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  2. When I do DMT I found a simple way to increase the visuals is to close my eyes and push in on my eyes with my fingers. Not to the point of pain, but a certain amount of pressure on your retinal receptors stimulates them and you get a ton of visuals. This can be done while falling asleep too.
  3. I fear Death may wipe this universe of many a unique perspective.

  4. Te Journal

    Optimized Life replied to Optimized Life's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    11.01.26 Health L theonine = Brain fog? Studies, forums, AI ... will tell me "it balances out caffeine" ect. But in pill form, it just makes me feel tired, numb and sedated, like a moderate benzo Then I feel the need to drink extra caffeine just to compensate, and the brain fog is still there Conclusion : No more 200MG l theonine Pills, unless i am going through severe anxiety and stress, it is a potential tool but not something to be used casually, I dont trust it or think its safe just because of online group think.
  6. Europeans are the nationalists, every European on here has opposed immigration. I support open borders. Greenland needs freed from the european colonizers We need to penalize nationalist colonizers like Europeans. If they're not willing to pay up then we should absolutely remove their leaders, they're fascists. The UK has come to their senses and sided with the U.S. on this by seizing Venezuelan tankers with us. LIBERATE EUROPE!!!!!
  7. Then now you identify with the fact that you are god creating the reality? Where is the difference? It's an identification, same than the others.
  8. Also Nick Fuentes: I gargle my own piss
  9. @Leo Gura Inquiry on death quickly brings forth inquiry on self. This is, it takes self for death to be possible and it takes death for self to be a truly effective illusion.
  10. I hear you. Somehow the only times that humans actually stand together as one are during big crisis events.
  12. @Leo Gura So I ask at what exact point does death occur? What exactly is death? Does death happen when I lose track of the body/mind/self? Perhaps it is a moment when the last vestige or artifact of ego is stripped away? Is death cessation of experience? Is it a lack of colors, sounds and feelings? But is that even death or is that simply empty experience?

  13. The New American Food Pyramid

    UnbornTao replied to freddyteisen's topic in Health, Fitness, Nutrition, Supplements

    @Sugarcoat @Yimpa
  14. Don't try to convince anyone that your not a little thief with your hand stuck in the cookie jar. At least own it. Paying for it later just means you stole it first. I pirate stuff from time to time myself, but I don't sugarcoat it. This a 🐀
  15. @Breakingthewall, you went tangent there and made it complicated with your last response to me. I'm saying something simple that you can understand if you observe. Notice that people identify however they like, and they believe what they are identified with is natural or real than what they are not identified with. Also, people construct hierarchies of identification. You always identify with a certain number of things. But what is stopping you from identifying with or disidentifying from everything? Nothing is stopping you. Furthermore, notice that whatever phenomena happens, you are either conscious of it or not. Yes, you can understand that people can be conscious of those things also, but you imagined the qualia of their experience and that they simultaneously experienced those phenomena with you.
  16. Linux Mint is calling, then
  17. When you are closing your eyes there are 2 ways of sitting there. You can sit there and say I am looking at nothing ( like sleeping) or you can be actually looking for something. There is a field of energy to be seen while your eyes are closed its red so when your eyes are closed you should be actually looking. Lay on your stomach cup your hands over your eyes and look dont just sit there staring at nothing. You can zoom your vision far or close but try to see the field of energy not just saying nothing is there. You can see there is an infinite moving field of energy not nothing. Keep shifting your awareness till you see something and focus on it. It will be constantly moving. Look in the context that you are looking for an object in an Ispy book. When you close your eyes you are looking for something in the same way.
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  19. @SQAAD I wasn't attacking your situation, but the victim mindset you seem to have fallen into. Ask yourself whether you want to continue whining, or whether you're willing to do something about it. Otherwise, what are you doing - complaining and blaming "the world" for your experience of life? How is that higher consciousness?
  20. After a certain quantity of lentils I feel like my stomach cant handle it well anymore. Maybe 1k calories of red lentils in one sitting or something like that. The bigger problem is farting in my experience which is why I go for smaller portions. How long have you tried lentils? Your stomach needs time to adabt. Why are they so healthy?
  21. There's no way for me to convince you that solipsism is true. However, based on my direct experience for the last seven years, I am completely certain of its truth. The only thing I can ask you to do is keep an open mind. Question all of your assumptions. I hope you find the truth.
  22. Haha, not quite. Maybe I am 80 - 90 % there. Had this super clean phase though and it wasnt good for me.
  23. Of course. The people fighting any war suffer. Which is why is stupid.

  24. Done Going To NA Meetings

    Joseph Maynor replied to SQAAD's topic in Mental Health, Serious Emotional Issues

    Curious as to why you think this.

  25. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Leo Gura replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Cheers!

  26. Te Journal

    Optimized Life replied to Optimized Life's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    11.01.26 : Regrounding this Te Journal AGAIN (Yes I know, I keep doing this, I have high ADHD tendencies) The point of this journal is Te : Setting targets, goals, and commiting to metrics reporting Reporting daily Actually achieving my goals/metrics numerically/materially and proving it (where possible) I don't want to just be the ideas guy, or cool sounding writer. That has to be balanced (and over - dominated) by material results, the work, the proof. I cannot claim leadership otherwise. This isn't abotu this forum specifically, no one here cares about or knows me, this forum journal is a vessel I use to develop myself and hold accountability, thats it, but the transfer is undeniably, if i cant hold standards and consistency here, I cant do it in real life, there is no difference. Regrounding : BF % Challenge & Net calorie tracking > 11% BF shredded Logistics change > Moving country, paying rent, lease down Money in bank account > Net profit, managing my spending, earning more money Building skills & daily practice > Sales, people skills, ect.. Escaping the system, financial autonomy ect.. Dating life, relationships, approaches Diet health, sleep ect.. Creativity & other misc stuff. NO MORE DIVERGERNCE FROM HERE : Goals & Targets Metrics & Tracking Achieve Results / Hit Targets ^ Share proof where possible P.S : what (among many other sources, including myers briggs Te explanation itself and extroverted thinking) this journal was insired by : Mmkay's Heavy Metal Chelation Journal Why? Because of a long term commitment to setting a goal, measuring & reporting progress ... and doing it agan and again, stubbornly for months & years. This is the real work, this is what virtually no one wants to do, this is the shit that counts, far beyond consuming a video. Except I have to give the guy credit because what he's doing is actually way harder : with losing bodyfat and gaining money, it's difficult for sure but there are clear metrics you can set, "heavy metal chelation" is a psycologically brutal process because you can only predict the inputs, and testing/measuring it is mostly qualitative, and often you initially feel even worse from chelation. So in a sense I "have it easy".

  27. What’s your “third place”?

    Joseph Maynor replied to cistanche_enjoyer's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Communicating about the work we do on this forum and working on my life purpose is definitely my third place. Fourth place is practicing and performing music with friends and at local Jazz jam sessions.
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