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  2. At this point, even if I suck your dick you will accuse me of being a vampire, a snake, or a cheap whore
  3. Identifying as everything. Completely selfless. No doer, no self, just being. Identified with absolute nothingness. That’s not to be confused with lack of perception or experience, but rather, it gets ramps up to hyper insane levels, beyond human. Like my entire human mind shut down completely and was replaced by an alien mind. The “craziest” realization is when I realize that no psychedelic induced it. There is no such thing as psychedelics at such ridiculous heightened state. It’s like being transported to another dimension, while still being grounded in reality. It’s an alien reality that cannot be imagined by a human. With that said, it’s not sustainable for living as a human, so I snapped out of it somehow. The human ego cannot survive in that.
  4. @LordFall Yeah. Thanks for sharing your stories. You made me feel less embarrassed. Technically, it's not my first approach. I have tried approaching a few times in the past and failed, so I didn't stick to it. But practically, I am still at level 0. I have no idea how to start up a conversation and how to lead from there. Once there's rapport, it's no big deal for me. I'm good at relating with the girls I know in general. But just the first blocks, I don't possess the skills for breaking the ice and make quick small talk conversations. And I can't even chat up stranger guys, so it's not related to anxiety. I just don't have the skill yet.
  5. So where is anyone engaging with what i wrote? You’re not engaging with my thought neither is Natasha, why should I give you any thought at this point? This forum is a waste of my time @LordFall
  6. Of course it's yours. You're pointing fingers instead of figuring out your own blindspots. Saying that you're beyond something instead of trying to understand it which is the easy way out and ultimately a critique from below. The mind likes to think that it's always right but for that to hold up consistently you must first understand the other party's point of view and steel-man it instead of straw-manning it. Leo points to a valid phenomenon in that marketers tend to overhype stuff and even truly competent entrepreneurs tend to underestimate the timeline it takes to bring stuff to market. So even though Bryan means well it's a fair critique of his brand. Elon Musk famously does the same thing and even though he usually delivers; it pretty much always never goes according to his promised timeline.
  7. Reality didn't "come" from anything, because "coming" implies causality and time, and can't be causality or time outside of the reality, then reality never started. "Start" implies causality and time. Causality and time happen in the reality, not the reality is subjected to causality and time. Reality is, and being is absolute. Another paradox?
  8. Just purchased it! 🙌 — I’m very happy to support Actualized.org this way P.S. My personal feeling is that the era of video coaching and spiritual videos is coming to an end. I think the next era will be much more interactive — talking directly with AI, asking questions in real time, and having a personalized dialogue rather than only consuming prerecorded content.
  9. I know, but that’s her karma not mine
  10. Cool your shit or you are out. It's like you want one of us to put you out of your misery. I can do it if you want.
  11. Today
  12. That truth should be your highest principle otherwise anything else that you try to value over it will be corrupted and rendered weaker if not completely useless if not completely backfire in your face because of it.
  13. I like the word leverage. It's simple at first but if you understand how it works it describes most of the mechanisms of power in our world. It's more the concept that is cool than the word but with this one word you can build an empire.
  14. Such a sleazy manipulation tactic. Also ironically what the other dude I ignore-listed used to do.
  15. You claimed he doesn't sleep not me. I am just drawing conclusions. If you don't wanna ride with me then hop out. I don't need you anyway.
  16. @Inliytened1 Ok that’s it . I’m done here with you for now . You don’t get to tell me what should I do . “Wise up and agree with me that the word I can’t even spell correctly is true “ nope .
  17. What comes first the chicken or the egg? Obviously if you start to think about Inifnity you will run into paradox. It is inevitable. Now is Infinity paradoxical? No. But you're jumping the gun. I'm asking you to ponder the nature of reality itself. It comes from nowhere. So that is a logical paradox. Now. You can say its not and claim Inifnity all day. But are you backing it.
  18. Instead that kind of affirmations you could put an example of a paradox that's real
  19. Expand your idea of solpsism.
  20. No. You're in denial. It says nothing exists outside of the mind. That means no objective world. That means no laws of physics. Am I just dumb here or am i.talking to a wall. Wise up. I'm not playing with you guys anymore.
  21. This isn’t solipsism. This is epistemological nihilism. You don’t get to pull things outta your butt . https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism what solipsism Which says dimensionless ? Solipsism says you are not reading these words right now. Only me reading these words now is all that exists . The ONLY reason this seems true because we can’t imagine infinite dimensions. A two dimensional universe would think there is no such thing as a three dimensional universe. is this world where you are right now dimensionless or has three spatial dimensions? It has. Reality being infinite in all dimensions cannot be limited to these words on your screen right now .
  22. To discard paradox would be foolhardy. Let's just get that straight.
  23. @Carl-Richard fair enough. But the name calling stuck out to me that's what brought the attention. And you, the smartest of.all of us, did it.
  24. Isn't that something? I didn't know there were words that could carry irony.
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