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Sweet man, you're killing it. That's how I first started getting result, doing it with other guys that were ahead of me and I thought their results were insane and they were so much cooler than me and I learned from osmosis and ended up throwing some mind blowing events with some of them and creating some of the best memories of my entire life thus far. Excited for your journey, I think you're gonna enjoy it a lot! Remember always wear protection. Or don't, the global demographics are looking weak we need to pump those numbers up!
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@LordFall yes I already created a group of 24 people already in my country who I will game with regularly, I know you push this social circle thing, but we will see, I might do it. Anyways, I do noticed such a difference in approaching together versus alone. Huge fucking difference and you can bring eachother into state.
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100% bro. I know you said you don't like the idea of social circle game but I'll give you an easy way to use your recent free tour experience to start to scale and leverage your life. Just make an instagram group chat with all the guys that you thought were cool from that event and start gaming with them regularly. That's your own inner circle now. Then organize an event together that you can each use to pitch to girls you cold approach. You're in Amsterdam right can you a group picnic by the canal with a big speaker and make a flyer for it in 2 mins on Gemini and in 2 weeks you guys host it on Sunday and 5 guys bring 5 girls each now you not only will probably get laid from that and possibly in a threesome since the ratio is so in your favor, you have become a local community leader and started an events brand for free.
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Hoping to give MALT a shot anytime soon. 5-MeO DMT is great!
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Well done a finely chosen life purpose!
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I feel that if you are in ego, you want to do everything on your own, yet you can go fast alone, but much faster together. You approach a girl, get rejected, you feel down, then your wingmen is there to pull you up, your coach is there to support you, your mentor, community, support system can either bring eachother down or build eachother up. Imagine if we all hype each other up and get in state. We would do much better then critizising and judging eachother especially when out and approaching, but also in other areas. Not only in approaching, but in business etc. For most areas I have had mentors and people in the community, we lean on eachother and that is important and I start to realise how it is more important then I might have thought before. Like imagine having someone to hype you up next to you, what can't you do? This is the power of community to me, also the problem is that most of the communities do the opposite, bring eachother down and that only leads to a worse hell. Maybe you are not doing wrong, maybe you have the wrong people around you who are there to bring you down rather then to build you up. If you have people pulling you down, it is like swimming against the stream, when you are building yourself up and people around you are there to hype you up, it is easy. The momentum is there and you might get a bit delusional in state, but that doesn't matter, in fact a bit of delusion is necessary. Men always think that logical and technical shit is the most important thing when many times what we need isn't more techniques but people to hype you up, which is emotional. Woman already know this and they do all this "slay queen" whatever shit hahaha and let them do that, but we men sometimes forget that. That we aren't doing bad, we are just in a bad mood and community is the easiest way to get you into a good mood when it is the right community.
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@NewKidOnTheBlock I mean why are you assuming that I don’t read? When Leo smokes weed that makes him a non dope but when I smoke it im a dope? Based on what criteria?
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@integration journey I never claimed that I met wiz but the third post pinned on my profile shows him shouting out a dispensary that I was set up at.
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Hahaha amazing. I never managed to get a hold of MALT yet. Looking forward to my first encounter with the magical substance.
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Nice, thanks for the reference. I'm now thinking: the problem now becomes maling them potentially illegal substances for testing 😂
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If you live in Switzerland you can take it to a specialized test source (provided by the government for free) and they test it for you. I tested 5-MeO-DMT once via such service and it came back >99% purity with no other detected substances. Depending on where you live you could see if such services exist. It's also a good idea to take a small(er) dose first time you open a new batch.
