Leo Gura

Young guy gets beaten in the head with a golf club on the golf course. Golf etiquette. Mentally ill dude punches 75 year old man in the face.

Hero to zero.

Just do it! I find it helpful to leverage pre-trip anxiety to get the bowels moving. Just remembing prior trips generates that anxiety. Once you've committed to trip, a mild anxiety should kick in. Use that.

For "things to appear" you'd need to take some very high dose like 6g+. I don't recommend dosing that high. It gets dangerous.

Well, the people leading those groups are themselves past addicts who now made a life purpose out of helping addicts. So it's addicts helping addicts. Hehe. But that's the level most addicts are at. Many of them are not mature enough for more. They usually have a lot of unresolved trauma, mental illness, and really poor self-control and emotional regulation. It's a remedial sort of program.

You should go the toilet every time immediately before you plug anything. 1h is way too long. You can learn to empty our bowels whenever you need to.

Of course its normal. Right-wingers are the biggest sexual perverts. Always have been.

When we diagnose people from a distance, we are only evaluating them on what we see of them, not the skeletons in their closet. We are evaluating their public work. Could Daniel Schmachtenberger be a secret serial killer? Could Peter Ralston be a secret cannibal? Could the Buddha have been a secret pedophile? YES! Spiral Dynamics will never capture that.

You want me to believe that they were sticking weed up their assholes and vaginas and not getting high off it? Lol

No it isn't. Consciousness is Absolute. It doesn't arise. It exists forever.

It may, but often isn't. A materialist is going to avoid tripping deep, tripping often, and will not have the tools to make sense of the experience. It is so easy to dismiss a trip as just "that was some crazy scary nonsense, let me forget it".

Seafood buffet on a balmy Florida afternoon?