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  2. Trans-sanity. Logic beyond human sanity. Inspired by Leo's episode "8 Unique And Original Proof's Of God"
  3. @zurew boss, I'm on it. We going deep 🧩🔍
  4. Yes, that's a good one.
  5. Just observe it. With psychedelics you would be able to observe it much deeper.
  6. Yes and Tom Rowlands of the Chemical Brothers as well, excellent combo.
  7. @Leo Gura One insight that struck me the deepest was the full realization of myself as God being an infinite shapeshifter. This always made sense to me as a child and it was especially profound having that come full circle both experientially and mentally.
  8. Then you know that you don't know, and this happen because you are deeply attached to the conceptual learned world but in a negative mode. If you really transcend the learned mental structure, you would know directly. What you are doing is protecting yourself of the conceptual mind constructing a negative conceptual mind and getting stuck in it
  9. @LoneWonderer Much love man yeah gonna take a while to really integrate my experience and make sure I convey it as best I can
  10. This is what I immediately noticed a few years back when I wanted to do research. Its more useful to use the word ET or extraterrestrial or UFO or UAP when you use the searchbar on a secret service and or on a government website. Leaving it as a lazy person so that other motivated actualizers will find the juicy cases for me. There are a few recent ones near my area, but I personally havent seen shit unfortunately.
  11. Opposite, if you experience the itch without thoughts about it, you will know exactly what it is. You will perceive the reality happening, it's movement and it's vitality. But it's not only stopping your conceptual thinking about it, you need to open yourself to the flow of reality, and that means being open to yourself because you are the reality happening.
  12. @aurum oh it's Aurora - pure feminine expression! Thanks for the share
  13. Today
  14. @Yimpa are you a native american. i mean is your ancestory from native americans
  15. Then if nothing appears as something, maybe it's something. Just an idea. Maybe it's creative power developing itself without end. And that creative power is the inevitable consequence of the limitless. That's why reality lives. Just contemplate the fact of existing. I don't mean thinking about it, just seeing it, same than you see the fact of the self is not real, you could see the fact of existing right? Just see it without filter, it's happening now. Remove the barrier of: I'm not real (that is a conceptual idea) and see.
  16. I'm feel very good, anyway I could feel very bad, that's human life. This doesn't mean that I'm trapped in the ego. Trapped in ego suffering is more constantly but if you are more or less free of the mental frame that compares and defines everything you also could suffer. Suffering is a reality being human Anyway, your idea of enlightenment means scaping of human nature denying it. It could work in some extent but it has a cost. Your mind will get limited.
  17. Hello Vivec. I have watched your channel for a few years now, and your work has helped me learn many things. I am so happy for you brother! You are an incredible positive influence in this spirituality space and look foward to following your journey from here! Will def watch your awakening update video when it drops! 🥰
  18. @Cubbage Awesome! Namaste There is no guru like DMT
  19. I did it. Speechless. There are no words. Cliche, but ultimately true for the feeling of what awakening is like. The epitome of ineffable. This was the ultimate shift from destructive nihilism towards positive nihilism that I needed in my life right now as well. My ketamine addiction completely clouded my mind for many years and my mind would spin delusions as Truth and couldn't let go of the "ketamine consciousness" if you will. My DMT trip just now recontexctualized my whole life and tapped into the mind of God in a way I have never experienced before. I know it goes unfathomably deeper than I can ever fathom, but this was the first of many awakenings in the future and it was finally refreshing to have helped me now make sense of all of my past trips albeit without the chaos. I had fallen back into my ego for many years since I took a break from my healthy psychedelic practice around 2022. This was after my 90mg 4-aco-dmt experience (do not recommend a dose this high at all tbh I actually overdosed it accidentally) my whole life changed for better and worse and I was in a perpetual state of endlessly fluctuating states of euphoria and dysphoria in my mind. Eventually after enduring this chaotic mindset every day and other events in life unfolding for me, I got addicted to ketamine and it ruled my life for years up until October 2025 when I went to Japan for 3 months and embarked on various wellness retreats and to spark magic back into my life. This ultimately ended up helping me recover from ket addiction and has not only been amazing for myself it's now allowed me to have a second life purpose for helping addicts alongside guiding others towards awakening. This trip unlocked a part of me that had been slowly bursting out of me my whole life. I'd like to thank DMT firstly but and even bigger thanks to @Leo Gura for sowing the seeds towards my awakening. I love You. 👁
  20. Este thread es gracioso. Hola mami que tal?
  21. Reaction from the man himself Ross. He is not amused.
  22. God is Infinite Love. Full stop. G♾️D
  23. Tomora is one of my biggest algorithm wins of the year:
  24. @Yimpa you might like this one! Boards of Canada are very strange - ambient electronic math-rock, it is often classed as. But it is it's own strange genre! Nice to see you poke your head up on the forums again! Much hugs
  25. Wow, first time I have heard of this Will def blast this song next time I’m on the road!
  26. Yeah His acting is okay but how he is in public life is soo performative
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