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  3. Notice Epstein had the ability to disarm young girls and make them feel comfortable. He had that same ability with all the high profile adults he lured into his world. He was charming. The common perception of those that met him was “ I like that guy”. You probably would have felt the same if you met him and didn’t know him. Epstein was a social genius. He built a network of high profile acquaintances and earned their trust and confidence. Sent them thoughtful gifts, did them favors and solved their problems. He was the con man Trump always aspired to be. I wouldn’t be surprised if the guy never forced anyone to do anything, but used smiles and fun times and what seemed like genuine goodwill and light-heartedness to open them up and bring them into his world.
  4. This thread is hilarious 😁 @Natasha Tori Maru I love you, you get it 🤍 @Carl-Richard I admire how you communicate on this forum.
  5. I act like a 10 year old, am legally 29, and have the physical health of a 55 year old.
  6. Nice to see you're still here!🙃 If what I say is so unsignificant, then why are you still reading and engaging with my posts?😂
  7. Casual sex ain’t for me, fam. I long for orgasmic sex with the entire cosmos and alien love with the divine presence of God. Fuck anything less. Additional point: Playfulness and imagination IS important. Intelligence that is infinitely playful and imaginative is a turn on.
  8. The truth always finds its way and always prevails always.
  9. Attack on Titan is by far the best thing I’ve ever seen. All the other anime series that I’ve checked out have usually been 1–3/10.
  10. In this context, I mean going from being a slave to being myself. Imagine having a gun to you head everyday and being told you’re one thing and conform or be punished. m from age 5-25. I am learning I don’t have to entertain that bullshit anymore.
  11. gonna have therapy today and have a better understanding of how bpd affects my relationships. i want to learn the proper tools on how to stop fucking up my relationships from a condition i didn’t even know i had for god knows how long @Beans us at HEB/Target. Love your food content!
  12. Quite a complex question to ask. As general thinking through stuff for yourself, or contemplating and coming to your conclusions. That's where emotions find it's place and can settle. That's what facing fears also means, because you ain't letting emotional turmoil dictate your mood, instead you do a careful investigation and if you don't know something you are ok with that and bulshit won't get to you. So those points I made they all combust each other and act in sinergy. Also as a quick example by burning through karma and getting stuff out of your system and you'll naturally be less draged by emotional needs. For example if you feel excluded, then spending a lot of time with people might help you. And evidently it is relative to you, since spending a lot of time with people can very certainly make you a weak emotional slug. The best emotional mastery is done through your own efforts. So do it yourself. Think stuff for yourself
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  14. Bought the best magnesium I could find, that combined multiple forms for better bioavailability. Oh God, how much I needed it. It's supper important to have Magnesium on your stack, don't forget it!
  15. Honestly I've taken so much drugs at this point in my life that I'm able to isolate pretty accurately the effects of each one. Moreover I'm not on a static routine, each day I change a bit the cocktail to see how it all subtly changes or even just take one and see.
  16. Neurodivergence is interesting and spans different categories, with human neurodivergence differentiated from divergence at a species level, and with particulars across both cognitive, psychological and emotional dimensions, which also span various forms of psychism to telepathy. For this comment, I will reserve comment to neurodivergence through the lens of cognitive ideational divergence and imaginative absorption capability. These two tend to overlap with openness to experience (big 5 personality) which tends to cover its two hefty correlated qualities of lower levels of latent inhibition and dopaminergic functioning at the broader level. At scale neurodivergence presents communication across species, where closer similarities like those we share uniquely with dogs compared to cats, create localised potential for communication and outside that, unbreakable parameters of distance. Unsurprisingly, as we zoom in at the human population level, the same pattern emerges, where the “size of thee galaxy matters” significantly especially as it pertains to ability. People with more intelligence and creativity than those with less, the greater the gap is the more they are viewed with the same sense of mystery as stars in the sky, where often, those same people if they do not find the right circles can find themselves as just as lonely, with many generating various forms of psychological coping mechanisms with a sense of “specialness” being one of them. These are just correlations however, awareness often becomes the greatest mediator in a ballroom dance floor to move around correlations and establish one’s own unique track, however from birth inside of a societal system that was built for the mean of sustainability, the average and what worked for the economy, unless you grow up in a privileged family environment where the likelihood of being given a gifted route to prosper, it is likely going to be a long road to salvation however talented you happen to be. The ironic “specialness” then of neurodivergence is not special at all, as you have many more hurdles to jump over and societal traps to avoid as a cost of diverging from the genetic pack. Genetic anomalies are one thing, then we have those that are purpose built epigenetically, such as the many neural adaptations that are correlated with the right improvements in the areas I have cited through specialised psychedelic use. This unique example presents a very stark before and after reality that serves as an interesting case study even purely through the lens of the experiencer themselves and how they awaken new ways of biographical and life reflection. Psychedelics are not the only way, neurodivergence can be seen in other forms of positive and negative examples depending on the lens, from David Goggins to your average far and overweight American who’s brain first began to alter its chemistry only after 3 days of eating mc Donald’s to now 3 years later where underneath an fMRI it looks as though you’re looking at something that better resembles Mc Donald’s logo with Mc Donald’s television commercials than it does a human brain. Western societies fascination and subsequent case studies of various kinds of neurodivergence will continue to push the boundaries of of what is epigenetically possible, where psychedelics are used as a snapshot on creative pharmacological outgrowths. Often, neurodivergence is the antithesis to the thesis of the environment coming together for healthy cultural divergence. Our ecosystem then, like natural evolutionary adaptations, requires just as much, anomalous ways of browsing the internet of life and formulating new connections to share on the Facebook of one’s closest social environment. At the surface level, this looks fine and dandy, however the benefit of divergence as already stated depends on where it fits within the gears of the pre-existing systems it’s a part of. Neurodivergence in a time of war that doesn’t serve it’s adaptation, which in many ways it can depending on your outfit and respective divergence, becomes the very anomaly that is singled out and purpose ostracised, whereas during a time of entrepreneurial expansion, where one is less having to will themselves up a corporate ass pipe, doors don’t only swing open, you can make your own. So no matter who are what kind of neurodivergence you have, my best advice is self acceptance first and foremost followed by assessing the benefit you have of likely coming from a first rather than third world country to engender yourself with the gratitude that you can make a meaningful difference to your life with a far greater degree of freedom. The next is prioritising the clearing out of any “specialness” syndrome while at the same time the importance of understanding your differences at the practical level so you can make sensible social choices. This often accompanies housekeeping on any pre-existing trauma that usually carries as I stated that kind of compensatory baggage. There are many intelligent, creative and high consciousness people in the world, and our job isn’t to compare ourselves to them but to understand where it matters how we can work together to better carve through the edges of normality and play our role in expanding the cultural horizons of our respective creative and social evolutionary ecosystem.
  17. What makes them different from you on a fundamental level? That is what makes them evil.
  18. Its not really possible to be in an energy of frustration and curiosity simultaneously. Get curious about how these people reached their conclusions. Get curious about your frustration with their opinions. Its a subtle shift from frustration/resistance to curiosity, but it can work wonders.

