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  2. I think you speak of maturity more than intellect. Older women have become less picky or hung up on physical appearance and your level of coolness. They're more interested in your mind and who you are as a person. They can more easily see beyond the surface level stuff. Younger women rarely are this way but there are always exceptions. It is mostly because of experience. An older woman has already been through it all. That's also probably why they are more sexually outgoing. They have already established what they like. Again..always exceptions.
  3. @cetus cool to know. How old were you at the time? I was 48. And been through a lot suffering by then. I think suffering is often an overlooked component.

  4. Songs About Lying Mega-Thread

    pablo_aka_god replied to Thought Art's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    I love this one: Yeah Uh-huh (La, da, da, da, da) Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry Hey, baby, my nose is getting big I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs Now you say your trust's getting weaker Probably cause my lies just started getting deeper And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson And I really think you ought to know the truth Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more But after I did it I don't know what I did it for I admit that I have been a little immature Fucking with your heart like I was the predator In my book of lies I was the editor, and the author I forged my signature And now I apologize for what I did to ya 'Cause what you did to me, I did to you No, no, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no, don't lie 'Cause you know, know, know, know Yeah, you know, know, know, know, you gotta try So what you gonna do when it all comes out? When I really see you and what you all are about? No, no, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no, don't lie Because you know, you know, you know, you know You know you gotta try (stop, st-stop, stop, st-stop, stop lying) She said: I'm leaving — 'cause she can't take the pain It's hard to continue this love, it ain't the same Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain Too many lies committed, too many games She feeling like a fool getting on the last train Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became Caught up in living my life in the fast lane Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame I don't know the reason why I did these things Oh, when I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie (And now our emotions are drained) 'Cause I lie and I lie, and a little lie, lie And now your emotions are drained No, no, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no, don't lie (ooh, no, don't you lie) 'Cause you know, know, know, know Yeah, you know, know, know, know, you gotta try (got to try, got to try) What you gonna do when it all comes out? (What you gonna do, say, yeah) When I really see you and what you all are about? No, no, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no, don't lie Because you know, you know, you know, you know You know you gotta try Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh (ba da, ba da, ba ba ba ba) Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh (ba da da, ba da da, ba da da, ba da da) Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh (ba da, ba da, ba ba ba ba) Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh-ooh (ba da da, ba da da, ba da da, ba da da) Yo, I'm lying to my girl Even though I love her and she all in my world I give her all my attention and diamonds and pearls She the one that make me feel on top of the world Still I'm lying to my girl, I do it Oh, and I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie (and then I lie) Till there's not turning back (I don't know why I lie and I lie) And I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am But let me tell myself No, no, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no, don't lie (don't you lie) 'Cause you know, know, know, know Yeah, you know, know, know, know, you gotta try (you know, you know you gotta) What you gonna do when it all comes out? When I really see you and what you all are about? No, no, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no, don't lie No, no, no, no, baby, no, no, no, no Stop, st-stop, stop, st-stop, stop lying
  5. Do you guys have an artist portfolio e a social media website like instagram or artstation? Just yes, or no. No need to link directly.
  6. I never read any spiritually, I find it unbearable. Same than porn, I prefer having sex. But look, Ramana seems bit mistaken. "The true self is formless bla blah blah, is a mistake. The self is a structure that the formless is taking now, and it can open itself to it's nature, that is the unlimited. The unlimited is not a "true self", it's unlimited, period
  7. Thats the plan.
  8. You worded it well, the last one I wanna emphasize because some talk about the self in a way as in just straight up self vs no self, but there's levels there
  9. That's exactly how I felt after having a full-blown experience of no self and awakening to the big Nothing Burger.
  10. But traumas also run in families. You can easily observe similiar type of wounding in parents and their children. This topic is very hard to decipher really.
  11. You mean the representation of a character that could be great or low, who is in relationship with its emotional bondages with the people, defining itself from what it represents to the others, right? It's a level of the ego, but if you get detached from this there is still structure
  13. The misery emanating from this is palpable
  14. In my experience it seems the top/outer/first level of the self is the mind ego structure, many layers to it.
  15. What do you mean?
  16. @Salvijus do you think this time can be shortened by intense practice as time is relative.i think the 12 mark is a standard and maybe if i meditate with intensity this time can be reduced to 2 years. As i have read vivekanand saying some people take thousand years some 12 years some 6 years can some even 6 months to reach perfectness.It depends on how much coal you put on the furnace
  17. They appreciate the fruit of your intellect, not the intellect itself. If you manage to use your brain to solve a lot of problems in your life and become a high-status, abundant man that makes a lot of cash, you will have more women in your life than you know what to do with. The problem with intellect and making money is it's only half the battle; the other is emotional resilience. Building a profitable business that frees your life up and makes you a 1% man takes a lot of emotional suffering, easily 5x more than I would've thought 10 years ago. I've networked with multimillionaires and influencers in Toronto; there's no one dumb in those circles even if not all are intellectual powerhouses. If you are truly an intelligent man you are well set up to reap all the benefits that this world offers. You need to cut out the victim mindset and become ruthlessly focused on your goals and raising your status in your country and city. If you truly are high IQ then become a ripped multimillionaire over the next few years and stop fucking complaining on online forums. You can get any type of woman you want, they are not that picky. They just need a man that brings something to the table and being low or medium value with a complainer's mindset on top of it is a recipe for stewing in your own shit in terms of results. Women are offensive to men with a victim mindset because they are an existential mirror. If you are on top of your shit they love you and if you're fucking up they won't spare any time on you and will move on to a guy that's actually offering value. That's not bad, that's a divine blessing. There is very little other experience in life that hold a candle to having hot steamy sex with a woman you find incredibly sexy that you couldn't have attracted a few years ago but she now appreciates and lusts over the man that you are today. Actually on that note there is another experience that I think is equally as good and perhaps much better, finding two of those women at the same time and cashing in your universal progress. The full ownership mindset works like a charm but it is a slow and painful grind. The events that I host are a lot of effort and also complicated to set up but it's already given me access to the hottest women I've ever been with in my entire life. I cannot wait to see how much it'll scale over the next 5 years; it's what makes all of my life's pain and effort worth it.
  18. First level: mind ego structure.
  19. Today
  20. Non-duality centers on the idea that the "self" is illusory; from that perspective, enlightenment is the realization that the self is an illusion. For me, enlightenment is the opening of the self to its absolute nature. To achieve this, the self must collapse the dualistic and limited focus that develops within any individual, given their specific genetic makeup. The self is not merely the idea you have of yourself, that is a very basic level; one could be unattached to any such ideas and still remain in a "closed" state. This opening is a mechanical process, it is not about intellectually realizing that a structure is unreal, but rather about the actual openess of that structure. Yet, the self remains; the self is consciousness, the knowing that you exist, the registering of experience form a perspective. The self is real, but its limitations are not absolute. The self is the structure that reality is taking now, this structure can open itself loosing its limits and realize it's nature, but is the self who gets enlightened, the reality is the reality, is not enlightened or not This self can open to its total nature and perceive itself as what it truly is: reality looking at itself. This does not mean there is a mental narrative running "Oh, I am the total reality" but rather that your being, your emotional and mental system, opens completely to the vastness, the inmensity, to the absolute, which encompasses absolute fullness, inexhaustible vitality, and the creative power that inherently involves limitation. It is not some abstract, "holy" feeling of happiness; rather, it is you seeing what you are, what you have always been, without the slightest doubt. It is something absolutely, undeniably obvious. The prodigal son has returned, following a journey through the darkness of limitation, and now opens himself to the total light of the unlimited. Then, the self is real or not? Who cares, you are, and what you are is the total power and the total freedom of the limitlessness. Sat chit Ananda. Open heart and the mind to what you are, as an actual form. the reality looking itself, and ultimately, the absolute .
  21. You have a point.
  22. What do you mean Because it's your persona Since the strengthening of your own position comes mechanically at the expense of mine (because we are mirrors of one another) I defend myself. In this instance I’m being sharp-tongued pointing to the symbolic castration that lies behind the persona; the idea that its assertion stems from an initial deficiency that needs to be compensated for. Naturally bringing that up is humiliating. You aren’t being particularly condescending lol these are just human-gorilla games it's everywhere. Nevermind I’m starting to slop and I don’t feel like putting any extra effort into philosophizing about this right now, so I’ll stop here.
  23. An interesting way to look at it is in comparison to Religions. There are many sects of a religion and they all have their different ways of interpeting 'the way', then in each of church of sect the pastors have their own way of expression these different interpretations. Then each congregant of each church has their own way of understanding the interpetation so it's like they have their own personal 'god'. Not just personal relationship with 'god', they have a unique perspective of what characteristics and traits this god has and even with how one has to connect with it. It's as if for every person there is there is also an individual god, or at least a perspective of god. So with the mystical pursuits it is very similar. There are different sects of the pursuit with different interpetations, there are different teachers and preachers of the pursuit that express it differently and there are different perspectives that each pursuant has in how they imagine 'god' and the path. It isn't surpring that once someone finds 'sect' and an individual 'preacher' who resonates with them they can start to echo their rhetoric even if one were to examine their actual perspective of everything there would be noticeable conceptual differences. Plus humans are culty creatures that like to feel like they are part of a community so often conform to fit in....just like with religion.
  24. Good luck in your ego manifestation ... And after you manifest yourself as more powerful... destroy everything in the end .

