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  2. We should do this: Moon - Mars - Alpha Centauri
  3. Where's the nearest exoplanet (:) ?
  4. Do you all get how important this is?
  5. Trump is in a double bind. If the war continues, oil prices and the economy, but if he stops the wars, eyes back on Epstein.
  6. Didn’t expect to see this shift happening this soon… anyone else following this? "It’s official: several education boards in America just approved a pilot program introducing Consciousness studies; a branch in primary school curriculum including: • History of spirituality • Psychedelic studies: history and practices • metaphysical Love • 2-hour meditation sessions. and more." Honestly, I’m just sitting here like… what is happening in the world right now? the same world where trump exists and the war with Iran, and this?? Have things escalated this fast, or is this just a very niche pilot that somehow finally got traction?
  7. Take some glycine or something. Something verbal should rarely ever escalate to something physical. If it does and you didn't want it to happen, it's a problem with you and your emotional regulation. Go speak to someone.
  8. I could always see and read people, only now its more refined because i take care of my mind, body and health better. The glasses are to block distorting flickers and harmful blue-light frequencies that most screens emit, so you can read better and remain in a more calm and meditative state. These devices are very harmful to our biology, bluelight is only scratching the surface, but we've become so used to them we don't notice. I personally have the same films, glasses and protection layers on all my devices and screens. It makes a very big difference, especially the master antioxidant "melatonin" and pineal gland needs to be protected, if you wish to function and tap into higher levels of your psyche and abilities. This is probably why i can see things so easily that many others cannot. I have redesigned my entire being. Of course being in a natural environment is ideal and optimal, we sometimes cannot do that and have to find a middle way. Shungite & Tensor Rings are also very important tools I use for harmonization.
  9. Thats a solid point. How likely is it that someone is able to integrate? Do they need to have genetic gifts? To integrate trauma it forces you to care about truth. But most people can't integrate because they just can't prioritize truth, and dig deeper into corrupt coping mechanisms.
  10. It’s a tricky dilemma, because if he watched many years ago, he may be after more basic self-help stuff. Maybe this one? Or some practical video along those lines.
  11. Have you ever heard about Mauro Biglino? He have something to say about the Real trasnlations of Exodus+Genesis..etc.. I had two book from him but I had no patience to go search about his claims.
  12. Exactly. Its like trying to skip the middle man, the dark alleyway, the ugly path of truth, but it isn't surprising to people who think synthetic drugs will make them enlightened and promote it over and over again further distorting and confusing younger and lesser experienced seekers. Lets not go into how many people almost went insane follow this dickheads advice who runs this forum.
  13. I am fully aware of what you speak and thank you for the reminder. Whats disturbing for me is admins and moderators and people in this forum who are very controlling, afraid, and caught up in their fantasy world, that they reject anything of the matter and dismiss it as pure fabrication. I have no fear or disturbance of this stuff, i was deep into this stuff for 20+ years, whats disturbing is when people still to this day, even among more "conscious circles" are totally blind and oblivious too it. Its the very brainwashing I talk about that has biochemically cleaned some individuals out so well that they cannot see or even be 'open to the possibility' that a lot of these so called "conspiracy theories" are actually true and really happen/d. I am rarely in the politics sections because i fully understand what you speak of on a deeper level, at the same time, i believe in being free to say and share what you want, not to be controlled and manipulated by others on what you can and cannot share, that's a red flag for me, and that is not an example of a higher conscious / higher intelligence forum. We are not just sharing garbage here, there are very good discussions and findings that come out of this stuff. Most people on this forum are above average intelligence and generally more conscious. It sometimes feels like Leo is part of these very bloodlines and been strategically put here to distort spirituality and suppress the darker truth. I never met someone so intelligent and yet so oblivious at the same time. Or maybe he fears that these things may actually turn our to be true, so prefers to keep them in the shadows. This forum has always felt off. I warned everyone about the vaccines in 2020 because i was seeing thousands of doctors, scientists, and experts around the world sharing the dangers and side effects of vaccines, polio, aids, and linking autism and many premature deaths in babies and children directly to them, that from 2014 - 2017 hundreds, if not thousands of doctors and experts who spoke out mysteriously died shortly afterwards or were totally silenced and lost their positions. Many others attempted to raise awareness during coronavirus here and Leo and others laughed at us and blocked / banned our posts and members. Only because they had full trust in them. Yet millions of people have died from it or from its side effects, more so than those who didn't get it. Millions of people regret it. The media was used to hide all the horror stories real people were sharing in person or through alternate media channels. History repeats itself. And its often those individuals now who have the bio/nano-tech and extremely harmful substances and heavy metals in them that are further brainwashed and unable to see the truth right in front of them. I can go into endless horror stories i have heard about first hand from not only on the internet, but real people and friends after they took the jabs but I don't wanna get into that stuff cause it would threaten everyone here who took it, especially the Pindar of the forums I mean there are files now showing that einsteins DNA was in many of the vaccines but that will definitely trigger a lot of people.
