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  2. Less you think about the opener the better, especially at night. Start talking before you know what you're going to say. The first 10 seconds is way more about vibe than content.
  3. Bro claimed Bob Lazar was an MK Ultra subject.

  4. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    Heaven replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Upgrading to the newest iPhone

  5. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    ExploringReality replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Calling your significant other "babe"
  6. Today
  7. It’s funny because game is supposed to be you seducing and getting everyone to like you but I was just giving everyone shit so they tried to get me to like them instead
  8. @Zeroguy when you awaken the field in front of you is seen to be like a curtain blowing in the wind. This curtain has other people and your own body on it. How are other people in your own body? No its that you aren't there. You are all alone away from the curtain.
  9. I just watched The Devils Advocate again recently. Its one of my favorite movies. Did you guys know that Cullen's home is actually Trump's penthouse in New York ?
  10. Watching this, science is absolutely going to be a breakthrough, I figured out some intuitions about my chart in Rahu and what I require in this lifetime in terms of orientation, but I still have to focus on God, generally it's quiet accurate the information I went through, but I am still building spiritual knowledge fundamentally, my core issue is the spiritual neccesity, and being constantly forced to work in survival conditions without any true space for rejoice. The core issue I have with this country is the lack of integrity and the abuse of the heliocentric worldview and the core issue of time itself, hence watching god! I am amazed by the Thot Tarot deck, and I had to chart Albert Einstein again I love that man, I swear this guy sends me Tai-ji out of the after life with the double monkey combination I could not die laughing at this man, he is to hilarious, but omfg Part of my snippets conversations with ChatGPT: Yes. A galactocentric time system could be constructed mathematically, but it would not be an absolute clock. It would be a larger coordinate frame containing the heliocentric and terrestrial frames. What I currently notice is the trend of humans to intervene in a sense to a natural order, but the core issue I see in terms of teaching is the vanity and rahu mania of the world, especially the core issue of time and healing is an annoyance in itself. I asked it for some mathematical equations, but my system is fundamentally still not setup and the corruption of history as well as the corruption and the issue of humans enjoying the illusion while I seek Truth, is a fundamental issue, as well as many others, I also charted Placidus, and unironically he is a gemini water snaky, I had to laugh so hard, as they require Yang-Earth and I don't quiet comprehend this, but I fundamentally understand more about archetypes, but this place is fundamentally full of "evil eye hoax and fake spells" it's as if they are somewhat not able to build the foundatin they seek, as they lack respect within their families as well as the conservative family values block the entire university, so I started to consider evil more and more, I also started smoking this place is practically, a health abuse, I went here for health what I found is corruption.
  11. Supervillain Miguel sounded wild lol
  12. I was a fucking savage. Powered by evil spirituality. A real zen devil.
  13. Lmao love it
  14. This is why social flow is so important, and to allow yourself to properly warm up. It’s also good to have some great lines to use in tough situations, and in situations where you are not in a flow. So, nowadays I think this is an asshole move but I used to enjoy stealing girls from guys just for the challenge of it. Literally I would take the girl from him, have her chase after me, then come up with an excuse to drop her. And one of my favourite lines to open these 1 guy 1 girl sets was: ”you guys look like you are so in love” If there girl answers no or eww or any negative answers, you know you got him. Even worse is if the guy answers yes and the girl answers no. After that I don’t even have to do anything than to stay firm and grounded, and to establish my presence in order to put pressure on the situation, and it’s over. This is fucking toxic I know. One of my favourite challenges was to look for a big group of guys with 1 girl and try to steal her from them, but this is not really toxic per se, more like stupid as it can get dangerous.
  15. Damn. Bro locked in

