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  2. What I think about is how I don't remember my past lives so it's almost like they didn't exist, only if you can awaken in this life you see you're immortal but you still forget .
  3. See it a lesson in dealing with ignorance and find the humor in it. That helps.
  4. So here is a daily report, we must have approached 50 girls that night, I barely remember anything that happend as I was in flow state with 0 thoughts in my head. Main thing I remember was singing Karaoke and making everyone jump. Now I have no voice left lol. This is my daily report, thought valuable to share, these. they are only the longer meaningful interactions that I remember, because I have approached atleast 50 girls, at the end of the night I knew everyone even all the guys lol, but it all is a vague memory. Attractive Black woman, like she was a 9 for sure, she was really hot and I appreciate how kind she was, I approached her and I felt my vibe being intimidated by her, so I completly switched gears to providing value/aka high vibe, showing the karaoke bar and selling to her how amazing it was, she was with her gay bestie and another girl. Then we left and later in the karaoke bar I talked in her ear and I told her she should go to the front, then she said she is waiting for her number, then I went perform and saw her looking at me like she saw a rockstar lol or maybe that is my own narcissistic interpetation. Two germans with the IoIs, these girls were funny, we started talking about their country and language, how we learn german in school but they don't learn dutch, that is so rude, lol. I made some playful accusations. Also I did a bit of push pull with my body language, eventually I saw the one german girl wanting to go inside, so I reengaged her and from there it started to bloom. I think that the other girl noticed that the girl started having IOI's because she dragged her away at the end, my wingmen still tried to get her number lol. When I got more in state I noticed both girls leaning towards me, that german girl touching me so I could literally feel that I was in state, even more then my wingmen. The germans who were smoking weed, I gave them a lighter and they were standing still, I think the best approach was with girls already standing still. All my approaches were indirect, I never did direct approaches, which was kinda good, but also it sometimes lead nowhere, like just socialising, when it should have been much more sexual or something, it is easier when you do this with a girl alone then in a two set, which is a bit harder and most girls are in two sets I guess. Atleast when you go outside where I approached, we didn't really went in a club. I think I am getting more practice with girls and I notice that when I am making it more dramatic like "no you must be lying", or "What the hell is that" or sus or so, like the balance is to be opiniated or an accusation, but still remain friendly and light, when you get too opiniated that can also get you further from having a friendly vibe. Too friendly and you are just an agreeable nice guy, yawn. The blonde girls that were from Groningen, these were the first girls that we had a longer convo with I am not writing all of this down in order lol, because this is the beginning of the night. And mainly my wingmen carried them, for me it was my first longer set so I was a bit stuck in my head when talking to them, also because I was intimidated by their beauty, they were really pretty, but also quite friendly which was kinda mindblowing to me. They were a big group of 8 or something The south african ladies, these girls were with allot of personality, in a positive way, they had something to them, most girls were just a bit boring to talk to at times, but also you got to carry the party, sometimes I was talking to pretty girls, but they were adding so little to the convo, that my natural energy was like, leave, this is boring. I left the conversation after some time, because I wasn't attracted to any of them, while my wingmen said I should have used them for social proof later, which we could have done, I guess. The girls in the row eating fries, it was so funny this girl seemed so in tune with me more than almost any girl I saw that night and yet I felt like she was with her boyfriend or something I dabbed up the guys she was with and it was a funny thing. I should have figured out the situation, because if it wasn't for the guys she was with, I would have definitely atleast got to kiss her, she was lighting up from talking to me. The girls at the cafe, wasn't too crazy, just some chit chat about dancing and preparing to go to bigger clubs and some other bullshit, honestly was a bit boring so I left after 5 mins. the vibe girls, so I saw a video where Owen said to girls "are you a vibe?" so I wanted to try that out and these girls really were proving themself to me that they were a vibe, it needs a bit of nuance, because I was involving my wingmen and he said to me "they don't like karoake so I don't know if they are a vibe", it kinda killed the vibe. I think without him saying that it would have worked better, as they were really trying to convince me that they were a vibe. Total conversations lasted like 15 mins to 10 mins or so. Besides that had much shorter less significant interactions which were positive, but those I don't feel of much importance to share. I might also post my night out tomorrow, I will just reply to this post with my second night out, first time doing night game seriously in a while, I mainly do daygame. But night game is so fun, so much more fun honestly, sadly you can't really find the right girls there tho.
  5. 100%!!
  6. You make good points and the wise men listen.
  7. So what? We don't allow minorities to run around terrorizing people.

