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  2. Hey since starting Kriya 3 months ago and completed 4479 pranayama, I've accumulated some questions through practice, reading, and thinking about the future. I want to move close to the clubs at Vegas and Austin one day. Those areas are known for being super noisy. So if I move there, would it be ok to upgrade from earplugs to noise cancelling headphones, as long they aren't too distracting (eg weight)? I once read that it doesn't matter how many pranayama reps you do, as long as you can do them properly. Instead of doing them just set a timer and just do pranayama. Why just a timer instead of rep counting? How long does it actually take to master the specific pranayama technique you are doing? I heard it took a year. I'm steadily getting better but I think I won't be fully done at 10,000. Some small imperfections each pranayama, but after the larger part of routine I'm getting more aftereffects with serious peace, joy, love, that persist for a couple hours. What factors affect the happiness from Kriya other than the quality of technique execution and time of the routine itself? ie what factors in daily life. In Parvastha I heard you're meant to "concentrate like a motherfucker." But how does this reconcile with concentration as an effortless "Being" Santata Gamana recommended. Also when I concentrate that hard its harder for me to generate the happiness which usually comes from Parvastha since I'm so locked in. How do I concentrate that hard and still attain a high yield Parvastha state that persists for a few hours? This one time in Paravastha I was focusing on my Being when my focus drifted to external objects, then I had this chain of logic in my head. I heard Being isn't able to be fully communicated in words but it goes along these lines: You are everything, because since you, the awareness, can place awareness on other objects, there isn't actually a distinction between you and that object. (Logic inspired by an enlightenment exercise I read in the past) Is that correct? I am extremely thankful for starting Kriya Yoga. After practicing, sometimes it has given me amazing feelings of peace, joy, love, and bliss I can feel throughout my entire body, which will only become stronger and more frequent as I can continue, and I can train to maintain it throughout the entire day. Being is much easier to access. Nature is supremely beautiful. In Parvastha I have these interactions with my consciousness that make me just know I'm making spiritual progress like never before. Top 5 things I've done in my life.
  3. I understand yes, there is only one point of view, one experience, but the image suggests that there are multiple POVs inside 'one awareness', or am I misinterpreting? it?
  4. Today
  5. Read what I said carefully and look at the picture. You are the Universe with a capitol U. As God it is impossible to truly divide yourself truly. You can only divide via deception. As such no matter how small or big you make yourself you will always be Total. As a result there can never be another point of view. All points of view are always you. For example if you do enough research about OBE's you can learn that you can experience someone's point of view in a life review because they are you. But to answer the question for you as God all creations are figments of your imagination So they do not have a point of view from your perspective because you partition it out of your experience so as a result it does not exist in your Universe. So should you choose to experience that perspective in a life review for you from your vantage point it will be the first time you as God do that. Each part of God is always equally God so when you awaken it's always God's first awakening
  6. Harpman is described as the female Kafka. This book is about 39 women and a young girl trapped in a cage underground and they don't know how they got there. It's a reflection on humanity, loneliness, and meaning. It's a dark, bleak, but amazing book that you will stick you for life.
  7. @integral yeah it's great for women who gets chronic UTIs - especially when you are in the first throes of love, screwing too much! It can stop issues from excessive dick LOL. It's the farmers almanac for cock 🤣🤣 It could be the citrus zest causing alertness also
  8. SWG (Single White Glove) makes some of the best extended mixes of Michael's work:
  9. Hello, Thank you. I might skip it in that case. 🙏
  10. Of course its normal. Right-wingers are the biggest sexual perverts. Always have been.
  11. lol ye I figured it might have special properties because it's useful for UTI. But it turns out it's useful for your brain too. lol It could be the sugar, apparently it helps your blood vessels relax so there's more blood flow to your brain.
