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  2. When I realize the TRUTH... i think it will ALL make sense! (It's coming soon! - whether I like it or not)
  3. yup . but you cannot deny the fact that few industries exist that have job opertunities . like if you are intrested in physics , there is not enough research opertunities exist . so those who have a passion for physics go abroad. a lot of factors come into play. like law of supply and demand . if you study MBTI , you realise that only certain types of people can truly run a business. and it is an inborn train hardwork is not the only factor. generational wealth , connections , using corruption to your advantage (like adani) , being at the right place at the right time, etc all matter. its not as simple as "work hard and you will make it" for 1 vallabhai patel there are 1000s of others who worked for independence as hard as vallabhai patel and got no fame or honour or money for every gandhi and patel , there are 1000s of others who got nowhere , even though they worked as hard as gandhi and patel if i was a prince , as a son of a king living in 500 BC and i tried to be budha , i will burn out and return to my palace. if i wont have anything to eat , i will quit my renunciation and return to my palace. stories like these are amazing. but they are not for everyone . and they include other factors
  4. I can conversate fully on shrooms, thc, and dmt. It's only when I do extreme doses (breakthrough or heroic range) I stop being able to function socially because the consciousness is so high and foreign. At the peak of those doses I really become conscious of how consciousness is constructing other, so the possibility of even talking to someone starts breaking down.
  5. @Jirh same (⁠⊃⁠。⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)⁠⊃
  6. This could be pointing toward the root of the issue. Relationships are about connection. Some of the issue with Red Pill is it blocks connection - which blocks love.
  7. I feel like people touching and grabbing you makes it worse. I also feel like these people aren't experienced enough in "lower" tier psychedelics. And don't really have a baseline where they raised their consciousness high enough to realize they are not the mind. Not crazy levels but just enough to disidentify with thought.
  8. i get unconditional love , with no strings attached a utopian fantasy ig
  9. So the smart ones are so full of ego to admit being wrong. That means religious people are either stupid or egoic or both, any of which is not good.
  10. Sometimes a red flag is just a red flag, not a mirror.
  11. Sometimes these sorts of beliefs are also coming from a very strong cognitive bias; huge amounts of data that could contradict a worldview are simply discarded.
  12. Is this just the ego refusing to let go as it's being ripped away? I've had full ego death where my body completely disappeared (as well as the entire universe) and it's just pure Consciousness.
  13. @Natasha Tori Maru No problemo. I appreciate the dialogue.
  14. You are very unique with the approach to sit Most people lie down. Are you sitting in a special yoga pose? Keeping spine erected?
  15. I had my best non dmt trip on mushrooms and my worst.
  16. Well looks like his trial is starting very soon
  17. I apologise if you felt I tried to mechanistically explain away your lived experience. My aim was to explore possible alternatives, not tell you how you are 🙏🏻
  18. 1. Self-expression 2. To know God 3. Improvement of the soul 4. Love
  19. Gods intelligence is crystallizing your couch. Look at your couch right now. Isnt it magnificent? There might be a little bit of dust underneath. Gods mind is rendering every fine grain and hairline texture of it. Every hand that crafted it, and every life those hands will live. All philosophy is going to do is wear it out and fuck it up permanently. Show some respect.
  20. Not for me. I am still 100% sure that I think first, feel second. Fine. But keep in mind that you are the one who questioned my sequence first. I stated that that's how it is for me and you pushed back. It's only fair that I did the same.
  21. @Jirh it makes it all less certain. That's killing the knowing for me. Also I'd appreciate you stop telling me what I think or feel. Especially through a generalised gender based lens. You may not mean it this way, but the rhetoric you use is received as if you are attempting to explain me without really relating.
  22. Some people think most people are just stupid, uninteresting, morally bankrupt, etc. But it just happens that the former are maybe pretty introverted and don't like interacting with people. And therefore they don't interact with people and they don't learn how people really are. Or they are too consumed by their own judgement that they can't open themselves up to see what is really in front of them.
  23. The more open your mind is, the closer you are to losing your mind. Since in truth there are no mind. That's insanity. That's the truth.
  24. For me, the distinction is very obvious. Thoughts are specific words that appear inside my bubble of experience. Feelings are ambiguous energies that are experienced in different parts of the body. According to your reaction to crying, I don't think this is accurate. Actually, he didn't. What he said doesn't really mean anything, because in practice that sequence only applies to simple immediate survival threats, but complex social cues don't work that way. The limbic system is not responsible for conscious interpretation or processing complex context. It is responsible for memory and motivation and other low level functions, but seeing another person crying doesn't necessarily trigger the limbic system. In fact, it rarely does, especially without context. Body language signals don't typically pass by the limbic system like say a loud sound like a gun fire. The meaning of body language is often ambiguous and requires conscious interpretation. The brain usually has to evaluate the context in the cortex first before the limbic system even knows whether to react with distress, empathy, or indifference. Without cortical interpretation, the stimulus lacks the social meaning required to trigger that emotional cascade in the first place. So no point was made except that kneejerk reactions are felt before they're consciously evaluated, which is like common sense.
  25. I don't think woman are terrible, of course I have my frustrations with woman as it is sometimes hard to understand them. What I do belief is that the whole red pill movement is toxic and that self-fulfilling prophecy is real. I notice this in my life too, sometimes also from woman projecting something onto me, which is funny, so it goes both ways. I always seem to do the best with woman when I believe truely not like some affirmation, but truely that they like me and that I am of value to them. And then that becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy where I do give value and they do like me, it is kind of like magic. Most guys just never talk to woman and listen to content like "focus on your business" or "go to the gym forget about the girls" like anything to basically not talk to woman and then the red pill says "they are all hoes" and then that gives a reason to not talk to woman again. So I think what we will see is that we got a bunch of jacked dudes, rich guys and no social skills or understanding of woman, because it is easier to dismiss them and cope then to actually invest time/energy and courage into understanding woman. I don't know why I got on a whole rampage here, but yeah woman are not terrible to me.
  26. Neither of these two has humbled themselves. It would be fascinating to see which one finally bows. My cousin knows Matt Dillahunty personally, so if you’re serious about having this debate, Leo, I can easily get in touch with him for you.
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