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  2. I've been curious in regards to those traditions/methods, how many of them who dedicate their lives to it actually end up reaching their goal, seems very few
  3. Generate a level of quality attentiveness through spiritual practice to resolve the underlying issues related to intimacy with people so that you can connect with anyone and still find a level of wholeness within. The problem on the surface is "being properly entertained" by people who you are interacting with, such that you feel "close". But the real underlying issue is a quality of discontentment with what is happening now. Each of those moments is an opportunity to practice your philosophy. The more you can alchemize moments of discontentment into contentment and cease looking for the next thing, the more you can chain a continuum of wellbeing that persists through the changing conditions of the moment.
  4. @something_else Nah there is some good stuff in the manosphere. It is not pure truth but good luck finding that nowadays. At the end you are not that guy. And just not doing anything, not reading manosphere and just being a wanker is not going to magically turn you into those natural guys that you look up to. At the end manosphere has some good parts. Just take the good parts and leave the bad parts.
  5. Today I smoked and drank Coffe as soon as I woke up from a not so perfect sleep. It’s the same mistake I’ve warned myself about numerous times . It kills my appetite for food and makes me wanna throw up . I’ve spotted this pattern very often. Let’s not do this again , my future self .
  6. Story of my life, now also top that with consciousness and maturity. But ex gf of 5 yeaes was a solid 8.5-9 but was relatively conscious and deep into spirituality.
  7. @enchanted Hahahahaha you talk like it’s so easy to find a conscious partner
  8. It isn’t pre/trans fallacy. I’m arguing that manosphere content is detrimental even if you’re just starting out. It isn’t a phase to go through, it’s deadweight to be dropped. Inceldom as an identity has skyrocketed in popularity because of increased social isolation and because of the manosphere. These two things form a death spiral together. The more isolated you become the more time you spend online, the more time you spend online the more likely you are to get sucked into manosphere content, the more manosphere content you watch the more you’re told that you’re not good enough and that you’re all alone as a man. Rinse and repeat. Again, this is not accidental. This is a carefully crafted marketing funnel in action. The way out is not more manosphere content, it’s to break the cycle. Drop all of that shit, make some deep friendships and build a fun social life.
  9. Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #205 ~ Tue Aug 25 '26 Daily goals: Shower: 36 Groom hair: 36 Brush teeth: 36 Floss: 6 Take medication: 36 Drink protein shake: 1 Make bed: 19 Kriya yoga: 4 No porn: 9 No ejaculation: 9 Eat 150 g of protein: 1 Brush teeth before bed: 9 Wash face before bed: 9 Weekly goals: Workout 3x: 2 (☑️ Give yourself a haircut: 0 Do laundry: 5 Clean room: 5 Clean car: 4 Good job! I'm so proud of you.
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  11. Roses are red Violets are blue Peter Ralston Is Love too
  12. The human being is composed of all the biological matter but also dimensional energy centers, and magnetic fields. Awakened and cultivated beings imbue their objects, interactions, and crafts with their energy. When this energy is transmitted, then objects can have stored information and radiance which can make people feel calm, sleep better, etc. Aside from the purely physical, there are energetic aspects as well. This is why spaces can have this kind of feeling when built by people with this quality.
  13. I remember that thread and I mostly agree with what you said on the initial posting. Where I disagree is that men's attraction is not relational. It actually is. Russian girls are, by most, considered very attractive women, especially when you encounter one outside of Russia. However, if you go to Russia where all women look like that, all of a sudden one of them doesn't seem that much more attractive in comparison. If you're used to being around 10s then when you look at a girl that's a 7, you clearly view her as unattractive (in looks). But if you go to a country where most girls are 6s and then you encounter a 7, she almost looks like a 10 in comparison! All attraction is relational.
  14. I feel that after to much engagement with deep abstract or intelectual something inside asks for sex. Is like the root chackra asking for a bit roots. I think that sex may be a good way to work with it. I cant believe the celibate bullshit. Having a woman with you may help the spiritual development better than celibacy. Of course i case of no woman Porn is a option, but is a fast release instead of the satisfaction of the real deal.
  15. Yes, romantic relationships are so good. Unfortunately most people have very shirty romantic relationships. They might be better alone tbh.
