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  2. Spotted these https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet 1/EFTA00000014.pdf https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet 3/EFTA00005538.pdf https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet 1/EFTA00001971.pdf
  3. @Apparition of Jack 100% Preparing my popcorn to watch the videos on this over the weekend. A car crash in slow motion is what this feels like but for the eventual greater good.
  4. Well conciousness can't arise from nothing I think would be the counter-argument.
  5. For me personally, it’s not necessarily a phase, or a fad so to speak, it’s more to do with the recognition of being “in phase” with life, and surrendering to it without making any grunting and grinding noises. To be in perfect rhythm harmony and sync with life so to speak. Just be without trying or practice, just effortless living, not forced or fake, just raw and real. I don’t practice or try being an expression of life, I’m just freedom being freedom. Crying still arises, laughter still arises, rage and anger still arises, calm and collected still arises, love, hate and jealousy still arises. However, I have zero attachment to these feelings or emotions anymore, I accept they’re part of the game of human life expression. I’m no longer phased with being human. I don’t actually care one iota if I live or die, because I have come to realise I am being lived by something much greater than myself and I trust 💯 in that incredible process without any reservations or resistance or doubt. I understand that I live on the very razors edge of creation, and that I’m just a minuscule localised dot of light within the entire cosmos having a finite existence. And that I could potentially be here today and gone tomorrow. I’ve no more knowledge than that, that’s the limit to my knowledge at this juncture.
  6. Cool to see mainstream people talking about more advanced topics, means the whole world is advancing faster!
  7. What's with the naiveness of failing to get this simple meme lol? It can't mean anything other than "well if you think psychedelics and yoga and stuff are gonna raise your consciousness then you haven't tried smoking & coffee yet". Implying in a subtle way that the high you feel from cigarettes and caffeine is more "Spiritual" than the other stuff.
  8. @Hojo Not human levels like they are saying. A hammer is concious in the same way ai is. Why are you so sure of that? Can you make a thesis for your argument? I would put money down that AI will be more conscious than you and I in 10 years. @Leo Gura Okay then if you phrase it like that then yeah I agree they not thinking about it in the right way. Do you believe in AGI then and just think like Hojo that it'll come in dozens of years if not hundreds instead of in the next 5-10 years?
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  10. Fuck Trump. Fuck this evil, endless culture of corporate grift so that these monsters can literally rape little girls and think they can get away with it. Fuck all the satanic evil festering around the halls of power that puts ego, violence, greed and sexual assault before the needs of the millions of people both within and without the United States. A reckoning is coming. Truth can only be suppressed for so long before it rears its ferocious head like a blazing Sun and puts to end all the vile, godless evil that threatens the very stability of the earth we live on. Trump is going down. An awakening is coming.
  12. I think this time for me it will be forever, fear not I will still use what I know thus far on discussions on this forum if I deen that my input is productive. However I will stop contemplating on my head about politics! I spend almost all my free time in my head trying to analyze and find truth inside the realm of both global and local politics. I have 0 tolerance for human bullshit and contemplating politics became very exhausting for me because of how much shit the zone has been flooded with, thus making me confused and misinformed and therefore my contemplation efforts are redundant if I am always operating on misinformed assumptions. Also politics feel so dirty, so corrupt, I don't plan to ever enter politics because I am very soft, politics requires a very pig like character which i don't possess, and if I won't ever enter politics I feel that voting for the highest integrity and highest spiral dynamics stage candidate or party is enough input for me going forward in regards to politics. I have only so much time left to make something out of my life and I will not spend another second using my cognitive power trying to further understand something that is so dirty.

  13. Mixing Kriya and psychedelics

    Ramasta9 replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Psychedelics

    Here is the truth, the more you use "speeding up" things, the more grounded you need to be. They can be useful yes, but minimal, micro-doses. I have seen many wanna speed up and rise as fast as possible, and this tends to abuse especially from those who aren't grounded and anchored in their own being, and then they struggle integrating in day to day life. You don't wanna rely on them tho and use too often, you wanna realize the truth without them first and foremost. Then they are always optional and timing, intention, set/setting is crucial.
  14. True, they're admitting they're hiding stuff. Digging their hole deeper.

