. Eventually Alana will stop being a doormat for Aubrey and grow her own agenda. When that happens it will shatter Aubrey's fantasy. Aubrey loves Alana because she is too naive to question or challenge him yet.

@LoneWonderer I would rather leave it up to your interpretation. Thanks

The key is to shut off your mind and just approach people. Don't sit around ruminating. Let your legs walk you towards people. Then let your mouth do the talking without any thinking. Thinking is the enemy.

It's more like Classic flavor Farmboy fantasy. You're basically cosplaying as a farmer. Stardew Valley for people without computers.

No interest in shredding. Just truth.

Stretching yourself to get into lotus does not mean your knees will be saved. Those are distinct issues. Knees are not designed for lotus. People do it out of conformity -- like most things. You don't want to screw up your knees into old age.

Yes. This reveals the core problem with New Age spirituality: it still involves a lot of illusion because survival is not being deconstructed, instead a spiritual-flavored self is constructed. The self will avoid deconstruction by any means imaginable. And Aubrey is very imaginative. Maya is ingenious! This is why genuine spirituality requires such rigor, because the self will exploit any wiggle room to escape and run amok. That's why monks are traditionally so strict. But strict isn't fun and glamorous. And Aubrey wants fun and glamorous.

I figured out that the reason they were pushing this idea of "Radical Monogamy" is because Aubrey and Vylana have sold a course in the past about how to do divine union and monogamy. So they need to rationalize that they are still doing monogamy, otherwise that course and all the people who bought it will feel like a fraud. Aubrey put himself into a corner when he publicly told everyone that he rejected polyamory for monogamy when he married Vylana. And now he needs to reverse course but he needs it seems like his craving for sex didn't really cause him to reverse course. Hence "Radical Monogamy" and hence Marc Gafni there to coach him through the mental gymnastics of that reversal. This is a beaitful example of the insane craftiness of self-deception.

Yeah, it's hard to find. You gotta do some deep searching. Owen Cook's HotSeat is one paid example but there are many others. Honest Signalz Youtube Channel is very good, if it still exists. PickupAlpha.com used to have awesome in-field but he might have taken them down. Not sure. A lot of in-field gets taken down due to legal issues and controversy. But it is worth its weight in gold.

I added two more books to the book list. One of them is actually the most important book on this list which I totally forgot about. I added it to the top of the list.

You do not know the future. Stop fooling yourself. Stay with not-knowing.

YT comment I found: "I have friends who were there with them on this Egypt trip. Aubs and his cohort were drugged up all the time. In every temple. So of course he would hear voices. And then he had this Mathias channeler guy there with him who is opening portals to who knows what and is pretty much the same as Aubs in many ways (addictions, overinflated ego, grandiosity, manipulation) who is known to hang out with rich spiritual folks and minor spiritually inclined celebrities and he tells them exactly what they want to hear, in return for various benefits (drugs, sex, connections). They are all pretty much the same! You resonate with Aubrey, you most likely have very similar wounds and traits and addictions as him."

Socrates, not Aristotle. Aristotle wrote books you can read.

Sex pests exist everywhere.

They sell these ear cameras: https://www.amazon.com/Wireless-Otoscope-Featured-Portable-Compatible/dp/B08MXHSBVX https://www.amazon.com/AnyScope-Digital-Otoscope-Compatible-Android/dp/B0DT5RMVXK It's called an Otoscope. You should clean your ears with q-tips before inserting ear-plugs so wax doesn't get pushed in.

Great share. Thanks!

It would be worth it if it worked. The problem is it's not likely to work. They would need to care about truth and want to change.

Warning: lotus is bad for knee health. It will eventually ruin your knees. I recommend just using a chair.

More dirt:

I investigated myself and found myself awesome. All clear.

Sounds like pure BS. Disappointed in Ken not being more aware of this BS. This dude is clearly a sex pest and more.

More dirt: This guy is a monster.

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