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  2. "probably" He literally said to IDF soldiers that they shouldn't stream putting on clothes of raided Palestinian homes and just do it in secret because its bad PR
  3. I wish you that you find your person out there;)
  4. Say YES SELF!
  5. @Valach I forgot to mention, I lost motivation to go to night clubs, but actually after coming back into game after a few years I am now very motivated to go out during the day and approach woman, because these girls I can actually see as my girlfriend and actually I am more motivated than I was before. The girls in the club are intoxicated most of the time, which is kinda unattractive, as well as their lifestyle probably isn't super healthy. I don't drink and if a girl smokes or drinks allot, we are probably aren't a match as it is a different lifestyle. Going to a club is fun, but it is also empty as I feel none of this can lead anywhere and you wake up all tired the next morning being super unproductive. Sure maybe my motivation is not so much to just have sex with every girl and get a huge body count, rather to find a good partner, which changes the game completely how you play it and what you do. If you are a sex addict that is literally a mental health illness; also it is unattractive I don't think woman want a lustful men who is ready to have sex with everything that walks. Also the reason I try to stay away from direct approaches if possible as with direct approaches I feel like I am giving her too much the idea that I want to sleep with her when I literally don't know if I want to sleep with her at all, I have my standards aswell and I don't just take any woman as my partner, otherwise I wouldn't even needed to do all of this to find her. I would simply find some girl in the club and make her my girlfriend and join her in taking vodka shots every night and drinking beer till the morning comes.
  6. Well, why did you start with this whole thing in the first place?
  7. Yeah how? Let me guess you heard it from Leo and now you are parroting him. Yeah Universe existed before our birth and will continue to exist after we die.
  8. Today
  9. I updated my comment before you responded with this one. I am not that familiar with Juliens letting go. Noone is talking about manifesting. Do not pretend like I said you should be sitting at home and meditate your way into having a dating life. You have to realize that most of the guys who are hitting up clubs trying to get better with woman are doing so from a position of having trauma in the first place. The funny thing is that if you would be able to resolve your trauma then yes, you will probably get better socially. But at the same time you will also lose a big chunk of your motivation for "gaming".
  10. @Valach I know inner work, I know Julien, I know trauma release, I am not a rookie. Yet trauma release isn't the solution for confidence, you can do trauma release all day and it wouldn't be any better then jerking off. For serious trauma you need something more serious, either medical treatment, EMDR, etc. You really think some letting go work of Julien is now gonna make you super confident? The funny thing is that even in Julien's course of letting go he demonstrates people to take action in public to let go. He is asking people to take action, not to do just inner work. Actually the only manifestation coaches I kind of respect are the ones that say "but you have to take action tho not only manifest" HAHAHA no shit.
  11. You clearly are not open to even understanding what inner work or trauma release is. What is the point of opening a post then if you are not willing to entertain other ideas. Just like @Raze said inner work is not about some visualization of you slaying it in the club. It is not some instants release that you do once and you are suddenly healed. Just like any worthwhile activity, it takes a long time to see a little improvment. Also leaning your definition of self esteem or "innergame" by how successfull you are with getting the validation of people who are traumatized as well is not the best strategy either. Most people who make it big in pickup never really heal their traumas (Owen is clear example of that). That is precisely why they struggle to keep a healthy relationship going - thus they keep getting back into game and "getting better" at it.
  12. @Basman idk if you can relate, but i feel so uncomfortable when i put sunscreen on my face, especially if it has to stay there all day. it makes me feel really dirty because there's so much residue. at the same time, i know that not using sunscreen isn't the best idea, either.
  13. @Razard86 how do you know?
  14. It felt like I could control that pixelisation consciously, willingly die into it, becoming ever more infinite, eternal, conscious, loving, understanding, divine
  15. Here are some Absolute Truths: Infinity, Eternity, Perfection, Infinite Intelligence, Infinite Love, Impermanence, Oneness, Nothingness, Emptiness, Formlessness, Fullness, Absolute Love. Also he is wrong about making a distinction between a Tautology and a definition. The number ONE is an absolute unto itself and is a tautology it is also a definition.

  16. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: July 29th, 2026. Universal obsession with someone particular is distinct from group-think conformity.

  17. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: July 29th, 2026. Ability to let life be is distinct from emotional turmoil.
  18. The Universe cannot exist before you. You are the universe. The quote on quote Universe existing before you is a backstory you invented as God to fool yourself that you are human. With that said within the story of your life you can say that because you as God are blocking yourself from all the knowledge you hold from existing for eternity, that it feels like the Universe existed before you. But realize that is just something you are imagining as God in the present moment.

  19. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: July 29th, 2026. Cultivating a behavior of virtue is distinct from instinctive compulsion.

  20. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: July 29th, 2026. Honoring the present moment non-judgementally is distinct from holding onto anguish.

  21. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: July 29th, 2026. Captivating to the beholder's eye is distinct from seductive persuasion.
  22. You just created seperation
  23. Well, as a woman, those women are losers. They either got duped by his Tony Stark image before he was openly inserting himself into politics (like Grimes likely did) or they're there for the financially stable arrangement. Except it didn't work out for Ashley St. Clair, so she's a double loser in that game. The feeling I would have as a woman if I had a child with someone who opens his mouth, saying what he does. That is like... something you can't scrub off yourself. You're stuck with your decision forever, and so are your children. It has a similar sort of effect as being told that "winning" as a woman is being considered SO ATTRACTIVE that you can make a ton of money off your looks (for example, being a conventionally attractive model), but you're not allowed to eat or just live life. What is the point of being rich and then starving yourself... for what higher and worthwhile values, exactly? (If you're going to say other stuff, that's fair. Unfortunately, bodies and especially brains tend to be expensive things that require nutrients, so you'll probably just end up with less energy and Will in general, and also likely a permanently damaged body.)
  24. When I trip and dissolve into infinity it feels like both unity and pixelisation, both sides of the same coin Although nothing changes visually or otherwise, all distinctions dissolve into a field of infinitely many infinitesimal pixels of consciousness, including my body and mind, and that is oneness, equivalent to one pixel, or no pixel Infinite division is like no division My consciousness is already infinitely subdivided right now but I'm not conscious of it, not much at least As you may know, zero is infinity, zero diameter means infinite diameter So each pixel is part of Infinity but also Infinity itself, Infinity is made out of itself, sounds tautological but Infinity is bound to be, pun intended Timestamped :
  25. Depends on the situation
  26. If inner game was a real thing, then Owen would be a billionaire, it is precisely that it is hard because you do have to take action, face rejection etc. and not just some inner work. Again if you are highly traumatised go seek therapy or something, not inner game. It is like manifestation jerk off shit, I am allergic to it at this point. Think about how fucked up manifestation is, people literally do nothing else than taking no action AT ALL and visualising, dreaming, affirming money, relatinoships, whatever. Then they say it is true, because Jim Carrey visualised 10 million. WELL he WORKED his ass off for YEARS, we only gonna consider him writing down 10 million years ago as the reason he got that check? If you work really really hard and somewhere belief in manifestation or inner work, you got my permission, but most of the people that are into it, don't do any work.
  27. I'm know I'm not his intended target audience, but unless something immediately grabs me about a particular online personality, why am I supposed to care about Destiny's or anyone else's political opinions? Please explain the appeal someone lol.
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