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  2. Watching this one my Sunday morning breakfast was not a good option, the world feel like shit now. https://www.actualized.org/insights/epstein-victim-interview Where the fuck did I born into? What world is this?
  3. Now Intelligence versus environment
  4. Leo

    When you awaken, everyone awakens with you and to the same extent. You rouse everyone from their slumber. They are you after all. Everyone I meet now for real is on their way home just like me. I appreciate that everyone here is doing optimal work, overcoming darkness and working miracles - even my convicted buddy, nemesis and outcast. All on track per their level of consciousness which is the amount of light they see around them. It is a marvel to be part of what I am. I heal and they heal whoever is willing. As long as is fitting. The scales on the sight is gone.
  5. Suicide means you are suffering..nothing could be more obvious. We don't actually want to die..that's not the default of humans .but the equation is :unbearable suffering +zero hope or alternative soultion in sight = Suicide. Yes ..most Eastern religions say if you die by killing yourself you will reincarnate in a lesser life form like an animal or insect.. .and Abrahamic religions say if you kill yourself you will go to hell. I feel like there is some truth to it . If not..then why does it not feel right?
  6. The gap between how you see yourself and how others see you I've been thinking about something that rarely gets discussed in personal development circles: most of us have a distorted model of our own physical appearance, and it silently affects our confidence, social behavior, and even career decisions. Here's what I mean. We look at ourselves in mirrors (which are flipped), in selfies (which distort proportions based on focal length), and through the lens of whatever insecurity we've been carrying since middle school. None of these give us an accurate picture. I started exploring this after building a tool that measures facial geometry with AI — specific angles, ratios, symmetry percentages. Not a "rate me" score, just math. What I noticed was fascinating: • People who say "my face is asymmetric" almost always measure within 3-4% of perfect symmetry. That's essentially invisible to others. Their insecurity is real, but the asymmetry isn't. • People who obsess over their nose usually have perfectly average nose proportions. Meanwhile their jawline or eye area — things they never think about — might actually be below average and improvable. • The features that bother us most are rarely the features that others notice. We zoom in on one thing; others see the whole gestalt. This connects to a broader self-actualization point: you can't improve what you can't accurately perceive. And most of us have never actually measured our starting point with anything objective. I'm not saying physical appearance should be a central pillar of self-development. But I think the distorted self-image many of us carry leaks into other areas — it affects how confidently we show up in conversations, interviews, dates, and even how we carry ourselves physically. The shift from "I don't like how I look" to "here are my actual measurements, and here's what I can specifically improve" is surprisingly liberating. It turns a vague emotional burden into a solvable problem. If anyone's curious about the tool: realsmile.online/looksmaxxing-test — it measures 10 facial metrics using AI that runs in your browser (no photos uploaded anywhere). Free, no signup. But more broadly: has anyone else explored the gap between self-perception and reality when it comes to physical appearance? How did it affect your development work?
  7. I feel like currently USA is overstreched with aiding Ukraine and also aiding Israel and the gulf on the war with Iran Especially when it comes to air defenses which are getting used at an insane rate, higher than it takes to replenish them I wonder if China will use this time to attack as USA's response will be limited
  8. I have not done that yet, but here is how I imagine that logic: If someone else fucks my girlfriend, then I can focus on my own pleasure rather than hers.
  9. To me Israel first in theory sounds like a good idea However it is fundamentally selfish and very biased Israel is the idea to give Jewish people a state, which in theory sounds great considering how much Jews have been persecuted especially in Europe However, the core fundamental issue is that that state was created at the expense of others who were already living there for centuries It is the idea "lets give this dude a house because he is homeless but he ll take over half the house of someone else who has been living there for decades" Was it their land originally? Perhaps I am no expert However, the way it was established and the location to me was not right Perhaps creating it in a non populated vast area like Russia or Canada or Saudi Arabia would be better idea Basically Europe who dominated the world at the time after treating Jewish people like absolute crap for 2000 years, felt bad and decided to carve up some land for them while totally ignoring the needs of people who were already living there because they did not consider those people worthy of even being listened too since they saw them as a mere colony. And it gets even worse considering those people who got screwed over did not even participate in the 2000 years of Jewish oppression.
  10. Today
  11. Yes it is more Stage Green which to me is closer to Truth than Stage Orange They can see devirly on every actor, including their own That is the core difference They may be unrealistic in terms of actual solutions but at least their assessment and analysis of the situation is far more objective in my opinion Its just their proposed solutions are not realistic When it comes to understand devirly and survival situations of different actors to me Stage Green (although not perfect ofc) is still better than Orange Orange seems to basically say "USA good", "Russia, China, etc bad" Too simplistic.
  12. You can use the same argument for Jordan Peterson, he is a psychologist firstly Same for Dave Smith who was a comedian Destiny has a huge platform and he seems to be included often on this forum which is why I made a post about him And just being right on Ukraine (even though with a super pro Western lense on assessing the situation), does not mean much Issue is caring about ur pro Western biased views rather than Truth when you get millions of views is problematic.
  13. They host U.S. missiles. The same reason Iran hates Israel. The time is ripe, the u.s. is pretty defenseless right now, and the West has already isolated China out of trade. And this opportunity will end after midterms. Albeit, opportunity will only get better for the foreseeable future, BUT, if they take Taiwan now, they can take the Phillipines next blunder. There is a global depression coming either way, China may see it as at least somewhat of a win that they can take.
