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  2. Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #74 I did Door Dash last night and I made $20 on 3 orders. This is my first time so I am going to figure out a more efficient way of doing it. You can earn money hourly when you do it for a long period of time, I am going to try that out on Saturday. It is almost 8 am right now, I am going to drink my protein shake, then shower, then so push ups and pull ups, then meditate. Then I am going to get some things done, such as calling car insurance, calling hospital to reschedule my heart surgery to early April, and check into how I am going to get put on disability while out of work for the surgery. I also have 20 lessons this week, congratulations! Remember, valuable things require development over a long time horizon. 1.14.26 Morning routine goals: Wake up at 7:30am: 1 Make bed: 4 Journal: 75 Brush teeth streak: 77 Floss streak: 13 Shower streak: 48 Meditation streak: 1 Affirmations / Visualizations streak: Hitting on women visualization: 1 "I love having sex with lots of women" affirmation: 1 "I see funniness everywhere" affirmation: 4 "I am independent of the good or bad opinions of others" affirmation: 4 Free Talk exercise (Say anything that comes to your mind): 4 Night time routine goals: Brush teeth streak: 0 Wash face streak: 0 No electronics before bed streak: 0 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 4 No ejaculation streak: 4 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 3 No alcohol streak: 76 No smoking weed streak: 31
  3. Well clearly it’s not easy if like half of men are reporting not having sex in the last year. You just said it yourself that you consider yourself pretty decent. I’m talking broadly speaking accounting for every guy and every foundation. Most guys can’t pull and it is difficult for most guys. If you’re not established in a decent city then chances are you ain’t getting any action of course. You basically said “I’m pretty well off so it’s easy lol.” Nah dude most guys today are awful with women an a growing percentage don’t even go outside or talk to them. The guys getting no play of course or black pilling it or taking it to extremes like I said.
  4. As an extrovert I can speak for this. Extroverts are overall good in relationships with people, usually quite decent in wealth domain, but quite poor contemplating and spiritual work.
  5. Denmark is lterally the least corrupt country on earth with a CPI of 90!! (US is at 69 in 2023) And the second happiest country on earth with a score of 7.58 of 10. Not sure if that is a blessing or a curse with dealing with the US atm.
  6. If you want change, yes, they do. Your strategy, with the left taking very little to no responsibility and putting all the blame on the right, has been tried, and it has resulted in Trump 2 and fascism. It obviously doesn’t work.
  7. Well, the left is screaming all day trans and all sorts of identity politics, they are making a big thing out of it. Then the right is just using that as propaganda fuel. Woke left destroyed the image of the mature left. Leftist politics is not even about trans and shit. Left is about power to the people and not the elites, but they screamed so much of that woke shit that we now identify the left with such stuff.
  8. @Kid A yes it absolutley is 😂 everyone does not have to take fucking responsibilty for this. Not the left. IT is the extream far right. There is no two side for this. They sre killing people. Whst is left doing? Oh, having small agruments about gender. Its so fucking stupid. Far right can kill murder and blunder but the left tries its best to work for all people and you guys focus on demonizing it
  9. @Hojo what would you expect of that subreddit lol. Of course it is hurting children, not even adults know how to do it right
  10. Funny thought experiment; imagine a nice country, like a nice guy/girl. I see Denmark plus some other Nordic nations as nice countries. If US takes Greenland, it will be a clear reminder that the world don’t run on niceness. Rather it is run by power, at a much higher extent than people are willing to admit.
  11. Amy Schumer herself was the joke so she will never notice.
  12. This. Set a date and then get off the phone. No relationship vibes like "how did you sleep" etc., girls get that all the time from guys, it's a weak frame. Only text with intent.
  13. I would write something funny here but then Amy Schumer would steal it.
  14. Your private life probably won't change that much if Trump becomes dictator, which is why moving to another country comes off as mostly symbolic instead of practical.
  15. What you lose in an authoritarian society is mostly your public freedoms. If Trump becomes dictator you'll lose the right to publicly decry Trump without consequences. But you'll keep most of your private freedoms and you can live normally for the most part. It's in fact advantegous to dictators that you just live your own life and never think about politics to a certain extend. It will be harder to be poor though since Trump is targeting welfare. Democratic decline isn't unique to America however. The challenges America are facing are also happening in Europe and elsewhere. It's a global wash. Moving to another country is moving somewhere where the problem exists to a lesser degree than the US currently, but exists nonetheless, and is subject to change. Especially if the US does lose its democracy, which would accelerate the decline globally.
  16. It’s not trivial. Everybody needs to take responsibility for this horrible situation, not just the right. The left and trans people also need to do it, unforunately, no matter how unfair it seems. Everyone has, in their own way, contributed to creating the monster that MAGA is.
