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  2. Also know as Infinity
  3. Man carries 2 goat heads that he just beheaded, cooks and eats it. Pretty brutal for 99% of poeple to watch. People dont know who they are. They dont understand they were born a brutal murderes killing machine. They are insulated from it.

  4. Spiritual Autolysis

    Spiritual Warrior replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Spiritual Autolysis Journal Entry #81 ~ Mon May 11 '26 ~ 9:56 AM Now what do I do from here? You keep going FURTHER. That's what's you do. And you continue to do the things you need to do for your dream self, feed him, allow him to feel fulfilled on his desires, but don't allow your mental capacities to overtake your Spirit. The mind needs to be quieted down for self inquiry to truly work. You are destined to be truth realized, believe that. But you are still a human being living in a human beings world, you can't escape that. Even the thought of leaving everything here behind for a whole year one day down the road could be a pipe dream. Yes doing this would probably make things easier to integrate, but it's not going to be easy anyways, whether you're here or not. And the thing is that you have to survive, meaning you have to make money, there is no way around that. I've been realizing that I want to start taking nootropics so that I can increase my mental faculties and overall health. I have to take medication on the daily basis anyways, so might as well add some supplements.
  6. So that you may better visualize. This is an abysmal rendition of true nature. The straight, unicolor line is your entire life as you know it. This is simply a model. Do not take this as truth.

  7. sleepwalking

    Opulence replied to Opulence's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    During my last sleepwalk, I imagined being on an island. Different frames. I met my ex there. I was with my family. There were images of bright colors intermixed into intense woven patterns plastered on all walls. Huge waves swarmed the ocean.

  8. sleepwalking

    Opulence replied to Opulence's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    You cannot become god even if you want to.
  9. My entire life as I know it, is like a line traveling through time in one direction on a flat plane, existing inside of all possible 3 dimensional space. & even that does not really portray the accurate picture. How many directions can this line actually go in? Infinite pathways available? The problem here is that this line can only diverge so far from the 'straight path' before I am no longer myself and my life doesnt resemble anything that presently exists in immediate awareness... That is not to say consciousness dissappears, but all currently recognizable features within it most certainly will. Ego is as the 'gravitational force' that attempts to retain an equilibrium center against the line's natural 'desire' to scatter into every direction at once. Ego holds the line in its current shape & form. The nature of 'the line' itself is to try & not to be a strict rigid line, ego exists to hold it together. The line under ordinary states has a relatively fixed range of thickness, existing between a scale of 1 & 2 when the actual available diameter is between zero & Infinite. Finite numbers could not capture the whole scope. The line can go negative, it can be all fractions, or complex equations, it can have imaginary variables. This line is capable of literally anything. Additionally, this current line which I call my life, is as fixed to a set of 1 or two colors, where there exist an infinite quantity to choose from. Any & each tone with differing degrees of intensity, vividness, & transparency. This line can be cast into shades of color we humans have not access to give our current perceptual faculties. Human visual capabilities are mournfully restricted. Five senses are a play toy to god. God can have infinite. & it can have them all at once if it so pleased. Along the unfolding path of life, as this line, is encountered a few glitches, & easter eggs along the way. Mystical experience, Psychonautic voyage, Dream adventures, Heightened states, & other Altered/non-ordinary states of consciousness. These things are the experiential proof that this line is capable of quite literally anything. The line is not even bound or restricted to the three dimensional planes. + TIme is only a temporary anchor for the ego's magnetic force. All of these restrictions can be completely recontextualized in the matter of an instant, if your line as you currently know & understand it were to encounter one of these glitches of easter eggs. If you want a relatively comprehensive, working understanding of what consciousness is truly capable of, seek out glitches & easter eggs. The human being is simply a dock where you may rest your bow. Take a Journey. Go on a Voyage.
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  12. Owen Cook hasnt been sick in 15 years. BS?

