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  2. I have not watched that one yet, but ironically I did have a fly infestation in my home very recently. I killed 10 of them in the past couple of days!
  3. Sweet, can’t wait to do it!
  4. Advice 01: Work on your "stage orange" responsibilities. Be healthy, make money, develop mastery. Advice 02: Spirituality is healthy when your financial/survival responsibilities are being met consistently. Advice 03: Do real spirituality.
  5. Ego is an arising in the nature, not something alien to the nature
  6. Interesting. Unfortunately these kinds of tragedies happen in real life all the time ..not just in movies. Sometimes the movies are inspired by real life stories . For me personally I don’t need anything horrible happening to me as a wake up call to appreciate what I have . I’m grateful for everything I have in my life and I’m not resentful against life or god .
  7. I think animals have some form of ego. It might not be as complex and full-fledged as human ego, but it is there, especially in higher species like mammals. Even trees have some form of ego. And even simpler beings like paramecium. They all have an ego, or an identity of some sort. That's how they stay alive. At its most basic biological level, ego is the boundary that says: “This membrane is mine; that environment is not.” Ego like the kernel that drives behavior in living beings, and it doesn't have to be a psychological phenomenon. It can dim, but it cannot disappear. Until death.
  8. Even if the separation dissolves you are still a human, exactly than before. The difference is that you perceive the fact of being human as relative and death can be seen as a dissolution of this form in the ocean of being, but the human self still exist because it's a reality conditioned by evolution, not an illusion. Again, nisgardatta, ice cream or hammer?
  9. Oh reminds me of winter knight. Good old days . Haha . We haven’t had a thread like this in a while . but hey good for you .
  10. Next time you get a cut or injury don't clean it or bandage it, that's scientism/satanism, just rub dirt on it and say a prayer to GOD, have A God believer spit on it!!! Prove scientism wrong!! Science will pay you a million dollars!! ✊️ God is real guys, just pray the gay away. If God wants you to die by a 'curable' disease so be it, glory to god!
  11. Many years ago, there was girl in one of my classes at university, who was in a terrible car crash. Afterwards her face was distorted, she couldn't speak, saliva freely rolled down from the corners of her mouth. At first everyone thought she was permanently mentally handicapped, like a vegetable. Meanwhile her mental faculties were actually still fine. She had a kind of awakening like that. Wrote a book assisted by one of those type of machines that Hawkins used.
  12. It is time for the second hippie wave!!!!
  13. of course the scientific method is very sound. The problem is scientist just assume they can apply it to everything (without any introspection). Its like applying rationality in everything except the act of doing so which creates a vicious cycle. Science is complete in itself and it never says that it is correct (because it is can never prove itself). How bout this? If you know that you are GOD as surely as 1+1 = 2. And some scientists says that you are probably hallucinating and in the actual reality 1+1 = 3 and he 'proved' it with an unproven method. How will you react?? Of course science is proved, but only to the extent of this reality. We are searching for the beginning and end of reality. Do you really think from the bottom of your heart that science will ever take you there??
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  15. The story behind SAW is that the guy had cancer and he wanted to practice Sadistic torments on healthy people who don’t appreciate their health and those who die ..die. And those who survive often survive with catastrophic consequences like losing their legs or one of their eyeballs and after they survive they appreciate their lives more .
  16. I think there's this perception that when there's a permanent cessation of the seeker/separation, that you'll just be a blob laying in a corner of the room. But I don't see any reason why spirit and intelligence can't still do its thing, there's just no personal ownership of it all, ie no psychological suffering. Nature seems to be doing just fine without ego etc.
  17. Don’t bring Ronaldo in . Ronaldo now is a striker who depends on the whole team to deliver him tap-ins in the box . Unfortunately he lost his speed and dribbling ability. But he still can be a powerful clutch shooter and score bangers and bicycle kicks and things like that . Messi on the other hand is a playmaker who carries the whole team on his shoulders and somehow manage to be a goal scoring machine simultaneously . He obviously lost his speed because he’s 40 now but still have his expectional ball control and playmaking abilities. During their prime when both were in Spain in Barca and Madrid I used to watch them both but I was a Ronaldo fan . And I’m still a Ronaldo fan . But there is something that needs to said :Messi is literally gifted from GOD as the most talented player ever . Ronaldo is obviously talented be he worked on himself to create the player he is . And this is a point towards Ronaldo . They both have exceptional qualities. Ronaldo’s headers and bicycle kicks and long shot rockets for example are something Messi can never imitate . Likewise Messi’s dribbling ability and play making ability is something Ronaldo can never imitate.
