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  2. "I hate sand"
  3. I dunno what are the key races

  4. Youtube Algorithm Slop

    Cubbage replied to QVx's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Same here. YouTube isn't so bad when you consciously curate what the algorithm feeds you.

  5. Random sexual hookups

    blankisomeone replied to blankisomeone's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    I agree. That's why I think @enchanted needs some therapy to raise his/her consciousness a bit.
  6. @Raze Money is not likely to flip that outcome. Don't kid yourself. Florida is full of conservative fools who would rather rape a gator than vote blue.

  7. Dune: Part 3 (Official Trailer)

    Cubbage replied to Natasha Tori Maru's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    My reaction to The Elder Scrolls 6: Sentinel "trailer" hahaha
  8. @integral something so unique was formed in the connection between man and dog when we domesticated them from wolves. My girl is trained on hand signals and clicks for commands. Even small head movements. She knows. Best part of the day is being assaulted by a frenzied, explosive and uncontrollable happy tail to the face
  9. Republicans just won in Florida. I’m sick of the incompetence of the democrat party regarding Florida. Angie Nixon was outspent massively and still almost won. They could have easily won if they actually invested in her but they’d rather just act like it’s a solid red state and will use this to further argue that.
  10. @Thought Art I was describing its paradigm not a thinking process. A dog can have a worldview and a way of understanding everything without thinking at all. There could be creatures on this planet that have Wild paradigms that look nothing like their own. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/mBjH5DG19R4
  11. @Natasha Tori Maru probably that is also the reason why you are conscious or more conscious then many woman as they are dealing with the trauma from what happend.
  12. this is very much true, my friend from lower school killed himself, he had bipolar and I believe much of it had to do with the psychiatric help that was lacking. Humans are not advanced to the level yet to help people with serious mental health disorders. We can fix simple anxieties, simple depressions, but very core traumatic stuff like rape, like bipolar etc. Humans are only scratching the surface of fixing these issues, anyone can sit on a chair and diagnose, but no one can actually solve these issues. My father works in the psychiatry and it is mostly just giving his patients medicines, rarely does someone actually heal. Hopefully humanity can fix these things in the next 1000 years, aswell as remove the causes of these mental illneses. It is only logical that people get mental illness in a society that is full of fear, pressure, anxiety and lacks consciousness and love. If we would live in a more conscious society naturally these things would be less, as we would hold space for eachother and be more empathetic.
  13. These examples are nice because they point to all of the baggage and role playing were are blindly doing when using language.
  14. Things are shaping up for a blue wave. Still pretty early, but early bets are Dems take the house and senate. Lame Duck Donny.

