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  2. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    Rigel replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Shampoo is also conformist scam
  3. Well they can create their own artificial island and all move there, then they'll win the "culture war" lol
  4. I underestimated my non-fuckery after a harsh rejection. I mean when I was rejected harshly by a girl , I stood up for myself - faced threats ,cruel pushback. But I moved on. Later I rarely paid attention to her and guess what she approached me twice asking questions each time. Later again I was worried that I will feel bad after seeing her with her make best friend but guess what - her make best friend engaged with me in a respectful manner and I didn't gave a Fuck about her and it's liberating.
  5. Moving to Madrid from Toronto was the best thing ever for my game. Never in my life had I seen so many beautiful and feminine women. Toronto is a scarcity compared to Madrid because women there are 4-6 out of 10 and here most of them 7-8 starting and a lot of 9 and 10. In Toronto I could spent hours in the mall waiting for hot women to appear. I only approached like a 100 women in 2 years when I was in Canada. Here in Spain, I approached 50 good looking women in 3 nights. A lot of North American men think that Spanish women are easy, but nothing could be further from the truth. The women in Spain not easy but they are definitely warmer and more emotionally explicit. You can relate to them authentically right off the bat and I love it because I am a direct and emotionally warm guy. Anyways, things that I learned for just 3 nights: 1. Most of the women whose IGs and phone numbers I got didn't respond or came up with excuses why they couldn't meet me. 2. Most of the fear went away after having approached 30 women, now I am able to approach smoothly. 3. Some women just like attention and will want you to think you are gonna sleep with them but they just feed their ego. 4. Women are very emotional and mood depended creatures. If you meet a girl at night and you create a connection you need to fuck her the same night becuase next day most likely she's not gonna even respond to your texts otherwise (from my experience). 5. If women see that them rejecting you doesn't result in you feeling bad or sad it creates attraction. This one was a big surprise for me. I approached some women and when they rejected me I smiled with gratitude and geniune energy of not giving a fuck and I could clealry see that this one thing created attraction in them lol My goal is to approach a 1000 women and my ultimate goal is not that good I don't want to have a lot of sex because my priority is something else: I want to be able to pull a girl to my place and make out with her and at the last minute I want to be able to be so disciplined that I can tell her, "Let's take it slowly." I want to win them over the game they are playing. Yeah I know it's some ego thing but it is what it is.
  6. That’s the rub. People are finite, but Infinity isn’t. Understanding what God is as a is HUMAN different than understanding what God is as GOD. (all caps is not me shouting as the clouds btw, it’s emphasis. but it can be that for comedic effect if you imagine it too)
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  9. Watching this set, I never though the job-center would still hand out these opportunities, a lot of them pay beyond average, but the core issue is just the lack of integration of interdisciplinary fields at a university, I wanted to specialize only to see, that the most willing and advanced students also partially were more interested in the core point of making A.I more viable to human needs and to facilitate that, but the core structure is so soulless, the only thing that made sense to me is to focus on beauty, and that pulled me to a closer relationships with most professors besides shit 8's in the enneagram, many of them take this for granted and imo do shit work. No, idea if the set is good.
