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Nivsch replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
No argument here about the need to stop the settlements project and to let Palestinians be independent in their own territory. -
Spiritual Autolysis Journal Entry #93 ~ Fri Aug 20 '26 ~ 10:48 AM Lower self: My name is Ben and I am here to discover Truth and to become as God- like as humanly possible. I say "as humanly possible" because I am in fact a human being. There are things that I must do in order to survive. I have cravings that I cannot control, such as having sex, eating food, making money, and being respected. I try not to live a life chasing positive emotions. This is a trap that many human beings here on Earth fall into. Emotions come and go regardless if they are positive or negative. One way to view this that helps is "I am so grateful just to be here." Therefore any emotion that I experience is a blessing. Feeling any emotion fills me with gratitude for the experience of life.
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shubhamsharma replied to shubhamsharma's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Like what I see with my eyes is truth? But it is all normal. Is normalcy truth? -
He is good at arguing his points. I just mean you should want a wider view of this issue than the far leftist view. I've shared whatever sources I thought were good.
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There are impressive official UFO videos.
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@Sandroew its just normal spirituality talk with some science fiction. take any rumi book or whatever and write a chatgpt text the alien should tell. Nothing new.
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Watching this & eating:
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Science and spirituality do not negate each other when applied properly - in fact, you shouldn't have either too much science or too much spirituality without having the other. The two compliment each other in that science without metaphysics is self referential atheism, and metaphysics without science is self referential idealism. If you fall into the first category, get some first hand experiences with meditation and psychedelics. If you fall into the latter, you need to study quantum mechanics and tighten your logical recursivity. Being a human is all about balancing the different tectonic elements, without doing so you run the risk of partiality and self reference.
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More on the survival quality of being two-faced after studying, tarot as that is constantly projected onto me as a Gemini, and just the whole issues the star sign creates for what you can read in tarot for personal growth and the counter-intutiveness behind it, I am still studying to work on character, but I have to stop smoking today, 100% I will try hypnosis this time, I am partially done with reading books there and audiobooks, let's see if a 1h meditation just kills it a physicist I meet did this after his father passed away.
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You praised him as a "beast" some time ago and also said he had a good general output on the whole thing He may be ideological but he does a good job of exposing Israel war crimes since he reads a lot of reports and summarizes them Also, who would you recommend to us instead?
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Sounds great, heading on the “ high way” top down.
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« Dont you effing compare apples and oranges » I’ll contemplate whatever and however I want thank you. Actualized isn’t a religion. Islam is. Actualized teaches infinite consciousness, pure philosophy and advanced personal development and more. I to hard to encapsulate something so broad. Leo, I don’t really get the guy. He contains multitudes. Islam teaches God is infinite, all compassionate. It teaches contemplation, regular connection to gods grace. I don’t know if Mohammad ever existed but assume he did. I doubt he is perfect. But, God doesn’t choose perfect he chooses perfectly. I’m not sure of what any prophet truly is. You can take aspects of Islam that work, and are actual rational and link them to wider topics of yoga, health, zen, etc. If you are a seeker of wisdom and can handle not needing to accept everything is a school of thought you can find wisdom. You can take that wisdom., and apply it The heart can sing in its remembering of the union of which Islam can invoke. Actualized, again is hard to explain. How to explain the deepest of trips? Or the paradoxical immaturity of it’s creator? Or, the depths and preciseness Leo has explicated in his profound video catalogue.
