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  2. I am very positive that I will eventually reach a no-return point. Because my state of consciousness grows without me doing anything. Ever since I did 5MeO-DMT I crossed the line.
  3. What do you mean by this? Can you elaborate I didn't quite get it.

  4. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    ZenSwift replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Saying please Wearing a cross Saying hi back

  5. Cringe Megathread? Cringe Megathread!

    LifeEnjoyer replied to Natasha Tori Maru's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

  6. Sorry for the spam. Exploring hard drugs in the way of burning through karma is not what Leo was talking about. You have to look, what do you desire from the hard drugs and find where u can get them from another places. An example is if you do the flaming sword practice. You can learn how to download light. You can then turn this light into any positive emotion. Get very good at this. You can keep this up for 45 minutes and it’s like an MDMA trip. i’ve actually done the flaming sword practice on MCAT which is very similar to MDMA it just doesn’t last as long. And I can confirm to you that the high is just the same if you’re very concentrated and really developed your light summoning muscles.
  7. LSD is not a hard drug. But you can be addicted and it can ruin your life. Leo may say otherwise, but the scientific literature says that LSD can be addictive.
  8. The alien are in our heads. They will come from behind your point of view.
  9. You crave hard drugs because you say you crave hard drugs. Going down the route of exploring that karma. Is a recipe to experience the very depths of hell. Rid yourself of these nonsense beliefs before they fuck you up big time.
  10. I noticed with myself through introspection, that i crave hard drugs. I've already done mdma, and another drug which when they gave it to me told me it was lsd, however i wasn't hallucinating when i took it, i just felt more open and comfortable, there was definitely a state change, but nothing crazy. The mdma though was really powerful, i enjoyed every second of it. I have a craving for drugs, not just to do self development, or to get spiritual insights, but just to use them almost recreationally you might say. And to explore altered states of consciousness which i find fascinating. I was watching Leo's video about burning through karma, and i think it's appropriate for me, given my craving, to go satisfy them in a more or less responsible way, as much as i can. Not just psychedelics, although also psychedelics, but not just psychedelics, also cocaine, crack, meth... What do yall think, what's more dangerous to try these drugs, or not to, given my current cravings ?
  11. I think I could learn more of you than him.
  12. Something I just don’t watch it again. But I’m not discern by what is going on because I know that people will benefit from this.
  13. I never feel pride in anything or anyone. Accept when people spiritually grow a lot.
  14. Today
  15. My deepest realisation was any gain in self deception can becomes a setback because you believe that you less able to be self deceived. I suppose you can overcome this by always realising you can always deceived and you always are currently deceived by something.

