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Inliytened1 replied to Leo Gura's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
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@Natasha Tori Maru Fair, fair. And I respect that boundary. She is right there is a lot of challenging people here sometimes. They also tend to be loud and opinionated. I am that way at times and in the past. The worst is when people make bad faith arguments, get triggered, attack, smear, distract, avoid, have big ego, etc. But, people really are only as mature, educated and conscious as they are. I know a lot of people here simply can’t do better than they do. They are more undeveloped than they think which is largely due to their low development… catch 22.
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Thanks for having me! It was fun to talk to another person who knows actualized.org teachings for the first time.
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Yep I'm sort of like this too! I can't smell from birth, auditory and visual stimuli have also had an extremely strong accent for me. Meditation is good enough for me.
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Thought Art replied to Majed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Majed No, those are stories man -
@Leo Gura I was thinking from reading something someone said recently that maybe weasel is better than Rat for scientists. They are weaselling not ratting, can you feel it?
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Imagine a place where time doesnt exist but clocks are still functioning normally.
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integration journey replied to Leo Gura's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
I can’t wait to meet some aliens and gtfo out of earth. It’s expensive here and survival is brutal. I hope there is no rude awakening with how aliens live. -
I kind of came to that thought just now that I fear connecting with other people sometimes and that there is somewhat of a artificial and intense block to the natural flow of love and meeting people. There is a girl that I really like but I kind of fear a bunch of things. Like getting myself into something I havent thought through, hurting her feelings etc. Fears: Fear of rejection Fear of responsibility (of her feelings) Fear of getting into something I cant easily get out I need to think something through to a degree that I feel comfortable with that person. For example if I feel like they are attractive enough and have good character I can kind of let go of control and enter some kind of chaotic sort of love. But that limits me so much as well. Oh and I forgot, in my old theatre club I managed to create feelings so fast from other people that I really started to take myself back.
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to Leo Gura's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Flood the zone with shit. Misinformation, disinformation. Obscure it all. -
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Talinn replied to QandC's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah I've wanted to live and die so badly my heart physically hurts from my non existence, the way reality blends together and the way everything drips beauty. The soul's a tense wire that's going to snap under the strain of pleasantness. I used to listen to music, now I have to create it to not be annoyed. I'm playing the harp. I don't even take psychedelics, if I did I'd be doubly screwed . You find a way to live in whatever the fuck universe we live in. -
EdgeGod900 replied to Leo Gura's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Whwn he said, "You've devolved," that shit was funny--first off-- and it reminded me of when he said "You've lost it," to Connor Murphy, and Connor just started laughing. -
It is noticed for sure Same for me (regarding conduct). We all misbehave. Human nature. Grace is in how we reconcile. And I can see how this whole thread appears to run counter to reconsiliation. I think it is simply Emerald asserting a boundary for what she will/won't tolerate. Leaving the forum is the boundary.
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Willy Phallicus replied to AtmanIsBrahman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Im doing way better than that. Im not just calling you an asshole, I am telling you why you are being an asshole. Big difference. Ive had this convo with a million jesus and atheist assholes who can't handle any rational criticism of their faith. Literally the same argument every time with some of the furniture rearranged. Im dogma free and you have this dogma that being dogma free is being dogmatic somehow and the proof you're correct is how strongly you can cling to that dogma. Youre going to tell me that a specific word or set of words or framing of words and what they could potentially conjure prevents or otherwise prohibits the resolution of the paradox (if not lead you into a demonic cult which is ironically antisolipsistic behavior) and Im going to be forced to remind you thats the case for every word or words because gnosis isn't imparted to you on account of how fluent you are in the english language. What you have is a basic understanding of the lesser mysteries. Not Truth. The end of language is where real creative gnosis starts. Where other ends is where you begin. The Truth is on the inside where I can never find it because thats not where my gaze is centered but I must keep looking for the Lost Keys yadda yadda - but one thing I can briefly observe is that there is no one and nothing to see when I enter the kingdom within as I am being called to do. Just dont call that solipsism or the satan that doesnt exist apart from you is going to start hiding under your bed at night and whisper dark thoughts to you after he transmutes Leo into his final form and becomes Dorian Gray. And Im the religious nut job out of the two of us. Just lol. -
@Natasha Tori Maru Well thank you! I don’t have perfect conduct here on the forum but I generally try to be good faith.
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I read your replies. Enjoyed them! I think you had a nuanced point that overlapped with Emeralds cohesively. There was a lot going on in that thread, and I suspect it was just a capacity/distraction issue that your arguements weren't addressed. I didn't see you engage with any dishonest argument tactics. This was the crux of Emeralds issue. Not losing or winning. The manner and conduct of engagement was the friction element. I have always read you as having an honest character in that way.
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You had to, though. I am trying to illustrate how miscommunication is happening. I just expressed a feeling, you don't need to defend. I never claimed it was your fault or you were responsible.
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Carl-Richard replied to AtmanIsBrahman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah. Did you think anything different? You have a way of argumentation I call "assertion, no explanation". -
@Natasha Tori Maru Okay, good. I just felt ignored and then she made the claim about men here… and she’s even leaving from the men here. I am not convinced she even demonized Leo here… There was nuance in that thread. It takes time for people to digest ideas too. We can’t look for instant agreement here. @Talinn Fair, ill change it to queen. Emerald does deserve respect, I agree. We all do. But, a label is one thing. I don’t really care, what matters here to me is not bowing. There was plenty of nuance in that thread. Of course, lots of shit too. This is the internet. I DO wish there was more female voices here.
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It is always interesting to view these discussions from a tier 2 development standpoint
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You also didn't ask what I meant and you assumed that I assumed something. And you also assumed that my words are something to get sad over and then you got sad by them. But please clarify by what you meant if you feel like my response implies a misunderstanding.
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Willy Phallicus replied to AtmanIsBrahman's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Okay. Be nice if you gave everyone else the same entitlement you're fine with claiming. Its not like anyone owns the trademark on Truth. The Truth is what it is regardless of how how the believers or skeptics regard it. If anyone gets conscripted into a demonic semen drinking cult then thats on them. There's no nice way to say it. I can tell you that you are God. If you get a little glimpse and proceed to run out the door and start telling everyone to start bowing down to you and to keep you in a life of obscene luxury and young virgins then its not the message or the information that failed, its most definitely you. The sooner we can acknowledge the obvious the quicker we can back to the main point of how you refuse to acknowledge the stupidly obvious. -
Do @Joseph Maynor next please
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I'm not one to sit on a toxic rotary table forever , but claiming Emerald was upset that she couldn't be "king of the thread' is extra odd phrasing for a person who took explicit pride in being a woman ...
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@Thought Art Careful not to strawman what i said. God didn't tell us to be fools either.
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