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  2. Its actually pretty much just looks like a psychedelic trip.
  3. What a beautiful spiritual city. I dont think there is something quite like it in the west.
  4. Sure. Novelty is a deeper aspect for myself. I like to win on the dating aspect. I like to conquer.
  5. Scott Galloway His knowledge base is massive. He talks to/from stages blue, orange, and green without exclusively cherishing their perspectives on repeat. He also makes good critiques of them by stating facts and surgically pulling out the consequences — good or bad — then applying conscious moral judgements to them. He represents a "healthy" version of capitalism. He cares about more than just his tribe, be it family, country, ideology, or humanity. Can't say what his views are in the spiritual dimension though. Otherwise, a solid, current example of SD Yellow.
  6. That is the typical cause yes. You crave validation and approval your mother did not give you so you go around hooking up while also this prevents you being in a relationship because being really close and vulnerable with someone is not something you were taught by your mother. I am just describing typical example of this, not you since I don't know you.
  7. Yeah, I'm aware of that. This is a deeper issue. Mommy issues?
  8. But you are not gonna heal that by sleeping with more woman brother.
  9. Actually, it is like a addiction to female approval and validation. Sex is an important aspect of all this process. Feeling like you were not desirable to the opposite sex can demolish your brain chemistry as a teenager.
  10. Realistically, what’s the probability of finding a girl like that + that there is some attraction going on? I’d argue very very low. Like winning a lottery ticket. Being in an intimate relationship with a nice and sexy girl, even if the values are not aligned, is better than being alone. Adds more “richness” to life. Lahiri Mahasaya (the famous yogi who revived kriya yoga) actually advocated marrying a regular girl and living a normal family life. You can do all your self-help work in parallel to your family life, and it might even help you by burning karma.
  11. @AION You must be fun at parties
  12. Most welcome. yeah hazelnut and chocolate are just magic. Add a pinch of vanilla too
  13. I dont think the regime wants to leave power. So it might develop into an armed revolution. This is what power transition in non democratic countries look like. Of course it can be non violent as well, but 9/10 the guy incharge doesnt give a fuck and just kills to maintain power
  14. I was talking about the other guy, Vitaly has no aura at all.
  15. I was going to post something else and I read this. Stay safe. Keep your head down. They'll need people like you in the future to rebuild. Surviving this what you will offer will ripple out to thousands. As we all do over our lifetimes, only you will have a perspective that others will need to hear about what happened, put in a way that will assist all of them.
  16. @Tistepiste Hi mate, hope you’re doing well. There’s excellent points here worth digesting. To add mindfully, I recommend you checkout this episode of DemystifySci, a YouTube podcast/interview channel that is hosting an interview with Leo Gura in the coming weeks as well: Angus Fletcher models the relationship between emotions, perception of time and the story humans tell themselves in their head in an excellent way. I genuinely believe you will learn many interesting insights from this newly released episode, in March sometime I myself will be sharing what I have already remodelled following my synthesis of Mr. Fletcher’s insights shared both in this interview and his book which is available for free here, areas of my focus likely overlapping with your situation more deeply than what I can articulate in this moment : https://www.cambridge.org/core/elements/narrative-creativity/42ACAF22808FB23473A6F13712B87138 Something I am sure everyone with the curiosity will no doubt derive useful information from reading as well. Briefly, the described core of Mr. Fletcher’s work shared in the interview encapsulates one of the fundamental aspects of human psychology: where personal narrative meets the narrative we build to handle meaningful challenges. This is the core of what you will be able to leverage towards the story you create around your present social influences and how they subjectively influence your personal narrative. Your challenge is unique, and these are tokens for your own making of your personal self-empowered solution.
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  18. I got two things to say They look more feminine and pretty than the average western woman. The guys calling bros gay for dating a lady boy probably got a really fat or mid girlfriend (or none at all) or probably even fap to ladyboys on onlyfans. Ladyboys ain’t for me, never been with one or anything but some of the hate they get is wild online.
  19. No it will take you understanding 1+1 doesn't equal 57. But instead you'll see what you want to see that suits your world vision. Cooperation and alignment on certain issues does not translate into a world ruled by three cities as a single power, especially when they compete on other issues and do not have the influence you assign to them. We live in a world where some Individuals have more money than countries, and those are just the ones you see publicly listed, the outrageously rich families or royals are not even on those lists. Where Catholics as a percentage of the world religion are: Islam — ~25.6% Unaffiliated (no religion / atheist / agnostic) — ~24.2% Catholic Christianity — ~17.7% Hinduism — ~14.9% Protestant Christianity — ~9–12% Eastern Orthodox Christianity — ~3.8% Buddhism — ~4.1% Folk / Traditional Religions — ~1.9% Other Christians (e.g., Latter-day Saints, Jehovah’s Witnesses, independent churches) — ~0.3% Sikhism — ~0.3% Judaism — ~0.2% Baháʼí Faith — ~0.1% Jainism — ~0.05% Taoism — ~0.05% Confucianism — ~0.05% It all depends if you think influence is control over the world. Undoubtedly Catholics, and those following Islam or Hinduism have some control. I think combined christians are at roughly 28%, but how much this is due to the central authority of the church or their own personal influence would be the line of argument to take. How much Christians, say of different churchs, agree the world should be run, structured or led is another line of argument. On the military front, this is your main objective truth. There is a lot of military control from America but you may have noticed its slipping and faster than ever under Trump as he turns his allies against him.
  20. @Adrian colby that's interesting. Like I said I've only dated one girl in this category and she called herself trans. She was definitely psychologically female, it was noticeable. Also physically you probably couldn't tell she wasn't born female, very attractive. So I guess I meant trans then instead of ladyboys.