  16. What is A.I. for?

    NewKidOnTheBlock replied to Elliott's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    Not exactly sure why you'd need a "source" for the prediction of future, nevertheless there is a sizeable evidence that things are indeed moving towards that direction; and if you use some common sense it's obvious. You guys are way too stuck on this "but A.I. is sloppy because it can't do X,Y,Z" trope to realize all the possible bigger pictures at play here, and where all of this might lead to. Like a typical reactionary in their feelings lol. But you guys have no problem accepting all the evidence in the world when it comes to "the whole economy is going to crash soon bro" sort of attitude, it might all crash tomorow but there's been so many tomorows by now and the damn thing still haven't crashed, in fact S&P is at an all time high AGAIN. Interesting how it works
  17. I think it's an interesting topic but I'm not sure what angle to come at it from. Tell me if I'm off but personally when I hear wanting to connect based on truth, vulnerability and honesty to me that just means wanting to lead with your pain and wanting a woman that tolerates that and have a you two against the world type of dynamic. I had that with my ex and she accepted me and helped through my life troubles and it was a very healing and comfortable experience and even though the relationship devolved into a toxic mess it encompasses most of my most cherished life experiences thus far. Having said that most of the reason that relationship fell apart is I was not the man I want to be and was not able to guide both of our lives to a mutually beneficial destination. To me leadership and offering value are much more core to a relationship experience than honesty and vulnerability. If you are non-judmental and ask deep questions about a girl you will get most of her thoughts and anxieties, and traumas and hopes and dreams pretty quickly; I think that's great for bonding and is core to a high quality relationship. When she tells you all her insecurities and fears and hopes you still need to be the man to help her conquer that and build a great life for herself. A lot of people share the same anxieties about the world and the economy and the weird political situation. I guess you could bond over that and be authentically anxious on a date but that doesn't seem like the point of dating. Life is hard and has been for millennials, we have to overcome that and set ourselves up to be in a good position to support ourselves and a family in adulthood and then find a compatible partner once that's done. I don't know what you're personally vulnerable and open about but for most men their insecurities and hangups are gonna be around not being as successful as they want to be and I'm not sure how being transparent about that early on can help your dating life. I would work on fixing the fundamentals of your life first and then start dating from a position of strength afterwards even if you have to spend a few months or years intentionally single as a result. To me that's what I'm personally working on and what's caused a pause in my dating life since I'm not really in a position to be able to be a true asset for the lives of the high quality women I want to date. I'm building my business and still socializing building a social circle but it's not really with the aim to hitch a girl at this current time, it's more for the women me in 1-2 years will be able to invite into my lifestyle.
  18. even if they have zero chance of happening, the fact that those positions are stated hurts their candidates (even tho the candidates don't care for them), unfortunately.
  19. There isn’t complete certainty in any relationship. The only thing I believe one can really try to do on their end is communicate openly and honestly while honoring your own flow and authentic way. I don’t believe in vulnerability. I think it’s an illusion. What are you vulnerable to? What are you trying to keep safe? The relationship ending? Them saying something mean to you or withholding signs of approval and love? All of that traces back like a loose thread and culminates in some untrue belief like “I am not enough when my partner _________” or “I am unlovable because ________.” These beliefs are false. The ego / inner child creates this illusion that it needs to be in control with every step of change and every part of the relationship, like every step of the way and every moment in life this lens we retreat into because of the illusion of safety it grants like there is something to protect but the whole premise the word implies is faulty in the first place. You cant be emotionally safe, it doesn’t even make sense when you are the one creating your emotions in the first place. Relationship basically rest on being aligned in your innate spiritual value and acting in Wu Wei with honest communication. Reading books on how to communicate in a non violent way (nonviolent communication for example is a great book) is a great resource for how to communicate in relationships. From there it’s then finding the harmony between two people and accepting when that is not the case.
  20. @Miguel1 Do you still have a YouTube channel?
  22. I have been studying Naftali Moses’ work the past few months here and there so I haven’t come into full conclusion about his work. But it seems very good. One of the reasons I share his work here is also to see if there’s blindspots I have missed. I will most likely share his work more here coming up. The guy was like 24-25 years old in this podcast and currently like 26-27, and the maturity, vulnerability and honesty he expresses is at least of someone 10 years older than him. He is by no means perfect though, so don’t get the wrong impression. Just very impressive for his age. He had exceptional parents (not sure how conscuous), and pulled him out of Jewish school at the age of 8, because they knew it was wrong and solely conformity and group-think. He was home schooled and allowed to study whatever his heart wanted to, and it lead to psychology from a very early age. Funnily enough, he does also have a background in PUA when he was younger. But he quickly saw through it and moved on to higher level dating. Currently, he works as a coach to help his clients face their inner demons, shadows and weakneses, so they can built something based on strenght, honesty and realness. https://youtube.com/@naftalimoses
  23. I am gonna check it out later, thanks for sharing brother. I would like to share a video about dating approach that really resonates with my values:
  24. This right here is how a mature, sustainable relationship that is healthy and based on honesty is built. How many of you are capapble of such level dating of dating? How many of you can actually be this honest and vulnerable? How many of you are actually aware of the level of manipulation and projection you do when dating? I can tell from my experience of dating like this for the past 6 months: painful as fuck. Not a single girl is willing to be Nearly this open, honest and vulnerable. And I go on many dates. All the PUA dating advices we talk here come nowhere close to what real dating is. PUA is children’s game, albeit a practical one as men are so lonely it is better to get short term intimacy (that often leads to hurting the girl), than nothing. But this right here is the real adult, mature dating. If Leo were to make a guide on dating based on truth, it would probably resemble this a lot. And so, I would like to hear all the adults of the community commenting on this. @Emerald @Leo Gura @Natasha Tori Maru and others. I wonder how far away we are from this kind of dating? Probably 50 years at least. My dating ”results” is basically 0 because I try to practice this level of honesty and vulnerability as much as possible. Sometimes I get frustrated, put on my dark game, and pull a girl almost instantly. It is shockening and heartbreaking to know how unconscious humanity is. I am writing this in a hurry, will check errors and typos later.

