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  2. The Conscious Field and The Echo Chamber is one of the most intricate subject matters, so take yous guys's time. Theres so many patterns and reocurring motifs that it hits, and im not even sure if ill be able to encapsulate them all~from here on out. Its up to yous to really expand upon it, and make them necessary threaded-connections and understandings.
  3. Just some things you say and how you phrase it sounds similar to what I read elsewhere related to it
  4. Oh yeah? lol (p.s. I took it as a compliment) p.s.s. @everybody im excited to hear some thoughts about it. Feel free to share what yous are thinking; Be honest. Im not judging anyones thoughts, unless its like, being rude or something.
  5. What do you mean by good. - JP
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  7. Have you ever been psychologically evaluated for any personality disorders? I’m not asking as a dig, it’s a genuine question.
  8. I never get headaches no matter how long or how deep I think. I just get exhausted, hazy, burnt-out, or sleepy. I have to be in the right mood to think deeply, otherwise it doesn't work well. I have to find a flow state. And that state/mood doesn't last more than a few hours.
  9. @LordFall Spiritual bypassing is making a post about world peace and fantasies of how it will happen. World peace does not exist. But peace does. No use in explaining that to you.
  10. Oh and also I got an email from the leadership of my thursday social spot ( the most important one ) that they didnt get any information and so there is no need for a talk. And there also made an extra explicit line that I can come to the spot. ( I didnt dare to go ) I dont know or cant yet grasp what that means, but it smells a bit like victory.
  11. I dont know why I dont feel like writing in my journal as much the last days. I was doing a presentation with a co-student the last week, maybe that helped with emotional regulation a bit. There are two things I really want to write about though. So a couple of days ago this one guy at the tennis group was pretty friendly to me. Well we fistbumped a couple of times before, he even in a way of celebration hugged me shortly after a table tennis match. I dont know what the fuck that was, especially because we are kind of competing over the same girls, although I showcased quite clearly that I wouldnt take anyones girl so maybe he thought thats because of our connection and wanted to strengthen that with it. Well he got a bit physical last time, like he kind of snuggled on me with his shoulder, not in a weird way, but maybe so that I would notice him and greet him which I forgot. That was kind of too much for me though and so I froze and kind of beat myself up for it. Maybe he is in an open relationship as well and wants to integrate me. Previously he was compedetive. I am so confused.
  12. That's a good insight, I think the average person gets the headache immediately? When I was younger it would take Maybe 4 to 5 hours of non-stop concentration before I get a headache.
  13. Depends on the child and the parent’s level of development. There is no other answer. Its really a question of nature vs. nurture. What percentage of children removed from or prevented from being in religious environments see notable improvement. What is the improvement, though? What’s the control in the study?
  14. By kindness, compassion, and generosity. See who needs help, how you can contribute, and how to get out of yourself. Think about where you can volunteer, who you can help, and how you can improve someone's life. If we all thought like this, it would reduce unnecessary suffering in the world by 90%.
  15. One should exercise a degree of patience and read through this carefully when you have the time to do so, I'll explain why "Rest = Echo Chamber"; As we go. This is intricate. You need a good 30 minutes, to an hour to read this all. Get some popcorn. Introduction (skip to "illustration" to get right to the point, if you must) I want to give yous a strategy, a way to represent thoughts, feelings and emotions into a form that can be communicated; however, it should be known that this version is going to take on descriptive, and often, somewhat abstract and illusionary dimensionality, And its up to the rest of yous to reframe it in a way that makes sense, that resonates or rests upon those relative places where yous are at currently. You may have heard this phrase before, wherein, in as much the same way we view, or physically look after a young child (like a baby or a little one) and all their subsequent qualities, the pent-up energy and excitement, libido and knack for getting into all sorts of trouble, it is the same way we have to look after our subconscious mind. Later on we start to find wisdom within, subtle intuitive guidance that stems from a journey through those bespoke ""inner dimensions. Let me preface w/ this term "The Conscious Field". Its important to know that this is coming from an abstract place, not a "place of awareness" around a physical body. I say this, since it was raised during an episode of Leo's And so, its one of those things you should always try to keep in mind, to start out w/, giving ppl a chance to understand it. Not many people are aware of the levels of abstract reality that are in constant flux underneath discernements of said reality. So we need a way to figure this out, how to bridge one dimension → to another dimension. I use this word alot, "istemi", and that is the placeholder word, the bridge between ourselves, Ousia (Being) and the metaphysical reality, the place that words cannot touch (that cannot touch words), that cannot represent or recreate, 'cause've its Eternal form. Ισιους and the Mystics of the Desert were just as much enthralled w/ the subconscious mind (felt-realms) and figuring out how to relate it back into words. Its a place that not many people go on a daily basis. The mind blocks that part of reality. Society blocks that part of reality. You may recognize, anytime you bring up the desert fathers or spirituality, anything around 'Higher realms of it, You are being blocked for some strange reason. Hey, i may even get blocked just by writing this. Illustration: So here's the point. We crave what we've regarded as the pinnacle (in our head), those passages, meta-biology of our mind, a physical mind, a metaphysical mind. We crave the Echo Chamber, the place where everyone can finally rest. Ive tried to reframe, to stay reserved, to hold back any pee and poo that may flood out (from out of my