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  2. No one knows or cares. The only people who think there's anything special about me, is you guys.
  3. Israel has legit security concerns. Giving a military to Palesatine is like handing a box of grenades to your lunatic homocidal neighbor. You are assuming secuity. But this whole issue is about insecurity. In typical leftist fashion you assume security.

  4. Journal

    Someone here replied to Someone here's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    There is a day-and-night difference between the kind of life you experience when you adopt a healthy lifestyle and the kind of life you experience when you repeatedly choose an unhealthy one. The difference is not always visible in a single day. That is what makes it so easy to underestimate. One unhealthy meal does not destroy your health. One night of poor sleep does not ruin your life. One cigarette does not immediately fuck up your body .One day spent sitting on the couch does not make you a useless idiot.One decision to procrastinate does not destroy your future. But life is not made of isolated moments.Life is made of moments that become days, days that become weeks, weeks that become months, months that become years and years eventually become a life. That is where the real power of small choices reveals itself.I have learned this by doing the wrong things and experiencing their consequences repeatedly. Sometimes the lesson does not arrive through theory. It arrives through experience. You make a choice, you experience the consequence, you make the same choice again, and eventually you begin to recognize the pattern. You start to understand that what feels like a small decision in the present can become a major force in the future. A cigarette first thing in the morning can seem like such a small thing.It is only a few minutes.It is only one cigarette.It is only today.But then tomorrow comes, and you do it again.And the next morning.And the morning after that. And now you are addicted and your whole life is being wasted on fighting this addiction.
  5. Any answer you read here is also a story. Just like your desires. It’s fake. It’s an invention. It’s bias. You desire stuff that keeps the falseness of you’re identification intact. If you didn’t seemingly desire finite stuff you would just die and realize every thing that can ever exist is desired by God and that’s why it’s here. Human desires are stories for children. It’s crucial to play the human game. If you don’t pretend there’s a game there’s no more game. It’s a life and death story. Human desires don’t even exist. Free will is an illusion. God desire is infinite love & creation.
  6. You can sell sex but not buy sex. That poor guy omg, broke my heart. https://youtu.be/nDk1oR6Ly8Q?is=ASuFGC1d1J_4pGDb
  7. Fair
  8. Only people who really understand casual dating are the advanced pickup dudes
  9. Far left and far right are not the majority of the population Majority supports a two state The only core difference between the left and right on this is that the left wants Israel to face consequences for its actions instead of just creating a state for Palestine So create a State+ war crime investigations + potential sanctions Instead of just create a State The 1 state solution which is totally unrealistic imo is not as supported as Instagram or Tik Tok may make it appear "Free Palestine" to me is not 1 state but just to end the occupation and give Palestinians their own state
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  11. That is Israeli propaganda, I am suprised you actually believe it The reason Palestinians attack Israel is because they do not have a state and not via versa And Gaza was not a state, it was a lame excuse for a state which did not cool down the hot blood. When a proper state gets created it will chill out the majority of the Palestinian population and the radical minority will be eventually removed from power by internal pressure. You have said yourself Israelis have never negotiated in good faith when it comes to this issue.
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  14. This is somewhat a silly question. Men and women ,straight ones have different hormones and different biological makeup that makes them deem the opposite gender sexually attractive. A straight woman understands female beauty but she is attracted to men nonetheless.

  15. Inception 2.0

    Inception replied to Inception's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Post #79 The Universe plays too much.
  16. I was reading rational male by Rollo and I never read it and I was pleasantly surprised. Almost no toxicity. And terms are explained very clearly.
  17. Hence psychedelics.
  18. Well that’s something you have to figure out, no one else can help you understand what you desire to understand. You could ask AI maybe it knows what desire is.
  19. That's insightful, ego wants to be whole to increase survival? But why is there this want in the first place, like what is this mysterious thing..that is driving us. The more i reply to you guys, the more mysterious this thing feels to me. Everyone knows it but no one knows what it is. Just like take it for granted, yep we desire.
  20. I think i desire to understand desire. And I'm more of a brownie person myself
  21. I think survival is a desire and not the other way round. I mean you can always say it's all for survival end of the day but i think desire is more root and all desire has a flavour of survival baked into it
  22. Desire is the basis for this reality.

  23. What is some music you like?

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to itsadistraction's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

  24. Finished the LP course

    Jannes replied to Jannes's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I had one hell of an insightful dream when I took a nap this morning. I dreamt that I just woke up when I could see someone getting in my apartment through the balcony. It was the leader of my old theatre club. I could barely open my eyes or see clearly. I sat down to let my system activate. He was very calm and a bit funny about it with a big smile. I actually want his love. Wow. How he managed to sneak in (which was a question in the dream as well) and what that means I have no idea. Maybe the situation on the festival go reused. Interestingly I was also in kind of a vulnerable state at the festival, not knowing anybody and he was a bit like home there... he knew me in very vulnerable states...