  25. "intimacy"

    Judy2 replied to Judy2's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    i'm kind of bothered by this post now.... don't like the pictures in it anymore. i know they are so random, and definitely not well-posed or anything. at the time, i took hundreds of pictures every day whenever i found a special angle that made me feel particularly bony, tiny, ill, or cute. didn't have the energy to tidy up the background at that point, which is why you can see some writing materials scattered on the nightstand and on the floor. fun fact: in another post i've shared before, that i've since taken down, you could see a small pee stain on my underwear because bladder control had decreased (i drank a lot of water to feel any semblance of fullness while muscle mass had decreased a lot) and i wanted to take pictures so bad i couldn't bother to change. most pictures i took back then were not meant to be "conventionally aesthetic" by any means - if anything, quite the opposite. or whenever i did try to pay attention to aesthetics, i hardly had the energy because i took most of my photos right after a long walk and before my next "meal", running on empty (which was most worthy of documenting, but also most stressful and emotionally intense). i would delete the post, if it weren't for the fact that the words i wrote in this context were quite impactful, and in general i remember feeling a lot when i wrote this. bad selection of pictures, yes. i wish i could still edit that now, but i can't. so i'll have to leave that be, for now. just thought i'd let you all know that i feel a little bit of regret, even though it was generally a good thing that i thought through the things i shared in that post.
  26. @enchanted Silly outfits have some perks. Cool people don’t make an effort to look cool, because why would they? The same concept goes for confidence and so on

  27. I'm done pursuing women

    LordFall replied to Meeksauce's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    There are different levels of comfort. When you are doing a cold approach you are at a stranger danger level of comfort before you hook the set. Then you attract her enough that she wants to give you her IG and see you again. You don't start out by approaching a stranger and asking about their deepest life struggles and saying that they can call you anytime if they need help lol He is also talking about inside a container event or a social circle. You would go for building rapport instead of doing a pickup routine. It's hard to generalize every case but you need both comfort and attraction triggers to be successful with women en masse. People don't understand this advice and opt for nice guy game and being an emotional tampon for a girl because building attraction is harder and then complain when they don't have results. Using comfort to get into a girls pants is also indirect and a bit predatory so it's not really that comfortable and safe after all if you secretly want her to fuck you but you haven't had the courage in the weeks/months/years that you've known her to hit on her. Also 99% of men struggle with attraction not comfort. That would be like having many girls that you fuck regularly but you have trauma and commitment issues so you chase away the ones that want to actually be there for you by acting distant and aloof. Some men are in that phase of their game journey but not many here lol. Or picture a business man or executive who lacks the communication and emotional control skills to explain to his partner that he is stressed due to work and instead snaps at her and is an unpleasant man to be around due to his fear of vulnerability instead of being able to skillfully recruit his women's femininity to soothe his worries and make them feel better in the process. Notice both of these cases make logical sense because the man offers upfront value and thus has women in his lie and then the comfort becomes an issue. If homeboy is randomly at school and there are girls in his friend group and he has a crush on one and he is butt hurt that she is not enthusiastically dating him that is not a comfort issue. That is a he doesn't know enough hot girls and/or isn't doing enough cool things in life that they are continuously asking to come to his events and/or hangout with him problem. The average guy does not have a comfort problem. They have a getting beat down by society to the point where they are irrelevant and powerless problem. Here is a clip for example. It features Triple H from the D-Generation X in the 90s when WWE as really popular and a fangirl flashes her tits at him. Let's break down how that works. Life is hard and boring. This guy has a personal brand and performs publicly for people and is one of the best in the world at it. Girl is bored and goes to his event. He gives her attention, she gives him compliance and flashes her tits. The attraction created the comfort. He created attraction by taking action and working on his brand and career and giving his fans value. He does not complain about the market being too tough and women being shallow and the bad economy in the 90s, etc. This is value giving, it's like the sun it provides warmth for people that have a hard life. That's why creating content that women watch and events that women go to is so important. You go from being an irrelevant male that's mad he doesn't get laid to an active part of their life and their thoughts. https://www.instagram.com/reels/Dagay1qIVL6/
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