  19. Medical School Journal

    oOo replied to oOo's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    My original logo is arguably red tie perfect, outside perhaps making it slightly darker to blend more seamlessly across a spectrum of celebrity lighting conditions.
  20. They look like nice people, don't you think? Like they look so friendly in the pictures.
  21. The Epstein files are a gut punch for trust in institutions. There's an increasingly growing perception of an "Epstein class" of elites that are above the law and can't be held, no matter their level of depravity. It's a perception of political indefficiency to do the bare minimum of upholding the social contract. It's a crisis of trust. If disapproval of royals gets too high as they are seen as corrupt and complicit in and part of the "Epstein class" then you could see the long-term dissolvement of royal families all together.
  22. Your sense of self is so fragile that some passer-by can trample on it and change who you think you are?

  23. Ladyboys

    Butters replied to Butters's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    So if you're a bi guy, you're straight? And if you're an impotent old man, you're gay?
  24. If it has structure and isn't chaotic, it's vocational and self-directed, even though it may largely seem unconscious. It's like the process of becoming a scientist, a politician, an artist, a criminal, or whatever. In the case of "enlightenment", or whatever we call it, you innately perceive the need to free yourself from the energetic chains that keep you trapped, and your life constantly points in that direction and absolutely rejects anything that leads you in the opposite direction. At a certain point, you become aware of your path, and little by little you align your conscious intention with your unconscious impulse. You are guided by intuition, which tells you which paths to follow and which to avoid. If this intuition fails you, you're lost. There's no well-trodden path or method. Written spirituality can serve as inspiration, but it can never replace inner guidance. In fact written spirituality is a test for your inspiration, because it's full of mistakes or directly lies. In human reality lie is always present, because the need of stand out.
  25. Yeah, unless we decide to live in woods alone we have to deal with this, there is no way around. Could you expand on this please?
  26. One of the reasons get angry is because I feel like they don't respect my opinion and that eventually they will impose their worldview on me.
  27. The Norwegian crown-princess Mette-Marit was apparently in love with Epstein and cheating on her husband with him. It's unclear how much she knew but it seems likely that she knew atleast the gist that he was a pervert, but carried on any way. It seemed like she was very bored and felt it exciting to cheat, and potentially she felt it more exciting that he was shady, alluding to that perhaps she didn't expect to be exposed. Apparently, Epstein didn't like her back like that and talked behind her back, calling her "a mess". It's funny, because it didn't seem like she put two and two together that maybe she's not his "type". It's either a way a bad look, regardless of the truth, and her lying about and ommiting the truth implies that it's worse than we know.
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