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  2. The goal is not to spare yourself the horror or save yourself from the suffering, nor is it to be redeemed so as to return to perfect nirvanic bliss. The goal is to make the suffering of existence productive. To use it to give substance to the fluff that is you in order to forge your soul and liberate your spirit - so while the Pater (pattern/demiurgos) is cruel and tyrannical, it is not evil. If its not evil then we owe it to ourselves to find out what the suffering is all about. Being fucked is not without its value because some truths only emerge when you got nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. You can swim or you can sink into an eternal fucked up hell where all the intellectual pourquoi's rapidly devolve into tortured lamentations of WHY, WHY, WHY GOD IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME WHY, WHY, WHY ,WHY, WHY. The horror is the reason why, the existential terror is the reason why. If there was no threat of hell I would have blown my fucking head off long ago. On the other hand however, if something far larger and more grand than little ol human me decided that this clusterfuck should exist then maybe its not just an accidental absurdity. Maybe its a gift given in good faith through good will by a living transcendence of pure freedom and infinitely exquisite and boundless joy that holds a promise too marvelous to be imagined and it might be worth sticking around to see it through.

  3. Journey to Nothing

    LastThursday replied to LastThursday's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Damn you Zan Perrion. You may wear a costume, but I can sip coffee.
  4. That's not a belief at it's core. It's a lived experience. You believe it because it seems so in the experience, actually you could say it is the very experience itself, all you know
  5. @Raze Why is the world so obsessed with Israel in the first place? Ethiopia did the EXACT SAME THINGS to the people of Tigray in the early 2020s (actually the conflict has recently just flared up again) and yet I didn’t hear a peep from these “humanist progressives.” What makes Israel so much worse than Ethiopia? Again, what? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tigray_war?wprov=sfti1#Crimes_against_humanity_and_genocide_allegations
  6. Yea, I've thought similarly And let's not even get started on the energy stuff Hundreds of trips, "fully awakened" yet you don't hear talk about kundalini energy etc, as if that's not included in the higher levels. Not thinking only of Leo now (as I don't remember all he has said), but more in general now in regards to claims like that in certain niches in spiritual community...
  7. @Leo Gura you should add an update to that video or make a sequel with this in mind.
  8. Or you could go by the "ego-radar", you just smell too much self there in proportion to the awakening claims. If you have self yourself you can smell self, more or less, depending on level of sensitivity etc. Like recognizes like or whatever.....
  9. - Israel was using the US to strong arm Saudi Arabia into normalizing with it without ending the occupation of Palestine, trying to make their oppression permanent. Oct 7 stopped it for now. - Exposed the Zionist idea that they can occupy millions of Palestinians without significant enough issues as false, the occupation has a cost in security and economics. That’s exactly how French Algeria ended. - Brought the attention of the world right when Israel’s masked slipped and the world saw their true face, israel is now the most hated country in the world particularly among young people - It doesn’t matter what it accomplished or not. When I hear about the Warsaw Ghetto uprising or the Nat Turner rebellion my first thought isn’t “what did that accomplish? You all died”, my first thought is why the world allows people to go through the nightmare of oppression that leads them to do something like that.
  10. I dont really disagree but what I like about shrooms is they don't let you off the hook like some other substances. You are more or less forced to confront your petty delusions/trauma and sometimes it aint pretty when you have to look at what an asshole you have been for your whole life. The good news is you can then get rid of your asshole self after that. Its just you baby. Thanks for dreaming me up and giving me an opportunity to become real.
  11. i correct my statement...this isn't just sad, it's extremely sad. to be staying at a house that two people who loved each other have made a home and lived in until they died. i wanna take EVERYTHING and take it home with me, or else it'll all go to waste. i want my grandma to know that i care about her belongings, and i see the love attached to them. her little spoons and trays and picture frames, the sun magnet in the kitchen,... maybe it's a bit shallow that this is all tied to objects now. i have little to remember them both by, anyway...except this house, which i seem to know inside out, now that i'm here again. or maybe i'm just sad for my childhood, at this point, more than i am for the loss of my grandparents - i've made peace with that a long time ago.
  12. @Raze Let me ask you a question. What did October 7th actually accomplish? Like, actually, what?
  13. Absolute Love Awakening is the recognition that evil never existed. https://www.actualized.org/insights/absolute-love ALA!
  14. Just to reiterate solipsism - or all of reality being the creation of a lone, infinite mind - isn't a belief. Belief is identifying with the 3D and the five senses. You think the world is real and stuff is actually happening. You are really convinced of this - what a preposterous and irrational belief.
  15. The goal of the siege of Berlin wasn’t to destroy the population to replace them. The goal was to capture the capital of a independent nation state that has launched aggression at them. As soon as that happened it stopped and they began to rebuild Germany. The Israelis are rather doing to Palestinians more like what Americans did to native Americans, destroy them to replace them. If after the Soviets defeated Germany they then kept the Germans under permanent subjugation and brought in Russians to move into their homes and forced Germans into a ghetto and then later began trying to destroy them there declaring Germans don’t exist, that would be genocidal. Gaza isn’t a independent nation state, it’s a ghetto israel has blockaded and attacked for decades. A third of those killed on Oct 7 were Israeli security forces. Israel considers blockades acts of war and kept Gaza under blockade. So by your logic Oct 7 isn’t terrorism because israel made itself a legitimate war target. Those were the goals from the beginning as seen by multiple statements and acts. They tried to block all water and the US had to force them to stop. In the Rwanda genocide and the holocaust, there were multiple attempts at expelling portions of the targeted population. Also insisting Gaza can’t be a genocide because it’s not like the holocaust or Rwanda is like saying Iraq and Syria couldn’t be wars because they weren’t like world war 1 or 2. Those are two larger examples, but not the definition. Gaza fits just fine with the Bosnian genocide or Yazidi genocide.
  16. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DdxZRRrxHKX/?stkn=czQ5MWYxenk1cWhx Saw SCREAM last night.
  17. True. What you need is might. Too bad screaming genocide every five minutes isn't fighting or getting things right. Be that as it may there is no one in a position to lecture israel on the nation stealing game and what that entails without being a hypocrite. Also true. Too bad our ancestors didn't war against civilization and make sure this shit show didn't manifest but here we are. Now we are all at the mercy of the dominant minority but I guess if things could be better than they would be. Ironically, choosing a side is the thing that feeds and perpetuates the evil instead of alleviating it but like you said people have to awaken but no one is really ready to have that convo.
  18. How does God cleanse corruption? By annihilating you along with your corruption inside itself. You die and become Nothing. This wipes the slate clean of your bad habits and evil ways, healing you in perfect wholeness. When you die you are reabsorbed into God, into an infinite ocean of Love that annihilates everything, including of course your sense of self. You become annihilation itself. You are the very corruption that needs to be cleansed in order for the Universe to maintain its health. When you die, you become Infinite Truth. From this place of perfect purity you can be reborn as an innocent child, ready to get corrupted all over again.

