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Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The two videos by “Beyond Mind” are of a similar flavour to what Leo is demonstrating in his Solipsistic video. -
Just close your eyes and watch the thoughts, imaginations or past experiences. They arise from from empty field. When you have a pian or you have to pee, be aware of the pain or feeling of have to go bathroom, but don't name it as i have to go pee or i feel pain, just be aware of pain, without naming and labeling, you will see that even experiences arises from that empty field. Take huge amount of psychedelics, do not name the experience, just be aware where it arises from and where it falls to. You are that. If you say, how can it be possible, again, turning to begging, that's a thought be aware. So, if there is nothing there, what is the difference between before birth or now, or after death? How can it die? Therefore enlightenment or realization of what You are is, Being what You always are. Therefore, mind still works, body still moves, sun still arises but You are the source of them. And do not imagine the emptiness, try to feel or experience. These are all mind activity as i said in the beggining. Just simple be aware. Because, what You are is not activity, feeling, experience. İt is just Being same as before birth. Therefore, it is vanishing / death for ego, controller of the body. Body and mind becomes it's own. And You always You. Enlightenment or your entire life story was just a mind activity. Many of you is confused or being something, even Being : Only can explain how it is, is Before physical birth, is not an absent, it is Your True nature. Or deep sleep in that moment, when there is no attachment take place as body breathes, organ works, that disseappens is disseappering for ego, but You is that Being, which has never move, nor experience. Controller dies, so the one who read these sentences dies, body and mind act independently and You just Be. In public say, soul leaves the body before physical death, God took the Christ before crucifixion, Muhammed didn't know how to read therefore didn't write the Quran, Allah made him write. So, the questions, gets upset, angry, oh enlightenment sounds good let's try, oh let's contemplate and take psychedelics to get enlightened, oh how I am gonna pay the bills, this is good this is bad, oh there is a rape, if it happened to your family, what would you do? 😂 The one who says these dies. İt seems as I am talking, but body it's own. Goes to work, laughes, cries, talks to you. But it is it's own 😂 Therefore, trying to find answer, enlightenment, experience, feel, these are all mind activity. Which is perfectly fine, that's what mind does. But You is, wher everything arises and falls, The Source.
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Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Nicely put. -
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Emotionalmosquito posted a topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Leo has said when you die you dissolve into a sea of infinite love. That’s obviously best case scenario even if it means being forcefully ripped free of absolutely everything you’ve ever known. I can only hope we’re all blessed enough for that to be true for everyone. But that doesn’t account for the traditions that say there are karmic cycles where you have to either reincarnate here or take on some other form however many times before you make it all the way back. Doesn’t account for the claims of Hell realms and so forth. I’ve heard some traditions say things like whatever state of consciousness you die in, the same vibration carries over to the other side only amplified. I’ve heard it put like being a human is the highest blessing for a physical being because it gives you the most control over your spiritual evolution, and you can potentially get stuck in post life states of hell/purgatory that can subjectively go on for eons before you get this chance again. Is this likely just more fear based programming to follow a certain practice similar to how evangelical Christianity uses the threat of hell? Or could they be touching on something legit? If it’s the latter I’m in deep shit if I were to die right now or soon. Some of the dream states I often go into are so horrific I wouldn’t wish them on anyone ever. So I’m worried about the possibility those might be a warning or preview of what’s to come with much greater intensity if I don’t get to working very seriously. I still have so, SO much hatred in my heart, (which I’ve gotten better about over the last year) extreme addiction to cheap pleasures, laziness, etc. -
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Learning coding and computer is way harder than you are thinking it will be, if you are not interested it will crush your soul. Its like a 15 year thing or more the coders are constantly changing and evolving and if you dip our you might fall behind as well. If you are not interested in computing I would suggest you do not do it.
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@Joshe Yeah, some of em actually have haha I have spoken to people who have seen what we would call a "ghost"
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@Tudo Nothing you can do will fullfill you. There will always be a now what? Everything you do is to run from the now what? People have kids to have a 20 or 30 year long adventure away from now what? People create statues for 15 years away from now what? Once its over there is always something else, but behind that something else is the now what? No one likes to sit there but a spiritual person lives where everyone is running from. When the person dies they will be forced into that position of now what? and they wont like it.
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Leos posted a text in his blog that says that working won't make you happy, you can be happy just doing nothing. So what is the point of doing anything great in life? Why should we have children, create art or do anything meaningful in life? What if he's wrong, and do certain things in life can actually make you fulfilled ?
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Do you have any idea the number of people who swear on their life that they’ve seen a ghost? Understand thoroughly how that delusion works, then replace ghosts with aliens. That’s how you explain the 10k reports.
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It wasn’t just SpaceX. Tesla fell hard after earnings and is now down 29% year to date. The culprit was negative free cash flow of $1.09 billion in Q2 2026, as Tesla spends big on AI, on top of robotaxi and Optimus. Investors have turned sensitive towards heavy capex spenders, and Tesla has just joined that group. The selling is consistent with how the market is treating everyone else in that camp. With both stocks sliding, Musk has lost his trillionaire status. Over $300 billion gone in about a month.
