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  2. Yes I know that, but I just needed to say that James is a clean fighter. You brought up the idea that lines could potentially be crossed prompting you to remind yourself that you are a moderator, nothing personal.
  3. True. But I am also God.
  4. For how long he stopped? Then heart win again, it beated 😊 I am breathing the air I don't even see isn't it a magic? Why are looking for something extraordinary (of course this is expectation therefore mind), and don't you see what the magic in front of you now? İf mind as me attached to body, death will kill it. And till surrendering the body and mind, you will burn. I need your help to help the others more. You are a mod, aren't you 😊 people will listen you 😊

  5. What is some music you like?

    Jannes replied to itsadistraction's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

  6. MXPCP is insane

    Psychonaut replied to Psychonaut's topic in Psychedelics

    I don't have access to Ketamine, I just have 1-FDCK. I plugged 86mg earlier today to compare both of them. I'll just refer to 1-FDCK as Ketamine. They are close enough. Ketamine and MXPCP are completely different. Ketamine is more in the head. The disconnection can happen in the head. One can think clearly on it. Not that many thoughts arise as on a thought producing substance like acid. But one could contemplate questions. MXPCP for me has nothing to do with thinking. It is just feeling. For me it works on "the energy body". What I do is intuitive. If I meditate on it. I do. I don't think about it. My energy system is transforming a lot at the moment. Substances affect me differently. For example I had sex with a girl today and at times it felt like I was tripping. It was so out of this world. I ejaculated in a dream a few days ago. It was extremely painful, as if I was being ripped apart. Before that I haven't ejaculated in almost 4 months and today I consciously chose to. It was nice, but in retrospect actually it was a little painful. MXPCP is a happening just like 5-MeO-DMT. Ketamine is an ego/mind drug. It's a toy. MXPCP wipes the floor. At least for me. A clean slate. It's all I ever wanted. To be loved just the way I am. Nothing more. Nothing less. I don't know what it is. But it's pure gold. For me. It's my gold. Maybe everyone has their substance? Their key?
  7. Always at your service.
  8. What do you mean by “ You will meet with the hell “ unless you let go and surrender when death comes?
  9. @Yeah Yeah What do you like to do? What would you be happy doing regardless of success?
  10. Swami Rama, scientifically tested, stopped his heart!! We can all do it if we do enough Sadhana, but You deny the Body that is entrenched with Atman or Absolute via Karmic substance, this in and of itself creates tons of Karma, that You have to deal with sooner or later..
  11. You are already home Mr. Cetus. You can help more.
  12. That was a general comment not directed at anyone personally.
  13. I’ve never witnessed bad, threatening, or socially unacceptable behaviour from James here at this forum that could possibly warrant concern or moderation. The guy is naturally self moderating, takes a lot of self responsibility and maturity to control one’s emotions like that..
  14. My brother, body and mind is already perfect and doesn't need you. İgnoring the body is bullshit. Yet it is out of control. Try to control the mind or heart beat 😊
  15. This energy stuff, infinity, etc... All bullshit. if you name and label is important, you are still important for you. So, what you doing is trying to be right according to your beliefs system. Which is an another bullshit. @Mellowmarsh anytime brother.
  16. We are full of Karma. Karma is like Software in a computer, Karma also means Action, and we are performing Action every second of our lives in 4 areas, Body, Mind, Emotion and Energy, but how Conscious/Aware are You of any of these actions going On? Most are less than 1% aware!! So we have to bring Awareness to all of this, we do that by calming the mind or creating a space btwn what we are and what we are not. We are not the Body or Mind, we are more fundamental than that (call is soul, atman, source, absolute, god, etc), or we create more intensity in our Energy system.. There are methods time proven and effective that we can use to do all of this, so that naturally being Happy, and the Body is Healthy and the Mind is under our control can happen..Start with simple Yoga practices, how to sit right, eat right, walk right, breath right(this one is super important), also, Live Now Absolutely, use past to get wise from, future to plan for but Live Now where Life is, Accept Now absolutely, this will stop all Stress from happening, and then Respond to Life rather than React, Responding is Conscious Action, Reacting is Unconscious Action! Once that happens You choose how to BE, Happy or Sad, with this comes Clarity, you see Reality as it is, not as You want or think it too be, this is the beginning of Enlightenment I would say!
