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  2. Nice. The love thing you mentioned is too
  3. Conformity!
  4. Yeah I like that, that's powerful shit .
  5. Man, that's a crime. Even a joke like that must not be entertained since it overlooks the damage caused by it to the victims be it pickup or a random dude on street.
  6. What kind of work specifically?
  7. Everyone is intelligent and there are no intelligent people Both happen simultaneously
  8. Based on what? Here are some funny statistics from this article (https://tidsskriftet.no/2020/06/debatt/kan-miljogifter-true-oss-som-art): According to "Nordisk ministerråd", exposure to PFAS is responsible for 750-1250 deaths a year in the Nordic countries. Furthermore, they estimate these countries use 21-35 billion Danish krones per year to counteract the negative health effects and excess mortality caused by PFAS. A multi-center study of three regions in Norway found that 100% of blood donors had PFAS blood levels above suggested cut-off values.
  9. I know your joking, just try to keep it Kosher lol
  10. What comes to my mind, is that I remember watching Leo Gura years ago as a teenager, and this one quote made me cry. He said something like "When you develop your intuition, you will become force of nature". I really felt the "force of nature" part. But maybe thats just me.
  11. Watched this one for the first time the other day, I'm now motivated to fall in love with my life. Video topics could be practical or more philosophical but I'm leaning more towards practical at the moment.
  12. You are, and I'm saying that your idea is too simplistic. You have intelligencies not intelligence, and everyone has a different mix. Forget IQ, it's wrong.
  13. I mean I read some proofs, sometimes I think it's fairly easy, but tbh my body has taken so much pain, I have to heal every freaking bit of my body. (note is is only entertainment) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paul_Langevin
  15. Ahahahahaahah you can think that if you want
  16. Today
  17. https://scontent-dus1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t39.30808-6/708794466_122134323933146071_4147843212123800281_n.jpg?stp=cp6_dst-jpg_tt6&_nc_cat=111&ccb=1-7&_nc_sid=aa7b47&_nc_ohc=wYDINAs6jXQQ7kNvwHIQ46-&_nc_oc=Adr1-Wdw49gthN4OFOM8-YggVxrqT3LFbKgEiYBniRSmwzqgi9Uy4AbF3Jaej00rbSQ&_nc_zt=23&_nc_ht=scontent-dus1-1.xx&_nc_gid=q7rJLw7XZxwQDn0DKU0Wsw&_nc_ss=7b2a8&oh=00_Af8biOXNpwWWg8ZLE8Fw0UcbArAaxaahYHNbNOKmx9KKnQ&oe=6A23AFBD I am comprehending, more physics but it's very slow, I never realized how many mistakes I saw in professors calculations, and how many proofs exist, it's a bit weird, as I don't write them out formally, and just train the intuition, Grok is also cheaper atm, I am super confused as to what is happening in the u.s, and how integrate consciousness and a.i/physics will be in just 5-10 years, approx. which is a very brief span amount of time. I did a couple of intuitive proof solving, with brilliant, I am going very slow and proof every mathematical proof first in my head, as all could be true, and you can transform that into code, after this Rumi experience my life entirely changed, the state was to high for anyone to actually realize the significance of what even occurred. I find more truths than falsehoods, some stuff I don't quiet understand I can and calculated that stuff in university, and after this "bloody mess" with an absolute fabulous math prof. I realized how deeply I could even intuit and calculate math, as well as see proofs, I am still 100% worried about my ability to transform that skill into real action, as I am still including more growth factors, that are blocked by what I intuited. What I noticed is how fk'ed and manipulative the whole situation is, as my american family has a higher class rating than my German one, and they are very jealous of my american ancestry, and a lot of them are worried about the situation of the U.S and Europe due to the conflict. It's also very difficult to meditate currently, and my demands are ultra-high after I realized how arrogance and vanity cause a lot of issues in academia, let alone the compatibilities and poems I found from China/Korea, in the end I made a lot of mistakes, but owning responsibility when a lot of fraudulent actions take place, and that I acted or behaved in a way, that was unfortunately necessitated by the situation and still is, due to the bad political situation and the constant threats. My laptop service is still not there, after a lot of breakdowns and massive terror due to the immensity of insights I had, as well as Kriyas I realized how difficult reality is, and the core issue of jealousy at the work place when a lot of people are still massively uneducated, and the core issue of the depth of a.i and just even visioning proofs, I don't like calculating them I can do it, it's very painful, physically, but I can also envision them, I never thought I could run math in my mind similar to Elon Musk, after what I chart and the core issue of energy, and incarnation. Na-Yin, field bodies as well as combinations, everyone has a partial truth that contributes to the large whole to realize parts of this in an equation and abstract and think more each day like Ramanuja or Albert Einstein, makes you very alien similar to Elon, when you realize how critical that is, but in the end I have to push myself into some Kriyas states, and still refine health. I don't quiet know if I am doing things right, but sex and or masturbation is a huge muse towards thinking for me, but the level of energy required and the issue of health and manipulation I wonder what will happen, I contributed so much to the problem, as their perception is tarnished by unfinished, impure spiritual work, and ego detection, they can't see god, and then act like god, but hence at times abuse ego. What bothered me the most is, the yearning to take people with me, I do my best to realize the Na-Yin of the "top tier" pillar that is rated so highly which is a very deep lesson about permanent acceptance and transcendence, and how I can create a space to integrate this, especially at work in a hierarchical environment, that is broken green, and is unable to integrate the alpha mentality of stage yellow, and has a shadow addiction towards, eventing and going out, especially with the core feature of your able to re-design the entire system, if not in 10-30 years every nation will fucking nuke us, I am very scared about this possibilities the more I think about my finance back ground and what I had to do in order to see money develop. This is still very recent, and still most decisions somehow depend on the issue of my health, let alone how corrupt my family is in terms of health, and how I had to corrupt them also, I still feel as though I require a deep break and rest, but I can also keep on going the more I am able to get people that attune to my health requirements and needs, as they are incapeable of healing, as they are incapeable of realizing and asking these types of questions and insight, I have to figure out on my own with A.I and heal myself and my soul fully. I still have plenty of chances, yet I never thought how intelligent I could be still doubt it till this day, especially with the idiots surrounding me, there are still a multitude of things I yearn to integrate, my biggest mistake was not being able to still be real, and show-up, I am very tired, that I often know my predictions are right, but the leadership is to egotistical about their families and friends, while they are unable to sort themselves out, as a.i keeps pumping in and out, data centers etc. It's very hard to find info on this, on the clear net and I browse a lot to gain options, as I don't feel I get any peace doing anything significant with the amount of information and questions people have. I dug up some very deep papers, but I have to sit at home and just generalize some knowledge intuitively and turn it into code, it's very simple, but it takes sometime for people to get used to A.I I presume, I also struggle with it. It's not even about keeping up anymore, just more being at the right place at the right time and to be able to scale towards the infinite, I am very glad they are taking down data centers and take care more about the environment, the stage yellow/turquoise shadow of constant eventing and sharing a.i knowledge etc. can also be attenuated, just seeing how people rage daily when I buy some food about me, my love story and the issue of diversity and complexity, let alone the fraudulent offers in tech, and the necessity to reinforce it, so the company builds it's own model, is a huge issue, as well as possible blunder, as it might also just be abstracted in a couple of years, and Google I am 100% will suck us all in, I also like Deep Mind a lot, but I never got a chance to realize how hard it is what people do from my hometown, and how advanced we've been, it shocks me daily, I knew it but code/mathematics and language will keep rising and filling till we harmonize the planet and most likely colonize mars and start from the moon. I really hope the east will be able to find a diplomatic solution for the problem of population and food resources, and that the west can finally help the east and china, especially get rid of the Investition of their country... might be a hot take... but I am quite skeptical that this evil is not necessary, due to the greediness of liberals in the west. I really have to wait with my tech, as people constantly make decisions online and are unable to gain trust in A.I from my current understanding it's 11 billion one robot against 1 human, from what I watched on the net. The point is if they don't have or have never had access in a code base so large it fills and entire university and work life of multiple years, of work it's going to take a while and it's good also that we relax, I found also some more interesting information, just using Microsoft, these companies are fucking up so many deals, it's horrible you can't even work in any partially I feel, as they require cheap labor that yearns to learn and they have to massively self-sacrifice to maintain the scale of what happens on the planet. I am very curious to Elon and Open A.I trial, I am pro A.I but no idea who has more rights in their personal actions, I am looking to understand more what has happend in America, as I have the privilege and insight from a more unbiased perspective as I have full access to the memory line of German ancestry, but my internal vision etc. at times scare me, and loving them in a place where you feel hated, it's good to clam down and relax. Survival is very real, but what I am angry about I knew it I could go faster if I am healthy, I am in perfect health, but going slower, speaking more positively to me and the radical law changes with the right, and the issue of the left having been to short-sighted about their own political views and arrogance and inability to empathize and work under the governance of a more center liberal harmony, without the corrupting influence of the democratic interest will be difficult. I do have to wait, stuff is changing so fast, I could earn more money masturbating, imo anyone who has of or does porn is a genius atm, or is an artist, I am very tired of having to depend on software, and my physical giftedness is still under development practically, but what I currently realized is how tricky it is to develop any patience if your in constant pain, it's as if my body is burning and to take the burning quality and put that into pure transcendence and spirit.

