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If I was truly confident in my self expression I think I would wear this:
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According to psychology femininity is defined as a set of gender typed traits, behaviors and preferences that tend to be statistically more common in women, but which both sexes can possess. Models such as BSRI, big five personality traits, and evolutionary psychology are used for this. And according to anthropology, it's what culture teaches a woman to be. Socially and culturally defined behaviors, norms, roles, and aesthetics associated with women. Not one empirical discipline defines femininity the way that she did, that's what I am saying.
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Yeah most young artists suck. You're ULTRA deluded.
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Just found the term "anti-narcissm". A narcissist who puts tons of effort into not being perceived as a narcissist. Is it the devils gaslighting to not face their devilish ways or is it legit? I could be guilty of that to a certain degree, certainly the want to be invisible is sometimes there.
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Agree to disagree, I'll just present an alternative viewpoint. This on its own is myopic. Sure, going by straight molar mass freebase is 17% more potent and therefore cost-effective. But what about loss during vaping? It decreases with refined technique and better equipment, but present nonetheless. A person just starting out is guaranteed to waste a bunch. There's degradation too, even though 5MD isn't nearly as bad as N,N-DMT in this aspect, it's still a factor, while any salt will outlive you with half-decent storage. And when making it available for rectal, especially with a kitchen tier tek like vinegar, you simply cannot guarantee that every molecule of 5MD will bond to an acetic acid one, so some are left out. 'Dissolve' isn't even the right term here unless you massively oversimplify. You are forming 5MD acetate, which then becomes water soluble, but with a bunch of excess acid, hence the sting. Converting from salt to freebase is both less technically involved, and far more forgiving if done lousily. Lastly, salts tend to carry less impurities. You won't see this on a regular NMR, something more detailed like LCMS + GC is required. In the end, why not get half-half of each, or whatever other ratio you think will suit your use. Works both ways, if you want the option to vape, you also want the option to IM/IV. It ain't 'every use case' when 2/4 of potential ROAs are left out. What's even the reason to 'suck it up' when you're about to enter a powerful trip, besides saving a few bucks and acting tough? You want as few distractions as possible. Similarly you wouldn't want to taste Salvia's awful harshness right before getting blasted into insanity consciousness.
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Thought Art replied to enchanted's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
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Leo can you do a topic about Marriage.
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I play guitar since I was young I felt the same way but you just keep picking it up over time and you will be able to play and get good. If you dont want to play it anymore dont and leave it alone you wont forget anything you learned. Its good for you not anyone else its not someone elses life purpose. Your life purpose dosent have to make you famous just kill some time with what you want to do.
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The room feels hallow without you. By you, I mean the self that feels rejected.
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Hojo replied to pursuitofspirit's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@AerisVahnEpheliaI watched a bashar video and he said they dont come because when we feel their physical body our body feels like its dying and we freak out. I personally feel like if you and an alien were to look into each others eyes you would feel all the light get pulled out of your eyes and go into the aliens. Like they have black hole eyes. You would lose track of where your body is and freak out. -
You’d think there would be more successful artist on here too
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I like this style a lot even though its a bit fake. I had a bit of a wild pony once which went in this direction but it was more natural. Pink and orange glasses are cool.
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Jowblob replied to TheSelf's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Are you able to work after reaching this state of consciousness, or do you even have a job? When i quitted my job a while ago, i realised how it was one of the biggest limits that limited my expression and consciousness like it was made that way by god. Also how far do you think you are from a consciousness state where you dont have to work anymore to sustain yourself, meaning for example if you had 0 money in the bank but you still had to pay bills like electricity/water to be able to live in your house , where money would come from? I see only 1 consciousness state where you would be able to manifest or perhaps even transform metals or other things into gold etc. How far do you think you are from this state? -
is existence, infinite. Unnamable, death of entire existence, infinite .
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Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #20 I have hit a point where my internal motivation has really hit a wall. I've stopped caring about sticking to these habits. This is frustrating, but I understand that it is all part of the process. Yesterday, my alarm went off at 7:30 and I stayed in bed for another hour. When I woke up, I didn't have enough time to workout or meditate. Luckily, I did find time to do the funniness affirmations so that streak is still going. When I got home, I smoked weed again with my roommate, I allowed myself to watch some of the "pro" dance routines from our last event on my phone as I'm laying there trying to go to sleep, and I didn't finish the "I have an abundance of sex" affirmation. When I get high, my mind becomes an infinite imagination loop and I find it very difficult to push the "I- thought" back down to the heart. Now, on the bright side, I am sticking to my no porn or ejaculation streak (20 days), which is really impressive and has a very positive impact on my life. I've also eaten 150 g of protein for 19 days straight, that is quite an accomplishment, and I can see the results in the mirror, I am noticeably more ripped and its only been 3 weeks... Imagine what I will look like by week 20... week 50... and so on. I am also very frustrated with how far I have to go to make my dreams come true. That is the issue with being honest about "current reality" and the "desired result," you have to become aware of how far it is that you have to go to get what you want.. that is hard. The biggest thing that I want right now is to just be able to authentically express my appreciation and love for the feminine creatures of this Earth. This is all I want really, and it starts with putting myself out there and talking to them, telling them how beautiful they are. On a more positive note, I have successfully infiltrated a world filled with beautiful women, which is through the dance studio. There are gorgeous women everywhere I look and I get to dance them. One thing that does make me special is that I LOVE women, I really do, I absolutely adore them... Which makes it frustrating that I don't have a girl of my own that I can share vulnerabilities with. Now I KNOW that I will get out of this hole