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  2. Russell Brand was possessed by the demon of lust. That can be concluded from the public accounts of his actions as well as his own admissions. To think he would take “no” for an answer in naïve. My guess is that he has raped or sexually assaulted dozens or maybe even hundreds of women. Out of that number, the prosecutors were able to come up with six women who had cases that could be actually brought to trial. Keep in mind that a judge reviewed the evidence of these cases and ruled that could be brought to a jury to determine the facts. I really hope that they can remove him from society so that he can do no more harm.
  3. Build a custom content consumption app that aggregates content from your subscriptions and preferred sources, and organize it all based on your mood or goal. Maybe today I’m interested in AI workflows but if chess videos show up, I’ll easily get sidetracked and start watching chess games. This app would solve that problem and better channel my focus on my intent or mood. I would have categories for AI, chess, politics, psychology, health, business ideas, etc. If I want chess, I only see chess content. But you’d also want a discovery feature and a news feature. Claude Code could easily build such an app. I think custom content consumption apps will become very popular.
  4. For example if your friend is jealous on you and plotting against you unconsciously. It is healthy to walk away or distance them a little a bit. Most people who are jealous will never admit. Because they are not aware of it. Most people don’t even know about the unconscious although 80% of the human is unconscious. Even Leo rarely talks about it which is why I don’t categorize him as a high conscious person.
  5. An autonomous mind is unpredictable and does not follow rules just for the sake of fitting in or being liked. An autonomous mind is also more creative, so more outlandish ideas come to it.
  6. Personal development work can be a messy process.
  7. No, I am not sure. I said "I feel like". And there is nothing you can do about it.
  8. I am trying not to put my hopes to high... I've got this theory Satan himself doesn't want anything to do with Trump, which is why the orange monster got a free plot armor subscription for nearly 10 years. Please disprove the theory so I don't feel anymore that I am living in a South Park episode. My mental health will thank you later!
  9. Tier 1 reactivity and emotionality will always be part of you too. If you feel you need to protect yourself from tier 1 people then you are subconsciously in some sort of war within you.
  10. @Jordan of the Shire it has to do with the pre trans fallacy. Basically you have to synthesize their pov and your own pov and not discount your own pov which SD green and other “sacrifice self” stages do.
  11. I appreciate your answers. Probably I'm too conservative for this forum in terms of women intercourse haha. You freakin' leftists!
  12. Leo I think you underestimate a daily meditation practice for producing mystical states. But I think that's bc as you said in one of your other posts, you're not very mentally loose, so you need a more hardcore practice like kriya yoga. But for someone who is loose I think kriya yoga can actually be too much.
  13. Likely an avoidant attachment style The good news is that there are many many great videos about it on Youtube. The bad news is that it takes a good amount of inner work to change the trend. I lost a man I really liked last year to it. The guy has sabotaged our relationship so bad he made a fuss about me not wanting to stay friends and then when I offered to meet for some coffee months later, he wasn't even able to follow up.
  14. In experience, I think it is in part because consciousness depth and breadth decreases attachment to timelines, so someone could release what another people might hold onto for years, in a second. And also, the awareness of causal factors is more immediately clear and so actions may seem unpredictable to someone who doesn't have this happening. An example for me is untangling a cord. I can pick up a cord and untangle it without rationally or logically knowing how it is tangles. I just shut my thoughts off and let me hands do the work, and voila, it's untangles. Another person might get caught up in how it is tangled, measuring it, thinking of how to untangle it, stare at it for awhile, contemplate how it ended up there in the first place, melodramatically wallow in existential dread, pick it up, put it down, then finally pick it up, and spend some time getting it over with. This same example falls apart when I try to solve a rubix cube. I am person b in that case. hahaha
  15. Are you sure? If so, why the fuck are we letting him get away with such things??!
  16. I feel like the process of integrating the stages is in part a relationship to understanding that there is no self. So like in my case. I probably have 20% integration of the notself experience. Rather than a thought or paradigm or conceptual framework. When I see other people, the felt sense is that I can place my conscious locally within their paradigm and experiment with how they see the world. This is a felt sense, genuine, putting oneself in someone elses shoes type experience. Knowing the mind and awareness are separate, I'm noticing, is helping me have less dissonance from views that are different than my own. However it still causes an initial kick back when I experience dissonance, and need to actively do the dissolve process to move past it. How do other people work through the stages?