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tvaeli replied to Monster Energy's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Rely on this: Christ, as a God, saw everything metaphysically: In fractal head, realm of god, there is one life, one heaven, one hell, one god, one decision. This is metaphysics. God lives in singularity of Whole, in fractal topology head. This is Yang. In realm of Buddha: This is material, yin. Everything repeats in fractal. Christs vision can sometimes see it's just one, single, constant thing. Buddha sees this projects to this fractal where we enlighten. Buddha: Heavens, Hells repeat, locas on Earth, it agrees *in lower levels of fractals there are more gods*, which can be viking belief or old shamanism. Essentially, every spirit is god, because they are reflection of God. I am Buddhist: God can speak in singulars very much. Yet it's not single reincarnation: Every Gods reincarnation, Shiva Shakti Vishnu Krishna Chirst or Father God of Bible, so immortal to leave traces all around the world in same series of Bible. Everybody who is against reincarnations after christ, is like who believes in muhammad but states there are no worldwide saints after muhammad: while Muhammad, by my own sight, confirmed *literally every saint and important king around the world which was seen by others*, while *Christ definitely only gave positive accounts to past saints and talked about his Father even in infinite past, not as someone who came once, or who is prisoned inside ancient Egipt, Israel and Rome and lacks mouth outside*. I see God as recurring fractal. Here: I see God's word as no-nonsense. I do not know limit of time, space and possibility: It might be two persons at the same time, playing a presentation for God, they might be both god in various ways. In the end: the message is important for buddhist, to confirm the truth. Imagine a Catholic monk sitting in small room for months, doubting in God, to find the real proof. This is claim that one seeks actual reality, and it comes from it's empathic history. Imagine Mohammad said: every single prophet in my past was true, and every single one after is false. Other nations used to see their prophets, but they will not. It's like stating: I'm Saint for the past. I'm Satan for the future. I cannot describe "religion" if he did not say like others - it's immortal God, not bound in Time and Space, represented for every being in Universe, the One for Who the Earth is Small, and Every Law is Limited - it's not about known, it's rather: if all stories about such immortal being are true, you did not get a glimpse. I am Buddhist and here I ask: Did Sanskrit tell stories which metaphysically represent will of True Higher Being and God: Yes. Did Bible do this: Yes. Does every holy man do this: Yes. -
It was the first time I personally saw that you took a criticism and talked about one of your flaws without getting defensive and spinning it around into flexing about some other random thing. I don't particularly value group think, you're the one that made a post on vulnerability and then turned it into a PvP game against any opinion that criticized you and then you admitted that your MBTI types particularly enjoy social cohesion and dislike criticism so makes sense. In my opinion your premise is invalid from the start. You're conflating Stage Green emotional dumping with higher conscious integration of the spiral. I didn't tell you to not be honest and vulnerable. I simply said that's one of the many bricks that makes a relationship work in my experience. Labeling anything that calls to other aspects of a relationship you gotta provide to be attractive to a women as a man as "Stage Orange normie in denial" sounds to me like a defense mechanism to protect an unintegrated ideal. I don't think many people here are against deep, conscious relationships, our job is to audit the mechanics of how you actually build one without getting burnt out or rejected by high-value women. > What would a really conscious relationship look like to you? How would you go about building it, if there was zero or minimal manipulation at play? As I've said most of my previous entanglements and relationships fell apart in my opinion due to not being the man that I needed to be to make them work. To build my dream relationship I have already stepped away from dating for the past few years and focused on my flaws and integrating my weak character traits. Such as my coping through weed when my life gets hard instead of developing massive emotional resilience needed to build the massive life purpose I have planned for myself. I the good move of focusing on my network of communities throughout this dating break so even though I haven't focused on my sex too much my actual social life has done pretty well and I've sowed the seeds for what I want. To me this is how you integrate state yellow into your dating life. There is no need to manipulate when you have the life you want and you invite people that are aligned with it into it. Where would the manipulation lie? My base personality is a nerd and talking about niche intellectual topics. I do that all the time but I can do it from a place of having no impact in life or through the lens of intellectualizing the different fields of life I'm working on. I want to be able to connect with women authentically through this I find interesting which as an INTP are deep ideas. The more I work on my self-actualization journey the more I've met women into cosplay that I can meet in real life that come to my events and I talk to anime about. I like to talk about personal branding because to me that is the intersection of art and nerdiness, you put your vision out there and then see how others react to it and tweak it. I made a sex comedy video yesterday and posted it to my IG even though I stuttered in the first 3 seconds but I overthink it and never post if I keep reshooting it so fuck it I posted it anyway. All the girls I know saw it so hopefully that works in my favor. To me the process of becoming who I want to be and combining it with my business and brand has been living out my authentic life and idealized life purpose in actuality. It's been embodying honesty and a lot of times it's been humiliating, frustrating and discouraging but overall it's quite liberating, fun, empowering and I seem to only have reached 5% of the potential of what I'm doing so each day I become more enthusiastic about it. Just today 2 hours ago a girl posted in my Creatives chat a reel hanging out with two other girls that I all introduced to eachother. 2 of them had gotten in a massive fight last year and I helped mediate it a bit and one of them messaged me last week having issues about her relationship and I tried to pump her up and give her some confidence. To me those are authentic honest relationships with the women of the world that I'm building and incorporating into my business and that feels insanely inspiration and motivating. I can't wait to scale it further and as I become a better community manager and business man because I lack some concrete skills in that area; it should become a very good project for creatives worldwide to participate it and also integrate all the facets in my life in a stage yellow systematic thinking way. Not there yet but everyday closer brother.
