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  2. I can’t fully go into yoga stuff around people it’s like I am absent when I do it , so other people’s presence takes my attention out of myself/my body to some degree, disrupting that full presence in the body that allows for the most effective sessions. Yoga is like private ok , because sometimes the most effective movements be questionable looking, the real ones know what I mean…
  3. Id rather just meditate, doing yoga would seem obnoxious to other people on the train.
  4. Reality is a paradox, yes they are identical but their expression is not the same. You literally cannot have communication without difference this is why Non Duality is not the whole truth. Duality does exist because the Truth is choosing to imagine it in the present moment.
  5. big meat

  6. Boundaries

    zurew replied to Jirh's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    Good question. I have no clue what the answer is, but I will leave you with a meta-move that you can use (in other domains as well) as an alternative to finding an answer to your current questions. The move is to try to make sense of the relevant concepts (in this case, "forgiveness," "understanding," and "maintaining boundaries") in such a way that you dont necessarily need to make compromises or make a choice between them. It might be the case, that there isn't any contradiction in understanding, forgiving someone, and also maintaining/reinforcing your boundaries. Because if that is possible, then you don't really need to find an answer to your question current question — your job now is to try to make these concepts mutually inclusive.

  7. What leisure activities do you practice.

    Sugarcoat replied to Schizophonia's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    There was this old man around that age in one of my courses in university who was total yapper it’s like you grow social skills dealing with him learning to end the convo smoothly. Maybe it’s compensation for knowing the end is coming soon….

  8. What leisure activities do you practice.

    Sugarcoat replied to Schizophonia's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Coffe shop is so lovely I have addiction to salted caramel lattes I had to break eventually. Joke aside they are so welcoming and you can’t assume yoga poga center is more spiritual . I’ve had encounters even at fast food restaurant that are unbelievable
  9. Ok so pondering on that for an hour or so and ran into a complication with your theory. If an ego comes upto you and asks you to kill someone, your claim is that if you say yes that is god, if you say no that is the devil. That’s not quite working for me. Explain?

  10. Boundaries

    Sugarcoat replied to Jirh's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    Amazing depth there
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  12. She doesnt acknowledge the possibility that God could exist.

  13. Inception 2.0

    Inception replied to Inception's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Post #10 I ruined it all. I was about to awake completely naturally. I ruined what I had with the love of my life.
  14. ayyy my name is in that video

  15. Boundaries

    gettoefl replied to Jirh's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    You get one chance. That's it. Be late once and everything is peachy. We all make mistakes. We don't repeat mistakes in our realm. Expectations are explained clearly and periodically. Your standards of bevavior are the same as mine. We both have set a high bar and respect means they remain there.
  16. This is silly. If death and life are identical, which they are because all distinctions must collapse, then it is your bias that you are attaching any wants or needs to death or life.

  17. Finished the LP course

    Jannes replied to Jannes's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Men I feel toasted. I was out about 5-6 hours yesterday socially yapping my ass off. It was nice but also kind of exhausting.
  18. That's encouraging but she's not identifying herself as an atheist.
  19. This is quite an interesting thing to ponder
  20. Spot on
  22. First this is not a theory all life actually wants to die, this is why the ego was created to create necessary friction. Death created life not the other way around. Death= eternal life. Death equals infinite love, death equals complete sovereignty because you can't be killed because your already dead. You see you have to create a lie. Your true nature is yes. God is a constant yes. The ego, the devil is a constant no. Everytime someone tells you the word yes that is the creator/God talking. The moment you hear no that is the ego, the devil speaking. This is why religion exists because everyone wants to get a YES. We avoid no's like the plague. Always remember love is yes, hate is no. Can't be a something without hatred. Can't be an individual without hatred. This means all individuals hate life. If you dislike any part of life that is ego. Dislike is soft hatred of a thing. This means nobody really wants to be an individual forever. Why? Cause individuality is self hatred.
  23. The problem is if they don't realize it over time they accept what is put before them and it becomes part of their identity. And that's why you have the guys knocking at your door trying to get you to come to Church. So before you criticize this community you should look at what we have now. Its a mess.

  24. Martin Ball about staying symmetrical on 5-MeO

    Breakingthewall replied to Loveeee's topic in Psychedelics

    5meo isn't a psychedelic you take to gain insight or confront your trauma, but rather to break down an energetic barrier that psychologically separates you from reality. Modern humans create an energetic capsule that keeps them detached from reality in exchange for an unreal sense of security. This capsule manifests as a constant stream of thoughts, but its "substance" is the fear of losing individuality, the need to be a cog in an alienating social group where connections are false. Each 5meo trip deactivates the default neural network that keeps this capsule active, and with each deactivation, your system gradually becomes accustomed to existing without it. The problem is that people confuse this with another superior mystic reality, and they become trapped in that idea of increasing your level of consciousness when the point is cleaning the mental veil. Seems equal, but it isn't. "Increasing" is endless, removing isn't
  25. True.
  26. Ya but they don't realize that.
  27. May BJ find the cure 🙏 This perspective resonates with me.
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