  10. I'm currently in Egypt, which I consider an Islamic stage blue country and have found it profoundly eye opening to see for myself how people live here. It's very similar to my country a hundred years ago, but with a different flavour. There's also a beauty about stage blue that I had forgotten and only heard from my grandmother. The simplicity, the clear roles and sense of good and bad, the closeness of brotherhood and hospitality. The bad we already know, sexism, terrorism, fanatism, us vs them mentality, lots of corruption (all police is corrupt and bribery is very common), people drive like crazy (a fifteen year old driving with no helmet, chatting through the phone, listening to music in headphones, and smoking; all the same time), throwing trash everywhere or to the river Nile, lots of poverty, animals in bad conditions everywhere, etc. I encourage to take a plane to the places you fear or hate, it's life transforming and a way to make your vacations a tool for understanding and self-developement. If you wanna understand this is the way, after some point stop theorising and go experience every domain for yourself, put your balls on the chopping block for understanding.
  11. What if watching news is in essence very superficial? Bad or good news...
  12. The person was obsessed with fame, and this bolshevistic tendencies and this Leo Astrology consciousness of luxury, but being quiet frankly a murdered, and I know I got one sleeping in me 2, that is not good. the constant fight for control of activity and what is fun, and a lack of overlapping interests, she lacked open-mindedness about technology vehemently, as she is obstructed by this gaia centric feminist beta cuckhold larry consciousness.
  13. I cleaned my laptop and fixed the flickering of the monitor using a different cable, not these hyped ones from the market, I don't even know where I have this cable from but it's finally fixed, now there is some new hope but the same issue of organisation and the complexity of the work I undertook, I have one very advanced job offer, that I would take as it's sort of like resident evil drug level research with ml, and I partially could've taken these lectures but got stuck in evolutionary algorithsm that are outdated, and less domain knowledge based and I am very good in domain knowledge and memorized knowledge, it's just I stopped doing, it after including more an american mindset of solving problems inductively, but that made me go for and create a lot of options generally speaking, I am going through the optionality now, as I wasted and still gained experience in the meanwhile I will most likely call all of them first and speak with them, that turned out well, I was able to capitalize quickly on opportunities, but somehow this smoking cigarettes and cannabis got to me, it's not very good if I can't continue to work on my infrastructure and health, and a lot of bias surrounding it with the think tanks within science, I am glad I also do well without it, but people also think without it I am crazy at times for the high gratitude energy I have generally I have 4 Yong Shens in superior quality and a lot of combos on subtle energy, i am learning about, but I have to mitigate everything with the cosmic centeredness of Yang Earth that is still not easy to build that level of depth, so I often use aids such as music, in a few days or weeks I should be recovered to go back to 30 minutes of meditation daily without seperating it, I was pushing 1h30, but the ex and her low consciousness fire monkey dipshitness caused a lot of issues.
  14. I see them as predomintantly blue. With red I picture less organized tribes. But jihadists for example, they value violence religiously and they considers themselves to be a state. We should get a bit of education on the Islamic world in western schools. I got none. News was my education. 9/11 is basically all I knew about that part of the world. In my school, 95% of geopolitics education we got was about what happened only in my country, that's not very useful.
  15. Anyway, about Langan. His entire theory rests on a logical leap. He correctly states that reality has no exterior, an obvious logical deduction, and observes that reality contains coherence and complex systems. He then deduces that reality in its entirety must be a self-aware system, because otherwise, how would one explain the perfection of these systems? Furthermore, he deduces that reality/God has a direction, a goal. Let's see, if reality is infinite, as he says, it has no direction at a total level; this is impossible. It's not going anywhere because it hasn't even started. And reality can be a perfect system of unimaginable complexity without a creator, simply through self-selection of the most efficient possibilities. In short, he needs a God with a goal to explain reality. Okay, so now, explain God.

