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  3. Pretty funny. It's clearly not his expert zone and he's reacting to a tier 1 drug addict talking god (on the Tuck no less). Tldr: being sentimential and corny is cringe.
  4. @Breakingthewall good questions. God is not a human-like entity residing in the heavens . God in its essence is beyond comprehension. however , God exists and is conscious, intelligent , wise , good ,omnipotent. imagine evil . Think of this evil potential possibility : a child is going to be born with bone cancer and undergoes chemotherapy and suffers excruciating pain for 5 years and then eventually dies . And his parents are messed for good . this actually happens in this world we live in , and much worse . imagine god thinking of that possibility before creating it :”should I create it or should I not ?” that possibility wants to come into existence. Because god is all good and all loving ,He will create this possibility. Because he loves all possibilities and he will create them . read the Sufi Ibn Arabi .
  5. @Rafael Thundercat This women is awesome I am watching this, thank you for sharing!! I reflect upon this and share my experience from the relationship, the after effects have been going on for a while, as I yearned to have a spiritual experience, but when I practiced next to her, she just feel asleep and said she was tired, and just wanted to manifest money, instead of focusing on love and god, our values were completely afflicted by her intentions imo, but let me be healthily self-critical here. I am definitely still recovering, and I still require experience that are causal with women.
  6. That is funny! I asked a women once if I could touch her boobs out of Leo's tips to go out and she said yes, so I like dem apples lol, but I am also sexually open, so I still have to gun for different types of relationships, I don't like the PUA stuff, besides what Leo recommends and the natural stuff I do, for sure there are shadow elements, but at times I don't know it's when he recommends flashy game, and I really enjoy being wild and a party animal at times, not just cracking jokes at the sides, and drinking beer with friends, I had a lot of that, and I naturally get people going or suggest things and do my best to be social, generally being social is one of my strengths, but ever since I faced the issue of the polarity of extrovert & introvert, and I am more introverted, my dark side often get's some people to dislike me, but the hot and crazy or hot and sane women to enjoy me, I just dislike it, when I went out with a genuient guy, who studied physics, that he misjuged me, but that is a case for coaching and that was for free, he was very good with women, and had his own business at a young age, it was better then the crazyness I witnessed in my hometown.
  7. No matter what style you look for. One thing is the same: I you relating with someone or some ones. So is great to have fundations Foundations on choice and foundation on the relationship if is supposed to be long term. There is no bypassing on this matters.

  8. Your Recent Movie Picks

    Joseph Maynor replied to Nemra's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    How did you feel about The Odyssey? I saw it in the theater.
  9. Why God would do that? Because he is good? Sounds bit strange, like a god who has good feelings, like a person, and has plans. Plans for what? He already did infinite plans right?
  10. I am organizing a shit ton of stuff, this has been hell ever since, I had this 0 commitment relationship while I doubled-down and trusted the experience, I am still learning from the heart break, as I yearned to build a spiritual relationship, but often times, women just love me for my working energy and fall back to stage orange modernistic dynamics, after I did this course this will go on till your 60 or so, the underbelly of freedom and exellence, I yearned to get it out quickly, the injury kicked-in this has helped me tremendously, but I require the strength of management to be seen, and the hurting officer hour pillar, some behaviour does not change that fast, and others are secretly more hostile, then me 100%. Some stuff is blatantly racist, I don't know how to get over with it, I do my best, but the unfair social advantage has been an issue, ever since Trump came to power, and I don't even think I would have an issue with him personally, it's the masses that follow the delusion of the white race, human race etc. and stuff I wanted to study, now I am in this hell of confusion, and I am multi-talented but I have to double-down what I am exceptionally good at, which was biology, mathematics and sports, even from the course and as I grew-up my social skills and entrepreneurships increased, but the laws and regulations that Trump released did not help the surviallance state of the EU and it's an odd space currently tbh.
  11. Just went through a bunch of stuff, and I keep cleaning-up to find alternatives, the issue of the hard-nosed, Leo caused massive issues, as I did not accept and immediate job, but I also have to take care and trust a little more, love fooled me, but not my spiritual practice and insights, he has faith in it, but I also feel deeply sorry, and require some more advanced help, now I can deal with the issues of society....
  12. @Ziran It seems you don't understand that a god who creates finite beings would have to do so from within himself. Therefore, it would already have those beings within himself and would have no reason to create them. Furthermore, being infinite, he would have already done so an infinite number of times, and nothing would compel him to take any action because he would already be complete within himself. The god you imagine is not a god; it is reality itself, and it lacks intention. It simply is and manifests itself in possibilities. There is no one behind the scenes; this, now, is reality, and it flows upon itself because it's inevitable, and possibilities arises because are possible.
  13. Today

