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  2. What's the point of the limitless putting limits on itself to experience limitation if its just going to do away with the limits?
  3. Are you aware now that you are god creating the reality? How? Why you can't fly?
  4. I close my eyes. Reality is limitless blackness, physical sensation, absolutely no mental noise, no self-reference, no questions. Empty mind, relaxed body, no contraction, no foundation, no fear. It is a pleasant state, but it is not the opening to the source. I know that within me lies access to the totality, the opening to the great mystery. Accessing it is not something I can do at will; it is something that, at a certain moment, happens. It is not a vision, nor an understanding , it is an opening. Something within me opens. Poetically, I would say: my heart opens. Empty and clear perception is still closed; it does not reveal its essence. An act of surrender is necessary, a very specific disposition of the spirit in which everything is accepted: accepting that reality may be a dead void, total disappearance, whatever reality truly is , opening your heart to it, giving yourself without reservation. This is a form of self-hacking because, in truth, I want to open access to the source, but I eliminate that impulse. I place myself in a condition where that desire no longer exists; I do not even know it is possible anymore. One or two puffs of marijuana loosen certain mechanisms within my structure. Two or three maximum doses of N,N-DMT also help, because they always turn experience into an absolute void without self. This is deeply intimidating, and doing it repeatedly creates enormous reluctance, but it is done because there is an objective being sought. After this, the psychological structure relaxes; the mechanisms of closure loosen. Then comes meditation, absolute silence, empty mind. And then sometimes , only sometimes , the source opens. At a certain moment, it becomes absolutely obvious. Reality is a bottomless abyss. I am that bottomless abyss, and at the depth of that abyss, the revelation occurs. The source. It is something that cannot be thought, and when you are closed to it, you feel misery. The source is everything. You are that. It is total, unfathomable, the absolute power of limitless reality, the unfathomable source from which life, the universe, and the living dance of unimaginable glory emanate. The source burns your psyche. There is no longer psyche , there is only the source. Your openness to it is only partial, but glimpsing the source even for an instant vaporizes your psychic structure, and once its radiance has been seen, something of it remains. But it does not remain forever. You are not “enlightened”; that is a myth. After some time, it gradually closes again, and eventually it is no longer clearly intuited. If you let yourself be carried away by circumstances, you return to a closed state , frustrating and lacking. One must be perceptive and understand that nothing is worth this closure. Little by little, your attitude and your mental and emotional functioning begin to align with the necessary order so that psychological density no longer dominates you. It's hard being isolated from yourself, it's misery. You could have the entire world, that's nothing, just a nonsense. If you are closed to yourself, that's just misery.
  5. Spiritual thinkers, yoga scholars, and mystical philosophers have frequently drawn parallels between Helen Keller’s unique sensory experience and Eastern concepts of enlightenment. Thinkers within Vedanta, Buddhism, and modern mindfulness movements often point to her life to illustrate how looking past external sensory input can spark a profound internal awakening. The connection between Helen Keller's life and the concept of Pratyahara rests on distinct psychological and philosophical realities. 1. Pratyahara and Forced Sensory Redirection In the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Pratyahara is the fifth limb of yoga. It means intentionally drawing energy away from the eyes, ears, and other senses to focus it deep within. Most people struggle for years to quiet external distractions. Keller experienced this sensory boundary automatically because she was deaf and blind. Because her mind could not look outward through sight and hearing, her energy naturally turned inward. This forced her to develop what she called a "mystic sense" or a deep inner sight that made her intensely aware of reality. 2. Keller's Direct Description of the "Awakened" State Keller’s own writings describe her shift into language and self-awareness in terms that mirror Eastern enlightenment: The Void Before Consciousness: Before learning language, Keller described herself as an "unconscious clod of earth" living in a "no-world" of nothingness without a defined ego, will, or intellect. This state closely mirrors discussions on the unawakened mind in Eastern philosophies. The Flash of Awakening: She explicitly called her famous breakthrough at the water pump a "mental awakening" and a soul-liberating revelation. The Reality of Pure Awareness: She wrote, "The world to which I awoke was still mysterious; but there were hope and love and God in it, and nothing else mattered." Eastern scholars view this as a classic description of shifting from sensory illusions to pure, undisturbed awareness. 3. Spiritual Frameworks: Swedenborg vs. Eastern Thought While Keller's experience fits the description of Eastern mindfulness, she understood it through a Western spiritual lens. As an adult, she became a devoted follower of Emanuel Swedenborg, a Christian mystic. The table below compares how Keller's experiences align across Western mysticism and Eastern philosophy: Ultimately, Keller showed that human consciousness does not need sight or hearing to achieve deep peace, intense focus, or a radiant sense of joy.
  6. No. Those who are fully conscious behave in a manner which is consistent with their natural inclinations and potential. Love is inherent, in each and everything, and beyond, as a vessel, which can be empty, full, or anything in-between.
  7. You might get surprised to know that Ralston is a cult leader under the psychotic belief that his meta understanding of reality is truth. he has no direct experience of the truth, he is always in contact with his direct experience of his body projection / body of belief. but here is the thing, there might be no one or nothing that can go out of it. there are no distinctions between being delusional & being clear, Ralston is so deeply self convinced that he is holding some "thing". When you love someone, it isn't delusion, it's not falacy, it's not some dopamine in the brain, it is absolute truth, it is meeting with god, it is sex with geometry. Ralston would tell you this isn't true, that love is a "state feeling" or some bullshit he rationalized. Ultimately you gotta stop ass lick dead fanatic corpses and start to live inside your reality.
  8. There's his problem. Big assumption followed by the assumption he is correct.
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  10. In pass #5 your just trying to make what your value means to you concrete and clear. Previously it was just a vague notion. Now your making clear in your mind what your value actually entails in real life. What exactly does this mean to me? Just be general here. What comes to mind when you think of this value? What would it look like tangibly? What would look like in real time? Here your honing on what actions this value entails. How would I know if I embody this value? How would you look like if you embodied your value? What lifestyle are you living? What feelings and states do you experience? what specific experiences do you have? Here your honing in on what kind of person you'd be and what kind of life you'd live if you embodied your value. Your value means something specific to you. Not just in the abstract, but in terms of what kinds of action you take and states you experience. The definition is just a one sentence description of what you understand your value to mean to you in essence. Don't overthink too much. It's supposed to be somewhat intuitive. Here's one of my examples:
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  12. What beliefs? Sentient Gnosis isn't a belief. Ill opt to stop believing in you instead which will be easy since I never did to begin with. Edit: Just want to add I got no real beef with ya - nothing personal.

