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  2. @CARDOZZO for me, i meant the opposite. i never made a habit of reading books daily.
  3. It appears to go deeper than even mere instinct. Deception is like an overlay on top of perceptual experience. & perhaps this is even too deceptive of a description. It is as if there is no separation between deception and perception. This may be due to entanglement of perception, deception, & survival. Or maybe I'm completely utterly deceived?
  4. @aurum I guess nothing has felt "right". It feels like i would be wasting my life learning things i don't care about just to get by. Maybe I need to stop being idealistic and settle for less I guess. I just know i will regret not fully living, but what I'm currently doing doesn't feel like "living" either i suppose. I can't have it all. I look at people like Leo and see a glimpse of what is possible if you really go for it. I'm just having a hard time knowing what "it" is going to be for me. I've always had a hard time with it until "it" became the life i have now.
  5. I was doing it too. Reading too much books on different topics at the same time, lack of focus, intent and clear goals.
  6. forcing people to sit still for 2 hours will make them start a revolution. If kim jung un made people sit still for 2 hours, there would be a regime change the next day. You cant force discpline.
  7. @CARDOZZO yes, the thing though is I've been doing that unconsciously and couldn't articulate it until lately.
  8. I’m still waiting for my book to ship and I ordered it on March 13th! Still hasn’t come! Got it from Amazon. WTF!!
  9. It’s fake spirituality. Leo add this to the list of examples of Fake Spirituality. OF is so unconscious that no awakened person would do it. They obviously weren’t awakened enough to exit the OF Matrix. It’s no different than Connor Murphy’s “spirituality”.
  10. I like to pestle and mortar the shit out of my fruits, then cram them into capsules. I can fit 1g in five capsules. I tried every ROA and I landed there. So easy and convenient. I test one of them to see the potency of my genetics a day prior to determine what dose I want. 1g feels like 2g depending on mushrooms’ genetics.
  11. @Carl-Richard, I think complete proof of solipsism would be to say that other's private experience is imagined, which is not to say that one can not imagine them by closing one's eyes or thinking about it. It's true that the experience of others is non-existent to each one of us; however, that's not a proof of solipsism, because then how are people aware of stuff in your experience.
  12. It’s all the things you guys mentioned.. not only one of them . its seeing through the illusion of separate ego self which is the thinker of thoughts or doer of deeds . And therefore a lot of guilt and self judgement dissipates because you know that there is really no solid entity as you existing separately from conditions which is to be shamed for fucking up. Automatically this means you forgive others as well ..you still can get ANgRy lol but you see their behavior from a higher zoomed out perspective. seeing through “problems “ . Understanding how the world is going through it’s laws and it’s dreamy nature makes you feel peaceful and unshakable by strong negative conditions when they occur because you see through “negative “ itself by seeing through your ego. it’s also the answer to who you are really and what existence is . Of course you can’t really put the Answer in words but there is a radical shift that happens . It’s necessarily a knowing .
  13. It's because the masses refuse to believe that our leaders are deliberately harming us for profit, control, and power. The default ego always becomes like that behind closed doors.
  14. The instance upon that which is I am already a becoming Meaning is the chooser of destinies Fragmentation is anything less The knower of Infinity Is the one dissolved within it While driving within its purpose This is Consciousness Rising Happy April 2nd. - PS: Mapping infinite consciousness as a mode of being in the future to teach others a "how to" manual. No "date dropping" for obvious reasons! Yes, mapping for rational minds and above to teach the jump to meta-rationality and above as an organic leap. Epilepsy until the foreseeable future prevents me from taking psychedelics in large part, so I have had to reconstruct my mind in a way that hits the ceilings of insights they can bring. Sincerely, stay strong. The more democratic a society is in a world of filtered oversaturated information markets, the more the individual must fight for the freeing of their own mind. Honour that grace to your own.
  15. I’d be curious to ask any of them what nihilism is. I am anticipating a bunch of blank stares and bullshit. I think they suffer and cope with the low attention, fast reward crap cause they don’t know any better.
  16. They didn't go through higher education, I assume. Most Americans are like this it's not specific to Gen Z.
  17. 100% Connecting your learning process to specific goals are necessary depending on where you are at life.
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  19. No one asked or tested if Jews were trusted enough to be given a state. In fact they were wrongly mistrusted for centuries and instead persecuted, leading to the crime of all crimes - Holocaust. The horrors of that made it clear - people are owed a right to dignity and safety - inalienable and unconditional. But now Palestinians are asked to build enough trust to earn the right to live in a portion of their own home from which they were cleansed from. This is inverted and gaslighting propaganda Western Zionists speak of. Rights of this kind are a domain where permission doesn’t need to be asked. That doesn’t mean trust doesn’t need to be built - but it’s not a prerequisite for the right. “UN Recognition: Numerous United Nations resolutions, such as Resolution 3236, explicitly reaffirm the "inalienable rights of the Palestinian people," including the right to self-determination, national independence, and sovereignty. "Not Conditional": In legal terms, these are often described as jus cogens (peremptory norms), meaning they are fundamental principles of international law that cannot be set aside or made conditional upon the "permission" of an occupying power or neighbor.”
  20. Germany still participates in western imperialism (participating in the invasion of Afghanistan, supporting Israel, etc), that is correct. It's history is full of double standards and hypocrisy, same as British, French, Dutch, Belgian, Portugese, Spanish, Italian and American history, all mercilessly extracted wealth out of their colonies in competition to each other. All of that led to the world of today. It is important to consider that German politics is extremely ideologically confused, upholding European dominance in the world, because it is profitable, as well as trying to be liberal and good because of the things you stated. They are unconditional US and Israel supporters, but do little airdrops of food for Gaza, because starving people, eh, is a little too much. When it comes to Arabs in Europe, much violence, clan and mafia wars, gang rapes and terror happened. It just happened in front of everybody's eyes, and the establishment tried to deny it oftentimes. Calling Germans Nazis for being critical about that, is just ludicrous...
  21. Sure. Probably you hate scientific precise language.
  22. I’m with you on Project Hail Mary.
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