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Carl-Richard replied to Carl-Richard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
https://www.essentiafoundation.org/the-evidence-for-the-most-compelling-psi-phenomena/seeing/ -
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My guess is you’re not interested enough in programming to do the hacker path you’re zoned in on. It seems too much like you’re doing the programming/hacking for the outcome of freedom & travel. While you can do that I wouldn’t recommend it because you’re going to be competing with people who’s as drawn to and fascinated by programming as you are by languages & travel, and AI getting increasingly powerful at programming means that unless you get really good people who know nothing at programming will also be your competitors. Either you should give programming a chance in a sense of seeing if it’s something you can develop a deep fascination & passion for by spending time with it regularly to get more used to it where it stops seeming like computer magic and you start getting a deeper understanding. But if you never find a way to deep satisfaction from programming & problem solving in solitude regardless of what outcome it brings then maybe you should consider other alternatives. Your hacker friend does programming, but what would he look at you and think “damn that seems difficult/uncomfortable/how does he do that so naturally”. It’s difficult to give you a concrete answer like “you should try X” because I dont know enough about you and most likely no one does yet. Youre young and perhaps whats more important than what choice you actually make is what you learn from it. Learning programming will teach you a lot so Id still recommend it. But keep your mind open, dont commit on a programming career to reach your goals quite yet. Knowing some programming, such as understanding automation and utilizing it in your life can be very useful regardless of what your work ends up becoming. Perhaps you could monetize your hobby, making money then spending it on travels and creating some type of content from travels that way you share what you love with other people and you never know what comes from that, you might meet likeminded or learn video editing as a skill or something unexpected. These are kinda generic ideas but Im just trying to point out that your current interests can also be used to create something of value. With that said dont give up on programming just yet, Id recommend CS50X(its free, i did it and enjoyed it) if you want to better understand how computers work but doing a python course like youre currently doing and maybe doing a couple simple game clones like pong and snake with some game engine/framework or doing some other simple program clone first might be good. But keep your mind open! Lifes a journey.
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Joshe replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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I have reached a critical junction in my life and call upon the graceful wisdom of the Actualized.org community to help guide me. For background, I am 21 years old. I spent the last four years living abroad. Israel, India, Nepal. Sitting back home in California, It's almost like I never went. The memory is just dust. But, I swear, when I was there, it was the time of my life. Anyways, fast forward to present day and I, Ben, will be going to university. The problem is, well... the problem is that university is not in alignment with my vision. But I'll get to that later. Need more background. I left to Israel when I was sixteen, spent a year "studying" in university, got kicked out of the school because of a romantic escapade, returned home for a few months, found work, and off I was to Nepal, and I stayed there and also in India for a year, after which I had gotten accepted into university but declined, so returned home again, worked again, and returned right back to South Asia. So, all my life, I kinda knew that I wouldn't end up working for a bloke, nor would I settle for a senior position in an established company. Fuck all that nonsense. I won't live my life having to wake up for another person. The video "Should You go to University" beautifully illustrates the poiint that university can impede on certain goals. My goal, my objective, my vision, is kind of like this: I want to be financially free as soon as possible so that I can actualize my plan to spend the next ten years around the globe, learning languages. I love to learn languages and travel, so I want to do that. I like doing that very much. It makes me feel alive. This idea of travelling around the world and learning languages — that is, on my own accord, as opposed to that of some group or program — is great but hard to make a career. I don't want to vlog or be some reporter journalist fucking skunk. I want to travel on my own terms, doing what I do best — learning languages and making field-analyses and on-the-spot investigations into human nature. The thing is, I'm quite lazy. For years, I had an idea of creating an online business that sells hemp and wool clothes out of Nepal and makes 10x profit, but I never even tried. I had all the resources, connections, and time, too. I'm just fuck all lazy, especially in the cloud of this fucking hash. I recognize that to do what I want, I'll need some remote income. That has to be my main source of income. Not just for the purpose of enabling my plan to have financial mobility and travel around the world, but for the even bigger picture goal of not wanting to be tied down by an individual company or corporation. Therefore, I decided that the answer is freelancing some remote skill. Not some virtual assistant entry level bullshit. A real career, offering a solid service. Something that requires real skill and has a high ceiling. I had gotten accepted into a great uni back when I was 18 but declined to go. I decided to keep fucking around in Asia. Time well spent! This time, I am sure I am going. The biggest reason is my parents. They are paying for the whole thing. They have no qualms doing that, even after I explained to them over the course of years that I do not think university is for me and that it'd be a waste of money. My hacker friend told me that if I want to do what he does, which, to my eyes, looks like click-clacking away at the computer and making money, enabling him to travel around the world, I have to learn computers. He told me to get a computer, install linux, and start learning how a computer works. So this is what I have started to do. I got this big, fat old book about the linux programming line, and I'm taking this free python course also. The learning curve is pretty intense. It's nothing like learning a language. It's more like learning 30 languages at once, and there's always questions and unfilled spaces where I just