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He just knows you need some attention since mommy's been busy lately.
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I think you wanted to react to me and not to the good boy. Intentionallity is important yes. It is always the place it is coming from. What we are describing her is obviously putting these girls on a pedestal. Instead of asking "what produces the best results" or "what makes me look the best", you should I ask "what do I genuinly want to do?". But I understand it is very hard to do when your identity is wrapped around getting approval of woman.
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You tagged wrong guy lol
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I think you're overthinking it man, equating intentionality and lifestyle design with "neediness" is a complete category error. By that logic, building a business is needy because you want revenue, and training in the gym is needy because you want strength. Building a high quality lifer requires designing your life, career, and social environment from first principles rather than drifting passively into whatever situation presents itself. Expecting to get high-ROI outcomes in life without a coherent strategy isn't "non-attachment", it's just laziness disguised as philosophy and I don't think it produces high quality results for many people.
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gettoefl replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
All that happens, all you have done, all the way you are, is unstoppable and inevitable and good. You cannot be different. Accept. This is called self forgiveness. Everyone and everything else too. (This is an even harder step since life is a bum rap and everyone except me are assholes right?) From this understanding, good can happen. All is perfect. Now in fact it could become more perfect because I know all this and I know what is. -
She told me what a good boy you are.
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That whole case rests on believing the reports of three young women, aged 14, 16, and 22, and on trusting that the UFO enthusiasts who investigated the case reported accurately and truthfully, despite 2 of the 3 key military witnesses admitting they fabricated their testimony, with one claiming to have been offered payment for it. If you're aware of the evidence below, how do you still find this story credible? - A key military witness admitted fabricating his testimony (2026). A former Brazilian Army soldier who claimed to have transported a captured alien from Varginha to Campinas admitted in a Globo documentary that he invented the story after being offered R$5,000 by UFO researcher Vitório Pacaccini. - A second military witness also repudiated his alien-capture testimony (2019). A firefighter whose recorded testimony was treated as crucial evidence of the creature's capture later said the account was fabricated and that he had been persuaded to record it. Of three prominent military capture/transport witnesses revisited by the 2026 documentary, two repudiated their stories; the third maintained his. - The original investigator who helped popularize the case has reversed his position. Ubirajara Rodrigues, who investigated the original sighting and promoted the extraterrestrial explanation, now rejects it. He says there is no convincing evidence of anything extraordinary beyond the three women's testimony, and that the larger narrative grew through speculation and unfounded claims. - Military records undermined the alleged alien-transport operation. The Brazilian Army's 1996–1997 investigations reviewed vehicle logs, personnel testimony, maintenance records and dealership invoices. They documented routine military truck movements and found no evidence of the alleged alien-recovery operation. - The alleged alien sighting had a plausible human explanation identified during the original investigation. Investigators proposed that the three women had mistaken a local man nicknamed Mudinho, who was known to crouch near walls, for an unusual creature during heavy rain. The investigation included photographs and a reconstruction. The women reject this explanation, so the identification is not proven, but it provides an alternative to the extraterrestrial interpretation. - The supposed death from extraterrestrial contamination had an identifiable medical cause. Military police officer Marco Eli Chereze allegedly died after physical contact with an alien. However, medical findings documented severe bacterial sepsis, and he had undergone a procedure for an underarm lesion shortly before becoming critically ill. No evidence establishes that he handled an extraterrestrial or contracted an alien pathogen. Is there something I'm missing here, or this is just obviously bullshit? Maybe this is the first time you're hearing about these things?
