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  2. There are ways of having sex with women, that doesn't involve meeting them, interacting with them or having to deal with their "shit". Only issue is that it costs money, but honestly I don't care.

  3. Too much tripping?

    Psychonaut replied to ROOBIO's topic in Psychedelics

    I am wondering the same thing. I am doing Speed and Ketamine almost every day, with the occasional 1-2 joints and then my 3-MeO-PCPY on fridays with some MDMA and maybe some mushrooms, or Acid or everything + plugged DMT. I don't know. People in my friends circle have told me to turn it down a bit after I had a Psychosis after a Ketamine + Speed all night bender hahaha yesterday. Speed + MDMA + 3-MeO-PCPY + Ketamine during the night + Joints is fun. Also Adding plugged DMT to a trip is also 1 hour of good fun. 5-MeO-DMT has become super boring after I vomited on 80mg plugged and only realized that I vomited after coming back. Glad my body has good survival instincts. Otherwise I would have suffocated on my own puke and there would have been no comeback and no respawn. ROFL 3-HO-PCP + 3-HO-PCE is also a wonderful combination. It is like a scholars mate in chess. Simple and effective. Haha. Unfortunately MXPCP has been pulled from the markets. I have no idea why but I loved it and wished I had gotten 10G or more while it was available. I burned through 3G within a few months.
  4. What if one is an experiencer?
  5. Leo how happy are you on a day-to-day basis? How much happier has kriya made you?
  6. I think the biggest part of the problem for men in modern dating is that they stand in their own way. Most girls out there actually want to have sex with or without relationship settings. They literally desire sex possibly more than many men do. They're turned on by default. They even go out shaved and cleaned just in case lol. Your only job as a man is to not turn them off. That's it.
  7. Today
  8. @Leo Gura
  9. What is God gonna do about it? Health problems are baked into the pie. No, but teaching is as rewarding as parenting, so I have enough reward.
  10. Yes, but it is his talk. For a year, do it what he says. Don't listen the voice in the head. You will appreciate

  11. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Leo Gura replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Well, I don't know what may or may not give you your motivation back. That's so individual. I would just say to not give up and to keep trying. I have lost motivation and also regained it. Not exactly identically, but don't think that just because you lost it that you can't find a new one. Find what motivates you. You can have multiple life purposes across a lifetime. Also, I would advise against psychedelics in this case because they tend to be very disillusioning. You need to reenchant yourself with work.
  12. If there was a psychic person with real psychic abilities, they would be the most famous person alive. Why? Because they would be able to showcase their powers on YouTube and IG and everywhere online. We only need one person in order to prove pre-rational psychic abilities. But that one person doesn't exist. Spiritual awakening is a private inner experience/transformation. It's not a claim about external reality. It's a deep understanding of it.
  13. @Mellowmarsh I didn't mean to be a jerk about your name. Its nice I just. It just took me by surprise . Anyways. As far as no self goes - yeah it's odd that you think you can have an ego but nobody's home. My claim is that the you is embedded into your current state of consciousness but if you were to lose such a state you would lose your. And I mean all of you. It would be difficult to even post here. There would be a lack of the sense of you. Almost like a robot just going through the motions

