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  3. Elon Musketeer disagrees with this statement.
  4. I stand… Uncorrected. - ChatGPT’s list below of worlds most self-aware women (granted after sharing it asked me if I wanted to narrow down outside of mainstream culture i.e. academia). (Dating collapse due to degrading standards for self awareness across both men and women) Okay… before we get into confirmation of my theory… now just brace yourself for a moment. Take a deep breath. Now I want you to just take a moment to wonder honestly within yourself about the most self aware women you can think of in the world. Got it? Fantastic. Now sink into that search until you can come up with ten women. I have mine, however most are literally just my friends. Neurosurgeon (newly), psychologist, studying medicine, engineer, and… I’ll leave it there. Have a guess what ChatGPT came up with! Ha, now here comes GPT’s list of “THE MOST SELF AWARE WOMEN IN THE WORLD UNDER 50!” This… is utterly embarrassing for mainstream western culture I mean surely you can see the PSYOP by now right? OKAY here we go, fuck what a smoke screen mainstream culture really is, shit that zombie 🧟‍♂️ 🧟‍♀️ ache of folk has really got the Eeeek/X factor. I’ll preface this by saying I don’t know enough about some (Zendaya, Malala Yousafzai, Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez - tho I have listened to Cortez once or twice) of the women. Irrespectively, Eileen Gu (read previous post) is a FAR better role model than any of these women below. Three of the women on the list arguably have narcissistic personality disorder thats the the hilarity of it. I won’t say who as an exercise of discretion. Before I share the list, here is one more popular name of a woman that others are likely less familiar with but will remember her from the big bang theory. Personally, I actually think Ms. Gu may actually be more self-aware in specific areas, that said from Mayim Bialik, yes it’s her, offers many lessons and this is the final lesson I’ll share with the reader for now. Is that you should not even be focusing on learning specific lessons from any one individual person in general, instead you should be looking at them from the meta level and asking yourself, where are their strengths and weaknesses in self-awareness and how can I convert those patterns into useable data to help my own self-awareness advance down its natural course?” Thats it. Okay let’s get to the list, afterwards, I will share Mayim’s YouTube channel at the bottom. Have an open mind in applying the meta question I posed. GPT’s List: 1. Taylor Swift (b. 1989) Exceptionally meta about narrative identity, public persona construction, and autobiographical authorship. 2. Emma Watson (b. 1990) High linguistic precision about gender identity, fame psychology, and social role internalization. 3. Greta Thunberg (b. 2003) Strong moral clarity; minimal ego-diffusion; consistent value alignment under pressure. 4. Lady Gaga (b. 1986) Explicit meta-commentary on persona construction, trauma integration, and identity fragmentation. 5. Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez (b. 1989) High rhetorical awareness; strategic framing consciousness; public cognitive transparency. 6. Zendaya (b. 1996) Unusually mature self-positioning in fame context; controlled narrative boundaries. 7. Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie (b. 1977) Advanced meta-cultural cognition; layered identity analysis; high epistemic humility. 8. Ariana Grande (b. 1993) Open about trauma, grief integration, and identity shifts across career phases. 9. Malala Yousafzai (b. 1997) Consistent reflective articulation of purpose, fear, and personal growth. 10. Billie Eilish (b. 2001)
  5. For those who are skeptical whether the Fragment has applications, I used the model to analyze sadhus:
  6. This is a really cool observation. Let's unpack this with the theory of the Fragment. Stimming is something that people do who are non-Simultaneity of Spirit. My current definition of autism is: low Simultaneity of Spirit and high Sequenciality of Spirit. But it's also something that HSPs do and my definiton is: low Simultaneity of Spirit and high Sensibility of Spirit. So when you see someone stimming they are either autistic, HSP, or a hybrid. Spoiler: I suspect most people on this forum to be hybrids. When you have high Simultaneity, you are really good at processing a lot of information at the same time. This is done through the symbol and conformity. If a Simultaneity-being is in a stadium for example, there is a shit ton of stimulus. Yet the being knows exactly what do without processing every stimulus individually, bc they just do what everyone does and "sync up" (conformity). When you have low Simultaneity, you don't have this efficient way of processing and struggle in environments with a lot of parallel stimulus. This is why you prefer simple singular stimuli which is what stimming is. Your advantage is that you are very honest and uncorruptible, since corruption requires conformity. Also, only low-Simultaneity-beings have the ability to critique culture and go against the norms, which is what a sadhu does. Sequentiality- and Sensibility-beings feel affirmed in their existence through stimming like humming, but for different reasons. This is where it gets super subtle. Seq's hum because a hum is a sound and a sound is a wave and a wave is Spaciousness+Sequenciality. Sen's hum because a hum is the change of pressure of molecules which causes these molecules to interact and therefore sense each other. More simply: a hum is a sensation. The reason why the Spirit (Atman) needs to engage in it's fragments is because there is no existence beyond the fragment. Boyond the Fragment, there is only emptiness (Anatman) non-existence. If the Atman and the Anatman are not in balance with each other, it leads to death and suffering.
  7. the podcast is like a monologue of mine. you leo make bold claims and the other two are my rational mind. its really cool to watch this kind of conversation... i learned sooo much its nice to see that leo is really a human beeing and is a good guy to hang around with. i really love the podcast <3
  8. Such Podcasts are worth much much more than simple teaching videos... both is good.. but its good to see ppl who are sceptical...
  9. @Lila9 Are you safe ? how is your life now