  17. @enchanted thank you, appreciate it @Ramanujan especially pick up is about attraction, the problem is that we only see looks and money as the way to attract rather then energy/frame/social skills etc. try chasing a woman and see how fast she runs from you, even the energy of chasing will make her run for the hills. @Salvijus good quote, from now of on I will always put on honey parfume
  18. That is not a good measure. Real channels still use AI thumbs.
  19. Because the self-actualized person always do what he has to, then you don't conform to predictability.
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  21. Treating the adoption of a national identity as an awakening is peak conformity. Identity based on survival can never be about awakening because it will always be false. Survival only offers pseudo-identity. God is the true identity, because anything you look at is God itself!
  22. Good stuff hehe
  23. Youtube has changed a lot, but there are still a lot of great channels out there.
  24. Just to clarify the position, I'm saying that a rationalist ignores the top left quadrant of phenomenology and views it as epistemically useless. But the question that they're asking can only be answered from phenomenology and nowhere else. You cannot show that you exist or that you're feeling anything empirically. The only way to know That you are feeling something is to recognize through self-awareness that you are feeling. And the only way to know that you exist is to recognize through self-awareness that you exist. My position is that any random human can easily do this, but the rationalist has rejected basic first person knowing from ideology. It is perfectly reasonable to question whether you're feeling love or something else, that you don't know what you're feeling. But that's not what I'm saying. Saying that your feelings have to be proven empirically doesn't make any sense. The dog was a random example and isnt my main point, i dont know what a dog is experiencing: but if we want to answer the question The right epistemology here is you got it intuit it. Experience + observations + insert epistemic options + contemplation. I don't have first-person experience being a dog. I have limitations being me.
  25. Yes, I guess you could say that. The thing is that progress in this area is somewhat tricky to keep track of and even harder to adequately put into words due to its often very paradoxical and non-linear nature. To give you a rough impression of where I am at and what I have been through: My initial breakthrough shift in early 2021 (during which had what you might call my first (sober) experience of "The Void") was followed by a pretty intense dark night of the soul phase that lasted for about two years, during which a lot of heavy unresolved trauma came to the surface and which was marked by long stretches of deep existential despair and disorientation; after that storm had finally passed, I felt much more at peace with myself/reality and began to experience progressively more and more heightened and expansive energetic presence and bliss, to the point where life basically started to feel like a 24/7 acid trip... which in a lot of ways it still very much does to this day, lol. Now, would I say that there is "no more suffering"? No, I wouldn't. There is still a lot of shadow stuff coming up and being aired out, if you will; but there is less and less resistance towards it. And the less resistance there is, the more directly and intensely everything is being felt (to the point where it sometimes almost feels like the entire body is being electrocuted by strongly vibrant energetic waves), and yet at the same time the onslaught of sensations loses its harrowing & intimidating/overwhelming quality and starts feeling strangely blissful, at times almost orgasmic... again, very hard to put into words. That's why I like to say that bliss is not a specific feeling; if anything, it is the acceptance and allowance of all feelings and sensations. I tried all kinds of stuff over the years... talking to friends and professionals, journaling, hypnotherapy, holotropic breathing, psychedelics, reiki, energy healing, trauma release exercises, ecstatic dance, crystals, you name it. It is honestly hard for me to say which of these tools and methods were effective and which ones weren't; I am sure that they all contributed in their own ways to getting me to where I am today. So really the best advice that I (and probably anyone who isn't a thickheaded dogmatist) can give you is: Just try out a bunch of stuff and see what resonates. I honestly don't think that there are any true one-size-fits-all solutions; there may be certain valid and valuable guidelines, but in the end everyone has to find and walk their own unique path. Bon voyage, my friend. 🤘
  26. I didn't mean back to back. I meant: Week 1: 20mg — improper plugging technique (otherwise would have worked) Week 2: 40mg — improper plugging technique Week 3: 80mg — BOOM!
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