don't know what's going on. It seems like you kinda got assume some magic sorcery going on to use a computer. Anyways, that's not the point. The point is, I've decided to go full-in on this programming-computer stuff with the goal of becoming financially independent, by which I mean making at least 3 grand a month, in the next two years. I plan to self-study most of my time, my major is linguistics which should be easy. I'll just pour most of my resources and time into studying this computer shit. Hopefully I'll be able to jump ship a year or two into university. I told my parents that I imagine myself dropping out of university, and they still want to send me. They say, "Ben, just go for one semester, see what it’s like!" You see, my parents are hell-bent on their son going to university no matter the price. They seem to think that university means my ticket to success. I am going, therefore, both to appease my parents and because going there offers me some kind of launching pad, a place where I can do my work and live for free. My parents said that if I really don't want to go to university, I have to fuck right off now. So, yeah, it makes sense to go, if only to use my time to try to get out of there ASAP. So, yeah, that's about it, I wanted to hear what anyone has to think about my plan. One problem that has already arisen is that laziness I was talking about. At first, like the first few days, I felt pretty good, learned how to make directories and move files around and can even send an encrypted message. But I've been lagging and know I need to put wayyy more time into this if I am to achieve the goal of making money remotely in two years or less. The whole computer world seems fascinating, but it's not a field that I am particularly passionate about. Nevertheless, I concluded that this is the only reasonable plan considering my goals. Again, I want maximum location mobility and freedom. I want to travel around the next few years and learn different languages. And I need remote income for that. What better plan is there? Now I have university as a fail-safe so my plan B can be to graduate university with a fucking degree if this doesn't workout. But that would be the worst possible scenario. My parents say, you'll still be young, only 24, after you get out of college, that's more than enough time to travel the world. But they don't understand. I've experienced the joy of travelling solo around the jungles and slums of India at 18 years old. There's nothing like it. I wanna get back out there now. And, even if I did pursue university, that would only help me get a job, and I do not want a job. That would tie me down to some location and further delay my goal to jump town and go to Kyrgyzstan or China or something. Anyways, done rambling, what do you all think of my plan? Any advice? Is this realistic?
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Good article. It Wasn’t Fascism All Along" – TL;DR Conservatism is dead. Fascism is its replacement. The article argues they’re not the same—conservatism clung to the idea of an unchangeable social order, while fascism thrives on violence, racial nationalism, and myth-making. The left’s "fascism = capitalism’s endgame" take? Debunked. The real divide now? Progressive liberals vs. far-right fascists. https://www.liberalcurrents.com/it-wasnt-fascism-all-along/ Thoughts?
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B r u h (this was off a vape + tiny edible... First time doing an edible. I just took the heated plant material after I had vaped, and ate it. I was a noob at the time and thought it would do nothing. I was wrong!) (I posted this on another thread before, but I love this Short so much ) Simple math. Oh + My = God This experience was both extremely beautiful and terrifying simultaneously. It kept going deeper and deeper, which isn't shown in the Short.
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Absolutely brutal.
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Did 30 minutes open-meditation, this is an atrocity partially, with this fake glamerous environment, but I am a bit amazed, to what is happening, due to the increase in consciousness, these people have a fked perspective on destiny, and just yearn the glamour, let's see if this go well, I have a bad intuition ever since Uranus moved into Gemini for 7 years, the core issue I sense and I even channeled before from Uranus, and Placidus discovered the eliptical of it, and calculated it also as a Gemini, it's very odd how synchronicity can work, but the core issue of this land is still their food envy, lack of compassion, and empathy, due to the issue of the fk*ed "white genetics" I have it's an extrem issue, to get any insights, and the corruption is just infested, by the interest of NGO's this is still odd, but Lawrence is King!
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My med dispensary recently released a new THC vape strain called Rainbow Belts. I wonder how that'll affect me... Unicorns?
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Herein lies the problem, most people won't read the book. Even people I know who are into aliens & UFO's won't bother reading the facts, they just love the disclosure fantasies and the wacky alien narratives too much. The cultural brainwashing surrounding Roswell goes so deep it's maddening. The beautiful irony, is that the proof is in the pudding and it has been staring us in the face the whole time. My late grandma was alive to remember hearing about Roswell and she said at the time, even in Britian, the majority of people she spoke to about it did not believe the balloon cover-up and not just because it was nonsensical, but because the entire Roswell situation as described anecdotally made more sense than what was being painted by what would end up being project blue book. My grandma said that Roswell was the moment that even regular people who had all had their fair share of weird sightings in the sky, felt validated that they weren't absolutely insane and that it was more likely that the truth was that aliens have been here, because why wouldn't they be? People who deny alien presence on earth need to think more like these aliens, makes perfect sense why they would be here. Forget the intentions or agendas, from an alien POV, of course you're gonna check earth out. Also RIP Nick Pope who died recently and was Britain's most iconic ufologist, his work changed my grandma's life and many others. I don't think we'll ever get disclosure in our lifetimes but anyone who has read into this for thousands of hours and contemplated it deeply enough has already proven it to themselves. It is undeniable once you reach a certain level of understanding imo. Psychedelics that tap you into alien type thinking helped me a lot, on top of just literally looking UP and taking it ALL in.
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