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  2. Notice also: while on my website contact card, I gave that actualized.org has it's mythos and story narrative - I just gave the scientific explanation that we spiritually respect symbolic realities and mind, and that we are materially mostly human race. I do not want to discuss this topic, and this is just enough that they can resolve their interest themselves, because I was basically interested in some place where people can discuss my work, but there is also some surrounding space with other things to do, mostly conversations; it's not my point to explain this surrounding environment: typically, for gathering places, it's measured as art - either fits as ambient, or distracts.
  3. Viktor Orban is no longer the PM of Hungary. Peter Magyar just got inaugurated as the new Prime Minister of Hungary. https://www.theguardian.com/world/2026/may/09/hungary-prime-minister-peter-magyar-sworn-in-viktor-oban
  4. Here is my main website: Spireason & Laegna Here is the new link: The link at my website: at top, with buddy-chat icon. I wrote this: because it's expensive to do my own forum, in terms of managing, checking spam, and deciding who is the reasonable write, I send my people to this forum because of this: - Single coordination game: they must know a single place as meeting point with those who are interested in my content - They must be able to spend time on other things, and definitely need spiritual, scientific and philosophical approach - This is meant to be like meeting in a bar: if there are just 10 people, they do not create their own gathering, but sit in some random bar without reservation My website stats: - Main visit card (home page): 23500 visits in total, typically not less than 50 visitors, around 100-200 lately overday and quite stably every week for a while. - I have various github repositories: I have there theories, stories, etc. Such repository can be downloaded as a whole, and for my main repositories (more than 10), almost every week some 50-200 people downloads them - this means they have all files in their computer as long as they keep it. - This, by CoPilot, shows that niche science interest has somewhat grown, but people do not want to discuss it publicly yet (given that there are no other pages which point to my work). - Given this assumption, I just thought: give them single link on internet, where each meets who wants, so that single person could just discuss their interests here, and eventually maybe there are people to actually discuss any of mine.
  5. So basically Ralston's target audience are the wholly uninitiated? I guess that makes sense. Telling people what you think or what to think or how to think only goes so far though. Each individual has to navigate their own path to the center and actually make it. What about when you meet God and there is no doubt in your mind whatsoever that you are the product of an unconditionally loving force that gives of itself freely?
  6. Nobody is owed a success. People should stay poor if they are not able to provide sufficient value. But this is something socwokies will never comprehend
  7. Wow.. what happened 💀 You guys love to talk about love ❤️😂
  8. I had an insight about the importance of choosing a conscious career aligned to a strong life purpose. It might seem like a basic insight, but it just clicked for me. The kind of career you have tends to set a limit to how conscious you can become. If your work requires you to do a lot of manipulation, deceit and grifting, chances are very high that you won’t raise your LOC any higher because your paycheck requires you not to. If your work is based around gratifying your ego, getting approval, sex, etc. that will also place a limit because you wont want to give up those benefits, even if they are holding you back from higher levels of development. So this is why it’s so important to design a career that is at least on some level aligned with truth and consciousness, so that it can serve as a support for higher development, not a limit. You don’t need to become a saint or yogi to do this btw. You can still pursue money, sex, status to burn through that karma. Just don’t make it the purpose of your career or you will pay the price of remaining at rat consciousness. So choose your work wisely. Be smart and set things up so that becoming more conscious is aligned with your career. Expect yourself to become more and more conscious over the years.
  9. You're right. It's all good man. I was just hoping to show her that good men do exist + she's hot AF.
  10. Today
  11. It's not that he's right or wrong, it's that he never opened the door to the totality in his life and thinks enlightenment is "this." So if someone asks him about, let's say, "mystical" things, he responds with superiority, saying that it's all emotional nonsense. Or if you ask him about psychedelics, he dismisses them because he took LSD when he was 18, so he already knows everything. It's like a blind man saying that sight doesn't exist, and all those who claim to see are just naive children deceived by some guru. It's very easy to see that he's closed due a heavy ego that is attached to the mind thinking that this is the no mind
  12. "The tallest ladder is simultaneously descending the deepest depths."
  13. I'm waiting for Skyblivion. The original game is too old for me, and the remaster is an optimization mess.
  14. Sure, here it is: https://modding-openmw.com/lists/total-overhaul/ Automatic installers are available on the website, and on Linux the process is equally straightforward. You'd probably need to pay for one month of Nexus Mods Premium for faster downloads and a smoother experience; otherwise, the installation can take up to three hours depending on your internet connection. Happy gaming.
  15. Didn't know that, thank you. It's not something I'd do but it sounds cool.
  16. @Breakingthewall I don't think anyone is wrong about everything. Even a broken clock is right twice a day. You misunderstand Ralston. Bit too austere for me. I won't converse over this.
  17. The only apology I accept is behaviour change. You apologise to yourself by changing your behaviour.
  18. Recently I was recalling a lot of Morrowind and Oblivion. Claude helped me to find "The Wheel of Time (TV series)"; now I'm watching it.
  19. If you want to get rid of a bad habit, a bad trait, or trying to gain new ones, figure out how not changing is threatening your identity. not how it is slowing you down, not how it is effecting you negatively, not how much it makes you leave on the table, but how is it threatening you identity, how parts of you die without that change.
  20. I never finished watching this episode, but I've been contemplating this topic recently and I stumbled upon an insight: There is no difference between sameness and difference. They are the same. This is from an absolute POV. Relative sameness and difference still stands. Go watch!