  8. The Tension Before the Approach

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to Olaf's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    Unfortunately, for those men who need to hear, understand and know this most - it will most likely fall on deaf ears. There is too much knowing - the cup is full. Coupled with the simple fact that those who are trying to understand women are usually pursuing it through either 1) an inflexible frame (shit epistemology) or 2) with an intention purely to learn mechanism to extract what they want to fulfill their needs (bias). Understanding needs to be relational with an intention to connect in fullness. We can't understand something fully if our own bias is looking at it mechanistically to find leverage points to extract what we want. I think this mechanism search blocks relational understanding. I think we have a "knowing" problem and a "relational" problem blocking understanding. And these two issues can cross contaminate each other. And form an insidious loop - which I think we are seeing here. The knowing problem to relational failure: "I already understand women" - less curiosity - fewer genuine questions - less corrective information - existing model unchanged. The relational problem to knowing failure: "Women can be understood through mechanisms" - interaction becomes analysis - the person is treated as data - their actual subjectivity is obscured - the mechanistic model is reinforced. You basically end up with someone who has accumulated an enormous amount of knowledge about women while having relatively little understanding of women as people. And as a woman on this forum, I feel pretty powerless to affect these loops. Not with all members. Just some. I am heartbroken continually to see it is only other men that men listen to regarding their failure to understand
  9. Jews have always been persecuted for centuries by everyone else who aren't them.
  10. Sure. Because for Jews this is a particularly potent comparison. To become Good you must see how you are being evil. It is ironic that Zionists rationalize their crimes by talking about how evil Nazis were.

  11. How do you properly take N,N-DMT?

    Leo Gura replied to ROOBIO's topic in Psychedelics

    Holding a full dose of DMT in the lungs stings like a bitch.

  12. How do you properly take N,N-DMT?

    PolyPeter replied to ROOBIO's topic in Psychedelics

    hey, I smoked changa from a bong many times, somehow i can't relate to people saying it hurts. what hurts is the complete obliteration of the ego. which is metaphysical. 100mg of the blend usually has about 30 to 40% of N, N-DMT. which is enough dmt to, remove the entire filter, for about 6 minutes in human time.
  13. sure but stage blue toxic nationalism covers a lot, hindu, turkish, russian, arguably palestinian nationalism too. so why nazism as the comparison and not any of those? is it a pedagogical cherry-pick of some sorts?
  14. Today
  15. They both devolve into toxic nationalism. Both are Stage Blue. The comparsion is not superficial but important, especially for Zionists to recognize. Don't forget that most Nazis are mundane, average people. Not violent monsters. The average MAGA, Israeli settler, and Nazi are the same kind of person, just different flavors.

  16. How do you properly take N,N-DMT?

    Leo Gura replied to ROOBIO's topic in Psychedelics

    Orally, in a vitamin capsule with pure harmala extract 30 mins before, also in vitamin capsule. Vaping DMT is painful, imprecise, wasteful, and too short-lasting.

