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  2. Might be that. also, does fear of death relate to spirituality? so many regular people that know nothing about spirituality struggle with that. it's a psychological state.
  3. That's pretty cool, like you're being reset/refreshed in the middle of the day.
  4. Have you heard of anxiety? Even someone who hasn’t dealt with anxiety in years, I can still remember how bad it is.
  5. Not necessarily liked but find the most important and meaningful: Integrity and Truth. Without these, we spind around like unconscious apes, going nowhere.
  6. Also, why would you be attached to spending your life in a certain way? why would you say "why did i waste my life"? who cares? why have that standard and want life to be a certain way?
  7. Iirc, you didn't try psychedelics nor started consistent spiritual practice. So you having no fear of death might just be ignorance and lack of experience. Also, if you have any aversion whatsoever(which you have), that is a subtle fear of death speaking.
  8. Cool story bro .
  9. Seems you follow well. Waking up means, I have a body and am not a body. Body is good tool. I use it well or not. Your will be done, not mine O God. Pain is the message, more work needs doing. I still wrongly identified. Only body feels pain. Not me.
  10. @Miguel1 I appreciate your response, man. Before I answer your question, I doubt she will try to accuse me of anything considering her situation. She's clearly afraid of getting involved with the police in any way and if she were to try to frame me for anything, I have a shit ton of pictures of us and messages that clearly illustrate that she was an active participant in everything and, in some instances, also the primary initiator. Plus she was literally begging me to go back to her hotel room after the police visit, so yeah. Now, your question: Yeah, i definitely could have. The moment she opened up about her parents, I should have dug deeper. She revealed that to me on our first meet after I got her number. I wouldn't say that it was a reason for me to drop her completely, but definitely a sign that I need to take a step back and start interrogating her situation further, but I responded with massive empathy for her instead. Having that said, though, when I saw her on Friday -- the day before I made the main post -- she revealed the rest of the info, so I should have been thinking about bailing immediately after. Full honesty though, she was so pretty and I was on like 14 days of nofap so I wasn't thinking very clearly, which is still not a valid excuse my recklessly bonding with her further. Natasha's question was very insightful, though. I forwarded my answer to chatgpt and gemini and got those AI systems to identify any unhealthy paradigms, frames and behaviours by reading between the lines of what was stated and basing their findings on psychological literature and healthy dating theory etc. Then I had each AI cross examine the other's answers until I got a full and very accurate breakdown of my ways and how they might be pushing my perfect relationship away. Finally, I had them craft an action plan for me in order to tackle these problems head on. This experience might just be the beginning of a much more elevated chapter in my life.
  11. very difficult to constantly practice . for example consider openmindedness open mindedness is nice and cool. but it has a lot of consequences. like you will have a constant shattering of your world views. you dont know whats right. you will waste time on ideas that are full of shit. you will have to face things that are against things which you are ego invested.
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  13. My List of Fields of Self-Help

    Ramanujan replied to AtmanIsBrahman's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    jack of all trades , master of one

  14. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    BlessedLion replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    hollyyy fuccccckkkk the craziest thing is to realize that even this forum chat, the text on it, the "different users", even the wifi, and every pixel and light on my screen is all that same imagination. And that all its made out of is consciousness! It's so fucking precise and consistent it's so delisously devious!

  15. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    BlessedLion replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    So what is your take on Free Will versus Gods Perfection, because if i eat the poison and use my mind in a foolish way, is that outside of God Perfection? Or if i become more intelligent and use my mind to become a Master of martial arts for example, is that outside of Gods Perfection and something that i manifested? Does Gods Perfection hold the possibilities of me both being an idiot or a master and it's up to me which one to pursue?
  16. Cept when we're young we typically say, let's just dance and be merry for death and doom is eons away. Plenty of time to buy insurance. The purpose of life I would say is to die before you die rather than stare death in the face and shakingly say, where is your sting? The grandiosity of youth.
  17. You seem to be implying some mystical state as the goal ?

  18. Inception 2.0

    Inception replied to Inception's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I’m full of it. Crocodile tears. I’m so selfish.
  19. Then get into situation that you meet sufficient amount of attractive (for you) woman. Like you don't need to go around approaching 20 woman if you do not like 18 of them. Just approach the two you like. It's simple.
  20. There are actually some similarities between what you're saying and what Jim Newman says. But what specifically do you find people objecting to in that paragraph you wrote ? (I'm not quite sure I understand your objections to no self though. It seems to link up nicely with solipsism also,)
  21. This is ideal. But you don’t understand how bad it is for some guys starting out. Have empathy for them, at least they are trying. For guys that are struggling heavily, it can be impossible to practice on girls they find attractive as first step. Later on, of course they should do that. I see not much harm created if you practice approaching and initial stage of conversation with a non attractive girl, and even taking their phone number. If you take them on multiple dates, then there’s too much harm, yes.
  22. Same same same omg it’s so fun when someone speaks a shared opinion And it’s the people who think death is “forever nothing” that are afraid ummmmmmm the idea of forced reincarnating over and over is wayyyyyy worse . People got it backwards
  23. I was thinking of 'nothingness' as being just another word for infinite shapeshifter. Somehow it doesn't feel negative to me. There's beauty to it. When Leo says, ur imagining all of this right now, how do you interpret that ?
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  25. @Wilhelm44 I wrote this in the psychedelics forum. Imo is a good description In my opinion, the goal of a psychedelic trip is the opening of your energetic structure, the breaking of the blockage in which every human lives. The goal is total openness, and when it happens, there are no intellectual deductions like knowing that you are God, that you create reality, that you do it for certain reasons, but rather, at a given moment, you are total. Contraction within you is zero, nothing limits you, not the idea of God, not love, nothing. Total. In that state, your body vibrates and the hair on your head seems to be receiving an electric shock, the eyes of your mind are open 360 degrees, and there is only one thing you can know: you are. And what does being imply: Everything. There is nothing more to know; you are absolutely omniscient, since you know absolutely everything: you are. There is nothing more to know, since that is everything. The joy that floods you is absolutely perfect; all the twisted filaments of your psyche are absolutely straight, like lines of escape to infinity. Your brain is functioning at full capacity, shinning , but its content is completely unstructured. You are, period. And nothing, absolutely nothing, can be added to this. This is everything, and it is paradise, nirvana, the holy grail, the jack pot. Not even your wildest dreams or most unrestrained imagination can come close. It is total.
  26. It’s actually the opposite, my whole childhood has been traumatic, same for late teenage and early adulthood. I’m not talking about fear of death from that angle. Even though people that have a good life are the ones that’ll actually experience greater attachment to what they have and fear losing it.
  27. The appearance of things are possibilities that are possible happening. Don't you see the mistake in calling them "nothingness" or "appearances" when those concepts are ideas that appears in the comparative mind? Adjectives, valorations. You can open yourself to your total nature, but describing the reality as unreal and saying that this is enlightenment is absolute nonsense.
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