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  2. The Cult of Language

    LifeEnjoyer replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Oh yes it is! Might not be as much on language as I thought it was but still very good nonetheless.

  3. Rhythm vs Melody

    Hojo replied to Natasha Tori Maru's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    Melody is icing on the cake of rhythm. Melody needs rhythm so rhythm. All melody is is rhythm stopping.

  4. How Stop Internet Addiction?

    Yimpa replied to SimpleGuy's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

  5. feel like nature is hurting me

    Judy2 replied to Justin my mind's topic in Mental Health, Serious Emotional Issues

    this view and emotion is not permanent. it'll keep on shifting.
  6. I spent like 10 years doing metaphysics all day every day because I couldn't stand uncertainty, so trying to develop a healthier relationship with that has been important for me, and it carries over in the rest of my life.
  7. Out of 5 chapters of subliminals did the first chapter for 21 days along with rescripting of childhood negative memories now I'm half way through on the second CD where it increase your self esteem but rescripting has been less as most of it was covered in CD 1. Apart from this I have been listening Steve G jones focus and concentration affirmation for 15 min with 2x speed and the same topic subliminals for 30 min. I will continue this for 3 months before I choose another topic. Apart from this I have been doing the following affirmation and will do this for the whole year I try including visualizations in the Affirmations itself to save time. 1. I love being confident 2. I am completely independent of the good or bad opinion of others 3. I see funiness everywhere 4. I am a rascal. Apart from this every Sunday I have being doing Leo Gura's forgiveness meditation, self acceptance meditation and shamanic breathing technique, I have also been able to maintain a consistency in kriya yoga and meditation every day since the last month. Have been journalling everyday too mostly using the if I was more aware of my death I would.... And expressing gratitude. I am so fucking exited to do all this over the whole year.
  8. I'm doing it too. I already have a lot of experience on the dating aspects. I meditate, run, sleep 6h/8h, daily reading, 2L/3L water/day, stretch, writing down insights. I need to clean my diet. I need to make more money. I need to hit the gym. I want to build a family, 2 children, dogs, cats and a lovable wife. Tons of action to take.
  9. pizza art
  10. This is what I’m currently doing. But a lot of spiritual people seem to think they’re above self-help. Even calling it basic self-help kinda minimizes it. Nothing basic about taking hard actions and holding yourself accountable.
  11. I think its an infinetly layered book. You the book are asking why am I on this chapter? You could go back or forward it would just be very scary to the human layer. If you cared to know youd just do it, instead of asking. You can take layers off right now and know. The human is a chapter not the book, the chapters are infinite. Chapters are subjective qualia, narration is a qualia. If you were playing mario party its like asking, why am I playing this mini game?
  12. 4:40 “Not me” 😭

  13. What's your favorite anime and why?

    Oppositionless replied to Never_give_up's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    I enjoyed hunter x hunter and one punch man a lot. I don't watch much tv .
  14. Today
  15. Make a survey on Actualized.org forum members. The majority of them want to skip SD's stage orange. This is sad to say. I think 90% of us are broke, financially unstable, spiritual bypassers, full of illusions, fantasies and delusions. The worst part is that they despise sex, money and career. Just to clarify: it is not a personal attack on Actualized.org, Leo or forum members. This is a wake up call. If this is true, we have to work to master survival. Enlightenment, God, Psychedelics - They can wait 20 years.
  16. The problem is that Actualized.org is Leo's mind on a evolution cycle. His teachings became advanced to the point of extreme abstraction. We see here on the forum the lack of basic normie self-help. People just parrot "God this, God that, Alien this, Alien that" but they are living in their parents home. This is not Leo's fault. It is just evolution. People need to wake up. Back to the basics. Agree 100% w/ yourself.
  17. Congrats ❤️ @Yimpa
  18. Yeah dude!! Who are your favorite players?

  19. The Cult of Language

    CARDOZZO replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    BCIs are the next frontier. Telepathy as a service.

  20. The Cult of Language

    CARDOZZO replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Is it a good talk? Spira seems a very grounded decent guy.
  21. If not it would have been a shame to have spent so much time talking about it, no?
  23. Hearing him speak makes me cry, because after I was molested I had so much anger as a kid. And it turned into extreme anger issues that both my second eldest sister had and myself. I’ve done so much work to undo that, but it’s still here. “That happened at a time you were vulnerable. you aren’t vulnerable anymore.” - Kevin. I cried hearing that, because I think at heart I always feel vulnerable and afraid. I really needed to hear that. With all this Epstein shit going on. It’s triggered a lot of emotions, a lot of anger, etc. Though Kevin is right. I’m not weak or vulnerable anymore. It’s different now, and for the better. i refuse to be afraid of these sick people. I refuse to be afraid of these monsters. I’m sick and tired of them haunting me. I’m sick and tired of allowing them to control my life. I’m sick and tired of all of it. this is my life. and I will live it how I want.
  25. Next step is to amend my Birth Certificate with my new identity. That’s right, my birth is imaginary. I am giving birth to myself again. I was born in NJ, so they’ll also let me update my sex/gender marker to Female.
  26. Hmm. To be clear, I tactfully avoid those sorts of discussions and hierarchies. I see it as more attachment - the opposite of surrender. A deception. It's just making spirituality another ground, after erasing all other grounds. When everything needs to be thrown away, including all seeking, all spirituality, in the end. Spiritual ego.
  27. Of course not. The issue is when people dress it up as "discovering truth" rather than "I trained toward states I value and got them." The first one creates needless developmental hierarchies, levels of awakening, on an on with the hierarchies. Always arguing over what or who is deeper, more awake, more true, etc. - without realizing the hierarchy itself is a preference, not a discovery.
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