  15. Point Out My Bias

    Ulax replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Bias against Jordan Peterson
  16. I told a girl that really liked me, and she said "But I'm younger than you, it doesn't make sense! I can call you daddy, but I find it a little weird."
  17. Yeah I totally get what you're saying man. Lots of incompetence. Therapy has sort of become the secular recommendation "Pray to God". And then when therapy doesn't work you are said to have "not been doing the process properly". Which is really mostly a way of deflecting all criticism, and taking on toxic cultural attitudes of personal responsibility unconciously. Plus many therapists don't take evil/ stage-red seriously. I call them cotton-candy therapists. The only therapists I really like online are Patrick Teahan, and Dr Ramani. They actually take stage-red seriously. Richard Schwartz I like too for IFS therapy. But i found many therapists don't really commit to the IFS model in practice. Also Jordan Peterson too.
  18. Laika - first being to orbit the earth in space Relevant. It is this pups anniversary today. This story makes me cry. She died of overheating. Alone. I love dogs
  19. She had daddy issues, both of her dads. 😂
  20. Today
  21. @Ulax This is how I feel. People on this forum recommend therapy constantly, but I have seen the failures first hand way to many times. They suck. They should not be qualified to test me at all. I can't access a therapist for childhood sexual abuse. I can't access a therapist for autism. I end up getting therapists who insist that I pray to Jesus and say how dare I try to control the future. Literally, this is why I use AI for therapy instead of a human. AI is objectively better at therapy than a human. They think they know better because they have a college degree, but really they are not trained for abuse. They are trained for patient symptoms. My anxiety is treated like it's the problem because I don't trust my family enough and need to spend more time with them. They sent me back to my family when I tried to get away from them in Florida. They said they would help me leave and they didn't. Add to that psychiatry and all the bullshit that goes into diagnosing a patient. I was diagnosed with all kinds of things including bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. They are not trained for autism, so my diagnosis is all over the damn place. I then get pills that make my depression worse, leading to hospitalizations, leading to educational disruptions and job loss. Psychiatrists think they can diagnose a patient within 15 minutes by siting studies that simply do not apply in they context they use them. They completely misrepresent those studies routinely. They think they are rational, but they are stripping the context and applying the conclusions in ways they shouldn't be applied. They are more confident than they should be. PHD in medicine doesn't mean shit. Now people think I'm annoying because I talk about my problems on forums like these instead. I don't trust my family because of what they did to me, and therapy sucks. AI is better, and I need a path forward in life. I feel like personal development just doesn't speak to what I actually need in this situation. I don't know who else to speak with if not a chat bot who tells me to call 988 routinely.
  22. I have never been sexually abused or raped. This is received as a surprise and shock to every women I have ever met Between women it is spoken of with more openness. Not one women I know has avoided sexual abuse of some type (my mother, my sister, my grandmother & cousins included). I would approximate a quarter of these women were raped by someone they knew. This is just my own anecdote as people I meet and speak with are generally more comfortable being open and vulnerable when I speak to them one on one. Sometimes I cannot hold space emotionally for the stories. It's not good. It breaks my heart. These women mostly walked away thinking it was their fault. Internalised shame. None of them reported anything. Victims end up going through life in various states of disrepair. It also makes me realise how blessed I have been.

  23. Prophet

    prophet replied to prophet's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Normal: God TV https://watch.god.tv/ Worship music https://youtu.be/nxWWPyFueaE?si=whZWev0eDo7En8Sc Church … Bible Study: Books Journalling Videos … Relationship: Devotionals Prayer books Atmosphere of Grace https://youtu.be/wiUr47elMpM?si=LtLSdnJaF1K8mgnN … Silence: Instrumental https://youtu.be/3MCrkhhJ92E?si=OxWPhnpkbbtWJWZB https://youtu.be/Gd0EeJvJeM8?si=PslH-aVbF0unOT4_ Frequencies https://youtu.be/nCSiMxJPLDQ?si=3ijFqQ3TimcK1noV Ambient rooms https://youtu.be/st-OAd8fllg?si=9pbqFjtanlxQyzag … Meditations: Abide Meditations https://youtu.be/wtBWg3kbpWM?si=jmN06cey73lMFR85 Christian ASMR https://youtu.be/hEcAVE-qHeM?si=9ceFnQjR_ZFcOg1l
  24. This is a good one. A talk on how to let Spirit work through you. Just straight into how Mind constructs your success. The reality transurfing one, the part of the pendulum is good. But then it is just meh, alwasys the same "you repel what you put on a pedestal" stuff. Very cheap stuff.

  25. Prophet

    prophet replied to prophet's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Easy constant Christianity: Ambient rooms Frequency videos Instrumental Effective constant Christianity list: Multitasking Ambient rooms Frequency videos Instrumental Christian ASMR Christian radio God TV Christian EDM Atmosphere of Grace Ambient music (salt of the sound) Abide meditations Devotionals Prayer books