  17. How do you properly take N,N-DMT?

    Meeksauce replied to ROOBIO's topic in Psychedelics

    I think it's very batch dependent, but I have a very high tolerance to all substances so it usually takes me 5-6 good tokes to break through. Basically I just keep going until I physically can't anymore (takes some commitment lol). I think 3 is a pretty good rough estimate for most people though, none of my friends have ever broken through on less than that. Obviously a breakthrough is something you want to work up to though, don't jump straight into the deep end. Crack pipe/vaporizer is definitely preferable to bong method, but it still works if you have stoner lungs. As far as keeping your eyes open/closed, I always close them as soon as I exhale the last hit just because of the intensity but I also have friends that tweak if they close their eyes. Also if you press on your closed eyes fairly hard you get way more visuals, I'm not sure why but this can give you visuals even when you're not on any psychedelic. My theory is that the visual tracers some people see as they're falling asleep is just dmt being released in very small amounts - they both have the exact same dark neon, translucent quality.
  18. are you not flattening the entire thing? Nazi identity and Zionism identity share the fact that are both identities. But one of them seems far worse.
  19. @Joseph Maynor yes tonight I went out and felt that nothing really mattered what I said, my energy was just positive. I even told a girl "You look depressed" because she did, then she smiled and said thank you sincerly. HAHAHA she thought I was making a compliment, because my vibe was so positive. So energy is very important. I think why I wrote this down, is that sometimes you get stuck after you stopped them and then don't know what to say, so just talk. Like you stop them like "YOOO you seem Swedish" and then they respond a bit and in the beginning you sometimes freeze and don't have anything to say, so then it is best to just talk whatever.
  20. Zionism is a vast worldview. It's a whole identity. Like being a Nazi is an identity. It is not just belief in a German state.
  21. @LordFall oh yeah I heard that saying before, never looked into it.
  22. Indeed
  23. 100% That some little neurological energetic thing can happen that we call a "thought" can trigger energetic systems in such a huge way. Thoughts are like levers for energy in the body - some may have a longer handle and require less effort. Some have a chode handle that we need to grind at to make the energy arise 😁 Yes. A big one. If I am judging someone, I cannot simultaneously be genuinely feeling the truth of my emotions. As soon as I judge someone - I'm blocking or avoiding something in my internal experience. This insight came after I was harshly judging my sister for sabotaging my work. I was fuelled with so much anger and justice. Narratives spinning for revenge. I realised that anger and indignation from judging her wasn't what I was really feeling; hurt, sadness and some shame that maybe I didn't give her the tools she needed to succeed. Judging her blocked all the truth of my experience. I was avoiding feeling sadness. It all passed like nothing at the insight. And well.... Basically I had that prickly sensation of adrenaline, energy and jubilation 😁 I couldn't stop crapping on about it to my close friends 🤣
  24. I am rewatching this, while gaming a bit I took a nap, I saw the new quote. The point that I experienced with this is very often the case people with a luciferian soul or luciferian tendencies, I have ahriman soul from my analysis which fits more with health or unhealthy stage blue, instead of red, and Lucifer was incarnated in the 16th century according to steiner working with some enteties and other things, I wanted to get at, the biggest lesson I learned is the issue of christ consciousness and principle and perfection, the mechanicalness can only win against the devil if it's at least the now, god comes in as a state experience or the christ principle and consciousness, the ex has the whole thing defined, and I speculate that this causes most of her issues, as she abused the goodness of my mechnicalness, for her evil input, but I really enjoyed the sex. I often admitt wrong-doings that is the largest part of my maturity, and do my best to correct and work with more advanced and basic knowledge, or new things that simply work. Using definitions against me has not been working only when I open my heart and I am vulnerable, becoming more aware that the devil has luciferian soul or even a satanic soul and his highly intelligent, and some other new information that is esoteric, but will take some time to work with, especially with health as it costs a lot of money, I often look for real evidence, instead of relying on the mechanicalness, but I also have to explore the devil in order to understand what it is. The point is then what is good about mechanics? Mostly the experience of transcending it and accesing the flow, and enjoying the true nature of mechaniclness itself which is god, if I get more structure down, I can dive back into the course of miracles this audiobook was so powerful for realizing god and principles that break this satanic and devilrsh soul. She even had the right or left cross of contagion, I have never meet someone so hideous, but I notice my core soul is simply to strong to fully be broken, the healing process is painful, but it also forces some dark knights out of me.
  26. “Infinity is endless. Yet, here I am, all Alone with You in my absolute presence” -Me
  27. What is that poster?
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