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  2. A friend relayed to me that any of the Germanic countries are seriously worth looking into for a plethora of reasons. The Netherlands has some sort of relation with the US that makes moving there seamless if you start your own business.
  3. I wish it happened more. Consider yourself lucky. You get free trips. Two for the price of one.
  4. Shieeet, I wont deny this lol
  5. So many it is heartbreaking. People just don't know how to behave themselves online. It hurts me every time I am forced to ban someone. I don't want to ban anyone. But they leave me no choice.
  6. @Leo Gura how many people did you ban from the forum since you made it? Just curious 😆
  7. Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #71 Today, I have a doctors appointment in Hartford at 9:45am. It takes 20 minutes to get there which means I should be leaving by 9:00am but I have to meditate and shower first, which means I need to get to it.. I didn't like the format of yesterdays journal so I went back to this format. 1.11.26 Morning routine goals: Wake up at 7:30am: 1 Make bed: 1 Journal: 72 Brush teeth streak: 74 Floss streak: 10 Shower streak: 45 Meditation streak: 1 Affirmations / Visualizations streak: Hitting on women visualization: 1 "I love having sex with lots of women" affirmation: 1 "I see funniness everywhere" affirmation: 1 "I am independent of the good or bad opinions of others" affirmation: 1 Free Talk exercise (Say anything that comes to your mind): 1 Night time routine goals: Brush teeth streak: 1 Wash face streak: 1 No electronics before bed streak: 1 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 1 No ejaculation streak: 1 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 0 No alcohol streak: 73 No smoking weed streak: 28
  8. Even so, it's too heavy. She's not just gonna forget that as mere dirty talk. You can't do that kind of crazy intimacy and then expect to just be friends. FWB means less intimacy. That is the tradeoff. You are too greedy, you want the crazy intimacy but none of the commitment and responsibility that comes with it.
  9. Embrace the randomness
  10. Today
  11. This is a hairy one. I would go black knight under the black bishop. Then push black H pawn up as far as possible to break open white king's pawns. Hard to calculate beyond that but I would risk it. Something should work.
  12. Of course, you're working with limited tools. Words only without any body language, eye contact etc
  13. Just burn the craving. Spend 3 hs cobsuming trash but then do something productive
  14. I hear you, but keep in mind that this is in the context of us having sex. I wasnt talking about having babies with these women in normal conversation, just when dirty talking. Things like: "You love how daddy fucks you, huh? I bet you're craving to feel daddy's warm cum dripping out of you, don't you baby." "Yes daddy, I want it!" "You want to have daddy's babies don't you. Say it!" "I want your babies, daddy!! I do!!" "What a good little slut you are." Etc etc Obviously I wouldn't be out having coffee with them and then talking about our future and children and all that. Context matters here.
  15. Other than the negative physical effects of alcohol and how it personally turns me into an insufferable idiot, I would say that there is some spiritual dimension to it. The thing I take most from it is the dreamlike quality of the experience when sufficiently intoxicated. Whatever it does it removes some of that rational veil to how we perceive reality, and in some sense we can experience things a little more "as they are". We are living in a dream all the time.
  16. Oh and if you just wind up watching the Tube on your computer, then get Cold Turkey website blocker. It blocks certain sites and makes it impossible to unlock the setting while a "work-block" is active. But that's if you really need it (it's like $40).
  17. Jesus! Def don't do that for FWB arrangements. If you talk about babies with her she will expect you to put a ring on it. Lol. That's only reasonable. You fucked up there. Set clear expectations from day one. Don't pull surprise plot twists on her. Don't over-promise stuff. Don't love-bomb and such. Play it chill. FWB require very chill and sporadic.
  18. First, get a phone lockbox (temporary fix). Lock it away and then ask this question to yourself: What payoff do you get from watching YT? Wait for a genuine answer. Then, let go of it (root-cause fix). That gets rid of the belief---that for some reason you need to consume YouTube compulsively---at the root. Hope this helps~
  19. I would say focus on improving your material situation. You are too young to be worrying about Awakening. You have time. I didn't start meditating till like 27. And that was shit meditation worth nothing.
  20. Let me take your title and put a spin on it (tell me what your gut instinct advice for me would be): I'm 27 and haven't had sex. Should I lift weights? What would you tell me? "DUDE, GO MEET SOME GIRLS!!!!!!" For you, make money and get a girlfriend. Clearly you want those things. Then if you have time AFTER, meditate/do yoga. Easy.
  21. Very similar to Jaimungal. Ontology, epistemology, limits of science and rationality, God. They want to understand what Truth is. Well, sorta. I already discussed Truth with them a bit and they were intrigued but also don't see the significance of it.
  22. It's because you did not see having a relationship with those girls from the start I guess ? Friends with benefits is basically the friend zone for females
  23. Dude, don't freak them out. They need calm rational things, not a blast into cosmic horror.
  24. Q: What is your goal in this podcast episode? Will it be like Curt Jaimungal, or a different flavor? As a nerdy ex-scientist I support this. Letter rip!
  25. When I free time I always tend to watch entertainment content on youtube. Like when I want to do something productive (read book, in example), I just find myself watching youtube and then I have no time to read a book. Any advice, please. Thank you so much guys. Appreciate it
  26. These days only Vit D and A. A is good for eyes. D is good cause I don't get a lot of outdoor sun.
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