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kavaris replied to Tudo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I was gonna make a new thread just now, and then i re-read this, and thought to mysrlf, "dang, that shyt i wrote was siq, wtf?" Did no one get it, i guess...?... ... ... -
Genetics play a huge role. I don’t exercise, I just walk to get things done. I’ve been the same weight since I was a teen. I wear the same jean size since I was 14. That doesn’t mean I am in perfect health. I have plenty of serious health problems underneath the surface. The only time I gained weight was when I forced myself to eat, but I could only maintain that for a couple weeks. It was dysfunctional eating.
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LordFall replied to thierry's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes exactly I think with divine knowledge it would be very easy to predict what some hairless apes will do given X, Y and Z situations. Even AI will be able to do it soon so a divine intelligence knows absolutely everything thats gonna happen and thus fully knows itself. It can paradoxically still infinitely explore itself though like there are infinite numbers between 1 and 2 so perhaps God still has surprises I don't know. I like to think that God is laughing alongside me when funny stuff happens in life but perhaps that's just my human projection. -
No, religion is top down ideological package that seeks to mold a society to its goals. This is why some Islamic men assimilate poorly when immigrating to the west because they see it as a corrupt society that they have to mold to their image and get offended by having to follow and thus submit to the local culture when they only submit to the high and mighty God himself(and their local imans and family members with more status and power then them of course.) Walmart doesn't do this. Even social media platforms don't do this. Religions are very unique in their cult like tendencies. That's why a lot of them tend to disown their kids over it, it's not a simple difference of opinion it's a massive in group vs the enemy type of thing. Most religions don't discuss theology don't discuss theology in depth with people. They make you feel good, recipe some profound verse about their chosen figures and then fearmonger you about hell and eternal doom if you don't follow them. I've been to church many times and to a mosque as well. I never actually learned much about religion or God there. I had to go and watch videos and read stuff on it myself. Which is why @gengar and @Majed don't understand what they're saying when they're putting Islam on top of Actualized.org It's bad intellectualism. Leo is not a cultish person but most other religions can be described as such in many ways.
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Sorry. I was attempting to ~virtually~ wave to you from this side of the world. I can see that attempt ... failed.
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God is doing everything; I like that framing better.
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Feeld is a newer dating app, it attracts more alternative lifestyle people so if you're into polyamory or BDSM it's the best place to find people on there. Seems to also be way less bots than other major dating apps like Tinder. I think if you're seriously dating you should be on 3-4 dapps at the same time and get premium on at least 1-2 of them and test it out. I've never tried premium feeld but it's been good in matching with more open minded girls. Tinder overall has the hottest girls though but it's a big pond it's harder to compete on there. Can still get great results if you build a good profile though, I've met some great girls on it.
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Really good clip, men without abundance hit on every woman they encounter like a thirsty dog lol. You even see it here on the forum. Being able to sexually transmute your energy into building a high quality life and then attracting women on your own term is the best counter to this.
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Who are you? Ben Shapiro?
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Then post your facts and data dude
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btw a good way to tell a story and make her ask questions is to have your story and right before a certain plot happens, you don't say it, but you make her curious, wanting to ask you a question. For example "I was on vacation to Barcelona and...... (long story).... anyways next day something crazy happend, it still makes me laugh " Then if she gets the bait she will be like "what happend??" and now you got her asking you questions and you can even delay the story a bit for some extra tension.
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Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #197 ~ Mon Aug 17 '26 I love reading. I love growing. I love intimacy. I love dancing. Daily goals: Shower: 28 Groom hair: 28 Brush teeth: 28 Floss: 0 Take medication: 28 Drink protein shake: 0 Make bed: 11 Kriya yoga: 0 No porn: 4 No ejaculation: 4 Eat 150 g of protein: 0 No electronics after 11pm: 2 Brush teeth before bed: 1 Wash face before bed: 1 Weekly goals: Workout 3x: 1 Give yourself a haircut: 0 Meal prep 2x a week: 0 Do laundry: 4 Clean room: 4 Clean car: 3 Things to do: Buy phone mount Return chinese thing - Website not loading - aokdress.com Recognize how lucky you are to be here
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Hyperion replied to Hyperion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The opposite of that which can be expressed with words is that which cannot be expressed with words. The opposite of that which can be described as "XYZ" is that which can be described as "not XYZ". That which has no opposite must be all of those things, and also none of those things. Simple logic. -
just now, i had a conversation with my mum about insurances. she responded in a bit of a snappy tone that i will have to tell any new insurance company that i've had anorexia in the past, and then they won't want to make me an offer. what she didn't say, but what i think was nonetheless evident in her tone, was blame, anger, maybe superiority. as if she could somehow reclaim her righteousness by presenting it as though my mental disease was born out of a void, out of mere teenage stupidity. it's easier for her to present it that way, after all this time. easier than to consider that something was "wrong" with our family that made developing anorexia exactly the right course of action for her daughter. perhaps there was some element of choice, yes, but my mother still doesn't see how this choice was born out of dire emotional necessity. sometimes i'm still a little sad that she doesn't understand, after all this time. i can accept that she doesn't, and maybe she never will, but i do feel a bearable amount of sadness when i think of this.
