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  2. I prefer not lol.
  3. Leo's so quiet.. Fucking introvert.
  4. Biggest town slut of all time. I actually won an award for it
  5. Your just the town slut ain't ya.
  6. Everyone's
  7. Whose maiden?
  8. Thanks for that laugh brother...holy shit..i'm having fun on a Tuesday.
  9. Mr steal your fair maiden
  10. Todd's work takes a rare intelligence to understand
  11. Fucking Leo took off. Tuesday night I guess...
  12. You gotta get beyond these words friend.
  13. Good sir, my heart doth keep thy company though many miles divide us; and every hour till we meet again seems twice as long.”
  14. Seems so real right? Being awake has no different than sleeping. Living in nothingness. That's max the reality can be real.
  15. Well, ordinarily that would be true. And I am appreciating your intelligence. But the truth is I'm just a selfish bastard. So..not sure what that means in spiral dynamics.
  16. Every artistry requires a certain level of discipline.
  17. Did you get that line from Shakespeare?
  18. Not necessarily though. Because yes, Blue is good at commitment. But look at what it sacrifices for that commitment. It requires radical self-repression and conformity. Development is not straightforward, linear progress. It's a twisted, counter-intuitive process of evolving tradeoffs. You're probably worse at commitment precisely because you came from a more developed culture than your grandparents.
  19. Just go fuck some shit I say
  20. The novel I got it to write was unspeakably dry despite my protests for it to be as "incredibly imaginative and inventive as possible". I even gave it source material to help with the creative process. I'll privately test out other AI's and simply wait until there's something genuine to talk about concerning genuinely creative writing that is not merely performative..
  21. Classic. Get the results from great pick up coaches, and then shit on those same coaches because you no longer have the same problems.
  22. It's hard you're like Teddy
  23. I think part of the problem is that although I don't intellectually believe in the claims of religion, the symbol of Jesus sticks in my mind anyway somewhat as a comforting figure that operates independently of whether or not the source material is true. I am also afraid of being lumped together with pre rational religion if this part of me were known. This carries with it the risk of various judgments that I then start guarding against in advance. It would be from all sides including Christian therapists I had who I had terrible experiences with or rationally minded people who might box me in a way I don't belong. In my experience, I generally feel safer with rationally minded people overall because at least I can follow their reasons more easily. I also know the problems with religion they would find hilarious. Meanwhile, with deeply religious people, I risk triggering them by not fitting their narrow interpretation even if I operate within the overall framework. I don't like the looks I get when I start mentioning the Buddha or Muhammad. In terms of my overall beliefs concerning the historical Jesus, I seem to more closely align with the atheist interpretation. I think atheists would be more willing to accept my interpretation than theists. I also remember that I took the agnostic position partially because I learned managing people's emotions as a relationship survival skill. I don't really feel safe or like I belong with these communities as a result of the stigma and labels that make me feel like I'm in danger of being judged in some way. It reinforces isolation once again.
  24. Upon reading a book on sexual evolution, I ran into the absolute best metaphor for Dating and Pick-Up coaches. I spent about 3 months studying this stuff, and while they do have some good points around low hanging fruits- for example "pecking" is where you lean in too much when talking to women, it displays that you are people-pleasing and dependent on her, like a beggar leaning in for a bowl of rice. They also share good tips on fashion, texting, dating culture, but it mostly ends there. Because after this what it becomes is manipulation. It becomes about displaying a perception of being a high value choice. Women are choosy, we know this. A sample of gay men in San Francisco showed that 25% of them had more than 1,000 sexual partners. To the straight men here, have you even had 100? 50? This shows how God damn horny and easily attracted men are, if we could have it our way, restaurants would have blowjob rooms next to the toilets. This frustrates men. So what these guy are learning and teaching is basically how to display the traits that women are choosy about, it's clever, and it works for the goal which is sex. But it is fundamentally deceptive and harmful, and the thing is , the women aren't actually choosing them, they are choosing their mask of a high value option and the perception they are spinning in her eyes. Now, here comes the metaphor- sexual evolution scientists ran an experement with a certain type of fish that is color coded. Basically the females find red striped males more attractive based on the brightness of the red. So what they did is took males with dull red colors and put bright red bands over them- the female fish were tricked! They mated with and chose these males. Yet, with humans it's not so simple, you can only keep on a band like that for so long before it wears down and she is exposed to the dull, weak band that actually exists there and she leaves you. That's what dating and pick up coaches mostly do. All the RSD guys and most of the books I've read (excluding Robert Gloover) are basically teaching how to display a bright red band. It's not neccesarily evil or bad too, because in nature animals do this all the type. Males will steal other males hard earned displays for mating, they will exagerrate traits or sounds to females and they will play dirty. There's no ethics in nature. It's about gene survival by any means neccesary, period. But does that mean we need to act like fucking animals? Like clever little manipulators of perception? I think not. To me? The solution is to be authentic, build a strong foundation and strong self concept, cut the low hanging fruits around your game and basic attraction skills and then display who you actually are to women, there is nothing to hide because you actually are a strong man now. (I don't like the word High-value, because that is relative and subjective, it implies people have some sort of inherit value and some are higher than others because of their sexual attraction which is bullshit) How to be a strong man? -Integrity -Purpose -Consistnecy -Emotional Stability -Physical Strength -Discipline -Sexual Mastery -Intelligence -Principles that you don't break
  25. Okay. Don't appreciate me too much. That is not my desire. I want people to find their own path.
  26. Typing too fast probably. Anyways, I enjoy you too. So. With that in mind..Podcast? Can we get Leo perhaps? We need to boost your channel.
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