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  2. "LSD and the Mind of the Universe: Diamonds from Heaven"
  3. Many people do not understand the Solipsism. The Solipsism is the awareness of existence. Existence itself is solipsistic not the human. It's just like in a dream. Your brain creates other voices that talk to you and a world to interact in but when you wake up it was all just you. That dream you had at night is still happening when you wake up. So its GOD that is Absolute Solipsism not the human. With that said since God is omnipresent your life takes on God's Solipsism if you awaken as the human that you are God because you realize literally everything is just God so as such you are the only human that ever existed because you as God have hid your inner experience from your other selves and set it up that your little human existence is actually the Universe. It's literally a whole universe. So each human life is really a Universe. When you realize this then you realize you aren't some human you are the Universe moving around in a human body. Once you realize this then you realize your POV is the Absolute and if you don't experience something it does not exist because you are Omnipresence/Everything there could ever be compressed into a human body/POV. Here is a good picture someone on the forums posted once that does a good job illustrating this. https://www.amazon.com/Enlightenment-Behind-Scenes-Marc-Leavitt-ebook/dp/B0091X2W4O?ref_=ast_author_mpb
  4. No problem. What's the name of the book?
  5. The way he talks about diamond luminosity and love reminds me of how awestruck I was at the maximization of love.
  6. I don't know you. You decide. You create that for yourself. We all rescue the world from meaninglessness. It's your job to create the meaning that you're looking for. Nobody can give that to you. And then we can begin to play & create together. Oh, and if you think love is lame, you haven't known Love.
  7. Yeah, software industry is being reshapend in front of our eyes. Hard to say where all these will take us.
  8. I have ADHD and only took meds for like a week then never again just found it wired me without boosts in productivity. I get distracted easily so I do stuff like Pomodoro method(work in 20 min increments then take a break) and I find that works. It's not an excuse against success, just gotta manage your workflow and productivity like anyone else. Anything I really don't want to do becomes a real pain though whereas I find my friends have an easier time just pushing through it just cuz its gotta get done. Helped me figure out more creative ideas in business though.
  9. naked, running around in a psychiatric hospital perhaps
  10. Various fair points. For example, true about discounting luck, and survivorship bias. But he also discounts the importance of maximising win percentage. In any domain, if you perform certain actions then you will more likely get better results. For example, the stat the creator makes about businesses that fold doesn't take into account how skilled the CEO was at business. I mean some business founders are probably ex goldman sachs CEOs, and others are porn addicts who jerk off between business calls. Its silly to think that doesn't make a big difference.
  11. @Breakingthewall Ofc the ego is not the center of everything the ego is an illusion. You = Everything so OFC you are the center of Everything No matter where you go in the universe there is Being. My words are merely pointers. If I was being completely direct there wouldn't be anyone to talk about on this subject. I don't see you guys asking how deep my Love for You, Everyone, and Everything is.
  12. With all the Iran war stuff, the Epstein affairs passed to a secondary place in the news. To a percentage, we can say it's one of the reasons it was in Trump's interest to launch the war, it has indeed been a multifactoral big event, as most are. However, we have our good Melania Trump having a press conference about the issue, to remind us about his pedophile husband and his good friend for a decade in crimes, Jeffrey Epstein. She says she didn't know Epstein, but the pictures say otherwise, and it's not believable, given the friendship her husband had with him.
  13. If you ever went outside and just watch an ant you should recognize some degree of intelligence. Humanity is not so far from this.
  14. Thanks for sharing! I really liked his book, these should be good. Since reading his book, I'm in search for some book similar to it, but haven't found yet.
  15. Very fruitful and deep conversations.
  16. 😂 This forum does make me LOL
  17. Today
  18. Talked to a dude who I thought witnessed the whole thing but really he only got snippets that I told him and nothing else. He said that sometimes people have made really bad experiences and then when someone triggers that experience, they connect that bad experience with what someone else did. He said he witnessed me as a really nice person who wants to solve problems but that this is basically not a battle I should engage with. Thats of course an overly positive and one-sided perspective, he doesnt have a big picture, but still a really important take-away. I know that she was once very painfully rejected, it seemed like it broke her and shaped her identity.
  19. its crazy how people knew the ramification of trump ism log time ago
  20. That's a solid observation. People use the defense mechanisms against their parents or siblings when they were younger even in relationships. Someone once said that a woman doesn't treat you the way she treats her father, she treats you the way her mother treated her father.
  21. The human being is closer to an insects state of consciousness than it is as some truth-like creature. With special assistance the human can gain apparent temporary access to divine wisdom. You would recognize divinity if it ever crossed your eyes You would recognize perfection if you ever saw it. We all know beauty where it lies in our eyes
  22. You're welcome. Found that my Amfexa is actually a stim tho lol. Thing is tho stims often work differently on ADHD brains. A non-adhd brain would get hyper on stims, but often an ADHD brain will get more calm. Because the ADHD brain lacks attentional control, and stims hype up the control centres of the brain. So your brain control skills level up.
  23. Kinda scared to go out and meet someone I might know. I dont know about this social spot anymore, my safe space is kind of ruined. But all the people I know are there. My best option I think is going tuesday to another spot and maybe not going on thursday every time until things become easy again.
  24. ye appears i am spreading misinformation. Forgive me daddy
  25. So the people that confronted me at the social spot, I saw a few of them yesterday again. Well for one, one of the leading guys there said in the beginning that I can get in but he might kick me out later should she arrive. That left me knitting on the same spot for 5 hours. I really need the talk to further explain my situation. Well its likely that to a certain degree she already shared the info of the mail but I dont know about that. So well a few of the people who confronted me I saw again. She looked at me like I am the absolute worst. Then she brought another guy who I forgot was also present who also looked at me like I was the absolute worst. I tried to built some eye contact but there was no way getting through or to a conversation so I ignored them. But the amount of stress I felt was quite something I never experienced before I think. A new quality of fear.
  26. Thank you! I was actually also diagnosed with unspecified anxiety disorder same day so I think non stimulants are better for that.
  27. How is amphetamine a "non-stimulant"? I cba with you guys 💀💀💀💀
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