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@HopePaul now i'm impressed with my Italian skills:) thought i'd forgotten it all by now. concerning the psychedelics: in my experience, a certain degree of mental stability is necessary to have a higher success rate with these substances. it's not your fault if they aren't the right fit for you atm. i can relate to this feeling of being a bit behind in life. concerning the "social pressure": is it really society pressuring you, though, or is the much more immediate pressure something you yourself are doing and recreating in your own head? is this pressure constant, or does it change over time? i would suppose that it is subject to change, is it not? i don't know what you are referring to?
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hundreth replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
This is intellectually dishonest and you know better. We are talking about people saying there should not be a Muslim state, we're not talking about dictator governments. This is what is said about the Jewish state. That a Jewish state should not exist. Because they've already done it and succeeded. These nations are essentially only for Muslims and most others have been pushed out. MAGA exists today. There are countless crimes and actions being perpetuated by the American government today. Are all Americans being lumped in with that? No. Yet an Israeli restaurant in New York is boycotted and vandalized which has nothing to do what's happening thousands of miles away. Just because they have a connection to Israel. This behavior is encouraged and advocated for. Liberal Zionists both fight for the existence of the Jewish state and protest for the removal of Bibi, the removal of the settlers, etc. There is no approval. That much of their effort is wasted also litigating their right to exist is on you. Most of us don't have millions or billions of dollars to be a real factor in this conflict short of speaking with our people and trying to reason with them so that voting behaviors change. -
Post #66 I'm actually stuck.
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After Keera's third ceremony, where I told myself, "I choose death," I started to feel like something was off in my head. I began to feel like I was literally "losing my mind." The first major sign that I was losing myself was my inability to sleep. That's when I knew something was really wrong. I felt like I was going crazy, and so I started doing everything I could to bring myself back to my normal state. At the same time, thoughts of suicide were constantly present because of the unbearable sense of separation that I was experiencing. It was a constant, never-ending suffering without any breaks. The best way I can describe that state is as feeling completely disconnected from myself, my soul, my heart, my feelings, love, and life. It was as if I had become completely separate from the world. It felt like I couldn't rest for a single moment because of the ever-present fear. I felt dead. The second important indicator that clearly told me I was disconnected from Goodness was when I stopped seeing the familiar shapes of wolf heads outside during the daylight when looking at nature. Instead, I began seeing distorted shapes and images that constantly reminded me of Hell. That was when I knew with absolute certainty that Mother Wolf was pure love, and I was feeling the deep pain of being disconnected from love itself. I felt like I was in a state where there was no God. I felt like even Mother Wolf had abandoned me. I called Maestra Estella from AyaMadre and asked her to help me. I also asked her if I had gone too far. She told me yes. I asked her if it was still possible for me to come back. She answered, "It will take a lot." I also called and talked to Keera, Kai, and the man who had played the drum during the first Keera ceremony, the one where I had the Golden Temple past-life vision. Kai is someone I had not mentioned before. He works with Angels and has many years of experience facilitating Ayahuasca and other plant medicine ceremonies. Victoria had gone to one of his ceremonies at a house called Dragon's Nest, located on a hill in Vista, California, shortly before leaving for Hawaii. They all did their best to offer me words of support, but deep down I knew that none of them could help me. I felt that no human in the world could help me. I knew I would have to find a way out of this one on my own. All I was doing, day and night, was lying in bed. Any activity required tremendous effort, and I couldn't wait to finish whatever I was doing and get back into bed again. I started doing the best I could to distract myself from the present moment, while at the same time thoughts about all the events that had happened in my life leading up to the state I was in kept pouring through my mind. I began contemplating how amazing my life had actually been and how many gifts and blessings I had experienced that I had never really appreciated before. I tried reconnecting with myself by taking a small dose of MDMA. Having had many beautiful experiences of love with ecstasy during my rave days, this was my attempt to reconnect with my heart and with love. When I took it, I could feel the effects on the physical and mental levels, but the connection and love were missing. It was as if