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  2. I am Iranian and I hate the Iranian regime more than you trust me. But dont get brainwashed. There have never been suicidal bombers out of Iran and there was a nuclear Deal in place during Obamas Era, where Irans Atomic facilities were closely monitored by the IAEA and the enrichment was only 3.8 percent, extremely low. Who did tear up that deal? It was Trump on behalf of Netanyahu. So dont spread false information regarding a nuclear threat. The threat was never there and besides the terrible Iranian Regime you have the Terrorists in Israel that occupy the government and the hypocritical Americans and Europeans that talk about human rights but allow the Israelis to exterminate Palestinian and Lebanese Families throughout various decades. Be honest to yourself, and dont see this war as kind of a liberation mission, because a Terrorist-State like the USA and ISrael can never be liberators, they are the main reason and supporter for a huge portion of the misery in the Middle East and unimaginable atrocities against Tens of Thousands of little innocent Children.

  3. New Course Soon

    Elton replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Leo Gura just a gentle reminder so that you don't think that no one cares about this course anymore.. Would highly appreciate even a small update.
  4. Hi everyone! Let me start by defining what I mean by "identity": Identity = automatic and effortless behavior, and resistance to a different behavior (normally harder or less comfortable) Right now there are a few traits I don't like about myself: doomscrolling, not enough contemplation, lots of TV shows, too many sweets, etc. I'd like to become someone who naturally prefers slower living, who has goals and actually follows through on them. How do you go from being one kind of person to another? From what I can observe, when people say "be disciplined", they don't really follow that advice. It's usually people who take action not because they want to, or because they can force themselves, but because they're running from something in their minds: looking lazy, not looking smart, status, etc. Is it gonna be a constant struggle against passions/instincts, or can we really change and just struggle from time to time with "bad" behavior because we're human? Thanks!
  5. How does it feel for you personally, now that you’re conscious of it? For me, it’s both brutal and heavenly at the same time. And I have absolutely no idea how to explain that to another human being. It’s like I’m conscious of living and dying forever, and that nothing started this IT And because nothing started it informs nothing can stop it. It’s both terrifying and beautiful beyond belief.

  6. looksocracy

    Something Funny replied to Shermaningeorgia's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    @Shermaningeorgia funny how you use Trump as an example. Is trump hot? Is same altman good looking? What about mark zuckerberg? The only really good looking successful people are actors, basically.
  7. There’s one on the blog somewhere if I recall
  8. Today

  9. Sex on 5-MeO-DMT

    moonawakening444 replied to TheGod's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
  10. Yeah thanks man. I've actually already watched both those episodes several times over before. Expose myself to more life experience is something I desperately need.

  11. the Void

    moonawakening444 replied to moonawakening444's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    killing me softly....
  12. @LoneWonderer you might find value in these two episodes.

  13. the Void

    moonawakening444 replied to moonawakening444's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    take the words out of your system now now now

  14. the Void

    moonawakening444 replied to moonawakening444's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    filling the void with words words words words
  15. This is why I want different people's perspectives on this. As for me, I don't really value long term stability as much as I probably should and there is this constant reminder in the back of my mind I'm not growing as a human being. Becoming better socially has much more value to me than numbers in my bank account. Finding love, companionship a meaningful reason for existence feels like a worthy pursuit. It also feels like magical thinking at times and disconnected from reality. Reality is if things were to not work out I'd have thrown away a good scheme I have going here. I can't see at this moment in time if the decision I'm contemplating undertaking is an immature one of someone trying to run away from responsability.
  16. Then choose what matters the most to you .. comfort and money as soon as possible or gaining experience in life and having adventures. Ultimately you have to decide. If you can’t decide then talk to someone you trust and who has experience to guide you . If I was in your shoes I would stay in the job and get financial independence asap. I care about peace of mind and comfort more than getting better and achieving long term goals ..but that’s me ..not you .
  17. beautiful ✨
  18. Creating & developing my Life Purpose. Cleaning up my apartment. Going for walks. Training my body. Being present. Contemplating. Music (listening, singing & composing). Writing. Visual arts & designing.
  19. @Someone here - only now i read your quote and i actually have a cousin who´s currently confined to a wheelchair 🤯 since her accident we´ve shared insights on acceptance and how fucking brutal it is (from her vantage point) to accept that she´s so young and can´t walk right now, and still we always choose to shift our awareness towards Love...
  20. @Someone here Thank you for your perspective. There is a few other things I forgot to mention as to why I'm hesitant. I feel a sense of guilt and failure at the idea of moving and changing my life at this stage in my late 20s. Like aren't these the years I'm supposed to be laying down roots? Working hard and saving up lots of money? I feel torn apart in this sense. If I stay in my current place I can definitely build the financial side, get residency, eventually buy a house or something. If I were to stay at this job I could probably over a period of 10-15 years become financially free. But I know I'd be miserable on the job, not growing as a person and not advancing in life for the next 5-10 years. If I leave however, I'd throw away all that stability I've built but grow as a person. Back in Europe I may never make good money again but I'd most likely be a happier and more wholesome human. This is my dilemma. In my heart the decision to leave has already been made but now I'm afraid I'm running away from my responsibilities as an adult.
  21. There is no separation already. If it’s real then it cannot be dissolved in the future.

  22. awakening

    moonawakening444 replied to moonawakening444's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    in constant search for ways of getting Mind fucked nothing left to do be forever being forever 🤣🥂🤡
  24. Psychosis is when you lose the ability to distinguish between truth and belief.
  25. for a long time i felt like i couldn´t talk about these things with people... slowly but surely i feel like it´s time to share these ideas more and more people are becoming Conscious
  26. We do because there’s the belief in an individual doer. It’s that simple. That’s the problem of knowledge, of knowing you know, the curse of being conscious, of being aware.
  27. never thought of it like this.... and maybe hobbies are just a tool to help us endure solitude...
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