  10. RIP Jim Carrey has been Cloned

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to Ramasta9's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    This is why I think there is some filler shit going on. He got the pillow face

  11. What are the most comfy shoes?

    SimpleGuy replied to SimpleGuy's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Bro, you are a stand. Why bother about shoes
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  14. Anticipating possibilities is not autism, it is what I call "Potentiality of Spirit". I've laid out my theory of the Fragment here: It's more closely related to the neurodivergency called "Schizotypy". I've written about it here: You need potentiality of spirit in order to be motivated to chase enlightenment bc enlightenment is something that might potentially happen to you in the future and non-Potentiality of spirit people don't chase visions in the future like this.
  15. A comment I made on professor Jiang last year - related to current events: A hot WW3 between Russia, China and US will be avoided at all costs unless some major miscalculations happen. Hence we only see indirect support to maintain plausible deniability such like we’ve see in Ukraine - and never direct confrontation. As if the US are going to do anything adventurous around Taiwan after this episode. China knows it’s got time on its side and game theory wise - US being bogged down and depleted in the ME only favours them. Don’t interrupt the enemy when making a mistake. @Lyubov Agree - seems the US is heading for a precarious position with limited options. Interesting comment from a ME expert “the administration has entered a campaign where the only clear path to decisive victory is regime change — and it is far from clear that Washington is willing to invest the resources and long-term commitment such an outcome would demand.” Worth a follow: https://x.com/citrinowicz/status/2028728626431111425?s=46&t=DuLUbFRQFGpB8oo7PwRglQ
  16. This is literally how the news is broadcast in some countries, which ain't even North Korea. Is it then any surprise that the world is in the state that it is? Spot the difference
  17. You make a logical error when you say this. You have a wrong assumption which is that it requires an endless amount of socializing to find a mate. I've written about this here:
  18. Hi! It fills me with joy every time I'm hearing that someone awakes to their nerodivergency. I have written extensively about the topic on this forum, and I'm currently working on an Ontology of neurodivergency that I call the Fragment. Based on how you write and the fact that you don't seem very active in the personal development section of the forum, I assume that you came to the conclusion of Yourself. This is a big and important step in your development. I came to the same conclusion and made a post about it:
  19. I'm very comfortable with it if done respectfully. Happened last time 2 week ago. A guy told me that he finds me cute and that he wasn't sure if it's too much telling me this or not, and that he hopes I don't take it in a bad way. I told him that he shouldn't worry about that, that I liked that he had the balls to tell me, that I'm flattered but that I am into women only. He said ok thanks for the nice feedback and that was the end of the story. My point: a nice approach is easy to reject in a nice way. I had gay guys repeatly touching me on the dance floor after I told them no several times and I was literally close to punching them. Other people felt started looking and almost intervening, that is how tense it became. Input determines output.
  20. He's been bogpilled.
  21. Wouldn't botox interfere with his ability to make faces? He looked better before.
  22. Trying to outsmart Leo is a self-deception. It’s an ego game. The God game is trying to outsmart yourself. Outwit the Devil that you are. Trying to outsmart Leo is like arguing with a character in your dream thinking it will wake you up. The more you argue with the dream, the deeper you sleep within it. Most things in the dream is a distraction from questioning the Dreamer. However, something’s in the Dream can be helpful in waking you up. The job is distinguishing the two.
