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  2. That's still an open question. I might. I'll have to test that out to see how people respond and whether it's worth it.
  3. Game development with AI is very deceptive because early on in development it seems like you're making rapid progress, but late on in development you will realize how much of an illusion that was. Game development gets exponentially harder as you try to ship a commercially meaningful game. The complexity of the game multiplies. The bugs multiply. It's relatively easy to make half-assed unpolished game prototypes. What's really hard is creating a shippable, polished, commercial game. But hey! I'm not saying it's impossible. Of course there are ways to leverage AI to help you make games faster. I'm just saying you should not expect it to be as easy as the AI hype-mongers claim. Good luck with your game! I hope you succeed.
  4. @Leo Gura are you going to repurpose the IG shorts for the main YT or secondary YT channel? I think it could drive lots of traffic to the main videos. IDK how difficult is that logistically though
  5. In my bones, it feels like snake oils, and only low IQ rat vermins are attracted to it. I almost put the feeling I feel when people talk to me about marketing as if someone told me he liked to rap little kids. why is this the case ? I've my own answers, I just wonder about your thought.
  6. @zurew Alright fair, point taken. This is quite similar with the hierarchy of "wisdom" from MAPLE. Seems like the main difference is the degree of power consolidation accumulated on the basis of the authority. So at MAPLE, as you were rewarded with the admission of "wisdom" by the head teacher, and moved up the chain of command, you were simultaneously rewarded in the sense that you had more decision making power of the day to day unfolding of the community, but more and more deeply extracted from in terms of personal autonomy and sovereignty. Those closest in leadership all speak, talk, and act based on very consistent psychological scripts provided by Soryu. It's literally like watching a mind virus just say the same things over and over, almost no creativity, originality, or authenticity. Which yeah, a lot of the God language around here seems to fall into a similar camp, hopefully without the extraction of life energy component.
  7. Yes it's an ideology in a box with a lot of the deepest truths baked into it. If you don't have a belief system based on loved and unity you can turn pretty selfish and wicked that part is accurate. There is a massive amounts of prophecy and truths baked into christianity though especially stuff surrounding Israel and wars that we see play out today. The jury is still out if a christ like figure will come to unite the world though who knows.
  8. I agree porn is a fascinating category of creativity. Some people really have the courage to do some wild stuff out there, props. The craziest to me is insect porn idk how people do that. How so? Sounds like you have a big shadow around sexuality to me.
  9. His followers are annoying! The laughs... 😂
  10. What about this: Osho didn't realize the highest Truth. Because no one has. What you call Godliness & Enlightenment is but a False Vacuum. It was a necessary step in Evolution, but now we have to go past it. THROW AWAY ALL THOSE OLD CONCEPTS, because LIFE is always Fresh & New, it doesn't care about your theories and ideas, they are ALL WRONG. Everything that can be said can be utterly contradicted, because that's in the nature of things. What we're witnessing is the Story Of All Stories. And when we finally AWAKEN, we will be able to spin freely instead of trying to reject what we've created. GOD is Imaginary. IMAGINATION is Reality.
  11. Took about a 7 month break from development due to lack of motivation and working on projects and also ended up moving to montreal. That should be a massive W since it's one of the video game development capitals of the world. Went to the Unity montreal headquarters a couple of weeks ago for a meetup event that was kinda cool. Here's the first official devlog! The first step of the game will be to make a fast paced 2d roguelite with a progression system that slowly builds into the web 3 mmorpg framework I eventually wanna end up with.
  12. I will leave this here and I will stop derailing your thread. This speaks for itself and everyone can judge things for themselves. This is exactly and explicitly how much actualized.org is about doing the work and not about Leo being the judge and an authority:
  13. true … she’s gonna have a hard time explaining to their girls why daddy’s been accused of so many bad things - they’re already 9 and 11. Not that much younger than the 16 year old. And their little son has DiGeorge syndrome. I think they just have to get on with things…. Perhaps the Christian thing is helping them to stay focussed.
  14. Confidence is one thing just be careful with it turning to ego and then getting too in your head and not approaching anyone. I've recommended that you start doing cold approaches regularly to build up the skill and muscle; have you started yet? You can look at the game global website it has group chats in every major city to find wingmen to go out with you as well.
  15. In what way was he green at all whatsover? Seems like he was using his us against the people spiel to empower himself in a stage orange way and didn't really deeply embody stage green values at all let alone stage yellow. Ala Andrew Tate trying to bask himself in a veil of morality and turning muslim as soon as he got into hot waters for being a rapist
  16. Osho doesn't shy away from being controversial, and he presents himself as a truth-teller. So, I don't see why he would think God is false while thinking of himself as being godly and also resist from telling others.
  17. I don't have the time (or energy) to read through all of these replies, currently responding to an all out attack from MAPLE on my channel and the aftermath for those most impacted from the assault. I would greatly appreciate the community doesn't turn this thread into a debate about whether Actualized.org is a cult. Even if it has cult like characteristics and is defined as a cult by certain standards, the level of nervous system hijacking and injury, the elements of energetic rape and domination of mind, body, and reality present at MAPLE is in a league of its own compared to Actualized.org. Having been apart of both communities throughout my spiritual journey, comparing the two as both being cults like trying to compare tee ball with the major leagues. And until you've stepped in front of a cult leader like Soryu for an extended period of time, you don't know what you're talking about. The only caveat I will say is that I'm not super present on the forum these days so perhaps the cult dynamics of Actualized.org have gotten worse recently, but I would be utterly shocked if Actualized.org even had the potential to turn into anything remotely like MAPLE. Please start another thread about Actualized.org being a cult if you'd like. It could be an important discussion. But in this thread, this dialogue distracts from an on-going present moment cult situation I am actively having to navigate.
  18. It seems good analogy because it pertains to “waking up” but it’s still vague what it means “lucid”.
  19. I bet Russell is a pretty decent person today. The problem is that he was not a decent person 25 years ago. She fell in love with him as he is today. Can't fault her for that.
  20. Less is more
  21. @Leo Gura which one? He says he is godly. You say you are God. It's same realization, just different expressions. In what you can see that he has not reached the highest realization.
  22. @Leo Gura You mean because she loves him and he’s the father of their kids etc? I met him & the whole family once as they were staying in the same campsite as mine. He came across as so lovely and chill - not who you see at all on the screens. Crazy to think how far things have spun since then.
  23. No. I am speaking about a higher realization. I am not going to negotiate on the word GOD. I will know when you know GOD.
  24. I don't see that happening. I guess it could. But even so, I think she'll stay. Too much value there for her to just walk away.

  25. Let us see your face

    Sugarcoat replied to egoeimai's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Thanks but i imagine id want something more “smooth” sounding 😄
  26. Here is a visual i made that explains this even though it doesn't translate the whole analogy:
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