  14. What is a fight?

    Joseph Maynor replied to enchanted's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    It shows how a loving environment can cure a lot of hostility even beyond what we think instinct would suggest.
  15. My experience was similar. At first it felt psychotic and chaotic, just like a heavy shake of the soul and its unconscious patterns. In a sense, long meditations can do the same, though in way smaller proportions. Then with time and integration and therapeutic work, it faded and just left room for deep peace.

  16. What is a fight?

    enchanted replied to enchanted's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Oh interesting, I never thought of that.

  17. What is a fight?

    Joseph Maynor replied to enchanted's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Unlike the "lower animals" we fight over words.

  18. What is a fight?

    enchanted replied to enchanted's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I think then solutions to fights are getting better with language and persuasion skills and also realizing that not all conflicts can be resolved with words. And violence is the second option that many people unfortunately resort to.
  20. @LordFall Yeah, you can make that argument if you want. I’m not saying he was perfect or didn’t have things people may not like about him. I’m looking at some of the brutality that may have come along with this too don’t you worry. He meets a broad definition of warlord, but when you paint that broad brush you are missing out on a lot of nuance. He was a military commander, yes. State builder yes. It’s far more nuanced then him simply ruling by the sword. Though, it is said that you must rule by sword and pen. Mohammad used diplomacy and war. Not just war. I am more moved by Islam as a whole than solely Sufism, though Sufism is great. The audiobook I am listening to speaks of the heart of Islam and allah. I like that.

  21. What is a fight?

    Joseph Maynor replied to enchanted's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Fight can also be seen as play.
  22. Lately, I've been feeling a bit burnt out on movies. The last ones I watched, "Obsession" and "Backrooms," both left me feeling underwhelmed. Really looking forward to Primetime. Pattinson is great!
  23. Yes. It's necessary for an absolutely infinite being to "create" finite-beings, plural, somethings from nothing. There's 2 layers of abstraction. That's what necessitates 'defiance' aka 'crossing into another's territory without consent'. Most neglect the necessity of those two hops. Here's what it looks like broken out: ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Premise: Suppose there is a God, a being, with benevolent motives, intentions, etc, that is also simultaneously infinite. What would this God do? Find another, to nourish, to nurture, to cultivate. Premise cont'd: If so, then, what would a God with omni-benevolent motives do? Find others, plural, to nurture so that they can nurture themself AND others. Point of Fact: An absolutely infinite being is necessarily alone, because any and all are subsumed and nullified on their approach with one and only one exception: Not-God, "Chaos-and-Void". This union of chaos-and-void are the anti-thesis of "absolutely infinite omni-benevolence". Conclusion: If there is an absolutely infinite omni-benevolent being, then, it necessarily must create an "other" which is the anti-thesis of itself, then, use this as a layer of abstraction, between itself, and the "others". This abstraction permits this theoretical being an opportunity to share itself, its infinite qualities, without nullifying and subsuming ( re-assimilating) the "others", back into their origin. Infinite -source << Other >> others In this arrangement, the "others" are not proximal to their source. They need to traverse "upstream" so-to-speak crossing through nearly infinite hostility-and-indifference. Rising and striking, simultaneously, individual souls are sinking their metaphorical fangs into the metaphorical face of God, and, God is metaphorically turning the other cheek. This forbearance is necessary. If God were ever to eliminate evil, in all of its forms, then there can never be any "others", plural, to be nurtured by God and to nurture each other. All that is possible, lacking the "oppositional force" , the "rising-and-striking", the root of evil, would be a singular infinite being nurturing one other which is the anti-thesis of itself. In this config, no borders need to be crossed for vitality to be received from the source. No evil is needed. Just containment of the other. But once "others", plural, are considered necessary, and they are for omni-benevolence, then there must be a purely evil force, trespassing and taking with no remorse.

