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  2. Yeah, I think Icke was banned for a long while also. But you right, proper discernment is needed in spades these days. I recently stumbled upon this video where this seemingly level headed spiritual guy is telling his followers that we should calmly accept that the next step in evolution is for us humans to be replaced by electronic beings. (Not realizing that our DNA has deeper cosmic roots which cant be replaced by silicon. ) Remaining spiritually sane in the next few years will be a proper super power.
  3. I was experiencing before I was born and I remember it.
  4. You need to be doing more videos so they see you at their level.
  5. Do not some of the chemicals in the sticks and potentially in herbs in general freak you out? There are should we say many "herbal ways" to die.
  6. I`ve been eating One Meal A Day (OMAD) for 2 years already. I feel fine, but I`m still dubious I`m missing something out, that there`s better way to basically consume food. Guys, is OMAD really healthy? What are your thoughts?
  7. No it does not always no, but more often then so, especially with consistent allowance to be on the screens, especially the mainstream media, and not being shadow-banned, there's something there i feel. I've often notice those including myself who share the truth in total get shadow banned or banned completely, especially if they have a big fan base and thus becomes a threat, this is why I am weary of David Ike. If i collect all my accounts on all platforms my posts have had millions of views, followers, and feedback over the last 10 - 15 years. I can usually tell by reading the energy and reading the patterns of the individuals, and I almost have never been wrong with what I see. That's interesting what you say about the subconsciousness, I will reflect upon this. Sadguru is a very obvious one for me, but I don't have the energy right now to get into it, I've made a lot of comments about how and why around the forum. I am not so sure about the other two, i haven't observed them as deeply and consistently. Lots of spiritual agents out there, as spirituality is on a rise, its the perfect plan to distort spiritual seekers and deter them away from true liberation. I've partaken in a lot of spiritual gatherings, festivals, groups and exchanges, both on the internet and otherwise, and I can see there is a huge rise, attraction and hijacking of dark energy (if you will), especially more so today, because those very places become power-points of light/consciousness thus are very threatening because they have potential to illuminate in mass, hence why substances, alcohol, junk foods are often ways they seep in the seeker and distort their energies and perceptions and used at such events and places. You'd be amazed how deep the rabbit hole goes. I've raised this up multiple times because i was always born with the gift to see, that I cannot help. Some people call it schizophrenia and try to say I am broken and need meds, but others can see that is not broken but a gift that most do not understand or know how to utilize properly.
  8. I'm on a medication that literally causes chemical lobotomy. It's an antipsychotic for my schizophrenia spectrum disorder. Does anyone here know of a better solution? I've been on it for over a decade. However, I also take collagen hydrolysate and creatine monohydrate every day; I just recently began taking them last month. I had seen clinical studies indicating that collagen peptides can actually change brain structure, which is why I began taking it last month due to the fact that I had suffered brain damage. And I have heard of the multitude of benefits of creatine, which is why I commenced taking it in the middle of last month. In particular, I was interested in its cognitive benefits. It's purported to improve attention, memory, and information processing speed. But I had heard a neurophysiologist by the name of Louisa Nicola say that 5g per day (the dose I am currently on) may not be enough to reap the cognitive perquisites. She said that 10g to 12g per day may be required in order to truly benefit cognitively. I had also read that 0.1g per kg of body weight per day would be sufficient. Anyway, I'm just going to continue my new regimen and see how it goes.
  9. I don't think I have an addiction though because I've quit it before intentionally for productivity periods. I did 75 days last year of no fap, no alcohol and no weed and wasn't particularly hard. Afterwards I started again because I didn't notice that much of a difference and just wanted to test my willpower mostly. I'm not convinced my life would be better off if I quit smoking entirely but there are a few subtle things that do bother me like compulsive behaviour for one I don't like the feeling of anxiety I get when I run out of weed it proves my weakness.
