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  2. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread

    Rahul yadav replied to Leo Gura's topic in Psychedelics

    @Leo Gura where are you studying all of this research, where can i start?
  3. Nice thanks again
  4. Have a good night 🌚

  5. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread

    Loveeee replied to Leo Gura's topic in Psychedelics

    I've read here and elsewhere regarding 5meo and nausea that you're more prone to it in the first few trips, and also that fasting for too long (9h? 12h?) can be counter-productive ? Apparently ginger helps but you're not supposed to eat or drink, so ?
  7. @TheBG Because I don’t want to be a slave everyday. I get home and have no energy and fall asleep. I feel depressed that I don’t think I can develop enough skill to escape being a slave. I enjoy it when I practice, play and write. I just don’t see a way out…. Wanting it, yes I do. But I physically don’t have the energy today. That’s what I am saying. I need to be able to see that the efforts I make could lead somewhere. Whenever I practice after work I find myself fighting off falling asleep. It’s so lame. The reality is… working 10 hours requires rest I do hard manual labour. I need 8-10 hours of sleep. That leaves 4 hours 2 of which are eaten up with eating, etc and I need some rest. So, maybe 2 hour? But I have a life to balance too. Some nights I can’t work on it.
  8. Well you called it power not me. And you're right power can be wielded for good or ill. But this has nothing to do with gender. It's just that the woman was born into that body and this world unfortunately is a man's world. If you're born in a man's body you have certain advantages. It is more the lust for power that is the selfishness not the power itself or what you do with it. Sovereignty again is not gender specific. Like I said it goes back to the culture and what you are born into. So you should adjust your steps to say women are stripped from their freedom or sovereignty. Not their femininity. Sovereignty is ultimately freedom because you answer to no one when you are sovereign.
  9. If you were to untangle it forward instead of downward, wouldn’t you get eggplant and balls? And if you do it downward as shown, don't you technically get a peach and the womb? [REDACTED CENSORSHIP] Did I just crack the code of the universe here? Anyone..?
  10. @Elliott I am losing hope man… anyway, I should go back to sleep. I’m having a rough time lately. It’s like a black wave.
  11. So you don't want to do something you do like at ALL because of your perceived inability to achieve mastery one day? The odds of you investing time into what you don't like are always going to be 100% if you never add in the thing that you DO like with the time you have. What if you just don't want to do it? If you wanted to do it, you would not care if you were tired or not. I think you would do it anyway. I used to wake up at 3:00 AM, practice until 7, go to work for 10 hours, get home, and practice. I worked 6-7 days a week in a terrible job. I got scoliosis. I loved every moment of my practice time. It did not matter that I was tired because doing what I loved was amazing. I am not promoting the "Work yourself to death" culture, though. I also know we all have our own personal limitations. Want to be world-class? Really want to be a master? Start acting like you want it. It doesn't sound like you do, and I don't mean any offense by that.
  12. Sounds like a solid plan if you want to be a tired horny frugivore 🤣
  13. If you watch podcasts/interviews where they critique him, you will know that he is playing probabilities. Lower the chance of dying is literally the point he is making. Let's use our humanity to read between the lines here. Again, read between the lines, most people are aware that they can't afford the advance shit he does, but if they are able to be inspired by doing the basics better, then... Watch interviews/podcasts where he answers all the common misconceptions about him, before coming at him... maybe.... perhaps... Maybe the only issue I have with him is that he dick rides AI. One of my AI profs literally mentioned how the media really overblows the capability of AI, especially ATM.
  14. This angst can build up in you until you get out of there and propel you harder into your music when you leave. How long have you been there, how long do you have left? Can you write music in your head while you work?
  15. I thought @Yimpawas a male. Am i.mistaken?
  16. @Elliott No. honestly it just means the odds of even investing time into what I like don’t mean shit because I’ll never develop mastery. I hate being this negative. Haha… I’m disappointed with my life. The pain is very deep.
  17. This. There is cognitive bias in OP's thinking. Resulting in a belief, but not truth.
  18. It's temporary and makes you appreciate the things you do like even more.
  19. https://www.uaf.edu Plastic in the rain of Southeast Alaska | UAF news and information Dec 22, 2021 — A tiny blue plastic fiber that fell within a raindrop in the Thane area of Juneau, Alaska, lies on filter paper. We found microplastics in every single rain sample https://www.nationalgeographic.com Tiny pieces of plastic found in Arctic snow Aug 14, 2019 — The discovery suggests that microplastics are being carried around the planet in atmospheric winds, and that we're breathing them in
  20. So, tonight for example…. I work all day… it’s boring and meaningless and the day feels long as fuck. I get back and eat… and I can’t even finish a module on a personal development t course before falling asleep. No music practice, no meditation, etc…. Nights like this make me feel suicidal. If this is life fuck kill me. I hate life so much. This a fucking lame.
  21. You're clearly not hearing what I'm actually saying... and you're misrepresenting what I'm telling you. Go back and re-read by post and you will see that I'm not dehumanizing you or telling you any of those things you're implying. What I'm saying is that, if you don't have any female acquaintances or friends, that effectively means that ALL women who aren't related to you are strangers to you and that you are a stranger to them. And you told me before that you have zero female friends and acquaintances. That is how I know that to be the case. So, it's not logical or reasonable to expect to randomly receive some kind of charitable acts of kindness and love from strangers, as that's not how human beings operate... especially not with romantic love. So, don't expect women to give you romantic love out of a sense of charity. You also don't go out of your way to charitably give romantic love and kindness to strangers, I'd wager. If you want kindness from women, go make friends and/or acquaintances with kind women. And you can count on kind women who are your friends and acquaintances to be cordial and kind to you. If you want romantic love from a woman, go interact with a bunch of women and become acquainted with them... and eventually someone in that group will be interested in having a romantic relationship with you. You can't just expect women who you don't personally know to go out of their way to interact with you, give you kindness, and give you love. Female strangers simply are not going to save you from this problem. It's a problem that you are responsible for solving. Also, women generally aren't in the same standstill as you are. So, you're asking women to solve a problem that isn't a problem for them. Plenty of men are interacting with women, making acquaintances with women, and being friends with women. And women are going to be interested in those men who they actually know and are having some kind of interaction with. So, the standstill is a you problem that you must solve... and you do that by acquainting yourself with women and interacting with them. But there seems to be a fear and a block to making the acquaintance of women. You'll have to discover the root of that block.
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  23. If you read back on the thread, I already acknowledged that I agree, they like clean masculine energy packaged in a way they find attractive. They don't like raw masculine energy
  24. So do you honestly think the best approach when talking to a guy like me is to tell them: - 100% of women are entitled to act cold and detached towards me - There are drug dealers and gangsters that women feel safer with than me, someone who has never done drugs or committed a crime - Women don't owe me anything supposedly and I don't owe women anything so we're at a standstill forever How do you think that advice is going to help me grow or improve my mindstate? Not at all. All it's going to do is dehumanize me, belittle me, invalidate my experiences, and subtly imply that I'm entitled for even EXPECTING to make connections with women, which is absurd. Where's the empathy?
  25. @Ramasta9 Yeah but that isn't fun - conjecture and imagination are though! Otherwise nothing would be said. A bunch of users reporting 'they don't know'. 'I don't know'. 'We can never know'

