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  2. @Wilhelm44 what about capetown is capetown safe? You should hear the Belgians they are much more polite then us dutchies, talking to Belgians is like you are being treated like royalty, they are not direct like dutch people either, in the Netherlands they just straight up say how it is and you just got to take it. It is why some people think dutch people are rude. Yes Amsterdam is my city, it is full of tourists, but overall a cool place especially if you avoid the center.
  3. That has been my experience too actually, my emotions are felt intensely to the point where I’m overwhelmed by grief not just for myself but for the whole of humanity, it’s like I’m taking on everyone’s suffering all at once including what animals have to go through. But then these emotions quickly fade, they never linger for very long. At most, I live in a constant state of equilibrium and a kind of comfortable numbness. But when the floodgates open I just do not resist the outpouring of grief that wants to unleash…I just ride those waves like a pro, and accept them for what they are without fear. Because I understand it’s all part and parcel of the human condition. The fact that I can survive, have survived being my true self of both dark and light helps me to be compassionate and develop great empathy for the rest of humanity.
  4. @Jirh think about it this way, we guys fall for the marketing of woman, we are as foolish as they are. They pretend to be nice, innocent and put on make up. Sometimes even clothes that makes them more seductive and get guys turned on and will seduce you. And it is easy to miss red flags, especially when you are a horny dog. Like some guys would still have gone for the girl with the ankle bracelet that I talked to, because she is an 8 looking girl, but then they get shot by that ex boyfriend the next month. I don't think woman are stupid per say, guys are as stupid and I have fallen for the wrong woman too. What I learned is to listen to your gut feeling, it almost never fails. I had a bad gut feeling the first time on a date with my ex who did some messed up shit, but I didn't listen to it and a few months later in some dramatic fight I broke up with her. Since then I trust that gut feeling without needing any proof of evidence.

  5. How to upgrade the health system?

    Carl-Richard replied to Human Mint's topic in Health, Fitness, Nutrition, Supplements

    She does say she experiences it as meaningful. It's the workload that seems to be the main issue.
  6. I would say that since the separate me began to unravel, emotions are experienced more intensely, but they also tend to flow through a lot quicker. I definitely don't wanna go back to the days where I felt stuck in one emotion for days on end.
  7. It was 24g total in the whole jar which was a 6oz jar. I took like 3 tablespoons and nothing happened.
  8. Is that common? I tripped hard over a year ago on 0.9g lemon tek.

