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  2. Hell i'll say it again, First you must be Melted Down. Then Beaten and Hardened. Only then May you be Sharpened and dont forget, you must be Folded over Yourself Many Many times.
  3. I say remember how they forge a blade. Do you wish to be sharp? Would you like to keep an edge?
  4. My Concerns with Motherhood (2026 Edition): I feel like I have less of an antagonistic view of motherhood as I have been growing into adulthood. I’ve never been averse to responsibility, but I do see myself as more capable as I get older. But nevertheless, I have come concerns: Money: The world and cost of living wasn’t what it was when I was growing up. And while I think I can fare considerably better in a dual income scenario, I’m still worried about work life balance and the cost over time. I know money isn’t everything. I don’t think I need to have a $500k salary and own a house to give my kid a good life but I don’t want to give them the trauma of poverty and I don’t want to give them a bare minimum childhood either. I also think about saving money for the kid’s college or any other goal they may have. Disability: I feel like I could adapt to a situation like this and that a little risk is always there (like for example if I have a healthy child, they could still get into a car crash and deal with permanent disability). But, it is scary to think about. Pregnancy and Post-Partum: That still sounds like some sci- fi shit right there. What if I have a screamer?: I feel like I can deal with most types of toddlers. Hell, I can deal with toddler tantrums especially given my customer service background lol. But a screamer, there is very little reasoning with them. I also think about this one time I was at yoga and while finishing up my class, I overheard a lady talking to another lady in the bathroom. This lady sounded very distraught and was like “I am dreading going home because my toddler is in this phase where they are constantly screaming. This yoga class is the only time in the day where I get silence.” The other lady was trying to reassure her and say it isn’t forever and that she will get through it. But that interaction is basically my mental birth control if I’m perfectly honest. Hell, even when it comes to dogs, I don't want a husky because of how loud they whine. The baby and toddler years: Honestly, the first 3-4 years sounds like hell. I’m sure there are some very beautiful, precious moments from that stage from the first steps, the first words, etc. But I feel like I would be too overwhelmed with everything else to fully take in those moments. Other people’s feral children: I wrote about this in a previous post but I feel like I have intensified my views since AI became more mainstream.
  5. Idk but I Love that somebody decided go give a set of genetics the name Northern Lights. And I say that as a near strict sativa guy
  6. Just let it run its course. The mind Loves games it Loves deceptions. See it to create collections of distractions to flee into come time when you want to fly but cannot create contractions.
  7. Perhaps I say it as disguise to avoid from telling other lies.
  8. Okay fine i'll budge. Ive made friends with the plants. Ive make friends with the animals. But dont tell anyone. They arent supposed to know.
  9. Perhaps that shall raise some within you about me...
  10. What are your Sneaky Suspicions? I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours. Thats a Lie.
  11. The root of my sadness:
  12. Are you expert in your field? If so, you must know, you will find gorgeous things there are to yield.
  13. Today
  14. I'll hold you all, inside my Heart, until the day I must depart...
  15. I see now, I must disclose. There are things I'll never know. The things I've witnessed, are but litmus, for all eternity.
  16. It matters not the true height of your tallest peak. But how much relatively higher it seems you are than when you began...
  17. Termination or Germination who's to say they know the way?
  18. Oops
  19. It was said with innocence
  20. May it all be dilution of our final solution?
  21. Rhythm & Rhyme. It comes in due time.
  22. Don't you wonder whats going on inside my brain?
  23. I tell ya' all to live a little. Sometimes you gotta be a little crazy! Its the only way to stay sane!
  24. Cut from the same thread tangled up together till the day we are dead. 🧵✂️
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