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  2. There is a subcontext of power relationship going on here. There was a point where the guy was pushing and Vitality was threatening violence. It is clear to me looking at the two of them if Vitality had moved to blows he would have been missing his front teeth and both of them knew it. But in my opinion the man was highly skillful in telling off the asshole and pushing it while remaining calm and never threatening force. Telling him right to his face in a nice way that he was a low-life prick. And he was doing it for the right cause – confronting an asshole bully that was making a living tormenting poor working people. Also, people who watch this shit and are entertained are equally low life. They support it by making it profitable.
  3. Leo wasn’t kidding- this guy has some insane, eye opening vids on his YT channel This one on the atrocities of Imperial Japan in WW2 is horrific:
  4. I like chorizo burritos with egg and potatoes.
  5. I’m not sure it’s something you can put in a process or a system. A lot more is going on. I could write a book about it. Actually I am writing a book about it I’ll think about if any resources come to my mind. Maybe read stories and quotes of masters like Sri Anandamayi Ma, Neem Karoli Baba, etc. And just try to be in service to others. Do random acts of kindness. Feed the hungry, help the poor.
  6. I do not think OP intended this to get political. Besides, the answer is not political. The world, especially Americans, have been handed more personal power, autonomy and consequently more responsibility than any other time in history. At the same exact time, other responsibilities are being taken for the sake of convenience and many feel their power leave with their purpose. It turns out, personal autonomy is not societal autonomy. Yet—while each component of the modern world becomes more secularized and specific—naturally, so do people. And unfortunately the people are still stuck on freedom—not what they can do with it. How does an ant know where to stand?
  7. That’s because you haven’t gone all the way through yet. It’s the 10 stages of the ox-herding in buddhism. The last one is going back to the marketplace. After you become conscious of everything, and all your questions are answered, why wouldn’t you go back to the monkey games? What else is there to do?
  8. On my hostel trip in Berlin again. A bunch of pretty intense memories came up just being in this mindstate. And I also thought about two girls I am both good with at my social spot atm. I fantasized that we could maybe have a relationship all together and the faces other people would make if I told them that. And I actually developed feelings. And that made some things pretty clear, for one a relationship partner is definitely status signaling for me. And second I just think that I havent found my match yet. I didnt take all the opportunities I have got for development bc of integrity so there is still a lot of insecurity I have got but below it all I think I am hot shit and I deserve nothing else then hot shit. Thats where I can find my romantic feelings.
  9. https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet 10/EFTA01660651.pdf Wonder how much this plays into an attack happening. I’ve seen it commented around as a argument / factor. The US wanted Iran to concede around three things - nuclear, ballistic missiles, proxy support. The US left the JCPOA and last time during “discussions” they rug pulled Iran and Israel launched an attack. Don’t see why Iran or any country would trust the US. Even if they come to some sort of agreement on nuclear - it’s very unlikely they will give up on ballistic missiles as that’s their only real deterrance left. Trump and the US now need some sort of safe facing off ramp as they’ve gone all out with posturing up in the Middle East and can’t be seen as doing nothing and leaving. Iran says they’ll react to any action without restraint this time round compared to last time which is de-escalatory theatrics.
  10. I wouldnt say its so simple. My baseline level of consciousness has increased each year. Each year as I become more conscious, I care less and less about monkey games. I simply cant force myself to get ”lost” in them. Imagine after doing serious psychedelics and spiritual work..
  11. Yes God loves you and you are the devil. You are just denying Gods love for you.
  12. Why the hell is animals not caring about reality their defining mark? They also don't care about movies, trying shoelaces or poetry. Animals don't care about anything, they are inconsiderate bastards.
  13. How do you do it? Can you describe the processes, systems, books, resources, meditations, contemplations to live it?
  14. @Butters @Butters human being is a human being. If we can’t experience what it is like to be in that scenario ourselves we can experience it through another’s story which gives us greater perspective on reality. Never mind what others say. When you feel love, allow it to just be. The most beautiful and authentic connections can be found there. ❤️
  15. Because after a while you get bored You can do both. The middle way. You can get totally lost in the drama and adventures of the illusion, and then come home and bask in Infinite Love.
