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  2. This is strange to say from your POV, no? You are pinning it on Leo, essentially to say that Leo is God and he created your reality, so he should take the blame.
  3. @AION actually you created both Connor and Leo as part of some sick entertainment you wanted to watch. Why did you do that?!?
  4. This is actually so sad, I liked his newer channel where he was exploring boundary of natural vs artificial supplementation. I wonder what his last thoughts were. Kind of morbid but Do you guys think he thought of Leo as he drowned?

  5. Funny video thread

    UnbornTao replied to Raze's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

  6. I would not know that. With formal education, I only got up to GED. No wonder I am confused when watching this video.
  7. But if reality is everything you, Leo, created. Then Conner is part of that reality that you created. According to your own logic.
  8. No. Don't start with that crap. I am going to start banning you guys for saying such disrespectful shit to me. You are way out of line.
  9. Conner is an Actualized Frankenstein. The shadow of Leo’s work. But like with the story of Frankenstein the creator disowns his own creation.
  10. Other than mystical experience or awakening, what is it you think Curt is missing?
  11. I think so too. I’m thinking about investing in vending machines, I’m not sure about it but that could be a second income in addition to my regular salary.
  12. @Lyubov yes it looks more like a drug induced incident than a planned suicide.
  13. I mean to be fair in part looksmaxxing is a response to the bs about looks not mattering. Which was also pushed a lot by RSD.
  14. Ok. There is no need to deconstruct anything who told you so. All because you have to go back to clean slate so that you can be brainwashed. No you are not. You can believe in anything you want. It doesn't change reality or anything.

  15. awakening

    moonawakening444 replied to moonawakening444's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Existence itself is the demonstration of God’s infinite goodness. to allow ANYTHING into existence is God’s Love God’s Love isn’t meant to feel good
  16. I don’t want to be God but unfortunately, I am.
  17. Clav is going to age so bad. He thinks Burgerking is healthy food. He will either wake up and take the longevity route or the Michael Jackson route.
  18. Haha yeah I am the 😈 devil. I am honest human being and I accept it.There is no absolute/relative perspective there is only life. I want to make wake up call for those who kept common sense.
  19. The meta trap of drowning in the self-deception of groupthink and conformity when engaging in those debates and threads. Best to study and deconstruct how and why your mind is engaging in that and make a commitment to put Truth over all that nonsense.
  20. @LordFall You are death. You cant self reflect as death. God creates a grand illusion so you can die. Thinking you can die as an eternal being is made possible via God and his grand illusion. You have to convince the thing that cant die that it can die over a long grand illusion. Thats how God makes death possible. Its impossible but it made it 'real'. Imagine you are there as an eternal being that knows it exists forever. Its sitting there trillion years and then an illusion comes. This illusion over a long period creates the illusion to death that it can die. Death to death is a concept that cant exist. God makes it real via a long series of deceptions.
  21. I don't think this was a sober manic episode. I think it's pretty clear that he was high as shit on those Ayahuasca smoothies. Look at the photos of the kitchen. It looks like he splattered something like his brown smoothies he would make. Apparently he made a video mentioning he was doing his smoothies again but in the news article his gf says she was unaware of him taking anything. This reminds me of a teacher of mine who saw his friend in high school jump to death from the 8th story of a building while on LSD. How fucked is that? The kid said he realized he was superman and could fly and jumped right out the window in front of my teacher and died. This Conor situation I think is the same. He dosed his smoothie (super high), splattered it everywhere and then went out which he has a history of doing after taking large amounts of DMT. He was tripping and jumped in a lake and was in no such state to make it out because you need every bit of your sober wits about you when in a drowning situation and it sounds like he tired himself out too.
  22. The fact that he has had panic attack because of it shows he knows what it is. Panic attack is entering a non dual state.
  23. Nice try. Clever devil. You can't escape Truth with wordgames. And do not bring Connor Murphy into this.
  24. Actualized is very close to being cult selling us all the idea that we are God and somehow this realization is highly important to us. Death of Connor Murphy is prime example what you can become if you go down this road of psychedelics and spirituality. So I sign out.Reality is not hallucination , I am not God "dreaming" others do exist and have will of their own. I am not only being in existence and all old hinduistic beliefs re made into new age spirituality.
  25. @AtmanIsBrahman Good! At least you learned the lesson. An analytical mind is too divided to realize the Unity of Existence. I would love to help Curt if he would just listen to me.
  26. 💯
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