  16. Does THC increase or decrease consciousness?

    KosmicGeng replied to ZeldaStar's topic in Psychedelics

    I noticed overtime, how using THC and any psychedlic can be a cruch, I am a genetic freak who benefits even more from living as clean as possible, and naturally gain high state access, depending on how relatable that is, I mean cmon, I almost deleted my entire life during a mahasamadhi state with LSD, that is beyond rare for most to even touch nirodpha kalpi samadhi. IMO, this whole psychedelic bang causes also a massive lack of responsibility of the ones who're doing it, as they all move to the creative realm, and the issue with cannabis is it increases only ones own intereoception in my experience, people are so high, but they are in their own world, if they don't have a meditative practice or a way to merge, they are simply even to arrogant or to high to relate anymore, and it increases this by 6000% or so, this is information from Dr. Keith Witt from integral life. I enjoy cannabis, mostly with music, as it helps to merge the entire field and people can explore their consciosuness, but for God-Likeness etc. I did not find cannabis all the time to be useful, I hitted god-like states with cannabis often when I am very close to breakthroughs in my personal life, but that energy also just accumulates in my heart, I just become 6000% aware of it, and I contemplate mahasamadhi, and tbh I am afraid to leave the planet with the snip of ones fingers, I would enjoy trying different combinations, LSD & cannabis mixed sort of leveled my consciousness in order for it to be more attenuated to the surrounding states, but if very bad energy and entitites arrived, I sort of have to resort to physical defense etc. The stronger and more healthily I could lead my body, the better the effects of cannabis in the short-term, but as my body automatically releases a lot of ananamides and endorphines, when I workout for a period of time, I was able to test various strands of THC for a year and meditate it increased my level of consciousness, but the core point is to not let health and lifestyle detrioate, to workout and to drink and eat healthy foods, is more powerful imo, then any psychdelic, especially with strength training, but as you get older and the body weaker, IIRC psychdelics can be a good tool for inspiration and rejuvination to push towards good etc. or a good aid, for a retreat, I did some retreats aided with various forms of LSD, but in the end GOD just announced himself and I was pushed into this state, it was completely aribitary, at times I see psychdelics a waste for healthy productive life. The whole point of psychosis, as I just had one it's partially awakening, but you still have to get out a large majority of the junk out of ones body, and not be near nefarious creatures, that have negative opinions of psychdelics, you can suck that up like a sponge, if you don't repell their energy, or you can be in a psychdelic state and just learn how to repell negative energy, I had that demonic warfare once, with a gf of one of my best friends, I am glad she is gone and he moved to the U.S with kids, this was a horror dispelling here in an LSD/Cannabis & hash state it was the oddest experience, ever but the only thing I could do she was kind etc. but beneath that kindness was just betrayl like with the ex, I saw the similarities, but that was like dealing with a succubus, she sucked the psychedelic state out of me with lies, I have never seen a less effective state of LSD when I took it and f*ed her, and I thought wow how amazing, but her vagina just pulled non-duality out of it, it was the stupidest experience ever, as I was stuck just being the witnessed bored to death, fucking her to death, she riding me to death, and my body just being non-reactive, as I yearned the psychdelic state more than her.
  17. You were the one who made a dismissive "meh" comment without explaining anything. If the OP thinks the video is high-level and you don't, you shouldn't have to explain your reasons, not with a narcissistic "meh," which translates to: you're not up to my standards, worm. Then the OP replies, and your response is an outburst of anger. Sounds bad, man, sounds like troubles.
  18. Conscious dating to me is a psychedelic trip and flirting with Love. Simple. Set and setting is also important, as well as intention. “I WANT TO UNDERSTAND TRUTH” is Metaphysical Sex, and psychedelics are is my bb. Is it ethical non-monogamy if different psychedelic shows me a different flavor of Love? One psych can be introspective and chill. Another psych can be wild and carefree. I love them both; it depends on what the moment calls for.
  20. https://www.actualized.org/insights/misunderstanding-deconstruction
  21. It's some culture war shit.
  22. It's not "gynocentrism" or whatever, women obviously will never be actually running anything. I was just pointing out the obvious hidden malice of these particuliar women engaged in these comment sections and making the reaction clips/videos. Just saying this for clarification, yall can say any shit you want

  23. Conscious dating

    Mellowmarsh replied to Majed's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    You’re really catching on though. You just need a strong inner net. . Net i Net i Net only for the big catch, not the one that got away.
  24. I buy when prices are cheap. It's all about buying low. I don't care about AI. It could take a few years before that happens, and I'm not going to be fearful and do nothing just because it might happen at some point. Crypto might complete another bull run before that type of crash. No risk, no reward.
  25. It's incredibly disrespectful and crass towards the children who died to use the story as a springboard for one's gynocentric culture war. It's not dissimilar to Alex Jones using a school shooting to peddle his conspiracy theories. It's disgusting unhinged behavior. It's fine to have a discussion about post-partum and shit but it can't be done algorithmically in a gross instrumental fashion (striking while the iron is hot type shit) and the obviously wrong thing must be acknowledged and taken a distance from (don't make the Gaza supporter mistake).

  26. Conscious dating

    Mellowmarsh replied to Majed's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    Well this M is absolutely delighted to meet D, finally. Now, right here directly, we are D M in each other, right here, right now, directly. 🥹 I’m very open to this. It’s a win win. Not cLOSEd… who put the ( lose ) in closed? Not me.
  27. Back to my own personal experience (and weaving it in with these insights): I realize I need to merge the logical and the woo. To have a more complete voice, rather than merely mechanical or whimsical. I actually have two speech therapists for my own transition: one that is scientific and one that is more woo. I don’t think they clash, they can synergize with one other. I need to merge both perspectives instead of getting locked into one. Thank you all for the clarity on this matter!
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