  14. How do you know this?
  15. I agree with this of course. The point that was making is that it's rare. And I wanted to make a distinction between trauma that you just can't recover from. I've seen more people not recover than recover by a huge amount. Only a fraction of people have the capacity to integrate things this is a superstar ability. If your a superstar integrator, Trauma is valuable. ⭐️ Lets not downplay the value of trauma.
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  17. I just wanna leave one more note here for yall to build on, and that is how this story is bigger than Jerusalem and surrounding areas ~ As the common fascination is w/ the common era (1st AD Century), the same 12 disciples, or the same characters that pertain to the new testament, and thats a story of not so many characters, and trying to work w/ evidence that youd be hard pressed to say one way over the other about. I found it interesting because it related to "Rome" and Greece. Like, i believe that theres a piece of Rome / Greece that we are missing in order to change things for the better. I dont think things are gonna change for the better by looking at Jesus for the 50'ith thousan'th time again. Its the same situation w/ the old test., that is, your Noahs, Abrahams, Isaacs.. Jacobs, Josephs, Moses'... Alongside Aaron and Miriam (P.s. Moses is a common name... Thutmoses, Amenmose, Ramesses essentially = RaMoses); And several hundred years later n the old testa., you got Joshua, Gideon, Naomi, Ruth, and Boaz, followed by Samuel, Jephthah, Ephraim, Samson, Saul, David and Solomon, and then Jehoshaphat, Elijah, Jehoram. Similarly you have the Angels outside of the bible (though theres one or two mentioned in the bible~canon): Arariel, Ariel, Azazel, Azrael, Bachiel, Cassiel, Cherubim, Daniel, Eisheth, Gabriel, Jerahmeel, Jophiel, Lailah, Michael, Nuriel, Nephilim, Ramiel, Raphael, Raziel, Samael, Seraphim, Sariel, Teraphim, Uriel, Zerachiel These are anecdotal figures from the ancient era, if they are real; Not characters that we know forwell (beyond any verses they might have in the bible). The new testament figures assoc., Jesus (or James or Mary) are the kinds of characters that fascinate ppl, but like, theres only so many times you can look at Luke 3:4 –> As it is written in the book of the words of Isaiah the prophet: Or ‘A voice of one calling in the wilderness... “Prepare the way for the Lord, make straight paths for him. Theres mystical theology and material not included in the bible, but you are reading the same things over and over, its stuff about Jesus (or stuff leading up to him) and im not sure what the goal in all of that would be, other than being like a fake-intellectual scavenger hunt toward nothing. Theres little, if any, Philosophy hanging at the other side of the rainbow. But, if yous wanna see a crazy story, https://eulogikon.org/index_alphabetic Start from the first figure at the top, "Abydenus the Historian", and just scroll up a little to see if the figures that start with /A/, see if they ever end... or count to yourself (1, 2, 3...) And see how long it takes to get to the first figure that starts with /B/... Thats jus' a slice of all of the figures (starting with /A/ alone) that derive from the Ancient Greece / Roman era of literature and fragments, fragments that we've had passed down to us. That is the epitome of Philosophy since it contains the seeds of what would be the recordings of~and the guide itself on Philosophy; Philosophy as a common term/notion that ppl would come to know I am going off topic, cause i already made a thread specifically on Philosophy, but this is just to say that, I wasnt actually interested in Jesus or the bible. I was tryina make a thread on whats-his-face, Josephus Flaviius to demonstrate that there are people from Jerusalem that are able to lead the story towards something \*else, instead of leading it BACK into that sht show that is Jerusalem, And they somehow survive, possibly being lucky enough to tell the tale and say something significant, and not about, "glory to the lord". Someone like Josephus Flavius wouldve been an example of someone staggered and shook, and just trying to *resolve those