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  2. No he posted this one: https://psychology-tools.com/test/autism-spectrum-quotient The test is the AQ test The metric for scoring is the AQ50 metric, meaning 50 standardized question It can be administed using a questionaire on paper or reproducing the questions in a form (licensing costs for automatic scoring) And I am using 3 attack vectors to attack the test: I attack the test itself -> AQ The scoring methodology -> AQ50 The intelligence of the designer of the test by the publishing date (2001) ... the intelligence of the entire empiric study field...... By developing a tool that can completely take apart any test into its building blocks if the user of the tool has a sufficient level of intelligence, which obviously only a handful people on this forum will have....
  3. This was the one Leo posted though
  4. You literally have a dog in your profile picture... I thought this was your dog! Imo pets are like having children. Growing up my parents always had cats. So, we had cats in the house and it was always a joy. However, being more conscious now I would have spent less time picking them up and playing rough games with them. Animals are sacred and need to be treated with care and respect just as you would your beloved. When you get one, try to understand the world from their paws. The animal will sense you are doing this and open up to you in the most beautiful ways. I experienced this with my parents cats when I'd come home from college for vacation after having done some meditation or psychedelic work. The animals would be so open and natural (versus treating them as property).
  5. I like this test a lot more, because it gives you the option to chat afterwards. That is much better than the test that Leo posted. And even better than my test. Well my test is a test-analysis-quadrouple-blind-tool in its essence and probably only useful for me and @Leo Gura.
  6. Personally, when I look at the most mainstream self-help books, I always say "gee, that might make a good doorstop!" Why read this when I could have read just a quarter of the Book of Not-Knowing? I'd be wasting my time. After reading over 100 books, I will take a higher book every time, not something that's loaded with BS tips and tricks that flood the mid with shit
  7. Letting go is so next-level. If you actually follow the right protocol with the right guidence, you'll think it's almost as good as psychedelics. Not in the crazy, insightful mind-blowing kind of way. But in the self-kniwing, the self-loving, and in the breaking down with tears and forgiveness kid of way, for example. All of which notice, you can get on psychedelics too. Personally I've used Julian Blanc's program which is based on David Hawkin's Letting Go book and consultations with Teal Swan (and possibly others). The program and it's meditations kicked some ass for me and I still use it over a year later. Letting Go helps clean up your shadow so you can develop with less friction and internal demons getting in the way. You let go of your commitment to fighting the demons and become one with them so you can all run together like a speed-trwin to ever-higher consciousness. Without letting go my progress in spirituality would be tainted with shit stains upon shit stains. Ken Wilber said shadow work is mandatory. To float up to the next level you gotta lose dead-weight and letting go does that for you. I digress...
  8. When you are tier 2, tier 1 people will drive you crazy. It is important to separate the weed from the chaff. It will create a lot of resentment in yourself and it will cause a lot of conflict. When you are tier 2 you just need tier 1 people to be. They have their own generational arch they have to go through. Now I kind of the get the illuminate pyramide. The upper has to separate itself from the riff raff. And this the hierachy that is needed for civilization to stand tall. Without the elite, there is no civilization. Recently through serendipity, I met some wealthy people. And they offered to do business with me because they recognized the intellect and where they were when they started out. I noticed some inner blocks within me. It felt kind of surreal. Some rich guy just trusting me with thousands of dollars. But I didn't have the confidence and he felt that. And I just spoke it out and he appreciated it. When you are on this turning point you need to let go of jealous people and the riff raff people around you. Because they infect you with their mindset. Their hard headedness and scarcity mindset is not only a drag onto themselves but they also burden others with it. I never had motiviation to become rich because I already have everything I want and need in terms of material stuff. I just valued time more than money. Because with free time I can develop myself. But I have come to a point that I realized that I can't tolerate tier 1 people anymore. And obviously you have to tolerate them but I just want to minimize my interactions with them. Major insights I had talkign to reach people is that they are egocentric. Like how else can you become rich? And secondly they have an iron clad frame. Sometimes to their own detriment. But it is also benefiticial. It is a double edged sword. When you become tier 2, rich people will circle around you. Because you have the skills they need. You just need to talk to a lot of people until you come across them and then you are in a different fellowship.
  9. My parents nearly got me tested for autism as a child. Years ago I asked my mom why she never did it. She told me "it just didn't feel right, I didn't believe you needed it." I'm not autistic, but I am introverted as fuck. Which is why I moved to an introverted society after developing my extroversion skills for 3 years straight in America. Now I can be an introvert and still have social results without doing jack. This test made me laugh several times because as I was taking it I knew which answers implied which side (autism vs non-) and I had to make myself still answer truthfully. My ability to read people down to their moment-by-moment emotions probably saved me. 15 years ago I couldn't make eye contact, but that was due to trauma. Autism is supposed to be more a built-in thing. Never assume you have it unless you get tested and put yourself out there if you're an introvert and never have. We all need some baseline loving, physical touch, etc., etc.
