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  2. All that we see and that we think and that we talk is just a tale, some construct, stemming from Truth. Why the f*ck is a sinus wave a sinus wave and not the color red. Why? It's a construct. All ideas, and I mean all, are just some constructs. We as humans don't know anything about anything, we have no clue about nothing. The closest we can get is by experiencing what is going on, but we will never know what is going on. It's so magical and mistical it's beyond any comprehension. I don't think you could ever comprehend Truth. Contemplate why is a sinus wave a sinus wave. Why does it influence reality so much. Why sinus and not some gibberish zig-zag-tic-tac wave. It's so bizzare that it made me laugh. Happy Easter yall!!
  3. This current "human experience" you're having of reading this, is real. You realize that ? It exists, it is. This experience is. It's as real as real gets, the ground of reality, reality is made out of that
  5. Mental health is a shitty RPG. In a good RPG, levels and items gradually accumulate in roughly direct proportion to your efforts, rewarding you for playing the game. In healing your trauma, the first 80% of your efforts will only get you 20% of your visible results. If it were a game, people would quit and the company would go under, but quitting life isn't such a great idea and the company keeps on pumping out more games (people). I have a hypothesis that traumas become redundant over time. So lets say that before you began your mental health journey, you accumulated ten traumas reinforcing each other over on particular issue. Resolving the first eight results in minimal visible change to your behavior and experience of life; spread out over years, this minimal change looks like nothing. It's like climbing a wall; until you get near the top, all you can see is the same monotonous wall no matter how far you've climbed. But once you get your hands and eyes over the top, your progress will skyrocket. Is this a good analogy? I'm not sure; I haven't gotten over the wall yet. But I do feel like I've gotten my hands and eyes over the top, and my efforts really do seem to be bearing results, and it sure is a good feeling. So what should you do? Well, you should do whatever you think seems good for you, even if it doesn't have immediate or apparent benefits. Just because the wall you're looking at looks the same as it did ten years ago, doesn't mean that it is, nor does it mean that it's all you're ever going to see.
  6. Like a true moderator / robot trigger trigger chicken dinner.
  7. Spacetime itself can physically be infinite and eternal. So there is no need to "invent" something new to contain spacetime. (In fact, current evidence of the universe spacetime indicates it is infinite (flat spatially) and eternal into the future (though not in the past)) You also say "I'm perfectly conscious how my current "human experience" transcends space and time". It would be interesting for you to show us how, because by definition, humans are contained within spacetime. Unless you have come up with your own physics model. If you want to discuss this from a nondual perspective, it is not the human or person that attains freedom. Read more on radical nonduality (e.g Jim Newman, Kenneth Madden, Alexis Knight, etc...).
  8. Do hot women actually have good social skills? Can they manage people effectively in a workplace, or actually be professional and knuckle down and do a job? I've made a vow to never work under a hot lady. And if i ever do, expect the WORST.
  9. Many of these stories of mystics are over-exaggerated. So be careful believing they were invincible. The truth is probably far more mundane than the myths.
  10. His story is definetly beyond this world, completely intoxicated with God. The true Lover
  11. Will do.
  12. There was another study somewhere where it said covertly the number 1 trait that people look for in a partner is them being good at sex
  13. When reality purposefully handicaps itself with limits (human consciousness) and does so out of wanting to experience limitation the limiting reality is the totality of reality. Everything else is unmanifest nothing/unrealized potential until it isn't. We could be moving mountains but God literally has nothing better to do right now than post on his Actualized.org forums. This is what God does for kicks. Ego just can't (absolutely stubbornly refuses to) believe it. Okay, so don't believe it. Working as intended. It's still just 'you' yanking your own chain and you know it. Yeah, for good reason, they are not two separate things. Just like how you and I are not really two separate people. The key word there is speak. If 'we' gotta talk about it and that's a big if, you can't help but make maps for the territory. Now there's a me and a you and everything that comes with it. There's no way around it, there is no substitute for the Know Thyself personal experience. Its pure, raw, untamed knowledge and information that defies all logic, reason, common sense, morality and sanity - good luck convincing the masses of the impossible. Many have tried, all have failed. Yoda pulls the tie fighter out of the swamp and Luke Skywalker says he can't believe he just saw the impossible with his own eyes and Yoda, the wise mentor and guru tells him "that is why you fail". The Matrix Oracle looks Neo dead in the face and straight up asks him if he thinks he's the One. The One replies that he doesn't know. They don't believe in the impossible yet but they become saviors when they do. Our problem is the same as Lukes and Neo's. Reality isn't veiled, its our eyes. Ive said as much already in my short time on this forum. I believe I referred to it as an inadequate label. No words can satisfactorily explain reality to a point where one can impart true gnosis to another, that's the whole problem (is it though?). At best you can come to a good intellectual understanding. Its why the guru business is millennia old and still going strong today. A million books and essays and musings have been written about this stuff for thousands of years and the world made manifest is a horror show and hamunity is an ignorant dumpster fire begging for negation. If someone had the words, I would be able to quote them to you right now but those don't exist and thus my only recourse is through metaphor. Solipsism is as good a label or theory or metaphor as any when knowingly failing at trying to communicate "you are god and it turns out youre completely alone and whatever is in your experience at any given non linear moment is the whole of what's going on in the universe and its all bullshit. God tier bullshit but bullshit nonetheless. More accurately it turns into mind chatter with a very close relationship to what is but without the eyes to see or the ears to hear what is. Because it actually wants that experience and my evidence is that's what's happening.
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  15. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Rafael Thundercat replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Actualized Quotes #503 https://share.google/p10GAazAcgkBiGbiG This is deep but may I ask more about what mean with " far side of skepticism" ?
  16. 4 pages of posts and not a single mention of the movie Idiocracy.
  17. @Loveeee I have a bad habit of arguing with people even when I agree with them. Sorry about that.

  18. Sex on 5-MeO-DMT

    TheGod replied to TheGod's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    Exactly! It's always the case anyways, you are just not conscious of it.

  19. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Stick I don't understand - are you implying a 3rd world country cannot be a dictatorship?
  20. I used to believe that too. But I met a lot of woman who are not all that picky about sex and also just because you sleep with them does not mean they picked you and want to keep seeing you. But the general trend is there, yes.

  21. Sex on 5-MeO-DMT

    Rafael Thundercat replied to TheGod's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    So you want the experience where you experience you fucking yourself.
  22. Really cool site. Thanks for sharing!
  23. It more depends on the individual than the gender. Women tend to be more pickup before sex, and men to be more picky after sex. Sex for a man requires little pickiness, but committing to one girl requires pickiness. For a girl, once she's had sex, she's already picked.
  24. It's difficult in spite of the realization of transience and impermanence?

  25. What's your 5meo setting ?

    Oppositionless replied to Loveeee's topic in Psychedelics

    Not a huge dose, but I pushed it a bit with 8 mg vaped . Also tried it w 18 mg plugged. I prolly wouldn't do a breakthrough dose outdoors .
  26. @Tenebroso you have NO IDEA what women want, or how they work. I cannot help but chuckle! Some things are on the mark, but then you are blind to the red pill stuff just hamfisted in there?!??! You can't see it?!???! There needs to be time spent critically assessing ideas and being aware of cognitive bias, prior to just absorbing it all. You will be much happier and get results! Regarding OP I think men/women are picky in different domains, so it's hard to compare. I think with social media and 'grass is always greener' comparison syndrome... Both sexes 🤣
  27. @bazera exactly - it's horrifying! It puts into doubt all the 'knowing' we think we have. The power of not knowing
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