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  2. Meditation got me to realize the substance of Reality is nothing. It radically changed my state.
  3. Recently, I have become frustrated with how selfish I still am despite all of the personal development work that I've put in. I am painting this as a negative thing as far as my emotional state goes but in reality becoming aware of my own selfishness is the first step towards coming down off of my self-righteous high horse. The step below this is being selfish and also not being aware of it at all, which is where I was prior to this revelation. Now, where do I go from here? It is my goal to continue to observe my behavior and be very honest with myself in terms of what is going on in the current situation, what is going on in my head, etc. it takes viewing reality in a zoomed out way and looking at it for what it TRULY is. Look for the Truth in every situation. Do not shy away from the Truth even if and especially if it hurts. Namaste.
  4. This is why Putin attacked Ukraine. The West was in the process of turning Ukraine into a puppet state so they could extract their minerals and other recources. Also they want to undermine Russia too for the same reason so they bought influence in Ukraine by buying the media in Ukraine and installed their own guy. Ukraine did not become more western because the west is so awesome and free, they became more western because the fucking western parasite people bought their influence. The notion that Ukraine has some unique cultural identity that wants to seperate from the russian Identity is COMPLETELY FABRICATED FROM THE WEST. They did this with south korea and they are doing the same with Taiwan now. Just like with Taiwan, there is no such thing as a ukrainian identity seperate from russian identity. The fact that Putin finds this deeply disturbing and sad is just understandable. This seperation is a complete invention of the west. Why are they doing this? So that they can be puppet states and give America all their ressources. But there is another reason that is way more sinnister. The usa is nothing other than a big weapon factory. If there is no war, the us collapses. This is why they have to fabricate division and separation all over the world to keep the war industry going. They never wanted Russia not to invade the Ukraine!!!!! They did everything in their power to provocate Putin into starting the war!!!! They love this war because they can use the ukrainian soldiers fighting their brothers and sisters from Russia as cannon fodder for their interests which is extracting ressources from Ukraine, defeating Russia to steal their ressources and keep the war machinery going! The usa are a nation of theft and evil. If you criticise any anti-western government and are not giving this crutial context, you are doing free propaganda work for the military industrial complex and are engaging in pure evil because of that. Getting rid of Trump is not going to change ANYTHING about what I just said. ALL of these things are bipartisan. The democrats do the exact same things as the republicans and as Trump, the only difference being they can hide their true intentions better and convince you better that fighting endless wars it is about free speech or fighting doctatorships or some BULLSHIT. If you know about the true nature of the us and hear old clips of Joe Biden talking when he was still mentally able, it is like he was sent from the devil himself. There is no such thing as democracy in the usa and there has never been democracy in the usa.
  5. Russia is far behind on AI and robotics. I would look into US and Chinese tech. They will be whiping your ass on your old day instead of the cute nurses.
  6. I find it fascinating that despite how much work that I've put into my personal development, my ego continues to get very triggered by things. My emotional state is never at rest, my brain chatter is constant, constantly complaining about a situation here or there, "she did this to me... Why would he do that ..I'm never going to talk to her again... She doesn't even care about me." It's like bro, calm the fuck down. Everything is fine, you are on a good track and more importantly, you are not the only specimen on this earth, it's not all about you! It frustrates me that I am still so selfish, but then again this is a positive step in the right direction, being aware of your own selfishness and self centeredness is the start of a path that takes you off of your self - righteous high horse. There is much more to life, there is a much greater impact that you can have beyond the petty things that are going on in your mind.
  7. Hmmm...can going for direct experience without labeling anything ever be bypassing?
  8. Most meat being sold in supermarkets and served in restaurants is toxic. These poor animals have spent their life in stalls, no sunlight, air that smells like ammonia, being forced to fed soy-based slop and antibiotics. Nevertheless, I still think meat is healthy and provides lots of nutrients (taurine, creatine, carnosine, glycine, B12, etc.) that are especially important to detox the nasty stuff that people living in cities (like myself) are exposed to on a daily basis. You can’t get these in plants. So the solution is to source your meat properly. In my case, I get it from a local hunter in Germany, who hunts down boars (wild pigs). They are anyway overpopulated in Germany, so hunting them is a good thing - no bad karma for me.
  9. nothing is everything, but everything is not nothing. everything is a collection which includes nothing nothing is frequently misunderstood
  10. Another good one, just dropped. Cal created a segment of his show called "AI Reality Check". He'll be doing it each week. We really want this kind of information now.
  11. Thnks beutiful
  12. @Ajay0 What about India signing up with US in a deal that agreed to not buy Russian energy? Is that still valid? Seems India has made it choice of who to align with - I said a year ago that the weak link in BRICS would be India as a swing state choosing a side rather than simply maintaining neutrality. And now with Iran:
  13. The thing is: Material: it's caused by cause and effect. Spiritual: it's by goal and resolution, where the goal is opened much by the future - the argument, including the parameters, come from future, and thus the base truth can change. We can be materialist, but stating that there is only matter and not spirit: contradicts with common sense, because then, it would be unexplainable that we have any *intents and goals* at all.
  14. Stay safe - I have family in the North too Nazareth side. Hopefully this comes to a end and with little suffering.
  15. No. There are plenty of hetero, nuclear family, conservative types who don't give a shit about lgbtq and leave them alone. Most lgbtq hate originates from closeted lgbtq people. If you are a lgbtq conservative, you have sacrificed a huge chunk of your wellbeing to conservative ideals. If you were to accept lgbtq, you would need to admit that there was always a better alternative for you. But in order to do that, you would also have to admit that all your sacrifices were for nothing. If you were to do that, your whole concept of self would collapse in on itself which would lead to schizophrenia. When they say that lgbtq people are satanic, they are projecting. All lgbtq people do is living true to themselves. This authentic life is what their god is opposed to, which is why that god is really satan (the demagogue in gnostic teachings).
  16. I think I can hear Abraham Maslow turning in his grave.
  17. The truth always reveals itself. God misses nothing. Most of you humns your devils. God loves ll of you forever.
  18. It's like your up but your soul is still in bed. The time before you actually get out of the bed is just the lag between your body and your soul. I've observed this many times.
  19. @Cred on point. The coalition of the compromised ie Epstein Class - use it as a tool of empire. Moral language is laundered for geopolitical power games. Even spiral dynamics itself is misused to cement the notion of Western supremacy - claiming not only moral but spiritual development.
  20. You can have a nation of self actualized people and the nation is still dogshit if the interest of the capital is above the interst of the people
  21. Today
  22. I agree with this. However it needs to be noted that any time you make any deals with the bourgeoisie, you risk them stabbing you in the back. When every oligarch in the world is in prison, having their assets taken or dead, then the people can finally live in peace and freedom.
  23. This is just every man over 35.
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