  15. 1300ug Trip - Psycho

    Ramasta9 replied to Oliver Wright's topic in Psychedelics

    Yeah two reasons: Either he is very Aware and present, nearing no-mind or he fried his brain and nervous system from long term drug abuse. It is the mind that hallucinates, once you transcend mind, tripping doesn't happen in the same way.
  16. Yeah let's move on. I hope no one erases that comment above .
  17. Isagi is Chess King, very easy to spot. Anyway guys we shouldn't be derailing this thread 🙏
  18. And if she does, if she leaves a cookie poop all over the forums again, will you continue to eat it? Maybe Pretty India/Reena is Leo, maybe Leo plays a lot of these roles, who knows I know all about Leo and Nahm, and while Nahm used to be spiritually balanced, now his stuck on the high end of the sea saw, and forgotten how to drop down and relate to real humans with real emotions and challenging experiences. Few members he already sent into psychosis from terrible guidance. A spiritual master is able to meet people on all levels, not only from the high lens that has forgotten to acknowledge and nourish its roots or body. This is why Nahm has nowhere near the fanbase as Leo, because creation prevents that, cause its dangerous. Leo saw this and took care of it before it was too late. Can't blame him. He did what was needed. Now back to pretty india/reena, this is obviously something that triggered you, and will continue to trigger you until you rise above it. The universe is always sending you the test or challenge to see if you fall for the bait, and what you do, keep eating the bait.
  19. OK so let's not cook around the Bush any longer ..everybody who's reading..you guys knows who's Nahm which his real name is Phil ..he was kicked out of the forum basically because he was trying to jump on Leo's back and become the number one authority here and also sneaking in links to his own website and youtube channel Actuality of being which is a total carbon copy of actualized.org ..which is honestly one of the gayest things I have witnessed in my life ..not the mere fact of having a guru business but just why copy Leo. Anyways he is not just some clown or scammer he actually knows what he is talking about which is a different thing than saying who's right him or Leo about certain things .. So anyways a bunch of people here actually resonated with him more than Leo and joined his forum ..also OP is Preety India not" Martina from Slovakia". Regarding what you are asking Ramasta9..she is from India and I'm from India. She is a professional drama producer. I bet all the Turkish drama TV series are her production .she gets off on drama and I'm giving it to her .I'm here to express myself because I love spirituality and philosophising and Leo is like my hero which is not to kiss his ass but this is what is happening. She can do whatever she wants .Leo and the mods can check who's she and do whatever they want .I just fear she is gonna start drama again .
  20. This where I feel there are levels to awakening and enlightenment. I feel you can awakening mentally, emotionally, physically, but who are those who have mastered and awakened and stabilized all three? Maybe that's what is the spiritual perfection Jesus talked about. This is what I am starting to realize after over a decade on this path. Awakening the mind without awakening the heart is no awakening at all. Most people will experience one kind of awakening and settle there, because they never experienced anything beyond that, but i feel that's the trap itself, the moment we think we figured it out, the moment there's more to uncover.
  21. So you are Isagi All I am saying is you guys are running around in circles with each other, making same comments about each other, carrying a lot of grudge and holding a lot of shit and then smearing that shit all over the forums, like we don't all need to hear it or see it, sort it out in private and take responsibility for your mental and emotional needs. it almost feels like at one point you maybe dated or flirted around and it didn't work out now your attacking on each other like India vs Pakistan This is often a pattern I see with people who have unfinished business and it spills out and only makes the underlying issues more exposed.
  22. I don't think there's a better way to understand mental illness than studying people who have it. Books are good, but they're just books. Why not make it a practice to immerse yourself into the world of somebody who experience themselves and life in a certain way. If you approach it open-mindedly and with curiosity, you will learn a lot faster than anything else. For example, I am sometimes fascinated by the artwork created by "mentally ill" people, especially if you can study it over time and discover patterns. That's a true lived experience that few things can replace.
  25. 0 responses here? I’m genuinely surprised. This one was such a practical one.
  26. Yeah, it's a problem. The problem we have in the US is diagnosing based on symptoms without getting to the root. Self-esteem, trauma, and addiction related mental health side effects are often misdiagnosed. People are put on meds that wreck their physical health. Patients don't have the wisdom to question diagnoses doomed to whatever diagnosis they are given. It's the ultimate kind of stuckness when the mind isn't functioning smoothly and there's no one to help. The system is designed to get people back into the workforce as quickly as possible so they can resume paying taxes. They do not give a shit about outcomes. Insurance companies here require a diagnosis from psychiatrists and psychologists alike so many mental health professionals can't think outside the box. The DSM is a critical thinking and objective analysis killer. Also, the healthcare here is fucking expensive as fuck so many people can't afford treatment that creates lasting results. What people need are professionals who can root cause issues and not accept labels dictated by the corrupt healthcare industry. They also need professionals who will advocate for clients so they can get the care that they need. In other words, navigating insurance companies and disability programs. To be an effective professional one would need a social justice lens to help clients navigate the system. People with mental health issues are often don't have the mental capacity to advocate for themselves. There are good professionals out there but they are extremely difficult to find. Many healthcare professionals become jaded and just stop caring about their work. It's like a needle in a haystack. And the ones that are good, many of them don't take insurance so the majority of people cannot afford them. Right now good therapists charge $200-$300 an hour, who the fuck can afford that on a lower wage? And, don't get me started on the education system. A good healthcare professional should take ongoing training to combat indoctrination from the cookie cutter university curriculum. I find it questionable that a 25 year old can graduate with a master's degree, with no life experience, and be expected to help people who are further along in life. Most importantly, a good psychologist/psychiatrist really has to know how their own mind works. Understand fear, the core beliefs that drives thought and action, and the mechanism of attachment. You probably don't share all of the challenges that we have here in the US, but there should be a few nuggets to mull over.

  27. Attaining social freedom

    enzyme replied to Oliver Wright's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    This definitely goes a long way. People returning the eye contact and a smile is all you need to feel seen.
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