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I should test more, now I test the law and crime after this break-up fucking radical, but I also absolutely lost it. https://www.instagram.com/p/DbeZbazBFoN/
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Now, I face some issues, I don't really know what will happen, the situation is serious, but I don't quiet know how I can get to the depth of studying, and just finishing my stuff, I can't really get the time to put things, into my memory, so I am constantly pressured to follow proccesses and procedures, and I don't really know how to get anything done that way, as I practiced more depth, but I am very sensetive to I can't handle survival that way, smoking is the core issue of corruption for me, I never thought it would impact me that badly, but the enviroment is a huge issue for most things I've read and got an intuition about, but I absolutely flipped with the steady issue of the nazification, ethnocentrism, and just the misperception of my character alone, as I included, spirituality with growth. https://www.instagram.com/p/DcDKFLruat0/ I briefly reflect on this with the other, aspects, what is good and what works, as I am steadily exalted for being more practical about life, somehow it gives people a spiritual high, as some natural goodness shines forth, and I do actually care so deeply, I almost deleted my entire life in a mahasamdhi state from a nirodaha kalphi samadi state, that went from brain to body, top down, with water & earth energy most likely, from doing a bit of Qi-Gong, but I faced the corruption of a healer, in terms of yogic sex, and I did all of this intutively, it's fked at times to be a natural intutive, and to have no one really get you, while they want to understand, to be understand, so the BIG I that goes transcendent goes into more of the Good, yet parts of it is still survival, till you actually entere mahasamadhi, so I don't know ultimately what Leo means with Good, besides Tier III psychic stage, but that is so survival laden, it breaks open the shadows of the lower stages, I can access this with the proper muse, with the fire energy that moves from bottom to top, which is my strongest energy, and steadily require the negation with the Yang-Earth energy, but that archetypally with me is the entire cosmos with IR, where it'S recommended to study, a.i, astrology, astronomy, and the whole causal space, but the causal state is pure-white light, and a beautiful absolutely gorgous state to be in, but I can't really focus on where I perceive natural goodness, as I also destroy the earth, with all of the tech, that I am using, but I can't also be that ressourceful, I am already good at it, but I had to learn to scale, and not care, and not be steadily pushed into this beta-perspective, that I see with integral, where there is just the "Godheads" running down on you, and dismiss the personal goods, I did courses there they came out quiet useless, as I found better tools to study, now I am here, with this absolutely fucked infrastructure, while I had the opportunity to do it, but the conseravtive anti-skill based envious mind of many, and my mother turns into this "fake high conscious crone" for only her personal good, while she always missed capital Good with her child, and I provided that intutively with joy&enthusiasm and success, but she became so greedy, and I notice this does me no good and causes more sorrow, imo she is more self-conflicted and quiet satanic, with her practicallity, which can be positive, she is still supportive, but it has been a massive issues, ever since I broke more open my heart, simply moved my body, danced a bit, let the light run through, but my energy is so fucking strong, I require space, I was shocked to find out how strong my energy is and still balanced it's odd a.f, especially the Seraphim energy, from Yin/Yang fire, which is very spiritual and focuses on metaphysics, and it's unfavourable at the sametime for me, just pure GOD practices work for me even according to esoteric knowledge, so I don't quiet know how to handle that. The point is, the entire neglect of working through the infestations of a family is very rough, especially to much consciousness practices just pull this social capitalistic manipulation of communion which is not what I want, I am done with this evangelical drive, of using "natural hierachy and evolution", but just being entrenched in religion without any knowledge of science and actual causation or a critical mind, I can play their game, it's not the issue, the issue is when they show their lucifer soul, where religion actually has it's place to negate the lower forms of that, it's similar with these tech billionairs and oligarchs, but the underlying cult that most likely happens in the deep state, is a huge issue, and the citizens will most likely revolt, I don't quiet know what to do, as I can't go after my interests, and enjoy my life that way, it was such a self-serving relationship, with the manipulation of women, and they will from any information I consumed get very hefty karma, for that type of act, when I consider what saints & sinners I am studying from, let alone the new audiobook from death about Sadghuru is a core issue, but I see the core issue of simply people denying root problems, and setting me up to solve them giving very little back, so I am forced to also take the same strategies of survival and mimic their behaviour, which I am just not good at naturally, I can be more virtous, but it bites me in the ass, usually the more virtous I am the more questions I have, and I define desire/demand & costs, which can be a benefit, but through all of this NGO university work, and other stuff it has become an issue, let alone how they cut survival, but the underlying terror got to me, and there is no real help to terror at the moment. There are a lot of points in the I-Ching book that I am reading in German, but fundamentally, I have to see how to deal with my strengths as they keep utilizing my weakness for social perception and face, I am and can be very logical and analytical, but I am socially also quiet good, for sure I require exposure and practice in the business, sense but the enviroment is so jealous and envious of my body and strength they keep sabotaging it, so I always wear headphones and listen to smth. as it's impossible via energy I attract people where I sense, the issue of compassion you're just drawn to help and provide at this point, but that is also just survival. I don't even recall where I bought this book, but it's a jewel, the point is the extroverted persona I developed and is enforced by society, is just very much like I am a superstar, as I generally have little fear ever since I hit TIER II, but the terror at times get's to me, I've been involved in terror attacks, so it's not fun and I just use my nervous system in the best way possible.
