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  2. I purposely didn't touch on many of the other factors you present here - I ran out of time I think the rise of technology that enables us to live isolated, insular existences amplifies many of these issues. It has amplified male - and societies - loneliness.

  3. Starving Patriarchy

    Xonas Pitfall replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    I actually found the YouTube channel Leo shared on the blog post really insightful for these topics. It covers topics like the development of societies, politics, government, and how patriarchy emerged in a very clear and helpful manner. Obviously, it’s important to take all of this with a grain of salt and keep a healthy sense of skepticism, but it seems fairly objective compared to a lot of other sources. In case someone has not seen it: https://www.youtube.com/@WHATISPOLITICS69/videos
  4. Mens emotional needs are created by women. Something weird thats happening is we are supposed patriarchal society but we are being raised to be matriarchal. Emotions and validating them are matriarch. The patriarch, men don't inherently have these. These are created by woman in the baby boy. Then the baby boy become a slave to it. Then he's told to be a man. Well you cant. Unless you abandon your programming by the matriarch. Men are getting so mentally fucked its not even funny. We cant be men because a man says fuck your emotions. We cant say fuck your emotions because of the pressure put on us by the matriarch to have them and feel them. There are non its made up bs programming Woman run around screaming the patriarchy the patriarchy when its not even here anymore. They actually don't even understand what it means to be in a patriarch. If the patriarch was here I could tell the woman to shut the fuck up i dont play your emotional thinking games and she would have to listen. I cant do that because we are actually in a matriarch and then being gaslit into thinking we are in patriarch by feminists. The feminists are telling us how to move now via their silencing abilities. The patriarch has lost all ability to silence someone meanwhile the matriarch is doing it as a full time job. Instead of the patriarch telling the woman to shut up now the woman the matriarch is telling the men to shut up and we have to listen. All the while we are gaslit that the patriarch exists. This is severe and abusive malicious manipulation. They turn into what they are fighting in a way.
  5. Seemingly the same problems as The Diary of a CEO. The presenter is essentially hired to do a job and the larger company makes the script. So anything you see is predetermined and rehearsed and any interest is ad hoc and surface level at best.
  6. Today
  7. I said this before in another thread that men don't want to have sex unless they are in love. After I break up with my first gf I had sex with 3 or so woman and I couldn't cum. I didnt feel attachment. When you don't feel attachment your body is like I don't even want to do this. Its not a problem. If you hang out more you can get boner. I don't think its about being relaxed or stressed its just you dont actually want to do it.

  8. Most intense 5meo experience I’ve ever had

    Hojo replied to Holymoly's topic in Psychedelics

    Its over you purged it. If it comes again you will be ready. Sounds like you had panic attack. Panic attack are very consuming it will cause you body to move as you are trying to grip reality.

  9. Mastering Stage Orange

    CARDOZZO replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I'm not active very often on the forum. Hope you're all good ❤️
  10. It's the "crux". one mistake and the result is better described as falling off a mountain close to the summit.

  11. Mastering Stage Orange

    CARDOZZO replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Stage testosterone 😂😂
  12. Yesterday

  13. I’m the ONLY one?

    Carl-Richard replied to Rhythmic Entity's topic in Intellectual Stuff: Philosophy, Science, Technology

    Bro are you ok?

  14. What's going on with that woman

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to OBEler's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    @OBEler My immediate read is she is super self conscious and timid. She has that deer-in-the-headlights look of someone who isn't used to speaking or performing in from of the camera. Her movements seem really jarring and pre-thought. Not natural. I think what is being transmitted is an intense awareness she is being 'perceived' which is blocking any natural flow and genuine interest in the whole ordeal. Essentially, perhaps you are picking up on her energy being so fixed on how she is seen - there is no attention and energy going toward what is actually being shown to her. She is so busy worrying about herself there is no room to transmit interest. I dunno, I could be totally wrong - what do you think? Women are hard to read >.< Sometimes there is a lot of agreeableness in them, inhibiting authentic expression because we strive so hard for harmony.
  15. Very high quality documentary about the insane corruption of Trump and his cronies' crypto grifts.

