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  2. Consider that you might be believing things without acknowledging that you are.
  3. I'm liking this! 'Where' might not be the best question to ask. 'What' is better, more open. What occurs in your experience? What is emotion, and what are you calling melancholy? You might think that hearing something made you feel a certain way - as if your state were dictated by an external factor - a melancholic song, in this case. Say the song was playing, but you were deaf. Now what? What does this suggest? Obviously, you first have to perceive something. Can the emotion be produced without the external stimulus - at will? If so, what does this possibility suggest relative to the source of emotion? This half-assed line of questioning can hopefully open some doors.
  4. This is not talked about enough. Balance. A balance is where the sweet spot is at. What do you think about the war in Israel? Is Israel right? Is Palestine right? All of these things are black versus white. That is why in a low conscious society there is much more war. Now we can have disagreements, not allign with eachother, but to be in an aggresive verbal, non verbal conflict is basically saying that you are right and they are wrong. I notice in myself and in others that we come to premature conclusions, what if your right, but its a half truth? You can convince yourself you are woman as a men, nothing is off the table anymore. If you can believe your a woman as a men, you can believe one country is in the right and every other person in the other country should be killed and be conquered. This is the power of belief. I would like to see a world where war is of the past, I probably will never see it in my lifetime. I am not for Palestine, I am not for Israel, I am for standing on balance what is that both have a point. So does everyone have a point. Even a drug dealer has a point to selling cocaine. Everyone has a point from most extreme to least extreme points. A perspective about you being a woman, you supporting Palestine or Israel is in my mind a premature conclusion. The only point of phylosophy to me is to never come to a conclusion. To realise that nothing is black and white and that balance is where real growth happens for humanity. When we stop standing against eachother and instead question our own beliefs. The only war that is worthy of fighting for in my opinion is that of conquering our own mind, which is split in black and white thinking. Your either for this or that, but what if you just don't know? What if you were not too quick to come to any conclusion? And made your life a question instead of rigid black and white answers. What I realise that the more I seek balance the more I actually get to the truth of the matter. A great performer once said, being a performer is to be in complete balance. I think this messaged could help someone out here get to a higher state of consciousness. Who can be so radical to choose balance over black and white thinking? Maybe the only enemy is your own mind stuck on limited perspectives.

  5. Spiritual Autolysis

    Spiritual Warrior replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Spiritual Autolysis Journal Entry #72 Or... Am I the creator of my life? Am I the true creator? I mean I am God so that means that I must be the Creator as well. The One that creates things. I Am the One God, I Am The One Creator, I can create anything that I'd like to create. What do you want my son? I want to be with you and only you. For the rest of my life. I want to give you endless orgasms, endless pleasure, I want your abdomen to shake when I put my tongue to your lips. But how do you know that I am One with You? There is only One singular thing. Nothing is outside of it. But what does that mean? It means that you are It. You are Everything precisely because you are that One thing. You are that thief stealing candy from a grocery store. You are that beautiful woman you have a crush on. You are that frog leaping from lily pad to lily pad. You are that prostitute selling her body off to men. You are that poor defenseless girl getting rape by a sexually frustrated man. You are Everyone and Everything. And It is nothing. It's out there. It's a thing but it's also not a thing. It's a paradox. Have you heard of those? Yeah I have, but what is a paradox again? It's something that makes sense but doesn't but also DEFINITELY makes sense. Like it doesn't sound true, but at the same time, you have this intuitive sense that it is True. Because it just must be True. And what does it mean when something is True? It is True because it is beyond a doubt, there are no ifs ands or buts. The reality is that you will die one day. The sooner you accept that Truth, the sooner you can swallow that, the sooner we can get to the REALLY good stuff. And what does that mean, the REALLY good stuff? Don't you want to be a dance champion? Yeah. For sure. Without a doubt. Then that is your Truth. Therefore you will have it. But how do I know that I won't be disappointed? Because YOU are the creator. If your life. Yes, but there are other factors within the universe that could deter me from achieving what I want. No theres not. There are no obstacles. The only thing that could change are your desires. But you can choose them. Interlude:
  6. OK then.
  7. For those ignorant, 'Harry Dresden' is a fictional character from a book series, and is not this man's actual name. He was promptly arrested after eventually breaking into the man's home.
  8. Start a podcast about that

  9. I doubt God when sober :(

    Mixcoatl replied to Mixcoatl's topic in Psychedelics

    I am a very neurotic person, haha. And I always want to have the definitive answer to questions. In that attempt, I start to create explanations over explanations but the problem is that I get distracted from what I truly experienced with substances.

  10. I doubt God when sober :(

    Mixcoatl replied to Mixcoatl's topic in Psychedelics

    I'm planning a solo retreat in a cabin in the forest without drugs. I think this is one of the best methods

  11. I doubt God when sober :(

    Mixcoatl replied to Mixcoatl's topic in Psychedelics

    No judgement of the things that arise in the present moment help me a lot to have a significant approach to God but it's way more difficult. I'll take into consideration the advice.

  12. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Sunday: April 12th, 2026. Enlightenment to the actual truth is distinct from intuitive certainty.

  13. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Sunday: April 12th, 2026. Honoring someone's point of view is distinct from intentional mockery.
  14. There's no way trump will block the strait. Gas will be 7$. India is already sending their navy to escort Iran approved tankers, China would be next. And the gulf states would be overthrown by Iran aligned dissidents. Japan would crumble, and China would take the entire Pacific. It would be a shoot yourself in the face card, by trump. He would get strung up in D.C..

  15. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Sunday: April 12th, 2026. Theoretical knowledge of the truth is distinct from direct experience.

  16. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Sunday: April 12th, 2026. Fortitude regardless of inward agony is distinct from chosen torment.

  17. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Sunday: April 12th, 2026. Overflowing with a positive emotion is distinct from external validation.
  18. But why I can find a chair?
  19. I am very pleasantly surprised by this. Orban and his party indeed lost by a true landslide, which is really great news! I am also glad he ultimately conceded to Magyar and his party too. I wonder why or how come Orban and his party couldn't rig the elections to stay in power somehow. I hope their country's current devil and his movement are down for good and that the more centrist party stays in power for a long-time.
  20. No expectations, wanting, wishes, even trying to see or be. Simply Be and see.
  21. You can't find it because it's what you are

  22. Display of Consciousness

    No1Here2c replied to No1Here2c's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Good to be aware of things which result in a a system failure of the mind.
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  24. If you had become omnipotent, you would rebel and curse against your own omnipotence, because "why am I limited to being omnipotent when I could be limited? Damn this existence!". That's the curse of being a human, always crybabying about something. Relinquish your human crybabying. Relinquinsh control. In relinquishing control, you gain absolute control. Because if you are nothing, nothing needs to be any way other than what it is. And then you realize you are God creating everything and it's just the limited human that is crybabying about everything.

  25. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    UnbornTao replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Social media bios. The concept of selling oneself - as a "marketing" strategy - to get what you want.
  26. Agree. In the way I'm using the term, not really. A discovery is by definition an encounter with the reality of something, whereas belief is basically a thought about the reality of something. Analogously, it would be like seeing Santa Claus yourself versus merely believing in his existence (sorry, kids). Hmm... this sounds good, and it smells like a belief itself at the same time. Just my intuition, I could be wrong.

  27. Display of Consciousness

    No1Here2c replied to No1Here2c's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    The human mind may be the narrowing device on the perceptions of reality.
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