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tvaeli replied to Breakingthewall's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's that: you have right for your matrix, let them build their because it's controlled by thermodynamics, not your investment - your investment grants yours. We have to somehow manage society. -
tvaeli replied to Breakingthewall's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
By Buddhism, we exist in interdependent reality. This means there is some matrix built by others - but instead of destroying, we have to base our parts in the thermodynamic laws: Thermodynamic law destroys what it is meant to destroy. Wu wei is flow through this, and actually helping out early others from the worst thermodynamic conditions, to some degree this is possible, for example limitation of consequence is also their ethical degree in yin aspect of reality, whose meanings surrender to reality like women like to do. So the Matrix: Partially, the universal matrix presents challenges, unknowns, yet even what is irrational might be someone's own free will inside their own realm or world - it's wrongly symbolic to you, but you also cannot fail the minimal free will where realms meet, for them to imagine their own. Partially, we need to surrender: the matrix is the actual flow of material reality, and yin aspect is to move along, and to do your things along - staying independent from fundamental hierarcy of dependency, because the item will soon be gone if it is: Thermodynamic forms in local tunnels of material reality, which rather runs it's trials first and does long-term metaphysics last. This is where laws do their work, and where government and police try to understand laws, how they govern human reality - so needs to do every invidual, because in every moment we constitute even to honour realm of second-order laws, to put others to worlds they deserve, and this is not necessarily a police law - rather, it's the zone where the police and government might fail, if they talk about their base-level survival in context of higher integration levels, derivations of similar basis for others, who didn't do this trial in similar condition of this implied conditioning - at first, the law is not so easily conditioned. We find the long term realm: In long term, the prophecy has to hold. Now, who is supported by unknown forces - higher math of physical reality, rather than the reality itself in it's local behaviour in space and time, the material condition itself; rather, now it has evolved through repeated game, where proper parties have represented the right thing. Goal based logic: Parties who now are seen as right, in some extent, also are the ones we talked about goal-based right, in initial conditions, our actual history. They are the ones we meant and the present situation is what we meant by "future". So the account holds very well about this actual future. If we did not believe they have honour for us: The ones who asked for full belief, told they are responsible and honourable, reputable peers in the society we live in, have to be that today in the actual future, and in goal based situation - for the party left. If we gave stories with anonymous accounts but claims to be aware of: In Goal based logic this equals, we do nothing about people, but we make the goals safe and spread the highest at least sectionally to people we still trust. These means are not public asset, but the responsibility inside our society: Now if we were thrown out for having "spiritual weakness for goals" or "conspiracy theories", they built forced matrices to our realms which are not that they initially belonged to our future honour, reputations and practical needs. Honour is about our investment: Now, all our taxes, whether they believe our realms or not, have to circulate always back to ourselves, and every spiritual realm which brings income, pays taxes but gets it's own balanced realm not to be suspected by these taxes for real, because their spiritual situation of doubt of income is virtual. Goal based logic holds: Spiritual people talk about big models, so does Christ and Buddha. These models are goal-reasoned and hold, and the actual incomes come from referred sources and their actual authors. Scientific value is not about names, identities of the authors, but goal based logic can be reasoned by goal based logic - Christ, Buddha, Confucius form such basis of truth which is *simple* and *intuitive*; their life stories are little bit outside scope of strict proven logic - indeed, we cannot find fundamental proofs of the life stories, and the logic is verified while the life stories in this logic, are indeed either true or false, but so is their work. So to support any material, legal or political claims against spiritual people: If this works based on logic, and estimations of miracle possibility or existence of miracles in strict sense, such as Life or Christmas gift to poor girl - they exist, simply that. To balance your goals