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  2. I live in Newport Kentucky. It is located by the Ohio River. If you have suggestions about where to go to meet women, that would be nice. I tried checking Google maps to see if I could pick a place, but I'm not sure. I'm across the river from Cincinnati. I'm a decent walker. I nearly made it to Cheviot Ohio by walking, but my family panicked and had me get picked up. In any case I walked to the riverside park. When I go for walks I often see women jogging that I like. They often have headphones in so it's hard to talk to them. I managed to get one to stop this time. It looks like you can wave at them and ask "what are you listening to." From there we discussed audio books and it turns out I'm hilarious. My idea was to get an audio version of the Bible, but have Goofy from Disney be the cover voice reading it. It turns out that I have a good impression of Goofy too. She wanted to hear Donald Duck voicing Leviticus, but I don't think my impression is as good. I need to record myself first to check. I'm unable to upload my impression of Goofy reading Noah's Ark. My favorite part was the animals on the Ark asking "are we there yet" because they were stuck for 40 days. Regarding Donald Duck, I tried to sound angry while saying "men shall not lie with men! Rahrahrharah!" She said she would pay money to listen to this kind of audio book. Judging by her body language she seemed uncomfortable or in a hurry. You can let me know if I'm reading too much into this, but my impression was that she liked women. Judging from what appeared to be signs of discomfort paired with making Leviticus sound stupid and bigoted, it seems like how I would imagine a Lesbian would think and act. She was probably afraid that I found her attractive and wanted to have sex with her as I would imagine lesbians would be. Of course I would need more information to know for sure. She left without giving any information like how to contact her. So far I haven't hit on anyone though. I'm not sure where else to go to meet women other than when I'm out walking and see joggers who often have headphones in. I generally stay in friendly mode. Otherwise the only method I found for meeting women works be through dating apps. The problem with those apps are the prices and the fast paced nature of the relationships. I felt like some women were trying to lure me into a trap or that they weren't even women. I became afraid of the possibility that they might murder me, so I felt it natural to ask the forum about relationships and murder with no luck. In my experience the best way to handle fear and anxiety is to accept the risks knowing that some risks are unavoidable. For example, if I'm afraid to leave the house, I would never have time away from my family or I might be murdered by a burglar or the house might catch fire. My therapist seems okay with this relationship with fear. If I go outside I accept the possibility that I will be killed by drunk drivers, meteors, mass shooters, or perhaps terrorists who highjacked a plane and are attempting to strike the white house but the passengers are aware of this plot so they attack the perpetrators and cause the plane to dive toward the ground, causing it to land on me instead of the president. And of course if I go on a date with a woman, it is entirely possible that she will pull a gun on me and demand my social security number, or she might be an incest victim who now believes that men are pigs and she wants to kill symbolic targets that remind her of her father through intimate relationships, or she might mistaken me for a man who actually raped her due to my similar appearance and have a panic attack leading her to kill me, or maybe something else. In my case, a woman actually did panic because of a similar appearance to an abuser. I didn't say anything. I didn't do anything. I didn't approach her. I didn't touch her. I was just walking home and this woman freaked the fuck out, screamed, and hid in her car. Luckily she didn't try to run me over afraid that I might rape or murder her. All I did was look to my left and notice her and then kept walking. There was absolutely nothing I could have done. If this woman had a weapon, I would be dead already and all I did was briefly notice her presence. Sometimes there are cases of mistaken identity due to similar appearance to a perpetrator who randomly attacked a woman on day, though this is uncommon. When I am out walking, a lot of people come to me asking for cigarettes even though I don't smoke. Apparently, I have a look on my eye that makes me seem caring, but one day I was wearing shaded glasses when that woman freaked out. At least homeless women generally feel fine with me and they think I'm a good person. I don't think it's appropriate to hit on them though. Instead I just help them make phone calls and direct them to crisis resources. This included a victim of identity theft that wanted to commit suicide. I found some men in situations like this as well such as homeless veterans who either poison themselves or jump off of a bridge by the Ohio River. I had a few cases where I needed to call the police over things like this, including an abandoned three year old girl who was separated from her parents. I encounter all kinds of things when I'm out walking including alcoholics, criminals, sex offenders, and so forth. One of the alcoholics hit on my underaged sister. How do you think I should go about meeting women? I live in an area with a statistically high crime rate. This is where organized criminals like my father like to hang out because of the jurisdictional gaps that can be exploited between Ohio and Kentucky as they traffick drugs and prostitutes. Some of these homeless women were also sex workers. They probably don't like being hit on because they already feel degraded as is and they don't need men making them feel like whores. This is why men shouldn't treat women like sex objects as they will lose attraction and distance themselves from you because you show similar attitudes to men who abused them. I felt this too when people reminded me of my abusers through there attitudes around sex. I become very closed off when treated this way and being portrayed as a slut. I had some policy recommendations for the mayor, but the government isn't very helpful for my purposes. I have decent conversations with women at the gay pride festival, but they're lesbians too.