  21. Mate I'm sorry but what are you smoking. London is a big city but it's far from the financial capital of the world. 2/3 of the world follow religions that are not Christianity. You could maybe argue Washington is the military capital of the world, but it's not like the rest of the world doesn't have significant military capability as well. Conspiracy theories rot your brain away
  22. OCD

    Many people with strong spiritual practice still need ERP to break the behavioral loop
  23. Incredible, just how much there is to explore. Mind-blowing experience for me really, like I was born again. Glad you liked it. Yes you should try it and I agree with you about the porn, even as I was just holding my phone I felt its frequencies in my hand, you notice how poisonous all this shit is.
  24. I've found the Enforcer channel one of the best out there, as they source everything. They've got things wrong and admitted them, but they've done the most detailed sourcing and analysis i've seen anywhere on the details of the war(s) they cover. They have an obvious bias in commentary towards Ukraine and Israel, but not in analysis or sourcing the details themselves. The only channel I would put close would be: https://www.youtube.com/@UkraineMatters Ukraine Matters. Obvious Ukraine biased but very honest when things are going badly, and has a good meta analysis of the front lines often. I've never seen a pro Russian channel be honest when things are going badly for Russia, though i've seen a few I used to watch with good analysis, they would gloss over or ignore when things were going badly, whereas these two the Enforcer, and Ukraine matters do not, also https://www.youtube.com/@arturrehi has been honest but doesn't have the same strategic overview of the war. The Business Basics channel exaggerates, no doubt, but often drops things I hadn't considered or noticed. The Purge in the Chinese military has been ongoing for years however. But your indication to watch mainstream media for accuracy is quite honestly ludicrous and has been for about 30 years. They post what is political advantageous to their chosen political party, be that the America parties or the Russian parties, or whatever country you are watching. There is almost no independent mainstream analysis available. Also going to drop: https://www.youtube.com/@INSIDERUSSIA Inside Russia, for a steady approach from a russian economist, with friends in businesses still back in Russia. Through him i've understood the Russian mindset more on a day to day level.
  25. Complaining about Chaos: So I must like the chaos or something, i don't know. I am creating massive chaotic challenges for myself and then I complain about them. At the same time others would describe me as quiet and restful person. It's just strange how life works. I've done more in the past 30 days than I have in the whole 2 years before that, in the sense of travel and challenges. At home things were much more peaceful, predictable, here it's not. I figured I could exchange my skills for a place to stay. This Ram Das ashram said I was welcome. I thought I could stay there immediately, but with all the paperwork and processing it could take up to a month. I don't wanna sit in Lisbon for another month, I wanna go to Bangkok. Yes I want to live at retreats in exchange for my services while I build my business online, but I don't think I'm ready to do full sacrifice at an ashram, which is what I think they expect me to do, especially if I need to wait another month in expensive and rainy Lisbon. Anyway who cares. My point is that I do all this shit, but when my ego kicks in it solidifies reality into that specific moment, through that specific lens and says "this is how reality is and it sucks". But that's false. Again I've done more the past month than the 2 years prior. So at least I'm doing shit that will be fun to think back on when I'm old. It just doesn't seem fun right now. Even just the fact that I am now complaining and focusing on this instead of just working to grow my income is the old frequency trying to keep my energy in place. Manifestation: The principles of manifestation are so simple: live in the outcome, don't react emotionally. But in practice, that's not how it always goes. When my money gets dangerously low, to the point where I can't pay for my hostel anymore or buy food, I don't become more calm and living in the desired outcome. No, I usually react to that emotionally. Now weirdly enough, things always work out. If they didn't, I wouldn't be here. Money never runs out, it always comes back, or else I would have ran out of money years ago lol. But no, it's always there somehow. I think the trick to building stability is by having emotional stability. I'm getting better at it, but nowhere near perfect. Really these challenges are perfect. When I got to my hostel in Porto a few weeks ago I just started socializing, even went out drinking and got sick. But the game is so empty, so hollow, nothing good comes from that. I just stopped working on my business and on myself and for what? Feeling slightly worse afterwards. I'd rather be alone, introspective and growing than be social, outwards and left with nothing. Measuring My State: The good thing about staying at hostels is that I am constantly around other people, so I can easily measure my internal state. Am I open, spacious and kind? Then my energy is probably expansive. Am I reserved and sort of treating others as obstacles? Then I'm probably going in the wrong direction emotionally. So there's a balance where I am still introspective and working on my shit while also being open enough to allow for the outside world. The game is not: work more. It's not about getting more hours in. It's about expanding my awareness to see what's really going on and where the opportunities lie. I just need 700 euros to get to Bangkok. That money is already there and very easy to obtain. All I need is for my mind to align with that reality, that's literally the whole game. But step 1 is to see that that's the game in the first place. What is life but some movie being projected upon my consciousness? But it's infinitely more dynamic than a movie. There is a reality right now where today I make the 700 euros needed for the flight and I fly before Monday. I just need to energetically align with that reality, but that's the whole challenge. Knowing this is one thing, embodying it is another. This applies not just to the 700 euros, but to making $10K pm, or $300K pm. To consciousness it's the same thing! Same consciousness, different movie. Same consciousness, different beliefs, different reactions, different images. Same thing.
  26. The difference isn’t whose lives matter. It’s where people actually have leverage. Israel depends heavily on the West, and we have basically supported their genocide with money and weapons. On the contrary, Iran is already one of the most heavily sanctioned and isolated countries in the world.
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