  18. It's so simple. Idk why y'all consider it controversial. It's obvious. Here's what i said in a convo earlier: "I would also speculate Coral might be more ego actually. Turquoise is becoming aware of ur divinity and oneness. But that's kind of conformity. Recognizing the sameness in all. Everyone's a unique piece of the puzzle. You have more richness and god realizing itself more fully by being maximally different. But that can only be done properly and non-egoistically after being turquoise. When i take acid, i become more aware of what makes me unique. It feels paradoxical. I feel i channel my higher self, god, yet im more different and unique than ever."
  19. But what happens when cigarettes are over? He didn't mind about it or he went to buy another packet? And why did he do those speeches and he received all the westerns spiritual seekers? If everything is the same, why doing such effort? Maybe he enjoyed being a diva? I don't know, seems bit contradictory don't you think so? Seriously, it's absolutely obvious that nisgardatta have a big ego who who loves feeling special. That doesn't mean that he wasn't enlightened. Reading him seems that he achieved total openess to the unlimited, but this has no relationship with the fact of being a human with preferences. Nisgardatta, choose: lemon ice cream or smashing your fingers with a heavy hammer? Then between those extremes, a world of nuances and preferences. Because he is a human. Lets stop believing bullshiters.
  20. Neo-advaitans don't believe what they say, they wouldn't say it if they did because 'there's nobody' to say it to. It's just an attempt to bypass therapy and an aversion to some nagging issue they have, it's intentional dissociation from life - that absolutely fosters suicide, it's toxic and psychosis inducing. Neo-advaita isn't even spiritual, it's similar to prosperity preaching.
  21. Watching sports out of conformity: Partisanship, wanting your team to win, chicken wings, team jerseys and merch, gossiping about players, turning it into politics. Watching sports without conformity: Select footage, pause and rewind it with a note pad in hand analyzing how the pros move to draw lessons, practice and apply it to the athleticism of normal human life and your specific needs. ~ When I look at good athletes moving, especially dancers, I want to cry. The biomechanical magic going on with some of them awes me.
  22. That blogpost about telling someone theyre hallucinating. I came across this woman in the pub a few years ago, id had a few beers on board and started chatting, only for about 5 minutes. I knew this woman, and wasnt trying any funny business, wasnt trying it on or anything like that, just chatting. Somehow i got on to the fact that this is a dream, wholly and completely, and just made a few pointers for her to investigate. I could see a tad bit of fear of the idea. Then i watched her walk to the door, and litrally run away down the street, gone, like lightning hahaha. God I was laughing. When i saw her again months later in another pub, she said hello and i laughed and said last time i saw you you litrally ran away down street. You just upped and left and ran away. She said just dont ever speak to me about that stuff again hahahaha. Message was received and never have. Not that I see her around often at all anyway so wasnt too fussed about that. But prime example of Leo’s blogpost and the ego’s denial
  23. It's pretty simple: - All others don't exist. You can think of them as NPC's (None Player Characters). - "You" are the only one who exists. "You" in quotes because the non-existing NPC is reading it. - All realms are on top of each other. "You" live in the Human Realm. Over you are the devas and more and below you are beings having it hard. They exist at the same time. I can communicate with devas and beings from any accesible realm. - I believe beings you communicate with in the mind exist, however I'm not certain. I can talk to beings in other realms with what I think is 'Buddha eye'. I can see everything anywhere whenever I want to. I got this ability around 1 year ago. - You are The Self. It's a kin to being God. It becomes fairly obvious when you realize that no others exist. How do you know your enlightened? 1. It all makes sense. Everything is suddenly understood. 2. A lot of crying out of joy, fascination and intellectual understanding. Why post this if you just get answers from NPC's? 1. Out of love. You just want to spread it. I'm helping myself doing so. 2. It's fun and interesting. What's worth doing after enlightenment? Live a life that brings good karma because you want to either reincarnate well or exit Samsara after death. Anything you want to say? Life is beautiful, but it's significally conditional. "Eat or suffer", "Drink or suffer", "Have shelter or suffer". "Kill yourself improperly and you might reincarnate in a lower realm.". Because of this I want and recommend others to exit Samsara, like the Buddha did. Leo has said twice I believe that no one is enlightened on his forum. I challenge him to point out what I'm wrong about if he doesn't believe it. Also thanks to Leo for his solipsism video and videos in general, it has really aided my journey.
  24. @James123 you seem like stressed, keep calm.
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