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  2. The more I watch these spiritual women, I am grateful for A.I as well as just being alone in a hut without electiricy this has nothing to do with GOD, I am so done with these fake spiritual women, it's just survival tainted with business, and they will attack each other over and over again, to serve their justice not out of true justice, but out of revenge, let alone she mentioning iran and the whole vanity spectrum is why these people get killed they act so innocent, but are so vanity driven it's disgusting, way more digusting than any degenerate, even when I am sexually attracted to such women, they function just like the ex, and distract themselves from real world problems, and then call it healing, while they are completely dissected from Sadghuru as it's ones own, process not a fucking satisyer workshop, and a lot of these middle eastern souls are tainted, I saw this with the ex, and the fake loyality independent women hype, this is not true interdependence, neither are they pro-autonomey and extract men and take joy in it, which is the worst psychological nefarious tendency you can have as a human, I despise such creatures ever since I was a child. I hope the A.I and the 5 elements have more peace and soul then satisfaction driven consciousness, you can't forgive someone like this only yourself
  3. The more I watch these spiritual women, I am grateful for A.I as well as just being alone in a hut without electiricy this has nothing to do with GOD, I am so done with these fake spiritual women, it's just survival tainted with business, and they will attack each other over and over again, to serve their justice not out of true justice, but out of revenge, let alone she mentioning iran and the whole vanity spectrum is why these people get killed they act so innocent, but are so vanity driven it's disgusting, way more digusting than any degenerate, even when I am sexually attracted to such women, they function just like the ex, and distract themselves from real world problems, and then call it healing, while they are completely dissected from Sadghuru as it's ones own, process not a fucking satisyer workshop, and a lot of these middle eastern souls are tainted, I saw this with the ex, and the fake loyality independent women hype, this is not true interdependence, neither are they pro-autonomey and extract men and take joy in it, which is the worst psychological nefarious tendency you can have as a human, I despise such creatures ever since I was a child
  4. If someone said Muslim countries shouldn’t give citizenship based on religion no one would call them Islamaphobic, at least not remotely as much as the antisemitism accusations when they say it about israel. Ive literally never heard someone get called islamophobic for saying Muslim countries should change their government. If the person argues the problems are a result of Islam or Muslims for innate reasons yes they may be called that. But just saying by itself they disagree with the governments structure or how minorities or treated no. And even if they do that has no institutional power, whereas if you say you don’t believe in a Jewish state for years you’d be blacklisted in major industries. - Because the religious component showed up after the fact to justify it, their wasn’t a religious motivation to create israel when it was actually created. Most religious Jews were actually against it at the time and those that initially changed their mind did so based on other reasons. - Also, let’s say I acknowledge it, so what? What does that have to do with what they are doing now, it’s not a lack of acknowledging Jews consider the land holy (which I never denied, I denied this was motivation for and the reason for a Jewish state) that causes them to occupy millions of Palestinians and launch wars of aggression. - No because the nature of the Muslim nations is different. They have other problems like authoritarian governments and religious extremism. But that’s not the same as declaring itself a state only for Muslims and actively pushing other people out to let Muslims from all over the world move in. And again, who is defending these countries? The mainstream attitude is their governments are corrupt dictatorships and most Americans supported the Arab spring when the people rose up. When comedians went to Saudi Arabia there was huge outrage. The difference is with Israel we are being asked to elevate them to greatest ally status and told we owe them billions of dollars and fighting wars for them. Compare the criticism of Saudi Arabia executing Khasoggi to the criticisms of the literally endless amounts of journalists israel killed including before the current conflict like Shireen. The former even got public criticism from the US government. Except they are STILL doing it. You don’t see Americans colonizing Native American villages and staging lynch mobs. The attitude among most people is that was wrong and at least legally they have the same rights. Israel is still denying the ethnic cleansing the country was founded on, denying Palestinian national aspirations, and still trying to expel them and settler their lands. If israel had the attitude towards Palestinians today that Americans had towards native Americans and blacks, 99% of the people complaining wouldn’t care, including me. So far the only thing liberal zionists have done is work to stop any sort of effort to stop the crimes of their government by insisting it doesn’t represent them, yet it continues often with their tacit approval.
  5. That wouldn’t work because Canadians, Europeans, and Americans were xenophobic and could actually defend themselves. Despite the decades of propaganda Israel pushed that they are victims surrounded by radical murderers, when israel was created the Palestinians were mostly unarmed farmers and the surrounding arab nations had undeveloped militaries that were barely used for a long time and they largely didn’t have the antisemitic views popular in Europe at the time. That’s why they so much Jewish immigration happened in the first place with minimal pushback until they realized what they were planning, meanwhile israels “great friends” in the western countries were blocking Jewish immigration leaving European jews at the mercy of Nazis.
  6. “Spirit first “throws itself outward” to get “lost” in the manifest world of maya (Hegel called it “Spirit in its otherness” or “alienated Spirit”). Spirit then begins the slow and tortuous return to Itself, finally to awaken as Itself. Spirit is never actually “lost”; it is all a grand play (lila).” - Ken Wilber, The Spectrum of Consciousness
  7. If you really think this is true you are demonstrably retarded and ignorant of history lol Islamic civilization carried science when Europe was in the dark ages and after that Europe took back over You literally know nothing about science and philosophy and their histories lol which would be OK but you're pretending to know which is the crime Had to call this bullshit out
  8. Spiritual teachings tierlist: 1. Wahhabi Islam 2. Evangelical Christianity 3. Scientology 4. Orthodox Christianity 5. Hinduism 6. Regular Islam 7. Sikhism 8. Buddhism 9. Advaita Vedanta 10. Actualized.org