  19. Funny video thread

    Wilhelm44 replied to Raze's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

  20. i'm at my late grandparents' house now, and it is much sadder than expected. it's such a lovely home, with so many details, so much love put into it. in a lovely town, too. and we'll just have to tear it all down (only metaphorically speaking, in this case) and abandon it. guess i'm also exhausted from the train ride, which was much longer than planned because someone committed suicide on the tracks, so we had to re-route. i had planned to leave again tomorrow, but i think i'll stay for two nights, maybe go shopping and walk around town tomorrow, visit the graveyard.... and appreciate this place one last time? the funny thing is, i was expecting zero emotionality, but now it sort of hit me. i guess i didn't even remember all the things i could miss here, and now i immersed myself right in them - to stir it all up and miss it even more after that, i guess? it's been ages since the last time i was here. i was like 16, and that was just for one day, we didn't even stay the night. it does feel sad, to stay here, now....knowing it'll all be gone right after.
  21. This is also where I resonate with Leo's criticism of capitalism. Why does a tech oligarch gains more than a healthcare worker who saves dozens of people's lives? Doctors do gain a lot compared to other professions, that is true. But the cost is insane workload and a psychological price. This is where capitalism is limping because the market doesn't necesarily take the most high standard, healthy, and concsious of decisions.
  22. YOU/GOD is everything you hate. Yes, even the Nazi. Even Trump. The ignorant, atheistic scientist who genuinely believes he knows more than God (what a blabbering idiot!!) . Global warming scorching your mother, and the environmental toxins entering the blood of your children every day of the weak. And, yes, even the annoying trans fool writing this post right now. CANCER, CANCER, CAAAANNNCCCCEEEER! Infinite self-deception. Infinite corruption! Infinite evil!

  23. LSD + 5MeoDMT

    Sugarcoat replied to Asia P's topic in Psychedelics

    What method of delivery and how much LSD? Im curious to compare with a past experience I had on 5 meo
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  25. That’s called war. By that logic the Siege of Berlin was a “genocide” because the Soviets tried to blockade and starve the Germans. And Gaza made itself a legitimate war target the moment they decided to harbour Hamas terrorists who butchered 1300 people on October 7th. I will again admit though that the objectives have since expanded beyond that, now to the deliberate displacement and depopulation of Gaza at the hands of the Israelis. I still am hesitant to call it a “genocide” though because that’s a deeply loaded word that implies a desire to literally exterminate the entire population of an ethnic group, which even the most lunatic right-wing Israeli minister would not attempt. Rwanda and the Holocaust were genocides because their perpetrators were attempting to physically kill every single member of their target ethnic group until none were left. Israel isn’t doing that to Gazans.
  26. Did US officials declare their goal was to kill and expel iraqs population to replace them with Americans than destroy 90% of residential infrastructure and try to starve them for months before they were pressured to stop?
  27. Only the opposite, I’m not reading all of that lol. It was every example ChatGPT could find of people self-identifying as yellow, I could have explained that better in the post however I did explain that in a response a few comments later. Some of them are relatively reasonable, some of them are pretty obviously people pumping up their own tires and building an ego around being Tier 2.
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