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  2. Having a stage blue shadow

    Elliott replied to LordFall's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    good on you @LordFall 🍻
  3. I was analyzing some of my forum posts with Gemini and I came to interesting conclusions regarding my blind spots and biases that are holding me back in life. It actually first started when I deconstructed my addictions to weed and porn and I realized that I tend to use easy dopamine as a way to cope with the hardships of life. Classic enough but it gets deeper. I got into cryptocurrency a few years ago and studied hundreds of hours of it as well as finane and macroeconomics. It taught me a lot but I'm still broke and not that successful in society. Why is that since I've been interested in business and working on mine for over a decade at this point? Gemini also helped me figure that out, I actually switched to a strategy of not buying weed or drinks when I was anxious and under-stimulated and buying Crypto instead to feel like I was investing in my future instead of just coping with substances. Gemini highlighted that it's a common trap for intellectuals try to smart their way to success as we're usually weaker at industriousness which requires emotional labor instead. After analyzing my life over the past year I was quited stumped at my bottleneck as I actually am not a lazy person and work a lot so why am I getting stuck? Reading Leo's blog post today gave me the insight that it was due to a simple stage blue shadow. I have a deep disrespect for the classic institutions of society like religion, school and even building a career instead of starting a business. I now realize that this disrespect has lead me to ego and arrogance and reduced my efficiency in my business and life as a whole. Thought I would share as I feel like it's probably a common thing on this forum as well since my consuming Leo's content we get a superior frame of reference to what society teaches as a whole and this can lead to intellectual arrogance. I notice a lot of stage green shadow on this forum but the stage blue shadow was invisible to me until today. Hopefully as I integrate this stage more over the next months and years I will finally solve my bottlenecks and be able to crush all my goals and finally be able to actualize my grandest visions and overall life purpose. I like the blog bro keep it up, sharing short form insights is actually really powerful. I haven't had the energy to watch the recent long form videos but I read the blog daily. https://www.actualized.org/insights/michael-oakeshotts-conservatism
  4. @Olaf just go for it. you got an almost perfect recipe for a fulfilling business. i recommend to take action on it asap, that inspiration and motivation may fade over time.
  5. The conservatards are evil Imagine going to psychiatrists and everyone telling them you're having psychotic thoughts of murdering your kids, them giving you a handful of pills and sending you off to their birthday party, killing your entire family, paralyzing yourself trying to suicide, then these douche canoes attacking her like a witch trial. Evil
  6. The goal of Buddhism is clearly set in the 4 Noble Truths: Suffering can be eliminated, and there is a path to eliminate that suffering. If you are looking for something else, then Buddhism isn’t your path.

  7. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    Husseinisdoingfine replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I def disagree with this. But use only ewg verified products. https://www.ewg.org/skindeep/
  8. Alright I contemplated stuff with ChatGPT, and Obsidian & Notion, I can pretty much test and link everything, now it's time to get out of the situation, idc if I will get out unscathed, but I should focus my prime time on becoming who I wanted to be, but tbh I am a bit lost to what I want, as I see a lot of traps, and I thought some stuff would be solutions such as: Generating an abundance of women, through dating & online-dating Working in a tech-field wiill automatically guruantee abundance Focusing on meditation & health will automatically create abundance Not reading enough and taking notes, especially at night or overtime Using A.I and new tools to generate new income Listening to my intuition The whole point is I am not utilizing it in a way that is properly self-enforcing and I should take more notes on my current changes and intuitions either here, or with the new obsidian journal I have and just push most stuff to obsidian, it's the best tool, I've used to far and I imagined, also using when I get older to simply connect more knowledge, but I am going to bed right, now I talked enough to GPT, it rated the session also 90/100. It's good to get some numerical value or evidence back, to see if the session was good, the core point is still enviromental design, idfk if I should pull the entire structure into obsidian, or leave it till now, I am still figuring out the tool, the core point is priorities and health, and some stuff I can't really put my finger on, I expanded my value set with 2 values, and found one old intention, I have to see what I can do now, I fucked up some stuff, I now might need or not to interconnect. I don't know if I will reach my potential after the injury as it pushed me strongly, but I can still leverage knowledge, notes, connections, enchantments, divine inspiration and meditation etc. retreats to live a fantastic life, I scheduled video games to a 3h session on sunday, so I can do some depth training, as my mind interconnects a lot when I meditate and I am sort of up-scaling and down-scaling a few things.
  9. Its either tragedy or evil. There are three sides. 1) Reasonable people, 2) Those who leap to tragedy conclusion, 3) Those who leap to evil conclusion
  10. @LordFall Bro you were the one who misunderstood Basman's original point here
  11. I'm gonna keep going because I want to deal with my suffering . But I'll keep taking about God on actualized.org. Thanks guys.
  12. Hey, I'm in Madrid too, if you're down it'd be fun to meet up sometime around next weekend — PM me

