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  2. You mean more tears and bliss? Well heck. I'm game.
  3. NN can and will achieve instant God realization for you though Deeper levels that is, you have already crossed that threshold
  4. Infinite love is what makes me more open toward the end of my life.
  5. Opposite, read again because it's essential. Try to understand or if you don't agree explain why, then we can talk about the topic What I said was this: "The point is being open to the unlimited nature of this, not knowing that there is only this" What I meant is that knowing that there is only "this", or "one", or "self illusory ", are realizations of the structured mind. Are flat, not alive, are an structure. Being open to the unlimited is not an structure, is being open to what reality is, to it's quality, to its power and harmony that arises from the fact of being no limit,.to the unlimited life that arises from the openess. It's looking your true face, what you are. It's not "someone", it's unlimited, open, but this implies everything. Then you will understand that ultimately anything is the unlimited appearing as a possibility that is possible, but understanding this is not important, what is important is being open to what you are because otherwise you are exiled in the dead desert of the limited
  6. Updates - Ill try and keep it as succinct as possible- Mandy meeting - I thought it would be quite bad, i think it was worse. Main takeaways are she was very defensive with certain basic questions i was asking. I wanted to understand what she did, how much it cost and what were the outcomes of her work. At first she was very weary of me, the impression i was getting is, in her head shes saved the charity and done all this amazing stuff and she doesnt want someone coming in and changing her setup. She said specifically she doesnt think someone could come in as she doesnt like being told what to do, she wasnt specifically talking about me and i didnt mention anything about becoming manager. Although she mentioned it on 3 separate occasions, which was strange. She said she didnt really think about the future which was another red flag. She didnt think there were that many problems with the charity, the only thing she thought would improve the charity would be more funds to recruit more youth workers. She also claimed that youth workers theyve had previously were lazy and in fact had something negative to say about most other people in the organisation, another red flag. After she sent me some of the bids that shes done which were all written terribly to the point where she wrote her name in the place where it was supposed to be the orgs name. But apart from mistakes they just didnt have much coherence, budgets didnt make sense etc. Meeting with the board - this meeting was the following week. With the chairman mostly and a trustee whos really championing me. This was interesting, i asked the chair what they thought were the issues with the charity first to see if we were on the same page and if they saw it as enough of an issue to actually get a manager in. So thank God, yes he said exactly what i wanted him to say! I highlighted the issues that ive found and put myself forward for the role, to which they confirmed that i would be the main candidate. Obviously this is all great news. They later met up themselves plus another trustee to discuss and yeah apparently all good news. Its not confirmed yet, ive still got to have another meeting with them, mainly to just iron out the details but they do want to wrap things up by the end of the month. The one spanner and im not sure how its going to be resolved, the other assistent manager is probably closer to leaving than i thought and he wants to change to a consultancy position to help transition the charity for him leaving and help with the structure. My worry is the board might feel they dont really need him to do that if im kind of doing it anyway, but to be fair to him he has done a lot for the charity and deserves something for it like this type of contract, hes been here for over 10 years at this point. So im gonna have to have a think and see where things go. But hopefully it will work itself out. What im finding a bit tricky is the charity needs to basically be ripped up and rebuilt but in that process some people might not be happy about that, so its trying to keep them happy at least til we have a decent structure in place, a lot of people management basically. Generally positive though so will update after the next meeting.
  7. Because knowing that the self is illusory instead of real is knowing that the self is a) and is not b). Knowing any structure, any category, is a structure of the self. Enlightenment is the breaking of any structure, the openess of yourself to the absolute. The absolute is unlimited, period. Its not real and the self false, the self is an structure that arises in the unlimited because it's possible, it's not real or illusory, it just is. Then if you categorize the self as unreal, it's the self labelling itself as unreal. It's a barrier that encloses you, a total mistake if your goal is enlightenment because keep you inside of the structure
  8. A few years ago I posted that this drunk tourist molested our local Vegas flamingo named Peachy. Now he is on trial. https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dek7cFhIU0s/
  10. Sure he's true and he's a spiritual man, I'm not. But I have a mind much more sharp than his mind, then I understand what is the mind, what is the self and what is the absolute, because I can open myself to the absolute totally more or less easily, but in the most part of the day I'm trying to improve in business, dating girls looking for a girlfriend, learning economy, doing sports and trying to give my best in this life, what's not easy because everything trends to the superficial, narcissist and not alive life If he's speaking the content is essential, I don't care about his aura, maybe he emanates an aura like holy because he's autistic. The topic of enlightenment is totally clear and clearly explainable, you don't need to look a saint, the absolute is everything, not only the hermits who meditate whole day. Those ideas like: you can't say the absolute, etc, are bullshit to appear special. You neither can say the colour red, except to anyone who already has seen the colour red. The absolute is the unlimited , and the unlimited is because it's unlimited, and you are that, the unlimited manifesting as a Knower, then the absolute knowing itself. Where is the problem? Totally simple, but doing it is not so simple, you have to breaking your limits.
