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Your at a crossroads You decide whats next !
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Ramasta9 replied to Ishanga's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I can understand your frustration, and yes this forums is no holy temple, but it is what it is, and Leo is only as high as his followers make him. I never listen to what people say, i read their energy and behavioral patterns, that speaks to me a thousand time more. It is healthy to detach sometimes when it getting too much, and at the same time to be aware of those "triggers" as they are your greater teachers, and will show up in other areas in life if you cannot master them here, that's fine, but they are there for a reason, so be prepared to see them elsewhere, wherever you go. Remember, this is just a forum that a utuber named Leo created, it doesn't mean its going meet all our expectations, there's always going to be commotion online, its rare to see a place that is flawless in exchanges because there is no true ground upon an artificial/digitized medium, its mostly mental exchanges, leaving the physical, emotional and most of sensory perceptive fields out, which leads to all the misunderstandings. And yet you can still make it work to some degree, as long as you put your ego aside and speak directly from your soul, that is what moves people and shifts things, but yes its nothing like being in front of someone speaking directly to them, that is the limits of the internet unfortunately. I personally have nothing to seek here, I simply enjoy the exchanges on this forum until it no longer serves me and its no longer fun, then I take a break or leave for a while. Think of me as an wanderer of sorts, a bridge-walker, i pass by say hi, patch things up, plant seeds, move on If its getting too messy then you know what to do, and you don't even have to state it, but I can understand it may help give you that push. Thanks for passing by, and even though we have our differences, I am sure if we met in person we could enjoy a nice cuppa ! Namaste my friend, follow your Intuition. -
Carl-Richard replied to strangelooper's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Your alternative scenarioes are abstractions and likely not existentially coherent. The thing about God's creation is it's coherent all the way down, to all ends of the universe, at every scale. Any part of creation you see is the way it is because every other part is the way it is. It's a marvelous coordinated clockwork. -
I would definitely pause even as much as a thought about having kids until certain world events get resolved. I'm not envying people who chose to have kids now, ignorance is not always bliss
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They told me they that I psychosis&/schizophrenia. They want me on Abilify 5mg a day.
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We need to stop making up sexualities for every little thing. I'm horseballsexual (sexually attracted to horseballs).
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Rigel replied to Butters's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Across lifetimes maybe. Within this one, I think it’s less accurate to say this. Most people will die lost in a prison of their own making without any understanding that they are doing it & trying to help doesn’t matter cause they already think they know every thing & the whole world is going to shit, bla-bla-bla(or some other bullshit story). My entire family is like that. I appreciate your perspective. It is more compassionate. Which has it’s own kind of value. Paradoxically, it’s probably easier to help (some) people with your frame of mind even though it’s less accurate. -
It also produces CO2 and H2O and other compounds.
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Terell Kirby replied to No1Here2c's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No. 12 step programs are in the business of constructing a sense of self to serve the survival of members and the actual program. This is antithetical to truth seeking and existential inquiry. It wants you to believe in a Higher Power, not grasps if a Higher Power is true or not. This is not real spirituality, and will not lead to a proper Awakening into the structure of reality and Consciousness. However-if you or a loved one is struggling with addiction, it’s important to get help. This can be through 12 step programs or alternative addiction recovery methods. It’s important to consult a professional therapist or doctor on this matter. -
You are starting to realize that the hamster wheel won’t ever satisfy. It’s a necessary process to go through. Stop doing stuff & embrace the boredom for a few days. You can’t ever make yourself whole by doing. Passion happens when you are already whole & do stuff for the heck of it. Not because it matters. Cause it doesn’t.
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Money is just energy moving around. And there are streams of cash flow. You need to find them. But the thing is most good spots at the stream are already taken so you need to find out before hand where new streams arise and be at the right time and place. But even better strategy is just to look at what other people do and just copy what works. Think and grow rich is a very good book on this subject.