  3. Journey to The Unknown

    Raphael replied to Raphael's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Speed and Shortcuts When reflecting on the last 13 years I noticed that I tried multiple times to go too fast and to take shortcuts. I took a shortcut when I was 16 by choosing an easier section at school. The reason was a mix of self-esteem issues, the desire to specialize in tech, and laziness. Because of that I didn’t do a lot of math or science where it would have been beneficial for me. In college, I decided to go fast and only did 2 years of study where many other students continued longer. I did that because I wanted to enter the job market quickly but there was no good reason to do that. If I had continued college I would have had a much stronger foundation and a better network; now my foundation is a bit light and I have no network. Quickly after getting my first job I decided that I wanted to create a business; it would have been much better to relax and gain experience rather than wanting to go fast. All these decisions led to poor results. I asked myself what was the reason for me to want to go fast and I think it comes from bad conditioning from my dad. I always saw him wanting to go fast, to skip procedures, and to live a stressful and angry life; counter-intuitively, he was always late in everything and never happy. I think that I internalized the idea that I had to move fast and to become successful fast. I skipped many things: I skipped social relationships, I skipped dating, I skipped studying and gaining more skills; I can even say that I skipped my life. - 8 November 2026
  4. Its about health mostly, and ye there hard to find. Go for the green woman because there easy to spot but that does not mean there going to be healthy. I just found green woman to have better compatibility to date then the other stages even when unhealthy.
  5. The reall issue is just the algorythmic and polarizing way that self-improvement/political content is framed online. It doesn't help anyone to have a chip on one's shoulder. She's a dating couch but who actually wants to date her seeing her like that? Its the same as those "dude trust me" channels about how all women are hoes and shit. Its red meat for the sexually frustrated. I have a strong intuition about avoiding that kind of content. Its a grift unironically.
  6. One of my fears is getting old and having to deal with these types. Lock 'm in young guys. It is not getting easier. Or you have to be like 50 year old going for 25 year old but in that case you need to have your health, weath and spirituality in order.
  7. If you deny the hipocrisy of Europeam Leaders when it comes to human rights and having the right to live a peaceful life then you havent investigated your corrupted Leaders thoroughly yet. Just think about why Russia has received 25 sanctionpackets since the invasion of Ucraine but 0 when he put Syria to ashes. And while destroying Syria, European countries were the most engaging in business with Russia. Putins best trading partners If you are the best businesspartner of a bloodthirsty monster and mass murderer, then you yourself are a mass murderer. Obviously those whose existences you helped destroy come to your country with prospects of a better life. The same ist being done with Palestinians right now but is a much more shameful way. There is no place that is so much involved in massacred and destruction as European countries both in the past through colonization and the world wars and today through countless other forms
  8. She talks about "de-centering men" as her main focus. And I get it. It's just that "de-centering women" is the exact thing a man struggles with as well. Centering someone is when: You bend over backwards for them whenever they ask. You constantly prioritize their needs, wants and happiness over your own. You make their approval and validation central to your self-worth. You change your personality, interests or lifestyle to keep them happy. You tolerate behaviour you wouldn't normally accept because you're afraid of losing them. You abandon your own boundaries to avoid upsetting them. You organize your life around their availability, expectations and preferences. You become responsible for managing their emotions. You neglect your own goals, friendships and personal development to accommodate them. You measure your own happiness by how happy they are with you. You constantly seek their attention, affection and reassurance. You excuse their bad behaviour while holding yourself responsible for every problem in the relationship. Men do all of these things with women too. It's the same psychological dynamic happening in reverse, but both sides of the gender war seem blind to it.
  9. @Schizophonia Man you your verbal communication is so offensive I don't see any sense in replying to you. Most of your Post basically Contain insults and swear words. French people have been protesting violently since I watch the news stop the blame game, the foreigners are guilty of destroying our beautiful France. When the Guillotine was inventes, the streets of France were filled with blood instead of rainwater If the french hadnt enslaved and massacred their ancestors on a global scale and thus violated their rights to exist peacefully, you could be sure there wouldn't be so many immigrants in France. The entire foundation of wealth and disproportionate rich Lifestyle that is being enjoyed in France compared tl the former colonies is due to 500 years of brutal colonization and slavery and not because white people being superior. And basically that's the last thing I'll reply to you. I wont waste my time with somebody who only knows how to insult
  10. Here's 2 mins of conservative tears that shows how much political opponents can be feared and hated. Dems do the same thing. How can this hate be resolved? Or is this hate and fear something that's a healthy and drives political change? Can love solve everything or is hate a practical tool in our politics?
  11. it is just your thoughts, since body/mind is connected, they are not two separate things, so you can't be stuck in it. Mind and body are literally the same thing.
  12. Her name is literally "resent" lmao 😂
  13. @Joseph Maynor@Inliytened1 Wai. Back up. Lastnite somethin interesting happened.. Something cut to the core, but now we are going backwards w/ opinions, how it feels to chew watchamakalit bubblegum. I cnt find the words for it, Like... Hold that thought, and roll it forward/back, and rub it around again. There was a very core idea (jog the right idea forward basically, as we might be able to find it as a shared form)
  14. Just let go and yrust the process 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️👌👌✨️✨️✨️👏👏👏
  15. So what's the big deal about this guy anyway? Sounds like a womanizer
  16. Today
  18. Statistics do not show that woman are healthier on average in relationships. The confusion Psychological dysfunction: How unhealthy is this person as a relationship partner? Victimization: How much harm does this person experience from their partner? One does not establish the other. A person can be an extraordinarily dysfunctional partner without committing severe violence. A person can also be a victim of severe violence without being psychologically healthier than their partner in every other respect.

