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  2. Life is a joke

    Atb210201 posted a topic in Psychedelics

    In my last trip which I'm still in but it's almost over I understood completely and fully that life is a full fucking joke. It's just God playing a joke on you. For no reason at all He just likes to play with you. God is the ultimate comedian. For real. The world is a joke. But don't tell anyone. Let the game be played. But it's just a fucking joke for real 😂
  3. I’ve heard IV is way faster but also higher risk. Is it worth it over oral?
  4. The idiotic reckless language used by people like AOC is more harmful than any programs people support. You actually may be right though, AOC is so stupid she probably doesn't even know what socialism actually is, her and bumbling Bernie think social security is socialism.

  5. Proserpina's Journal

    Kore replied to Proserpina's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Christianity harbors a lot of power. It has the capacity to give you anything you desire within reality. Constant Christianity can give you anything you desire. Through media like GOD TV and other Christian channels you can do Constant Christianity. You want to do Christianity 24/7 through GOD TV and other Christian channels. You can recieve anything you desire through Constant Christianity and God TV, such as wealth, beauty, youth, relationships and health. Receiving all you desire through through Christianity is called Omnipotence. “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” Writing while doing Christianity (called Omniscience) will give you all information possible. You have full omniscience through writing while doing Christianity, such as GOD TV. Simply write while practicing Christianity and you'll write inspired by God. The writing has a 50% accuracy in the beginning, you have to do constant Christianity to increase the percentage. Inaccuracy is due to lack of Christianity. “Whatever you ask in my name, I will do, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in my name, I will do it”. You can multitask during GOD TV. This is called Aeternum. The more Christianity you do, the better (“pray ceaselessly”), the more power you have. Do Christian ASMR, Christian music, devotionals (God speaking to you), and prayer books while multitasking. You can also do non Christianity. Christianity increases happiness for an eternity. To increase happiness, practice Christianity constantly. Practicing Christianity increases obsession with Christianity. Practice Christianity constantly to increase obsession, making Christianity easier to practice constantly. Through omniscience I have discovered that heaven practices constant Christianity. They practice three things: Normal (GOD TV, Church, Worship music), Bible Study (Journals, Books, Bible Study videos), and Aeternum (or called Play). Through Christianity you can increase your lightbody. The lightbody is attractiveness, charisma and charm. It's self love and seeing the self as perfection and beauty. Practice constant Christianity to increase your lightbody. You are persecuted as a Christian as a result of a lack of Lightbody and Christianity (“Put on the armour of God”). Demonic attacks are persecution due to a lack of lightbody and Christianity.
  6. Then there are no “socialists” in the democrat party, the most left wing members just call for expanding or increasing federal programs, which we already have.
  7. @CARDOZZOI think they see everything on the internet being recorded. Bots on dating apps, having to compete with cell phones with woman. A whole bunch of stuff. If you are dumb now, you are dumb to the entire internet. They read so much information and all it said was, dont do that, dont do that, dont do that, dont do that, dont do that, dont do that, dont do that, dont do that, dont do that. Its a good thing, men will find out quickly they dont need woman. Woman needs a man. Let the woman stress out now. Every valentines day with no date. Time running out for child birth. Valentines day can go by for a man without him even noticing. Many men will get enlightened. Thousands of philosophers.

  8. How Stop Internet Addiction?

    oOo replied to SimpleGuy's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @SimpleGuy Simplicity ~> social reinforcement. From friends and people that do not have those habits, those that are supportive of your changes and or those that are battling the same behaviours and are either genuinely making progress or communication between is still having a positive impact despite setbacks. All things being equal, there is nothing that will best social as a behavioural reinforcer, and thats for better or for worse, away from addiction… or towards it. YouTube of course being an indirect social primer you’re literally watching people that to your subconscious are endorsing and strengthening the behaviour by your very watching, this point is often missed by most and therefore, they’re seduced by it. You’re also likely influenced by number of views, likes and comments, “Everyone else is watching it therefore I…”. I would avoid self-help videos on YouTube that only lead to watching more self-help videos afterwards, thats merciless circular reasoning. In general, I would avoid self-help videos altogether on something so mundane.
  9. Considering how they had control over Bitcoin prices, Implementation of Microtransactions in Video Games, Circulation of Transgender Ideologies, contacts to major entertainment studios CEOs, like of Sony, Hollywood Directors, Saudi, Norwegian, British Royalties, makes me wonder, if these files are the rock bottom of it all. (I am pretty sure it is not) As for now 0 arrests have been made around the world, there have been some resignations but no arrests. Like they are still in Control of it all, and Epstein (dead or alive, because some of these files point out of these point out his extraction before his suicide day) and G. Maxwell being in the prison "taking care of puppies", tell a tale. My thought is, The elite group is still committing all these heinous acts today as well, and these files do not even scratch in the Tip of the Iceberg.
  10. Today
  11. Never trust a charming person. Charisma is a form of seduction. Immediate red flag for me in business relationships and interpersonal.