events in his head, in some way that felt like it was the truth for his situation / dilemma. All lives / experiences are like a resolve of a particular dilemma that we are thrown into, you know, if it isnt Jesus, then its like the Planetary Aliens and the Galactic Light on the Pedestal or somethin. If it isnt Big Foot, then its the Abominable Snow Man / Yeti', if its not Skinwalker Ranch, its something else... I mean, theres gonna be something at the *center of the conversation, and Jesus just so happens to look like something that fits in the center of a story, but that is like, a pointer to an experience that is a mystery, in the same way a' rare unicorn creature in S.Amer., or N.Russia is a mystery~seeing as nobodies ever found it yet. We continue to search for the unicorn, we continue to search for Jesus (or Satan, same thing, same *seed atleast). But these may not even be real people or creatures. History makes alot more sense when you see it from like a step-by-step, like carving one inscription on the wall at a time, and adding puzzle piece inscriptions to the canyon-side-winde or somethin', that which hold the most potential.
  18. Severe trauma is usually a net negative. What you want is mild trauma which doesn't cripple you, which you can overcome and integrate.
  19. This is a judgement. It misses the point. Trauma can change where you derive meaning. People who have overcome trauma aren't necessarily glorifying it, but reclaiming sovereignty and authorship from something that once stripped them of control. It doesn't have to have any attachment to a story involved for it to change trajectory. In the end much of this work is about dissolving conditioning - which can be trauma.
  20. When someone talks about spirituality, I automatically try and determine if the person believes in other minds If they do, they're too lost in imagination for my taste, not realizing that God is you, nothing more, nothing less If they don't they've got my attention
  21. He is a genetic freak.
  22. It's unclear who a person would've became if they were never traumatized. I made it till 21 without excessive trauma, and then after that point, it is unclear to me that I'm better off after experiencing severe trauma. Sure, I'm likely changed as a person, but it's unclear who I would've became if I didn't have to go through all that in my 20s and 30s. The police officer was a standard typical guy with no sense for anything fat and plump. And the trauma triggered him into self-development. Sadguru didn't have severe trauma. Everyone is romanticizing the epic origin story, If you have the right makeup and are lucky you're going to grow from it.
  23. This is a great share and reflects a lot of my own journey. Just in a different domain. I feel a great motivation and compulsion to prevent physical, sexual and emotional abuse in my workplace and in interpersonal relationships. Healing also taught me how important boundaries are to wellbeing and our ability to serve ourselves first, so we can always be there for, and give back to, others. Be our best for others. And this means never abandoning ourselves. We put on our own oxygen mask in a flight emergency first. I often step in to prevent abuse and issues. But not at my own expense and always best outcome mutually. I myself, previously, took a lot of pride in my ability to withstand negative pressure and environments. Pride in my resilience. But this pride was something I had to learn to discard as often people make themselves martyrs. And it has the propensity to enable abuse that can cause trauma 'I can handle his violence'. Many people fall prey to taking pride in their ability to withstand abuse. I tend to reach out and assist those who display those previous traits I had, to prevent unconscious trauma. Sometimes I cannot stop myself. Healing from trauma can give one a saviour complex that can also be detrimental in other ways. It is a good warning not to make ones healing from trauma (and attachment to story) a huge focus. It can hold us back in other ways we do not foresee.
  24. @Oppositionless I get you. Thank you for your response.
  25. i can relate to this
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