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RV without medication is like hell. What the hell is my mind doing, its literally a circus in there as soon as I start to just focus and stop thoughts. I literally thought about stopping because it just didnt seem possible but then I decided to try a different approach of not waiting too long until my mind goes nuts which actually stopped it from going circus mode. Got some hits today but it could easily be luck. Also I notice that I am paying the price afterwards of indulging in high stimulating music like this:
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Malkom replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You're writing to someone who does this professionally. And the way you write is, to put it mildly, a bit amateurish. Quantum field theory is incomplete, not only because it lacks a theory of gravity, but because it has very serious holes, flaws in much more subtle areas, and there are many of these flaws precisely because of the lack of a theory of gravity.. There are many examples, I won't overload them, but here's an example: D(ρ)=(1−p)ρ+pIdD(ρ)=(1−p)ρ+pdI where pp is the error probability, II is the identity operator, and dd is the spatial dimension. As I already wrote, magnetism doesn't exist, and it doesn't exist because the special theory of relativity was introduced and quantum electrodynamics was born. (They can't unify the general theory of relativity.) This is a drop in the ocean. Many things cannot be described without gravity; this is an important step. This is the Millennium Problem of physics, one might say, one of the open problems. If they are unified, then quantum mechanics will be renamed relativistic quantum mechanics. String theory is incorrectly called a hypothesis, more accurately, and yes, it does unify gravity. But I'm not an expert. And as I already wrote, hypotheses like "I just wanted to come up with something interesting" don't happen. You write that in such a case, infinite vacuum energy would be created—that's precisely one of the barriers to unifying gravity into quantum field theory. And the question arises: could it be that gravity isn't quantized? If so, that would be extremely, extremely strange. This would mean you could study quantum physics "from the outside," so to speak—I'm exaggerating now. And in general, many things hint at quantization. You write that space is the result of quantum entanglement, as many popular science programs say. In general, yes, they're right. Hahaha, space-time isn't primary. -
Ronaldo scored another breathtaking bicycle kick yesterday similar to the historical goal in 2018. Is this dude a human being ? 🤯
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In Bangladesh, children work 12hours a day to make some of the sneakers we wear. They only rest on Sundays. And they get paid one dollar a day.
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The levels of intelligence and development you're reaching are very inspiring. Thanks for walking the talk Leo
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Yimpa replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
My mind won’t stop making patterns, discovering synchronicities, and drawing insights. It’s quite relentless. I’m learning to accept this is how I was always meant to make sense of the world. Just something that was kept locked away for a while, to conform to a world that desperately tried to make me think like a sheep; not fly free like a rainbow unicorn. -
Breakingthewall replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Malkom imo string theory is too contrived; it has something that makes it limited, even impossible. For me, the theory that points to the true structure of reality is quantum field theory. The forces you mention wouldn't be forces, but rather minimal excitations of the electromagnetic, gluon, and weak nuclear fields. The problem is gravity, which is perhaps as Einstein predicted: a curvature of spacetime due to mass. Space would be something, created by quantum entanglement, and the fields, which would be potential properties of reality, could never cease vibrating because that contradicts the uncertainty principle. There would always be a minimal vibration, creating the virtually infinite vacuum energy and forces. My contribution: These fields would also not be fundamental but emergent from deep properties of reality, mathematical relationships that unfold infinitely if you delve into them. Any manifestation of reality would ultimately be a coherent relationship between possibilities, which in turn would divide into other coherent relationships, creating infinite interconnected parallel dimensions. -
Eskilon replied to pursuitofspirit's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
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Here's Altman the hype man "In 2005, at the age of 19,[20] Altman co-founded Loopt,[21] a location-based social networking mobile application. As CEO, he raised more than US$30 million in venture capital for the company, including an initial investment of US$5 million from Patrick Chung of Xfund and his team at New Enterprise Associates, followed by investments from Sequoia Capital and Y Combinator.[22] In March 2012, after Loopt failed to gain significant user traction, the company was acquired by the Green Dot Corporation for $43.4 million.[23] Y Combinator In 2011, Altman became a partner at startup accelerator Y Combinator (YC), initially working on a part-time basis.[24] In February 2014, he became president of YC.[25] Altman aimed to expand YC to fund 1,000 new companies per year and sought to broaden the types of companies funded, particularly focusing on "hard technology" startups.[26] In October 2015, Altman was involved in expanding YC's scope. He contributed $10 million to the initial fund of Y Combinator Research, and announced YC Continuity, a fund to invest" "https://www.thetimes.com Sam Altman and husband fund startup to edit babies' genes Nov 13, 2025 — The Open AI boss and his husband, Oliver Mulherin, have invested in the startup Preventive, which aims to genetically engineer children" Typically with revolutionary breakthroughs, a 'genius' of sort is out front; think Gates, Jobs, Edison, Tesla, Zuckerberg, not a venture capitalist. Tech bros can raise money, but AGI requires genius. Pair all of this with data centers being underwater and losing money hand over fist.