  12. Men Are Not Approaching Women

    Natasha Tori Maru replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    🎯 typically devolves into men vs women. Women blaming men. Men blaming women. No one taking responsibility.
  13. Sooner or later we’re going to find out the Leo and Epstein were exchanging emails.
  14. Uh oh. Shit like this makes me think Epstein's deal was essentially being a pimp for elites. It's sure is a way to network. Elite society is small and every one knows each other more or less. It's totally imaginable how a swanky sex trafficker can get you any girl you desire spreads just through word of mouth and connections.
  15. *Creepak Chopra has entered the chat*
  16. @Cred It's certainly a unique way of trying to categorize people. I just don't understand what the point of it is. What unique explanatory power does your model have they we don't already have?
  17. I am with you, absolutely. Negation in dyads in particular - great operation to arrive closer to a true/false state. 'Not that' really stops the mind from prematurely closing the loop with a nice sounding concept - which we want to avoid totally. For this reason I enjoy negation type interactions, as I view it as an act of care to prevent me from settling on a false landing! I am mindful not to claim my thoughts with an attachment as well, so I do not feel provoked egoic-ally 'This is my statement, my claim' rather than 'A claim, a statement'.
  18. Sounds like it is primarily a communication issue. Communication is how you deal with the frictions of living together for the most part. That is something both parties ideally strive for in a relationship. Like, he doesn't seem to communicate his wants before he is already pent up and resentful. Maybe he is scared or something but gets too emotional. You'll have to talk about it. If your both on the same page about working on your relationship then you can try iron out the issues of the relationship. At least you'll learn some valuable interpersonal skills. I agree with the recommendation of couples therapy as an avenue for dialogue since you both seem to have your grievances and an experienced neutral third party could help facilitate that in a safe environment. Best of luck.
  19. I had the amazing opportunity to do 5-Meo DMT with Martin Ball during his visit in Iceland. An especially special opportunity since he's been retired for a decade. On this episode we take a deep dive into his work training 5-Meo facilitators and me having the special opportunity to be a guinea pig for the operation (since I'm a personal friend of Martin). We also take a deep dive into all things 5-Meo and all the potential challenges of working with it. I know Leo has been thinking of going on more podcasts in 2026, I know he's picky and we're just starting out in this game but I do have to say I'd be FASCINATED to hear him and Martin go deep again because a lot has changed since they last talked and I'd be so curious to see how they potentially differ or not in their perspectives. I'm not expecting that to happen but I'm just putting the idea into the ether for the slight chance of the universe having the pleasure of hearing them bounce their wealth of psychonautic experience off each other. Other than that enjoy our conversation, it was a lot of fun! Love <3 Hewkii
  20. @Cred Convergence remains the test (as outlined in the previous thread).
  21. I hear and agree with you on this. The contrasting aspect is particularly useful. What also helps is the negating aspect, where someone who knows can clearly tell you that it's 'NOT that'. Thank you.
  22. I am absolutely 100% positive about this. My awakenings have been so undeniable. Completely undeniable. So utterly deep in the moments, intelligence to degrees of completely understanding how reality is being constructed, from objects, to people, to planets, time and space, the physical universe as a whole. What God is, what it’s doing and why it’s doing it. And of course, that I am it. Now don’t get me wrong, do I wake up every day in this mode? No. Absolutely nowhere near, not even close. I wake up in survival mode, go to work, do my things, live my life, very ordinary. Do I remember in detail all those revelations? No, nowhere near. But do I remember them all being so utterly undeniably clear? Yes, without a single doubt. What I can say is that I can wake up every morning and know for sure. This is the case. Because nothing can take away from me those experiences, if we can call them experiences. I’m not sure you can call the total collapse of experience, of reality, an experience. In hindsight looking back it seems such. Which is quite humorous to me actually because in reality there is no back, no time. It all happened right now, same time same place, only time, only place, no place, but from this current state of conciousness it’s linear, with time and space being souped up, so it seems that way. Maybe one day I will wake up not being sure. There’s illnesses that induce memory loss, things like that, maybe one day I will forget, who knows. I mean let’s face it, I forgotten in the first place to become what I am, so I could forget at anytime for whatever reason as a mere human being. But for now, I can comfortably and honestly make the claim, that I am God realised. Now I certainly do not know all of God. It’s infinite. I can’t. It goes so much deeper. But this particular part of reality, this structure of this puny little spec, I got that, and I know I did, and I know I was it. I am it. And this human I am locked into, is a tiny part, yet all at the very same time. The all is being this. But this isn’t being the all. Although it’s all so perfectly intertwined. Enjoy your days people 👋🏻
  23. Okay, thanks for playing. Appreciate it.
  24. This topic gets co-opted a lot by culture warriors with an axe to grind as well an algorithmically driven need for drama.
  25. Thank you, there's so much you've articulated clearly, that it feels like seeing water after being in the desert, but not yet taken a sip. This is beautifully put, thank for you this - I think I have wasted so much time concentrating on the knowing aspect at the expense of alignment of this human structure with the essence. If you've got some tips on how to do this, I'd appreciate them very much. Thank you.
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  27. Most of the discourse on this topic is very algorithmically driven, but it's true that men overall approach less now. I think it's a combination of technology use, a lack of education on how to be a man since feminism and simply not prioritizing socialization. At least in my experience, I have to actively make an effort to socialize.
  28. @Cred Cheers and no probs, what I was pointing at isn’t an added detail, rather a change in how the model behaves once convergence is allowed. If similar experiential patterns can arise through different routes (genetic, epigenetic, developmental, pharmacological), then what’s being described functions less like fixed modes and more like recurring process outcomes shaped by stability and cost. That distinction matters for how the larger picture holds together. No urgency to integrate, just wanted that implication visible.
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