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Seems like I'm good, thanks for the reminder
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Yes most people settle for the first relationship that's semi stable even if they're not super into their partner or they aren't really compatible in terms of their desired life purpose. Abundance is a concept that sounds simple but goes very deep.
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Have you checked whether you have a pulse? No feeling = death.
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It depends on what relationship means to you practically as well as theoretically.
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Thoughts in no particular order: I think that if you are using polyamory to justify an avoidant attachment style, you need to be honest with yourself and work on that. Save yourself and everyone else the grief. (I very much so direct this philosophy toward myself first before anyone else. I wouldn't have described this as spiritual bypassing, just ordinary old emotional bypassing.) I used to consider myself to be polyamorous by orientation, but monogamous by choice. In the same way that I think of myself as pansexual by orientation, but I'm in a heterosexual marriage. Now I think of myself as a bit more fluid and omnivorous sexually, but I still separate orientation/ base inclinations from chosen expression. And as I get older, the more I think just because you CAN doesn't mean that you should. I chose not to for various reasons. So I'll admit that my perspective comes from repeated attempts at sharp observation from the outside, but not experience. Take it for what it is worth, but I at least know myself pretty damn well. My energy and especially my time is very limited, and ultimately I want to make the most of this life. Perhaps this is a false, overly simplistic dichotomy, but most often it is important to pick single focus for your life, or to have a specific vision of it. Realistically, my life has never centered around multiple people. I would have to shift my whole personality at this point, and I don't suspect it is worth it. I like to work on myself, I need a certain amount of alone time, and I have certain goals which take up a huge amount of energy and time. Freely flowing sexual energy can give you more energy to express and create in other ways (as opposed to be dammed up), but then that energy needs to keep going back into the relationships if you actually care about anyone that you are with. It's important to ask yourself: how am I realistically going to keep multiple people satisfied in an intimate way sustainably? There is far too much centering around sex alone and not enough focus on emotional and psychological sustainability, especially with people who like the idea of polyamory but have little or no real experience. In general, I've never liked people conflating polyamory with the desire to fuck many people, or having the emotional aspect as some kind of flavour enhancer on the side. Just call it what it is... My honest feeling is that men (I guess cishet men especially) almost never have what it takes to emotionally and sexually to satisfy multiple women in reality with any consistency. Assuming that they actually even satisfy one. That they are deluding themselves about this because they like the thought of keeping multiple women on the hook indefinitely. If you are centered on the fantasy first and foremost (which I do get on a personal level), almost definitely you don't have what it takes to deal with the reality of it and not make a mess of things. I think the idea of a "soft harem" is stupid (I believe this term came from PUA/ manosphere spaces originally). It's not a harem if the women you're seeing are also seeing other men or are free to do so, and I'd also argue that it's not a harem if the women you are seeing aren't aware that there are other women. Obviously the latter is not ethical, and the phrase reeks of wanting to cosplay as a medieval king with your multiple mistresses or an ottoman sultan but somehow this makes sense in a modern capitalistic society. (Personally I don't get why would you want to feel like the latter when your goal is to feel like women actually WANT you, rather than being sold by their families and basically being enslaved and isolated from the outside world. But I get it, it is a fantasy and I am crapping on it haha.) As a woman who is flexible when it comes to gender attraction, I would be super cautious around cishet men who are overly interested in bringing in another woman, even in a purely voyeuristic sort of way. I'm 37 and this is probably a byproduct of having grown up in the 00s and 10s where lesbianism and bisexuality in women was often treated like something you do for men, like something not serious and real, and also a performance that you put on for men. I've never been much interested in MFF+ though. On a purely selfish level, I do not personally get the appeal. I've heard this perspective expressed in the past which I still think about sometimes: that men who are naturally the best fit for the one man + two or more women as are actually very feminine in nature. When I think about it, makes sense that you have to be fundamentally interested in women, "women things", and women's emotions. If you are not and your primary interest is being masculine and not overly identifying with femininity, then it's probably going to drive you insane in reality lol. Because you're going to be around them a lot. One way or another, there is going to be "exponential drama" which is just what happens when you involve more people, "developed" or not. Likewise, if you are a polyandrous woman in a one woman + 2 or men situation, it makes sense that you must fundamentally be interested in masculine perspectives (or even just "male" since they don't have to be masculine men either), interests, and sexual and emotional expression. (Or alternatively, have asexual or partners with limited interest in sexual expression.) Otherwise, you're around men a lot, and why do you want more men if you don't fundamentally appreciate or are really attracted toward them?
