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I am not sure yet. It depends on what kind of deal the publisher is willing to accept. I would like to use a major publisher but if their terms are too unfavorable then I will be forced to do it myself. Once the book is all done then we'll see which publisher is serious about publishing it. I don't know what their level of receptivity will be. Will they understand the importance of the book? Will they see its potential? Of course that all depends on how well I write it. So that's my focus now. I have to make it great.
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Hey Leo, out of curiosity, are you self-publishing or going through a publishing company. I did a bunch of research on the pros and cons of each option and super curious which direction you plan on going with for yourself.
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Isn't there some evidence of pyramid structures on Mars ?
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I really dislike Steven Bartlett. Perpetuates a lot of covert messages and never pushes guests when they share completely batshit stuff.
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Sure. That's the easy part. The hard part is just finishing the book. Once it is done then I will have many options for promotion.
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Cool shit. I used to play fighting games competitively too: Tekken, SF, Anime fgs.
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Eskilon replied to Eskilon's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Do you still think that beings that accomplished such a feat as interplanetary travel and galaxy travel would still be playing this imperialistic and power hungry games? Wouldn't this self-deception vanish in light of such development? I find it hard to believe that somebody can be that advanced and still be that self-deceived and selfish. But hey, if someone can construct that condition it is God lol. God probably fantasized about that at some point so it might exist -
Very interesting reaction. Very natural and normal to not understand what we are feeling with precision. When you think on this, it is a product of society/the social domain. Efficiency, effectiveness are prioritised. It is no wonder we cannot clearly feel our inner states. Most people cannot telly you the difference between stress, anxiety, worry, concern. Shame is a big one. Biggest for me. It was rooted in false beliefs based on meaning making early on my life. 'I am a burden to others, not enough for them'. The truth is that there is nothing wrong. It is the world, more often than not, that is wrong. But when I was little it was too much to bear to think the wide world was bad. Much easier to think I was bad...
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If you want the book to get out there you're gonna have to do marketing like go on Diary of a CEO and speak with Steven Bartlett
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Here is my ER visit report from when I had my second solipsistic awakening, March 2019. I became so conscious of the nature of mind that I literally convinced myself that I was dying. Hell, I was so dead that I realized there was nobody that could die, and therefore I need to prevent myself from dying a death that is impossible to die. Suffice to say, when they finally admitted me and laid me on the hospital bed, I DID die on the hospital bed, in pure bliss, to the nature of what God is. The nurse who took care of me, though, was judgemental and clueless, convincing me that I was wasting valuable resources and being a burden to her. So I stayed quiet. Conformed. Shut my mouth. I was too afraid to tell them the truth, out of being shamed. But you know what? They probably wouldn't be able to handle it anyway. Imagine me telling that nurse, "you're wrong. I'm not wasting your time. I'm not a drug addict. I'm GOD realized." Honestly, I have no idea how they'd respond, but I ultimately let them gaslight me into thinking I'm an idiot. And then the doctor diagnosed me with anxiety disorder. CORRUPTION!
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Hojo replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Then you cant disagree with what I am saying and you got mind wiped. This is God telling itself it mind wiped itself. Also this is you and God telling you to suck a penis while wearing clown makeup and take a picture and post it here. This is the same trap Princess Arabia fell into. So do it you are my slave. You cant argue with this this is truth. -
When I've read this passage I had an intense feeling of an emotional reaction. I would say because of the need and desire to be flawless. I wouldn't describe it as "anger" it was ...... but a kind of emotional suffering . It was really a form of suffering when I've read this passage. I don't know what to call it probably a feeling of "shame" or "Inadequacy".
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So, what do you pro-chastity guys think of pick up culture? I never notice anyone giving young men warnings on here about the pitfalls of pump-n-dump, why don't you?
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Mostly for selfish reasons, but also to give a kid a good life, and hopefully improve the world. Sort of like building something or doing something for other people to enjoy. But, I think having children is selfish, though, not necessarily bad, eating food is technically selfish too.
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Everyone who doubted me, dismissed me, or refused to see me fully — they helped too. That’s a core feature of true transformation. Every challenge, every moment of going against the herd, played an integral role. The question became: will I let their authority dictate my own sovereignty? The discomfort was feedback; a signal to feel into the wrongness. Masking was the short-term solution. Breaking free didn’t require changing their minds. It required me to stop allowing their influence to corrupt my authentic self. My role was never to change them. It was to free myself from them and ultimately realize only I can verify what is true for myself and no one else.
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@Elliott Why have them at all?
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Both are true. Where is the problem?
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Okay nothing crazy , I'm just gonna meditate in a public place.
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Many might assume that I transitioned and it was an easy decision. Fuck no! This took a ton of contemplation, work with a professional, deconstructing my childhood, emotional labor, nearly killing myself, my physical body on the brink of failure, gaslighting myself that I am just a guy over and over again, hating on trans people for being disgusting, you NAME IT I did it all. F those before and after photos! That’s just a shallow idea of what transitioning is. It’s war against myself. And F passing as a Woman. All your ideas of what a Woman is is garbage. If you reduce a Woman to their physical appearance, you have failed the test!
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I didn't mean you won't have an internal reaction. I meant don't react externally. That's what poise is.
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to LastThursday's topic in Intellectual Stuff: Philosophy, Science, Technology
I dunno. I honestly don't know. I work in construction. The methodology can work - but the timescales do not add up for me. Whatever theories float around - the current explanation does not suffice for me. Channelling your hardcore agent Fox Mulder X-Files moment right here -
I call the space between internal reaction and action 'grace'
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See even posting in this is a form a mental checking . It's always about explaining , over explaining. But underneath there is simply silence.
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