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This is my life. I had to sit down and admit it to myself, last night. Women no longer excite me. 10 years of pickup has made me numb to them. I've recently began investing in a girl recently for a potential long term relationship. Although I've been super engaged with her, when the third date came around and we finally slept together, I was so underwhelmed by the whole experience. She tried to make it exciting for me but I just preferred chilling and cuddling over going multiple rounds and shit. Same with my work. I used to be super excited at the prospect if being a comic book artist. I pursued that with all my heart until it broke. I realized there's no future in that industry and, in fact, I've outgrown the solitude that comes with being an artist. I wanted something more. Creative, still, but more. I came up with an idea but for me to comfortably invest in it, I first have to make sure that I have a solid back up plan, a solid foundation. So now I'm taking various courses and preparing myself to do a Master's in marketing administration, not because im passionate about it but because it will provide me a good safety net to pursue my creative vision. However, this means that my passion is being postponed and it's numbing. I could take up some kind of cooking class or fun and new activity to keep the spark of life alive in my chest, but I have limited time: I work as a barista, I hit the gym, Im moving to a new apartment, soon will be learning a new language (cause I live in a foreign country that I dont speak the native language of), I also need time to be alone and contemplate, etc. So that leave little time for "just fun" other than hitting the club with my boys, or going on dates, or engaging with my sexual nature in whatever capacity. However, what I've come to see now, is that my passionless life is the main issue in my life right now. I edge as a way to feel something. When I engage with women whether sexually or socially, I'm devoid of any passion or excitement. I don't bring my most energetic self to my work, like how I used to do. I can't even get myself to sit down and read a book or watch a show. My workouts have lost their vigour. I'm on autopilot. From the outside though, I'm killing it: I have a goal, I'm working towards that goal, Im taking courses, learning a language, hitting them gym, i dress well, im confident with women and socially charismatic, etc. The only thing left to optimize in the physical domain is my finances, which I'm working on. And no, i am not depressed. The feeling I feel isnt really sadness or meaninglessness or anything like that. It's just... boredom. Perspetual, chronic boredom.
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Post #110 Sooo i ended up in a psych ward. It’s pretty good here ngl.
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gettoefl replied to No1Here2c's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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@Leo Gura Eckhart nearly killed himself not by working 16 hours per day to become wealthy.
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Blog #334 this has been a sentiment of mine for a while. in the argument of sex v gender that endlessly echoes about the net at the moment, I’ve not always responded with explanations of dimorphism but as someone who is both trans with a DSD and gone through awakenings, the first being a natural god realisation, I wanted to get my bias out of the way to find out exactly what my condition was or was doing. people claiming male and female are exclusive don’t see the unity and it is a huge stick in the spiritual and medicine communities ( not spiritual at all but somewhere in the middle of a transrational fallacy). it really gets in the way of awakening or at least the integration and understanding of what was deconstructed to see what lies beneath. They can’t get their heads around the sex thing ( probably from the agenda conspiracy they got indoctrinated with or cognitive dissonance.) the penis and clitoris are the same organ ( the genital tubicle). It changes form depending on genetic triggers, hormone profiles, enzymes, timing etc. it is named and mistaken as two exclusive objects at birth when it is really one. We know it is one because of intersex cases stopping development somewhere along the spectrum between the two forms pointing to the form morphing. testicles and ovaries prostate and skenes gland chest and breast Masculinised and feminised bone structure m & f muscle mass, protein and fat distrobution m&f neuroendocrine pathway develooment ( you notice how the later 3 don’t have specific names as they become more complex and unseable) each one of these are mistaken as exclusively different when they are all the same organ and the same body. Sometimes the development means one form of an organ is masculinised and another organ is feminised showing up two sex categories in the same body. Combining all the components of the body creates a mosaic or polymorphic organism… all with the potential of the other forms and capability to change to the other forms ( to a limited extent in some cases) but they are all one. like play dough smooshed into a shape and a photo taken then smooshed to another shape and a photo taken. You get two photos of seemingly different forms that by appearance would be exclusive and named as two independent and seperate entities and yet it is all the same piece of play dough. the level of diversity that you could get out of this one form capable of dimorphism or even polymorphism is so humanly incomprehensible, while you are dealing with a finite range, to human comprehension it is infinite. the diversity of humanity is infinity expressing itself, not a deterioration of society. Those that embrace diversity and understand the limits or illusory nature of constructs have not become delusional but rather have expanded the capacity of their minds to hold more awareness of infinite complexity. Philosophically seeing identity collapse, I’ve seen both male and female within me collapse into one and that it is a unity. the body is one with multiple bi-potential components that together can express an infinity of unique variations ( mosaics or polymorphisms) and I know this is true because the entire universe works the same way. each part is the other and can become the other as it’s always moving and changing we categorise to make things manageable. To crush infinity down into manageable packages of information. The minds attempt at making distinctions and solidifying infinity into an object that is stiff and immutable so we can navigate and relate to everything which is good but daft because we mistake the difference of appearance as different things when they are actually the same thing fundamentally. it was through the dissolution of my identity that I understood my condition and had a direct experience with ‘unity’ and so I can now see it everywhere.
