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  2. Think about this - which is more profound - getting to date every woman/man on earth (you can presume by way of reincarnation) or getting to BE every man/woman/person that has ever existed on earth. The latter is a far bigger, more epic picture. Regardless of whether these specifics of actually true, the premise should point you to how absolute love works and how relative love works - do you don't conflate the two or get so caught up in relative love/infatuation that you lose the distance needed to truly appreciate the universe. Absolute love is much more profound, infinitely more profound than ordinary love, but yes, ordinary love is still amazing and completely integrated into absolute love. Hope this gets the contemplative gears turning.
  3. @LambdaDelta There's a crude Awakening when we realise we have all broken the law, one day or the other, hence we are all criminals on different degrees.
  4. Some heavy dose of bullshit right there 😀 its easy to talk. Armchair consciousness
  5. @Nemra There will come a moment where everything is seen as Consciousness always. I live in this space and it's beautiful, it's like being always home.
  6. I do live from a state of seeing everything as consciousness and realising reality is a dream out of pure imagination, and all edges of existence boundless/infinite. But God-Consciousness, that's very very rare. At the most I get a moment of God clarity a week.
  7. you can try to surround yourself with more spiritual people, participate in mindfulness events and yoga or meditation retreats, etc. even if this merely expands your circle of friends, by meeting said friends' friends your odds of finding someone who's aligned with your values increases. worst case is if you don't find a partner, you still did the thing (e.g. meditation) that aligns with your values.
  8. Idd. Abundance is another word for God. To be like God is to be in abundance aka to be connected to vine aka quantum field.
  9. Humans are an extension of nature yes, but they have a free will, and most humans in the modern world unfortunately aren't in alignment with nature or themselves to begin with, so its like they are running the devils program, so to speak. The moment any human goes against himself / nature is the same as going against god, so you are on your own, and often become consumed by their own minds endless loops and toxic habits and project that shit onto others. They are blinded and don't see clearly. You can't expect blind people to love you and respect you the way you deserve to be loved and respected. So what you do, you love and respect yourself to the best that you can, until you meet eventually meet more humans who cured their blindness too Don't let the blind make you bitter and cold, we don't always need humans, sometimes we just need nature and animals and a little space from everyone and everything, and let that light in.
  10. Ultra-Sonic Vibratory Frequency Generators - which move objects with powerful sound vibrations tuned to the correct frequencies. its actually quite simple if you understand the quantum nature of reality and how the universe works on a fundamental level. The universe runs on simple laws. Its modern humans who have become distorted and disconnected from their true intelligence and greater consciousness capacity that continue to complicate things and creating endless mind-loops that only confuse them further. Yet if you manage to shift your inner-compass in alignment, the dots all connect by themselves, naturally.
  11. https://www.thegreatcoursesplus.com/strategic-thinking-skills
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  13. Yes Its a herb/berry type of creature not really a tree. Yes Yes There is no tree, and there is. Welcome to the mystery Simple, answer to the deepest questions in life is always: Both and None. Life comes from your bumhole Peace & Love
  14. There are more foundational teachers I've discovered who provide the newbie material I think Leo is urging us to research. They could be called "High-credibility Embodied Spiritual Humanists," where Leo would probably be called a "Metaphysical [or absolute] Idealist." They're more like green/yellow and come from more established scientific domains. Ian Mcgilchrist His top 3 most popular books: The Master and His Emissary: The Divided Brain and the Making of the Western World The Matter With Things: Our Brains, Our Delusions, and the Unmaking of the World Ways of Attending: How Our Divided Brain Constructs the World Antonio damasio His top 3 most popular books: Descartes' Error: Emotion, Reason, and the Human Brain (1994). The Feeling of What Happens: Body and Emotion in the Making of Consciousness (1999). Self Comes to Mind: Constructing the Conscious Brain (2010). As Leo has said, and as I believe, basing your entire spiritual life on the content released from actualized.org is a recipe for failure. I'm pretty sure it's actually impossible (for me at least). Here's my reasoning: "Leo has vertical ascension and the entire field has more, laterality. People like Damasio and Mcgilchrist are psychiatrist's, neuroimaging researchers and doctors. They teach very similar things [to absolute idealists like Leo], its just that high credible, embodied spiritual humanists like McGilchrist and Damasio come from an angle of a more scientific basis. because science is still correct. its not that science is incorrect, its just that this one, secularised and popularised 21st century scientistic variation of science that is so prevalent in society today is wrong. ...and the reason this detail is important is because we need _something_ to ground this stuff in. leo himself did decades of work in academia and college before he moved onto absolute idealism (which i still believe is true). ...these scientific stages...are essential and extremely vital for forming a base layer of...something. i don't know what it is. but its a formative stage that we cannot do without. without it we are kites in the wind with no string. Imagine walking into a martial arts dojo and being thrown into the black belt group and only learning black belt material and nothing else at all. we'd probably be so busy getting our asses handed to us that we don't have time to learn 90% of the entire martial art." Also, quaintly, religion. I believe religion can be massively helpful as it is essentially the only place humans have been able to develop in a safe and continuous basis. Buddhism, Hinduism and even Christianity (more specifically the more mystical essence in each), if you hit the right spot. I find it's less about the religion and more about the region you live in. It's more rare in Christianity and a little convoluted in Hinduism. Buddhism is nice