  16. This is hilarious. Microsoft is removing many of the AI functions from Windows 11. Can you see the hype yet? https://www.windowscentral.com/microsoft/windows-11/microsoft-is-reevaluating-its-ai-efforts-on-windows-11-plans-to-reduce-copilot-integrations-and-evolve-recall
  17. Getting 2-3 eggs in the morning (I get 5, big boi) together with adequate vitamin D and co-factors should set the stage for the rest of the day. Fats and proteins seem to ground you generally (and pairing vitamin D with fats could make a big difference for absorption).
  18. @cistanche_enjoyer Why go out to the marketplace to play the unsatisfying game, when you can totally bask in Love?
  19. @Natasha Tori Maru I appreciate it. Yes, conscious dating is something we definitely need to work on more and properly create for humanity. It is a passionate topic of mine as well. To be honest, most people alive right now are too immature and unconscious to be seriously dating.
  20. That's not even related to women per se. At a Tony Robbins event or similar you'll see about 50% women, 50% men. The mainstream consciousness is just shockingly low. The longer you do this work, the greater the contrast gets.
  21. My providers really can’t get enough of Yimpa. This is from my online patient portal, and I can’t change it 🥲😆😸
  22. @Miguel1 @nerdspeak I do not have anything to add, but I thought it prudent to note; I always enjoy your discussions and contributions regarding conscious relationships. I haven't come across any literature or great speakers who were able to speak on the topic, especially as it relates to modern social dating norms. I am sure they exist, I just haven't heard anyone expound upon the topic in a way that really illuminated it. These discussions, especially the ones around the male side of pickup, always have my mind munching away at new ideas, ways of looking at things, and ways I can improve as a woman. We can all get closer to conscious romantic relating and embodiment through them. Trailblazers. So, thanks!
  23. The reason I can talk about dying so openly is because I have been disabled and ill my entire life. I have faced death in the face countless of times. Not as a theory, but in actuality. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger is my truth. I am weak physically, but I am stronger than a crystal in the metaphysical.
  24. @Lyubov It's helpful you mentioned that these labels were harmful to your awakening, not harmful to your survival. First I want to remind you of the approach "figure out which traits you have without labeling yourself". But I also want to defend labels for a sec. Of course I know that identifying yourself with any concept is harmful for an awakening. However, even though buddhists now that, they will still be buddhists bc how else are they supposed to build a sangha if they can't say they're buddhists? The Moment you realize that labels are just a language game that we play out of convenience and don't penetrate the self, you'll be able to call yourself what you want, as long as you remove all the fluff again as soon as you are doing the practices. And do you really want to tell me you want to practice every waking hour? Gimme a break. So why are labels useful in the first place? They are effective. If I see a Nazi charge towards a minority I will not politely tell them: "You are being very unconstitutional you. Don't make me write an angry letter with plenty of exclamationpoints to your mom" like a god damn liberal. I also I will not stand there and empty my fucking cup and wait until laser beams shoot from my eyes. Very quickly, I will notice that I'm a communist and remember how communists deal with nazis. Likewise, when your grandma tells you: "Why are you on the internet so much? Why aren't you enjoying your youth? You are thinking too much about abstract topics, I feel sorry for you. If I was your age again, I would be travelling around the world" you don't want to think to youself: "She is right I AM pretty weird. Why is that? Am I living my life wrong? Am I wasting my youth? Am I wasting my potential?", instead you can, again, quickly remember, that you are ND and she is projecting. Then you can politely tell her "I know how I want to live my life, thank you". Edit: Just in case that wasn't obvious enough, yes this was an actual conversation I just had with my grandma and yes, the first reaction was the one I used to have which led to low self esteem that was indeed not curable through any spiritual practices (the logic, if I realize I'm god, then I will accept myself is complete bullshit) and yes the second reaction is the reaction that I had today and yes, I've never felt more confident and self-assured in my entire life not even close.
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  26. You're welcome. Well if you'd like feel free to share your life purpose and we can explore how deploying more money towards it would or wouldn't help actualize it faster or more powerfully.
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