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Malkom replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Wow! At least someone understands this, and hasn't just watched popular science shows where everything is oversimplified and essentially shows "comics." And yet, you described it a bit "three-dimensionally." In fact, it's connected to "world lines," and any body, even if you're sitting in a chair, is already moving at the maximum possible speed of light in "four dimensions" on a "world line"! Any body at rest in our world moves at the speed of light in "four dimensions," and light itself is on the surface of a four-dimensional light cone and is not moving anywhere. Then let's move on. Haha, there are four fundamental forces – strong nuclear force, weak nuclear force, electromagnetic force (which also includes light), and gravitational force. But the point is that, for example, magnetism itself doesn't exist in the electromagnetic force, with some manipulations in quantum mechanics. What's my point? The point is that if these four fundamental forces are combined, only one force remains. Which one? Gravity. It would seem simplified. But no. In such a case, we need to introduce another 20-odd dimensions (maybe less, I could be wrong since my knowledge is superficial). And look what's happening here. This is, in a sense, the territory of string theory (hypothesis). In creating this theory, concepts such as "toposes" were used. What are those? It would take at least 2,000 pages, ahahaha, so we won't go into detail here. I'll just say that these abstract structures are like separate mathematical universes, with morphisms (their own logic) within them. Okay, let's not go into detail. It's just that "toposes" seem to resemble the workings of consciousness itself; they're very, very abstract things. Whoever achieved them possessed a simply incredible level of abstraction. You might object, "It's just a fantasy," and it doesn't exist. But no, dude, it's not just a fantasy. First, there's a kind of meta-theory, that is, what we observe (relatively speaking) or vaguely perceive intuitively. Then heuristic considerations emerge; in general, yes, these are observations. But these are neither hypotheses nor theories, and since we're real brutals—hahaha—we need to put this into a formal narrative, and then it truly becomes a hypothesis or a theory that can be worked with. This isn't just something I made up, so be it. It has a connection to Reality. Personally, I'm looking for proof of P=NP, so to speak. Why is this suddenly so? Maybe it's not true and you made it all up yourself. Why bother looking for an answer? Do something useful. No. No. No, again. It's all very real and very serious. And I've already read a lot of crazy people who "proved" this problem. It's all NONSENSE. You really need to go beyond your mind here, and here's why. To solve it, you need to, as they say, know the problem firsthand. And these "faces" are the so-called barriers. What are they and what problems do they cause? For example, the first barrier of relativization completely rules out proof by diagonalization, and the use of "oracles"—not just methods and techniques, but an entire class—is immediately ruled out. Another barrier is the barrier of natural proofs. The third barrier is the barrier of arithmetization. The fourth barrier is calibration. And each barrier is a separate methodology, meaning there's no need to search for this method; let's take another one, and so on—it immediately eliminates everything and prohibits everything. And so on, there are more, I won't list them all. I mentioned "topos" for a reason; I have an intuition that the answer lies through them, because they are capable of uniting the "ununitable," but these are just thoughts for now. And so when someone writes that they solved this problem, but they don't describe how they got around all these barriers, their article can be immediately closed and not read further. The more I pursue the "P=NP" thread, the more I realize it's comparable to the development of aircraft manufacturing... there's no end in sight. And I increasingly see that the process of finding a proof is literally, not even metaphorically, like conquering Everest before anyone had ever conquered it, without paths, without routes, without equipment, and so on, with all the barriers and challenges. What will a proof of P=NP achieve? A lot. For example, it will allow us to create incredible substances by predetermining their properties, simply by testing them in a short time. And it will also destroy privacy, since it will be possible to factorize any cipher into prime factors. But I'm not interested in that. I'm not a hacker, and I don't like causing suffering. Ahahahaha. I just enjoy the process itself; I'm interested in the "truth" and only that. The rest of the world is all about nothing, it's all vanity, it's all perishable. I've written a lot, and probably in vain. Because apparently no one else is interested in this. We'll discuss it like all lazy people and freebie lovers – straight to God. This is all purely my position. Reality isn't limited to my positions and opinions. But still, my opinion is also Real. -
Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #24 I feel like I have a very good handle on what I want to do on a daily basis, at this point its just about training my mind to execute. This week I am going to try really hard to get the weekly goals accomplished. I am going to weight lift 3 days this week, on Monday during my dinner break (Legs) , on Tuesday before I go into work (Chest), and then on Saturday before I go into Boston (Back). I would also like to have a better handle on the food that I am going to be eating for the week. This will give me less stress as a lot of the times, I am going day - by - day trying to scrounge up enough protein. And I will also go to Boston on Saturday and finally get that tracker started of approaching women. Remember, I want to approach 500 women by the end of 2026. Things to do this morning (outside of morning routine): Call doctors Schedule with Hiroo, reschedule with Walden and Hagberg Put clothes away Make a goals list and put it into my wallet Here is a reminder of some of my goals: (I'd like to make a list of this on a notecard and put it into my wallet): I have a fulfilling intimate relationship, one that pushes me and helps me grow into a more mature and loving person, starting in January of 2027 I have a house with a private, fenced in back yard, deck and porch in the back on June, 2030 I own an Arthur Murray dance studio in June of 2035 I abide in a constant no- thought state in August of 2027 Become a world champion dancer: I win a "Future Champs" dance competition in June of 2026 I win a "Rising Stars" dance competition in June 2028 I win an "Open" dance competition in June 2030 I approach and hit on 500 women by January 2027 11.23.25 Morning routine goals: Wake up at 7:30 am streak: 3 Brush teeth streak: 24 Floss streak: 24 Shower streak: 7 Meditation streak: 2 Push ups / pull ups streak: 0 Funniness affirmations streak: 22 Night time routine goals: Sexual abundance affirmation: 2 Brush teeth streak: 14 Wash face streak: 14 No electronics before bed streak: 2 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 24 No ejaculation streak: 2 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 3 No alcohol streak: 22 No weed streak: 4 Weekly Goals: Weight lift 3 days a week streak: 0 Legs: Back: Chest Number of women "cold approached" so far: 0
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Walking a lot (on its own) BARELY lowers body fat (other aesthetic, posture & health benefits still extremely valid though) Lowering body fat (Once you're already at 15-16%) is a STUBBORN BEAST. i am STILL hovering at 14.5-16% body fat after 6 months of training, moving more, walking more, infrequent alcohol, walking a lot. Any random bum can get big and lift heavy, can bulk up, it's not really that hard and doesn't require any discipline or structure, just lift a ton and eat a ton and in a year you'll be massive, not complicated, also not very impressive and does not require much. Losing body fat, without emaciating yourself, actually gaining/maintaing muscle, in a world like this, very difficult. You can walk for hours, and the calories of just 1 snack wipes all of it away. The more u exercise, lift, move, or in a hot sunny climate, the more your body wants to compensate by eating more, often overcompensating. After approx 15-16% body fat, losing more body fat is extremely difficult, and it cannot happen by accident. It cannot happen without Te unless you're a genuine ectomorph or emaciating yourself, to lose it in a healthy way while maintaining/gaining muscle, extremely difficult, and thats why 99% of men dont have it! its extremely rare nad thats why people respect it. Now I can't overcomplicate this, there is only 2 things that matter and the former is the ultimate key : 1. Te/Tracking/Scheduling > Calories in/calories out - Every day > Without tracking, nothing can change, its literally physics, u cant exercise your way through it, you cant assume you're in a deficit, you cant, there has to be a structure/a schedule & automation & simplified tracking. And obviously just going to use chat gpt > I am X body fat, I want to get to Y Body fat in Z weeks whilst still maintaining/gaining muscle, Give me an exact caloric deficit plan > Tailor this to a simplified daily meal plan > Decide exact meals i eat daily > Follow plan > No more mental energy momentum just starts. This is the core of what I need to do, thats it. 2. Discipline/Resillience (Much easier & less needed with 1.) - Obviously a bad mood day can wipe out all Te because if your mentally unwell then you'll just go binge drinking - then negative momentum starts. Getting to 11% will give me a 10-20% visual boost for sure but thats just a side benefit, I'm doing this because I want to, I want persistence. I want to send a signal to myself that I can do very difficult and unusual things, and in life we often try overcomplicate this too much, we try and become a multi millionaire by 24, save the planet, fly to mars or whatever the fuck but its like, u dont need that to build character and status. JJust doing ANYTHING difficult garners respect, if u dont respect a lean muscular body then you;re looking at it from the wrong lens, or assuming people take steroids. People respect WORK and Persistence, this is a universal human thing. Because u fucking deserve it.
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Walking a lot (on its own) BARELY lowers body fat (other aesthetic, posture & health benefits still extremely valid though) Lowering body fat (Once you're already at 15-16%) is a STUBBORN BEAST. i am STILL hovering at 14.5-16% body fat after 6 months of training, moving more, walking more, infrequent alcohol, walking a lot. Any random bum can get big and lift heavy, can bulk up, it's not really that hard and doesn't require any discipline or structure, just lift a ton and eat a ton and in a year you'll be massive, not complicated, also not very impressive and does not require much. Losing body fat, without emaciating yourself, actually gaining/maintaing muscle, in a world like this, very difficult. You can walk for hours, and the calories of just
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Monday: November 24th, 2025. A Kuudere's (cool) quietness is distinct from a Dandere's (shy) social awkwardness.
