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  2. @Natasha Tori Maru How am I taking this the wrong way? You think I don’t know that the question comes from your brain? Do you not understand that I am asking “where is this coming from” to understand why you are saying that??? You think I don’t understand that I don’t have to answer the question if I don’t want to? What are you gonna do to force me??? I’m not answering your “question” because its an insulting and disrespectful remark, that you don’t wanna give me the explanation for using? You also completely ignored my question about the other guys threatening comment.
  3. First it’s impossible to be rejected. Women can communicate their choice to you (she doesn’t like you), that’s fine. But be careful with your words. They build the foundation of your house. You can’t be rejected. Your value is inherent and always the same regardless of whether a woman wants to relate with you or have sex. I don’t know what stage you are at in life or your country you’re from so I can’t really say much else. This story you shared is sounds like classic zero game zero swag college dating where you have very little going for you from the relative perspective of attraction and the list of everything you need to do is like a mountain to climb because just by reading this I can tell you have a long ways to go. But do not discredit quiet momentum. There is a slip stream you can flow into where your efforts will compound and 4 years from now you will be so wildly different and able to pull. I would suggest you focus on your studies if a situation like this really throws you off emotionally and affects everything else you do. You are in college so it’s time to really build a strong foundation. You need to get into excellent shape and get great grades so you can earn decent money and I’d also really do inner work so you don’t have any doubts about your true value king. Once you have that honed in I’d say start finding ways to tap into your authentic self and develope swag, that’s when you’ll get the results you want.
  4. Post #54 I can't quit now, I'm too close.
  5. @coca there is no insult - you are taking this tne wrong way. You don't have to answer the question if you dont wish to.
  6. Yeah im in pain I dunno what to say Excuse me as im, not really looking for synpathy or to be vainn And yeah im perfectly logical and sain But even still I got all this fucking pain I guess i fell back into my ways I guess im not a perfectly consistent guy But like I said i'll never quit and ill always keep my head high And forget the times when I was mistreated and uneducated and just wondering why And i'll forget ill this shit that ever made me cry Fuck that shit I'm only flying to the sky Call this shit cringe but I dont give a fuck no more mf i got nothing to prove Only what i want to take and i'll do it with no shame, and for my own sake, Get that paper cake No scams or bullshit or posturing or claiming credit for something i faked Work like hell and work until im dead asleep in my eyes, on the brink of dying so tired, tired, super energy because im my heart i got the fire Uplift my small team i build around me and we spread the fire, fire of success, only optimism and gold no fire of death Yeah im always tryna find strength, uplift myself i dont need no spot and a bench yeah u gotta let go of resistance, let go of the clench yeah I guess when u resist it persists, no gravity but you feel the weight, you feel the bitterness and the pain and the hate I dunno what to say A million bands ima make Yeah im optimistic but i will never be fake For now this pain seems here to stay And thats okay Ima fucking make it anyway
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  8. A vendor may list a certificate of analysis on the product page, or provide one on request if they did the testing. Such obscure substances can only be labtested, no reagent works. And still it has to be in their FTIR library already, which is probable but not a guarantee. Nectar is the current best in the EU https://www.nectarspectralabs.com/en I've never tested anything though, just requested CoA where available or did additional purification myself. The only potential problem with a trustworthy source could be accidental mislabeling, but they should have controls in place to prevent that.
  9. Every man has a feminine side. Deny it, suppress it, and eventually you’ll suffer under the weight of your own masculinity. Masculinity can be powerful, but it can also be exhausting, stressful, and painful when you’re carrying it like armor 24/7. So if a man finds himself overwhelmed by life, its problems, and its endless harshness, perhaps it’s time to explore his feminine side. Get the stick out of your ass. Relax. Be silly. Be soft. Let yourself be playful and emotionally expressive. Shave the beard if you feel like it. Take care of your appearance. Enjoy your physical beauty. Cry. Be tender. Wear something pretty. Even act a little girly. You don’t become less of a man by embracing your feminine side. You become a more complete one.
