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  2. Then please make it like one of your good old fashion couch blog videos that you used to do. https://www.actualized.org/insights/my-political-awakening https://www.actualized.org/insights/conscious-capitalism-bs https://www.actualized.org/insights/why-bernie-sanders-lost
  3. GLP-One @PsychedelicEagle gets it, heheheh
  4. If you'd want to define it as sadism, it'd probably be more accurate to call it masochism haha. God is, by definition, All, so there is no "Other" entity to be killed, tortured, or murdered. Sadism is usually defined by inflicting pain or suffering onto another being, but from the "highest" perspective, it's more accurate to call God the ultimate masochist, because It's inflicting all kinds of different emotions onto Itself in order to be Itself and know Itself. Although masochism wouldn't really be the correct term either, since It doesn't really have a preference for pain over pleasure. It's more like some void that must experience everything.
  5. For the love of all things holy - someone convince me not to line the pockets of Nintendo with my cash... The more videos of this remake I see, the more of a fucking thirst trap it is becoming for me I have a lot of equipment I can sell to make it cost neutral.... some of my mental gymnastics to justify the Switch 2. FUCK
  6. God has control? God sees a difference in these concepts? Where is this evident?
  7. You just need an awakening to Goodness / Love / Perfection.

  8. Typology, Jungian Functions, MBTI, catchall

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to Joshe's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    For me it is my business - top priority. I have a small team that rely on me who won't get fed, go home safe and flourish if I don't do my job (and tracking is half of that). I employ others to track some of the below and I do so myself also. Professionally: - Finances, overall for the business and individually for each project (have to for the client and for control of the job). - Gantt chart and and project programs. Master program for each build (needs adjusting daily) and forecasts (weekly reports for state/federal clients) - Registers for consumables ordering and tracking logistics - Subcontractor contract/claim tracking Personally: - Fitness. I log all my workouts and keep records (Strava) + Garmin. I log my resistance training and max weigh progression - Health metrics in a spreadsheet (RHR, HRV, Sleep, Cycles, breathing, temp). Nutrition - logging changes, meal timing and mood. - Meditation: I note how I felt. Insights. What came up. What I was stuck on etc. - Image tracking: I take the same image of the same sunrise/sunset each day, file and timestamp them, and compile them. Mindfulness I guess ____ I didn't think I tracked a lot, but it appears I do when I read the above! That's Te for SURE (this is the typology topic, gotta circle back!). I love tweaking different metrics and looking at long term patterns and results. I practice Vipassana body scanning so I love altering what I input/output body wise and interocepting the results. Mood, breathing, energy, focus, cognitive bandwidth, sleep - all these things are affected with the smallest change. I wasn't always so sensitive and able to notice these things. Since really engaging in hardcore spirituality practice and dissolving a lot of conditioning I notice a lot more in my sensory experience that was previously blocked out. There is less in the way of direct experience that prevents me accessing what IS. I don't get in my way anymore. For these reasons I believe spirituality, truth, no-self, God realization, epistemology and philosophy are the key to unlocking a state of effortless power. It has been that way for me. Especially after No-Self, and God realization. Two distinct collapses of the subject-object duality: one to realise object-object is all (no subject, No-Self) and the second to see self in all (only subject, God realization). Both were energetic releases: like all the internal resistance in a gear system just disappearing. Effortless power. I attribute Truth to unlocking my ability to execute. I was not like this at all prior. Permanent shift in baseline consciousness if you will.
  9. @LordFall Is that a yes or no?