  12. Are you sure it's not the sugar? I use it for UTIs
  13. It's the same old same old. This is the PR tour Its an easy convo filling the time while I clean the apartment 🫪
  14. Comprehending the impossible isn't for the linear thinker's to grasp that's why they can't grasp it. If they did you would have nothing to say to them which is why you made them linear thinker's in the first place.
  15. I randomly decided to drink some 100% squeezed cranberry juice not from concentrate. And I drank about a cup of it and noticed within 10 minutes that my cognitive function proved quite a bit. So I experimented again for a couple of days and every time I drink it I get a boost of mental Clarity, productivity and Zone. I just found it surprising, thought it would share lol
  16. Thank you for your clarification here
  17. Speaking from experience. Do not do it... IF you already have debt. The mirage of others making money doing this trendy thing looks nice on the surface. But that's all it is: a mirage. That said if you're really gonna do this, pay for the course in cash only. In the time it takes you to make the cash needed to pay for the course, you might realize it isn't even all that. I invested $6k in a online ghostwriting course last year (paid mostly on my credit card), worked my absolute ass off, and only make $2k back. Risk is only worth it if you're still very young and you know for certain you have leverage. Take 6 months to learn more about the business model and to make that $1,200. That way you've given yourself leverage at least.
  18. Yesterday
  19. Is it worth a listen? Is he just making the podcast rounds because of his new movie? I mean the title "Reveals all!" is very catchy but is it just clickbait?
  20. I have this unexplainable joint-like feeling (as if it needs to crack) in specifically a right-sided location~that is very hard to describe, but i must atleast try, just to see if anybody knows what im talking about. It is only when i either stand on my left leg, letting my right leg hang, whilst moving said hanging-leg in either circles or forward-backward (or left to right) that i feel a targeting of what i can only describe as a Leg-to-Pelvis joint-like feeling that needs to be cracked, but i cant crack it. Sometimes standing directly on the right leg activates it. Sometimes wiggling my waist activates it, et caetera. And according to chatgpt there isnt a joint there, being that its so low ~sortve near leg/butt, and Not in SI joint, i dont think, cause its very lower, like what i wnna keep calling leg to pelvis bone) I tried alot of movements they said to do for things like that on youtube. None of them get even a little close to activating what im talking about. *p.s. if any of you grew up w/ Spongebob squarepants, when he says "stop on your right foot, and dont forget it ~ NOW bring it around town... around town..." That "around town" motion, is yet another movement that activates the feeling that im talking about (which again, is on the right side) So if anyone has this exp., let me know, And maybe let me know if you had any way of cracking/or resolving it. Like it feels like its at the precipice of cracking but due to the nature of it~the unknown location, i cant really express what/where its at & what it feels like -> Other than the fact that it activates whilst im standing, doing these slight hip movements, or moving my right leg around in circles, or standing/walking on it or switching to standing on my left leg~letting it hang~going from hanging-to-pressure put back on the right leg)
  21. My pleasure 😀
  22. We need an epstein symbol, for bumper stickers, flags,.... "never forget"
  23. @CARDOZZO What is a PwD woman? I don't find my situation funny, I wish I did but I am just in deep emotional pain. I can try to put on a bit of weight. I have had short hair, long hair, clean shaven face, facial hair but it doesn't seem to matter. I would rate myself a 3 out of 10, I am tall but I am skinny, wear thick glasses and have an ugly face.
  24. ePIGtemic. Pigging out on misinformation. "He spent all weekend on Truth Social having an ePIGtemic feast, pigging out on so much misinformation that by Monday he couldn't tell a headline from a hallucination."
  25. Need one of him eating bbq baby back ribs, a jew eating pork, lolz. Wrap them in bacon too, with bottle of Jack daniels, playing poker. You still can't beat the anglo-saxon white Jesus of evangelicals though.
  26. I walk outside everyday witnessing everyone zombified guts hanging out dragging their feet through the mud, mental sloths.
  27. It is a very good sign. I always have almost 0 visuals on mushrooms and I've done them more than 50 times starting from 1.5 to 8 grams. Reality is already a hallucination
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