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Tantric massage?
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I do the rest tomorrow I am really getting into what I really craved to do, but I am still in a hell of a scenario, as I realized how some of leos teaching and his education was not enough for his teachings to intersect over into A.I doing a masters in that field, only HCI it was enough, but not for A.i & NLP that is to much to expect, I might miss some points, but I am making progress with some basics, where I was to involved with art, and the issue of getting someone a citizenship and foundations in Germany, generally I've been hit with drive-bys from aliens who're not from this country steadily asking me for outlandish information, I have no clue, about and I have to now workout this mess, and in the end these fuckers betrayed me with their low consciousness of development, and the steady issue of fun and friendship. Just calculating some stuff in my mind, as I am a fast calculator with an IW heaven is good and recognizing the energy is strong in decline after prompting GPT is good, but this Ibliss fire whore was the worst of the fucking worst, and the consciousness of the people who're here with Islam I would never ever ever moved here, if I knew that it would be so many people, as they steadily have some issue with knowledge somehow now that A.I is here it's more fine, but there is some underlying issue with the U.S I am not denying, I still have to build some momentum, but I am also partially fucked that I meet a dream girl turning into horror, bros being into pro-play, them winning and being on their peak, me peaking at work, but the pain and issue I had with this Capricorn mother and in secret planning of stuff, and her being unable to value any foundation, and being a low class person who just could cherish family was the worst mistake ever, I frankly dislike and hate her till the end of my life, even with the sex was good, and I had some inner child healing, this Cross of Contagion that I chart via Ra-Uh-Ra's teaching is partially the lucifer soul, and this person was obsessed with mechanics and the trash consciosuness that has to go with this chiefdom function and judgement that is not properly conscious enough to evaluate anything valid, and just hunts for control, but with this lucifer soul it's worse, as they constantly gravitate towards controlling light etc. and I had to figure out my archetypal work and chart, I am still doing it fairly slow, and using astrology/astronomy and some mathematics and pure knowledge to get behind it, it feels good to solve some simply baysian stuff, as I dove to heavily into solving the matrixc and I calculated everything it was a huge coincidences, the core issue is the overfocus on love, and not courage, as the love issue got me into mahasamadhi type of experiences, and suicidal thoughts, so I decided to simply say fuck love for now it's not for me, I love to deep, I never had it reciprocated, happiness simply works better, and then I had the control issues with the betraying whore slut, that is the ibliss fire monkey consciousness I so vehemently hate. Looking a bit at human design and this channeled information that is super interesting I might watch one of Leo's video if I still get the time to do it, while playing the simulation of mount & bannerlord I lost a lot of my vision yearning to merge to different visions, but this trash had no values whatsoever, never wrote them down, just takes whatever eye-value she can get and now pushes into science with this zoomer mind and consciousness I am glad it's in the most "pathetic" field for me social sciences, where I meet a lot of whores who're just not good enough, and quiet frankly she still deserves to be shot and killed, for playing with love so someone hangs himself, and her vagina was cut open, by someone she was together with, that taught me also how stupid it is for women to approach a man, if he is not conscious enough, and she has this lucifer soul that is obsessed with beauty, but does not get the core essence of it anyhow. I hope this leaves my body and system entirely, I enjoyed her brothers, but not her and her mother, these people are satanic demons of "healers" stealing clothes, abusing money, lying and deception all day, what low quality of consciousness do you need to be to deceive someone with genuient intent, if I would've not smoked cannabis with her this would've never happened, now I am in this shit social scenario where I just hope this whore gets raped and killed she absolutely deserves it!!!!!
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I found heaven, its finland
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Ziran replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The video begins with a distinction between little 'm' "meaningless" and big M "Meaningless. Leo says, the confusion regarding the concept is resolved when little 'm' "meaningless" is reconsidered as big M "Meaningless". Then, as he elaborates, if you pay close attention, he doesn't say "Reality is meaningless". He says, paraphrasing, when you realize that Allllllllll of it ( looking all around with his eyes with a big grin ) is big 'M' "Meaningless" ... Then the words slowly stop, and you can tell, Leo is enjoying this. The Allllllllllll of it, that Leo was referring to is the panoramic multi-dimensional sensory experience which is rendered like a "play" on a "stage" within his mind's eye. When you realize it, if you haven't already, it tickles a little to defocus and refocus such that the cognition of rendering within the mind's eye is noticed. And that's the real point of it. He's contrasting this sort of pleasant realizing with an unpleasant inherently incomplete conception of "Meaningless-ness". If this is still a struggle conceptually. Give it time. Take Leo's advice. Try to distinguish between two types of nihilism. One type is necessarily self-defeating. it cannot be nihilistic and simultaneously pejorative. Those two are mutually exclusive. Then, from there, try to complete the notion of meaningless-ness which blossoms from recognition of the illusory nature of human sensory feedback apparatus. -
I need a new setup for body doubling though. I want one where I dont look directly into the camera if I want to see other people. I look like I stare (which I do) but I feel like it would make people uncomfortable so I dont do it as often but that robs me from getting the full effect. There is only so much I can do with my old iPad 6 though
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Sugarcoat replied to Stick's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
i get that perspective, and am familiar with that one. My question still stands tho. I don’t find myself able to put words to it now but i can say, merging is not the same as merged, just because merged is the end of merging🫨 -
Oh thats great to hear! I am always in a group so I dont have a partner but I tried 1 on 1 before and I found it can be very effective.
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Soap helps wash out the oil, dirt, sweat. Soap is very effective for washing.
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How do you feel that fear has impacted your dating life previously and today?