  14. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    EdgeGod900 replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    But, what do you say to the youngsters who lost ambition after going deep into this work--some, can't get their motivation back up from just someone saying to them, "just focus on your career for now"? Are they fucked? Be honest?There must be a way a specific way of re-motivating the youngsters who saw how the sausage was made. Like an anology would be: how do you recover from walking in on your fully naked mom?
  15. Exactly. This is beautiful.
  16. It's not about ambiguity. It's about leaps of faith. Literally nothing of true significance happens, and some people call it psychic phenomenon. Someone telling a story about some dream they had is not a psychic telling. It's just a highly patched up coincidence. Often, there's a lot of mental legwork that goes into it than appears. Like I said to Carl from the beginning, you need to first establish that the connection you're proposing is real or of significance before you can make attempts at explaining the connection. My claim is that the connection doesn't exist at all. You're imagining it. You're referring to pre-rational psychic phenomenon; that magical phenomenon of unmediated mind connection. This idea is based on the assumption that the mind is non-local, or universal, or connected to other minds in some mysterious ways. That's all.. I don't know, weak, for lack of a better word. There is literally nothing to support those ideas except weak anecdotal reports that can be easily dismissed due to lack of coherence and consistency. What I am suggesting instead, is that true psychic phenomenon actually exists in the things we see and use daily and take for granted like our phones and laptops. We are literally connecting with other minds without space and time limitations. Isn't that enough to consider telepathy/psychic? Just because it's mediated and has clear mechanisms doesn't make it any less magical, quite the opposite actually, the more I learn about and understand how technology works, the deeper my appreciation grows. It's absolutely astounding! I don't mean emotional sensitivity here in this context. I mean logical sensitivity. You need logical sensitivity to spot the magic. After the first actual seeing you will need emotional sensitivity to feel it more and more. Logic is the initial spark. Emotion is how deeply you understand the phenomenon; how intimate you are with it. Luckily, I have both when it comes to this topic. It's absolutely obvious and evident for me that psychic phenomenon exists and that it is magic. It's just not what you guys think it is. We can predict the weather now with much more accuracy than ever. No psychic across history could do what we can now. A 10-day forecast is only accurate about 50% of the time, but a 5-day forecast is accurate about 90% of the time. That's clearly precognition and clairvoyance in its most literal forms. Literally, ancient people used to have psychics predict the weather for them to set sail or not. We are now capable of doing the exact same job with much more accuracy, using well-known mechanisms. It's not a secret anymore. The mechanisms are clear as day and not ambiguous at all. Anyone can access the method and even add to it if they can. It's all available for free. These are tremendously valuable features of science. But we are fish swimming in the magic of science, it's hard to spot let alone feel the magic when it's everywhere around. And instead, we seek magic in the rare and unreliable things. We mistake rarity for value and abundance for lack thereof.
  17. I feel like for the most part I take things less seriously and just try to enjoy the ride, the steps along the way. Much more gratitude.
  18. Hello community, a simple question. Is it worth doing meditation when you have health problems, or is it better to do health first? the question arose because after quite a long time (six months without breaks for 20 minutes a day) I don't feel any progress in this case. Still, fatigue makes it difficult to concentrate, and back pain adds its own zest to practice. Maybe I should just pull myself together?
  19. Aren't we all your kids in a way?
  20. Projecting a golden halo on someone can be as deceptive as projecting a shadow on someone.
  21. And vice versa. What you like about others is what you like in your self?

  22. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Magnanimous replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Ah ok thanks a lot

  23. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Leo Gura replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    There are levels to this. The more advanced you become, the less you can rely on work/career for happiness. It works at lower levels because you haven't become conscious enough of the illusion of acheivement. At the highest levels of consciousness, acheivement means nothing. Career is used to create lots of meaning. That works up to a point, but some day you will question the very notion of working for meaning. For most of you guys, LP and career is good. But perhaps after 20 years of that you will start to outgrow it, as happened to me. That blog post is for rather advanced and older people, not youngsters who are just starting their careers. If you are in your 20s, don't worry about working on your career.

  24. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Magnanimous replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    If work ultimately doesn't make you happy, is it just another form of burning karma then? It feels wrong reducing Life Purpose to just that but it is what it is.
  25. You are God, Truth, Love, and Infinity. So surely it can't be 😀. Toss in alien intelligence as well. Sorry. I was reading this and I happened apon your signature so I couldn't resist. No excuses now.
  26. Because when a twister is finally on top of you, it's too late for warnings. Most warnings never come to pass. But the few that do are devastating for those involved.

  27. A Syrian story in progress

    integration journey replied to integration journey's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Equanimity. Awareness.
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