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  2. If you could think for yourself, you wouldn’t be concerned about this place potentially being a cult🤷🏻‍♀️ worrying about it, is just implicitly calling yourself weak 🙂 and other people too for that matter 🫠
  3. LOEE??? I made a game engine from scratch in C++ 15 years ago, i wrote ray tracing shaders and did all the quaternion math 💪 The Reason I said slay the spire can be built is because: it won't have a physics engine. Basically the whole game is one big UI 1 gameplay page (combat). That consists of a couple of characters and 2d animation that have easy to map fixed movements. It's offline and solo single player. It can be built entirely with browser tech outside of game engine complexity. Platform to launch: web + mobile + steam, within a simple browser game architecture.
  4. You look like Johnny Depp
  5. Namaskaram eskilonduyev Sorry it was a bit inappropriate I still autistmaxx Yes but that's what I think about male-female relationships.
  6. Begin to try a psychedelic
  7. Lol How did you feel
  8. I feel compelled to clarify key terms and codify them into my Signature English: Aesthetic (noun): the unified essence or philosophy of beauty; the Philosophy of philosophies or the Style of styles of beauty. Aesthetics (noun, plural): the philosophies, styles, or systems of beauty. Beautiful (adjective): the immediate manifestation of beauty as directly perceived or felt. Aesthetical (adjective): the qualifying term that marks something as related to or possessing beauty. I have planned to learn Korean and Japanese as a demonstration of my alignment with my visions and ambitions. So I will use these languages, in harmony with my Signature English to verbally capture my essence: 나는 보편적 미학(Aesthetic)과 미학들(Aesthetics), 실용 철학, 영성, 그리고 자기 역량 강화에 열정을 가지고 있습니다. Naneun bopbyeonjeok mihak (Aesthetic) gwa mihakdeul (Aesthetics), silyong cheolhak, yeongseong, geurigo jagi yeokryang ganghwae yeoljeongeul gajigo itseumnida. 私は普遍的美学(Aesthetic)と美学群(Aesthetics)、実践哲学、精神性、そして自己エンパワーメントに情熱を注いでいます。 Watashi wa fuhenteki bigaku (Aesthetic) to bigakugun (Aesthetics), jissen tetsugaku, seishinsei, soshite jiko enpawāmento ni jōnetsu o sosogiteimasu.
  9. If you have very few wishes maybe it’s possible😅
  10. But you guys don't know what you're doing
  11. I really need some outside perspective on something that’s been on my mind for a while. I have a 12-year-old cousin who I’m really worried about. His parents are divorced and even though he loves both of them a lot the situation between them affects him quite badly. He feels like his mom sometimes tries to make up for emotional stuff with money or gifts but what he actually needs is more emotional support and someone who really understands him. He loves his dad a lot too but his dad is very smart and puts a lot of focus on school results. My cousin is struggling in school and because of that he’s started to believe that his dad might stop loving him or think less of him if his grades don’t get better. One thing that really hurts him is that he feels like he’s always the one who has to call his dad. He says his dad almost never calls him first and that makes him feel kind of forgotten or unimportant. He also says he’s being bullied at school. People call him ugly fat and a lot of other mean stuff. The worst part is that it feels like he’s actually started believing it himself. His self-esteem is extremely low for a kid his age. Socially he has a hard time too. He struggles to make friends and sometimes says the wrong things without meaning to. He hasn’t been diagnosed with autism or anything but there are some signs that make people wonder. Even so he’s honestly one of the kindest kids I know. He really doesn’t like talking about feelings and gets upset or shuts down when the topic comes up so it’s hard to really understand what he’s going through. Something else I should add is that he seems very attached to me. He often says that I’m the person who understands him the most and doesn’t judge him and that he feels safe talking to me. Because of that he wants to spend a lot of time with me and tends to stick very close to me whenever we are together. Lately though what worries me the most is that he seems like he’s just giving up a bit. He talks like he doesn’t see a good future for himself anymore and he’s said things that make it sound like he thinks it would almost be better if he wasn’t here. It’s really hard to see someone that young feel that way. I guess what I’m asking is what can you actually do in a situation like this How do you help a kid who’s lost so much hope in himself and doesn’t really open up Any advice would mean a lot!
  12. That's not Leo Gura thats Geo Lura
  13. He said he uses life he dosent use God because the word God is to corrupt. People cannot get passed that they can do 'bad' thing. So if you change the word peoole can understand.
  14. Im building a game fully with AI right now, but the scope is realistic inside the limitations of AI. A game like slay the spire can be done with AI right now if you know what your doing. Im also from montreal
  15. Birth of body is appearance, death of body is disappearance , and so it seems that that which can appear can disappear, and vice versa. Disappearance and Appearance seem to differ, but neither can exist without the other. How or from where or why appearances and disappearances arise and fall is one of the most unanswerable mysteries that cannot be solved. That mystery is where human comprehension breaks down completely because the mystery is even a mystery to itself. .it’s like human comprehension hits an impasse or horizon that can never be crossed. But this is just my personal insight, it doesn’t mean that it’s true for others, it’s just true for me, the way I personally vision it as I imagine it. IT being this, and this being nothing other than this, because this is it. This is all there is that can be known.
  16. I heard the most similar is ketamine / dissociatives.
  17. My thought is that the deeper you go in sober state the deeper it can be once you take psychedelics, so it’s like backwards approach in compared to what you’re doing. A possibility.
  18. Main goal of every cult is getting money without work.Brainwashing and empty talk.So what belief actualized.org is selling. You are God and solipsism. Nah this is boring. I just feel sorry for people who fallen for it. I will just drink coffee ☕ and smoke a cigarette 🚬.Life is good.
  19. Any market that has to do with electonics is suffering from inflated prices due to shortages thanks to AI. Video game consoles are going to cost up to a stack now. What's crazy to me is why hasn't the bubble burst yet? I realized that AI ain't all that long ago and I can't be the only one. Definitely not worth the kind of money that is being dumped into it.
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  21. And also you can track back the evolution from classical music to jazz or modern music. Functional harmony is present in every song made. You could think jazz or modern harmony as made out of trying different plausible ideas that ended working good. Kind of trying different logics and see what happens.
  22. that's the only one or when I forgot to sleep while on cannabis & ritalin comedown ( a good decade ago ) I saw my chair becoming a monster wanting to eat me, first time I hallucinated that bad.
  23. I've also mild hallucination on coffee. ( a good one )
  24. What death you mean, body or ego? it gives this different meaning
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