and align with positive outcome of everybody: in goal based logic this simply exists as quite trivial truth, and indeed it's false to not do that, also thermodynamics sees the system which fails in moral support in this claim of democratic, liberal country or just the one which survives today, so even the "country" is an estimation about what is written tomorrow, at the very same or better positions of future. We let them flow in this existence of negative income, and in "soft thermodynamics" provided by Capitalism, wu wei or democratic country and it's survival threats and karmic death of the form of it's defined existence - the one which needs to be reborn, reclaimed for fresh freedom of that particular party. Society is what supports us up when it uses it's accumulated wealth for long term. Every accumulated wealth becomes to it's owner, for example democratic party left out of power and it's integrated accumulation and removal of risks of this very party, also have the actual ownership of their tax controls but the nature asks you alive - so the same similar thermodynamic condition of 3rd integral, the society, is left to be form: everything granted, from safety of money and law, to the actual grammar of the textbook which supports any fruitful spiritual business out of it's own rewards - in thermodynamic tunnels, which kill the illusions, the survivers do not need economic grants, but the actual fractal repeats even stability for their initial seeds, balanced even if wrong, and grants them the circulation of their own blood in society. Charlatans who tell us about governments, financers and goodwill, but cannot serve the practical purpose of our own life and society, which has given what we actually valuate, not what they want to take from us: this is the liberal way to produce the economy, growth and government of our own will, because our own government houses, for our legal cityzens, do not need "yes" for those who do not believe in our own beliefs - they just need our own taxes if there are many it's done, legally - undone only by parties which appear social in their own realms, but impractical for our goals which do not suit their needs - this is where the actual *thermos* of the circulation can go wrong, for example if they trust in investments out of our scope, but also say it's "practical" to have more of our tax money, but less of our direct commands at their mailbox which should follow anyway, as we polster: even our own means of creating our somewhat differently fake realities. If they say spirituality is wrong and that's why they take these taxes or rights or thing they become responsible in something in our minds, hands, deeds out of our seeds; they have to give direct proofs, and disprove spiritual models - mine are mathematically proven today, stating my opposition in past definitely made intented errors, if they removed any of my legal rights for these claims: because they had to prove my spiritual claims to avoid being criminal, even if science only does not prove they are right. This is the theorem: In terms of criminal law, there must be proof that spiritual law is wrong: Thermodynamically, in anything not out of disorder and constitutional deficit: Where there is no deficit, no loss of order, no chaos and nash triangles of opportunities and fears; criminal laws state: in case you judge on spiritual claims, as much as you have power and your word holds, such as reputation and moral wellbeing, justice of others, you must prove 100% how they lead to loss of money over long term. In case you say you are "not guilty in honour and failure of moral establishment as a social actor of roles of reputation"; you have to prove that conspiracy theory is wrong, not declare it's not proven - conspiracy theory is wrong in case you can see finally two parts: You did not do crimes to others, where you provided your "reputation" as goal value in their society itself; if this means specific role which was not granted by others as internally social members of society, related to matters themselves, and their practical value - own skin -; you have to provide: altough you was accused, if no legal loss of honour was done and you remained in unaffected, actual position. Here are two aspects of crime: 1) surviving yourself, well with your honour, and not attacked by other party in sense of being disresputed in terms of money, law rights, honour in terms where you did directly show it, while others also grounded themselves and partitioned their investments for future guarantees; now today is the "later" 2) being able to hurt others, keeping authoritative in their realms in matters of disturbing them in their own political financial etc. estabishment to guarantee pensions, proper tax returns, and government houses which function in their particular intent and deeds they did put to this tax income - dreams, beliefs, plans and choice of their own style and private realms. Existence of public realms which are their-coded, in world