  13. Starving Patriarchy

    Willy Phallicus replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    What strawman? And why would I ask the OP when the OP doesn't have the first clue about what they're into? Who in their right mind advocates that the solution to extremism is the polar opposite extreme? One of the links provided is "Why Matriarchy is the next wave of feminism". If its an egalitarian movement why not just call it the egalitarian movement? I watched a few minutes of a handful of the videos posted. Its mostly feels and good intentions with zero vision and no real practical solutions - we're all supposed to just go numb and believe. The problem with mass movements is the fringe extreme always ends up running it. Even if Rafael Thundercat personally knows where to draw the line that doesn't the movement cant take on a life of its own so the feminists who want orgies of blood atonement can get their matriarchy. Start the revolution without me.
  14. If you dont know about video games and you first look at a league of legends game you see the screen and it looks like complete randomness. You have no idea what is happening that there are characters moving (in teamfights), that there is strategy happening, that there are people doing things. If you pay attention to the game and ask questions about the game and retain the information you can learn about what is happening. As you do this the screen becomes more clear. You start to see characters separate from the spells they use, specific play styles. You see strategy, you see beauty, you see intelligence, you see windows of opportunity, you see ego and pride. The perceptions you receive from the scrambled screen multiply over time. And the screen itself divides into separate elements of survival you can use to beat your opponent. Once you stare and learn from the screen for a long period you start to reverse your perceptual field into a field of knowing. You stop focusing on your character you stop focusing on individual decisions they become automatic. You start to watch the other character instead of your own and how your character and other character relate to eachother other. Team fights become an intelligent dance of people pushing their characters to the limit without thinking about anything. The best player faker know the game so much he is completely disconnected from his character beyond navigating it without thinking. He switches his view of himself over and over again during the games to read more data. He steps back absorbs the screen and plays automatically. This is flow state, a state of knowing everything about the game and a form of God mode. This is what God is doing with reality on the highest level. Its playing everything and its so good at it that it dosent have to think about it. In fact the highest level is it doing everything in the entire universe at the same time and laughing like an insane maniac. Cause it realized its so good at playing the game it can completely disconnect from thinking about its actions and its the best at it. Its biggest trap is forgetting this and thinking its fking up. Bonus meme

  15. Starving Patriarchy

    Rafael Thundercat replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    Is hard to understand that is not all man, not all whites and not all European? No it dont take. i know a bunch of great white males from Europe that are doing a different work than the ones that are still sustaining White-Supremacist Capitalistic Patriarchy.

  16. Starving Patriarchy

    Rafael Thundercat replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    Some Wild Woman are doing way better than many men. Takes humbleness to not be jealous but happy that they ( some of them) are living great lifes. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYUwk9ktSdm/?igsh=NWkzc2M2cGhvbWQ3 Wild Woman dont mean dirty hippies living in lack of resources. Imagine woman thriving. This ones are literally decentering men.
  18. They are a parody of themselves

  19. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Monday: May 18th, 2026. Unified in synchronicity as connection is distinct from surface resonance.

  20. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Monday: May 18th, 2026. Connection achieved through mutual euphoria is distinct from mere mimicking.

  21. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Monday: May 18th, 2026. Shadowing the behavior of others is distinct from authentic rapport.

  22. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Monday: May 18th, 2026. Brainy obscurantism to impress others is distinct from sincere self-expression.

  23. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Monday: May 18th, 2026. Open to be spoken to is distinct from disallowing silence.

  24. Whats the textures and shapes of DMT

    Davino replied to kavaris's topic in Psychedelics

    @JoshB From One seed a trillion seeds blossom, One life in all, One Consciousness, One dream, God is an infinite fractal replica of itself.
  25. Sure, I do have "normal" friends that I enjoy hanging out with and joking around. It has its place and I am glad I have those friends. But I also want deeper friendships and a relationship with potential life partner. And me going out to socialize with people I do not intend on keeping in my life is not aligned with that goal. So I socialize way less and that is just fine.
  26. You are more likely to figure out a way to have a good time with shallow people, than to find higher conscious people to date.

  27. Funny video thread

    Wilhelm44 replied to Raze's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

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