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  2. Well you should, ought to know. As you claimed earlier.
  3. Then keep on speaking for yourself, only. You can’t speak for others.
  4. Im watching the following, lookin at the term "invers., of truth", And it got me thinking, you know, We are quite literally a machine of texture, experiencing two ends of a textural spectrum, rough on one end, smooth on the other, And we are confounded by that system, such that we feel it means its filled w/ 5 senses, including these thoughts, feelings & emotions And of course, to those of you reading, who have to shift gears to try to decipher this, that might not feel or sound or seem enjoyable at first. Some of yous might even feel like "Fk this, i wanna ride the rollercoaster" but ya gotta understand that this thing we're all in is more than illusion, like... We arent just "solving reality.. Done", finished. We are solving literal "ETERNITY Neverending". Like... THIS is the fkd up part, not the boredom part, like... The part that should be rattling your head is how long you are gonna be in this for, which is forever, like... It literally is the simplest thing, life that is... Its a very simple thing, being experienced on a scale that is an ever-present and incredibly vast and complex thing, like the things we are calling parts of~Or events or moments of reality, they arent like... like those arent *instances of reality. Those are shared beliefs you have for what you *THINK reality is, and thats precisely how it works. Really its just textures, but you dont just draw the line there, for you are solving something that takes you places now, like theres a very clear objective, which could only be described as Actualized... dot org Org in the orgia sense, ὄργια, its like the sacred rites to the soul, the spirit of the individual understanding their own life and reality, and the continued unwinding of exp., for you are lost in your own machine, winding it up simultaneously.
  5. Oh yeah I've had well enough of people.
  6. I don’t agree. I personally see it differently, for me it’s the kind of nothing that shoots you out of infinity, not into infinity. There’s simply nothing to shoot at, except an imaginary shoot out.
  7. But have you seen another person enough?
  8. I think there are two sides to my answer to this question: the mental side and the physical and physiological side. Mentally… I understand that not a single atom in the universe is out of place. Everything is exactly as it should be :right ..okay and perfect in its own way ..no matter what is happening in my life or in the world. Physically the body will still experience pain if I am being tortured or harmed. The goal is not to physically tolerate everything that happens in life because that is impossible by design. For example ..if you ignore hunger your body will eventually die. Instead.. the goal is to lessen mental suffering by becoming more conscious of the neutrality..inevitability.. and indifference of life. This awareness can reduce suffering and eliminate the unnecessary layers of suffering we add on top of what we experience.
  9. Utilize all your available tools my Love.
  10. Seek God Earnestly and you May just find yourself dead before you die.
  11. What is it?
  12. Seen enough to know
  13. How it works for you maybe, but you can’t speak for others.
  14. Love the Bad as you do the Good and you Shall find your Pearly Gates. Narrow Straits.
  15. Your call, just saying exactly how it works. Route 66 day on Google btw
  16. Who are you saying that to, yourself, or something else?
  17. Maybe I'll take a pass here.
  18. And yet Never seen. Just a futile attempt to describe the never not seen using words that understand nothing.
  19. I am already in love with life and existence. This is my very lover. I fell in love with the good and just forced to tolerate the bad, like in most relationships.
  20. Seek God & it will find you.
  21. Or is it? Who are you to say?
  22. Infinity is a bottomless trench
  23. I feel like the Feminine in general is more focused on relationship, and the Masculine is more focused on the individual; and this creates a natural conflict in reality that we face every day.
  24. For me, nothing revealed happiness. There’s nothing deeper or beyond the deep.
  25. @Lila9 You'll find it much Nicer to Fall in Love than you will to tolerate.
  26. No, I am not "in love" with the darkest parts of reality. I just have no other option but to accept that they exist and to accept any feelings that arise from the pain that emerges from that, the melancholy, the sadness, the anger, the frustration without repressing it, escaping it, spiritually bypassing it, or overly intellectualizing it. And then to alchemize those feelings into doing better and flourishing, because this is the true meaning of alchemy. Transforming pain and darkness into prosperity, light, and healing. There is goodness, and therefore there is devilry. We live in a dual and finite world. While it is sometimes difficult to notice the exact moment or point at which good becomes evil or evil becomes good, as the borders are blurry, there is still Good and Bad. Such an interesting paradox.
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