and get laid and then get a girlfriend, I just don't have it yet, but I am going to figure this out, no matter what.. Another highlights is that I am significantly more focused while at work and I am in a significantly better mood, which makes my lessons go better, I think this happens because I am more organized in my life and I feel like I am finally being honest about my life and my goals, which frees up so much gunk in my head and allows me to be fully present while I'm with my students. I really do have the most amazing job in the world. The only thing that is holding me back is this girl situation, I HAVE to start approaching women and dealing with this. There is no way around it, I have to put myself out there and move through this. Otherwise, I will ALWAYS be frustrated. The suffering will never get any easier unless I tackle this problem head on. I am going to go to Boston on Saturday and attempt to hit on girls again. I will find a parking lot that is a lot cheaper and my plan is to ask 10 beautiful women where the Prudential Center is. Then by that time, I should feel warm enough to be able to hit on girl that I find attractive. Try to make this like a game that is fun. I also have to watch my finances and I will bring a bagged lunch so that I don't have to buy anything when I'm out there. Lets fucking go dude. You can do this! I believe in you! The farther along on the habits and disciplines journey that you go, the easier being uncomfortable will get for you. You know what is really frustrating... I find myself really hating my dance partner.. and you know why... its because I find her beautiful and gorgeous and funny and perfect and I want to express that to her. The issue is that I don't know how and I also don't want to complicate things, and also she used to date my co worker and friend. Lots of complicated things in terms of that. I feel like the solution to this frustration is to hit on other women because how could I express my appreciation and sexual interest towards her if I can't do it to random women on the street. It all stems from fear. I just haven't had the courage to put myself out there and risk being awkward and getting rejected. This is ALL that I want in life, I just want to reach a point where I am comfortable cold approaching women and facing rejection. And you know what... A lot of the things that I've gone through over the past 2 years has made me prepared for this right here... I have performed over 50 solos in front of an audience, I have danced 500+ "entries" in front of people, I have competed at a Dance O Rama, I had a girlfriend who I had sex with. I've hooked up with my roommate. I've asked and danced with 1,000+ women. I see myself getting more attention from women. I am much more comfortable in my own skin. I have gone on streaks with no porn and no ejaculation for 30+ days on multiple occasions, I almost pulled a REALLY hot girl back from the club, (but I was so nervous that I put the address wrong into my phone and then she said she was too tired lol.) I am being honest about my desires. Keep being honest. Keep pushing for what you want and all of your dreams will come true. Remember, the journey is the fun part. Once you get everything that you want, now what? This is what makes this part of your life exciting is that you can work on yourself from the ground up. You can create and turn yourself into whatever you choose... And NOTHING is stopping you from doing that. So be clear as to what you want. Be very fucking clear. And don't be swayed by emotional states. Continue down your path, sticking to your habits, to your beliefs. BE YOURSELF. BE YOURSELF AND KNOW THAT THATS GOOD ENOUGH. BE SECURE WITH YOURSELF. 11.20.25 Morning routine goals: Wake up at 7:30 am streak: 0 Brush teeth streak: 20 Floss streak: 20 Shower streak: 3 Meditation streak: 0 Push ups / pull ups streak: 0 Funniness affirmations streak: 18 Night time routine goals: Sexual abundance affirmation: 0 Brush teeth streak: 10 Wash face streak: 10 No electronics before bed streak: 0 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 20 No ejaculation streak: 20 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 19 No alcohol streak: 18 No weed streak: 0 Weekly Goals: Weight lift 3 days a week streak: 1 Chest: Done Legs: Back: Number of women "cold approached" so far: 0
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Idk about you but when I first heard Emerald's descriptions of femininity vs masculinity it all made sense to me. It's metaphysical. It really boils down to content vs structure (there is a great paper called "Revisiting Marr's Three Levels" which you should read the introduction of). Semantics vs syntax, energy vs form, Shakti vs Shiva, the Holy Spirit vs the Logos. Some "magical thinking" is required there. You can't just go by conformity all the time
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James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Stop expecting or begging some time of spiritual guru or teacher whatever, who makes you feel good, purpose etc ... Kill that I, then entire existence dies with you. -
Someone here replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Because they don't know what God truly is .they have a strawman idea of God (the old dude in the clouds ) and they judge that . - Today
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Someone here replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I feel like I'm talking to a Robot . -
At least the dry spell has broken. It’s raining outside. I’ve eaten breakfast and it’s still dark. I’m full and sleepy lying in a warm bed. The window is open. There is a cool breeze. Listening to the rain, I feel at peace and I am thankful. I can tell that I’m going to drift back into some sleep. If I were to say anything more about how I feel right now. It would ,,,, If you’ve ever escaped from a hell. Experiencing the contrast of its absence. Tears flow,,,, How could I ever describe what I realize at this moment. This torrent of scenes visualized with feelings of distilled intensity containing a knowledge that I find impossible to convey because of its richness.. This feeling/knowledge comes to me again. It’s in the memory of specific people and the look in their eyes of a heart relation that speaks to something much greater than me.
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For the whey example, milk is getting filtered to seperate the small whey protein part which is like 0.7% of the milk from all the other parts like fats, carbs, casein protein. So thats why all the gallons of milk are needed. But unless all the impurities are concentrated in the whey part, most of them will be swept away with the other parts they are bound to.
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Yup, welcome to the world of magical thinking, in which you can make up all sorts of ridicilous BS and claim it as true. And when someone dares to opose you, you can just accuse them of being close minded and not having experienced the exact same thing you have experienced. I could elaborate on that train of thought further.... but I'd be at a serious risk of being insta banned and we all know why😂
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James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I watched it years ago. And all is bs. Existence, life, even love is temporary. I am here to tell all of you whatever you do is BULLSHIT. When you don't do or stop, that's the key. Peace ✌️ 💋 -
Someone here replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Watch the video first and then judge who is it that has no idea wtf he is talking about . He also addresses the point about the undefinability of God and the point about god is prior to knowing. -
What is femininity then?