  10. The thing about Poker is it's one setting which you can practice and specialize in. But social games include many different settings where specialization might not be possible and all you can rely on is fast-and-frugal heuristics. It is right, because affective attuning is a central means by which you come to access soneone's mind. The thing you're doing is you're expecting a fully comprehensive measure of ToM. You won't ever get that in a test. Science is almost always "by proxy", especially in psychology. You create a measure and then it is used to point to an idea or variable. Very rarely do you get an essentially 100% 1-to-1 relationship between the measure and the variable, and it's basically not a thing when dealing with complex concepts like ToM.
  11. I hear you, i just feel that some of this borders a bit on paranoia. Just because someone has appeared on the world stage, does not automatically mean they some sort of shadow agent. Subconsciously this also means that you wont give yourself permission to appear on the world stage, even if there was some integral role for you to play there. At some point we need to take our power back collectively. ps where is the proof that Sadguru is disengenuous ? That would then also mean that Tolle and Adyashanti are shadow agents because they appeared on Oprah. I just dont buy that. As things evolve, more spiritual people will naturally appear on the world stage. One of my teachers said that in the 70's she had to go search in some back alley for a spiritual bookstore in her city. We have come a long way.
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  13. I think the point was to be weary of everyone on the stage and big screens, even him, although he does have a more genuine energy than people than those above, and been consistent with his sharings, i would still be alert, plenty of shadow agents out there like Elon, Dala lama, Sadguru ect... who give us a lot of truth and key lies just to throw us off course. I am even weary about Bashar these days, not that i am paranoid or anything, but the patterns I observe eventually reveal loop holes that don't add up. Most of these players are all part of the same boat of puppets as those above, strategically placed there to keep us distracted and confused.
  14. You are being too simplistic and glib. Infinity is Love. If you don't understand that, what have you understood?
  15. @Magnanimous Breathe in a way that you are not running out of breath. Try taking 1 normal breath between each pranayama.
  16. @Cred @Sandroew @Artsy btw guys I am thinking March since Sandroew can't make it February
  17. Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #83 Morning Routine: Wake up at 7:30am: 1 Make bed: 4 Journal: 84 Brush teeth streak: 86 Floss streak: 0 Shower streak: 57 Meditation streak: 0 Affirmations / Visualizations streak: Hitting on women visualization: 0 "I love having sex with lots of women" affirmation: 0 "I see funniness everywhere" affirmation: 0 "I am independent of the good or bad opinions of others" affirmation: 0 Free Talk exercise (Say anything that comes to your mind): 0 Night time routine goals: Brush teeth streak: 6 Wash face streak: 6 No electronics before bed streak: 0 "Whole day" goals: No porn streak: 13 No ejaculation streak: 13 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 0 No alcohol streak: 85 No smoking weed streak: 40 On another note, I fuckin love this video. I will no longer be a nice guy, no longer be a push over, I am a fuckin' man, I have a thick face and a black heart and I accomplish every single goal that I set out for myself. No matter fuckin' what. I am going to dive into the belly of the beast if it fuckin' kills me because I will not live like this anymore while I have so much potential. I am going to look at the eye of the storm and walk straight into it.
  18. Very Good 👍 There’s a place of perfect peace. But no one wants to live there. To face yourself without distraction is to come face to face with the faceless, fearless truth of you, that will never leave you.
  19. David Icke seems to have been more accurate with everything he has been talking about for years, than most give him credit for. Not sure why he's included with all the others here.
  20. When I had this experience it wasn't horrifying or scary, it was puzzling and actually quite liberating. It was just being as Consciousness, like noticing a Deeper Truth that is ordinarily veiled. It was more like -- wow I gotta write this down, I can't believe it!
  21. Real death is the entrance to Nonduality.
  22. Something arising and falling, to me, sounds like I am aware of being and not being both. ( being) is the arising of I am (not being) is the falling away of I am It’s like there’s something that is aware of it’s finite nature of being, while simultaneously aware of its infinite not being. Infinity is just another word for not being. While being is just another word for finite.
  23. I need an enemy. You are now it good luck.
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