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Monday: November 24th, 2025. The impostor syndrome is indisputably distinct from the Dunning-Kruger effect.
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@Leo Gura nice we have our election next year and I’m confused
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Ramasta9 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Setting all theories aside, I wanna know how you feel ? I wanna know how you interact with your parents, friends, animals, and nature? How do you comfort someone who's crying, breathe in a stressful moment, or listen when someone is hurting? How do you act when no one is watching, or when all plans, ideas, and concepts fall apart? What happens when you face real-life challenges, when all the talking and thinking don't actually help? Sometimes the deepest truths aren't just something to think or talk about, instead they show up in how we act, relate, and feel in our bodies. What matters most is not what we know, but how we show up in life, because in the end, truth is lived, not just thought. -
Breakingthewall replied to Schahin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, For light, there is no space, time, or speed. Light propagates in space and time because it is spacetime that transmits information at a specific speed, the maximum that its architecture allows, being space and time. Light does not occur; "occurring" is a property of spacetime, and spacetime is a property of mass. Only that which interacts with the Higgs field enters the space-time dimension, acquiring density, slowness, then time. -
We’re just one big breakthrough away from AGI, meaning human level intelligence. The computing infrastructure is already in place, we just need the algorithm. And when this breakthrough happens (it could come from a genius student in China for all we know), self-improving superintelligence will not be far away. And this is when the real shit will come down.
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By Swedish law even if you are agree in advance, it’s still considered rape if your wife wakes you up with a blowjob. Because you need to be able to give consent in the moment. It really harsh here.
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I get sexually harassed at work from time to time. It quite tolerated in my culture (if towards men), but I don’t really mind either. I need something to complain about and tell my friends after work.
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Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@zazen about the distinction between essence and form. I'm going to explain as clear as I can. There is only one essence and infinite potential forms, I suppose you'd agree. The point is understanding what the essence of everything is. Let me explain my point of view. At a certain point, you decide to delve deep within yourself, to seek enlightenment, because you sense that possibility, but nothing you read resonates completely. Then you become (at least I did) obsessed with meditation and psychedelics, going all in, no prisoners. Then those phases happen: First, begin to see the structure of the self. You see that what you are is a node of tension, a center created by energetic layers based on genetic mechanisms of fear of destruction, attachment to the clan, and an absolute need to be accepted by the tribe. This is extremely powerful, and deactivating it is a great challenge. Second, you are able to go beyond meaning, you can empty your mind completely, reach absolute silence without terror, then the void occurs. Reality is a transparent, superficial hologram, and beneath it there is only an infinite expanse of the void. It is extremely difficult to endure this; it is terrifying. Third: at a certain point you realize that there is still a center observing the void; there is a subtle separation. Then the shift occurs: you realize you were looking outward, you change your focus, you look inward. You are something, what are you? It opens up. It is, metaphorically speaking, your heart. It contains everything. The infinite void is permeated by your substance. It has no limits, it is inexhaustible, it is everything. It is absolute totality. The form is not an hologram anymore, it's alive, full of life. Then you realize that what your substance is is limitlessness; the absence of limits that you are translates into totality. Nothing is missing; you have always been that. What you are is outside of time; not "happening." "Happen" is a possibility, an inevitable dance that occurs given the inherent instability of limitlessness. Nothing contains you; you are everything; nothing is missing; hallelujah, you are free. -
Nah it’s fine, don’t worry about it
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Breakingthewall replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I explained wrong, what I meant in that any manifestation or form is caused by the totality of the form and, at the same time, is the cause of the becoming of the form. There is no hierarchy; nothing is superior to another part. The part is the whole, and the whole is the part. If you divide infinity into parts, each part is infinity, only with a different appearance. Any form is a vibration, a coherent relational movement coordinated infinitely. If you study a little quantum physics, you understand that any manifestation is fundamentally relational, and that coherent relationships naturally tend to group themselves into increasingly complex patterns if the necessary coherence allows it. There is no creator god above you; you are that god, and an ant is too. There are no levels; there are emergent manifestations of the infinite relationships that happens when then coherence allows it. The reality manifested is constantly changing phase. When a system reach a critical point of coherence, a jump to another phase of complexity happens. Life is another phase after complex molecules, civilization is another phase after tribe, technological humanity is another phase after colonialism, multidimensional immortal cyborgs are another possible phase. But essentially they are exactly the same as an atom. Coherent relationship, mathematical possibility coherent with the whole.