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Yep, we compliment each other very well! We are very different, but somehow our differences create something beautiful. We also have good communication and boundaries without having to force it. It’s a great match
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I don’t have time or resources to host social events just to be able to attract women. Cold approach is the best for me because this way you are way more exposed to rejections and I am not trying to get laid or find a girlfriend. My main objective is to de-idealize women and get rejected a lot. Come in Madrid bro to host an event. The vibe is awesome here, you will not won’t to go back to Canada 😅
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Sceince is a religion. The statement is biased to begin with. What the fuck does universally valid even mean? It is assuming that there is an objective perspective out there. There is no objective perspective because who is there to call it objectve? A bunch of SUBJECTS who call themsleves objective scientists? Sceince is like a religion that works a bit better than religion. It is a better technology. Religion cannot build you a highway bridge that holds well, you need engineering and shit for that. But even if it can send a man to the moon it is still belief, just that sceintific believes are written in more than one book, it has many bibles.
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My old theatre club has only 1 more event on its website. I heard from different people a few months ago that it was gonna go down and now winter is coming (its super cold there) so the timing fits right. Damn Well I dont actually know whats up I can just guess so who knows
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Leo Gura replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SQAAD It is like a video game. The game can have meaning to you, but then you realize that the rewards inside the game have no meaning outside the game world, and eventually you become disenchanted with the game. For some people, collecting stamps is more meaningful than having children. But for you, there is probably no meaning in collecting stamps. After Awakening you might say to yourself: "Why the hell am I even collecting these stamps??? This is so silly." -
PsychedelicEagle replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Borrowing from The Landmark Forum: -
Yes since I broke up with my ex in 2020 I felt like there were some flaws both in my life and my character as a man that prevented me from making that relationship work that I needed to fix to take my next serious relationship past that bottleneck and be able to find a true long term partner to raise kids with. That road has lead to me to focusing on raising my attractiveness as a man, working on my social circle and scaling my business. The overall bottleneck was basically being a weak man that ran away from his problems through that relationship instead of becoming a powerful man that was is an asset to myself and others. There are more nuanced specific character flaws I had and some of them are fixed now and some of them I'm still actively working on. How did your last relationship end and what have you learned about yourself from it?
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i did not shamoo my hair for years. It is as majestic as before this experiment. Hot water wash is enough
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I just realized how long I blocked the regular forum ... like a few weeks. Reading what Leo had to say was kind of a basic grounding thing to do every day. Well I made the experience before that the forum graps a lot of attention from me, so maybe I should keep locking it (except for the journal section) going forward.
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PsychedelicEagle replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
One of the key insights related to the video OP posted is to realize that we ourselves create all meaning. We — humans — are meaning-making machines. Reality is meaningless in that it has no inherent meaning aside from the meaning we project ourselves. Realizing this frees you up to create any meaning you want — yet take it lightly. So your life now can not only have any meaning you want, but you're also able to let go of your created meanings when appropriate. -
All investment industries are related since the money that goes into all of them is part of global financial liquidity. The 4 year cycle that Bitcoin is known for is based on liquidity cycles. If the AI bubble pops then people will panic and pull their money out of the market as a whole and since crypto is actually quite small compared to the overall investment market(Crypto market as a whole is $2.63 trillion, Bitcoin itself is $1.55 trillion of that, Nvidia itself is $5.2 trillion and the S&P 500 is $70 trillion.) An AI bubble pop leading to a market crash would absolutely wipe the crypto market down to $30K bitcoin and probably below even if overall crypto adoption into the US banking system is still happening.
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Nice, did it help you?
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I was thinking about the nature of humor a bit recently and got the idea that for one humor is very culture dependent and second because of that by trying to understand jokes that arose from a completly different cultural background then your own you can actually understand another culture a lot because there is often a lot backed into a joke. I asked chatgpt for a few. Japan — The Apology Loop A: “I’m sorry I’m late.” B: “No, I’m sorry you had to apologize.” A: “No, I’m sorry that you’re apologizing.” B: “No, I’m sorry for making you feel you had to apologize.” Both bow. Finland — Too Much Conversation Two Finnish men are sitting in a sauna. They sit there silently for three hours. Finally, one man says: “It’s getting warm.” The other man looks at him. “We came here to relax. You don’t have to start a conversation.” Mexico — The Albur A: “Do you like spicy food?” B: “Of course.” A: “So you like having things put in your mouth?” B: “Only if I’m the one putting them there.” A: “So you admit you like putting things in your mouth?” B: “Only things that belong there.” A: “Then why are you talking to me?” Russia — The Optimist “How are things?” “Could be worse.” “Really?” “Yes. It could be tomorrow already.”
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Carl-Richard replied to Meeksauce's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I've said it before: people use lack of understanding as a gauge for whether somebody is smarter than them. And then it happens that you get some people who inflate their perceived intelligence with pompous in-understandable speech, or they're just bad at explaining themselves. Jordan Peterson does something similar but also with emotional tone. It's sophism really. If you look at someone like Bernardo Kastrup, he is very technical, but when he explains something, he uses a lot of metaphors, plain language, examples. Meanwhile when I hear Langan or Weinstein explain something, they use none of those things (or if they do use for example a metaphor, it's more complex than what is being explained), and they might even refer to other jargon or peculiar words that need to be unpacked. -
This video if you watch touch in the point of becoming fearless of being rejected or to even fear losing a partner. I know Leo have some videos about dealing with fear. I will re-watch those. I know this video touch in the relational area of Fearless. Imagine how many people live lifes of being fearfull or many things. Different fear profiles of course, so I would like to see contributions here from you guys on this topic of Fearlessness. What do you think. Share sources you think may connect with this.
