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  2. I always wanted a girlfriend but untreated ocd made that impossible for years . So even though we're coming from different directions we'll both be trying to find a real gf at the same time. Let's go.
  3. I Love Joy!
  4. There are many reasons for the fear. You've seen me post my understanding of how the mindset has come about and how the situation has shaped it. But. How many government institutions and groups are doing their best to quell the fear, and how many are doing their best to exaggerate or grow it. Asking this of any country will give you how reliant on fear they are to govern or maintain their legitimacy. To me it is the primary disagreement at a fundamental level I have with authoritarian or hard-right powers
  5. Congratulations!!!!
  6. I am mastering the art of being Bad and Wrong. Nobody wants to be Bad or Wrong. Only me. And only I can. Eggo is so methodical and correct and precise. Congratulations. Here’s the certificate to award you on being so clean and fit for the job at being the best at Everything. Round of applause from the Board of Right Ones. I failed being Good only for me to realize I am actually an Absolute Baddie of Infinite Proportions. Awf Moo Hssssss Quack. F++ with an extra dose of Yimpa on top.
  7. Those of you generalizing from experience I’d also ask, how old are these girls/women? Because women in their teens and early 20s are going to be more unstable, unsure of what they want, and attracted to the next shiny thing just because of age. And lack the communication skills and life experience to negotiate. But, this is true of most men that age too.
  8. @Monster EnergyPlease explain in your own words what this means. Because it just seems like a garble or words. I read it 15 times and I can't understand what it means. It was clearly a metaphor that ai didnt pick up on.
  9. He’s probably on drugs, he got in trouble for attacking some women while on drugs like a year ago. He’s also in prison now.
  10. Maybe it is not too late.
  11. Oh, sure! It is exhausting to talk with multiples woman at the same time. Life looks like a sexual call center. I've felt drained last months. I will contemplate what you said man! Thanks for your perspective
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  13. @Yeah Yeah @Yeah Yeah Breathing is the closest you'll get to it before you start losing it i think. God is like an infinite story of more but if you focus on breathing its like the origin of life. Imagine every minute detail you do over breathing as a repeated meditation over breathing, breathing being one too but its what seperates you from nothing and beyond. So your lineage of meditation repetitions starts at breathing to your body to your heart. All the way down a lineage line graph to where you are as like a 148595837495748474 iteration of breathing. Everytime you do something or change something you can jump around on these iterations on the repeating pattern line graph.( like scratching your nose, reading a book during pooping, looking at boobs while talking to woman, the way you walk) Now we are beyond breathing in body into a fictional world as another line on the graph. All the way into identity and logic of that world which is another new dimension of the meditation. All of these are spawning from infinite conciousness from the first person perspective. There will be something you created already before breathing but you wont be human anymore. There could be an infinite story from before that you already created but you seperated and cut off like a chapter in a book. The metaphysics works like in reverse to how reality works. If you want to find your source you go backwards only and in reality you can only go forwards. Once you reach the state of just breathing you are open up to be a dog, be a bird, be a human, be a cow or fish. Since the universe is entirely first person.
  14. Incredible!
  15. Blueprint Decoded, Models, The Alabaster Girl, Mode One + Tons of Action (Daygame/Nightgame/Tinder). Boldness, authenticity and radical honesty gave the best results.
  16. ❤️ I can't 😂
  17. An unpopular opinion these days but I think civil rights more than the most basic ones won't make you happier. More technology won't make you happier, and more opportunities is actually a stressful thing. Better medicine won't make you feel better mentally, but taking care of your body by yourself will.
  18. The negative language is one thing, another thing is the typologizing and absolutizing (diagnosing); you are "this thing" and it has these specific criteria. A different approach is "how much of these traits do you have?", or "what specific goals do you have?" and the person fills in the blanks. The former is a subtle distinction (and the "neurodiversity spectrum" idea could seem to support this, but in reality, people typologize themselves despite this). I have very deliberately challenged typologizing "introversion" when it comes to myself, because I know the traps my mind creates when I go in that territory. I generally avoid describing myself as a thing. There is a saying "I don't care about who you are, only what you do". Or you can say "do what you want, do what you are good at, and do it in an environment that supports these things". If that is not happening, that can explain why you have so much trouble in life. And if you can't figure out why those things aren't happening and you've really tried your best, then consider that you have some dysfunction that needs special care. But even in that case, challenging the dysfunctionalizing and typologizing framework is helpful. You don't have to call yourself "autistic" to go to a psychologist to get help with your concerns (and yes, it can be an uphill battle to deal with diagnoses from the people trying to help you, but that is a microcosm of life and people always "diagnosing" you for various things and you having to say "no you're full of shit").
  19. @Leo Gura The lack of technical explanation is not mystification, but a deliberate safeguard. Shambhavi acts on levels where premature conceptualization and imitation could disturb rather than support the intended psychophysiological regulation.
  20. @BlueOak Word Yeah, "tHinGs aRe nOw betTter thAn eVEr" is straight up textbook capitalist propaganda Edit: There is truth to that statement, but if you use it to argue that capitalism is the best system for the current stage of developmemt of the world and it shouldn't be overthrown, THEN you engage in anit-comunism, pro-capitalism propaganda and working unpaid labour for the CIA without knowing it

  21. I Am Afraid of Myself

    Joseph Maynor replied to yetineti's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    This is what I'm trying to get back in touch with regarding how I create. Very well said.

  22. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    Nivsch replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    The title has to be The Village That Survives THE Giant Spiders. I would leave the village just from hearing there are such spiders there.
  23. The metaphor sneaks in a hierarchy too easily. Blindness suggests a defect, and disagreement isn’t one. The problem isn’t that some people lack experiences. It’s that experiences don’t come with built-in authority. Mystical insight can illuminate, but it can also mislead. What’s interesting isn’t convincing anyone that “colors exist,” but asking why we assume vision is the only valid way of knowing in the first place.
  24. Unbelievable, unbelievable. I love you too my brother.
  25. Thanks, perhaps it's exactly what's being discussed in this thread?
  26. I like how this was your 3333rd post here.
  27. Welcome to the club brother My next step from that was to throw to trash majority of the girls and just see a few of the highest quality one. Not only was having so many girls so fucking shallow and unsatisfying, it was also extremely exhausting (yes even as an extrovert) and more importantly, time-wasting. Basically quality became much more important for me than quality. Eventually I found a gf to settle with, and it was at least 10X more satisfying and meaningful than all the shallow BS I had.
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