  26. The Princess Diaries

    Princess Arabia replied to Princess Arabia's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Why do you think they are so many mental illnesses. Suffering, depression, anxiety, etcetc and so many go through the motions, it's because most are detached from reality. What seems to be the norm, isn't. If I speak something that sounds radical to the conditioned ears, I'm sounding crazy and depersonalized or seem to be detached or whatever else word is used to describe it. Most are so used to this way of living that if it's not the case, things seem abnormal. See someone smiling all day and they seem weird. Friendly people are suspicious and monogamy is revered. Most walk around with a chip on their shoulder, have a bone to pick with the world, seem like zombies and whatever else that seems like the norm. When I speak from a more natural way of what reality is like, I'm seen as the one detached from reality. The so-called human being seem to think the world revolves around them and that they're the most important thing in the world. They live in their own reality and keep on trying to fix things to suit their fancy and complain about everything and everyone that doesn't fit inside their illusory world. There's nothing natural and normal about a personal identity as it is a construct, yet we think it's what is. No it's not. We own everything and think we have to figure out how to maneuver this world to survive and be the best at what we think we're the best at. There's nothing real about any of this and something knows and realizes this. Nothing can be changed about this either nor does it need to. One is already detached from reality the moment they seem to realize that they are separate and there are others. When they seem to think they have autonomy and they are thinking their thoughts. When they think they have free will and choice and that there is a way to maneuver what is happening. When they seem to think there is a person in there with a life that is having emotions and doing things. That's the automatic detachment that confuses that energy into thinking it's a separate individual in charge of and responsible for it's own happiness and survival. It's ll an illusion and noone is doing anything ever and this is total and nothing is separate. No one can do anything about this because no one did anything to bring it about in the first place and there's no one anyway that can and ever will do anything. I'm not immune to this either.

  27. Owen Cook: How to be an Executor!

    WonderSeeker replied to Terell Kirby's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    2 years ago Owen said he was gonna stop running free tours and move to Montana. Yet he's still touring and living in Hollywood. It's like "Dammit Owen! You were so close!"
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