  10. I recommend watching this interview of Dr. Abdul El-Sayed running for US Senate. He's young, charismatic, and a great male role-model. He's intelligent, IQ-wise, and displays empathy for those in his community, both through his words and track-record. He is solid green and I'd dare to say has rays of yellow piercing through in the way he thinks about issues and problem-solving. While he still frames things in terms of corporations vs people (which is mostly accurate green framing on the topic of wealth concentration), it's worth noting he also goes into how he's derived his values and how many of them are principle-based. Plus he campaigns like a fuckin bull and when he wins his Senate seat, he will have earned it. The part I think many are missing though is he's not just running to be in Congress. If you pay attention to the way he's campaigning and what he's actually talking about, you can see 1) he's thought deeply about America and her problems, 2) he's painting a new, uniting philosophy that regrounds us in the Constitutional Framers' vision, but from our current vantage point, and 3) he actually knows how to market his vision to make it click into voters' realities (which has been a big downfall for 99% of democrats and progressives, post-Obama). In this very interview he talks about trying not to be ideological itself. Not that he's as good as a mystic at doing it, but it's a breath of fresh air to see a political candidate thinking more in the direction of truth while strongly rejecting corruption and bullshit every chance he gets. He's got a strong brand and an excellent vision behind it. Plus, he's got real swag. Like, REAL, alpha swag. You cant change a whole country with one person, much less do it overnight. But with Abdul I see something different. He goes meta and outside of the box in his thinking.
  11. This dude is the cringiest shit I have encountered in a while. IM OUT https://www.instagram.com/reel/C-LtUx-tk2s/?exln=dm1udDQxNGFhamc2
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  13. The Genesis (Megadrive outside of the US)? That was actually the second Sega, the first one was called the Master System - first console I ever had, so I remember it well.
  14. High-functioning autism is at its core basically essentially anxiety. This explains the fixations, the introversion, and by extension the delays in learning social codes as well as delays in certain aspects of neurological development in general. Anxiety is in general a "widening of the gap in representation," as Lacan might put it; that’s why women wear things like garter belts it’s about stimulating attention by disrupting the way the female body is represented (by men). When it's severe autistic individuals may end up doing some rather strange things; I remember an autistic student at my high school who would do things like stare at a hallway light switch while "scratching" it lol.
  15. I made a new video: Qigong for Stress (10mins) https://youtu.be/7iyhn8H6ie0
  16. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DOTlejqCLFT/?cplk=MWNjYTRuMXNsY2Ixbw== 🤢🤮
  17. Go somewhere Spanish, buy a course that goes from basics to advanced, and speak to a tutor for 2-3 hours a week.
  18. Great work! Congrats On another note: I don't know why you guys keep posting the meaning-less AQ50 test scores without saying which key you used, you gotta post the entire answers for any analysis to be done. The score is meaning-less without the answers, because you cannot infer the answers from the score.
  19. Is there anything or anyone you want more than anything in your life? I was never very good at future vision. My desires have always been rather immediate and mostly private. I think it's like this with us introverts. The ones that make a success of themselves are the ones that have future vision and are able to act on their desires. What most people desire though is conventionality and that's where I've come unstuck. I have an amazing ability for imagination but I use it mostly for being a dreamer or for more abstract problem solving. I think what I'm trying to say is that my imagination has been narrowly focused down over the years. I've shied away from imagining the future because conventionality is drudgery and obligation. I see others being excited by having 2.4 children and a high status job and a house they have to work on incessantly. Where's the adventure? We're constantly fantasising about other more exciting realities through video games and films and by going on holiday to exotic places. More and more I'm realising that this is what we really are. There is always a mythic, archetypal and magical undercurrent to our being. Our society wants to dumb us down so we can all get on together and survive by scratching each other's backs, it's a necessary evil they say. But deep in our psyches this isn't what we desire. What we desire is for the world to be magical and mystical, and to play our part in it as heroes and heroines, as sages and witches, as adventurers and raconteurs, as fallen gods. My misalignment has been that. Somewhere along the line I stopped feeling reality as a magical experience and the dumbing down began. My disconnection has been that: a rage and rejection against being dumbed down. Reality is intensely paradoxical, at once completely ordinary and also extraordinary. How is it I can be an ape with two arms and legs, whizzing round on a living beautiful ball of rock being blasted by the rays of a gigantic blob of plasma hanging in empty space? Where everywhere else is lifeless rock and gas? None of it makes any sense, it is complete mystery and magic and nonsense. I haven't imagined a future because I'm scared of actually getting what I imagine. If I'm prone to leaning into mundanity with my imagination then mundanity is what I will get (have got). No! I'd rather not imagine if my imagination is weak and mundane. And so it has been. Writing on here has made me realise that my imagination is strong enough to reimagine being embedded in a mystical reality: it never really stopped being so, I did. I invite reality to come with me, hold my hand, and touch me deeply.
  20. 13/50
  21. No, I'm not aware of this. Damn, I just looked into it. Crazy. I recently learned something very shocking from "telepathy tapes" series. Apparently the autistic kids who are very psychic and telepathic and what not say that about 10% of the population don't have a soul and are actually not human even though they appear in human body. Crazy. It was this interview. A specific timestamp would be from 2:24:45 to 2:29:00. What they say about the angels around 2:17:45 is also interesting and ties into the subject.
  22. Scored 18/50
  23. In my view, religion is simply a pathway to spirituality. There are many different paths, but not all of them necessarily lead you there. It depends so much on the individual that it's difficult to say which path is right for whom. Personally, I consider myself to belong to both worlds. I am spiritual in the sense that I look inward and explore my own psyche and universal consciousness. But my religion is the people of this world, and my church is the forest. I am also a devoted follower of my Goddess. ❤
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