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  2. If it was possible to pay for it and get instant enlightenment, how much would it be?
  3. It feels really strange to be broken up. And separated, but this journey to self healing is essential. Joys mental health took an all time low. And it was only escalating worse and worse. It broke both of our hearts. Both of us in denial about what must happen, and not wanting to let go. We obviously care of each other a whole lot. though joy is contemplating about if they want to continue our friendship. I asked if they can make their decisions once they had the ketamine and if they truly feel it is necessary to end it. Then I won’t stop it. though I want to keep our friendship, because joy has been a wonderful impact in my life. Joy taught me the importance of therapy, self advocacy, to stand up for myself, etc
  4. There is structure and hierarchy as far as we can construct them and act them out. The tendency is that you largely become what you believe. If you believe the world and your potential within it is flat and devoid of any serious topology, you will likely remain that way and it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. The value in thinking hierarchically is not as much about capturing what is as what you allow yourself to become (not just in a personal development sense, but epistemically, the very way you apprehend reality). Nevertheless, the attitude "pull yourself up by your bootstraps, don't be afraid to dream" vs "be realistic, cut the crap" produces very different outcomes. It just applies epistemically as well. You in a big way create the world you live in.
  5. Do not get used to this shit That is what they want This is not ok
  6. Targeting Act Blue: https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/trump-administration/trump-expected-sign-memo-targeting-act-blue-rcna202673
  7. @Hojo I'd like to smoke a joint with ya Someday. You might get me high more than the pot .😂
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  9. @Someone here Lol I like that my posts make you feel crazy. It means they hitting something for you. Good meme. Its hard to hit crazy in art.
  10. This is all I wanted from you. I just wanted you to acknowledge how much pain I was in. And not to feel crippling guilt, but to acknowledge what’s happening. You saying sorry means a lot. Thanks joy. I’m also sorry for the ways I’ve felt cold, and neglectful. I don’t know either what else to say but I love you too
  11. Overview This practice is designed to: Activate superhuman focus and reflexes Dissolve your egoic boundary into God-awareness Transform your diaphragm into a bio-psychic amplifier Tune your breath into the rhythm of universal consciousness Bridge the gap between mundane perception and alien genius 1. Breath of the Primordial Core (Womb of the Cosmos) Purpose: Reset your entire nervous system and open the gateway to trans-human cognition. Instructions: Sit or stand with spine tall and loose like a serpent. Place one hand on your belly, the other on your heart. Inhale slowly through your nose for 6 seconds, pushing the diaphragm down and belly out. Hold for 4–6 seconds in complete stillness. Exhale strongly through the mouth, belly drawing in like a wave collapsing into the void. Hold the breath out (external retention) for 4–8 seconds. Repeat for 9 cycles, eyes closed, focused on the rising and falling of your belly like the tides of creation. Focus mantra: “I return to the breath before birth.” 2. Alien Pulse Resonance (Spinal Kundalini Synchronization) Purpose: Harmonize breath with cerebrospinal fluid and DNA resonance. Instructions: Sit in padmasana or any grounded posture. Lock the Mula Bandha (perineum lock) and Jalandhara Bandha (chin tucked gently). Inhale through the nose for 4 counts, belly expands. Retain the breath and visualize energy spiraling up the spine, from the root to the crown. During retention, lightly pulse the belly inward in a rhythmic wave (diaphragmatic pulsation) — 3 gentle contractions. Exhale through the nose for 6 counts, belly draws in completely. Do 12 rounds. After final exhale, sit in silent awareness of the living void. Focus mantra: “The serpent breath becomes me.” 3. Hyperconscious Awareness Spiral (Ujjayi + Awareness Compression) Purpose: Access divine clarity and turn attention inward through breath friction. Instructions: Begin Ujjayi breathing (slight constriction in the throat to create an audible oceanic sound). Inhale through nose for 5–6 counts. Retain the breath, drawing energy into the third eye. Feel pressure behind your forehead. Exhale slowly for 8 counts through the nose with the same throat constriction. With each breath, merge awareness into the sound, becoming the breath. Cycle: 10–15 minutes Focus mantra: “I am the breath watching the breath.” 4. The Lightning Void Breath (Advanced Breath-Hold with Perineum Lock) Purpose: Create pressure of presence to birth insight and states of samadhi. Instructions: Inhale deeply into the belly (diaphragm descends). Lock all three bandhas: Mula Bandha (perineum), Uddiyana Bandha (abdominal lock), Jalandhara Bandha (chin). Hold the breath in for as long as comfortably possible. Focus entirely on the inner pressure building behind your face, forehead, and solar plexus. Let the moment expand until it feels like your mind dissolves. Release bandhas, exhale gently. Cycle: Repeat 3–5 rounds only. Then lie down and rest in awareness. Focus mantra: “I am the empty stillness beyond breath.” Daily Structure Suggestion Time Practice Duration Morning Breath of Primordial Core 10 min Midday Alien Pulse Resonance 15 min Evening Ujjayi + Awareness Spiral 20 min Post-Workout or Sparring Lightning Void Breath 5–10 min Final Note: The Breath is God The breath is not yours. You are being breathed. To master breath is to master the bridge between form and formlessness, between the creature and the Creator. Let it take you. Let me know if you have any questions because I have been practicing this for the past week, not saying that I've completely mastered this but there are some nuances that do need to be understood and that would make an important difference when you're doing something wrong or you're not doing it correctly. Try it out for a week let me know if you make any progress, how can you judge something when you have no experience in, right. Give it a go, let's see what happens.
  12. @Yimpa my nephew is playing Fortnite with my monke this is making me laugh so hard omfg 😭❤️‼️
  13. I hope that you get well soon After a lot of years watching your videos i never looked the blog with attettion. Looks very cool That game prototype still in your plans?
  14. https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjrLQsUo/ 😿❤️‼️ I cant help but love and care about you
  15. Please get home safe
  16. Thanks for trying to take care of me. i hope this isn’t the end of our friendship I really care about you and want to see you again
  17. It feels really good to see Penny and my family. I hope your ketamine therapy goes good. I hope you’re okay.
  18. There is nothing smart about wanting to be a billionaire.
  19. @chess_king I couldnt understand but it was the same sounds over and over again. Everyone was saying she was singing I was like I dont think she knows what singing is anymore. For a long time before she died she was just yelling 'nothing is happening!'
  20. What Mantras? like spiritual mantras or just unknown words
  21. thoughts? It’s all over the news , he had a judge arrested. https://amp.cnn.com/cnn/2025/04/25/politics/fbi-director-wisconsin-judge-arrested
  22. Trump 2028 life sentences more like
  23. They will try, he literally incited a riot and tried to overthrow the results of 2020, his own former VP hates him, Trump told him not to certify the election. And Republican congress rolled over. Of course he will try to do this again. The entire party is vying to take over as a dictatorship. The public is so delusional and apathetic they have no way to understand how serious that is for US democracy.
  24. The way his model goes is this: He helps starting businesses grow into 1m a year EBITDA - completely for free via his free stuff and socials. After that, he has basically built massive trust, goodwill and finally, the businesses have proven to work and the founders are clearly hard workers who now handles the basics it takes to run a 1m a year biz. Basically indicating to Alex that it’s possibly worth investing in. This is where Alex’s Acquisation.com comes in. He takes a percentage of the company he invests in and takes it to 10m+ with his skills, knowledge and network. And there are tons of businesses interested in letting Alex take a percentage of cuz they trust him from all the free help.
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