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Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #55 Here I am, I woke up at 5 am today with the intention of heading to the gym as a part of my morning routine. I'm not sure how long this is going to last, but I want to challenge myself to do this. I will add "working out" to the morning routine habit tracker. I also switched up the weekly goals and replaced them with financial planning to get a handle on income and expenses, giving yourself a haircut to look fresh, and grocery shop and meal prep for better organization and protein intake. The last thing, I am still in debt, but i am climbing out of it, paying back my parents as well as a debt relief company, I would like to track that as well, it will feel so fuckin' good to get out of that, it should take me 3 months. Then I can really start saving. 12.25.25 Morning routine goals: Brush teeth streak: 57 Floss streak: 6 Shower streak: 28 Meditation streak: 1 Funniness free talk exercise: 6 Sexual abundance affirmation: 6 Work out: 0 Night time routine goals: Brush teeth streak: 1 Wash face streak: 1 No electronics before bed streak: 2 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 6 No ejaculation streak: 6 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 6 No alcohol streak: 55 No smoking weed streak: 11 Weekly Goals: Financial plan for the week Give yourself a haircut Grocery shop & meal prep Circulate sexual energy Debt relief figures This is how much money I have left to pay back: For mom: $340 For dad: $685 For debt relief program: $825
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Salvijus replied to Ishanga's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I can kinda relate to what you're saying. And I used to have similar thoughts aswell. But idk, I had some shift where the heat stopped bothering me and I began to see value in it even. Places that are only positive are really boring imo. You need the tension for evolution to happen, for life to thrive. Although taking a brake from this forum can definitely be good. -
What is the puzzle here? This is a simple checkmate proceedure. Keep checking white until he is dead. Avoid the queen's diagonal.
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Eckhart Tolle nearly killed himself. So that's an odd example you chose. A certain percentage of people become rich through dumb luck, good fortune, and just being at the right place at the right time. Tolle is an example of that. If Oprah had not platformed him, he would be a nobody. Osho's success had a lot to do with the special timing of his rise. It was a cultural moment. Yes, there are easier ways of making money. It isn't always hard work. Some situations involve little work but massive profits. But it's hard to ensure this situation happens to you in particular without a lot of work. You have to hustle and manipulate reality to create those opportunties for yourself. Think of hard work as you rigging the game of life in your favor, otherwise the odds are too much against you. Imagine you had to slave away 10 hours a day for 10 years just to rig one slot machine in your favor, but then you won the jackpot. That's what hard work is often about.
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Can someome become wealthy while maintaining his health and not ruining his body by an excess of stress hormones, constantly running through his body. Leo has alluded that you must work like a madman to become rich. But what about Osho or Eckhart Tolle who became rich without ruining their bodies by too much stress?
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You are talking about absolute truth. Leo seems to be talking ablout relative truth. If you orient everything in life about absolut truth, why are you even breathing when breath is just an imagination? Why bother ablout argumenting?
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