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    Optimized Life replied to Optimized Life's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    10.12.25 How do I feel? How does it feel? Restless over - caffeinated Exhausted & wired stressed stuck poor like im running uphill in a mud groundhog day more i try the more life just beats me into the mud Frustrated misunderstood undervalued skilled and creative but unpaid stuck a drug addict No one takes caffiene issues seriously, they think its funny Like my entire youth will just be wasted due to money and logistics HOW DOES IT FEEL? It feels fucking horrible I dont want sympathy But I dont want repression either I have to escape this this is hell man, escape this hell I had like fucking 400 MG of caffiene at like fucking 7/8AM and I amm still not able to wind down and I still fuckinjg do this why cant i fucking stop doing this not every day but it happens often enough caffiene is hell of a fucking drug, make it illegal AH God get me out of this hell i need money to leave
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  4. If you feel the need to post ugly wallpapers, open a MySpace account.
  5. @Ishanga It's peak comedy. Watch it while reading the comments.
  6. @Zenterus Thanks for your quality post. I wasn't trying to minimize it.
  7. I don't see how saying more would help if people fail to see the difference in the first place - not about content or character. It might be worth looking into what belief and fantasy are. There's no truth in any belief system. It's made up and adopted.
  8. I think it is literaly impossible to be a male feminist and have confidence and swagger about you, feminism was literaly invented to kill your confidence as a man, or it's one of the major objectives at the very least

  9. No Other Choice

    Ramasta9 replied to LoneWonderer's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

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  10. Ofcourse it's gonna be related to siddhis that i mentioned, because you're becoming limitless and actually conscious of the enviroment and yourself unlike the fake dream 'astral projection' people claim to have. How do i know? Because i experienced it myself for like 10 sec blessed by god/guru which is one, and the transition from human body to astral is too much to handle that's why it was so short. To make full transition in my understanding, the human body has to be shut down/experience has to be stopped, or you go on the path of kriya or or similar god realization path where the nervous system of the human body will be kept upgrading towards the astral body. Like in my case @TheSelf and many others. Most of you have never had an actual astral body experience, trust me. It was just a dream where you were more conscious in your own enviroment and the proof of that is: you never experienced any energetic/unity/ecstasy change. Just the same energy when you dream at night
  11. Yeah, a couple of weeks of debauchery first before joining the hive. Need to burn some karma. "WE'RE SORRY WE UPSET YOU, CAROL."
  12. shadow plays the illusion of control
  13. @aurum Thanks for your interesting in helping me. Actually I've been consistently doing daygame every saturday since June. I did 191 direct approaches, had one lay w a girl I saw twice, and a few insta dates. 2 weeks ago I stopped bc I got plantar wart removed and couldn't walk. so for the last 2 weeks I haven't worked out or gone out much and now I feel real bad. I'm slowly going back to normal now, I can't still workout but I can walk, so I'm planning on going back to daygame this saturday. the last few times I did daygame I was already getting discouraged bc I had a lay on my 82 opening and all the way to 191 I had nothing. My main point of struggle is on creating attraction after I open. I am a bald 5.6″ and wear glasses and even with those I only have 25% vision, also I think I'm slightly autistic. I've struggled w creating attraction my whole life.
  15. Sure, I can always be wrong. No problem with that. At the end of the day, the main assertion being made was that surviving without water or sleep for years is BS - for humans, at least. At the same time, there's also the possibility of discovering the principles behind things. You can't get around those. If an object breaks, its integrity is compromised. That ties into the point about openness needing to be paired with rootedness or groundedness - not just the intellectual stance of "anything could be possible." We can always entertain the notion that Earth might be triangular, for example. You can always come up with ideas that contradict your former ones, but the issue here is that not everything in this context is just an idea. Something deeper or more real can be discovered. Maybe the right word here is something like factual, or parameter, or principle, or rule. Do certain things, and they will produce certain consequences. Etc. The main assertion here isn't that these things point to some absolute reality, or that they're ultimately true. Just that they're objectively ocurring. In the context of this conversation, scientific hearsay, for the most part. Add to that some personal extrapolations - some of them based on limited experience - plus the domain of what we might call valid beliefs.
  20. Don't you personally become extroverted once you get in state?
  25. This is some Demolition Man shit.

  26. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Thursday: December 11th, 2025. A spark of genius is distinct from having an insight.

  27. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Thursday: December 11th, 2025. A blessing in disguise is distinct from an anticipated blessing.
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