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  2. Of course. This is the point of lifestyle design and where this goes to stage yellow and systems thinking. You're using your energy to create the best life as possible just like anybody else but just way more efficiently and with social circle knowledge that's not known to every man. The idea is that you should align your dating/sex life goals, business/career and your hobbies and interest. For example RSD and the cold approach teachers tend to be extroverts and like going out to clubs often so they base their life around cold approach and going out 3-4 times a week if not 7 days a week. Then they build a business around it so instead of their career suffering from being a wanna be socialite, they start a new cashflow vertical and a business around it. You must know yourself, your skillset, how you like to spend your time and your goals. I don't like to go out that often so I like building systems that make my social life as efficient as possible and let me meet a lot of people and be high status by going out only 1-2 a month. You can easily throw events based on fitness and training. Run clubs are good example or you can do a group workout in the park. You shoot content and make reels out of it so now you're scaling your reach. Hot girls will go to events the more high status they are/the more money you spend on them. So if you host a free group workout at the park you might get 2 random guys and one 38 year old woman to come. If you spend 1000 euros on a luxury dinner then you'll get hotter girls in their 20s but you'll lose money and not get laid. That's fine these are just acquisition funnels. You can try different types of events until you get the outcome you want. Monetizing it is crucial because otherwise you're operating at a loss and spending money to meet women which the average guy is also doing but more cheaply than you. If you build a brand you'll be able to meet women for free or eventually profit while doing it. I'm slowly getting to this point. Calibration and not developing a bad reputation while increasing your status is important as well. When I was doing social circle game in the nightlife scene I slept with like 15 women from it. Got also a few FWBs out of it. I combined it with online dating as well. My income fluctuates from it, I had a client paying me $5000/month a while to help him shoot content and host events and I charge $500 for photoshoots for guys that want dating pictures in Canada. I'm still working on my marketing and brand so my income is not consistent but I'm trying new formats like this Speed Dating event I shared here that show some promise
  3. This makes perfect sense Leo, especially from a physical safety standpoint. My only remaining concern is the possibility of experiencing an intense struggle with my ego while under the influence—particularly a frightening or overwhelming experience with 5-MeO-DMT. (GPT clarified) I suppose the question is whether, if someone is truly serious about exploring this, they accept that fear will be part of the experience rather than trying to avoid it. (GPT clarified) And you keep going into it because you know "there's gold in that mountain." - as Leo has once said as his reasoning for going back into 5meodmt a year later where the first dose produced a panic attack. (can't find the quote) I gather that at this point, while keeping the doses controlled (10mg smoked, 10mg-15mg plugged), if you're serious, you'd front the fear anyways, because you'd know there's gold in that mountain.
  4. Grass always appears to be greener on the other side
  5. I find that true in friendship but not sufficient in romantic relationships
  6. I’m not just talking about addiction. I mean long-term human love as well. It’s still extremely predictable.
  7. Try Fish Oil ..Vitamin D..and Royal Jelly supplements.
  8. I tripped 300 mics blindfolded, and I've got to say that tripping blindfolded on LSD is completely different. It's so different in exploring universal consciousness, in exploring the depths of the suffering of the whole of fucking humankind, and reaching into infinite love. It was completely turned inward, and I felt like I had no reference point for where I was. It was so easy for me to lose myself into the beingness of experience. And it's just like, I was tripping on the specific desire of finding out what love is. For the past three or four days, I kept focusing: What is love? What does it mean for existence to be love? Why is love such an important part of reality? What is it? I was just doing this in my meditation. I was focusing: What is love? In this trip, I completely got the answer to what love is. The thing is that love, I would say, is the whole universe wanting to experience this moment exactly as it is, and it is not to be any other way. That is what love is. It felt like I was communicating with the Universal Consciousness. There was a part of me which was also Universal Consciousness, which was communicating with the Mother Universal Consciousness, and it was asking these questions: "What does it mean to love? What is love?" It was showing me all the areas in my life where I wasn't loving enough and where I was being egotistical. And it was telling me to love all of it. It was telling me to love all the shit I did wrong: all the fucking misery and suffering I've caused other people, all of the suffering that has occurred from what I thought people were doing wrong to me. It was asking me to go through all of this shit and fucking love it, and love it, and love it, and I couldn't love it. But then it showed me the beauty of all of this. It was like, "How can you not love this? This is our creation. How could you not fucking love it? All the pain, all the heartbreaks, all of the shit you've got in your life. How can you not love it? It's all fucking me. It was all you. It was all fucking me doing it to myself. You fucking idiot.".I was loving it more and more, and then it was like I've always loved you for being who you are, exactly as you are, forever. I was like a total being, bathing in this universal fucking love, this love that is being poured upon me by the universe for being exactly as I am. And then I couldn't stop crying. It was an unbelievable amount of crying. I would call this universal crying, crying where there is nowhere for the crying to go. It felt like it was flowing back into me, into the universe, and it was complete. The crying became complete.
