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  2. "...I made 5 professional, feature length films" he whispers as he closes his eyes and makes his ascent
  3. @Artsy value is survival value. Just ask yourself: "what would help her survive?". That question will explain everything.

  4. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: December 10th, 2025. Walking the path of loneliness is distinct from choosing loneliness.
  5. side note: there is a theory that Tom Campbell is a nordic alien. Look at this guy - Why not?

  6. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: December 10th, 2025. Feeling the emptiness inside is distinct from feeling whole inside.
  7. Indeed. And many think they want someone fully grounded and embodied - and when they are faced with it they run a mile. Horrified at all of their shit being seen through instantly and games called out. Cards all on the table. That is when others realise they want someone who will enable their current paradigm over being challenged to grow in any real fashion. I see this a lot when people say 'I want this, x y z quality and I am attracted to it' ...and then end up with someone (and being attracted to) something completely different.
  8. I got a feeling that I am being watched, especially at night. It is fucked up and scary. I was reading about alien races and everything.
  9. I don't know why but astral projection is a little spooky. I enjoy it but it definitely exposes me to trickster spirits .

  10. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: December 10th, 2025. Something meaning nothing to you is distinct from meaning something.
  11. The immigration debate is about racism. We have a ton of immigrants in my city, they assimilate, they love the u.s.. There is an influx and infrastructure limit to immigration though; we have a housing shortage. The ironic thing- illegal immigrants build housing, legal immigrants don't. I understand Europeans resisting immigration, it's the second smallest 'continent'', but the u.s. is mostly empty. That being said, open up free trade and you lessen the need for immigration - plenty of options, the racists choose every racist one...
  12. @CARDOZZO No if I'm doing it I don't know how I am doing it. But since I stopped smoking pot its happened like 3 times. I keep waking up in my room feeling a very evil energy presence. I've only stopped pot for like 2 to 3 months.
  13. I remember I was doing the Gateway Process for a few months but it seemed like NN DMT was the thing that made it so I could finally have astral projections. So I'm curios if I'll start having more sober astral projections when I do dmt again.
  14. Only if I do a specific kind of meditation (Silva Method). I was able to discover that my father would get a day off from work before he even knew. I joke with him about it and then after 20m his manager told exact that via whatsapp. I can share many cases here - it was wild. This is why I kept being called to woo-woo things.
  15. Besides being able to speak neo-advaita fluently now? I've had a few more awakenings since then. I've also been following everything on here too, so I can see how people have changed on both communities.
  16. That is cool

  17. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: December 10th, 2025. Catching up when you're behind is distinct from falling behind.
  18. @CARDOZZO For starters, how often do you experience what is called synchronicities?
  19. Most important stage? You could make a case how each is most important in its own conditions. Not knowing spiral or paralel model can be trouble when you jump the step and then every one seems very creazy while ppl look at you as you are creazy one. I dont know what stage dogs are, but... they have no need for insurance, schooling, driving licence, psypsotherapy or creazy pill... and despite that rarely if ever get depressed
  20. No it doesn't come easy to me and psychedelics are readily available. But it sometimes happens randomly and it's quite nice.
  21. EVERYTHING! Haha
  22. Great. Do you continue to use this skill?

  23. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Wednesday: December 10th, 2025. Asking yourself a question is distinct from answering a question.
  24. Relationships Income Food
  25. I have an extreme push to discover/explore things that no other human have explored before. I always felt an "alien". I look up to Nikola Tesla, Leonardo da Vinci, Inventors, Innovators, Visionaries, Sages. Telepathy was always on my mind. It is like a calling.
  26. Yep, they were great for consciousness work! I still use them. I experienced my first OBE using the tapes - which wasn't my intention.
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