  9. Weird dreams - share yours!

    Carl-Richard replied to WonderSeeker's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I was inside my house and the house started spinning like it was inside a washing machine at full RPM. I also fell from the sky and (I think) I hit a stone tile floor face first, and then I looked at the tiles and it was like LSD visuals in them. Another time I dreamt a sci-fi story plot that was thousands of years long. That's what weed withdrawals and/or anticholinergic sleep aids do to you.
  10. Training hard to be a purple wounded healer.
  11. Continuing then…allow me to resume getting back to the actual thread topic... Waking up is a double edged sword, it works both ways the way all dualities work. Consciousness. Is both a blessing and a curse. Take your pick. Choose your preference. You are obviously going to prefer one part of the dream in favour of the other, let’s not kid ourselves here. 1: There’s the waking up to the realisation / recognition that separateness is an illusory appearance in the mental form known as an idea within what is ultimately one seamless interconnected whole. 2: There’s the waking up to the realisation/ recognition that wholeness is never your aka a humans actual experience. And yes, you are an human being, no matter how much you piss and moan or reject that thought, you cannot escape your human form. Therefore you are inevitably a fragmentation, a fractal if you prefer that terminology. But you are never the totality. And so separation is all you will ever experience, and will be all you’ve ever known of your entire fleeting and temporal existence, separation is your lot, from cradle to grave. The idea that humans were never meant to wake up from the dream of separation means that feeling like an isolated individual is the core design of the human experience. So good luck to all you’s who pretend they’re not the ones who are feeling their feelings, because you are. And also don’t forget to remember that your inevitable death will simply make a mockery of your life, this happens to the very best of us, no one is spared, or saved, or given special superpowers that they become immune from its almighty pull. ———— An AI perspective on why it’s better to stay in the dream, or be lost in fantasy… you poor little lost souls. Why the Dream Exists The Illusion: From birth, the mind creates a strong boundary between "me" and the rest of the world. The Experience: This separation allows consciousness to explore, feel pain, love, and build an identity. The Play: Many spiritual traditions view human life as a grand play where forgetting our true connection to the universe is required to play the game. What Happens When We Wake Up Shattering the Ego: Realizing you are not separate can shock the nervous system and end old habits. Returning to Whole: Awakening reveals that the separate self is just a temporary character in a much larger reality. Remaining in the Dream: Even if a person wakes up to this truth, they still live inside a physical body and a human world.
  12. It strikes me as strange how some girls respond to nonsense signals that don't really mean anything in reality. Like I get it, high energy and good vibes feel good and everything (in the moment). I'm not against that. But it's like a very superficial unconscious metric that really doesn't tell anything about the person underneath. The whole interaction feels like marketing more than anything. Just make your product look shiny and loud to capture attention. Craft a good looking package, so fools will buy it regardless of what's on the inside. I mean if I was a girl, this type of thing would never work on me. But then again, marketing doesn't work on me either. My mind doesn't even register ads. It filters them as spam automatically. And honestly, more than anything, this is telling about the quality of the girls who respond to these gimmicks. I wouldn't want a girl like that in my life. P.S. Don't get discouraged by my ramblings. If this is working for you, more power to you.
  13. I think it's an interesting perspective. But it doesn't help me in everyday life matters. So I don't discard it entirely, but I also hold it loosely, not as absolutely true, but as interestingly true. It's not false, but also its opposite is not false either. It's a paradox. Multiple contradictory perspectives can be and are all true at the same time. It depends on where you look at it from. My main issue with people who believe in solipsism is that they make it the only true perspective or as they call it the "absolute truth", when there's truth in every perspective. They lock themselves in a box, and then they struggle to explain anything outside of it.
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  15. @Ulax as Justin Bieber says "never say never" it was just my honest thought tho. Yes if it is negative it is always best to make it less absolute as absolute is closed off, as "might" is a possibility. I have a struggle somtimes to be confident in a belief unless I have all evidence that this belief is 100% true, but I try to stay away from absolute negatives. Absolute positives are the best, but it is not easy to get there atleast for me unless I have evidence. I am thinking for my own limiting beliefs that I have to move them from "might not" towards "don't know" and then finally towards "it might work" and then the absolute positive is "its gonna happen". I think going from one extreme to the other is a big leap to take, not impossible, but it seems like a big jump especially if the limiting belief that you have is very strong.
  16. Just the way the language sounds compared to ours. Not in character. Do your homework before you travel, it's not the safest place, in fact quite the opposite. The Southern Cape region, like the area between Swellendam and Knysna, has beautiful nature and is pretty safe. Are you in Amsterdam ?
  17. Life is as it is. I suggested that video of Leo's because it's really helpful in the sense that it gets us to see how must of what we believe is just fiction. Getting grounded in direct experience in one of the best things you can do. Blessings.