  25. Funny video thread

    NewKidOnTheBlock replied to Raze's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    https://www.instagram.com/reel/DcwZYelJdHQ/?igsi=dDJoODM4MXpuN2gz Slaped his zombie ass🤣😂

  26. Journal

    Someone here replied to Someone here's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I haven’t really been doing well recently. Things have felt pretty off, both physically and mentally, and I’ve been struggling to get myself back into some kind of normal rhythm. Yesterday was particularly bad. I couldn’t eat anything for basically the entire day. Once again, I smoked cigarettes before breakfast, even though I already know how badly that can affect my appetite and stomach. I had actually managed to eat breakfast pretty early in the morning, so I thought maybe I would be okay for the rest of the day. But after that, everything just went downhill. When lunchtime came around, I had absolutely no appetite. Not even the usual “I’m not that hungry” kind of feeling. It was more like my body completely rejected the idea of food. I felt like if I tried to eat, I would probably throw up. The thought of putting anything in my stomach made me feel nauseous, so I just didn’t eat. I thought maybe it would pass by dinner, but it didn’t. Dinner came and I still had zero appetite. Again, I felt like eating would make me sick, so I ended up going through the entire day without properly eating anything after breakfast. And obviously, I’ve noticed that I’ve slimmed down a bit because of it. I can actually see and feel the difference. That part worries me because I don’t want to keep losing weight simply because I can’t make myself eat. I know I need food, I know my body needs energy, but my appetite is not strong and there is a bitterness in my mouth due to smoking . Then this morning I woke up from one of the craziest dreams I’ve had in a while. In the dream, I was locked inside a prison cell. The whole place was filthy and depressing And dimly lit,it. Then I saw a lizard. At first it was just a normal lizard, but somehow, in the logic of the dream, it started changing. The lizard turned into a spider. And then the spider kept getting bigger and bigger. It became unnaturally large, almost ridiculously huge, until it eventually transformed into some kind of massive dog, wolf, or wild animal. I couldn’t even tell exactly what it was anymore. It was just this enormous animal standing there in front of me. The weirdest part was that it didn’t attack me. Instead, it attacked the guards who were standing outside my cell. And then, somehow, the animal turned into a human being. One of the guards opened the door, and then the guard took a knife and slit the man’s throat. And that was when I woke up. Just like that. I woke up feeling completely disturbed and disoriented. It was one of those dreams where, for a few moments after opening your eyes, you’re not entirely sure where you are or whether what you just experienced actually happened. Obviously, I knew eventually that it was just a dream, but the imagery was so vivid and violent that it stayed with me after I woke up. I don’t necessarily think the dream has some deep symbolic meaning. I’m not sitting here trying to decode every single thing I saw or convince myself that the lizard, spider, animal, prison cell, guards, or anything else represents some hidden message. Dreams can be completely bizarre for no reason. The brain just seems to throw random images, fears, memories, emotions, and nonsense together and somehow creates a whole story out of it. Still, I absolutely hate having dreams like that. I hate waking up with that feeling in my chest, especially when the dream itself was disturbing enough that it takes a while to fully shake it off. Even if I know it wasn’t real, the emotional reaction is real. You can wake up knowing intellectually that none of it happened and still feel unsettled, anxious, or strangely sad because of what your brain just put you through. honestly, I think I’ve already had enough going on lately without my brain deciding to produce some horror movie in my sleep. Right now I’m just sitting here trying to ground myself and get back into the present moment. I’m reminding myself that I’m awake, I’m here, I’m safe, and none of the things I saw in that dream actually happened. I’m trying not to overthink it and just let the images fade on their own instead of giving them more importance than they deserve. Thankfully, my sister is cooking a meal for me right now. So I’m just sitting here waiting for it, hoping that when the food is ready I’ll actually be able to eat something. I really need to get some food into me, even if it’s just a small amount to start with. I don’t want another day of barely eating anything, especially when I can already tell that I’ve lost some weight. For now, I’m just trying to take things one step at a time. Eat something. Breathe. Ground myself. Let the dream go. And hopefully get through today feeling a little more normal than I did yesterday.
  27. go to around 0:48 The thing is that what the comment says 'GOD is scientifically proven, science isn't' is 100 percent correct But most rational people are going to make fun of the statement like this video does. I now realize that to normal people this GOD stuff seems equally nonsensical as the terrence howard nonsense. That is why they are so stuck. The bigger problem is that they think they are so correct. That anything GOD related is naturally Bullshit and if you arent a matrialist you are below them which is naturally untrue. you can also be above them.
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