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  2. With this BTC rally, it's a high chance the bottom is in.
  3. What’s with these homies dissin’ my boi?
  4. You need a sophisticated understanding of unhealthy/ healthy behaviour. The normal societal understanding isn't sophisticated enough.
  5. Exactly. Compared to God's intelligence any deviation among humans is effectively nothing. Was actually just thinking about the topic of ant consciousness yesterday. There was one that kept coming close to me on my bench, I would act threatening with a rock towards it and it would scamper away, only to come dancing back proudly seconds later, as if teasing me. Yes I spared him haha. But the question of to what degree insects possess rudimentary consciousness and intelligence is a good one. I tend to think that we downplay their intelligence because we are using human metrics.
  6. Consciousness is made up of Nothing…
  7. Sounds like a not fun situation either way! Well how do you want to be treated and how big is the difference between that and how you are treated? Also how you dependent are you on other people? If you are for example without a job and you have a family that's very nagging then the core problem is not really about if they're really treating you bad or not it's that you're stuck in a situation you don't wanna be in. If you are financially independent and emotionally independent through meditation and solving your trauma and codependency then it's much easier to literally only allow people into your life that you appreciate and make you feel good.
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  9. Eheheheh, the view of the leader of my old theatre club was that he was so morally superior especially in things like dating which is why he felt like his place was something special. Well and I wanted to hear a big apology ofc that wasnt going to happen... But it was my best shot at the time. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-730
  10. I was in such a low party mood today after taking elvanse. I just shouldnt take it on days I go out...
  11. I'm one of those genetic freaks, sort of. Altho for me it's more psychosis than awakening. But it's a blurry line, I just know I need to stay away from it.
  12. 0.5 mg 1:1 CBD:THC gummy is a light satori for me. Like I just came back from a 10 day silent retreat.
  13. …Nothing changes and Everything transforms
  14. Can an ant be a genius against another ant. maybe in the ant world. we will never know.
  15. I hate that I've been gaslit and badly conditioned so much. What a trainwreck this society is Its good that all these people been avoiding me, I don't even wanna see them at this point. Fuck them all. It was actually smart on their part. I think uni might give me the perfect excuse to stay at my "crib", however tight my money might be. I might cut saving tho honestly cause it's just ridicilous how much I just save, I'll cut it by half. It's time to start living. Fuck money bro, gonna be enslaved by some fucking digital numbers. I hate everythin man
  16. Iran is collapsing financially and soon their regime will not be able to govern and alternative government will arise.
  17. Infinities are twirling all around You and I,
  18. To be fair , my understanding of what is so called standard nonduality is primarily influenced by actualized.org, so maybe I'm taking some things for granted that a lot of practioners don't .
  19. The other Yimpa HATES Leo 😅 Used to be active on the forum, but no more. Mom is curious about Leo’s work and what he means by “I am God.”. She doesn’t willingly study Leo’s work other than what I communicate to her and some of the clips and blog posts I share. She is a conservative catholic, Stage Green, so she is huge fan of Father Richard Rohr and consumes his content as passionately as I consume Actualized.
  20. Truth is simply the absence of falsity. As sentience increases, an organism has the ability to better sort through the signals that establish awareness from non-awareness. As sentience decreases, this ability to sort genuine awareness from lack thereof becomes increasingly more difficult and the organisms identity is mistaken as the self. This changes from species to species, however the signal to awareness as we know it is largely the same despite different nervous systems leading to different nervous system built conclusions like humans inability to see in the dark compared to other species. Even if we are anthropomorphising a little, this has more than a little bit of awareness based on both more and less ethical experiments on other species like monkeys, pigs, rats, mice and sheep; with NeuraLink being the most famous example for the reader to find a link to. Irrespectively, to me because truth can be viewed from higher and lower orders of organisation, it is important to separate apparatus (primitive domain of nervous systems) from the truth from non-truth detection system, being awareness, when we're dealing with an abstraction like truth. Apparatus is instant, instinctual, sensory. As we move higher up, despite lower levels also doing similar computational functions that we don't get to see, awareness enables us to see those computations in real time when we are sorting out more accurate signals from false signals. Higher accuracy, is the very action of weeding out falsity both through convergent and divergent computational processes that are felt, thought, and self-aware; all three of which span from being immediate to deep, in the temporal to pure phenomenological sense.
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