we move in. So both are abilities: unhurt, on your ethical grounds, not materially disturbed by others, while you say the matrix was not there you understand others still live in their own matrix, and it grants that you are not needed for their survival and ambitions first because it has it's spiritual right and you told "nobody" does this intentionally, but in goal based logic - everybody who does it intentionally, understands the reason, why others do, proven by: the reason is correct, consistent to advanced logic, and certain intelligence grants it. Nobody is lost in: whether they were asked for this grant. So for you, if you said you are atheist, against mental growth, if the realm was provided which was based on those grants and these incomes to others, and you was able to maintain based on society; now if you are able to hurt others: it becomes crime to say their sciences and spirituality are not proven if you are able to hurt them materially. Because if they say it in advance, what was your crime: it's decided in the end. If you saw they accused you in this sense of higher honour and belonging to realms, which in their own way - actually provide the reason, actually keep this order; now even if they accused you in this sense, but this did not mean material consequence: now if they do not belong to your society, and if their actual deeds they like were not supported by you but you turned this to material affection - if they now have to build society from grounds up, one which grants their own realms, pleasures and realities not supported by you in advance; if their deeds actually grow and the ones you demanded die - the tax controllers in cycle are now the ones, who granted this particular cycle, and for the real deed - money talks it's not irrational, because science, to not be criminal, if it accounts, must also prove not just that the spiritual meaning or personality did not hold, but also that in this particular case there was definite loss. In capitalist terms, because their correct solution is not to invest there, and constitutionally not investing means not claiming rewards, for example if tax system declined to invest in future big thing, also the ones who actually did can now be the part of parliament, which matters in this - talking with money. Because another capitalist, dead sure: if they did not invest to your business, they invested their life full. And for your input, they came back with real money: if they circulated this in more efficient business than yours, they bring it sooner, and it's more. -
Reading books, being sober😂 little stuff like that
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Take a picture with wiz khalifa and give us proof that you are serious
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@NewKidOnTheBlock And what makes you a “non dope”?
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kavaris replied to Breakingthewall's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ive been up for a few days str8, but i need to leave this video here, as a memory holder for the words / wording / way that something was phrased, combined w/ somethin else... of which i also dont know / remember what thread it was in, but i want to see what happens when those two idea are overlayed on top of one another, cause it was like two pieces of a whole. And i feel too defeated nd tired to find it atm -
@Leo Gura will you update the existing vault or is it like vault v2 now?
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Shit. I thought they are releasing a new Batman game
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Hope I can get a new profile picture in, my appartement is a mess, because these people are still looking for a saviour, while Trump dismisses them like Jesus what I read, this is legit the reverse engineeriged version of Jesus itself interesting conversations might post later more, the core issue is perceiving evil itself, and setting other people up for failure and glee, some stuff deserves this level of mercy... like Jesus did with his "Sinner Consciousness" I don't recall the words, but I understood I took a mathematics book with me, that goes into the fundamentals the core issue is the over-attention seeking youth partially requiring growth, and the egotistical mind of the east. Some germans are seriously fked about the situation, so it might end very badly for russia, idk how far this guys intuition goes, but he was an aquarious sterotypically, also quiet visionary and interested more in being ressourceful not domineering social capitalist, or imperalistic, but the imperalistic tendencies will shine through if there is a serious threat of material gain and capitalistic gain, some ppl don't give enough "credit" in GOD, but believe they are realized while they are only on a Quest like others, this dismissal attitude and the sheer arrogance of the east will not end well historically.... It's like the crusaders have begun, and are technically already at an end.