  21. Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #152 I had an open heart surgery on April 28th, which at this point is 11 days ago. This has been a pivotal moment in my development as I had to do everything with a heightened mindfulness while recovering in the hospital, I ended up sitting there "meditating" quite a bit, and my roommate told me a story about how he saw what it was like in heaven. Now I am back at home and I am feeling much better. I have all day free to do whatever I want pretty much and this is going to last another 6.5 weeks before I have to go back to work. I've spent the past two years basically working without any vacations. I am super excited for these next 6 weeks as something has clicked within me and I understand now what it is going to take from me to use a spiritual autolysis journal to attain enlightenment. This is in part because I started reading Jed McKennas books again, starting with the second one. I found the excerpts of Julie's spiritual autolysis journal especially helpful as they have provided me with a great example of what the process should really look like. Basically, what I've come to realize is you are at war and you NEED a flamethrower lol. Now I am at a crosshairs. With this newfound determination to discover the Truth through spiritual autolysis, many of the goals that I have been very open about on this journal could be changing drastically. I say this because this Truth thing is now my number one priority, it's not becoming a dance champion, or having lots of sex, or buying a house, or running a dance studio, or making 6 figures, no... I want to become Truth- realized and I WILL NOT stop until I achieve this. After I become truth realized, then I can decide with much more clarity what I want to do with the rest of my time here on earth. In the mean time, as I continue to pursue Truth, there are things that I would still like to pursue that pertain to my dream self. 1. I want a shredded physique, I want to be jacked and shredded, this requires me to work out and eat right. 2. I want to get good at sex, this requires me to practice circulating my sexual energy away from my genitals during sex while simultaneously squeezing and holding my perineum like a kegel exercise. This will result in multiple full body orgasms if done right. 3. I want to start saving up money, this is either for a house or for traveling. I may need to leave and go away for a while in order to integrate this Truth - realized state. I am starting to realize that this is going to have to happen more likely than not, which also means that any intimate relationship that I have here is going to have to end eventually so that I can leave and integrate my new paradigm of viewing the world. And that's really it, that's all I'm going to focus on right now, in recap, 1. Become Truth- realized 2. Shredded physique 3. Harness sexual energy and practice on real life partners 4. Save up money so that you have financial freedom. We're going to keep it really simple right now. Next, let's talk about how this journal is going to fit into my life moving forward. As you can see, I have started back up my spiritual autolysis journal and that is taking much more of my attention than this journal. The other thing that Ive realized is that I hate having to force myself to do things, and guess what... It really doesn't work, it just gives me a headache...but, at the same time, I want to go to the gym 4 days a week, I want to give myself a haircut every weekend, I want to do my laundry every weekend, etc. so in order to hold myself accountable, it would make sense for me to have a list that I check off, right? Right, I don't think there's any way around this, you should keep this journal around because it will increase the likelihood that you will meet your goals and it will hold you accountable. Okay, let's start with some things that are non negotiables: Doing laundry every weekend - this has got to get done so that I have clean clothes throughout the work week. Clean room on weekends - make sure that your area is clean and clear so that your head remains clean and clear Meal prep two days a week - on the weekend (covering Sunday / Monday through Wednesday) and then on Thursday morning (covering Thursday through Saturday / Sunday) - the meal plan is going to match a predetermined set of macros that align with my physique goals. For these next 6.5 weeks before my body will allow me to weight lift, I have a new schedule for myself in which I work out 6 days a week, push, pull, legs, push, pull, legs using just resistance bands. I am going to start that tomorrow. The thing with this list is yes it seems like a lot and I've never been able to stick to everything for more than a week or two (lol.) but I now have a real purpose in my life, which is guided by becoming Truth - realized which I think will catapult everything into existence. Also, even once you leave CT in search of the integration of the Truth realized state, you are still going to want to stay fit and keep things clean so these habits are going to do wonders for you down the road. Create the habits now and then you can coast on them for the rest of your life. You have to remember that you are still going to be a human being living in a society, talking to other human beings. Just because you will eventually become aware that you're dreaming doesn't mean you escape the dream, the dream continues, in which you still have to get a haircut, you still have to eat and bathe and whatever else, that's never gonna change. So the sooner you can integrate healthy habits into your life, the better. And we're actually gonna stop here. From now on, I want to start small and build habits that way. You don't have to do everything all at once and as a matter of fact, Ive been trying that and it HAS NOT been working.
  22. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXTk6O1DNi4/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==
  23. May I interject? The illusory obstacle in reconciling Truth ( capital T ) and Love ( capital L ) dissolves when both are understood as energetic not in stasis. If so, Love is better described as Loving, an ongoing event, and Truth is better described as Revealing-Equivalence. Using these more accurate descriptions, yes, Love = Truth = Consciousness.
  24. Its weird that your TV investigates War Crimes allthough your government gave the permission for them in the first place. Netanyahu will soon be pardoned, by Terrorist Isaac Herzog without having confessed his guilt. A terrorist pardons another terrorist
  25. I wouldn't say that reality is love; I would say that love is reality, and so is the Hiroshima bomb. The ultimate foundation of reality is the absence of limits, and limitlessness translates into being. Being implies creation without barriers, and this force is equivalent in quality to what we call love. Destruction is the other side of creation, and its substance is the same, but we cannot see it because we have an absolute bias toward survival, as the self-preserving structures that we are.
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