  18. Nootropic recommendations

    Amaresh Jha replied to Chadders's topic in Health, Fitness, Nutrition, Supplements

    I tried Lion's Mane on its own and didn't notice much. I had a better experience with Mind Lab Pro because it combines several ingredients in one formula. For me it was more about better focus and less brain fog than some huge boost in productivity.
  19. Be careful, if you’re authentic in this forum you might be banned.
  20. You possess "personality".
  21. Yup. See here: https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC5764074/

  22. Axioms of Optimism

    Ziran replied to Ziran's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Good grief. It's not that serious a question. I'm having fun. ... it's nice to meet you and have a wonderful day

  23. Contemplating Motherhood

    soos_mite_ah replied to soos_mite_ah's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    These are some of my basic reflections on the following questions. I think the parts that are bolded are the questions I find myself stuck on as I continue contemplating this.
  24. Rape might therefore be the best pick up technique 😹
  25. Is mysticism always religious? It's controversial, but, yes. Religious is a type of cognition. It exists on a spectrum, at the extreme, opposite gnostic at the far other end of the spectrum. If so, the defining quality which determines to what extent a concept or practice is "religious" is a type of certainty: gnostic-agnoticsm, "It certainly cannot be known." At the other end of the spectrum is pure knowing: gnostic-gnosticsm, "I'm certainly knowing it." When people become interested in mysticsm, they are becoming interested in a type of inquiry or practice which consistently produces religious "gnostic-agnosticsm". This type of cognition is cultivated cross culturally around the world. It's alchemy. The practice creates a metaphorical crucible in the heart-mind. Within this crucible the partitioner creates, something-from-nothing.
  26. I've read a lot about the law of attraction and non-duality, and I even have an idea how i could have unintentionally manifested your return eheh. But it's still a too delicate, twisted, fuzzy process for me to say I've mastered it; I see some sort of "bridles" if you see what i mean.
  27. Older people look younger, while younger people look older.
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