  16. Does THC increase or decrease consciousness?

    Clarence replied to ZeldaStar's topic in Psychedelics

    I wonder what effect it will have on me.
  17. Today I did 50 observational openers, just to test what works well with observational openers. I had a day off so I thought why not spend some time on this social stuff. I noticed some things in my experience. When I was thinking too long to come up with something it came out stifled/tense and of course less responsive. Now when I maybe had a rough idea what I wanted to open with, like then it could work. Yet the best ones where within the moment itself. I look at someone and whatever comes up. For example you make eye contact, you notice an ice cream, you say "its good?" like is it some genius charismatic line? no lol. Yet it can work fine as it is spontaneous and not try hard. Then later on I tried that same line, but I saw someone walking with ice cream 1 minute away from me, preparing myself 1 minute to open with that line made it come off really badly. So spontaneously let it come out instead of preparing it 1 minute in advance or even a few seconds in advance. If I look them in the eyes and even something comes out very unsmooth for example you see someone have some creative thing on. You say "its... creative" and you point to what they have on. That is literally a horrible line, but atleast if in the moment that is all you can come up with, then it is better then some genius line prepared minutes beforehand. This is atleast my experience: let me know how it is for you. I think for a general approach, where it is a basic hook that you can use over and over, that is different as you know what you are gonna say, you just say the same shit over and over. But with observational openers, I think spontaneous and in the moment matters, having no preparation or minimum preparation before the initial approach.
  18. Supposedly, what 5-MeO aims to achieve is the dissolution of all your psychological structures, leaving you with the life you are without structure. This is perceived as total glory, an absolute power that explodes and is your true nature. It's simply the act of existing without all the intricate valorative systems that are inevitable as a human being. The idea is to understand how and why you disconnect from that essential reality. 5-MeO helps with this. True, total openness is achieved without 5-MeO; it's sober because 5-MeO always introduces a hallucinogenic component, a "high," confusion. It's violent; it demolishes structures through brute force. What I mean is In meditation, you reach a point where there is only the fact of "I am." You forget about the body and everything else; it becomes deactivated. There is only the raw "I am," without anything else. Then comes the difficult step. Let's see, you reach that point by will; you still know you are meditating, but in the background. Then, from that background, you focus on the feeling of centeredness, of the "I" that receives the "am." The "I" that is the receiver of the experience. Then sometimes, if you manage to hold that state for a while and your psychological structure allows it, the center disappears. For a few moments, perhaps 10 seconds, reality opens up completely. Here there is no "I am," there is no structure, you are not aware of anything, well you are but you don't feel that you are aware, it's total, unlimited reality is, period. The first time this happens, it feels like your brain is being fried with electricity. Reality is dazzling white.(This is just by the stress of the change of frequency id say, nothing like "mystical"). Your heart and mind open completely; you are one with the absolute; you are the absolute. A fluctuation then occurs, and you return to your normal state, but what has been revealed remains partially perceptible. A few seconds like this, even a single second, change your operating system. It's as if you've been fueled by dead energy and are now in contact with what lives (it's a metaphor, what happens is that you was closed in the mental loop that creates a ground full time because you needed it). What lives is indescribable; it is living reality, the totality of being. It is not someone, an entity that wants something, but it is still everything, and your operating system automatically creates the imperative to align yourself completely with that totality. You are no longer an individual in need seeking things to satisfy you; you are a manifestation of the totality trying to align itself to the fullest extent. more like a soldier with a mission than a seeker of satisfaction (too epic, better a mind re calibrating itself). Total satisfaction lies in being what you are. If this happens but time pass, you start forgetting, it blurs. In some point you are closed to what is. You have to do again and again, and it's not easy, there are many barriers, your psyche is the barrier, it has to change, and changes are slow. In some moment you reach a point where the closure is low, easy to open. Then you don't try anymore to achieve total openess, it's enough with the life that transparents in everything, you don't need more mystical stuff, reality is mystical enough, this is the real thing, the absolute is exactly here and now.

  19. Attachment Styles

    Rafael Thundercat replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    This one is for people dont hold illusions that attachment styes are easy to overcome It takes sometimes years to break the cycle
  20. All of it is hard work. I’m just looking for anything and everything to maximize my chances. Having the tism and living in a relatively small city of under 60k, I’d say pretty desperate. I had to drive an hour and 15 minutes out to get to this latest event. Ideally I’d just move, unfortunately that’s not at all feasible right now, and I’ve never known a time in my life when it was. On the bright side, as desperate as I get, I’ll never sink as low as the porta potty peeper. This mad lad made a habit of going down inside the porta potty toilets at yoga festivals hoping to get crapped on by the goddesses
  21. Maybe that's real, nobody know the structure of reality, maybe it's much deeper that it seems.
  22. Human reality is existence expressing itself, it can't be separate, but human mind gets very focused in belonging, in the social matrix, because that's the way that life found to grow in complexity, its just the flow of reality. The absolute is the fact of being, it's impossible being separate of it, what's possible is not perceiving it because our sight is totally oriented to the structure due our genetical emotional structure But the relative is the absolute happening. It's very obvious, they are not different, are exactly the same. The point is making a change let say phase of being. You are not anymore part of the society you are an expression of the reality. Not as an idea but totally direct perception full time. You see yourself all time as the existence happening, then you also see anything else as the reality happening, there is no form vs absolute, it's the absolute in its flow always
  23. Wrong. That’s not how skills work. If you don’t have foundational skills you can’t do add ons properly and will make your results worse. That’s like someone who can’t kick properly also trying to learn flying jump kicks. You also aren’t doing both, you don’t have fundamental skills or understanding as seen by your wedding ring behavior and understanding.
  24. So your genius plan is to get women by making women not date you and going for women you don’t like. They obviously saw it before you brought it up, they just got weirded out by you randomly bringing it up and seeking a reaction. You also basically told them to go away. If a woman randomly tells you her husband wouldn’t want her there that would be a rejection.

  25. Does THC increase or decrease consciousness?

    spiritcore replied to ZeldaStar's topic in Psychedelics

    Where did you get this info from? Do you have any source? I smoked for 12 years. At the end it was 3g a day. I felt much better after a month. Im 7 weeks sober now (longest ive ever been without weed).
  26. That's a useful framework. My personal advice is that it's possible. I would say that those conditions can be treated, not cancelled altogether. Maybe there are just obstacles on those people's road. Overcoming delusions, to realize your true nature. When the mind and thoughts are disorganised, it's possible to detach and see them as not yours. As for (hypo)mania, as previously said, it can lead to creativity and insights into reality. But it has a cost where the mind will eventually come down after going up. Sometimes the mind can be overloaded, and that's why therapy and/or medication can help integrate and ease over time. Less known, spirituality and religiosity seem to play a role in the recovery process. I'm no professional, this is just my personal understanding.
  27. Yeah you are right that building status is harder it takes time. The ceiling is much higher and if you combine it with entrepreneurship then you don't really have a ceiling. I'm still working on my setup daily and it's taking time to actualize to my full vision but everyday closer. It was a dining event we put together last year. How come you don't use Instagram? This Youtube edit is from 2022 and the events I was a part of that year. It kind of shows your point better actually because I have been recreating the access and status I had back then from the ground up since I had access by proxy by being friends with club promoters at that time but now I'm creating it as the sole owner of it and it's harder then I thought but is coming together quite well.
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