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  2. It's scary, but the answer is probably nobody. Some people have lots of power and influence, yes, but the idea that there is some secret organisation controlling everything in the world is just an oddly comforting fantasy. It's much scarier to face the fact that the world is a chaotic mess and nobody is really in control of anything that is happening.
  3. It's very different, I actually saw a few american girls here as I live near the university currently that is ranked 21 or so in germany, and I wanted to go to this elite place, only to figure out how polarized this place is with, a lot of islam offerings and muslim people, and that type of pretentiousness, it's odd as they enforce their own culture and subterfuge the other, while using the ressources from the other culture, I see a few american girls here, or hear them, as it's a 3w2 culture it's generally already pretentious in itself, as the core vice is deception, and pride, using an enneagram lense, europe is very different in character for each country, to me it's obvious to an american person not, but each state is very different being half-american myself talking to different people. It's often a difference in security, european girls imo, the more conscious ones, already life in an interconnected healthy family and network, while the more unconscious people are more fragmented in their networks, and systems close to drugs, or have an american women attitude, which just shows the massive hostility they adopted in order to compete with the rise of power in c.s/a.i and the entire tech field, and the nazification, most conscious women, work in different fields like physics or still more with material stuff, otherwise most are just normies like in the U.S, but europe has been incredibly americanized, ever since Instagram/TikTok etc. started, if it would not be for asian people imo, there would not even be a true diversity, idk that is my experience. I would still prefer dating an asian women, than an european women, as there is simply more devotion in my experience, and an uprightness that is not tarnished by the idea of race war, even if stuff is not perfect, generally this was the best experience I've had so far, dating more european/arabic/turkish women, just showed me the issue of identity, I don't really get along well with my american side, as my father took the european housewive put her to the U.S and I see the same stage orange goodness in most women, and then I can't do anything about, as I would follow the pattern of my father, who was very good with women, and I have to rely on healthy post-modern women etc. which is the biggest ressource game ever, anyhow. I stop here, being abused by an entire family is just straight-up disgusting, that was a german family, with being half turkish it was evident to me how racist and obnoxious this was at one point, and they all howl at the u.s like vultures or wolfs, it's very nasty at times, and unbearable, I am convinced this women is ibliss/lucifer the devil anyhow. The same for her mother smoking cigarettes on end, and claiming to be a healer, this was super nasty, and corrupt stealing in stores etc. I did not really think just smoking cannabis, will make me meet such people, it is still super disgusting anyhow.
  4. You haven't changed one bit, you just changed one aspect of your life slightly, that's all. By that same logic, I have also improved because certain aspects of my life improved. You have no real internal frame, you're just a regular normie and then you get here on these threads and shit on guys who chose to live a different life from you (a lot of them rather successfully by their own metrics btw)
  5. also Percy Bysshe Shelley's poem about Mont Blanc.
  6. My body responds to that sort of defecit within 3-4 weeks. Discounting water loss initially. YMMV we all respond differently
  7. How would you know it's the correct answer, even if you had one?
  8. I just think european girls have the bush out, thye're just wide open. American girls wanna pretend. That's what I don't like about them. They still get horny, but they wanna make like they don't.
  9. And nobody gives a damn about that since decades There is no executive authority to enforce this law
  10. Also the post of A.I is profitable from the mod, shows Nvidia is making massiv profits, I invested into crypto etc. and started to stack, I had a good ROI for what I invested, there are some other things people who're unaware of investing will miss, and I will not share that information, as I feel robbed by Leo's politics about this, and just the sheer issues this plattform costs, and this is a massiv gut feeling. just speaking with anyone here about this was corrupt a.f
  11. Well I know, but no one talks about this stuff inside those circles that would be like shooting your own foot and that of your peers. But science is not just special because of Leo talks a bunch about it, society at large literally values more science than art and most people secretly believe that. It doesn't matter because society is so large that the music game exists anyway.
  12. Spoiler alert they don’t give you an answer.
  13. You can either ask or you can demand. Socialising is much like sales. You have to sell them on making them give your number. The best salesmen know that asking too much or asking even for a sale "do you want to buy it?" is not how you sell. You convince that your product is amazing and that they should have it, by being assertive, not being a beggar nice guy. "can I please have your number?" No be assertive "I just like you, want to go on a date with you, lets exchange numbers" that is much better. You are leading. Same with them disrespecting you, don't let them disrespect you, you demand respect, you don't let yourself live like a small person, live expanded. Expand yourself and become who you really are which is masculine, bold, going for what you want and not asking for permission, you convince others by your power/assertiveness, that is self respect, it is not being an asshole, it is self-respect, which is just not letting people treat you badly.
  14. Lmao, this is a personal development forum, change is what people supposed to be here for. Instead we have guys like you who haven't changed in 10 years and keep posting the same red pill content and depressed 40 year olds who have nothing to live for.
  15. Apparent results after 3 months is possible but your overall physique and look can still be bad. It’s worth celebrating losing weight but your look can be very mid and not sexy at all. It takes probably 2 years to truly go all the way (assuming you’re skinny fat) to have an amazing physique and look, and that’s with 85% consistency at everything, proper exercise program, diet and rest. Depends a good bit on foundation and what you start with. People fold a lot of things in with losing weight. I like to give advice assuming the person reading it has a pretty crap hand and isn’t muscular at all. Basically need to do weight lifting program that accounts for physique, not just a strength training program but usually there will be the same exercises and programming from the strength training program in a body building one + certain accessories. The issue with getting info only from the strength training community is they don’t account for physique.
