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  2. I don’t know, but it is going to be okay.
  3. Are you seriously simping for Jeffery Epstein right now?
  4. If you mean to point to 'all seeking carries a frame', well, yes. That is a given

  5. Ladyboys

    Leo Gura replied to Butters's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    No because I like pussy. Stage Blue has plenty of good ol' common sense, which is lacking these days. Kids don't even know what it means to be straight anymore
  6. I made an OP Leo card with a feral guy's pic on it
  7. Inscryption is such a fun game. I made a 7/7 card that hits three times and named it God. But the game’s tough, and I keep dying. I need to rethink my strategy—probably best to keep a thin deck so I can actually play God more often.
  8. I had so many before I awaken, it was like being buried under them. When my brain turned off I was like cell getting blasted by Vegeta. 'Whats this?!'. When all the voices suddenly turned off via psychedelics, I could see God. Then a different kind of voice started talking and asked me who I was and I said I am God. I still have them, not as bad and I ignore them mostly. Trying to ignore them entirely. Society does this weird witchcraft where they force you to create a voice inside your head, then have it start to attack you by shitting on you relentlessly. This is why people go schizophrenic.
  9. I've repeated a lot of times that the self is an expression of reality, but to refute it you say that I said it is its source. The only possible cause of manifested reality, whether the self or any other structure, is the inevitable absence of limits, which is the foundation of reality. Without limits, reality expresses itself in dynamic relational patterns that must be limited and coherent with each other to be "something", forms, and dynamic and open to be ultimately limitless, since they are the limitless expressed in form. All this rant has no relation to enlightenment; it is a deduction of my logical mind by elimination.
  10. For me it's associating any sound with words in my head - not necessarily hearing voices independent of my own "thinker" speaking independent thoughts to own to me. I've felt I've always had insight into myself and mind - enough to strongly consider these voices aren't real many times - so I don't think I can be classified as classic psychosis. I do smoke weed and cigarettes, but I believe they are only catalysts for underlying trauma of loss in my near family recently, not underlying causes. All of these "big mental health" disclaimers aside let's get to the deep part. If reality is subjective and constructed from mind, there is nothing stopping me from building my own self constructed prison of voices that seem to be real and violate reality. This must be a curse or something my higher self is inducing upon myself to induce rapid growth. Or else it would not be possible.. thoughts? Any similar experiences? Differing experiences?
  11. All good then, as the Truth relies on no frame or interpretation I think you make comment on accessing truth. Which I think has been expounded upon. But I cannot remark on the rest of the reply as I am stuck at the prior inquiry regarding terms. I think I return to 'the truth cannot be spoken'. Or perhaps, Truth is not contained in words. Won't stop people trying Mistaking the pointer for the thing itself etc
  12. Both are made by you. Your brain creates your perception of an apple through a cloud of trillions of processes a few nanoseconds after the light reflected by the apple enters your retina. The thought of the apple is the same, only it occurs several hours, days, or even years after the information enters your system. If someone throws a rock at you, you move aside because your system perceives it as potential harm. If someone insults you, you react because your system perceives it as potential harm. After millions of years of evolution, it has become clear that your position in the group affects your survival, just like the rocks thrown at you.
  13. Gender is a social construct
  14. That’s not me being hopeful. I’m saying Newsom will be a repeat of Biden. Just kicks the can down the road 4 years without fundamentally shifting the trajectory probably making the eventual situation worse. Only advantage is that younger voters lean left so time is on dems side in that regard.
  15. Blackrock will do just that! Hopefully sooner rather than later.
  16. What does it matter? Everyone has known about pedo island for 5 years now. You guys won't do a single thing, ever. People from these countries would rather support blowing up kids in Africa and the Middle East than support protecting kids in their own lands. Just the way they are.

  18. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    Leo Gura replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Rafael Thundercat That makeup actually looks quite cool. I need to start wearing some Darth Maul make-up.
  19. Today
  20. I spend a lot of time explaining reality to myself. So by the time I have explained it to myself, explaining it to you guys becomes trivial. I write a lot of bulleted lists and outlines of the key points for any question. Whatever topic we are talking about or trying to answer, there is always key question that is motivating it. For example, a question might be: What are all the limits of science? So I will focus on a core question like that, and then my mind will generate answers and I will write down a bulleted list. I don't wrong in long paragraphs, I write down the key insights. A key insight does not require a paragraph but a sentence. So I end up with long lists of key insight to any question. And then I spend a lot of time polishing and organizing the bullet points in the list, to create a good logical order to the points, because some points build on top of others and require coming first, and other points require coming last. I also get lots of random insights throughout the day which don't pertain to any specific topic or question. I always write those down in a miscellaneous notes document. So I have thousands of pages of misc insights which I can always look over for inspiration or as the need occurs. Organizing the insights into a logical sequence is the most time-consuming and laborious part of my work. My days are unstructured.
  21. @LastThursday Why do the sages say to become enlightened you must stop using language? And you take psychedelics to stop your language center. Stop using language its limiting your consciousness into the form of being you. How are farts funny before you know what a fart is? Language could be the reason you need to point to things outside of yourself. sit there and say uuuuhmmmmmmm.
  22. Lol. He clearly said otherwise after my first comment. You guys are blaming others for your own lack of reading comprehension. This isn't Shakespeare here.
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  24. DXM - Understanding Nothingness

    Leo Gura replied to Lazarus93's topic in Psychedelics

    Reality will keep hitting you in the head, one way or another. Papa Leo can't save you from yourself. What a bummer.
  25. All her vinyls and records were sold out, so Beans had this clever idea to buy a cardboard box at the record store that cost only 89 cents! Violent Vira and I saw immediately how clever it was that it shaped as a cross. Heart-Shaped Box, meet Cross-Shaped Box! Overcoming religious trauma and suicide ftw :))
  26. Lyrical highlights from second song: This one is even more profound. “The impish me and the absolute ME Many think a contradiction But a perfect complement” This is hinting at solipsism. “I was born in my mother's womb but she did not create me” More solipsism. “My words and my songs, my smiles and my mirth are but a ploy to entrap you in my limitless void” Everything of the world is survival and illusion, ultimately. But you aren’t trapped in an ugly space; it is a limitless emptiness that is ultimately beautiful. “As the dance of life progresses, this space, this unboundedness, has become unbearably sweet Become love, reach out Become me” A beautiful ending
  27. I thought you were feeling hopeful before about Republicans losing badly and were starting to like Newsom:
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