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Tbh I really wasn't, bro. I've checked your Instagram and you seem to be a complete dope. I'm sorry but I'm just too real to keep it fake lol
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AtmanIsBrahman replied to Majed's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
There are many ways to live a fulfilling life. Stage blue religion will get you a narrow, closed-in kind of life. Is it fulfilling? I don’t know. That’s up to you to decide. But why are you choosing Islam and not Christianity? Only because that’s your culture. So really you just want to fit in. The choices are: move somewhere else, conform, or risk being different. -
Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #191 ~ Mon Aug 10 '26 Exploring the romantic side of life, that is what I am craving, that is what I am missing. It doesn't even matter who it is, it just has to be someone that I like. And it could take a few months, and it doesn't have to be from a pick up strategy, use whatever strategy you want. I am going to start heading into the city and attending speed dating events. It just takes one girl, one connection to get a girlfriend. The bottom line though is I don't want these cravings, but none the less I do have them. And I can't just put them on the back burner, so I am going to start burning through that. And again, its not about engaging in pick up and having sex with lots of women. I just want to be romantic with one woman, that is all. I will also start going out to bars and clubs at times in order to pursue this craving. Another craving of mine is to get jacked. In order to deal with this, I have started to work out every night after work, Monday through Thursday. This will be like clock work until at least the end of the year. I have a crush on my favorite co worker. She won't be here this week and it makes me sad. I miss her already. What is it about her that I miss? I just like her energy and presence. When she's not around, it feels as though, "whats the point?" she motivates me and I am always aware of where she is, when she walks by me or is in the same vicinity, I get excited. I just love her being around me. This is a craving. I have a craving for her. There is another woman at work that I love dearly, but my energy towards her is different, it is appreciative and loving towards her, but it doesn't have the same sort of attachment that I have with the other girl. I'd like to become more aware of this attachment that I have for her. What is really going on there at a metaphysical level, and can I transcend it? The problem lies within missing something. Why do I miss her when she's not around? Why can't I just love her regardless of if she's here or not? Can I transcend this? It doesn't feel healthy. It doesn't feel good either. Missing someone hurts. And the funny thing is I miss her even when she's at the studio but just not around me. What the fuck is this? What is this emotional pull? And why does it happen to me? I finally have time to myself to contemplate these things. This is important to me, not the competing, not all of the dance practices. I need time to contemplate life. Otherwise I just go about things. Lets get back to attachment. First of all, what do you feel when you think about this girl that you're attached to? I want to hold her and spin her around and kiss her all over. I want to run into the ocean with her and splash around. I want to gallop in a field with her. I want to have a drink with her. I want to make her pregnant and then take care of her. I want to grow old with her. I want to marry her and say my vows to her. In total, I want to love her for the rest of my life. Okay, that was an honest answer. This right here is romanticizing another human being. You like her, you have a crush on her. However, you work with this person. So firstly, how would you even take that leap? Also, is she really a good fit for you? Also, you were crushing on a different girl just two weeks ago? What does that say about your attachment to her now? It means it could fade at the drop of a hat. The reality is that you are always crushing on someone. That means that these women aren't special for you in their own right, shes just the one girl that is making you FEEL SOMETHING at this very moment. If you go out to the city tomorrow, you could have an attachment for a completely different girl. The reality is that yes you have a crush on this girl, it makes you miss her, you want to be with her right now, but you can drop this attachment with the snap of a finger, believe that. Daily goals: Shower: 21 Groom hair: 21 Brush teeth: 21 Floss: 0 Take medication: 21 Drink protein shake Make bed: 4 Kriya yoga: 1 No porn: 0 No ejaculation: 0 Eat 150 g of protein: 0 No electronics after 11pm: 1 Brush teeth before bed: 7 Wash face before bed: 7 Weekly goals: Workout 4x: 0 Give yourself a haircut: 1 Meal prep 2x a week: 0 Do laundry: 3 Clean room: 3 Clean car: 2 Things to do: Give w9 to dad Return shirt - will drop off tomorrow before work Take $100 out of the bank - then give $40 to dance partner on Wednesday Start return for Chinese suit -not even sure if they will accept return Send in the dispute for the tolls - need to find address and type something up List Shamet jersey - take pictures Fill out thing for therapist -take picture of insurance card Mail letter to Mom
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