  18. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Leo Gura replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Consciousness/Being/Mind/Truth.
  19. I am starting to notice a change in energy in my game. Yesterday and today I have been approached by a girl. I have never been approached 2 days in a row by a girl and the main thing that has changed is my energy. I feel a little bit more alpha, probably thanks to Zenterus who I went out with on friday. Yesterday I went out with 2 wings and the girls responded much more positive from the very start of the conversations, I was able to open a 3 set as my first approach and the 3 girls responded very receptive and willing to participate and instead of bailing as I mainly do in the first approach, I just felt chill and talked to them for 3 minutes. Then I had some british girls I talked to and they couldn't stop flirting with me and my wingmen, we talked for like 15 mins. They were more of a flirt then me, but one had a huge red flag to me. Her ex boyfriend killed someone in Den Haag (another city in the Netherlands) so she is wearing an ankle bracelet so that the police can track her. You never know who you meet, my gut feeling was also not good about them, even tho they were flirting more with me and my wing then I have ever seen any girls do. Also one of the british girls called me "scary" but almost in a shit test kind of way as she still was flirting, like it was the weirdest thing ever, I mean scary is atleast better then nice. I tried to exaggurate how scary I am which helped a little bit, don't know what else I could have done, maybe just be non reactive and say "Okay". My wing all of a sudden closed 5 insta's, which was crazy to me, normally he max closes 2. I didn't close anything as I didn't even tried to close. He said he saw some infield of Ton Torrero that helped him allot, that now he is closing almost every set, in this case 5 out of the 7, so I might have to watch some of that content he bought. Btw for context this was all happening between 21:00 till 23:00 not really night game or day game. Anyways and then I opened a group of 3 girls with "You guys are spanish retards" it was funny, because I got my 2 wingmen into the set and they didn't know what my opener was, so they came in so friendly it was hilarious. Only after the set I told them and they were like "you opened with that! I can't believe that worked". Approached some German girls but my wing wasn't coming in and I was waiting for him to come join, so I bailed the set, I helped him with what Zenterus helped me with the day before which was mainly about congruence and it being okay to not feel fun for a second if you are honestly not feeling it. He went up to have some boring conversations on purpose and his mask started to drop a little. After that exercise he approached a girl with "you are tired" and she was responding to him, he walked further while talking and she was yelling positive engaging shit to him and he was yelling back while walking further, back and forth. And I was like "dude she likes you" and he thought she was not and I was like, omg again those inner game shit that I have sometimes where you think she is not interested when she clearly is. It is interesting to see the same pattern happen by your wing as you realise like, shit so this is what I do myself. Later on he realised he fucked up, but it is always too late when you realise it. I realised that I can open with anything, I am just saying what comes to mind which is a bit funny to me and I try to not put her too much on a pedestal. The only thing I avoid in openers is saying something bad about how she looks, looks are a no go, outfit is a bit of a grey area as it is a choice in fashion rather then it being about her body. I still make this mistake sometimes, but try to avoid it as best as you can also during a conversation, it is a no go. My intention was to just go out anyways, I was tired and didn't felt like approaching much, but that is okay and actually even tho I only approached 4 sets, I did it with way better energy, much louder at the stop, more masculine vibe and authentic, very chill. Even my wing men today said my energy was better and the conversations went better. So energy is huge, I don't think I have seen so much evidence of it as in these 2 days. Tomorrow I will go out for my fourth day this week, last week I went out 4 days aswell, which is a bit too much probably. I might do a report about it under this post, depending if I learn something new or something useful and valuable for you guys.
  20. The artistic challenge, in the realm of consciousness work is to produce something, whether via language or while meditating by the self, that somehow blends reality, material existence, As well as something that either raises a question, or answers a previous ~ For creation from nothing means you can create something that doesnt relate to anyone (which doesnt even need to mean relation to others, it might not even be something practical for yourself and existence) On the other hand, during keditation, that is itself like isolation, falling further into a deeply isolated state, unless you are like me, not so much doing close eyed visionary things, but more so are creating, generally, without judgement around like, the manner in which its created... Like its never Not-creative in other words, ppl just deny they are artists creating, imagining, etc., Though every instance is an instance of creation from nothing, even in death. Point being, its like the artistic challenge is to create, constantly, and it often means creating something that stays practical, tangible, while somehow staying within some vague category of relatibility, inb4 why i like riddles and things like this, cause its a chance to pose a ques., or answer, without having to be in this windfall of fellow artists throwing out one idea after another... not that ive ever experienced that, but its something to keep in mind. To inspire is to see it brought out in everyone else, just in slightly diffways.
  21. Interesting. So you move an absolute to a maybe
  22. @Meeksauce remember that even tho your essence is God, that you don't posses the powers of God. God complex comes from believing that you have the powers of God. In a way you are still like a mosquito in the big cosmos that by the snap of a hand could be killed. God is and you are that, but you are also human and if you forget that human part it will fuck you up later in life, you will create a big god complex ego so be aware. I am not saying this is happening now to you, but just be aware. As much as you are God, so is that mosquito that you killed 5 minutes ago.
  23. @Ulax my own personal thought when reading you're limiting belief was, "why so dramatic? Why not, I might not get good at attracting hot girls, instead of never." it was just my natural response to it, I felt it was very final and closed off. So even tho I am probably in the same boat sometimes as you, I think that if you doubt or challenge those beliefs more, they might hold less weight. This is also advice for myself and my own limiting beliefs. I think it is easier to spot for you as I don't have this exact limiting belief around woman, but I have different ones that can be as negative as yours.

  24. What is some music you like?

    Joseph Maynor replied to itsadistraction's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

  25. Brendan is making another masterclass on limiting beliefs 😉
  26. Thanks BOO 👻
  27. That was such a great share, thank you
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