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oOo replied to integral's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@integral Correct. The life force energy of people that are neurotic about meaning is simply injured, that's it. When you are pure life force energy, are you trapped in meaning or are you just creating it? That was the core ethos of PROJECT : MEANING, to teach that meaning is a byproduct of symbiotic consciousness, so mind, heart, being, and all the energies and emotions that go with that (whether your life force energy is strong or whether you're imprisoned within depression - its the liberty of the former vs the trauma of the latter that is creating the essence of the meaning that a human is held captive by or is unleashing themselves with). These understandings will be developed further in this new project of mine I've shared recently. You're human, so go and be a human at the fullest depth of your life force energy. Then you become the physics of a force that does not need explanation, rather than trapped by the meaning of it. What is your state of consciousness? That's a far more important question to be answering, as it solely determines any meaning about life you're going to be coming up with. -
I am glad to hear you and my mom get along so well
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Breakingthewall replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
If I think: oh I'm a loser, all my friends are millionaires and I only have 4 millions, then I feel a lot of anxiety. Is this an illusion? Why? It's a reality. A fluctuation, a wave, appears in the reality, or the reality took the form of a wave that manifest as: oh I'm a shit+anxiety and closure. It's absolutely real, same real as a galaxy or an universe For you maybe a supernova is more real than a neurotic thought, but both are equally real, are the reality appearing as that structure, and the complexity and synchrony that involves that thought is exactly the same than the one of the big bang, it's the unlimited appearing, existing If you break down that thought at a quantum level, all the way to the foundations of reality, its complexity is that of the universe. That thought is the product of reality's fields interacting, and these fields come from dimensions we cannot even fathom. Any event in reality is perfect synchronicity; there are no levels, there is only one level and it is the total level. Existence exists, this, right now, is that. -
You do not need many though. My only positive experience was with your mom.
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Breakingthewall replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yeah, your vision is clear. People enter life paths driven by a need for validation without perceiving it, and once inside, getting out is difficult. How can you choose something like having children if not through direct contact with the source of life, perceiving that what you are doing is an act of expansion, openness, and life, seeing it in all its depth? Doing it just because otherwise you're a failure, or for ego-driven reasons, pushes you into a forced life of chronic anxiety, sadness masked by stimuli, a path that grows narrower and narrower. Not smart choice. -
Issue is bro that you are advanced so when you let go of frame, you automatically are in a high-value frame because of positive experiences. And so things just 'flow'. When people are still without all those positive experiences, when they let go, they are not in a high-value frame.
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@Leo Gura I used to walk a guy on a leash to. Which was fun except when he threw a tantrum. Then it was tug of war back to class. But, if you dropped the leash he would pick it up and give it to you. Then restart the tantrum. Some of these people I worked with were great Gurus.
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oOo replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Spiritual Warrior The ego is not a little guy in your head. You learn that through consciousness transmutation exercises as a direct experience. -
Breakingthewall replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You could taste the whole flavour anytime, you don't need different experiences, you need being open to this one. That's why some mystics become statics, because they don't want any closure, any wave that blurrs the perfect transparency of this exact moment -
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I’ve worked with many people with autism. One guy used to jump up and down moaning and laughing, he would rip his shirt and blankets and cardboard boxes and scatter the pieces on the floor. He would flick every thing with a straw, one day I saw him sitting by his pile of rubbish, flicking and chewing his straw… crying tears of joy and ecstasy. Anyone relate? One time he got outside and sprinted across the lawn to the neighbours for sale sign. He started biting it and growling. Anyone like that here?
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Sure, but the underlying strategy is still coming from a place of neediness so there is this paradox where you are actually in her frame (eventhough I would suggest dropping the whole notion of frame all together).