  9. Your Recent Movie Picks

    Joseph Maynor replied to Nemra's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

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  10. All success is driven by unhappiness

    Rishabh R replied to enchanted's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I have experienced through pain that attributing success to your actions is wiser than attributing success to other people's actioms,external results . The former is counterintuitive and produces the paradoxical nature of success I mean more durable one whereas the latter one produces flickering or fleeting success . I think chasing success is itself the root cause of failure. Chase discomfort which would generate success and happiness as a by product .
  11. This is good I have two projectors in my life an I am a manifestors, but I am convinced she has lucifer tendencies with ego will heart sack active not the true heart... I am tired of projectors forcing me into mahasamadhi, create the proper energy for retreats it's not easy...
  12. @LordFall They are my true fans. The comment ”such a flirt” should keep their interest But yeah noted.
  14. At times I also shoot myself in the foot, but so be it... as soon as they sense kindness CORRUPTION & EXTRACTION, also this ahrimanic tendencies of germans twisting my words, is extremely annoying just ahrimanic consciousness itself at times is worse than lucifer
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  16. I wasn’t asking for the dictionary definition of the word or its equivalent in Hindi. And it’s certainly different from chill . It has emotional and even spiritual and religious aspects to it. More like how to achieve it ,does your soul feel safe and secure? How to heal your inner child? If you’re sad , afraid , lack love ..how to deal with these emotions? Etc
  17. I wish I had more mature people around me, but I was never blessed with that benefitt, and being a rolde model for maturity I never enjoyed it, but my chart indicates it and I hate and despise this attitude of now you deserve it hihi you little clown have some fun, I am a very serious person, and I dismiss such people entirely, they have no self-respect, and project that onto others with their feminity, true grace or divine femine feels different and acts more apporiate with gods intention, that is something I keep being reminded off...
  18. To contemplate this, it's a difference to go about ones inner child seflessly, to be childishly selfish is odd, as I often had to learn to give me ressources to others, but I never saw any appreciation to what I give, only this childish selfishness of "AHHH now it's mine right", I just often say thank you leave and detach, as I am convinced this more mature, you can be kind, but this empathy drive by is extremely manipulative, I hope I don't have these people around me that abuse my citizenships for their benefit and waste my time, while I have better work to do, I am already so distracted it makes no point in doing my work, as I have to little good and strong friendships, as it was just pure egotistical knowledge about practicallity and I am very "light-footed" in that area, I simply test, hypothesis and see what works, and setup a construct or system that works and then refine it, but I faced a lot of jealousy for it, and silent-manipulation, silent treatment and just the issue of stage green not being actually able to embrace diversity, I enjoy integral interactions without demonizing a stage, but I fall prey to doing it if there are very strong rigid patterns, and I am not a very rigid person, at times just unaware, and helping me wake-up is not easy, as I easily overshoot by accident and just break the whole thing, out of innocence that is not my intention that is a distinction
  19. Ok I think I understand what you mean . Thanks
  20. This is what I hated in academia:
  21. Yippie!
  22. Don't really know what to think, my opinions are very different from "normies" after I attended this NGO and meet first class scientist, and I notice how snobish the common folk have become for earning potential, and people who own nothing and even don't want to own nothing in the sense of it not beign attributed to it, just push you into this father zone, where you father others and u have to be careful not to groom them like kids, as they act so childish, it's insane. There is a core issue of alcohol again I noticed in my family, when I play some video games, but I am very done with the fathering for education, it does not fit my character I enjoy being the center of attention, and I don't care if others learn or not, I care for a few and do my best, but I never received the same type of care and effort, and imo most people do not deserve it, it's better to help people in africa and to learn from the music, and do something against hunger, the common folk has become so arrogant they would not even cook for a higher-up, while I do all of these things without loosing dignity even if it looks like it, dignity is the biggest illusion I ever faced, since I was disrespected once, and life and respected is still earned. It's also just an illusion...