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vibv replied to shubhamsharma's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Love, Truth & Freedom They are a Trinity. Love without Truth or Freedom is not Love, Truth without Freedom or Love is not Truth and Freedom without Love or Truth is not Freedom. -
Did not see, I have so many things running it has been an issue to read anything in depth, also parts of Leo's teachings and the whole issue of manipulation and betrayl. Nice to see you get something done for what you enjoy. @Miguel1 I also read this in the I-Ching book that I read, about an issue I see here often. I translate in my own words, I find it quiet mystical. True words are easy to understand and easy to execute But nobody on earth can understand them, and execute them The words have a forbearer Deeds have a lord Because words are not understood Misunderstanding occures Because I am understood so rarely Henceforth value rests Hence why the CALLED one moves in Haircloth garment But within your chest harbors a jewel At one point insights goes beyond rational understanding, but survival still exists... I enjoy a lot of esoteric insights, I hope this is inspiring, at least that is faveourable to me, not passion or even metaphysics, but my energy forces me somehow to do it, it's very odd having true spiritual experienced mixed with f*ed survival.
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So as some of you know I am a performer and what I realized is that performing is much the same as social skills. Number one is to get peoples attention, if you got their attention, you basically have to make them interested. This could be either by a story you are telling, something funny, something valuable, something fun, even a vibe, like if you are just a vibe, people feel the value of you instantly. Don't rely on your art yet, the art is just a cover up, the art should become way less important, like a musician, magician, dancer, that shouldn't be the focus yet at this point, it should just be that you got peoples attention and they can see value before you even have done something. It is not about flexing your skills, it is about creating a moment, a vibe, making people either laugh or be interested in you besides your tricks and music or dancing or magic skills etc. So in mystery's method this is both a1 and a2, attention, plus making them attracted/intrested in you by the time you can see people are intrested not just in the tricks, but in YOU, you should be able to do a good show with just flipping a water bottle, the tricks are not what make a good show, it is the moment you create, it is literally YOU, you are the artist, you are the vibe, you are the energy. Now after you got them through a1 and a2, which means you both got their attention and interest, now you come to a3 which is qualifying. This is where they have to invest into you. Now in performing that means participating and being under your control. Crowd control is very important here, you need everyone to do what you say, like a dictator. A dictator has the control and the followers are jumping up and down, because he says so. The only difference is that instead of being super controlling, you want to keep the fun with the control. So the control is to only bring more joy and fun, it is a positive type of control, not the negative one where you become OCD about every little thing someone does. So good audience participations are making people scream, yell, answer your questions like ask a question to an audience. "who came here because their wife forced them?" or any funny question. A good show is you being in control putting in 10% effort being in flow state and everyone putting in 90% effort in trying to get your approval and invest into you. Basically you being gru and everyone being the minions jumping up and down. A good example would be to watch a big DJ, he does a bit of jumping, but mostly asks people like "what? I can't heaarrr yoouu!!" and everyone has to jump, dance, go crazy. We only value what we invest in, so they start to value you and are seen as the leader/high value. You have to remain control which is the hardest, to balance both fun and control. Try to perform one time with doing only 1 or 2 things, and just stretching the whole time, you will realise, ooohhh I am putting way too much emphasis on my skills versus the vibe and making people invest into what moment I am creating. So to conclude or summarise, beginning of the show attention and interest (story telling, funny, showing your personality, have fun, be a vibe) the second part of the show is interest + investment (a bit of tricks and making them clap, cheer, answer questions, make them proof yourself to you aswell as control what they do) last part is one big thing + 90% investment (here there is one big thing you do, but doesn't have to be big, it just has to feel big, can even be a funny end with a build up + most emphasis on them investing into you and participating EVERYONE has to participate and call them out if they don't, be a dictator)
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Drummer Frank Beard flew the coop to another Dimension
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@OBEler What i found interesting about it is that the Alien has a better methaphysical understanding than what i imagine a normie could come up with operating from a materialistic point of view. Im not saying its head on, but they surely did research during the creative writing process. Do you think its just full on larping and i just see into it too much ? I also like that he says nuclear war is going to happen in about 50 years which would put it right at the start of Trumps first term. But its easily explained with the video itself coming out in 2016 i think. Its also pretty cool that he talks about AGI, which is a super salient topic today, but not in 2016. Except within science fiction i guess. So thats why i like it, i think of it more like a meme, rather than reality. And yes i absolutely entertained the idea that it could be real somehow, but i admit its rather silly. Maybe i shouldnt have posted it in this topic though, because now i became the disinformation agent.