  25. What is some music you like?

    Joseph Maynor replied to itsadistraction's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

  26. @Emerald I have studied Ken Wilber in depth so I know there are multiple intelligences, and intellectual intelligence is just one. There are far more like emotional and social intelligence and many more kinds of intelligence. So when somebody is low in intellectual intelligence and high in social intelligence for example. I don't see myself superior. I just see an opportunity to learn from their social intelligence. Hot girls get many chances to date and make new friends. So I don't even think that women are naturally better at emotoinal and social intelligence. They just get more traffic so to say. As for lower or higher standards, it really doesn't matter. It is like saying I want 50k usd for my 10 year old Toyota Corolla. Of course you can ask it but nobody is going to pay that. In dating and business it is key to lead with what you can offer, not what you want to get. Otherwise you will end up as a cat lady. And there is nothing wrogn with that if you a woman is into cat life. I don't want to end up as a cat man so for me it was important to let go of unrealistic expections like her not having a sexual past and such. I still secretly want a virgin and that is almost impossible if I'm aiming for an early to mid 20'ies girl. By the way older women are not only chasing me in bars but anywhere else too. I think their psychology is chasing "youth". When they can get with a younger guy they feel young again. That is their core desire I think. By the way I think the magic number is like 24 for women. At this age they become more serious and they start to look for men who are stable as shit, after givign their prime sexual years to losers. Other guys suddenly have to put up for her bad choices. I don't feel like I should be the guys to pay for her bad mistakes and have to jump through all of her hoops. If a girl doesn't let me pay for her bad choices and doesn't let me jump through all of her hoops and I can actually give her a pass. For example that bar tender girl is 27 and I didn't get the feelign she was looking for the whole package. Just looking for a soul mate and to have a good time. But there are many 27+ women that make bad choices and then make the guys they date pay for it. I have a very short fuse for thise kind of girls. My last situationship was one of those girls. Ok she was hot as a hell and 27 but she was expecting me to be the whole package while she was clearly not. The only thing she brought was her good genetics.
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