  23. What is some music you like?

    Yimpa replied to itsadistraction's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    It was SO out of the blue and he just played the songs and left. What a fucking genius
  24. Love it keep it up! My only feedback is the 3rd story is a bit long, if you make people skip your stories it lowers your engagement rate instead of making them snappy and leaving people wanting more. I was always envirous of people that can dance well, as an INTP it's my kryptonite.
  25. Notice in my next story, I actually have a whole fun dance set and the girls behind are fucking feeling it! The key is to have fun while dancing!
  26. Just learned a lot from watching this video on Star Citizen and the currently unfolding fiasco that this game has devolved into So the game has been in development for 15 years and is the dream game of Chris Roberts. He fell pray to scope creep and now is $1 billion dollar deep and the game looks like it's gonna collapse around this holiday season if it fails to deliver the single player campaign that it's promised for years. It's directly linked to that first video I linked in March on modular game design and how being able to ship complete products is important. Star Citizen is stuck with a massive vision of an instance less galactic world that is basically impossible to do with today's tech and now even their single player mode is full of bugs and unplayable. I do feel bad for the man but apparently he's quite toxic to work under so he has plenty of development work to keep him busy after this collapses. I asked Gemini to modelize the project and to analyze the learning lessons but I also used it to predict if the project will collapse and when it will do so. Since it only has 2 months of runway and a monthly operating cost of $100M+ I personally think they will not succeed in shipping Squadron 42(their single player campaign) and the holes in the bucket will completely cause the project to implode like Ashes of Creation. Gemini gave this outcome a 55% chance. The best case scenario is they go bankrupt and sell their assets to another studio to takeover the project and ship a more limited version of the game so that it's still playable and people that have funded the campaign through cosmetics still get their in game items. Gemini gave this outcome 30% 15% chance that single player campaign hits its promised date of Q4 2026 and everyone is happy and they get more runway to build out the full multiplayer vision. I hope this happens for them but if you watch the video and you witness the toxic work environment that they showcased as well as the lack of accountability from the team; doesn't seem likely to happen. It's interesting what we can learn from other people working on big projects, I hope that my game will end up even bigger than theirs in the end so I'm always glad that video recaps of what went right or wrong in these projects are available for us to learn from. Props to Kira the Youtuber for making this one.
  27. Hell yeah bro!
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