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  2. I doubt that. You have other stuff going on in addition to spiritual experience.
  3. Thursday: July 9th, 2026. Calling out someone's inappropriate behavior is distinct from dignified silence.
  4. @Natasha Tori Maru Woohoo!
  5. "You're lost in non-concept". Or perhaps that's an overgeneralization? Maybe it's not that simple? Maybe you just focus on different things but you can recognize the same lesson to a fundamental extent. Curt is painfully aware of non-duality, he has interviewed Gura, Spira, etc. Abstractions do give you some things, as limited as they are, they are more than simply non-concept alone (more than non-concept without it). "Lost in x" is a judgement (and maybe a particularly harsh one), the very concepts you want to question. If you talk to Curt, he will give you his take, his take on non-concept, and it will not be entirely captured by the judgement, even if it's accurate. And as harsh judgements often go, they can be prone to being inaccurate. They tend to stem from some charged place, not from clear seeing, not from clear engagement, but entrapment in some limited view. Non-duality is not that special, non-duality is not very obscure. You have quite mainstream people, Alex O'Connor, Nick Fuentes, talking about it on multiple occasions. Some people just go to something else because it's in a sense quite simple and you can do many other things with your mind. Sure, you can deepen your non-dual 'understanding' and embodiment. That's a valid way to refining one's connection to reality. But it's not the only way, and again, people focus on different things. But don't necessarily judge them as "lost", perhaps they are as painfully aware of their limitations or more than you (although you do gain a kind of advantage by being on the outside of something, some distance. But that also goes the other way. Maybe you're too "lost"/immersed in the non-dual to recognize the validity and landscape of concepts).
  6. Thursday: July 9th, 2026. Naughty behavior due to upbringing is distinct from intentional disrespect.
  7. Thursday: July 9th, 2026. Observing what discrimination takes place is distinct from intervening fearlessly.
  8. Thursday: July 9th, 2026. Initiating a successful domino effect is distinct from choice paralysis.
  9. Thursday: July 9th, 2026. Teaching someone how to behave is distinct from destructive scolding.
  10. It's like people have different values! Wants! Needs! Critical hit!
  11. @LordFall It is interesting as I have the exact opposite idea. I feel instagram is a waste of time as most of these people aren't really serious, imagine coaching someone who is addicted to tiktok? Kinda hard. Now instagram is the lighter version of tiktok. I do agree that the possibility of dming on instagram is awesome. Me and a friend of mine would run a business on instagram about dating, we couldn't get to find one proper person from instagram to coach. Now of course we stopped that business and are no longer friends due to private reasons I won't share online. When youtube you have much better and higher quality people, which also requires much higher quality content.
  12. Yesterday was such a fun 2 v 2 table tennis tournament game. We had the top 2 players who play professionally with both a girl who was low to mid level.
  13. I’ll make a video explaining it all.
  14. Yesterday at my social spot was intense. My super strong interest to bond with someone and socialize as much as possible vanished a bit, likely because its easier for me to deal with less stimulation now. I became more aware and more .. steadfast in some situations. For example there was one situation where a girl I knew and a dude went to the social spot and were only 100 meters away. I drove by them waving, but I could of handled it more smoothy by stopping, hugging her, greeting him and then going the rest with them. A minor misscalculation. But then later I realized how she made some kind of sexual gesture towards a fuckboy-ish dude (which I shouldnt notice) likely ... I am overthinking this lol. Point was I realized that I wasnt acting confidently, lost status because of it and sexual market value and didnt hide away from it but faced it because I couldnt get away with easy dopamine. .. Another situation also bugged me a little. I chit chatted and kinda flirted with this one girl last time and she made it pretty obvious that she was sexually interested with a pretty intimate hug. This time I saw and greeted her again, even though we were in a group we talked 1 on 1 and she really made room for me to ask for her number or something which I didnt do and so she said we will see each other next time. Not sure what it was, I dont really know what I want I think. Its problematic partially because she is in a friend groups with a girl I like more but because I like her friend more but am not sure about a relationship thats stopping me a bit. Also I dont really feel good about casual sex with her .. I just dont, but that only comes from direct experience. Just came out of a long phase of no sexual interest and am starting to make the same mistake again. If you dont learn from your mistakes you make them again.
  15. Hahah good luck with getting sex with that from the girls you actually want to fuck. Perhaps if you are aiming for 40+ women you might have a solid chance. 👍🏾
  16. Anxiety and paranoid schizophrenia. I went to the psych ward and it ruined my life. Mental health issues was just an excuse. I was about to awaken from the real psychosis of egoic life. I pretended it was an issue. What we call mental health issues was the awakening.
  17. @Inception What is your mental health history? Awakening is quite different for people with mental health issues.
  18. No self is a tricky teaching and needs some caveats.
  19. @AION sorry, but that is some retarded racial generalisations supported by only slim evidence. Why not apply that to eye colour, instead of skin colour? Societies conditioning at work.
  20. The winning mentality is to not betray yourself for sex, fame, and money. But that's too much to expect of men these days.
  21. Best DNA is Greenland Shark. 400 years old. BJ needs to start injecting Greenland Shark blood into his balls.
  22. Through love, although it never fully happened. I never did a psychedelic in my life nor any other drug besides alcohol.
  23. Okay. Then I am glad I had this conversation with you because you don't understand what I am pointing to yet.
  24. It is better to be Clav than to be like a nerd if you are just out there to get women. He was a nerd so becoming a brat is an upgrade from his POV. Although a lot of stuff he says is false he is right about the superficiality of women and dating. Looks and status does matter. But he found out in France that you need game too outside of the USA. Just looks and status doesn’t cut it outside of the USA. His brat mentality is ok but he needs to drop the toxicity. If you are casually dating just being a little brat is a winning mentality.
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