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  2. I'm so sane I vomit instinctively when I read AI "x, not y" sentence structures.
  3. Death and ruin cannot destroy or ruin what is always imprinted to memory everlasting, already dead, gone but never forgotten. Memories of past is what gives seamless continuity to the present, namely now. There’s no gap between past present and future, it’s always now. Thanks for the memory. R.I.P This illusion is real. Always be yourself, the real fictional impressionable character. 🤭
  4. How do I try it out? I have a Claude subscription already. Is it within the "Cowork" tab of Claude desktop?
  5. Could you try affiliate marketing with, e.g., YouTube channels or Instagram accounts on the productivity space? Really inspiring that you did it yourself — I will try it out.
  6. I wonder if you personally, the one who goes by the name Breakingthewall, can answer what’s the real motivation of the guru’s.
  7. Man this forum has become such a dump
  8. Before and after pics? Kumbaya motherfucker, Ayahuasca saucer eye mode so we can meet the mechagnomes I have had the day from hell at work and I think my deranged state is coming out into this reply. GOOD TIMES
  9. Any search for the origins of consciousness makes no sense of finding the origins when you’re already the origin. Searching for consciousness as if it’s inside or outside of consciousness itself is absurd because there’s no gap that divides it. The idea that consciousness is inside or outside of the body creates the idea of division in the mind. If this division is the minds belief then the search is on for the division of consciousness, not consciousness itself. Then what happens is consciousness is searching for itself in all the wrong places looking for a gap which doesn’t exist for it. Eventually it calls off the search after realising it cannot split into two consciousnesses, where one is the knower and the other is the known. If consciousness is infinite then it cannot be a number, there can’t be multiple consciousnesses that can be counted as being here, there, and everywhere in between. Consciousness can only be a concept, known now, here now, nowhere. And so that’s where it is.
  10. I’m looking for grounded input on dosing with 5-MeO-DMT. I’ve had about seven prior experiences, all in what I’d call “handshake” territory. Each time was intentionally kept low to build familiarity, but in hindsight they were likely too low to move into anything deeper or fully immersive because the ego was left intact. (It was also kept low because I had no real reliable way to control the dose). (When I think back to the experiences that I did have, I remember the love being overwhelming as fuck, where the love is traumatizing. It's clear that YOU will not survive the love of God. It will kill you.) One thing I’m recognizing is that with 5-MeO specifically, you actually want to dose high enough to let yourself experience a full ego dissolution, rather than dosing too low and staying in that purgatory ego-fear/hellmode threshold state. At the same time, I also want to be very clear about the psychological side of that. On a dose like this, I realize you still have to be willing to accept death. You have to be willing to open yourself up to the experience: fully letting go of control and identity; surrendering. It seems like if that willingness isn’t there, the ego dissolution will not take place, and you'll be in for a world of pain. (There’s also one more thing to note around the route of administration. Ideally, for this kind of work, (consciousness work), the route that’s often pointed to is plugging, to allow for a longer time to linger in that space, supposedly. But with that being said, there still seems to be significant benefits even from being in a temporary state of non-duality from a regular dose of 5-MeO-DMT smoked. It needs to be recognized that smoking a breakthrough dose of 5-MeO-DMT (probably) will make a radical impact on you and your life. So I’m trying to understand how to think about this properly: What dose should one take? 10mg? or 15 to 20mg? because that's what my 5MeO buddies say is "Reliable breakthrough territory." (17mg) In Leo's lecture, 10mg is a starter dose. What if I jumped straight to 17mg? Notes from his lecture: How do people navigate increasing the dose without overcorrecting into unnecessary risk? (Considering that bumping up the dose in mg is in orders of magnitude relative to the experience.) What are the main risks when moving from repeated low doses into a significantly higher range? How do you realistically assess readiness, both psychologically and in terms of environment and support? I’m not approaching this casually. Set, setting, and having a sober sitter are already part of the plan. I’m mainly trying to sanity-check the reasoning around dose selection, route, and mindset going into it. I appreciate thoughtful input from people who’ve worked through a similar progression. (ChatGPT-assisted post) .
  11. Today
  12. Complete transcendence - God devil lvl Krishna consciousness -> outframed by void like empty, timeless awareness. You can call me Devil God.
