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  2. I practice for 2 hours every day, no skipping days, I play a lot more keyboard to pop music and I transpose the keyboard (there is a setting to do this) to trumpet, so the tonalities are all the same. I work on one tune deeply each month. I try to play a jam session once a week. I have all my practice playalongs programmed into ireal with the real book chords. I listen to a lot of Chet Baker to see what he is doing and follow along with the chart. I stay away from any kind of books or teachers. I try to play like Chet Baker, mid range, nothing too flashy, but perfect time, melody, harmony and music principles in general.

  3. My List of Fields of Self-Help

    oOo replied to AtmanIsBrahman's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Keep it up, stay aligned with your progress! Best wishes.
  4. @Zenterus It's really important during this phase of your transition to find grounded people to echo grounded maturity during this transition. Stick to basics, habits, goals that gives you deeper contact with the grounded earth. Attune to the people that already mirror this. Use this feedback loop to teach yourself to ground yourself, while avoiding influences that do not mirror this echo. That will create the safe learning environment you need. Best wishes.
  5. @trenton thats why you force it to happen if you dont you will just sit there and not do anything.
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  7. i am so sorry you went through that ❤️ i just woke up from a disturbing dream, so i feel extra sensitive to hearing about this dark stuff in this moment. I’ve thought before how you sound kinda bright to me, so it’s a bit surprising to hear, but I’ve always had an extra open mind for that stuff and not assumed it’s only “deranged” people who can develop those experiences …
  8. @Davino I would love to move somewhere, but I don't know where to go. Maybe I could go to Massachusetts or Wyoming for the autism support groups. Maybe South Carolina for cheaper housing. Maybe live on campus on NKU and major in sociology. Maybe Spain to enroll in a chess academy. Maybe Germany to enroll in engineering. I have a lot of maybes, but I need to commit somewhere. This seems like a lot to figure out alone. Does it even matter where I go if it is anywhere but here and at least offers some kind of future worth working towards? In that case I just need to pick any of the above options or the Buddhist monk thing in a nearby monastery, and then do it. It would be awesome to have somebody who could help with this sort of thing, but I believe the autism informed life coaches I am looking for are in Massachusetts. Therefore, I would probably have to go there to get help.
  9. As a guy who jumped during psychosis, i can say, it hurts like fk. No, in a dream at night it doesn't. No consequences in a dream. In waking? My bones are slowly healing and I am in pain every time I walk. God did not catch me and stop me from falling. I did not turn into a wave and start flying. A network of specialists patched me up and got me back.
  10. I now have 2x of the 8-inch ones and 1x of the 10-inch. Seriously, this stuff is magic and super easy to handwash after cooking. Everything comes off effortlessly!

  11. FIFA World Cup 2026 thread

    UnbornTao replied to Someone here's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    What a match that's going to be.

  12. America 250

    Elliott replied to RisingLane's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    God bless the land of the free to rape kids ❤️ ✝️ 🇺🇸 home of the brave?

  13. FIFA World Cup 2026 thread

    YIDIRYIDIR replied to Someone here's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    Been telling you man, we smoking France as well, watch

  14. FIFA World Cup 2026 thread

    YIDIRYIDIR replied to Someone here's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    I'm starting to think the Coach is a system's thinker. Strategy is on point, he plays with a different style with each team, the way he treats the players...Morocco has a lot of flexibility.
  15. #054 Understanding Ego Makes Everyone Predictable #083 Examples Of Highly Valuable Things #097 What Is Foolishness Vs. What Is Wisdom

  16. America 250

    Elliott replied to RisingLane's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    God bless the land of the free to rape kids ❤️ ✝️ 🇺🇸
  17. In the u.s. the white guy would've been shot 5 times by the cop. Looks like he was fighting before the video and the cops also arrested all the black guys.
  18. @Ziran Thanks man. That was very helpful. @cistanche_enjoyer *It would make for a good reference in the Mental Health sub forum. What do you say we put it there?
  19. The main video the guy was disoriented getting up and out of defence he punch with out realizing it was a police officer. He should be fine in court, the video evidence is clear.
  20. @Osaid the dog is pissing on the tree because he owns it and its how he tells others its his. The cat is yelling at the other cat because the yard he is sitting in is his not the other cats. The other cats are not welcome in his territory. He dosent yell at all cats he has another cat in his house that he won't yell at if he sees her on his property because its hers too. If it just happening without anthro whatever then he will yell at the other female cat that is living with me. The animals are intelligent like you are. The cats like humans need an identity to survive here. If they don't own anything they cannot function. Cats and dogs piss and yell humans hug eachother. If the human dosent get hugged he will revert to the most basic identity of pissing on things and yelling to survive. They will start peeing in bottles and stuff.
  21. AI movies will be the new norm very soon. Old school movies with real actors will be something retro and vintage like vinyl records. It will still exists but for certain people.

  22. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Rafael Thundercat replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I dont get what you say about zoom in amd out forever. Rigth know I cant zoom in into my thumb, I just see the thumb, not cells,not molecules,not atoms, just a thumb. And I cant zoom out, unless I could send my eye ball to space to travel forever far from my thumb.
  23. On the savanna, if there's a piece of meat lying around, the lion owns it. If hyenas appear, the lion might explain that fact by killing one of them; that's how they understand. Humans do it through documents, but the idea is exactly the same.
  24. The prison only exist, with attachment as there is a ego, good, bad, prison, freedom etc... Entire existence, infinity is a just a thought, not even.
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  26. He is simply responding to your own idea of ownership. Reality is an amazing projection.
  27. Some guy starts attacking you because he thinks he owns the Mona Lisa and you said otherwise. Proof of ownership?? Not really.
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