  16. (cont. ii) of course, right now Gobekli tepe and ancient zagri / zagros mountains, and those places, are the New hot shyt, and thats settin back the timeline on 1st civiliz., but then its like, you got this like, ancient taxonomy / classification of farm animals, like noahs ark, and these slabs of some material, arranged in a complex way, like thats only an indications of, what i think is the large consensus of a reboot on the whole flood story, or some memory of something like that, in monumental formation. Like what else could that be but a Noahs ark thing, just going by the images on each stone. Thats why its sortve off limits in a way, cause you cant have Noah being a real person, referencing real ancient things that dettch from the bible. Like, there are sites in Iran that theyve since demolished i believe cause they no longer serve these fake-as-fk stories that we told ourselves, and thats ashame, cause the real story was prolly alot more wild n crazy.
  17. @something_else So any investment that’s not super safe and predictable is in your opinion gambling? BTC is very volatile compared to other things, especially when it was a smaller asset. But if you study previous cycles and drawdowns, you can pretty much “know” what to expect in the next one. If there were suddenly some kind of fundamental issue with BTC, then I wouldn’t hesitate to reconsider things. But with BTC, nothing has ever fundamentally changed. Just because the price drops a lot doesn’t mean something is now broken. The reason I lost 90% was because I had bought altcoins with the BTC I had. They went up way more than BTC, but they also crashed WAY more when BTC dropped to 3K in 2018. With alts, you’re definitely gambling. I wouldn’t say the same for BTC imo. It’s riskier not to own any. To you, buying things after they’ve dropped 60%, 70%, 80%, or more might seem like gambling, but to me that has always been the best opportunity to make money. Maybe it’s because you don’t believe in BTC, or maybe you’re not aware of how much money is being printed all the fucking time. What one calls gambling, another calls conviction. I still stand by this.
  18. Leo, when you're tackling a new topic, or writing in an essay like manner, do you follow a deliberate process, or is it more intuitive and spontaneous? I'm curious whether it's something structured, like jotting raw ideas first, then developing those into longer and fuller thoughts, then finally writing it out in a linear, disciplined pass, or whether your actual process looks nothing like that. What does your workflow look like, from first spark to finished piece?
  19. God’s Love is beyond Wo/man’s Love. God's Love is completely unconditional, eternal, and far greater than any human love, which is often limited by conditions, flaws, and emotions. S/he is Love. You are Love.
  20. (cont.) like i feel like we take for granted somethin right under are noses w/ the ancient temples atleast, that is this like, ancient construction that is somewhat impossible by todays standards, as we gotta do everything in the cheapest way, like its like everything is built significantly worse in that way, granted we shouldbtnt let everything collapse, but its like, someones gotta take notice to the fact that weve been outmatched by ancient ppl who, according to science, were like the first civilizations? Nah, no way, how could these first civil., simultaneously have the best building and construction techniques, makes no sense.
  21. Find a long-term partner. Doesn't matter who as long as they treat you good and they have qualities that you wish you had. That way you'll get those qualities through osmosis. It's no coincidence that the overwhelming majority of people get married. This Casanova Don Juan lifestyle is a marketing scheme that only fools chase. It's on the same level of as trying to be a rockstar very few people make it and those that do realize it's not what makes them happy anyway. And millions of fools try to get there, and burn through a lot of time and cash in the process.
  22. I feel like theres prolly a certain chemical or material embued into the temples, perhaps that is connected to phosphorus or things like this, that have some pull on the physical body, perhaps even imperceptible to some, nevertheless attractive, cause of that sortve acidic body we possess, of which is being drawn towards that sub-medicinal-chalky-thing, like theres a spiritual enriching side to the temples, alongside an alchemical attraction, possibly, im guessing, as i believe atleast some of these temples were using really sought after materials that we no longer use in todays shitty capitalist / market hungry society or watever, i mean i cant find clothes that dont suck, but i bet theres millions of incredible clothing & fabric shops in them same countries w/ them temples. Which is just to say the materials they use were so much better than todays. And in them countries, they still have practical shops w/ good clothing, good fabric, etc., iuno if they have like, ancient-material shops, but theyd prolly go dig it up for you if someone asked for it, if they had alot of money or sumthing, ha.
  23. For me it's keeping busy. As long as I'm on my purpose and discipline, I don't get lonely. Even in the weekends, I can go out either with existing friends or go make new ones, so it rarely hits me very strongly. Although, when it does, I usually just curl up in a ball and watch brainrot content while smoking a joint.
  24. That’s it. 👍 Pure Perfection. Right here, right now. It’s just always all right. Alright.
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