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  2. I agree that spirituality is accepting everything and everyone as they are, hence I am Accepting my situation and that letting go of dating might be the best choice. And by letting go, I mean the path of Natasha: ”relaxed dating”. I cannot have sex with these youngsters with whom I only see as sex. I have tried multiple times after breaking up from my 5 year relationships a year ago. I don’t get sexually aroused enough to come. A fulfilling sexual experience for me comes for a holistic mind-body-soul intimacy.
  3. David de Angelo (Eban Pagan) found his GF on burning man. You have a chance! 😉 They seem like a "stage-yellow couple".
  4. He wouldn't be offended at least
  5. How to make women squirt. 😅 No, seriously: His "deconstructing rationality" series. Why brains do not exist Why is there something rather than nothing. Understanding infinity I have to thank Leo for this 🖤🩶
  6. My game is nowhere near the level it was when I was at my peak selfish and manipulative psychological state, around 6-7 years ago. Nowadays applying game itself feels off as it is inherently not aligned with me. Pussy itself doesn’t motivate me either.
  7. That’s the point, if the government because authoritarian and ban enough Americans with guns could have the option of outlasting them with guerrilla tactics
  8. I’ve followed this thread and I think I can speak on a bit more of the core issues it revolves around and perhaps also a bit of cope as well for lack of a better word. There is a notion here in this community that goes something like “spirituality is in opposition to raising your consciousness or exploring this domain.” I’m not really sure I agree with this. I believe this is an expectation one sets and it becomes true the more you believe it and can be used as a cope as well when you have your expectations about the world and it it doesn’t align with reality. A marriage or girlfriend isn’t two bros having a beer no string attached. You aren’t going to be able to do 5meo enemas all the time while you have a family to look after, you’ll have to find balance with it and with this balance it can add new depth to your spiritual pursuits. A drop of water in a desert is invaluable in comparison to it in the ocean. There is also the idea of needs, why you want a relationship and what you hope to get out of it in the first place. Are your needs realistic? Are they something you can honestly expect another person to help with or have you created a bunch of standards and ideas about how you think the world should work? Not everyone needs a relationship and that is just fine. Sometimes we take part in them partially because of old beliefs we have about needing approval from other people. What I see is a lot of different beliefs here. I would do a lot of self inquiry on this and put precisely into words what needs you have and how relating has fallen short for you. I’d then very soberly also exam your expectations. What are you expecting form women? What is a conscious woman? Is your idea of how the relationship should be a personal bias or actually in flow with truth? This is a very sneaky topic because there is a lot of bias and your own mistakes and perceptions that could actually be clouding your path towards finding fulfillment and enjoyment in this area of life.
  9. You are creating your own suffering. Asking for a 40 year old in a 20 year old girl's body is like looking for an unicorn. It is mission impossible. Trust me. I told you the solution a long time ago. Just befriend older women like 40-50 and have them as platonic friends so it feeds your spiritual needs. And then just date romatically with younger girls but just accept them for who they are. Spiritualty is accepting people who they are. And not expecting a donkey to be a horse and a horse to be a donkey. God created women like this for a reason.
  10. i have been made fun of when i mentioned this "problem" to a friend, because it seems so shallow and i'm so privileged so i should just shut up, but this is much more existential to me than it may seem. by everyday annoyances, i mean some of the following: not having enough space for my laundry to dry, so i had to awkwardly distribute clothes all over my room i wanted to start an embroidery project today, but the lines were too faint on the fabric, so i had to stop (after things got a bit messy and i had to go back and un-do some stitches). my brother had promised to draw the outlines on the fabric last weekend (i can't draw), so it had felt as though i had found a solution for a moment, but then he didn't do it and so i'm still stuck with the same issue, and even more frustrated than before. i had to get orthopaedic insoles that i had to pay for and it took two appointments to order and fit them - and now it seems like they hurt my feet when i walk on them. if i exercise without these, my shins hurt, but apparently the one solution for shin splints also makes my feet hurt in different ways. any technical or computer related issues any tax related issues lol - filling in documents writing applications for internships, looking forward to them, then being told they won't take me, etc. sensory issues (clothes not fitting right, noise, ...) now, individually these seem like something small you should just accept. but i feel as though either it's my tolerance for these things that is really low, or i haven't figured out how to make sense of things "not going as smoothly as they should". when too many of these add up, my body becomes tense and i feel like everything inside me is cramping... and it's just such an uncomfortable feeling (frustration, annoyance) which keeps coming up, hence why i thought i would ask about it here. ... it's especially challenging when i try quite hard to figure stuff out and just do better now, and then nothing works as it should. it still seems as though the universe is against me, no matter how hard i try to do good and be good and take care of myself or whatever.
  11. Which is to say the same as God in inescapable. Even as I’m wrapped up in the most egregious self deceptions of righteousness, moralizing and judgement; the Truth of it persists as Absolute Good. Self deception is not removed from Truth, it’s part of Truth itself. Whether I’m doing something relatively good or evil, it’s all Absolute in its essence and existence. Im coming to grips with the fact that some things are just unattainable in human form when it comes to Goodness. I’m a flawed being, a devil. But I can embrace my devilry as part of God’s Goodness-knowing that I am loved despite for all the self inflicted suffering I cause myself, and the suffering I cause others. No matter how hard I try, it’s impossible for me truly reject God’s Love outright- because I exist, and I will continue to exist for Eternity until one day I’m able to fully merge with God

