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  2. Dead on. It's actually exhausting. And the saddest part is that if you are playing this game you might actually miss out on the rare woman who doesn't care and wants to know the real you, but she writes you off because you are playing "alpha male i'm above you high status" monkey games.
  3. I've been trying to get more into social circle and hosting events, specifcally for creatives in Bali (people doing creative work) not neccesarily to meet women, but that's not a negative. I do find cold approach to be quite powerful though, because dating/hooking up in your social circle can get messy quick
  4. I also question just how much men bend themselves and do things just to have access to hot women. I mean i've met guys who literally have based their whole lives around this one thing, completely changing their values, interests, activities, and personality so they can be around and date hot women.
  5. Lions and tigers eat other animals for survival. They do not kill other animals abundantly to deposit them in a bank account or convert them into good looking furniture. Due to human activity related to hunting, habitat destruction and poaching, around 60 percent of global animal population in the last 50 years have become extinct, as per scientists, which shows how dysfunctional humans have become and out of sync with nature existence and environment around them. Also, due to heavy hunting and poaching, most lions and tigers are close to extinction. India is the only country that has at present lions, tigers, leopards, snow leopards and cheetahs in its jungles at present. European trophy hunters have been accused of mass murder of even endangered animals like cheetahs for their skins, and which are essentially harmless to humans. I had created a thread in this regard.. As I said earlier, thought is a double-edged sword that has both destructive and constructive aspects, and how it is wielded depends on the consciousness of the one who wields it. Many great civilizations came down due to a lower state of consciousness in its leaders. Germany had the best philosophers, scientists and engineers in the world in the first half of the twentieth century, but poor leadership by the likes of Wilhelm Kaiser and Adolf Hitler brought the nation down to ruin and disrepute through the two world wars which originated in europe. U.G.Krishnamurti have also expounded on the destructive aspect of thought, and have lamented that it is not used for functionality alone. Some sayings of his in this regard...
  6. @StaraX There is an experience; something that has actually happened. And then there is an interpretation of said experience; a mental layer on top of that experience. When someone cannot explain their reasoning behind something, it's often because they haven't truly thought about it, or maybe thought but not deeply enough to make sense. If I claim that my coworker ignored me on purpose because they don't respect me, that's the interpretation. The actual experience was: they walked past without saying hello. Maybe they were distracted, had headphones on, or were deep in thought. But if I fuse the two, I'll start acting cold toward them, and when asked why, I'll just say "they disrespected me" as if it's a fact. I won't be able to explain why I think that, because I never separated the raw event from my story about it. I just felt it, believed it, and reacted. By the way, you killed me with the lion zebra broccoli metaphor 😂
  7. I am Being, as Sleeping, as not borning. Non doing, non acting. Always. Peace.
  8. I think you are literally generating your life right now, if you awaken you can experience the death and then just regenerate yourself back in alive and as a super saiyan. I have heard many people from drugs and even nde say that when they come back they conciously generate where they think they were before dying and then come into the scene. These are just tools to make you happier. You dream when you get really happy the dream changes.
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  10. I'm referring to this blog by Leo, https://www.actualized.org/insights/pre-rational-justice-system I know when we think of trial by holding a hot piece of rod is stupid. But when do divine powers take control then? Is the story of Abraham being thrown into fire and emerging from it unharm completely Bullshit? Theism - believing in God. Atheism - life is not magical, only mechanics. Awakening - this life is full of magic <- Someone who has witness the magic of reality, when do we actually draw the border between what's possible and what's impossible? How do we know our thinking is conjuring up bullshit or has "power" to it? Even simple beliefs like "gratitude" or "being present" has a "sense of power" and "superstition" to it?
  11. I see the spiritualist, religionist people talks about god, spreading their beliefs, which creates God as belief. Yet, do they don't know, beliefs, ideas belongs to body?
  12. to answer the question just in case the objective wasn’t clear ..it’s the absolute self . If you were to tell Jim Newman there is such a thing as an absolute self he would deny it and say that there is no self at all. Those non duality speakers who say there is no self at all have a huge misunderstanding of certain teachings of Buddhism (essentially they are in love with the Buddhist teaching about no self and just parrot it mindlessly.. there is no separate self inside the human body . That’s true . But they miss the absolute self which could be said to be the ground of being . It’s there even in Deep sleep ..prior to birth ..and after the death of the body . And it’s unborn and deathless . That’s how you can remember that you were nothing before birth and you can remember there was nothing in deep sleep..because the absolute self was there in those states . It doesn’t die or sleep . It’s pure eternal awareness.
  13. Thank you and yeah it's been a hell of a lot of fun thanks to the advice of @Miguel1 I've been out every night the past two weeks
  14. Nice! Sounds like some serious insights.
  15. You cant blame yourself for anything that happened to you, you were not even concious. Its like blaming a dream for happening. When we are younger we our reality is like dreaming. You dont get mad for acting a way in a dream its just something to look at and think. If it ever happens again maybe you can help but you cant blame yourself for doing something wrong in a dream. Its better to look at it and think that was a fucked up dream, oh well. You are bitter cause you are blaming yourself for something that happened in a dream when you were unconscious. A child is like an unconscious dream state. You dont have a mother or a father those are from an unconcious dream state. If you are still relying on them to live then that sucks, try to leave. Your most important thing right now shoould be to leave these dream characters it keeping you thinking about it. Life is concious states, when you were a baby you were dreaming. They both have the same state qualia, there is no difference between and child and dream state. That means they are the same state theres no difference between them.
