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  2. Give him a pair of boxing gloves, I'll handle it 😮‍💨😂
  3. The theory is plausible and valid, yes.

  4. Honestly

    Willy Phallicus replied to TruthFreedom's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God

    Project much?
  5. I like @AION ! I think he is sharp and can go far. He just doesnt like, understand (or care to understand) me. Which is okay with me, I don't need everyone to like me. Never gonna happen!
  6. I watched a couple of minutes of a documentary about the famous North Sentinel Island. This is fucking insane. Just imagine how these people function, how they think, how they percieve the world around them. I mean it has to be so different from whatever we see. I'm 99% sure that if we studied them, their myths, etc. we would find some hero's joruney or some pattern that we can recognize, so they are not all that different, but we are AWARE of these patterns, these people live in them, are submerged in them. How do these people percieve light? Or fire, or a plane flying overhead? They are sitting in the Plato's cave watching the shadows move. (tbh we are maybe a level higher, but hell na we ain't at the surface). Their concepts have to be so far fetched from ours, I'm amazed by it just by writing it just now. This has massive implications, you can't ever even hope to percieve what the other person is thinking. You can think that people around you get you, but how can you know that they see things in the same way as you do? This is existential loneliness. No matter what, we are fundamentally alone. You can never hope to truly understand someone else.
  7. I'm talking about a serious stroke that leaves you permanently impaired. Obviously many strokes can be recovered from.
  8. Week 1 day 3 workout 2x 10 minutes finger exercises Week 1 day 3 meditation part 2 I filmed the 3 hour video of me sitting staring at a wall I guess that counts as meditation. I will do the voiceover of it tonight and maybe post it if it is ready. Week 1 day 4 meditation I only sat for 12 minutes today. I was running late because I slept in because I was up filming that staring at a wall video. The meditation went well. I felt into my body and reflected on the sit I did last night staring at the wall.

  9. Have empathy for Pedophiles

    Rafael Thundercat replied to Monster Energy's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    I would like to dearly ask @Leo Gura if this post dont fall into similar category of the call out I received?
  10. Surely that's a fundamental step towards awakening? Realising that one is asleep?

  11. My meditation journal

    Thittato replied to Thittato's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    7th session of therapy today. Awesome stuff! First we did some general reflection on my therapeutic process with her so far. We were both very happy about the development. Then she did a guided meditation for me to relax my whole body by going through my main body-parts, and then we talked about what that had brought up. For me I found it mostly relaxing, even though I could see that a lot of thoughts about my process were being processed in the periphery of my awareness without taking up too much space, then she revealed that what she could sense that I was always hypervigilant - perhaps I had grown so used to it that it was outside of my awareness, and a light bulb went on when she said this, and we traced it back throughout my history and all the things which has caused me to be hypervigilant or increased this tendency, all the way back to my father who used to be a very angry and unpredictable guy when I was growing up, which has caused me to always be on the alert. When we did this I really landed in the room, and this sense of hypervigilance which I'm usually not aware of but which I suddenly became aware of, suddenly it just melted and left me and the room suddenly felt far less "electric" than it did just a few moments ago. It was really cool to experience. So I'm very happy about this therapeutic process and this therapist.
  12. I was recently called into accountability by the Administrador regarding my conduct in this forum. Specifically, I was told that my tone has become combative and inflammatory, that I have engaged in personal attacks against members, made accusations, and taken on a moralistic, self-righteous posture that isn't appropriate here. I hear that. I acknowledge it, and I am committed to making arguments on their merits — without personal attacks, without impugning anyone's integrity, and without turning debates into crusades. That said, I want to be transparent with the community: I accept this accountability fully, and I ask that it go both ways. The same standards I am being held to — respectful engagement, good faith argumentation, no personal attacks — I will also expect to be applied when others direct those same behaviors toward me. Not as a condition of my commitment to improve, but as a matter of basic reciprocity. I'm not asking for a pass. I'm asking for a level playing field. I believe that's fair, and I believe this community is capable of it. For context the post or one of the posts that conduted to the call out was this one:

  13. Honestly

    TruthFreedom replied to TruthFreedom's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God

    Mellowmarsh can I just say that your words are not aligned with Truth, you are probably a guy who gets stoned every day, and you don't fully realise the truth of the world. The truth is that we are all meaningless lumps of shit pretending that we mean something. We mean nothing. I could tell the whole universe that we are all going to heaven on a spiritual whirlwind of beauty, and it would mean NOTHING.
  14. Trying to create accountability for myself to be more disciplined with my reading and meditation practice. I would like to spend two hours per day reading my books, and complete 3 meditation sessions per day with the aim of slowly building up towards three hours. Currently, I find it difficult to meditate for prolonged periods of time. I will do my best to update this journal every day.
  15. True, good catch. Imagine carrying that contradiction with you 24/7 and trying to live with it. Anyone would eventually crash out.
  16. Today
  17. -> The incredible juxtaposition (a.k.a. logical contradiction). Some women get kicked out of stores because of acting like a child, and some women moderate online trolls for acting like a child.
  18. Ya it's a great interview
  19. We gotta be inclusive to all the narcissists, no one left out!
  20. As a bisexual, I also appreciate this correction ☺️
  21. It's on the news because it's ridiculous.
  22. What a sneaky little devil, as if self-deception wasn't already bad enough
  23. Sick interview
  24. Mods are so nice nowadays. Only 1 point for that??

  25. Rape Academy Case

    Leo Gura replied to Rafael Thundercat's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events

    @Rafael Thundercat Stop making inflammatory posts every time. You are stirring up shit and causing conflict in every post of yours.
  26. That attitude will get you banned. We are not going to tolerate these personal moralistic wars of yours. This has gone too far.
  27. @AION Stop it. She is a good moderator. Do not talk to women and Mods with such disrespect. I am going to start banning for flagrant sexism, so watch yourselves. This is not a place where you get to trash women.
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