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Marcus Aurelius
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MYOPIA! >⩊<.ᐟ
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James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Understanding, intelligence are all minds function. It seems like you wont realize it till death. Good luck to you. -
The more conscious you become the more you're able to recognize the beauty in everything and the more developed your aesthetic intelligence is. Where if you crank this up to Infinity you recognize infinite Beauty. How do I tell the difference between Beauty as metaphysical and Beauty as human biases? It's hard to see the beauty of an orangutans ass when functioning at the human level but if we crank up that consciousness it becomes infinitely beautiful. I'm not seeing how we connect Beauty to God and metaphysics
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If you panic, I wouldn’t recommend psychedics. They will amp up the feelings and make it much worse. With one caveat, I tried Ketamine and didn’t feel any fear. Ketamine is a dissociative which can disconnect you from fear. A better thing to try is Vipassana meditation, where you use body feelings as the object of meditation. For some reason, your mind thinks that your feelings are dangerous. If you can drop the story and fully experience your feelings, you will see that they that are just sensations.
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Can something that used to be so heavy and tense become something light and casual? Somehow, it does not seem so difficult to imagine it now. Maybe I am actually letting go and releasing, finally. I am starting to see the dynamic in a different way now. My state of being though, is nothing new really. I've been dragging this shit along for most of my life. It's just that recently I became so aware of it that I cannot ignore it anymore. I must tame this somehow, asap. SSRI's are not an option. Benzos even less. But I do hear good things about Hydroxyzine and Propranolol. Seeing a specialist soon.
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Nemra replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sorry, but your understanding of it lacks depth and nuance. -
I have it ^_^... and here's a screenshot of what it currently looks like! It's just a very long list that goes on and on. Clips that have already been uploaded to Insta/Threads are noted next to the title of the clip. (fun fact/IIRC, the note saying it's "on Instagram" originally wasn't there; that note was added later on... yeeah, I was one of the first peeps who purchased this, hehe >:)
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We met up twice more. Sex is amazing, probably even better than before, so that's great. But am I more in my body than before? I don't think so. I think I'm even further away nowadays, only occasionally entering a truly regulated and relaxed state of being. Which means, no matter how good the act itself may seem, I am not feeling it at full capacity. I am not as present and embodied as I could be. Yes, there is tension in between us and a million unspoken words. But it's as if there is genuine care and understanding underneath it all as well, not only lust. We both went through a lot since we've broken up. I think we're both on the same page. There is no reason to dig up the past, or add any kind of pressure on top of everything. Us meeting should be about feeling safe and at peace, relaxed and comfortable. It's about enjoying each other's company. No expectations, no false future narratives. And then... Who knows... We'll see as we go.
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James123 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Experience is temporary, and belongs to body. Whatever you experience, doesn't matter. -
@Natasha Tori Maru My relationship to True happens in meditation, contemplation and my work with 5meodmt. It doesn’t happen through watching content, though it is truth too, and it’s part of my education, Anyway, Leo is great. Bryan is great. People who are creating authentic value in their field are great. I strive to do this.
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@Someone here Have you been to Khajuraho temple? They have a bunch of images of people tripping outside
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Yes, I noticed it too in some Ultra-Orthodox people. While there are those who are fanatical and very red-blue, the reality is that they are not all similar and are often a combination of a few spiral dynamic states. I have Ultra-Orthodox neighbors who smoke weed, listen to psychedelic trance music, and are sort of hippies, but are also Ultra-Orthodox. This is interesting.
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This is true, and it stems from the repression of life, creativity, and chaos, and, on an energetic level, the repression of the feminine. People and institutions can't repress creativity, life, and chaos while expecting to get to the truth or have radical breakthroughs and evolution. Society is starving for true creativity, out-of-the-box thinking, and the unpredictability involved with messy progress rather than the fixed focus on the results. We forgot that great results usually come with messy and imperfect process. This reminds me of this good channel with some radical but true insights about art and creativity:
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Not just the orgarsm, the orgarsm is the pinnacle of the experience but the build-up is equally trippy -- All the kissing, touching, sucking, everything is trippy! The power of chemicals. Can't escape chemicals
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I admit I do it too sometimes for example towards the Ultra Orthodox in my country, though in other times I try to remind myself that five years ago when I had a bad time, before I knew better how to help myself with my own ways, I went to CBT therapy with an Ultraorthodox person that has a degree on Social Work and had much more open therapeutic view than the common protocols (like really he had regular approach but plus more things) and two years before that I heard about another one who do webiners on NLP with also kind of cutting edge Yellow thinking and writing here right now really helps me to hold the position that there are probably many Ultraorthodox in many spiral stages even if the majority are gravitate towards Blue but this is only in gross averages.
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Yes you do this because it’s the highlight of life .the moment some semen is squirted inside a vagina is the highlight of life .
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@Natasha Tori Maru I think the quality of the package says something about how you are operating in your life. Powerful insights are part of the value package. The lighting, audio, video quality, and camera position are also part of the value package. Being clean, is also part of it. This is normal… and how most of us judge materials. Especially for a paid product… In my view. Which is why I personally suffer a lot right now as I am striving to create higher quality videos. I am investing time, money and research into this because I want to make solid content. Though, I acknowledge not all content needs a refined look. But, look at this… World class content:
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@Someone here I mean to say it has a trippy vibe to it. You forget yourself completely, and after it, if you reflect, you can't believe you did some things and said others. Sex is trippy as fuck and hypnotic. Music too share the same quality of hypnosis.
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https://www.facebook.com/reel/1313789310204703 Cholesterol being bad for you is a myth, cholesterol production clogging your arteries is a myth and modifying your DNA so your body doesn't produce cholesterol is so corrupt. Can you imagine the immense damage they're about to do to our DNA justified by fake science? Then they're going to make a culture around it as preventative DNA vaccines... A whole new set of crimes are now available, you can sprinkle a little bit of something into someone's drink to modify their DNA.
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Actually I changed my mind, I care about integrity but only to the point where it gives me positive results in life. Like I am willing to commit to high integrity, but mainly due to the fact that without it I couldn't really be able a super fulfilling life full of passion. Like I can recognize how lying and aligning your life with things that don't exist the worse your life gets because you have to manipulate reality more to sustain your illusion. But from what I understand, breaking the illusion after a certain extent makes life worse, because it will not only make it hard to survive, it might make it impossible to survive. I feel like going too much in terms the direction of truth, especially at the wrong time can be emotionally scarring and actually mess life up. Like I know probably dying for truth is the ultimate test, but I right now I wouldn't do that. I want to thrive and live a life of insane levels of passion, and integrity is tool to get me there.
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Don't get me wrong, I like Bryan and his approach is better than what every other billionaire is spending their money doing. Personal experimenting on yourself to tailor things for yourself is important self-science, he's got to find what works for him. What he's doing with the food company he made is as respectable as it's going to get. Someone is attempting to make healthy food and sell it
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So you judge the content on how it is presented and who it is from, as well as the content itself? What carries more weight for you? Does the truth stand alone in your worldview?
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