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Sitting in silence and. contemplating, exploring one's psyche, mind. Seeing patterns in one's behaviour. Using your imagination like a tripping tool.
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My family has a hut 600 meters above sea level in the mountains next to a smaller ex-microglacial river. When we used to fill a water tank by pumping water straight from the river, I loved the taste of the water in our tap, like you could taste the mossy flavor. It was very sweet and maybe even a bit sour. Now we use water from a spring which is different tasting, probably more carbonate-tasting, but it's probably also good water.
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Xonas Pitfall replied to SimpleGuy's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Psychedelics and mind deconstruction (by this, I mean evaluating, debating, criticizing, and analyzing yourself, your biases, your beliefs about the world, researching your assumptions, especially in terms of ontology and epistemology in general). -
Masculinity stems from the conditioning to embrace symbolic castration. The phallic position is the positive polarity of this configuration, which may seem paradoxical at first glance, but the idea is that by accepting castration you must stop seeing yourself as lacking a phallus, as a castrated self, and learn to enjoy this position of absence of lack, to identify with it. Thus, when attention perceives lack or rather unconsciously and from a non-dual perspective the polarity of lack/fullness, through comfort/conditioning you will automatically identify with fullness and project the lack. This is what male sexuality is all about; energy builds and triggers a growing perception of the full/empty duality; you generally prefer fullness (normally) and therefore naturally project absence onto women. And the more this energy manifests, the more your mesolimbic dopaminergic circuit my ass becomes aroused, the more you see this duality, which manifests as the urge to fuck a girl while pulling her hair. He could return to calm/inner power (phallic position), but this would automatically lead to accepting the atrophy of his ego (symbolic castration, entering into the symbolic in general as Lacan would say), which he so vehemently rejects that he becomes like a homosexual, fidgeting in his armchair. The guys around him are a bit more androgenic and therefore assertive, more prone to feelings of anger and sarcasm than confusion, but deep down they have the same problems and that's why they end up talking to this mirror. The guys who talk about blackpill, pua and the like are generally wimps; it's obvious.
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Live mindfully, whatever you do, live / be fully, be grand, be your whole in everything. I used to meditate more in my earlier days, but now my life has become like a blend between meditation and living. I still meditate from time to time, but less becomes more as depth widens. If you know how to meditate properly, you only really need a few moments to return to balance and alignment. And its really all about surrendering and resting with your body and breath. These days I i find myself living more presently, with the fullness of my being, that in itself is the transformed meditation.
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Did some research, according to data, of all the people who enter an extremely negative situation in life in the UK and USA combined, lots commit suicide and it's not even reported. Of all of them, over the last 20 years, if 1% commit suicide that's 18,000, if 0.5% commit suicide that's 9,000 and if 0.1% commit suicide that's 1,800. From 2005. What's strange is, it doesn't get much media attention and that's a conservative estimation. There are different procedures in other countries. Namely, what is reported on
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You never have true privacy though. Not sure how much I need this. Just wanted to complain but the guy who just sat on the same table as me (even though there are plenty of free ones, my setup is just cool) just offered me chicken. If I werent vegetarian damnit. But I very much appreciate it regardless.
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Carl-Richard replied to SimpleGuy's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
1 hour meditation every single day. -
Schizophonia replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Life Purpose, Career, Entrepreneurship, Finance
If people are not ready to pay that for your service it means it worths nothing. This is the average price of a McDiabete menu. - Today
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Just checked out and hanging at the chill area now. So the hostel is nice. I came back at 3pm yesterday though, open my bin and some guy histerically was like "NO SOUND, NO SOUND, DEDEDEDEDE GOOD NIGHT". It seemed like he had mental illness. Sorry for the invonvenience but MY TOOTHBRUSH WAS LOCKED AWAY. I am terrible. I slept terribly though, the pillow was way to big and generally I cant relax at other places fast. Maybe thats something you can train. But other then that the people are chill, you get warm shower and you get what you pay for. There are lots to optimize as well, like bringing the right snacks. .. The socializing part went bad though. Found the spot after some search and it seems like a very different culture, more agressive and stuff. Most guys at the table tennis spot are older and in the chill area I didnt approach anyone because it were all groups intensely talking to each other and I took some rounds. Three girls sat next to me at the very beginning asking if you have to bring your own table tennis bat. It started good small talk immediately but I played one or two rounds and the girls were immediately bombarbed from all angles. Comparing that to the amount of leeway I get in my small city is insane, there are more chances here but the meta is more brutal as well. No wonder some people with a bit of game dominate at my social spots. So when I sat next to the one girl after two rounds she just farted in my direction. Well I cant be sure be she was leaning over to the other side with a nice relaxed posture to get some gas out. Its been some time since I ever smelled a fart in public at all. Cant help but psychoanalyze it. I had such an easy opportunity at the beginning and took it so naturally, maybe it was a gesture of "hey, wake up to Berlin things are nasty out here." Or people hide less there.
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Hey, now I`m more into materialistic pursuits, so to not degrade much in spiritual domain I want to keep some habits, things that are essential in pursuing spiritual work. So what are they? Thanks for your attention.
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Hi, rn I`m talking to people who don`t meditate but do other activities that are kinda replacing meditation. So, what you do instead of meditation?
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Warren Buffet, Bill Gates, Steve Jobs. And I want to be highly conscious but don`t know what awakening does with being highly conscious.
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How to be wise replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Life Purpose, Career, Entrepreneurship, Finance
That is how to end this forum -
You mean like confirmation bias? Yea 🫨🫨
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How to be wise replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Life Purpose, Career, Entrepreneurship, Finance
I doubt with the views that Leo is getting that he is being paid well by YouTube -
@SimpleGuy If you don't want to be Awake and highly conscious, then just be wealthy if that makes you happy. Spirituality is not for everyone, nor is wealth. So if you love abundance, then go for it. How do you know that is true? Could you give me some rationale or concrete examples? You don't have much time and resources left to do them fully separately in one life time. Ideally you should be doing both simultaneously at different ratios. If you have the vision to become very conscious, it's easier to first start making wealth in a steady way that builds skill and maturity for you. Then after a wealth threshold (e.g. for me it's a owning a nice house), starting to transition towards deeper truth seeking and Awakening. This only works if you really value them both and have a long term vision in conjunction with ruthless execution and working ethic.
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Thanks, man. I appreciate you too. And if you haven’t already, check out Trevor’s channel and that video. He’s a very humble human being.
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Wilhelm44 replied to Inliytened1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Not sure if this is related, but i have two friends (they dont know each other) who had experiences, where they woke up at night, to find that the physical body was levitating a few centimetres above the bed. -
You avoided the question btw.
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Well said, and that's all that matters. Having one person who understands outweigh thousands who just make noise. The Truth is always stronger and stands on its own. My circle has always been very small for these reasons. Thank you for being you and sharing your experience.
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Good to see someone here who actually has a pulse and isn’t scared of their own mind. You showed up on my thread like the one person who actually reads between the lines instead of drowning in their own reactions. Rare sight around here. And yeah, it’s wild how people on a consciousness forum freak out over AI instead of focusing on the substance. Like the words suddenly stop mattering because the typing assistant wasn’t “holy” enough for them. It’s childish, honestly. The irony is almost cute — half the people lecturing me about truth claim they’ve met God, yet they get triggered by a tool that helps articulate thoughts. You get it, though. You’re open. You actually listen. And trust me, that stands out more than any of the noise.
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Have you tried vaping the 5-MeO-DMT?
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@Enizeo unfortunately you are not sensitive. My girlfriend needs 10 mg 5 Meo plugged to have a breakthrough. I would consider to combine substances.