  13. A Model of Mental Coherence Core principle: Sanity is an active process, not a static property. Entropy is the default. And at its ceiling, sanity becomes a limitation — because reality is more fluid than any fixed structure can ever fully capture. Stage 1 — Pre-coherent The structure is either still forming (childhood) or dissolving (breakdown/regression). Two opposite directions, same address. Stage 2 — Baseline Coherent The instrument holds. Internally consistent, tracks reality adequately. Passively maintained by routine and environment. Stage 3 — High Coherence Actively and deliberately maintained. Self-correcting. Rigorously honest. Stage 4 — Transcendent Coherence The instrument becomes clean enough to see through itself. Structure is held lightly rather than gripped. Reality is prior to any map of it. How it’s lost: Remove the inputs — attention, honesty, reality testing — and the system drifts quietly toward noise. How it’s gained: Sustained orientation toward truth. Willingness to update. Reduction of self-protective distortion. At higher stages, the convergence toward love as accurate perception of interconnection naturally follows — not as sentiment but as byproduct of seeing more clearly. The ceiling: Even perfect sanity is still a structuring activity imposed on something fundamentally unstructured. Transcendence isn’t abandoning the instrument. It’s seeing through it while still using it.
  14. Haha it's fucken huge now. But it's going off tomorrow or before 17th of May (Constitution Day in Norway). It's getting more and more ratty as we go. Shaman mode can be on a rotation. I figure everything is doable anyways, building a shelter in the jungle has always seemed like a breeze to me (but who knows, I have only assisted in building a shed, a greenhouse, a wooden enclosure for trash cans, a concrete wall and the grounding for a patio and other minor stuff before lol). I also built kind of a hut before when I was little (a horizontal tree was used as the main ceiling beam), not really much of a shelter that though (maybe for one tiny human). Actually, true survivors do group meditations and shamanic rituals together 😆
  15. I think you automatically gain intelligence by looking at god
  16. @Nevon A way to look at it is everything in physical reality is actually a metaphysical representation of something that conciousness is doing. So your brain dosent actually exist its a hologram, or a dream, 'having a brain' is a metaphysical representation of having sentience. If someone hit you with a hammer the logic behind what happened dosent have to exist in order to get hit by a hammer. To you getting hit by a hammer would be a sharp white light and feeling of pain a hole in your head and then blackness. God means something happens after the blackness. But you dont lose conciousness cause conciousness is that blackness you go to. Its like deep sleep, its the brain dead state. You dont lose the brain dead state it saves you and is what you are at the fundamental level. If you get hit with a hammer in the head and enter the void you are home you havent lost anything. Everything else was from a trip you were on. Like going to disneyland and not being able to take anything home with you.
  17. This has been answered so many times before. The problem is fundamentally that you're looking at it from a human POV that is trying to avoid suffering.
  18. Lol. I asked about the cowshit part because I recently walked across a field that was newly fertilized and my clothes smelled like shit afterwards and I couldn't concentrate (I got distracted or whatever). Even when walking on the road next to the field, the smell was just as bad if not worse at times. I think you could've caught the same amount of shit smell from just that. Farmers can just fling shit everywhere and it's totally acceptable 💩 Imagine going to a job interview smelling like shit because you walked next to a field. They should put up signs like "⚠️ Shit ⚠️".
  19. lol, last missing piece to becoming a tech millionaire.
  20. It’s like we’re in a video game, and there’s a rule in the code that whenever the brain gets affected, consciousness gets affected. So the brain is something generated by consciousness (which is existence) that affects consciousness, which isn’t so mysterious. Another thing worth contemplating is that you probably have no proof that the brain has anything to do with consciousness. The only way you would know is if you had a brain injury and could track the loss in cognition. Otherwise it’s just a belief. Another point is that the idea consciousness can end is unfalsifiable. It’s actually not known, just assumed. There is no proof that consciousness will end when you die. And that might be because it doesn’t actually end, it just changes form.
  21. *ends up in jail*
  22. @enchanted If so tis' chill, tis' chill - shit like this gets lost in text. I was sorta poking fun also Normally why when I am behaving mischievously, I add emojis or make myself small so Boss doesn't yell at me for being a bad mod 😈😈😈 We need devil emoji to indicate playful banter!
  23. Is it possible to be in a state of anger and not suffer?
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