  11. Is a duality just also Being from within Being itself, from Source to Source ?
  12. It's also rocket science according to you 😅
  13. The astral world is the world of all of human imagination, every work of fiction comes from the astral plane. Now christianity and the bible come from the astral world, however they form a particular connection with the physical world, because we create our society in christendom in accordance with this christian astral domain of imagination. Christians are more in tune with the astral world than atheists. That's why atheists do not understand christians. The realm of angels, demons, heavens, hells, satan, miracles, the trinity: the father, the son, the holy spirit etc... is the astral/imaginal world. Those things are all real, just another level of reality, even more real we could say than the physical word. The astral world is part of the spiritual world and is a subset of it. Similar to how the physical world is part of the spiritual world, but is also distinct and a subset of it. In the spiritual world there's no constructs or distinction, it's all pure emptiness, void, oneness, God. It's purely non-dual. However whenever we are talking about duality, we're either refrencing to the world of physicality, what science studies. Or the astral world, the world of religion and art. However religion interacts with the physical world in a more culturally significant way because we construct the culture based on it at the ontological level of the culture. Astral projections is when one merges with the astral world: think of an artist in a flow state or when you're dreaming every night in the physical realm.Dreams are also part of the astral world distinct from the dream of physical reality. Or when you're in sincere prayer...
  14. Today
  15. To Infinity and beyond.
  16. Perhaps, but I would say it is his egoic motivation to emerge as a winner that motivates him, and not to become an eternal loser and failure in the event of a nuclear holocaust. His drive comes from his self-image which is addicted to the idea of being a winner and not a loser, and he will do anything to protect and enhance it.
  17. I dont know officially but by my calculation its something like that which is crazy. But I don't want to blame charities as a whole or make it seem like this is normal. The other charity that i work at, they make sure every £ they spend is used effectively and get the most out of staff. To be honest in that job im probably underpaid in the sense of if i did the same thing at a private or corporate and get a lot more. What I would say though is that if the charity isnt run and structured properly, it can very easily be open to abuse. This would be the case if you had a situation at any organisation, where there isnt sufficient oversight. So no one checking member of staffs work and the hours they do for example, is really a gamble, you might get someone who even does more than the hours or you might get someone who just takes the piss and does as little as possible. Thank you bro, really good to hear from you! Hope you're doing well
  18. It was just a response, doesn't mean anything for you obviously 😇 Take care also!
  19. Russia has the epstein files trump and Musk are in
  20. True
  21. True
  22. We tend to overpathologize shame because we don't want to own up to our lives. If your a neet who jerks off 5 times a day and spends most of their waking hours online, and your ashamed of that, then that's a good sign you should change. Shame can be good if it lead to you taking responsibility for you life.
  23. Musk himself had demanded Zhelensky to step down as president. https://www.france24.com/en/americas/20261014-musk-says-us-govt-responsible-for-any-starshield-restrictions-affecting-ukraine There could be a number of reasons for this, starting with staunch chinese support for russia and China's influence on western capitalists. Second factor would be Musk's fears of a nuclear war and holocaust that can wipe out the nation states of the US, Europe and Russia permanently and derail his dream of going to Mars. Musk might be okay with the conflict if he can get to Mars first and end up as a survivor and winner, but not before that.
  24. It depends, on a relative level it is true. But since there are no limits to reality it doesn't have to be that way.
  25. Nn dmt not 5 meo
  26. The acoustics in her head must be incredible
  27. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeksTi2NFBS/
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