  9. What the fuck was he thinking? Why did he do it?
  10. If this is true then yes, I want death more than anything. The social game here is abysmal, aside from the few genuinely good friendships I have as well as the occasional cool people you’ll meet. Also the financial system is awful. The only bits of enjoyment I get here are nicotine, video games, shit posting, and some healthy things like picking up litter, dipping in cold springs, going to beaches, and having some money in my wallet. The “Be yourself” meme doesn’t work for everyone due to reasons already discussed many times. Other than that the world is miserable. @LordFall Said, “God is offering you the infinite physical universe, I would be careful with assuming that's a lesser prize.” ❓ ❓❓❓❓❓ It’s a lesser prize because physical life is ridiculously hard. Millions of people in the U.S. alone are one paycheck away from eviction. It’s $3-4 a gallon to fuel your car in the cheaper areas. The affordable foods use ingredients that turn people into what looks like lab rat experiments. The job market is a joke. I’ve filled out dozens and dozens of applications and followed up, no luck. Life would be great if you could just travel around by foot. But things are several thousands of miles apart. The sun would burn your flesh off and dehydrate you to death even faster without copious amounts of water. You would turn into a skeleton from all the calorie expenditure if you’re not replacing it all with nonstop food supply. (The food thing is a problem regardless, I can’t stand eating and the requirement for it.) Life sucks massive donkey dick and I’ve been trying so hard to make it not.
  11. I experienced one of my first samadhis during the climax of the last song
  12. The thing which is knowing of this experience
  13. Today
  14. @AsafTheMagniv thanks for your advice my friend. I was just expressing something I notice with the modern world that almost everyone in today’s society is stuck in . I’m not personally overwhelmed by it because I’m able to take a meta picture and realize what is going on . And I wanted to express my observations. thank you for the practical steps you listed .
  15. Science uses it loosely. Notice this. Because if it were truly infinite that would break science. Today's science.
  16. I don't see Europe taking in the same amount of people as during the war on terror again any time soon, even with the added pressure caused by the climate crisis.
  17. Why according to science reality should have an origin? Science uses the concept of infinite. For example many theories contemplate the possibility of infinite multiverses, another infinite rebounds, like the Penrose's theory, who got the Nobel prize some years ago.
  18. Why would it be a defence mechanism? I don't even know you or care about you per se. I'm just saying what I'm seeing. Lack of integrity is not immaturity. It's corruption. A child can have integrity, and an adult can be corrupt. The two are not mutually exclusive categories, they can overlap or exist separately. Immaturity doesn't guarantee corruption, and corruption doesn't require immaturity. Childhood is a phase of development, corruption is a choice. You were a corrupt child, and now you're no longer a child. Saying "I was young, I'm more mature now." does not magically absolve you and cure you from corruption. Rather, it distracts from the actual work. You may be less corrupt now, but you can't call your past corruption immaturity just because it happened in parallel with it.
  19. Juries out on that
  20. Yes. Sometimes it appears nothing is changing or there is no progress. But there is. That is how one should shape their life. By not expecting immediate results but to work towards something each day. And those little things will compound into something grand. That is something I have always struggled with personally. I want results now. But..it takes time and planning.
  21. ... Let's contemplate this one It might require second inspection to work out if we are using this thread to try to subtly put down others for disagreeing with a viral, conformist trend.
  22. Ive never tried 5Meo dmt, but today i had this flash of like a feeling, that all of the interfaces that we assoc. w/ this body and this experience were being minimized like a computer desktop, and for 3 seconds i had this feeling, and thats how long it lasted. and i of course thought of how they often describe 5 Meo in this way where you ferl youve been released from your human bonds, andmerged with some source (or atleast thats often the way the language of description makes it feel) i mean im just trying to gauge it a little better, the real thing that is... And if im way off... Yous can jus say **No** if im no where near describing it ~ there may be certain affectations or qualities that are necessary in order to capture it that im just not capturing (p.s. its quite early in the mornin so its not like a hugely serious quandary or anything, im just gettin the beeswax out of my ears and such)
  23. @Leo Gura I've done a bit more research on making a vape cart using Liquify Pro and THCA isolate, and I read that recrystallization can happen if it’s not decarbed. Do you think decarbing is necessary (by simply heating the raw powder before adding any liquid), and have you ever tried it that way? Also, you mentioned a ratio of about 60:40 for weed resins, but does that same ratio apply to pure THCA isolate? I’m not sure what ratio would be appropriate to avoid leaks or clogging while also keeping it smooth to vape. I still don't have a good idea of what proportions would or wouldn't work in this case. For example, I've read that terpenes shouldn't make up more than 10% of the final mixture, but I don't know whether that's actually true. If it is, the mixture would be extremely potent, and I'm not sure that would work in a cart.
  24. If men were fully direct, they would walk up to a random girl and ask straight for sex. Instead they have to play games for hours to get some poon. Game was developed precisely because that direct and honest communication doesn’t work. Girls (a lot of them) love to chase, they want to feel like sex is a win for them, understandably. Granted, many girls also are seriously looking for relationships and doesn’t want to entertain hook ups. On top of that, there’s a million social games and rules you gotta play because of social programming, ego, traumas, and cultural unconsciousness — otherwise you are seen as a weirdo or crazy. We all know this, when we spend time with our families. Socializing is monkey games, and dishonest. We are hundreds of years away from honest socializing.
  25. Well if you say there is no origin then you are agreeing reality is paradoxical by nature - which based on today's science - is not scientifical. It is magical. When science and magic merge we will have an all kind of new science. And that will be something special.
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