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I also have come 5meo HCL but i bought it like 2 or 3 years, and now it has a grey color. I don't know what it means and if i should buy some more, but also idk if i feel ready to snort it. sooner or later i'll try it tho, starting small
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damn thanks for your message. I didn't want to microdose, but i figured that since a light dose is 10mg i can do 5 sprays per nostril more or less, but maybe that's a lot. I found another spray with more mg per spray, but now i'm not so sure about it haha
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@Lord Kadaver sometimes true love, and expressing love, can be asserting boundaries. It is simply that when we aren't mature, have trauma, or attachment issues, this version of love is misunderstood. But it is a higher, more selfless love. Just like a parent who must discipline a child to protect them from harm; the child doesn't see this as love. It is not received like this from the child's perspective - it seems uncaring, what of the child's needs? But from the parents perspective; they are protecting and helping to grow the child. Ensuring safety while the child lacks the wisdom needed to thrive in the world. They love their child, and will protect them at all costs - even if that means they have to have hard words that the adult dislikes doing. It might feel bad within yourself to cut off your ex - but it is a loving act for both of you. So you can cleanly close the door and work on healing. It might not be what either wants, but that doesn't mean it isn't for the best. An act of love - but not fairytale love. Real love that entails sacrifice, maturity and surrender. If you were healed and able to have a friendship with this women, I can tell you from experience, none of these feelings of confusion would come up. Instead, you would feel a kind, warm regard and welcome an old friend. My experience, my experience 🙏❤️
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You really gotta follow your soul here. Its a tough one, been in this situation, and know a few people that made it work. Its definitely possible if you both have healed and matured. Just make sure you aren't emotionally and unconsciously using each other, and or haven't let go fully to actually rest, heal, de-tangle and reclaim your sovereignty. I don't think we could ever see past lovers as "just friends", otherwise it wasn't true love, you will always love them and see them more than just that, because you love who you love, nothing ever changes that, what changes is boundaries, self-respect and inner-alignment. If its too challenging to decide what to do then take a break from it all, take a holiday somewhere, detach, cleanse your soul, find clarity. At the end of the day, nothing is more valuable than our own inner-peace and freedom.
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I just checked him out. He has some interesting vlogs. - Today
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Goodbye bro. All best!
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The greenest game if there ever was one.
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I’ve mentioned before that his taste is surprisingly questionable—he enjoys some really weird movies, refuses to watch Joker, and is secretly a Neil Breen fan.
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I hear ya. I'm well aware of N.J. Outdoor Adventures and Jarrod Tocci and the likes. I've been thinking a lot lately about selling my house and living the van/RV life again as I did in my early 20's. I loved it!
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I don't know how you're supposed to succeed in this new confusing ai world
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my whole life i've been taught that i'm good at the stem side of things. So when the process from high school to college happened i thought about what i was taught about what i was good at and what i loved deeply at the time, still love, was video games. Now that i've been focused on fitness for so long and put less of my mind into coding, i felt pressure. I felt like i'm way too far behind. someone the same age as me who was way further in his learning is this field told me he's depressed and stressed from the job market. Right now my dream is to live a spontaneous, nomadic, adventurer who figured out some way of way to make money to fund his traveling at first, some way to make time to foster his creativity, and finally travel and make travel vlogs. I want them to be focused on the traveling, the culture, the people, the environment, the history, the politics, and at the same time have real talks and use cinematography. Either that or van life, train hopping, urbex, etc.
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@Pox What skills do you have that come naturally to you?
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I feel scared of feeling too safe, I'm scared that safety will make me lose this fire in me.
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thank you
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to Pox's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think Leo has expressed a very detailed and conscientious reply. The only thing I may add to aid in overthinking; imagine a child as they grow. They learn to roll. Then crawl. Then walk. The child has no room for overthinking, or thinking about the walking. It just does it. And repeats until muscles are built, reflexes honed. The process happens through trying and repetition. No need to analyse with the thinking mind disconnected from the event - only jumping into experience and reflecting through that. In a way you are almost rehabilitating yourself to life. You will need patience and grace for yourself. It sounds like you have been through a great emotional upheaval - you have my heart and well wishes ❤️🙏 -
It will never be forgotten... 'Because I can' conformity mindset of the rich
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@Jannes I am emotionally invested but only because she was my first and I learned a lot about relationships and love from her. I don't want to break her heart and hurt her by just erasing myself from her life. That's why I'm wondering if it's possible for me to let go and detach (with meditation, life in general, etc) from her (while also being a part of her life and catch up occasionally 1-3x per year)
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@Terell Kirby We cheated on each other. We both knew it was over. I immediately moved across the country and now I'm back after 1.5 years. I have no intention on getting back with her, neither she does she (she's made it explicit)
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@Lyubov Harder for younger people is interesting. Is that because of hormones or life itself?
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@Lord KadaverThe faster you cry the faster you heal
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@Joshe I also feel bad about potentially hurting her... I don't actually want to pursue a relationship with her or want to have sex with her. The thought of it scares me (it ended in pretty bad terms--we both ended up cheating on each other). I'm only curious if it's possible for me to stay only friends at some distant level of contact every now and then
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@Hojo Thank you
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As I said, luxury is conformity. When rubes get ahold of easy wealth, they waste it in cringe and tasteless ways. That describes wealthy Arabs.
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