  19. Triggered Gender Movement

    something_else replied to integral's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    What? This doesn’t even feel like you’ve read my last comment. And no, I’m saying that broadly speaking rates of dysfunction are comparable (though the evidence is not that definitive as far as I can see) when we exclude abusive relationships and when we ignore the degree of the dysfunction. When we include these, the rates and degree of dysfunction becomes extremely imbalanced towards women being the victim. What? “I’m not showing statistics because they prove the argument I’m making”? I’m so confused by this last reply.

  20. Expression of Sincerity

    Sincerity replied to Sincerity's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    *Note to guests: If you provide it, I’m likely down. 😈 Barter! Hosting for crack;P
  21. what if the only job available for my passion , is in europe or USA and they wont accept anyone older than 30. by the time i complete masters i will be 35. what if they wont accept anyone more than age 30 yup but it should be done on the side , if you live in 3rd world country
  22. Are you saying women can be equally dysfunctional in relationships But it just doesn't happen as often as it does with men? The reason I'm not talking about statistics is because they don't show that women are less dysfunctional.
  23. I haven't watched yet, but I think this is it.

  24. Triggered Gender Movement

    something_else replied to integral's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    What makes you say that? With something like this you have to base your argument on stats over personal experience because basically no single individual has an unbiased sample large enough to generalise into an effective argument. If you had 3+ relationships with dysfunctional women that probably says more about you than it does about women. You would be the common denominator there. This argument can be used to criticise the woman here too, and like I said, that’s totally fair. But you cannot then say it’s unfair for her to generalise her small personal sample size to all men while in the next breath doing the exact same thing yourself.
  25. Right now Iman Gadzhi is doing a five day challenge going live everyday. I am participating.
  26. Maybe, in the end, some sort of value can be extracted from it. At least, some people are able to do something with it, while others simply need to accept it and learn to live with it.
  27. I’m currently focusing mostly on the financial side of my life. I haven’t found my life purpose yet, partly because I lack experience. I believe I need to try different things, gain experience, and explore opportunities. For now, I feel like I should simply pick a business idea and start working on it. However, YouTube is full of money-making content, and honestly, I find that 95% of it is bullshit. Most videos offer very little practical value. Can you recommend content creators who share genuinely useful knowledge about making money, business, and improving your financial situation?
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