  23. @Ramasta9 Can't rebute or respond against made up shit that requires no evidence. Going from botox to a clone is insanity jumps in logic and will harm your mind. Once you let these jumps slide you will let other jumps slide and all of sudden you are fucked and can't be helped. Then suddenly one day you are making up that someone is an one of these evil doers cause you have an infallible sense of energy recognition and you stab them for no reason and go to prison. Good luck this is where these inane thought processes lead you too. It dosent matter if I purge if I or you stop following logic we will go insane. Logic is there to contain your sanity. Making massive jumps in logic will fuck you long term. It might seem like its okay to do here and there but its not. You must remain logically consistent. No logic, and being scared like you are is a recipe for disaster. If you have no fear it might be okay but you are a scared baby. You are scared of corn chips with cheese seasoning. One day someone will offer you a dorito and you will make up they are a clone alien trying to poison you. You will make this up via your energy sensing abilities ( its just you doing it, your own energy not theirs, you are sensing YOUR OWN energy) and you will attack them. When its actually you that has the evil alien energy sucker attached to you and you are projecting! We can only project! There is an evil energy alien sucking on your brain right now! The only way to stop it is to eat a bag of doritos. Bold bar b q.
  24. Their sponsorship of terrorism wasn't an official state policy like in the case of Iran, but rather represented choices of a few ultra wealthy individuals. Those individuals are above such concepts as a state and nation anyway, so they might as well represent all the other tax havens and the entirety of western world. The only reason those arabian countries in particuliar are bombed is cause US forces decided to set up their military bases there, on behalf of these ultra wealthy individual puppeteers. Their interests created the symbol of luxury and now we're going to watch it being raised to the ground, for the interests of these shadowy figures. Reality's a bitch indeed
  25. @Lila9 Oh I have that one, it's super comprehensive and full of lots of really good techniques. It also gives a nice gradual approach to adding practices over some time. I purchased a neti pot because of that book, and I find it very useful.
  26. @bazera dayum, didn't know that. I guess it is just another way of getting the mind/brain to get into a particular state. Thanks for the book recommendation, Ill set up a reminder @Judy2 you can ask all you want, I will learn more about myself probably as I haven't talked deeply about this with anyone else I'd say a situation is extreme/intense if the feelings associated with that experience is intense (fury, deep sadness, etc). If you were to see my emotions like the heartbeat on a monitor, you'd see no ups, no downs as if I was dead. My average state is optimism and peace. The only extreme thing that I can remember is death of a close one or seeing someone go through a hard time and most times I just feel the same (and I believe I also feel frustrated because I cannot have a normal life) Question for you, when you say state, what do you mean exactly? Something I've found consistently is that after the gym I do feel more at peace, like not wanting to listen to anything, but just walk back home with my thoughts I am lucky in a few aspects Judy. I could have turned out an angry man, a pessimist, etc. But I am an optimist, at peace, etc. Sure I cannot have some key things for the human experience, as feeling love, but I believe it will get solved. The only thing that pains me is my age and how having a family with kids is slipping through my fingers. But I keep a positive attitude most of the time

  27. Why I'm Leaving America (for good)

    Cred replied to WonderSeeker's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I would rather live in North Korea than in South Korea
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