  10. "Beauty is secondary. The garment is the lead..." - Lauren Deckert
  11. One 10 day retreat wont give you that, maybe in few. With every retreat comes more clarity, it was like that for me.
  12. "... business upfront. Party in the back."
  13. Sure that's what I meant. I think 20% of dating is figuring out the unique wants and needs of each person. 80% of it is pretty standard. Be a man that offers value, that communicates well, has good logistics, looksmaxxes properly, is fun to be around and can connect emotionally while being safe to be around. The more I level up the more I've experienced individual women being into me to percentage of women being into me. Doesn't mean that there aren't a lack of alignment in our lives that would make us dating difficult, I don't claim to have maxed out what I talked about. I would say though at my peak something like 25% of women are into me and super receptive and when I day game about that amount to giving me instagrams and then 30% of those would turn into dates and I would fuck like 50% of first dates when I did it often and had momentum. Had this exact conversation with one of my clients yesterday. He's not comfortable being man to woman and leading interactions yet so he chit chats with women to build rapport instead of actually communicating properly which is building only the basic rapport then asking them out that same week. He met this girl on IG who's into kpop and he tried to build rapport over both liking another man who's cooler than him, it's not 100% a deal breaker but its a unnecessary move that kills all sexual tension.
  14. Russian English accent is usually terrible but coming from her is a music to my ears 😂
  15. Wait, dont we end up in generalization doing this. What about the indiocracies of each singular being?
  16. "... any port in a storm." "A rising tide lifts all ships."
  17. I am being forced to vote as a man due to Texas being Texas, so technically I also gave up my right to vote (cus I still want to vote) and let the man vote for me. What a mindfuck!
  18. this sawng got me thru my teens. dawg those were wild times fr yo
  19. Point of clarification: in total, a never-ending flow, is static. It's not flowing. It can't, because, each and every moment is never-ending. While awareness is approaching the infinite, it's flowing. If it ever apprehends the infinite, then, the flow becomes fixed. The trick is to match the flowing, not the flow itself. I refer to this often. I apologize if I've linked to it before. See "block-time": https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternalism_(philosophy_of_time) What if the word "Truth" is replaced with "Consistent"? Absolute Truth is a type of consistency where there are no outliers. Or, another word choice, maybe "Absolutely congruent" is another way to conceptualize the concept. Congruence, consistency is evaluated with 3 conditions: Same form Same function Same size / scope Yes... Everything changes... with one and only one exception. Yes, but there are exceptions. Example: "I know that it cannot be known." Gnostic-Agnosticism, where "it" is the "Absolute". It's absolutely true, always and forever? Agreed? "I know the absolute cannot be known" because "The absolute distiguishes between knowing and ignorance." This is an example of an absolute truth. It's true because the negation is infinite, and the mind is able to apprehend "negating", the action, without losing itself in iterations. Mystical = Mysterious = forever open to the new, the different, and the unexpected IOW, life becomes a never-ending question mark. That "question-mark" is absolutely true, static, even though it is always and forever expanding. The questioning is consistent, even if the questions are not.
  20. Ahahaha. He is funny as fuck
  21. Laughter, most often. Followed by a heightened sensitivity to touch, and pressure. I find myself walking slowly, doing everything slowly, deliberately because the the sensory feedback is so clear and pleasant and well defined. Rarely, I'll have a squeezing sensation in my head. My ears will get hot. My heart beating throbs in my head. This usually happens when I'm about to experience an insight, but, my mind hasn't caught-up to what my heart has already understood. In these cases, I need to put in a lot of effort or take a risk to put the pieces together.
  22. @Asayake I agree with this 1984 sentiment lol Its a shame to have this behavior in a “high consciousness community”
  23. Post #53 The reason you care more about truth and is more intelligent than the average person is not because you’re chosen. It’s because it’s your dream and you’re the one waking up. For the same reason your awaking will be different than all the “others”.
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