    Optimized Life replied to Zenterus's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Not ever being sick is not an accurate marker of health. Look at this fat potato head, look at his eyes, his face, and his body, thats all you need to know. Man im sick of these fucking self help gurus. This fucking fraud cant even do the basics, who the fuck is he to be teaching self help I've been sick multiple times this year but in normal waking life if i feel like a beast 80% of the time thats all that matters. Owen might not get sick but you just need to hear his voice, see his eyes, and look at his body and you know that he is both chronically undisciplined and genetically inferior, probably gorging on mars bars and banging a fatty.
  13. Bro come on lmao
  14. The human part is dying and returning. I hear you.
  15. I’ve already agreed, teaching this stuff is flawed, and so is every spoken word that is pointing to nonduality. If fact silence is the only real teaching for me, in silence every instruction is revealed, every knowing what to do or how to do is revealed, so I trust only the silence to guide my conscience. So far it’s never let me down.
  16. We’re all Buddhas (persons) walking, observing as the characteristic figure of modern city life.
  17. @Mellowmarsh fair enough if your interest is for being in the being state and doing self inquiry I am not here to bring you of that path. I am more looking for a pathway that doesn't allow corruption to take over as is being done right now with nonduality as claiming yourself to be God, maybe not for you, but for others could lead to big problems, aka God complex or as some might call it spiritual ego and in denial of having a body, mind and ego. To me, consciousness is real, everything is one, I would agree with all of that, its more about a flaw in the teachings that can lead to misuse thats my concern.
  18. I judge a book by it's cover. It should be obvious that some Instagram cu** shouldn't have power. The fact that people are at all giving him the time of day is a sign of where we are at. Doubly so true of Trump.

  19. sleep problems

    No1Here2c replied to Judy2's topic in Health, Fitness, Nutrition, Supplements

    There is only discipline. Remove this try of your mental framework.

  20. awakening

    No1Here2c replied to moonawakening444's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Consider the other possibility, that death may feel as waking up from a dream currently does to you.
  21. IDK, and cannot speak for others, but I’m only interested in what’s behind the image of me that makes me me, so far I haven’t been able to find anything of any significant substance, and I’m personally fine with my conclusion. For me, that’s the hard problem of consciousness that’s never been solved. And if God is consciousness then God is never going to reveal itself to an imaginary other.
  22. @Natasha Tori Maru I had to look up "chicanery" But there was no trickery involved here. To put it plainly, it was a statement of finding peace through meditation, even within the blatant materialist culture that is so prevalent, and which is all about attachment and desire, symbolised by the obvious branding. It's about not judging a book by it's cover, as a heavily influenced fashion victim, may also find peace through spiritual practices. Hahaha
  24. Why do you think he is a populist? I havent heard your argument to defend that case. I have listened to a lot of his interview, because I am desperate for somebody to come show up and end this genocide tragedy that we are all watching from our VIP seats drinking our cocktails and wine. So I know alot of what he says and there are a few things he is incorrect absolutely, but he is not a populist, he has a lot of very correct arguments spot on, nothing to challenge him about. He just has a heart for innocent children to keep living instead of being massacred on a daily basis. But I am curious to know your argument, Defend your case.
  25. @Mellowmarsh but can't you see how this would lead to endless misuse? It's not so much if consciousness, God is real or not, that isn't even what I am saying. The thing I am saying is that you are still having to take responsibility over this body, mind and ego. If you decide to smash your body to the ground and become one with God, that is your choice. As your living in this world, having the idea that you are God, what partly is true, partly is a God complex, will lead to allot of problems as your in denial of an ego, body, mind that is still functioning with or without enlightenment or a spiritual awakening, as much as it might be a simulation, when I punch you in the stomach, your non duality talk goes out of the window and you punch me right back or run away, that is just natural ego, body, mind reaction. The question is not if consciousness is real or not; the only question is, is teaching this leading humanity to a better place? To me, no, the teachings have to change and take care of this one flaw, how exactly that is what I am still contemplating.

  26. Anger is not always wrong

    No1Here2c replied to integral's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Assumption & interpretation is a killer Id like to hear this one too... must be challenging to describe. @Joseph Maynor
  27. Look up the word prejudice and ask yourself if you would like people to form a negative opinion of you based on your skin color.
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