  17. If that was always the case, we wouldn't need mods. But some people just don't live from the heart center.
  18. @Breakingthewall The mouth overflows with what the heart is full of. It’s all fine, it’s all just the Beloved. Everything is okay, SHE’s just singing.
  19. @Breakingthewall He's an Absolutist, like many here, they think and understand on the Absolute level only, but they ignore what is. What is is that I have this Body and Mind as tools to use while here (which is not the Absolute) and is under my control if I want them too be. But if Your unaware or ignore the Body and Mind they will bite You in the ass.. So this Absolutist approach, its half right in a way.. There is no Body or Mind or anything Material/Physical, there is really just this Absolute, which is limitless Potential and Possibility.. But we are here in this Dual, Karmic, Cause and Effect world, dealing with Human challenges of Survival, Cold Weather, Having Kids, them living or dying by accident or some other cause by random chance, Economic systems, Polictical Systems, on and on, but they ignore it, just BE is the motto, no need for Sadhana or any Doing on Your part.. But what if the non doing doesn't work, and I'm still Suffering, dealing with all this world has to offer (see Mental Health section)?... So its an incomplete outlook and approach.. I call it the Top Down approach, it can work but is not for everybody.. I'm more into the Bottom Up approach which is deal with where You are right now, don't think, or try to perceive Absolute, just get Happy, Healthy, Empowered in Your Body and Mind Complexes, and then go from there, see where it ends up.. I guarantee if Your Peaceful of Your own nature, nothing can disturb it, then Enlightenment will be Natural For You!
  20. Death. After death, there is no need to, expect to, wanting to, act to, taking an action to understand, realize or experience etc... And that's what it is. Therefore, it is not a recognition, realization, experience etc... Just Being, exactly as before physical birth or big bang). No. Mind thinks that. Absolute is behind all the scenes. İt is like, mind is chattering in front, body act in front and You are behind of all. İt is not silence, because not the noise either, not emptiness because not fullness either. No words can pass. You can't imagine, understand or experience, only Be.
  21. Lol, he could well be, but then if he’s a liar, then aren’t we all, it’s all very convincing though, eh? 🤭 😉 The grand cosmic yolk is on all of us eggs, eh? Lol
  23. 🤣He's just a liar
  24. Who told you that you are a human being?
  25. Sure, the void before birth and that. Let me give a more simple explanation. You are a human with a mind. That mind has a complex energetic system that always creates a tensional node that perceives itself as a center, perceiver, who wants the better and avoid the worse. This center in a given moment thinks: wtf is this horrible shit? I only perceive threatening and fear, isolation and lack. Not funny! Then as I am a smart self, I'm going to do something very Counterintuitive. I'm going to dissolve myself as a center. Not as a mind. Obviously, the mind is real, the body too, everything is real, but the configuration of this reality is extremely unpleasant, so let's see what we can do. Then, at a certain point, this self manages to break the tension, like an energetic knot, and opens up. Done! Then it realizes that it was dividing reality into sectors to manage it, positioning itself as the operational center, which is useful, but you have to be able to let go at will. By doing so, the whole system opens up, meaning disappears, reality manifests its vitality, its depth. But it can still do more. It can, even as a center that knows it's just an operational system, a form, make movement, then experience, change, lose even more relevance. Then there's total vastness, without edges, without bottom. Wow, is that all? No! You have to go deeper, endure this absence of foundation, not cling. Then reality reveals itself: the totality, that which is everything. which is obviously absolutely everything, what you are, what you have always been.
  26. thanks jody2 for your post god in me does all the work now , he literally "rewired" my brain no therapist can help me any more!, i have nothing to say to my projection! my dissociation is a think of the past for me i take my meds although, it feels so nice to have clarity! it feels amazing! i do need some rest .. and is not up to me! i still don't know what's next to come! i feel so good that my insomnia doesn't bother me any more!
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