  24. What is a fight?

    enchanted posted a topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Have you ever wanted to physically fight or harm someone? What is actually happening in those moments? I think it comes down to two main factors: 1 A Failure of Communication: One party lacks the communication or persuasion skills needed to sway the other person to their point of view. 2 Incompatible Realities: Two people possess fundamentally unresolvable, conflicting views or needs. In both instances, language has reached its absolute limit. When words fail, physical violence is utilized as a substitute. This breakdown is precisely where the archaic concept of the "duel" originates. a method to settle disputes when peaceful dialogue is no longer possible.
  25. Yes! Look at all the murders we have solved because of the technology. So much of the past is revealed. The technology didn’t just let us create cool videos, it unlocked time. The past isn’t just imagination but is a direct experience we are seeing. The past and present are one when we look at the videos of JFK. Of course, it isn’t the same.
  26. Yes , exactly. That IS what I’m saying . The recording of a song proves that the song is not nonexistent, or lost in the past forever. It exists right now. And it will never get lost forever . Nothing is ever lost . Where would anything go ? There is no where to go, so it stays eternally existing, whether recrodid or not .
  27. Hey guys, I just went on a date with one of the people who works in my building. She actually reached out to me. I heard through the grapevine that she's been asking some of my colleagues about me, and eventually she found me on LinkedIn and messaged me asking if I wanted to go out. I work in a building where I'm basically a barista for the people who work there, so she's one of my customers. I was hesitant at first because of the fact that we work in the same building, bur when she reached out to me, I'm not gonna lie, I didn't want to reject her. I figured, okay, she's very attractive, so why not give it a shot and see what happens? My original plan was to spend about two hours together, have a coffee, and then leave. I'd go home, sit with how I felt about her, and then decide whether I wanted to pursue things further. It didn't quite go according to plan. We ended up spending three and a half hours together. We drank wine, smoked a joint, kissed, and she ended up sitting on my lap. I feel like my old pickup conditioning took over a little bit. Instead of staying present and actually figuring out how I felt about her, I slipped into that mindset of seducing the girl and just letting the interaction escalate. By the end of the date, she was clearly very happy and excited. She was also much more flirty than I expected. She comes across as pretty shy and awkward, but verbally she's actually very playful. At one point she joked that she was going to make sure none of the girls at work talked to me because I was "her man" now and she expects heart-shaped latte art everytime she orders from me. She's a quirky person, and I genuinely enjoyed talking to her and spending time with her. The problem came afterward, when I had some time to reflect. As much fun as I had, I realized that I don't really see myself dating her long-term. Even while I was walking her back to the station, I found myself noticing other women around me who were much more my type, and it made me realize that I probably wouldn't be happy in a relationship with her. There were also a few other things about her that I didn't particularly like. And now I feel kind of shitty about the whole thing because I have to reject her after giving her a pretty romantic experience. I flirted with her, escalated things, kissed her, and let the whole interaction go much further than I originally intended, only to realize afterward that I don't actually want to pursue her. Especially because she mentioned that she's had a complicated relationship with men in the past, I feel even worse about potentially adding another negative experience to that. I don't think I had bad intentions. I genuinely enjoyed spending time with her and I was attracted to her in the moment. But I also feel like I should have been more grounded and honest with myself instead of letting my pickup conditioning take over. Anyway, I just wanted to share this with you guys and get it off my chest.
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