  16. By switching your goal from “losing weight” to “loving health”. The first goal is too small, easy & irrelevant. When you lose the weight you lose your motivation too with the first goal. The second goal is infinite.
  17. I am actually a fan of Bryan - people mistake my criticism for straight un-nuanced hate. I like his insane experiment and slightly deranged expressions. I do chuckle a bit when people think I just toss out the baby with the bathwater 😭 But for general health advice, I prefer others. His book though... It is funny you came to the conclusion his epistemology is childlike. I got further into the book and my main issue was his poor philosophy!
  18. There are more possibilities, and people don't all respond to lack of content by seeking "acceleration".
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  20. If they build the competence, A.I and automation is in industry forever, I am bombarded with news idk, China is going to be unstopable to some extend, living there showed me some benefits, and facing similar discrimination here etc. Some chinese women solved the Zeta-Rieman function finally, I wonder if it's just the affect of lucifer and lord sun, to be a bit mystical, but it's very evident, that growing-up in China is very different, A.I will most likely be in everything, people underestimate how much people are just doing any automation at all the core point will be regulating A.I, so we're not entirely taking our jobs & work away, but working alongside A.I is still very fascinating to me, anyhow
  21. I need to know, do you fucking understand me?
  22. The more uprooted you are the more you will tend to be degenerate; because you lack possibilities of entering the infinite, of “lines of flight” as Deleuze would say. So yes a woman from the countryside in Southern Europe who has a social circle, who has religious practice, who has a gastronomic culture, who lives in a beautiful place and practices leisure activities is probably less likely to be sexually degenerate than an American woman who lives in her disgusting Baltimore. The less content there is the more you have to put your foot on the accelerator it's logical.
  23. I'm a woman (for perspective) and I'm trying to reserve my judgement because it is supposed to be describing a truly consensual situation, If I ever meet such a woman, I'd like to pick her brains and see what makes her tick. Because it's so rare, it'd at least be interesting. There's a lot of things I don't get on a personal level, but it's still worth learning about. For example: women who are more attracted to taken men. My attraction doesn't really work this way and never has, plus I have a lifelong tendency to suspect that people who make snap judgements about how safe/ worthwhile/ trustworthy a person is based on simply seeing them around other women are.... not very smart. Unless you truly trust and respect these other women because you know them well enough and know that they are capable of sound judgement on people's characters, why would their opinion matter? Be valid in any way? Still, I try to put myself in their shoes as much as I can. At least I want to understand how they became the way they have. Probably I would look very carefully for more subtle forms of self harm and self abnegation and not just whatever story they tell themselves and tell others, if it is there. It doesn't help that this particular desire is a dime a dozen and you're competing with all the other dudes who want the same thing. Saturated market, too many people looking for a unicorn (literally how the polyamory community uses the term "unicorn", an unattached bisexual woman looking to join a couple). Women don't usually seek to be the fully committed third wheel in someone else's "more serious" primary relationship either unless they don't know that game or they have very low self esteem.
  24. Do you now understand what I was saying? Crypto is rippin'
  25. I notice some patterns in women's behavior that might explain why these pickup guys are seeing women as some emotional NPCs. When dating, meeting a guy, getting or not getting interested in talking to a guy... they are quite robotic unfortunately. They let their feelings decide who gets the attention and sex and who doesn't. And this is why these pickup guys, who mostly spend time with women seducing them and having sex with them, see them as such. And I also have an intense pull to get into this sick rabbit hole of generalizing women as NPCs, especially when I do everything right and get rejected by a woman because her gut told her so. We have to be very careful with this and see how our survival bias is corrupting our view on women. Yes, while dating they can be quite illogical and make stupid decisions, ending up with the wrong people or getting stuck like a badly programmed vacuum cleaner robot. But that is mostly happening while dating guys... Outside of dating/attraction/sex, they can be very logical and reasonable. For some reason, nature has programmed them to let their gut choose who is going to have them as sexual partner, but when we look at them at work, how well they do their work, how disciplined they are, how they can accept feedback (even if some might say they don't), we see that they have many sides. And we, guys, can also let our dick get us into trouble, in the same way their gut are leading them into trouble. And so many women are so traumatized by their childhood or past relationships that now they are overly careful and overly selective with guys. Plus all this bullshit tech like dating apps and social media overly inflating their value, giving them way more power in the dating world than they used to have. Power corrupts, trauma leads you into trouble or a lonely sad life. They say they are happy alone. They have no idea what they are talking about. They compare being alone with being with a toxic guy. They have no idea how a truly masculine, healthy guy can make them feel. It is like night and day in difference, They could finally feel like the feminine women in the relationship that they never had the opportunity to experience yet.
  26. I don't really know where to go with my story, or how to draw any value out of it, I reached very high levels of consciousness states, and I am still massively different, I was very close to entering the sphere I yearned to enter, but in the end, it was the issue of material greed and competition in that regard, with people who're spoiled by the illusions of millionairs and billionairs, but faced the reality of working with them, or being near them it's a very odd scenario, as I meet more conscious millionairs, that are more human, and in that regard I had to deal with the massive inequality I created and was working in, simply because of lack of options, I don't know what will happen now.
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