soul), upon this section; flooding it w/ my crazy, non-relatable ideas, not only as much as, 'cause've how i find myself in some of the more hairy'er areas that dont necessarily conform to the *felt-meditation through speech — by which we are actively, or temporarily piecing together ideas of "oneness" (or just "one", w/ emphasis), "consciousness", or "awakening", or "infinity" (interweaved w/ creation) But also, i am using these ideas as reoccurring motifs, repetitively, to indicate our higher place: "pinnacle" or "self" ~Which in turn is then restarting that *felt-meditation machine, towards the same place, over and over again (""Self as the Echo Chamber, or the Echo Chamber of the Self), irrespective to the liquid mercury running below our active steps, kinetic changes, seasons, the reimagining that would re~acquire the same perspectives and the same mindset (our position), over and over. Getting back to the point — Our Serotonin (Serotonin Center and other median points) They ARE the Echo Chamber. So is Salvia. Salvia is an Echo Chamber; Clarity / Awakening is an Echo Chamber. A Life Crisis is an Echo Chamber. Falling Asleep is an Echo Chamber. A Field of Radishes are the Echo Chamber. Hedgehogs and Bunny rabbits are the Echo Chamber. Waking up is the Echo Chamber. Why do we gravitate towards that echo chamber, that self-authorized, efficacious speech, painted by numbers, drawn for the illustrated purposes and visions, illustrating our experience [to the self and others] painted in colors of glitter, fibrous textiles and textures ~upon the quartz and other stone objects. Why do we crave the mirror realm, the forsaken place thats only ever been visited through periodic self-acknowledgement. The Echo Chamber is a feature, not a bug. The Conscious Field is such that, it requires periodic awakenings and felt/agreed upon meditations, meditative feelings that feel shared ~not with people, but with what you regard as "a crowd" or as a busy street (a busy mind). These things are conceptual. Empty and full is real and conceptual. Rough and smooth is real and conceptual. In this sense, and as readers continue in participating in whats become the 'exception to the rule, Yous are allowing the abstract to come forth as "Elements of the ocean~come to shore", And Leave aligned a~sea~shells, And barnacles upon your arch-door. Enter a room with which you can then fill up *sacred identities. The following is abstract. Its a riddle, a gift, an easy read if you take it piece by piece~which is also the idea on, The stories we tell ourselves, The stories we live on a daily basis; Speaking to the active thoughts and feelings, wherein we may shelter Our Pinnacle, Whether it be literal, symbolic or abstract, We must ask if it directly pertains to "that thing you are doing"; And if so, you may ask: "Does it serve that thing you are doing?" Think on that. To worship the self as the literal, elementary vers. of self, is to misunderstand the Ocean, the Forgotten Sea, And all the Sea turtles, barnacles and clam shells that made you up~up to that point. You are greater than the sum of the parts, as the cosmic self, the Echo Chamber. Because all that exists, and all you want is within an abstract Echo Chamber of Secrets, that which has been in the terrain since the beginning~as an unknown, unacknowledged paradox, the Direct Conscious Field within a satirical dilemma, As the "now" and "that which is to come" are tangled; That is, any moment of "now" has already passed, and the mind is always in a state of "anticipating and predicting whats to come". So We need to be careful w/ how we talk about "Us" and "The Self" and "The Conscious Field", or atleast, we have to tread lightly whilst we work towards it. In the center is a hollow depression, something we regard as chemical, serotonin (and other chemicals) but its more like a serapeum, physical in a brain-scan sense, physical like egypt's temples, and things like this, But it is also just as metaphysical and symbolic and spiritual as entering into a Dreamland. That transition is the kind of complex point or place that we are trying to point to when we talk about this stuff. That is profound and cannot be glanced over. We have to invent a word to temper that boundary, so thats why "istemi" exists. Life is abstract. These echo chambers are super complex, complicated like navigating internal pathways and external junctions. Its purely emotional and subjective and you have to experience it to know what you are talking about. Far too many people begin a conversation w/ me, describing a physical belief system, but it doesnt acknowledge the spiritual. Or i will encounter the opposite, where someone is explaining a spiritual realm, but its only phrased as "consciousness". That doesnt mean anything to me. And really, the only purpose here, the only reason that i bring up The Conscious Field and the Echo Chambers is to give yous a way to start to reframe your own internal temples and serapeums; A concrete place to rest on, so yous can atleast understand what is being described when i say "istemi" or "conscious field" or "echo chamber". These things are necessary features required in order to talk about everything else. What is the Echo Chamber? The Echo Chamber is both a literal sound device, an echo that one hears audibly, an echo that involves sound effects through the halls, and echo as in "lots of people relating to each other" (creating an echo chamber). It is all those things. You need the echo chamber to live. Your brain would shutdown without it. When you are just starting out, spiritually speaking, you dont understand how deep this all goes, so you dont know that its like, the standard place to rest. Rest doesnt mean "sleep", it means "echo chamber". What is the Conscious Field? (We'll describe it at another time) The Conscious Field is necessary, atleast working towards it, and in another post i might talk more about it, As its the "1st echo channel" in a more advanced spiritual path and discovery. Bottomline, its made of echo chambers. Even the beginner chambers are necessary, which was why i had considered not sharing this~beyond the prerequisite. Physical and metaphysical worlds are often separated, generally speaking (or just avoided through metaphysical speech), and the attempt to unify mystical and spiritual often gets the mainstream mixed up w/ what you are talking about. The Conscious Field cannot be illustrated, not easily atleast. It is very hard to describe what it means, what it represents. This is the attempt to solve that problem or to indicate its significance. The End.
