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Don’t be a slave to your animalism cannibalism. Truth is learning to let go, I know it’s hard to let go. But let go you must to find absolute peace that lays beyond silently waiting for your return to pure innocence. Adults are just children with high libido. It’s the misery self.
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I think perhaps you're speaking for yourself and trying to apply it to others? Seems like you spiritually bypass a lot from what I've seen across your posts.
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Did you know, when you dream, that dream isnt just like, unconscious mind jargon, like... Forget about how it compares to, "to be", "to become" and to exist for a moment, as just getting the pragmatics of "dreampt exp.," i think is gonna be important, because if you dont really understand "why", then it can become like, "Oh, Dreams are just the ability to shut down this part of your brain, so you dont experience this other, etc..." (insert-two-branches-of-interest, as i chose to explore a different path below, instead of the dreampt voice one...) In my experience, a significant part of dreaming is the body. Like, sure its a moment to forget concerns concerning the physical body, but its also an experience thats based on the physical bodies experience, which is actively being tested/stressed... To explain it in more detail, its that mystical layer that you veil over the mind, not mentioning to yourself the fact that you still have a body underneath, And what you dont realize is, the physical body sortve comes with you, no matter what, like its part of the cycle of experiencing, embedded in the mind, not as like "this is what i look like" per say, but the felt experience of the body is in there, to a significant degree. I would say, most dreams are actually a "dreampt experience of the spiritual body", and your assumed intellect and mind components are the parts you leave behind, Like the intellect is only needed, in as much as it can realize the problem. Like, i figured out, no matter what you do, you can never get a fixed-position in laying, in sleep that doesnt suck for your back / body. But then i fell asleep on the rim of my most comfortable chair (my butt and lumbar touching the rim, not my back, directly) and slowly slid down the rim throughout the night, never stressing any-on- part of my lumbar, back, etc., and at each interval of that felt-bodily experience (in dream) the dream received a moment, a chance to not suck. And it indeed did not suck ~ It was pretty good, excellent at each interval. Of course, nightmares are those that trap theirselves deep in the subconscious, so you would have to have many more nights of good dreams, to change the cycle of the dreaming. I mean, cycles, in general are embedded pretty deep, so its nice to be relieved of the duty of having to try your experience w/ all of those cycles. Like, you cant ever stop existing per say, but you do get a break if you give yourself a good mental and physical break, And that break can come in the form of a dream, so long as youve diagnosed some bodily issues, or any mental issues you yourself have like... But anyway... So in that way, its not exactly straightforward to explain, as everyones existing in different moments w/ different dilemmas to solve. Not everyone has a comfy chair. But its an idea yous can apply, And start to think on more. P.s. I forgot i was gonna include something about the dreampt voice of your dreaming and the subconscious, but i totally forgot. Next time maybe.
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You only crave your addictions, which will never be satisfying or fulfilling. Understanding this brutal truth is to find absolute peace within only yourself. But no one wants to hear it.
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Chasing dreams will never make you happy for one very good reason, go figure. Words are crap. This is too difficult for you to understand, until you do.
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Like Saying that God is Isness, or is just the case, existentce itself. Infinitely Self Contained.
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Slavery is using someone against their will and abuse is hurting someone contrary to their well-being. You're not using those words properly.
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Yes, that's how I've always experienced Ni too. As a kid, I was really odd because I was in constant observer mode, like just trying to soak up data to understand everything that was going on around me. I remember going to school and being a loner and didn't even care and wasn't bothered by it in the slightest because observer mode was too dominant. And the key thing about that mode was that it wasn't trying to close because it wasn't even close to being able to make sense of the world. It was like that until about mid 20s. Mid 20s, all the data started to crystallize and I realized over and over where the intuitions from all the observations started to be right, and where they were wrong. And when they were wrong, I had to know why, like a compulsion. So basically, whatever this cognitive architecture I have is, it was just training the shit out intuition and it had built-in correction mechanisms that were fine-tuning it. Ni proposes, Te disposes. Eventually, my intuitions became so mystical to me that it was like "how tf do I know this?" And for me, Te is really strong, so I would put in the work to understand how I knew - untangling the Ni. After years of untangling the Ni, things got even more mystical because the system just kept proving things that I myself wasn't actually working to produce, or at least, it didn't seem like it other than the Te. Once I gained competence in unpacking Ni, that's when I started closing more. The craziest thing is when you're highly metacognitive AND have Ni AND can competently unpack Ni. That's a strange default mode to live in. And the thing is, I'm aware where there are holes. I can sense it, but that doesn't stop me from trying to fill them in. And part of the process of filling them in is to actually make guesses and be wrong. And when I'm wrong, it registers like a serious violation to my system, which ups the stakes. And I'm guessing being wrong registers like a serious violation to you too, which is why you're so vigilant about avoiding it? I've intuited that before, which is why I wrote you, basically a letter once lol, explaining why it's ok to be wrong and the utility of it, and that you should open yourself up to it more. I've considered that maybe you aren't as Te heavy, thus not as likely to unpack your Ni...maybe? I believe we spoke before about how Te is likely different/weaker for a woman. Also, if you knew me in real life, you would see how careful I am with closing on things. Here on the forum, I have time to think and unpack the Ni, but it's not like that in real life. I mean, I still have sharp intuition, but it arrives as a knowing without a chain of evidence, which sucks, lol. Yeah, same here. It's disposition. I used to want to embody other modes of being, but then when I thought about it and tried it, was like fuck that. There's no escape from you Ni, sorry, lol. Try to immerse yourself in Si, the function furthest from you, and see what kind of hell you create for yourself, lol.
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It's not about whether a guy personally wants to engage in BDSM; it's about the contrast between performative resistance and actual leadership. Getting your way when deciding where to eat is not leadership. Leadership is leading the way in uncomfortable and dangerous situations. When your girl loses her job and has to decide to move back with her parents or trust you to take care of her life is leadership. When you have to decide how to allocate your finances to not get ruined in uncertain times, that's leadership. Uncomfortable sexual scenarios tend to mirror that. Women want a man that's actually gonna have their back when shit goes wrong. Not a dude that tells them no to prove to himself that he has a backbone.
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Mental masturbation with imaginary others doesn’t work either. Nothing works. Might as well just laugh out loud and die gracefully, just slip silently away without making too many grinding noises as you journey back to source.
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@Emerald tactics are temporary guidances until they are internalised and can be dropped. Authentically being yourself isn't always the solution, it is a mix of authenticity and being relatable. I remember being my authentic self for the first time in the club a few years ago and got so much attention and people being drawn to me, but also I was saying some really unrelatable and potentially unintended offending them, alienating people. So a balance is needed, both with tactics, being relatable and then dropping it all and being authentic.
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Those who can be alone in the solitude of absolute truth are indeed blessed. Blessed is S/he who can trip without psychedelics.
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Its a fairytale that that is better
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Marriage between two people is legalised slavery and abuse. Nothing ever belonged to you. Never did, never was, never is, never will.
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Being the leader and being sexually aroused by bdsm girls do not necessarily come together
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It's a fairy-tale for you to be grounded and centered in your own authenticity... and to drop tactics?
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I think he perceived me to be insulting the OP, by saying the tactic in the original post came across as 'try-hard'. So, he was just giving the same insult back because he got defensive.
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Nothing will give you peace except peace. Everything else is just addiction to empty distraction, mistaken for reality.
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This is a fairytale
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Not at all. How so?
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The ultimate glorification of stage Red. Extended Look dropped.
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hahaha
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False equivalency
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Yeah? How do you know.
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