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  2. I have never had my groceries delivered. What kind of pervert does that??
  3. This is common among those who are acute sensitives or schizophrenics and I have been around similar people in my life. What I wanna know is what did you do before this, how did this start, any drugs or substances, how does your diet and lifestyle look? What were you doing the last few weeks prior to this entity-experience and what or when do you think it began shortly after? This may be able to help narrow things down so I can help. There are many energies that feed of our light and power. It recently happened to a friend who took too much LSD and basically wanted to taste god-like powers so he was somewhat Hijacked in exchange for illusory powers, and going around claiming he was Jesus Christ... I guess he went against god or himself in some way by doing so. Took a few weeks to bring him back down to reality, he was seeing visions and all sorts of dark stuff, but around us this entity had no power. There's a lot of things we don't understand, especially in the modern day and age, there's a lot of shamans out there for these very cases. Who have been dealing and mastering this stuff and astral forces and energies for thousands of years, that if you aren't grounded enough and open yourself up too much, you can become hijacked too. Right now I would focus on grounding and less stimulation and opening up.
  4. Holy moly .. if you ask me stay away from psychedelics cause they intensify your symptoms, it's seems like you have schizophrenia.... Those jester like visions only come on deep meditation or while using psychedelics, if the dose was high It could last even for couple weeks , I know this because I went through it after doing a absurdly high dose of shrooms! And here I am after 6 years still couldn't figure out wtf happened that night !
  5. Anyone who wants to do this effectively needs to pursue a higher frequency or vibration in their internal energy. I mean like there's a reason dudes love a 10/10 woman. How do you entirely drop something that you actually are attracted to? If you are attracted to something in one dimension, you'll eventually consider the "positive" side on all dimensions. Don't get me wrong, I 100% support what you're saying. We should all increase our mindfullness and realize that we can drop the 1-10 standard and gain freedom! Only then can we live in the moment.
  6. Now back to the topic of corruption you corrupt devils: And the funny thing is we allow them to F**k us in the ass with this stuff because "Oh man it's so convinient to get my groceries delivered!"
  7. @Charlie Jensen What is your mental health situation? Do you have any mental disorders? Have you been checked for mental disorders? What is your age? What triggered this experience? Have you had any other spiritual experiences? Have you been doing any spiritual practices? Does you family have a history of spiritual experiences? All key questions.
  8. I actually think meditation and self enquiry can be really powerful when paired with a hardcore philosophical inquiry into God. The problem is no one does that .
  9. Not necessarily GPT .maybe Gemini or just some post on reddit . Whenever some member with 1 post and weird clear name and confident writing style (no "hi guys" bla bla ) is posting like this I'm 100% something isn't in its right place.
  10. I rate this post 7/10.
  11. Here’s an experiment for you. Just try it, see how it serves you. Drop all hierarchy. What does that mean? Simply put, in your language here, in your belief system, when you look out into the world, notice any attempts when you start to look at life through the lens of a hierarchy. Are you rating women 1-10? Drop it. Are you ranking world views? Drop it. Are you ranking people as conscious on some scale? Drop it. Any and all hierarchy, simple just drop it. Whatever you encounter allow yourself to just let it be as it is, unique, integral to all. You can not even like that thing… but don’t put it on any sort of hierarchy. Try this out as an experiment for a month and see how it affects your mind and what insights you have. I’m not saying do this forever either or that hierarchy is bad. Don’t force this and only try it if you actually are open minded to it and wish to accept this invitation.
  12. Say it in Americano 😂 "puuurverr"
  13. A experience on the "physicality is something you are imagining " Yesterday I woke up and realized I sleep over my hand and it was totally with no circulation. I was using my other hand to hold my rigth arm and it felt like I was holding the hand of a death body. Super Weird, scary.. with seconds I could move my hand and make blood circulate on it again and I regain the moving capacity to my hand again. Imagine to not feel your whole body the same way I could not feel my hand.
  14. I'm sure only teens do that . See when you are going through puberty you discover SEX. You become obsessed with attractive women and that's why they do that.
  15. Well ditto. I'm NOT gonna date a sex doll I'm gonna date a real human so obviously I'm not gonna be having sex nonstop and kicking her out of my bedroom after im done . If what I said implied this then sure that's either not what I meant or its wrong. It is not just "jerking off ". Its more complex than that . How much jerking off and what of kind of garbage you are wanking to ..also OP is one of those guys who has orgasm phobia and he hasn't yet surpassed this phase .
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  17. I watched the lady’s critique of psychology. To be honest from my point of view, while she makes so interesting points. To me, anyone who simply does not have at the heart of their world view spirituality,Tao and love will always be chasing their tail. Because how could they be doing anything else? Any other belief system would have you to believe you are a victim (not true) or there is something wrong with you / doubting your value (also untrue).
  18. You are a pervert if you reduce the desire to pursue relationship to just sex. If jerking off rids you of all desire of relationship then you should not be in relationship to begin with. You reduced pickup to a desire for sex. This is wrong. There are much deeper reasons to do pickup.
  19. No, not purpose. VISION! Contemplate: What is a visionary?
  20. I'm a pervert because I want sex ? Didn't you just said jerk off all you want ? And no ..jerk off addicts give up seeking a real partner .why would they seek a real relationship with a real person when they can just wank to endless pornography? That's exactly where I disagree with your advice to OP that he should not restrict himself from masturbation . Also masturbation is no biggie..Once you do it and feel satisfied you naturally start doing other stuff . But porn is proven to be abnormally addictive and unhealthy to the human brain.. dont worry I have a porn collection myself so I'm not judging or moralising but I think you are smarter than needing me to bash porn to know it's problematic aspects. Why not both ? If you fancy yourself as a guy who's very good with women then yeah it boosts your confidence and self esteem but most young men just want sex.
  21. This video is conformity.
  22. Acedemic philosophers get paid by how much they confuse you. The more they confuse you, the more you will depend on them for answers, creating a neverending career for themselves.
  23. Netanyahu deserves Gaslighter of the Year award.
  24. Haha, guilty as charged. But this is one you only know if you did it yourself before 😉
  25. I have done that many times already. I have travelled to places seen and felt the heartship deeply that comes to having a different skin colour. I went through the phase of "White guilt", apologising for my ancestors behaviour. Sorry I can't live the history that comes with that because I was not born with that skin colour, but I have tried my damnedest to deeply feel what affect the atrocities the colonisation had on the world. Don't make the mistake that only black/african people were affected by extortion and slavery. Asian people were also wronged in many ways. I live in a 3rd world country, that has history of oppression by Spaniards and the Americans before. I see it around me every day, how it affects the culture and the individuals. I challenge you not think in absolutes, one kind of thinking does not exclude the other. Pointing out a conformist way of thinking does not exclude the emotions that are associated with it.
  26. Checking YT comments under a video to decide what you think of it.
  27. I challenge you to think of it not as rule based conformist thinking, but a social courtesy based off legitimate grievances of an historically oppressed group of people.
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