  15. Habits and Disciplines Journey Entry #98 What do I want for my life? I want to be able to approach any woman on this planet and authentically express my infatuation for her. This is my main goal right now. I also want to become a successful dance instructor, teaching lots of lessons on a weekly basis and being able to provide genuine value to my students. So much value that they are astounded at the value that I am providing towards them. I also want to be able to have the freedom to make my own schedule. I want to fuck lots of women. I want to handle business and be confident and take care of things and have emotional intelligence and work hard and be able to talk to people with confidence. I want to be a sexy and attractive man that gets laid A LOT. But… I am feeling some type of way right now.. but why? I feel lost. I feel like I don't know what I'm doing. I feel like I have no grasp on what Im doing. I feel behind. I feel like all of my students are leaving me. I have got to find a way to create balance in my life so that I don't feel overwhelmed by everything that's going on. My vision is so much bigger than any one girl. Remember that. My new goal is to wake up as soon as the alarm sounds. The time that I wake up will vary and that is okay. It is clear what I have to do. Now what will my workout consist of? 1. Leg press 2. Barbell squat 3. Dumbbell lunge 4. Lat pulldown 5. Dumbbell curls 6. DB rear lateral raise Sunday: 6:30 shower and groom 7:00 meditate 7:30 eat breakfast and journal 8:00 get ready to leave 9:00 leave for gym 9:30 work out - finish legs workout and pull exercises 10:30 head to convention center 11:00 work convention center 2:00 head to grocery store 2:30 grocery shop - guac (avocados, red onion, limes, cilantro, chips), chicken thighs, rice, asparagus or a veggie on sale, whole milk, shrimp, banza pasta, kidney beans, lentils, mixed veggies, toothpaste) 3:30 throw laundry in the washing machine - also have mom 3:30 cook meals for the next 3 days 5:00 give yourself a haircut and put laundry away 6:00 head to mikes house for the Super Bowl Morning Routine: Wake up as soon as alarm sounds: 0 Make bed: 6 Journal: 99 Brush teeth streak: 101 Floss streak: 1 Shower streak: 72 Meditation streak: 0 Affirmations / Visualizations streak: Hitting on women visualization: 0 "I love having sex with lots of women" affirmation: 0 "I see funniness everywhere" affirmation: 0 "I am independent of the good or bad opinions of others" affirmation: 0 Free Talk exercise (Say anything that comes to your mind): 0 Night time routine goals: Brush teeth streak: 1 Wash face streak: 1 No electronics before bed streak: 0 "Whole day" goals: No ejaculation streak: 6 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 0 No alcohol streak: 100 No smoking weed streak: 55
  16. Yesterdays note as I couldnt access the forum: I didn't write my old theatre club friend whom I appreciate very much and I don't know why exactly. Well for one he is connected to the old theatre club, a powerful force which overwhelms me. Second I generally have a lot of problems letting people close to me. Now I get the thought that our encounter was mostly about him seeing that he was not the problem for me leaving the old theatre club so he was good. Not free love but a developed version of conditional love perhaps.
  17. Abundance is all there is. Your mindset is what narrows it down.
  18. I may have superstition, but not without good reason.
  19. They say that in prison they fuck these dudes and just don't talk about it outside and it doesn't count.
  20. Yesterday I ended the Audio Book "The 5 Love Languages". Liked the book, but really there was only one main insight in the whole book, which is that people express and receive love differently. We need to understand each others love language to make each other feel loved. Those are the five. I am still contmplating what my main love language is: Words of Affirmation: probably important Acts of Service: no idea Physical Touch: kind of important Quality Time: kind of important to very important Giving Gifts: probably not important And I dont understand this part about Giving Gifts: It is said that being there for someone in a bad time seemingly fits that category. That would make it maybe the most important thing but I would put it to quality time.
  21. Actualized fans now be like:
  22. Take caution against envy. She is hell-bent on destruction.
  23. @Davino, thank you. I'm starting to understand the seriousness of actual spirituality.
  24. I think abundant mindset is basically another way of saying positivity. I recently applied to graduate school, and I have had to spend lots of money on applications and GRE and stuff. I will have to worry about tuition soon. However I am not anxious. I know that there will always be enough money to achieve my goals. I will get scholarships, get loans, start a tutoring business, or get research funding to pay for things. I just know that the money will be there. Therefore I am not shy about going to school and following my dreams. My abundance mindset is how I'm able to try to make my vision happen without hesitation.
  25. I'd say this sounds like a gross bias from your part, but as I have no experience in painting or game/film development, I'll just say I don't really know
  26. Enjoy Awakening for now The next Infinite Breakthrough is God-Consciousness, but that took me years of intense work after the Pure Awakening happened. It's another level of Infinity magnitude. Enjoy the process, you've already greatly accomplished
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