  17. That does make sense. Maybe Im just a stickler.
  18. Man sometimes I just hate this forum! Writing something long and then as I click "post" the website goes down and everything gets erased and have to write it all over again. Why the hell does the website keep falling down? Not first time. Anyways, I wrote something along the lines of ever since seeing her from January 1st to January 10th I haven't been doing any approaches, which would make sense since I've been putting most of the energy in our dates and building this learning experience of the different stages until sex. Not enough learning yet, but still some good gems. Now it is already January 15th, and I still haven't done approaches... Spending those days with her made it very easy to just be alone and not socialize with other people since she was the main focus (I stayed at a hotel also). But now that I'm at a hostel and in a generally more social environment I feel it to be hard to socialize, let alone approach. It's mostly the state, just hard to get into state. I lost the momentum I once had. But then - what is the point of game? If it is to just keep sleeping with women then it would make no sense... It wouldn't make sense because if it is doing approaches then many of the times sex won't happen the first time you meet and that'll turn into getting to future dates and spending more time getting to know eachother and escalating and making moves... This requires energy. Can't do that with a few women at the same time and ALSO keep approaching new women at the same time. Kinda enforces the mindset that the current woman isn't enough. And I'm not even talking about the women that would despise you for talking to other women while you're dating them, and the fear of being in this situation.
  19. Only comedians need to be really creative because people will compare. In private, its fine to steal a joke or two if its funny in the context. The fact that its funny is the goal, not the art.
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  21. I think this is very stupid and petty thing to be crying about. We got Bigger problems with Far right than anything we have in the left. We should not be even discussing this trivial shit. I don't care what trans people want to do. Let the do what they want, who gives a fuck? The real threat is extream far right who is killing people on the left.
  22. This is not really true lol. Granted I’m a bit older but sleeping with US and Belgian women is pretty easy if you’re willing to stay within your friend group or, if not, endure a lot of rejection and nonsense. Girls will still eye-fuck and orbit you and it’s just a matter of reading the signals. And there’s less inhibition about being a slut than when I was young. Even online is not that hard if you’re in a big city with a decent gender ratio. It’s not as easy as Ukraine, but I’ve found New York, France, and Belgium all pretty easy, and while I’m somewhat good-looking, I’m also short. This weird internet stuff is more a reflection of people’s anxieties and projections than anything tangibly real about social reality. But I do think many zoomer guys lack the social skills to filter for girls predisposed to like them, and many zoomer girls are super anxious and lack social skills as well, so it is a bit harder for people under 30z
  23. Australia is an isolated continent so it wasn't until seafaring technology reached a certain point that they had territorial competition. Greenland had three different cultures living on the island until the Thule people settled there. Celtic Britons used to occupy the British Isles until the Anglo-Saxons invaded and pushed them out into Wales and Scotland.
  24. Those who claim that women’s attraction is all about looks are, of course, guys with zero experience. If they had any, they would know how ridiculously little it takes for a woman to lose interest in you even though she finds your looks acceptable, which this is a perfect example of.
  25. Initial Jan 1st - Song - Previously Shared: “Welcome to 2026” - https://on.soundcloud.com/dsnXinUBTwrvZy8Kds Early demo release of Feb 1st song 2. o————————O————————o “oOo Hello.” - Demo version - https://on.soundcloud.com/8RBhNW4MQc0T5EBRNo o————————O————————o Wrote lyrics from scratch, AI was mostly useless outside of helping organise. It’s been fun, many ideas to integrate, another 180 degrees to add in different areas between now and Feb 1st. The music has many palpitations phases it’s gotta see too, but solid baseline for the feel. Looking forward to adding my own vocals, feels good knowing I’m better, that said though I am learning to use my voice in more creative ways. I’ll be going for more of a baritone for these songs as that mirrors my natural range more, so lower tone. Maybe next year I’ll have the time after life slows down a bit more, lots to learn between now and then anyway. Sharing just to take a glance, as I know it’ll get a laugh while at the same time edging to that place of societal truths that mainstream society wants to push under the rug. And on that note, there’s still a lot more kool-aid I’ve gotta nuke and put into lyrics for the Feb 1st release. Maybe I’ll re-do “Welcome to 2026” to mirror the swing by Feb 1st as well, I’ll experiment and we’ll see what’s revealed on the day. It’s got its own feel to it though that deserves synthesis of some kind. One song each month will be the release pattern, solid temporal cycle of metabolising societal and general universal patterns. Now… back to the heart palpitation (demo of “oOo Hello”). For fun. Experiment continues.
  26. Always something with these scientists... every ten years they change something on this shit...
  27. What you mean making shit up in my head? There is hard evidence and countless direct experiences people have on this path. You can have eating clean and eating toxic stuff. How can a sick person realize he is sick? The fever or cold is actually the final step of the body releasing the sickness, often the person is oblivious to his own condition, hence the mentally disturbed do not realize they are mentally disturbed until they change, heal, learn, grow and then see themselves from yet a new / another point of view. Health is not only "how you look" but how you behave, how often you get sick, how you feel, are your eyes wide and filled with light, does your aura radiate or is it dull, how you smell, how soundly you sleep ect... Looks is only one part of the picture.
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