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  2. If I never tasted fast food, I wouldnt crave it. Look at indigenous people, they dislike the taste. You have a natural instinct for food but not that it is made in a particularily junky way. No I never smoked.
  3. This thread has turned cringe. Please stop.
  4. Today
  5. In this video he says the Russia Ukraine war is really a US, Russia war. How does the new US administration factor into this? Trump is giving Putin what he wants.

  6. Finished the LP course

    Jannes replied to Jannes's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I am building up from pretty low when it comes to my attatchment style. But I am at least conscious of it. It felt almost impossible oto built a connection before, now it feels just very difficult.

  7. Finished the LP course

    Jannes replied to Jannes's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Pretty intnse social evening. I felt good, like I had gained a new confidence because I felt like I could handle all the greeting rituals and could create boundaries if the need was there. Also saw the wpmi-girl again after some weeks now. She went for a hug immediately and I felt a little hesitant but it was okay. Emotionally a bit came up. At a later point I sat next to her and she asked me again how I was feeling and that I didnt seem like I was feeling good. Almost like the Bladerunner girl ("You look lonely, I can fix that") in the advertising spot but provoking me to say I didnt feel good. She had another guy on her side and he seemed on hyper attention noticing our dynamic. Didnt want anything to do with that, I built enough emotional distance that I basically didnt care. I had pretty good conversations actually. I kind of got to a point where I thought about what I want to do instead of trying to learn the rules. Later two guys from my old theatre club I am cool with and the girl I hooked up with a few weeks ago entered the room. Complete overstimulation, first the guys from the old theatre club representing the old theatre club and then the girl I had no idea with how to reenter the atmosphere with again. After a minute or so I noticed that they came in a group, damnit. Chatted up with one of the guys who played some Super Mario on an old console on his own. We had a good chatter actually. At some point he made a break saying he has to look for his group so I left as well, feeling that I might be unwanted anyway. He came back, locked around the room, our eyes catched, I smiled, he smiled back and I reentered the round and he continued playing on the console. It went completly over my head that we were kind of establishing a connection. I reentered later though. I didnt talk to the girl in the end. In my head my strategy was that when she would completly avoid my eye contact she doesnt want to talk and thats all good. When there is some eye contact then I would talk to her friendly. I think I was being pretty pussy.
  8. You don't need "game", you need to become the kind of man that women want to follow. That's the only thing that ultimately matters if you want a solid LTR. The issue is that men need to go through a process for developing that. You don't just "get it" by default. And part of that process is actual experience with women. Without this experience, you will have no idea what properly attracts her or understand what keeps her around. It's like expecting you'll be excellent at a sport you've never played. There's no short-cutting this process just by being a chivalrous, hard-working provider. She has to be hooked on the man bringing in the money, not just the money itself.
  9. I am backing this! Do not attempt dry fasting!! It's not worth the risk. If you stop giving water to your body you can run into dangerous territory pretty quick! You certainly cannot avoid running into trouble after 3-5 days. The issue is not even so much the lack of water but your bodies reaction when you rehydrate it. Google refeeding syndrome !! It can have deadly side effects. Also, is there a way to keep the ai trolls from polluting this forum with potentially dangerous content like this thread? @Leo Gura
  10. The only one standing in my way is myself. I’ve overcome my worst villains and I will continue to do so until my death. I am a villian not to be toyed with 😼
  11. My body and mind feel a lot more fluid and dream like when I am in a hyper meditative state. My identity also expands. Love expands! Selflessness radiates 🦋 Even pain gets recontextualized. It’s no longer my body and mind is suffering, rather, suffering itself is being touched by Love.
  12. It'd be nice to live in a country that gives a fuck about its citizens
  13. I thought people are looking for Truth in this forum. Yet from these responses it seems clear that %99 of the forum looking for gossip, not Truth. Peace.
  14. @Thought Art your saying there is a distinction between 11 and under being a pedophile that fine but then you are also okay calling them pedophiles when they are having sex with girls that are older. I'm not being contradictive here you are. You want to call them pedophiles but also say that having sex with someone older than 12 isn't a pedophile. I understood what you said but you are saying both things at the same time. You are saying before puberty is pedophiles and after puberty is also pedophiles therefore making your definition run under tha blanket child. ( younger that 18) if that's the cause you are a pedophile too. You want it both ways while also not including yourself so you gish galloping around the definitions. The collective term means everyone attractive under 18 ( the hot ones)that you are sexually attracted too ( which is not under your control) makes you a pedophile. You want the definition of pre pubescent and the definition of after puberty while excluding yourself from it. I don't care about heeby geeby philes its either pre pubescent which makes epstein non pedophiles or after puberty which makes you one also. I don't know why there are so many different terms for fucking kids its weird. 15 types of kid fuckers. More types of child molesters than personality types. If you ever found a 17 year and 11 months old sexually attractive you are definitionally a pedophile so just say I am whats the big deal. Woke mind virus is the big deal.
  15. This is a dream right now, just become conscious of it. I should write a whole book about it now 😂
  16. Great news huh, its said to be happening in Australia too soon
  17. @Ramasta9 Fo' real?
  18. Put a bit of pressure on them and see how they behave. This works for me. Talk is talk
  19. Never again. Nearly ended my life. Beans saved me
  20. I always knew i wanted to be a rapper. Rap is one of my deepest passions. I already write rap in italian.

  21. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread

    Thought Art replied to Leo Gura's topic in Psychedelics

    @Leo Gura Don’t think so?
  22. @SamC Well said
  23. Alcohol is shit
  24. What is this "need" to help without help being asked? Where is this need/urge coming from? You could see us as people who have been on this path for a long time. We are simply pointing towards something that is often missed during earlier stages of awakening, just friendly pointers / reminders, like an elder would remind someone younger, its not an ego thing, just simple wisdom from life experience. It will all make sense in good time

  25. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread

    Leo Gura replied to Leo Gura's topic in Psychedelics

    No
  26. @Hojo Man, make the distinction. They are under 18 but older than say, 12. 18 is adult. So they are under aged girls. Likely, the technical term would be hebephile. technically not pedophilia. But, colloquially people just call anything under aged pedophile. People don’t in common speech make clinical distinctions between hebephiles and pedophiles. So, I am fine with people using that term colloquially, or clinically. 18 year olds are adults. Which is what you were trying to say before makes you a pedo (when used colloquially), but it doesn’t because they are legally adults. Like, are you just being stubborn or or are you struggling with making distinctions here? It isn’t that complicated. I sense you literally just didn’t understand my previous comment…..
  27. Your direct experience is infinite creativity. Every art, every word, every feeling… ALL of it. There’s nothing else to do but to be fully present and in love with your Absolute Boundless Beauty ✨🖤
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