  26. Prophet

    prophet replied to prophet's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Christianity harbors a lot of power. It has the capacity to give you anything you desire within reality. Constant Christianity can give you anything you desire. Through media like GOD TV and other Christian channels you can do Constant Christianity. You want to do Christianity 24/7 through GOD TV and other Christian channels. You can recieve anything you desire through Constant Christianity and God TV, such as wealth, beauty, youth, relationships and health. Receiving all you desire through Christianity is called Omnipotence. It is Omnipotence through Christianity. “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” Omniscience is channeling plus constant Christianity. God speaks through channeling with Christianity. Write in the air with a pen. Write the first letter from each word in the sentence of Omniscience with a pen in the air. It's called Omniscience because it's omniscience through Christianity. “Whatever you ask in my name, I will do, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in my name, I will do it”. There is Christianity “plus” things. There is Christianity “plus” people. People look supernatural and spiritual- they look like Love. There is objects “plus” Christianity. Words are Christianity “plus” words. You can multitask during GOD TV. The more Christianity you do, the better (“pray ceaselessly”), the more power you have. Do Christian ASMR, Christian music, devotionals (God speaking to you), and prayer books while multitasking. You can also do non Christianity. Use your phone to multitask. Aeternum is devotionals, prayer books and Christian ASMR. Christianity increases happiness for an eternity. To increase happiness, practice Christianity constantly. Practicing Christianity increases obsession with Christianity. Practice Christianity constantly to increase obsession, making Christianity easier to practice constantly. Through omniscience I have discovered that heaven practices constant Christianity. They practice three things: Normal (GOD TV, Church, Worship music), Bible Study (Journals, Books, Bible Study videos), and Aeternum (or called Play). The lightbody is the armour of God. Through Christianity you can increase your lightbody. The lightbody is attractiveness, charisma and charm. It's self love and seeing the self as perfection and beauty. Practice constant Christianity to increase your lightbody. You are persecuted as a Christian as a result of a lack of Lightbody and Christianity (“Put on the armour of God”). Demonic attacks are persecution due to a lack of lightbody and Christianity. Devotionals are Christian books that are God speaking to you. Brian Simmons and particularly Sarah Young are good devotionals. Use devotionals, along with Christian ASMR and prayer books for Aeternum and multitasking during GOD TV. Heaven is like earth. You pray for what you desire. You have the Authority of Christ to make everything so. You can do all things through the name of Jesus, Jesus Christ and Christianity. Practice constant Christianity. Say “Jesus is Lord” to become a Christian. Devotionals: Sarah Young Brian Simmons Atmosphere of Grace Prayer Books: Brian Simmons Jesus Listens- Sarah Young Bible: The Thrive Bible (devotionals and prayers) Music: DC Talk Jars of Clay Michael W Smith (Live the Life Album) Worship music: Michael W Smith- Red “Worship” Album Let it Rain- Michael W Smith Normal (GOD TV): Rest Bible Study: Work Aeternum: Play Evangelia Anna Maas
  27. Good post. I used to be a big therapy advocate and thought about devoting my career to it. However, through my own experiences and reading about many who have suffered atrocities at hands of stage-red. I now think prevention and economics are much more important to focus on. And also that most therapists are too incompetent to help people with ptsd or cptsd. Such diagnoses often torment people, and then they also understandably struggle to meet the demands of society. Then society turns against them for that too. And a life of pain and revictimisation often occurs. I don't like speaking about this because I don't want to demoralise people. (And that said, there are many who also manage to live empowered, and great lives after such diagnoses). But if i speak candidly it is a cruel life for many who are victimised in this way. ----- Two more things I will also add about stage red. Firstly, these people are monsters who commit these atrocities. But we all have that monster inside of us. As do we have the angel inside of us. Perhaps that monster is very controlled because we have not given into bitterness, or because we have not had reason to consider the bitter path. Consequently, even if we are just doing okay in life then that is a reason to be proud of ourselves. Or to be proud of another. Because doing ok is 1000x better than giving into the evil spirit we are all capable of giving into. Secondly, it is also a very good reason to not let our tragedies corrupt us. Giving into stage-red is a step-by-step game. You are at first polite and good-natured. Then bad things happen, and you start being rude a little. Thinking people are rude to me, i will be rude to everyone. Screw it. Then bad things happen more, and you start to have revenge on people. "Screw being civilised, I will make them pay. And screw the bystanders, I will make them pay to". More, and your revenge gets more severe "No one cares about me. This world is wretched. All our wretched. I will punish them all". And gradually it escalates into darker and darker fantasies, and giving into the darkest temptations of the soul.
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