  13. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    Husseinisdoingfine replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

  14. Great ideias
  15. The incels are incelling again.... She went in to get help with her post partum psychosis and insurance denied her, she told the psychiatrist she was thinking of harming her kids, multiple times. Curious what you conservatards think 'critical thinking' means, because you obviously have not a clue what critical thinking is, you're mindless brotube parrots, not protectors of women and children, HARMERS. The system needs corrected so more kids AREN'T harmed. Morons
  16. I have never got too deep in it, but i remember i liked what i read from Dogen’s The Shobogenzo. https://www.urbandharma.org/udharma12/shobo.html
  17. I’m Black myself. All groups are not the same, I agree. But concluding something about reality from limited information, and spreading your worldview based on lazy and sloppy observation, has consequences when done en masse. For example , if a guy or a girl gets cheated on, they become more susceptible to negative descriptions of the other sex. A man might join a red pill community that have some valid claims but generally very toxic. There exist tough facts about men, women , employers, landlords, black people, immigrants etc. Most of my mind activity goes into being irritated about how certain groups gets an unfair despription. You also find trivial generalizations, like about people who drive certain car brands, or people who drive hybrids or sports cars. The consequences of these observations are harmless, while others have more impact
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  19. Great stuff bro
  20. Thanks will check it out
  21. @Ulax yeah I will have to think about it all for a few months, but I think there is real potential.
  22. Documenting your journey as opposed to pretending to be a worldclass authority straight from the bat usually solves that issue. I got that tip from Gary Vee.
  23. I love your drive but be careful not to make false promises to clients
  24. Teaching helps you learn for sure. Start a youtube channel/instagram around it and post a piece of content this week! I'll watch and subscribe. Pro tip if you're interested in going down that route, put up some street interviews talking to girls about dating in your city in front of recognizable landmarks. You'll get a lot of organic views from non game related people that are just interested in seeing social media content filmed in their city. If you get a funny moment from a cute girl it can easily get 5-100K views. If you just film yourself in your bedroom talking about game it'll get much lower engagement especially when starting out and not having an established core audience. I've made that mistake before.
  25. Today I realised I might should become a day game coach, first of all, day game makes me feel it is the only place where a men has a real chance of finding a partner that he is worhty of. There are too many night game coaches and honestly I don´t shine there as much as during the day and the `grilfriend` you can get there is not a girlfriend I want to have or even would want to wish on other guys. Today I was a wingmen for a guy who never ever approached before. He came to the city and was so much in his head, he almost didn´t come due to resistance and he told me that he tried to approach a girl before that day and he wasn´t able to approach a girl on his own so he approached a guy. As soon as he came with me, I made him do a push up in a busy square, give some people a box and within only 5 mins he approached his first set of girls that I pushed him to. Then we had a little convo of what he needed and I had empathy with him, because I know how it feels to start, so he told me he thinks he might need just some conversations. So I winged him in some conversations with random guys which made him a bit more in state, then eventually he was ready to approach girls, so I pushed him to approach, he approached 20 girls in total, some of them that I winged him in, but most of them on his own that I pushed him to do. At the end he was fully in state and able to get a girls number. I am a fucking God. Who can say they can get a guy from 0 to getting him in state and getting a girls number, fuck, if I can do this everytime, I should become a day game coach, like honestly it would be perfect for me as I do this anyways, I wingmen anyways all the time, it is what I do, so it would literally be making money doing what I already do. And I am kinda a beginner, not fully but kinda, so I know how it is to start from 0 more then any of the dating coaches who have been 10 years in the game, who are completly insensitive to the vunerable state of these beginners. I know how anxiety cripling it is and how you have to push through, but also be a bit gentle on yourself. The good thing is also that I can get in state quite easily and get them into state therefor much easier aka law of state transference. This would really help out men so much, too many guys who are wanting a partner, but the dating apps just not working for them. It is sad.
  26. I edited a lot out I was saying that knowledge can be a hinderance to direct experience. Intellectualizing over the nature of reality is not the same as having a constant direct perception of it. And perception is not the only thing that's important. How you look is just as important as what you see. In practice, not forcing oneself to experience more than they actually can is important. It's releasing with what is within the boarders of your current experience that causes growth, where imagining and conceptualizing ideas like all is mind, without a direct experience of that, it can be a block. I also mentioned that the path of progressing in your life, you may come across many different teachers, and you'll have to use your own discernment to sense what is right for you.
  27. Remove the cultural, ritualistic, and religious aspects, and buddhism is an alchemical framework. In the process of practicing, you'll transform.
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