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Can feel like im nihilistic and depressed But its just the situation and the stress, insomnia and no rest U cant expect me to just perform at my best But maybe this is my best, within this phase of test I know im an arrogant guy with a lot of pride And i know it gives me character and that drive But I know gratitude too and I know its necessary in these times I shit on enough people, but ultimately leos best vidoes stand the test of time Maybe u take it for granted for a year or a few, but you always eventually come back and realize, that videos golden its a prize, hiding in plain sight
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Girls are too picky, period. So, that's why I said fuck them good.
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My Rheinforce is also not working properly, idk why it's not instructed and we're still not testing enough..., even when health is holy we have that issue, and I found mistakes that are serious to the fire illness that fire is generally sick, just to let you know... but somehow my body likes it I don't get it, as the sex was good, but it had to be holy not faith-akin, fuck faith. Fuck lucifer if it does not give light, and fuck healing if there is a break in unity. I post it twice, there is an issue, but the core issue was the involvment of work, and the lack of integration Leo is right with a lot of stuff, but I can't integrate it in one day, if people don't follow my command, as I follow my intuition irregardless if it's right or wrong, it's right 99.9% of the time, but I also require some time to get away from technology, fuck vacation and fuck the independent women this is a huge issue still with modernity and it's ignorance of unshared bliss, leading blind sheep might require Jesus at the mount of olives and zen, someone truly send from God, like I said my chart has god-consciousness give me my health back and stop critiquing and speculating about my health, my day pillar causes already so much envy in others, due to it's sheer existence, that counts for others too. 29 is pure paradox worse than you think, and better than believe as it's a gift of GOD and also noble, I also have Geng-Chen consciousness, but as .3 we're fighting about this since years, while China attenuates, we talked about more stuff on Jews with the guy I meet, but I stop here... I started listening to the Qaballah, he said the Torah is an issue. Qaballah is fine. 没事 = It's fine not the other interprations, the I-Ching book I bought years ago is very powerful.
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I'd be interested to know of an example of a right wing, centrist and left wing newspaper in Israel.
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Grace is the biggsest misgrace I have witnessed, the only thing you care about is your own extracted healing, imagine someone hanged himself, due to being in contact and loving the ex, how fked must that person be karmically? I even loved the person, but all the person cared about is black people? I don't get it, is it just money like the collective extracted for eons? I pulled the Aeon card today in my thot tarot, as Taurus is GOD, even when evil, but Puravati favours my brain, not my body, how much Truth do you like?
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The issue is most men are in such scarcity that they will rationalise away their dislikes in a girl who is actually interested in them and they are somewhat attracted to. So it is hard to have an honest discussion about it.
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Husseinisdoingfine replied to Nivsch's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Sincere question, but how is Hadash (חד״ש الجبهة) and Maki holding up this election season? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hadash https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maki_(political_party) -
I think what happened is we all just need to go back to stage blue like grandma and grandpa. They made it work. Though it wasn't pretty. Incorporating the earlier stages of SD becomes quite apparent here.
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More questions, my Xu-Wei combination generates Tai-JI for the person, the mulberry burnt down exactly shows the problem, and the issue is at times if someone is really playing for me or just supportive, I can't give out practical knowledge, when I require it and I listen and used to listen deeply, this had to stop, as it meddled with my energy, attenuated listening and active conversations in phenomena are better my numena already touched mahasamadhi, his wife went or was born on the same day as me, we have positive feng-shui for wealth, Leo and me for personal growth, but that exactly sabotaged, he did this twice, idk why, but tbh, I am already dead and gone like Sadghuru, so idk what to say, I require more peace for myself, and the core issue is the esoteric knowledge I consume, is already meddled with a.i for ancient years most likely, due to the power of Uranus, which is God, I do have alien intelligence, but the sheer issue and tiny insight I had for healing itself was gratitude, as it transcends the body to 80-90%, my core lesson is .... my mind blanked. Also, for Leo I spoke to a beautiful russian women today, the core issue is water-metal is fked, and has karmic payment it never gives back, and just takkes, while I even receive poison and smoke it, how else would I know sorrow? How can I even contemplate forgiveness when it pulls you completely out of life, how evil is my family to give me such wisdom to early? Just a dog right? I was tired of working out the technical debt of russia, while I had nobody who truly helps me, then the exact scenario happens and what happens, the earth Leo is wounded due to Hitler, and Hitler is my son ... a Heliocentric worldview is still biased, as the universe is larger than itself, you are correct! What good does Unity even do, when you can only master your own energy? My grandma was wrong, and even then what is healing, as numena with others, exchanging energy is dangerous, I can post more videos on esoteric wisdom on an academic level, but as a quick bread and butter DO type of thumb rule. Wu-Yin is Holy, Gui-Mao is holy, why does Itachi attack my family with it's pride, and why does this family win, with references to black, while nothing about it is phenomena, but how beautiful is phenomena and the Jupiter? Even when mine is afflicted in this lifetime, are accidents miracles or hell?