  12. MDMA for personal & spiritual work

    GromHellScream replied to TheGod's topic in Psychedelics

    Had some of my most profound experiences on MDMA. It will definitely be used in therapy here sometime in the future. Remove all of your shame and allows you to work.
  13. We have to be careful of defining a conscious person here. I see lots of hippies, yes.
  14. I think this point is nonsensical. I could be wrong. But I had access to powerful substances at age 22. I really wanted to understand what the fuck is going on. And I was going to get it no matter the cost. And, yes, I paid the price. By going insane. If you’re not open to going insane and having your entire reality flipped upside down, do NOT touch any psychedelic. Simple as that. Furthermore, psychedelics alone won’t lead to God realization. I can’t speak personally about that since I’m probably an anomaly. I used to assume that if everyone just took what I am taking they’ll realize God. Only to realize people can take 2-3x the amount i take and still haven’t a clue. That’s not me bragging, its me coming to reality about how tricky this work actually is. You have to have a serious, exceptional intent to understand what is going on, and if psychedelics help on top of that, you are a blessed motherfucker.
  15. @Miguel1 If i had done 20-30k approaches, i would be making out with 30 girls a night. I've already made out with 10 girls a night more than one time. And i haven't done 3k approaches. I'm curious if you go to the club you probably can make out and sleep with any girl you want at this level.
  16. Others have nukes too. Turkey, Pakistan and Arabs formed the Mekka agreement. Just having nukes won't deter anybody. Israel will have to accept they are just 8 million people and just ordinary people. If they keep insisting they are the chosen people and others should bend over to them they will be whiped out because nobody in the ME is going to accept that dynamic.
  17. dude try attending ecstatic dance / burns / tantra festivals, anything spiritual really. Those places are like 80% girls, who are all into consciousness and spirituality. its great!
  18. This is the real issue here. And it wouldn’t be too bad to date a 40 year old if I was 40 myself but I’m fucking 30. The problem of hardcore self-development and spiritual work is that it is lonely. Very lonely. Hence most people don’t do it.
  19. @Leo Gura u ever been at a burn? + agree. tons of conscious girls at hippie / spiritual style events
  20. I’m tired of searching. I probably just need a break. Summer was so much socializing and playing social games with nornies. I’m burned out. It’s fall here then dark and cold winter. Probably amI just need a good break.
  21. I want a 40 year old woman in a 20 year old body but that is impossible to ask and the ones who are are weird. So if you want a hot girl you have to accept her with her childish stuff too. I rather have innocent and clean slate of a 20 year old than a woman who has become a rambo because of the dicks she knocked out. At the end you can't have your cake and eat it too. For me it is more pleasant to have an easy going girl and who is moldable. I wouldn't want a spiritual girl either. Because hot girls don't go into spirituality who haven't gone through some heavy stuff. I'm ok with some dirt though because I'm not a clean slate myself either but the moment she lets me pay a premium for her mistakes or her bad choices in men I can lose my patience very fast.
  22. Everything he thinks about is through the lense of money and material success. Even his body language in his videos screams that. Frankly, I’m kinda tired discussing with him, as he mostly says the same, predictable stuff.
  23. Of course there are also the people in the very edge which are Jewish terrorists and their supporters who are more violent and want to actually kill Arabs. I would estimate they are a fraction of %. Maybe 0.1% or even less. But the spectrum of people who want to frighten Palestinians in order to deter them or make them want to leave is wider among the far-right.

  24. What car do you recommend?

    meta_male replied to r0ckyreed's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Toyota Yallaris
  25. Now that I think about it more closely, it’s more like 20-30k than 30k. You can approach 3-5k a year. I started my pickup journey 15 years ago. And as a naturally highly extroverted person who is charismatic and good with people, this is not really an issue.
  26. @LordFall what makes you think your own financial achievement has much bearing on the quality of relationship you’re able to find? In fact, the higher you climb, the less likely you will find a good down to earth girl. Good girls are sparse in high status echelons. Sure, you’ll attract more, but of a certain kind. For example, the waters you’re currently swimming in is littered with shallow women obsessed with their appearance. Honestly, I’d rather date a down to earth Christian girl, and I don’t like Christians. I suppose I dislike overt, idolized egotism far more. Good girls exist at every class level, but the higher you go, the fewer, because money, power, and status corrupt. Also, good relationships mostly require good compatibility more so than self-development. And to your earlier point about how Leo is rejecting relationship as cope. Understand that as you age and develop, the toy loses its shine and the question of maintenance and cost can, for some, increasingly outweigh the fun the toy use to provide. If you gave me my pick of the best 100 girls on the planet, I’d turn them all down simply because I can’t stand that lifestyle. It would be hard to turn down such shiny toys, but I know the life they lead to and I truly feel it’s a waste of my time. Even the best possible relationship does not appeal to me. This isn’t a cope. Also, not everyone feels inadequate without romantic relationships.
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