the door to love was closed to me, and I didn't know how to open it again. At one point, while under the effects of MDMA, I was watching a video of Leo from Actualized.org on Victoria's laptop. When I focused my awareness on the "consciousness-expanding" sensation I was feeling from the MDMA, I saw Leo's bald head begin to turn into the face of the Devil, and his voice started sounding diabolical. I closed the laptop before continuing and went to the mirror to look at myself. In the mirror, I looked like a "heck." I also tried marijuana oil twice. Both times, marijuana seemed to lower my vibration even further, and I felt like I ended up in Hell. The second time, I heard a vile, diabolical voice tell me, "You're back so soon! You must like it here!" I also tried smoking Jurema, with pretty much the same outcome. I remember that it took a lot of courage to smoke it because I didn't know how it would affect me. I inhaled a large dose and focused my attention on the cerebellum area of my brain. I saw a lot of subtle, indiscernible visions, but again, I didn't feel any love or connection. I remember smoking Jurema multiple times and receiving an insight that "the Sun is love" during one of those experiences. I also knew that I wasn't able to receive or connect with its love. At one point, I also tried taking 1 gram of dried magic mushroom powder, but I didn't feel any effect from it at all. I also did a hapé ceremony sometime during this period. I felt a similar effect on my body and mind, without feeling that any real connection was happening, similar to what I had experienced with the other psychedelics. I then smoked a full Mapacho cigarette, inhaling it as deeply as I could. When I was at the peak of the Mapacho experience, these words came to me: "Mapacho, please help me die in peace." At the time, I obviously didn't know what "death" was, just like everybody else in the world. Those words came to me because I had listened to too many Leo of Actualized.org videos in which he talked about death as "infinite love." So I thought I needed to "die" in order to free myself from the suffering I was experiencing. At the same time, I was actually doing everything in my power not to die. I was doing everything I could to cling to life and find my way back to it. But in reality, I felt like I was literally dying, and I was already very close to being fully dead. I began seeing mess everywhere. Everything looked out of place and dirty, no matter how much I tried to organize and clean it. Then, as I was cooking Russian buckwheat, I saw the grains clump together and float to the surface of the water. I sensed that I was embodying so much fear at the time that even the food seemed to be experiencing suffering and "feared" being boiled. Cooking, cleaning, and doing any kind of activity required tremendous effort. I hated doing it. I hated doing anything. At one point, I drove to the nearby Sprouts to get groceries. On the magazine stand next to the cashier was a TIME magazine with Jesus on the cover and the text, "Who do you say that I am?" Then I looked over in front of me and saw a guy wearing a shirt whose image immediately caught my eye. He turned, and I looked again. It was a zombie wearing a crown, with the words "King of Shit" underneath it. That is who I felt I had become in that state: King of Shit. I also knew that I was in Hell, and that what I was experiencing was Death with a capital D.
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No, it gives me a headache
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Carl-Richard replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I mean, I get it, but also, that's like, your opinion, man. "Tranquilizer drugs", do they make you tranquil? -
@LordFall Thank you. I've read what you wrote and I'm contemplating it.
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Maybe this will help with finding logic in it. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Van_der_Waals_force
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Sure. First, please know that I've read your entire post. And I have experience with those feelings myself. This is what helps. When in fear, focus on your breath. Follow the breath with your mind's eye. In through the nose, up across the top of the mouth along the palette. Down down down, parallel to the spine, into the belly. Then release. Practice this. Focus on the breathing. The breathing is real. After that, affirmations: "Here are things I know are true, always and forever:" My name. My parent's names. My birthdate. My affinities. My aversions. My talents. My flaws. When I was young, I had a birthmark removed from my thigh. I can see the scar. When I was young, I heard about prison tattoos, and I gave myself one on the palm of my right hand. I can still see the mark. Ah. For this specifically: distinguishing between existence and reality is useful. Whether or not something is real is a philosophical conundrum. Whether or not something exists is much easier: Does it have physical dimensions? Is it located at a specific unique time and place? Does it break down over time? If the answer is yes, it exists! It's a material manifestation. If not, it's something else, potentially a non-existent or quasi-existent aspect of reality.
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Then link the research paper