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Sobanya replied to Spiritual Warrior's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It really helps me to remind myself that I'm the universe and trying to claim any particular part of it is ego's futile fantasy. Life is a soup, and I am the soup. The flavor's so vast my expectations and experience never ever keep up with it. My best hope is to become a good ingredient -
Hello 👋 So some updates: I finished reading 📚 Marcus Aurelius journal. It took me 4 months. It was a very hard read for me. Since I have red 2 books and now I am on the third. I am still going strong with the gym. Driving isn't going that well. I used to drive every other day for a while. Now, not so much I quit instagram this summer and I felt sooo much better 😌 I met with a friend last month and told him my struggles and frustrations. I was waiting for someone to let me date again. I needed to hear that if she has a problem with me living with my parents that's OK. I just move on. I also told him how annoyed 😒 I was when mom and siblings asked me about my dates. Espcially mom after coming home late. But I also have to work on this aspect. I can't blame my family for not dating. Didnt date for 2 years. Soo after postponing it for a long time I finally got tinder back. I used chat gpt to come up with clever responses and opening lines. I was shocked to find out that I still got ghosted. Wtf! Some girls just didnt bother. Insane! I didnt make the conversation as boring as I used to. I went out on 2 dates. It wasn't as hard as I thought to tell my mom I don't want her asking me about my dates or giving her opinion. I always felt like there was smth wrong with me after telling her. Her comments were the worst. So I also told my siblings I do.t want to talk about it. They understood First date was on Monday and second this Friday. The first date was fun. She was looking for fun but I don't have my own place and neither do I. The second girl gave me weird vibes from the beginning. The date was OK but afterwards she seen my message. I was so relieved. I didnt Want to be the one rejecting her. I felt anxious. At the date she asked me all kinds of questions probing to see why we didnt meet sooner. Even if she was busy all week as well. She didnt seem to believe I have been working. Overall I didn't like her. Just felt like too much drama She would say oh so you went in vacation 2 weeks in 2024!? That must have been expensive! Oh you do private lessons on Spanish? That's expensive! Same for the gym. She complained to me about her struggling with money. I felt blessed for having the opportunity to have my own business and also having the wisdom to Invest in myself. Also, I am blessed I don't spent money on rent. I also thought it's unfair. I got to improve my body, learning a new language and so on just beacuse I leave at home I would be in the same situation as her if I move out now. I got back instagram to speak with her and another one. I found myself wasting my time there once again. The business is doing well. I am preparing for bf now. After I have big plans. I am excited I have been struggling to wake up early for months. I have been struggling to get out of bed at 9 or 10 or later. Horrible. But since this Monday I got my shit together and stared waking uo again early. It felt so hard for months. I still rot in bed but it's better! I started work at 7, sometimes later or earlier I kept watching porn and fapping. I hate this. I also ate worse for a while. I got at to 80 kg lately. Never had that. I managed to donate blood 2 months ago. I was afraid. Last time I went was 6 years ago. I was dating my first girlfriend. I am bothered that I keep thinking of her. It was a relationship long time ago. I don't feel I was actually in love. Just loved the way she treated me. Now I still think of her. I hate that. Quite a lot. I should decide what I wanna think about. I was thinking about my life lately. I feel more confident than I felt at the begining of the year. I feel better overall. I am improving daily. I was thinking thst I will keep going on dates. I just want to have sex. Maybe I will find somone. I am also surprised how I fedl about dating now. I am more anxious to date the wrong person. I feel better by myself. I am proud of the life I have built in the last 2 years. I don't see most people going better in average relationships. I should have realized sooner that I shouldn't be ashamed of dating just because of mom or siblings. Its cringe. Lol. I am proud that I am still hitting the gym. I am proud im reading I still struggle to sleep at a decent time. Feels again impossible. I want to pick up learning to play the guitar. But I should focus on Spanish now. One thing at a time.
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Pictures from work and sports, that I couldn’t upload before
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I recently had a conversation with a friend about the difference between intellectually understanding spirituality and actually living it. You can have profound awakenings and understand nonduality, but how does that understanding translate into your everyday life? For me, it’s increasingly about appreciating existence and living from a place of Love, whether I’m playing tennis, working, studying, spending time with friends and family, or enjoying nature. I’ve also realized that I don’t need everyone around me to understand spirituality. I can simply love people as they are, without trying to convince them of anything. And importantly, don’t become attached to the teacher. Leo has shared and shares valuable insights, but the point isn’t to follow him blindly. It’s to think independently and integrate what you find valuable into your own life. “Kill the messenger” as they say or “Don’t confuse the teaching with the teacher”. I wanted to share a few pictures (could only attach 1 lol) from my life lately, to show what integrating these teachings looks like for me. And if anyone here would like to connect, feel free to reach out on Instagram: @thevitalfred 😊 I’d love to connect with like-minded people, and have deep convos, maybe meet up, especially if you’re based in Europe:)
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@integral yes, and I was adding this is human nature. Not inherent to one sex.
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