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  2. Exactly. It’s not just the content, it’s the addictive loop behind it. I’ve experienced that you look much less alive once you’ve been addicted, you feel empty on a level that’s hard to describe. Porn really is the devil’s tool to destroy the life in you.
  3. @Natasha Tori Maru I didn't know that you were not that tall. 😂Just joking.
  4. But I think people underestimate how much repeated exposure shapes perception, even if you ‘know’ it’s just pixels. You don’t have to be fully deceived for it to affect how you see attraction, intimacy, or what you expect over time. That’s the part people tend to ignore.
  5. Would love to hear some insights into what you seen
  6. @Natasha Tori Maru That's what I'm saying!!! Hallelujah to that. I love to make love while getting it on and not just doing it for a quickie every time. I'm sure being misled by what gets her off can break a man's heart especially when he lets her into his own. What are some examples from your experiences in which a women does that? Why would women lie about that? That's so shady.
  7. I forget wat year it was when smartphones appeared in movies, or wen we first seen the iphone, Alas do movies even make sense now, those based in todays era? i dont think so. Its like when you dream and you dont see computers or smartphones in your dream, like these are details that are detracting from the events themselves, even if they are apart of the events. Its like, our subject matters are thus always steeped in futurism~hopefully im using the right term. Look up futurism nd tell me if thats the right term. Anyway watayas think. Smartphones in movies — does it make sense? Consider that its just the beginning.
  8. @ExploringReality haha I know plenty of chicks who literally think starfish is enough. Deadfish in bed. Saying it without saying it; you just want to get it done and don't want to participate in making love. Plenty of women who are shit in the sack. And the worst ones are the ones who lie to guys about what gets them off and mislead them. I've seen it all from men and women. If you aren't excited to fuck gtfo
  9. Yeah I'm also kinda sceptical. I've heard people say he might right-wing-anti-israel. He has an interview with sneako that's a huge red flag.
  10. Just make sure you pull out fast enough before you merge with the infinite, or have to raise little self actualizers 😆 I definitely prefer jerking off, rather than having sex with a women that lays there like a starfish, then wonders why I won't cum, easy for someone to get in there head about it and to think you don't find them attractive but in reality they don't know how to rub your dick in the right way or stroke with you. Glad I'm not the only one who doesn't prefer condoms, although it is risky, Love is risky aye.
  11. He has some wise ideas. But gotta think everything through critically.
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  13. Don't really participate much on the forum these days but still check in occasionally. I'm still very much dedicated to the path and to practice. These musings came through this evening after spontaneously meditating and this is probably the only community I'm apart of that would appreciate or gain anything from the writing, so I thought I'd share. It's not a logical argument or intended to convince or explain. The coherence will either resonate at an intelligence beyond the egoic mind, or it may come across as incoherent and at worst, arrogant. It's the reader's choice. - Compassion is the functional expression of absolute love which are words pointing to the absolute truth. The truth of the matter is that suffering can only exist when there is ignorance of truth. This is why meditation is so powerful in the long run, it is a direct excavation of the conditions leading towards suffering. While meditation may not offer the full range of the infinitude of consciousness’s myriad forms which may otherwise be accessed through other means such as psychedelics, meditation does offer a meta-contemplation into the nature of reality by way of resolving suffering. The ignorance of what form is, in any expression regardless of state, is what allows for suffering to unfold and therefore is ignorance of form’s nature. What do we see when we see clearly into form? Many things. One of which is that there is no one looking which is to say there is only God. Noticing the contradiction of logic, how could no one and God be identical? But such paradoxical thinking becomes coherent in the aftermath of direct experience of what you really are. When looking at the world, what is there? Cyclical existence, filled with countless beings? Or one wholeness, impossible to divide? Any perspective held onto as preferentially true is used as the prejudice needed for self-deception; the self arises in clinging to any perceptual unfolding reflecting either the full range of relational reality or the unspeakable expression of formless space as absolute now. We see that form is not merely infinite distinction, but that more specifically, distinction only exists as relationship, dependent co-arising. There is no such thing as distinction outside of the meta-context of relationship. A more accurate depiction of relative reality, ie form, is relationship. Reality is infinite relationship. When self arises, so too does other. And the moment other arises, how could anything other than love arise? When we truly see other, when we’re truly with the suffering found in our own hearts and minds, right within the distinction there is union. We see through separation into the paradox of other that there is neither other nor solipsism, neither no one and me here now. And yet, it is not my suffering or your suffering, but our suffering. There are no sentient beings to save, and yet nothing for the Love of God to do other than vow to save all sentient beings until perfect happiness is achieved by all, by one, by no one. Compassion, therefore, automatically arises in responses to seeing the truth. When the truth of one’s deepest desires are found, when the truth obstructing the truth is seen in every corner of the mind, when original primordial perfection is seen to exist in the same place as hell, as being endlessly lost on the rounds of cyclical existence, there is only a single wish - may all beings be free. Relative Bodhicitta is discovered in relationship with all beings and is non-dual with Absolute Bodhicitta as being the nature of God. Shantideva’s ending dedication then makes sense - For as long as space endures For as long as living beings remain So then too may I abide To dispel the miseries of the world We see suffering is simultaneous with being a perfect expression of God and the very mechanism by which God is ignorant of itself. We see that there is really nowhere to go or nothing to do, perfection was always already the case. And we vow to exert ourselves to the fullest, committed to endless rebirth until all beings are happy. Knowing with absolute certainty there is no birth, death, or self Only original reality Our original face What we really are And when what we really are stares into the eyes of what another really is, there is just love; there is just the compassion that sees one being doing its best in face of samsara, as though two mirrors staring at one another, unfolding into an infinite hall.
  14. My roommate from a few years ago now has his first kid from not wanting to use condoms. Be careful where you nutt boys
  15. why then do i have to regularly maintain the false scenes where the girl from my past is my girlfriend each time while gooning?
  16. 😅yeah sounds insane The usefulness of nuclear weapons is deterrent, but to achieve this, they had to be used at least once. Now, thanks to nuclear weapons, we do not live in a state of total war; therefore, we are using them.
  17. Part of this is we assume our path is a constant. It's a path, and I went thru many phases on it. But we assume there's a timelessness to a state which causes a lot of confusion when we talk about spiritual enlightenment.
  18. I'm getting "Sorry, video does not exist" errors, and for some videos it's asking me to sign into Vimeo. Anyone else getting these errors?
  19. @Ajay0 reality is pretty brutal. all these things are nice on paper. pretty fucked up when it comes to practical application one in a million can make it work. average person wont make it. its better to be realistic.
  20. As far as I've learnt from others who know better - vise versa. It's about to accelerate.
  21. My man, always be starting wars
  22. If you wonder why Russia, apparently out of the blue, attacked innosent Ukraine. And what it has to do with the US. "Extending Russia: Competing from Advantageous Ground" Provision of weapons
  23. Once ego touches panic it will keep looping towards it as it reacted to it. Panic is God. You are panicking over seeing God.
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