  16. @SageMind Sounds like you need to be more empathic towards yourself first. Those people that said that do not know what they are talking about. I sure you can be quite pleasant and empathic when push comes to shove. Maybe you like being alone more than you or others appreciate. Or maybe you crave a party every now and then and haven’t figure out how to do it with your (reasonable) boundaries. Whatever it is, try not to frame it as a deficiency.
  17. Trying to figure out creativity won’t make you creative. I can tell you that.
  18. Suffering is an imaginary problem created by imaginary beings living dream lives who have something to lose. Want to reduce suffering now?!—have nothing to lose!
  19. Take on more responsibility than you are now. Reflect on how it changes you. What did you like? What changed that you did not like? Rinse and repeat. +if you like something. Like it harder. Don’t let the responsibility you have to take on smolder the joys you felt as a child. When you are responsible for everything and you can still have fun, you’re a man. That could be tonight—and fade tomorrow. Just keep going.
  20. Yes, this is why I don't get along with most men. They expect the women around them to be insecure, pleasing, constantly happy, play dumb, and be attuned to their needs, responsible, while at the same time also playing damsels in distress so the men feel stronger and his soft ego will not shatter in pieces. This is not only contradictory, but literally a humiliation ritual, which I am obviously not willing to participate in. Especially while men socialized to be such cruel assholes which shitty NPC boring personality. This is why I had to break up with the men I dated because of all those implicit expectations, which are not in line with my true self. The more I spiritually evolve, self-actualize, connect to my intuition, and become more in tune with myself, the less convenient I become to men or women who are still stuck in the patriarchal paradigm. And I am happy about it. I love being a free-spirited woman, and I love making people who hate women angry and bewildered.
  21. The best argument is that they change it all the time. That means they are grifting what they know. Science always makes absolute claims about something they know absolutely nothing about. The food pyramid will change again and again and again. Its changed like 4 times since I've been alive. Its just a guess and it's always a wrong guess that they are always right about. Point to the head of health of America hes a retard. Tell him to follow the pyramid and see how fat he gets.
  22. Stop trying to navigate ‘stupidity.’ It assumes a lot. Assume nothing. Talk to people about what they want to talk about or shared interests. Work your way back. Chances are what you want to talk about does not resonate with 99%. But taking a step back will help reintegrate. The real problem is you dunno how to talk to people. Not stupid people. Figure out why. What was the tradeoff? Did you choose it or was it unconscious? What can you do now? Why do you even want to talk to people?
  23. 😂 LMAO, I thought this was the AI summary of the video that I pasted talking bad about AI from that physicist when I skimmed over it, they all sound and format the same the text, the amount of words per sentence. I had actually felt bad for just pasting the summary without editing it first, only two sentences actually contain any meaning there.
  24. Why people want to have kids if it’s to abandon them
  25. Yes, hopefully we will be alive to see it. I don't know if those ideas have been officially adopted yet by any political movement. They are borrowed from the ways humans organized themselves prior to the rise of patriarchy. I believe that as we develop our consciousness as a species, our society will naturally evolve (and, more accurately, return) into a more matriarchal/egalitarian structure because at our nature we are matriarchal/egalitarian species. This will start gradually from the bottom up. As women get more education and become wealthier, thanks to the freedom reclaimed by feminism (freedom is our birthright🥹) while men are still behind, pulling back toward oppressive traditional gender roles and supporting patriarchal, capitalistic, and fascist oppressive regimes, this will radicalize women even more and deepen the split between the genders. As a result, more women will deconstruct patriarchy and avoid patriarchal men and women. They will build their own safe communities based on the repressed divine feminine values (life, creativity, care, compassion, community, ritual, authenticity, gift economy etc) with a great spiritual and non dogmatic reclamation, in which women do everything (including using guns for protection from outsiders, doing science, arts and everything they are interested in with their unique non patriarchal perspective), and gradually they will accept safe men who have deconstructed patriarchy and built clans and families. As time goes by, more women will join those communities until many or the majority of them are there. Those communities will reproduce and support healthy, nurtured, and loved children, while the rest of the patriarchal system will starve from a lack of children because of a lack of women or because people are too old there to reproduce, until the old patriarchal, individualistic, and capitalistic structure collapses. It may take a century, two or a few but it is the future. This or fatal death and destruction because of patriarchy, capitalism, materialism and neoliberalism which are interconnected.
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