  10. The Female Gaze

    soos_mite_ah replied to soos_mite_ah's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Reflecting on My Sexual Bucket List I have been going through this journal and I came across this post and wanted to reflect a little bit. The desires in red are ones that I no longer care about. The desires in green are ones I still want to experience. And the desires in blue are the ones I have tried.
  11. I structured my life for tangible impact, creative freedom, and status. I’m literally producing a live music showcase across the country tonight that kicks off in 20 minutes from my laptop. My goal over the next few years is scaling that footprint across North America and Europe. If no catastrophe happens to disrupt those plans, fantastic—it just leaves more room for pure creation and fun. So let’s cross our fingers and hope that our deeply enlightened and wise world leaders steer the ship in the right direction. To me it looks like there is trouble in the horizon for the next decade or so but I'm not a geopolitical expert.
  12. I think there are levels, I got to a point where physically I was here but mentally elsewhere. I did DMT smoked once and it worsened the symptoms by idk how much percentage but it got to a point where the stress levels was making me lose some hair, yea, was that extreme. Thankfully my ayahuasca journey has helped me enormously.
  13. @Leo Gura okay just post it on your blog then
  14. @Olaf Respect for doing 40. I love London for approaching but I've never had my own place there.
  15. @LordFall And if there is no WWIII? Would you have done everything exactly the same?
  16. I totally agree. I think a lot of people on this forum get too comfortable with the chill and don't worry about doing much you're God it's all good side of the content. I think that's a good baseline for peace of mind and satisfaction but true happiness comes from reaching your goals and ultimately achieving your life purpose. That's what my spreadsheet looks like, I shared it with @Deepak sadhwani for the accountability work we're doing together and he seemed to find it valuable. It's very simple, I track habits by order of importance. I had 3 other ones (working out, reading and daily AI research) originally with my 75 day challenge but I found the other ones not as mandatory to me so I stuck with posting content daily which are the checkmarks on the left and daily meditation which are the ones in the middle. I've had periods of depression where I don't do anything but I still track each day, I think that's so important for a feeling of continuity and progress in life. What habits do you track yourself and what's important to you at the moment?
  17. Today
  18. I'm not a big fan of emotional justice, I don't think it works and the wisdom of the crowd has gotten many innocent people killed. I think AI and a global surveillance state is actually a massive forward for humanity and it will lead to the end of crimes and world peace sometime in the next 30 years. A lot has to change until this is tenable but it seems fundamentally going that way. A bit reductionist but it's an interesting perspective in terms of where we are as a species.
  19. @Ulax checkout my last post, there I wrote down about today. How is london for approaching?
  20. We're talking about God here not some mid level manager of reality. If there is so much suffering in the world, it must be because of him otherwise he's not that powerful. I understand that cause and effect needs consequence to make reality tenable but I think it goes far enough to the point that attributing clear sadism to God is warranted. I think post scarcity and biological immortality is the closest thing to heaven on earth that will come. I just don't understand why humanity's history had to be so painful and bleak to get there. The other easier alternative is that God is not all powerful and has to learn through trial and error which is entirely possible but I think time is more relative than that so I don't really buy it.
  21. Wait. Are you being clever with this statement? This might be a genuine counter example to the laws of logic. If the laws of logic claim that all three are true, A, B, and C, but C is false, then by the law of the excluded middle, it must be false to claim that A, B, and C are true. If you don't intend to break logic with that proposition, then I would like to see the precise reasoning for why the law of the excluded middle breaks. I am skeptical of it because it looks like it holds given a very narrow framework for what counts as a proposition. Otherwise, in formal logic a very specific set of criteria are demanded in order to define what counts as a genuine counter example. The argument for the law of the excluded middle is that if a claim is not true, then it is false. There isn't really a middle ground between true or false. There are logical systems that use other truth values though, meaning it isn't really universal or inherent to logic itself. It only works within a very narrow domain of structured propositions. Beyond that it would collapse. I think the problem is that the law of the excluded middle assumes a mind independent reality. If reality is mind dependent, then there could easily be more truth values. I think 'indeterminate' would be a clean counter example to the law of the excluded middle. For example in sorites paradox, there is no objective heap without an arbitrary line. In that example, it is not the case that a thing either is or is not a heap. Instead a heap is indeterminate. It is therefore neither true nor false that a thing is a heap. The criteria required to defeat the law of the excluded middle is to create a proposition that is neither true nor false. I believe the heap paradox is a clean counter example. "A heap has exactly 5000 grains." This is genuinely neither true nor false. It is an arbitrary line, or a self constructed truth with no mind independent reality as to what a heap is. Does this succeed in refuting the law of the excluded middle? Otherwise, the laws of logic are narrowly defined such that they only operate within cleanly defined terms which themselves can be neither true nor false by their constructed nature.
  22. Is mixed atm. You?

  23. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    VioleGrace replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I am curious about that, can you tell us more about that ?
  24. @Ulax how is approaching going?
  25. Yesterday

  26. Typology, Jungian Functions, MBTI, catchall

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to Joshe's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I don't mind AI art per se - it is when credit/compensation is not given to the artists that fed the models that I have a problem. Removed of that, it gives people access to creative direction and output that previously would have a gatekeep of years of study, practice and dedication. It is a short circuit to achievement (if that output is the only desire, and process is not). I happen to be very process driven. The result is a nice surprise, but not guaranteed. So my attachment and addiction is to the process This is an excellent strategy I wish more actualizers engaged in. Tracking and measuring. What's measured makes progress. It might feel like all data, manual input and numbers - but it can be a very easy way to access gratitude as it triggers relfection "look how far I have come". It also can really circle back and feed our sense of accomplishment even when we haven't reached our end goal: we can see we might be half way there. Because I am a project manager you can imagine how much I track I started accomplishing more when I engaged in this habit.
  27. What is rape? Unconscious survival. Part of that is thinking rape is cool, or whatever other BS rapists tell themselves.
  28. Flattered you see me as going from world-class to legendary
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