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He's making points about female psychology.
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Sadghuru's profile and Dimitri's profile are in conflict (EG vs. 7K). The Seven Killings loves to give orders and act immediately, without too much thought. the Eating God likes to think and also has problems obeying. as such there is open and immediate conflict between the two. the Eating God's tendency to be almost all the time unrealistic in expectations is bound to raise the pulse of the Seven Killings who is impulsive, grounded and most of all commanding. the strong mindedness of the Seven Killings is not meant to smoothen the relationship. Analyzing the interactions between the elements in everyone's Destiny Chart, and taking into account the meaning of these elements for each one, we can say that some types of relationships are favorable or not, in general, without connection to a specific person. For more details, check Profile Analysis / Brief Profile Info / Relation's Quality. For Sadghuru and Dimitri, their general points of view about this type of relation, Spouse - Spouse, not particularly related to each other are: Sadghuru with a spouse: for Sadghuru the relationship with his spouse is generally not a favourable one Dimitri with a spouse: Warning: textsArray[61] is missing
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lmao
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Nobody care about real understanding of Israel. They like to judge and condemn. Personally, I would love to see those religious people out of the coalition.
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@Thought Art Do you come from Islamic family/surroundings?
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"Feminism destroyed society" crowd feels like giving feminism too much credit and a bit disproportional. Neoliberalism alone has done more to make people feel worse about their lives in specific ways in my opinion. Communal erosion would probably be the biggest indirect influence on the average red pillers life. That I think about it, it's probably feminisms fault because they can't get no pussy and it's not socially acceptable to enslave women anymore.
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Inliytened1 replied to vvv2k12's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
That's the miracle. Like I was saying in the other thread with @Carl-Richard about his dreams. The whole thing is a script. It's a play. That you can go see in the theater. The whole magic of it though is that we are tricked. We're tricked into thinking its real. -
Willy Phallicus replied to vvv2k12's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You're the One. Its just you buddy. Jus don't call it solipsism or the part of you that chooses denial over substance of being will get triggered and try to get it right instead of getting it right. Its funny because here you are talking to yourself like this is really happening when its the opposite - you put all this here so you can have this exact conversation here and now. So lets get it right. - Today
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They just don’t care. That’s it. “The world isn’t fair; everyone is playing a dating game” is used to justify why they can play more “games.” Everyone is unconscious and selfish, therefore what I’m doing is justified. The world isn’t fair. Yet they go for the vulnerable to exploit, of course. “Men just have different preferences than women” means they don’t address the fundamental inhumanity of it. No one wants this type of disrespect if they genuinely cared about themselves or others. So, just saying “men and women operate differently” can completely avoid any attacks on human decency. That’s basically the whole schema: you want to get as much as you can for your ego, pleasure, fun, etc., while being as oblivious and unconscious as possible and getting away with it. And since you’re blinded, you feel like you can normally ask these questions without getting a reaction. And anyone who calls it out is dismissed as too deluded, as someone who wants to “water down the truth,” is too “SJW,” wants “PC control,” “isn’t getting laid,” is clueless, naive, etc. That also prevents any further reflection, because any criticism can simply be dismissed as evidence that the person criticizing them is the problem.
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I had a phase where I consumed all sorts of touted supplements and nootropics and experientially I basically didn't notice anything. Not with zinc or vitamin D. The only thing that makes a difference for me is normal whole foods. That being said, caffeine doesn't seem to noticeably affect my energy either so maybe I'm a bad sample size.
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