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  2. That's what I thought too, but generally if what comes back to you is aggression it's because the underlying intention stems from aggression. That's what emerges from the topic is something like I don't have the right to love (in the holistic/metaphysical sense, not just a specific form) because life is difficult and "it's not the time". But it doesn't work because humans are deeply communist; so when one isolates themselves they generally end up weakening, to become low on energy, develop obsessive-compulsive behaviors, and generally become physically weak. This is something you can observe in yourself and other people; including and especially personal development influencers. What could have happen is that if you were in contact with very aggressive people at an early age (often one parent, the father, classmates...), because of your karma (and their) in general, you could have to protect yourself adopted a dissociated/stoic persona, a split personality, to suffer less from the emotional sphere. And since everything is polarized, you cling to the positive polarity: "I'm the one who tells the truth, who's blackpilled, blablabla." Except that it is indeed a response to repressed aggression - to be supposedly consciously stoic I must unconsciously be very emotional - so as in reality one does not go without the other, when you believe you are helping someone you are also transferring to them the unconscious part, that is to say your aggression your fears etc; like a troy horse. You said you went to a club to look for girls; but if you're inherently quite sensitive/kind and perhaps neurotic because of certain experiences, this will only make you more bitter because the girls who might be interested in that kind of thing don't go to clubs, or hardly ever; They're not on social media either or almost. Regressive approaches (like the orange stage when one is open to the high above) have the unconscious aim of suppressing pain. This reinforces the neurotic vision, but avoids the original rupture. There's not really an how it's an illusion; if one lets go of its authenticity, their will naturally go to the corresponding place, with the corresponding people (and money, everything else).
  3. Forget that im doing Anti-looksmaxxing. Look so bad it goes full circle and its attractive again. Its like picking up woman on halloween
  4. It depends on how the drug is affecting you, I get a really strong body high from mushrooms, it's so enjoyable to be in my own body that it's like every breath is so good I just want to sit there and breathe. So for most people they might not have this relationship with a drug for whatever genetic reason. Marijuana gives me extreme problems, anxiety, psychedelic past life experiences, I'm reliving memories from the first month I was born. lol So it's whatever works best for your body to give you that good vibe. And I'd focus on the ones that give you that body high and not a mental High. Also I'm not going on the date high on a five grand mushroom trip, we're talking half a gram or a micro dose. lol
  5. lmao this guy. As a joke a friend of mine put some of the most decrepit picture we had of me on tinder for men dating only. It exploded got 50 messages the first hour, the images were of me looking homeless and crazy, wearing bagels on my head and socks on my hands. One of the messages was young university professor, we asked "why did you swipe right?" and he responded "because i see a fun guy with a great sense of humor" The men on men dating domain is nothing like the woman scene. does same pictures got 0 matchs on the woman only section.
  6. Just got my last exam back yesterday: B! Fully thought I'd get a C or lower. Went out with family to celebrate and watched the Portugal-Congo match. Yesterday was great, today will be good too.
  7. Ya, sorry, I'm asking about results, what have they done as a dictatorship that has produced something unique. For example; all the Wests(Democracy) technological advancements, prosperity, and what i would argue as relative peace and global stability( outside of the wannabe dictator regimes we occasionally elect), what has dictatorship done that retarded democracy hasn't? 'Dictatorship' is just an abstract concept, what have they physically produced that retarded democracies haven't? Murdering dissidents?
  8. When I take psychedelics I always find myself so beautiful. Especially my natural form though, a groomed beard looks artificial like you cut through the natural order and beauty for some odd reason. Wild untrimmed hair is where its at. It literally seems antithetical to spirituality to me to groom myself.
  9. That’s all part of the plan! You said this earlier: damned if you do, damned if you don’t. Or blessed both ways, whatever. God is having a big laugh regardless. We don’t matter and neither does Leo, that’s the good news.