  14. I do not know to be fair, better ask the person who created the thread. But it is very clear to me that they do not consider the act to be immoral or wrong which is the core reason why They may give some legal bs justification but the core reason is that they do not consider that action to be wrong if it was done to someone they consider to be a terrorist. If it was done to another Israeli soldier or a UN peacekeeper etc (hypothetically), the reaction would be very very very different. To them "who it happens to", is much more important than "what was done to them".
  15. I don't understand the appeal of watching your girl have sex with other men. Can you explain this to me?
  16. I know which is why I said the military establishment instead of saying the entire country. The military establishment operates on the Blue-Orange framework, according to everything I have seen from them. One great example is the phrase "1 Israeli deaths should be avenged by 50 palestinians killed". This type of mindset. It was said by some top guy in the military too. I am sure u have many Israelis civil societies and people who are more Orange to Green. But when it comes to Palestine specifically I have noticed even normally Green people suddendly become blue I am not going to argue why they are as they are, I am simply stating assessing their level of development. Every entity has reasons to be at the level of development they are. Why do you think Gaza's leadership is much more hardcore than the West Bank?
  17. The real question is: what does China gain by invading Taiwan? Absolutely nothing. It's far more useful to threaten to invade Taiwan. Taiwan is very useful as a tool to promote Chinese nationalism, maintain a narrative of injustice, and at the same time showcase pacifism versus the belligerence of the others. Then china can cross other lines that would be forgiven or directly not pointed because they are so offended by the Taiwan issue. Smart tactic. Taiwan will fall to China like ripe fruit at the right time; for now, Taiwan is useful as a symbol. If china attack Taiwan it would be a proof that the Chinese government is emotional and stupid, and seems exactly the opposite.
  18. LOL thats not my actual room, but i do have a room with aluminum on the floor to create a seal. People with major air allergies do have rooms that look like this. Its one of the few solutions. This is intense! but not safe for breathing lmao
  19. Politico https://www.politico.com/news/2026/03/15/taiwan-reports-large-scale-chinese-military-aircraft-presence-near-island-00829219 Taiwan reports large-scale Chinese military aircraft presence near island 2 hours ago — The ministry detected 26 Chinese military aircraft around the island on Saturday, with 16 of them entering its northern, central and southwestern Air Defense Identification Zone. Seven naval ships were spotted around the island, it reported. Stars and Stripes https://www.stripes.com South Korea objects to US military moving air defense system to Middle ... 4 days ago — The Pentagon is moving parts of a Terminal High Altitude Area Defense system from South Korea to the Middle East, according to unnamed
  20. I've been reading a lot of threads about vape setups and I'm still a bit confused about the different technologies. I was hoping some of you could help clarify a few things. From what I've seen on the forum, people seem to use several types of devices: E-mesh setups with a box mod (like Aegis Solo + mesh RDA) Dab rigs or e-rigs for concentrates Vape tanks with e-liquid Wax / concentrate pens At first I thought an e-mesh setup could be used for DMT, THCA isolate and 5-MeO-DMT, but now I'm not sure if that's actually the case. Here are some questions I'm trying to understand: - Are different types of vaporization devices better suited for different substances? - Is e-mesh considered a general-purpose vaporization method, or is it mainly useful for specific compounds? - When people here talk about rigs or concentrate vapes, how are those different from a box-mod + RDA setup? - Are there reasons someone would choose a dab rig or e-rig instead of an e-mesh setup? I'd be grateful for any clarification or shared experiences.
  21. @BlueOak Yes yes, we know about these stats already as well as these war developments. The question is to what degree can you trust these reports; like, I don't know guys, is it such a foolish thing to state the obvious, which is that these reports are not all that trustworthy? Fact is, there currently is and always has been a significant fog of war and uncertainty in this war, with both sides demonstrably lying. With Russians lying more, perhaps. But still. We'll only really get to find out the real numbers after the war is concluded, perhaps years or decades after it's conclusion
  22. That will be regained very quickly. Last year I lost 33 pounds through caloric deficit and exercise, but then in 5-6 months I gained it all back and more. I realized I had to completely change my eating habits long term to lose and, more importantly, maintain a healthy range of weight. Eating fruit or fasting for 2-3 weeks are fine, but he can't do that long term and probably he'll regain all that weight back, and potentially more because he will be deprived of all the food he liked and possibly overeat. Better strategy is don't change your food categories much, just decrease portion size. If you want to go step further, remove processed and junk food and maintain caloric deficit. If you want to go step further, add 60-80m cardio a week. Next, if you want to go even further start weight lifting and track your protein intake. Also track your carb intake because you'll need energy for exercising. And realize that once you see your desired number on a scale, it doesn't end there. Actually your journey of health maintenance starts there. You've to somehow build and maintain long-term eating and exercise plan, or else sooner or later you'll end up being the same weight or more as you are now. More likely as you age.
  23. No. War is the logical result of capitalism. Even if you have a world of enlightened beings, you will still have war if there are a loyal capitalists.
  24. Open relationships is an ADHD thing. If you have ADHD, you are blind to the concept of monogamy.
  25. Eat as much fresh fruit as you want and if you can only eat fruit for 2 - 3 weeks, your weight, health and even life can be transformed. Why so simple? Cause that's nature, simple, yet divine. No exercise needed, and if you want muscle later, exercise more. Yes even with fruit you can build muscle. Its all about consistency. Otherwise fast for a week and you will lose 10 - 20+ lbs easily.
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