  16. I want to do this so BAD around Covid (lol). There were so few opportunities when I graduated uni, especially during Covid and there was still plenty of opportunities in the teaching English industry in China. I even got a TEFL certificate which most schools required. Didn't end up doing it but I wonder what my life would be like if I did. Definitely you can save quite a bit of money.
  17. I am skeptical of one-size-fits-all solutions. I could see that potentially being harmful if a facilitator pushes a client toward symmetry when the body is doing what is needs to do.
  18. Instead of sledging others in such a negative and non-constructive way, you could let others come to their own conclusions if they wish to. Or you can ignore me. But this is such a poopy comment. You can have your opinion, but it isn't immune to criticism. And it's a shit statement all round. Zero contribution.
  19. Temporarily leaving, I'll be back in 5 years, don't lock this journal!
  20. The voice is 100% from an Alan Watts’ talk but I’m skeptical whether it’s AI-generated video of Alan alongside the audio . light up some Marijuana and enjoy . Very interesting.
  21. Its really intuitive in the context of everything. But, where its Not intuitive is in the reiteration... Like the only thing stopping everyone is their own limit on the reiteration towards (in this case that im attempting to point/explain, already going against myself... but why not. Lets have some fun). You can intuit it, and you can run it through your mind; I think that religion is sortve the "explanation" for the intuited, As monastery Monk/priest types think that theres something that you can covet and "look for"? You can technically look for it, but you dont look for something \*new, but rather, you look for something you've taken for granted; Like you are looking for the thing that comes prior to critical thought and structure, in order to then go about said structuring (As the kind of structure thereafter isnt the same thing anymore) I mean, again, its the "reiteration of", not the reexplaining of... So you dont need more than 1 element in said reiteration. Of course, all of that is itself "that which is taken for granted", so you have to take it w/ the benefit of the doubt that you're gonna be "in the process of taking it all for granted", and to reiterate is to unrraval all of it, or the attempt to, cause its not easy... i mean, whether or not its easy isnt how i think about it anyway. I dont normally put that much thought into it.
  22. You aren't able to explicate your reasoning. So the conversation is fruitless to me.
  23. Which areas of your life do you currently feel the greatest mismatch between your feelings of 'how you desire to be' and your actions?
  24. Be complete for yourself. Read (Mode One - Alan Roger Currie) You have a choice. If you really do not want to play games, you just stop it. At this point on your journey, focus on being complete for yourself, being happy for no reason and playing life as a game, maximizing passions, interests and focus.
  25. Anyone arguing that your not alone has not gone all the way. This is why I like to use the DEEP SLEEP metric. Answer this, if you went into Deep Sleep and NEVER woke up again...is there a world? Really contemplate this. The Deep Sleep control in this questioning literally gives you the answer. You really need to know what NOTHING IS. NOTHING is perfect unity. All you do is use the illusion of time, and create backstories to tell yourself something happened outside of your current location. If you ever wrote a story you would understand this. If you ever directed a movie you would understand this. If you ever created a video game you would understand this. I'll use a real life example. Go read Harry Potter. Notice that the book populates people who are supposedly older than Harry Potter. The truth? Everyone in the story is the same age!!! Because the story starts the same time for everyone in the story. It just invents backstories in the present moment to make claims of some time existing before Harry Potter but this is not true. Since time is an illusion everyone is the same age and there is only an appearance of different ages. Very funny when you realize this. Then it just becomes a funny game where you come on here and talk to your imaginary friends who all claim when they awaken to have their own bubble of Consciousness when you know that simply isn't the case. There is only my bubble of consciousness, which is to say I am the only First Person perspective and the rest of you are the Third Person Perspective and then through the power of imagination God accomplishes the impossible. It secretly behind the scenes lives your life from the First Person perspective simultaneously and at the end of the human dream it will reveal to me Infinite of Gods was happening the whole time. Since God is a singularity, it literally can only create Singularities. So we will all always be Singularities. But God as a result will always be the main character in every life it lives, but simultaneously all of its alters will act like they are the main character since we are all ONE. Its very funny.
  26. There is evidence to support the claim that open, responsible conversations about suicide are generally more protective in the long run, over silence or non allowance. Blanket bans on these sorts of topics can lead to possibilities of inducing shame, isolation and mistakenly creating beliefs we are not allowed to speak on these topics. The evidence does NOT show talking about suicide always prevents suicide, or that any discussion is beneficial. A lot of this topic is tightly woven into questions around sovereignty/agency, personal responsibility and ethics. Terminal health diagnosis that cement us into a slowly declining quality of life often lead to suicidal thoughts as a possible solution. I know my relative who was recently diagnosed with MND is seriously considering assisted suicide. At the end of the day it's always how, by whom, and in what context suicide is talked about.
  27. No, these two are toxic gaslighters.
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