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Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #200 ~ Thu Aug 20 '26 Its vacation day! I'm heading out on a work trip! Last night, I couldn't sleep. I felt like I was experiencing the infinitude of the universe. I accessed a state that was incredible. I am turning more and more God-like day by day. I didn't get to sleep until 4 am last night. My mind kept turning with fantasy after fantasy, mostly about women. It was fun, tantalizing even, but now I am tired af. I just got picked up and we are heading to one of our coworkers houses to eat protein pancakes and eggs and drink coffee. I am excited for that. Hopefully the coffee and food will wake me up. I'm so tired I can't even think straight. But I am here to have fun. Daily goals: Shower: 31 Groom hair: 31 Brush teeth: 31 Floss: 1 Take medication: 31 Drink protein shake: 0 Make bed: 14 Kriya yoga: 0 No porn: 4 No ejaculation: 4 Eat 150 g of protein: 3 No electronics after 11pm: 5 Brush teeth before bed: 4 Wash face before bed: 4 Weekly goals: Workout 3x: 2 (☑️☑️☑️ Give yourself a haircut: 1 Meal prep 2x a week: 0 (☑️ Do laundry: 4 Clean room: 4 Clean car: 3
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Oh yeah this baby hums. You will like the sound. I also like the sound of a throaty mustang...So, I may take you in that .
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@Sandroew this is so trash, even that you need to say it seems not real shows that you even was thinking about if it could be real. How can people be so easily fooled by a bad cgi video.
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Xonas Pitfall replied to Stick's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
A slave who had their identity and ego beaten out of them can also appear extremely loving from the perspective of the ego, because they have been deprived of their sense of self. They become willing to do whatever is demanded of them because most of their aspirations for their own identity, life, and autonomy have been removed. At that point, they may care only about survival, or sometimes not even that. This is part of how you get slavery, brainwashed cultists, suicide bombers, victims of abusive relationships, etc. Note that if you were a king and these slaves were brought to you after the programming, they would appear quite loving to you. "Aww, look at my cute little puppy slave! They're always so happy to see me. They bring me my food, clean, cook, work for me, and never ask for anything in return. What an adorable, loving, obedient little creature. So sweet. So devoted. How admirable that they're always so eager to please me!" There are versions (or perhaps different definitions) of "love." One is love from the perspective of the ego. This is a childish conception of love, similar to a child whose parents give them everything they want: "Mama will protect me and care only about me." or "If only I had a partner who was perfectly aligned with me, did everything I wanted, let me do whatever I wanted, gave me whatever I wanted whenever I wanted it, and always cared about me, while I only had to care when I felt like it." It's essentially the aggrandizement of the ego and its importance. Whoever can appeal to the ego in this way will seem extremely "loving," but the underlying structure is immature because it denies the sovereignty of the other person. The other person becomes an extension of the ego rather than a sovereign individual with their own desires, boundaries, values, and existence. Then there is conscious love. You take yourself and the other person as sovereign individuals, while also realizing that you're creating a union through the relationship. Because of that, you might willingly give up certain things that your ego wants in order to care for the other person or for the relationship as a whole. You don't have to destroy yourself or your identity. You consciously integrate your own needs with the needs of another sovereign being. From there, you can expand this type of love beyond the individual relationship: to other humans, communities, societies, animals, ecosystems, the Earth, and eventually larger systems of life and existence. It becomes increasingly integrative and requires a much higher degree of consciousness, care, empathy, and ability to hold multiple perspectives simultaneously. There is another level where you become more directly "one with everything." where you become more directly "one with everything." This state is much less practical for human beings and their egos. It is more characteristic of certain yogic or monastic states, deep meditation, psychedelic or mystical experiences, or perhaps death, where the ego can become radically diminished or dissolve entirely. In this state, there is no longer a fundamental distinction between "me" and "them," "owner" and "slave," or "self" and "other." Everything is experienced as part of one unified whole. There is no specific entity that needs to defend itself or survive as an isolated ego. In that sense, it can superficially resemble the state of a completely submissive slave or someone whose ego has been destroyed. But the difference is enormous. This is why, from the perspective of an ego, these states can look deceptively similar. Any entity that lacks a strong sense of self, doesn't resist, doesn't assert its own survival, desires, or boundaries, and appears completely accepting and accommodating can look "loving." But the underlying structures can be completely different. It's basically analogous to the Spiral Dynamics model: You start with Beige, where consciousness is almost entirely centered around immediate survival and the self. In a sense, there isn't much conceptual "other" yet because consciousness is primarily organized around its own immediate existence. Then, as the spiral develops, consciousness increasingly integrates otherness: empathy, social awareness, perspective-taking, morality, cooperation, respect for sovereignty, systems thinking, and eventually increasingly holistic forms of identification. At the higher end of the spiral, however, you can reach a state where the distinction between "self" and "other" itself becomes transcended. You realize that all of these apparently separate entities are ultimately parts of one. So, if you looked only at the structure from outside the Spiral Dynamics model, you might say: "Beige and Turquoise/Coral are both kind of solipsistic. Both ultimately collapse everything back into one." But that would completely miss the enormous difference in intelligence, integration, consciousness, and complexity between them. It's almost like saying that a newborn and a mystic are the same because neither has the same kind of fully developed adult ego.
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