  16. Starving Patriarchy

    integral replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    I don't know this doesn't seem coherent to me? Let's try not to go overboard

  17. Young boy found the red pill

    Optimized Life replied to Optimized Life's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Young boy found the weed they told him its harmless, sad thing he listened now he skipping classes Another smoke, drink his life passes, ease the anxiety another fog passes, lost in a cloud of haze he need glasses
  18. Young boy found the red pill Young boy wanted love but he found the red pill Young boy wanted a father figure but he found john Anthony, go figure, now young boy triggered Young boy idealise these rappers, hit the gym get big young boyy deranged psycho-sepsis psycho somatic, cultures traumatic Young boy wanna sing, dance, young boy wanted love but he he conflicted, Young boy cosmopolitan but he blame immigrants, heart twisted Young boy full of pain but he confused, he conflicted Young boy wanted love but he chasing hoes, hoes and the drugs and the image, hit the gym 50cent big man big shit, Young boy act hard but he sweet hearted, but his mind and heart long parted, young boy scarred he severed he feels discarded Young boy creative but he surviving, working day and night past 9 to 5ing, no time to follow his heart just surviving, chasing the $ young boy depriving striving Young genius in disguise, buried in survival
  19. Getting ready to release his vaginal supplement line, all part of the plan.
  20. Does Will manifest in any other way? What if he didn't need a reason as his existence is meaningless? Or what if the reason was he has nothing better to do with infinity other than to construct stuff for his own amusement since its only him for forever? What if he chose oblivion instead and we weren't able to have this conversation? What if it doesn't need to understand or do anything and just needs to remember? What if you need to turn understanding into overstanding? What if you grasp it when you want too and not a moment before? Are you really made of flesh and bone? Why does experience need to be made out of anything if you can have the experience of experience being made out of things? What if the raw material was imagination and nothing else? What if he was doing precisely that in this instant but also left it open so he could be "tricked" into waking up to who he is?
  21. I would say, I am an introvert, this means I enjoy spending time alone. Besides being introverted, I do challenge myself probably more than any introvert to go out and meet people and honestly, I don't know why extroverted people enjoy talking so much. I talk and talk and talk, I run out of energy and then I would like to either go deeper, talking about deeper stuff then "look at what that guy is wearing, he looks like superman" or some random ass conversation that leads nowhere. Not only that, I feel I am wasting energy as somehow I have found that people rarely contribute energy to a conversation, maybe it's just me, but I rarely speak to people who actively contribute energy to the conversation. It's all my energy down the drain, basically a quick way to lose energy, that is why when I decide to socialise, I take breaks in between, because I need to gain back energy and reciprocate when no one reciprocates back. That doesn't MEAN that I never have fun conversations or that there is not allot of fun to be had, surely it's funny to socialise, but also it's not really fulfilling to me, I really do it mainly for the skillset, for becoming more charismatic and to learn, then for the enjoyment of it. Also, it might be that people are more antisocial than ever, always on their phone in the club or wherever, which makes people lack basic empathy and connection, just some empty-headed chicken I am talking to, so even when I seek depth it probably isn't even there. People just use you and take from you if they can, I feel that in a more conscious society we would have more empathy and in fact I would say that during covid we have gone downwards, maybe the vaccine has activated the demon lord hahaha. The isolation let to people no longer know how to connect or something, a viral post is more important then human decency, if someone would get into a fight no one would help everyone would film and post on tiktok. Anyways enough ranting for today, I am still glad I go out there as I learn allot and now and then I meet amazing people so it is great to see that there are some rare diamonds out there. Deeper fulfillment for me is found alone not with random strangers, I rather spend a day in nature or on the beach then socialising in a club or anywhere else. Don't know where this rant is going, but I guess it's better to express yourself then to depress yourself. Enough yapping for today.
  22. @Natasha Tori Maru you as a woman can probably read her signs better. Is she kind of bored or just afraid that one day everyone sees she has zero interest in all this and feels uncomfortable but needs to pretend always that this is interesting.
  23. Its the opposite. Consciousness is projecting outward so it can view the corruption from that vantage point so it can correctly identify and mend the malformed dialectics that lead to the corruption. Its all pattern and energy caught in a bad trip and thats working itself out in the here and now so a new and better trip can emerge. Man might not survive the process and thats no big deal to me. The one and only God. God is the projector, the screen and the content. There's no way to explain it, it can only be experienced.
  24. If God were doing that this instant he must have devised a way to trick himself from understanding that this is what he's actively doing.
  25. Wouldn't the 'act of wanting' itself be something that God must construct? How does God utilize 'wanting' to construct prior to construction of 'wanting'? As all of form a degree of labels? Can all of form be done away with & still the universe to understand itself? Is understanding itself a form which disrupts universe from grasping its nature? Flesh & bone? What is flesh & bone made out of? Being? Perception? Experience? What is experience made out of? What is the material of which comprises perception?
  26. What if God was already is doing that?
  27. What if its the only thing in existence and therefore doesn't need a label but we assign it one anyway so the universe can understand what it is in the true absence of labels? What if God constructs the table by wanting a table to construct? What if its the same thing you're made out of?
  28. What if man, All of Life, & corruption, are all forms being held this very instant in holographic projection within consciousness ? Where does the form come from? What is the projector? How is the form witnessed?? What exactly is it that does the witnessing?? What would the witness be without any projected form to see? Does any projected form change the true nature of the witness?
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