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  11. This cannot be real LMFAO, now i want to watch womans nba
  12. My grandma just died. Was planning to visit her before her death today .. I feel relatively little yet
  13. Higher forms of love can’t be recognized by simple humans with a low development. At the end everything is love but what matters is from which developmental stage it comes from. Context matters too. Sometimes conflict is needed and total destruction is needed so there is room for higher forms of love. For example what happened with the dinosaurs and such. Or with certain wars today. In the same way sometimes punching somebody in the face can be love instead of being a nice guy and not telling people what they need to hear. That kind of niceness is a kiss of death in any kind of relationship. Or a marriage. That is why I always get into fights because I will tell people what they need to hear instead of doing what everybody does: telling people what they want to hear. That is like n1 rule how to make friends and get gf which is to tell what they want to hear. At the same time telling people truths they are not ready to hear is not love eithrr. It is like sticking up your dick up somebody who is not ready. That is not love. High quality love knows how to strike the balance between kindness versus judgement/discipline. And between assertiveness and reservation.
  14. That one got me 😂
  15. Insisting our view is the correct one, putting others down when they do not align. Pretending this is done for others own good. That there is virtue behind the actions. To teach. Leo does this. And so are others in this thread. Interesting.
  16. Consciousness doesn't create nothing , it's an structure that happens that appears as perception of reality. If the object of consciousness where still, no change, then it would be like anesthesia, unconsciousness, because that object would be nothing. "Something" is relative change of state, and consciousness is the perception of change. Existence is relative change.
  17. @AtmanIsBrahman you are just repeating a claim. Can you please support it? How are you personally seeing that people weren't analysing each part of the face 40 years ago? Can you please supply some research, or historical timelines for the development behind looksmaxing? Do you realise 40 years ago was 1986? Photoshop and it's effects have been replicated with cosmetics for a long, long time. Millenia timescales. Can you show me some data that reports all men agree to the same nose being attractive, the same face dimensions, the same geometry? How do you explain beauty preferences that differ across culture and the data available there? Can you show me data that confirms all people agree that certain celebrities are attractive? That would substantiate "objective" a bit more. Repeating statements isn't building as case.
  18. The point is to experience a shift in your center. Normally, because we are social beings, we operate from a social perspective. We define ourselves as who we are in relation to others. It's not that we do it consciously, but rather that we function at that frequency absolutely all the time, and this creates a vector focused to inside, to feed your self image. If, through meditation, you begin to step outside of that context and truly perceive yourself as a process occurring in reality, you gradually shift your operational position. It's not that you mentally see yourself as a process, blah blah, but that you truly detach yourself completely from the social umbilical cord and see yourself as a manifestation occurring in the unfathomable abyss of existence, without foundation or knowledge. Without God or anything, total abyss. This requires a detached and disruptive attitude. At a certain point, you begin to operate this way all the time, and then your psyche ceases to be self-referential and comparative and becomes expansive.
  19. Religion is self-help in that it's a philosophy about improving one's circumstances in life, broadly speaking. The crux of the argument is not religious belief but how religion emphasizes ethics and having an adequate relationship to one's life on a fundamental level, as opposed to modern self-help which focuses on what one wants in life. Ethics and an adequate relationship to one's mortality can complement modern self-help beautifully. Modern self-help without ethics is something like a stockbroker or a pick-up devil, neither of which are really healthy things or contribute to the world in a good way. Having an adequate relationship to one's mortality would be to have a constructive relationship to circumstances outside of one's control, like war or disease. Modern self-help culture tends to make people feel entitled to getting out of life what they want, which is not always possible. Ethics and an adequate relationship to one's mortality can help boost your maturity and growth as a human being.
  20. I can give a more detailed response later. Essentially, noticing these principles is a recent phenomenon. You didn’t see people analyzing each part of a face scientifically 40 years ago. It’s in part due to gender roles changing, plus survival being easier, contributing to men caring about appearance being actually feasible sociologically. It’s quite easy to see how looks could be objectively studied. What makes men see a woman as hot? (They generally agree). Well, obviously it’s something about the facial features. Same thing with male celebrities. Take an attractive male celebrity and mess around with his face in photoshop. What makes him look worse if you change it? That is a factor in looks. You get the idea.
  21. Yes. Seeing only sees the seen side, not the not seen side. A 3D object can only be viewed as a 2D image of 1D seeing.
  22. @enchanted Thanks but I also remember that acceptance is where suffering gets reduced and manageable .
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