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  2. Okay, so you have an inspiring vision for your life and a clear plan. What is your strategy to change your bad mindset?

  3. Share WIth Us Your Life Purpose!

    Indra Rachmaditya replied to SimpleGuy's topic in Life Purpose, Career, Entrepreneurship, Finance

    Create a system that helps people outgrow porn addiction. I use youtube to express my life purpose, maybe later a coaching and course.
  4. Speculation that Melania was first Epstein's girlfriend.
  5. @Miguel1Well if we're just concerned with being a world class leader ALONE - so not taking a desire to have a world class company into account - I don't have to be that ruthless?

  6. "intimacy"

    Judy2 replied to Judy2's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    watched a few videos from the life purpose course this morning and started feeling a bit bad when i realised ... "f*ck, now i'm investing so much in myself and it means i'll have to live life and think i'm worth it. but i don't feel that way. i'd rather not live at all, i don't deserve a good life." i.e., i enjoy complaining a lot about how i'm not good enough and others are so far ahead, but HELL, it's scary to even consider allowing myself to be fully here and happy. it just feels so weird, i can't even imagine it. maybe i'd rather be miserable than accept i'm allowed to be here and thrive. even entertaining the idea of "thriving" in this lifetime, doing well, trying to take care of myself...makes me so deeply uncomfortable. weird.
  7. Today
  8. Mamdani is fake period, he's already flipping on what he ran on, no different than his entire political career. "You've had disagreements about Gaza..." Mamdanis answer" I support all the efforts for peace" trumps effort is eradicating palestinians... Trump-"we talked about ice and we're going to help him out, he wants the criminals out". https://hellgatenyc.com/mamdani-dodges-nypd-questions/ Mamdani Suddenly Can't Give a Straight Answer On His NYPD Promises 2 days ago — After NYPD Commissioner Jessica Tisch agreed to work in his administration, the mayor-elect has gotten cagey on disbanding the SRG
  9. this is the truth of god, there is no security whatsoever, any disaster can happen and it's not the last time you will suffer greatly. This is what god chose in place of all of us. A hostile and uncaring reality. A reality of broken dreams, broken people and suffering.
  10. If you want to be a leader at that scale, then yes you need to be ruthless. You don’t get that huge by being a conscious and a loving leader. It’s survival on steroids up there. That being said, Obama was a more empathetic leader. And the good thing is, no one really needs to be a leader at that scale to be a ’world class’. It just depends on how you define it. Sadhguru to me is a world class leader. But so is Leo with his tiny following base.
  11. The media are asking Trump if he is standing next to a “jihadist”, and Mamdani if he thinks Trump is a fascist to incite both to get at each others throats…terrible questions of course. They both seem to have some understanding not to play into that media game at least for that meeting. Do you think Mamdani is being fake overall, or just acting in accordance with “yellow stage” politics? It seemed like Trump genuinely liked Mamdani to me, and Mamdani artfully holding back his tongue for more effective moments.
  12. I think this was a masterclass on how to deal with trump by Mamdani. Every time the media asked something aimed at creating conflict, Mamdani circled it back to “points of agreement,” between him and “The President” (which I also think was smart to call him that every time to appeal to his ego). Whether that was to have more affordable rent-prices, lowering the costs of groceries or having peace in the Middle East. He made sure to not give detailed answers, about the mechanisms of how these things would happen. This would have made it more difficult to keep the vibe as peaceful as it was. I also agree that Trump wants to cash in on Zohran’s popularity.
  13. I've seen so many videos exposing Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, and Mark Zuckerburg for their extremely harsh leadership styles on their employees. And not just their leadership but some very damaging decisions towards employees and business partners like diluting shares, threatening to pull ads if a deal doesn't go through, etc. I'm worried as I think I wanna be a world class leader myself with a world class company. Can I really make it world class in both if I'm not an asshole?
  14. What did you expect they have to meet at some point. Do you think they would wrestle physically? It's all fake . All of politics is a hoax. I'm sure understand this by now
  15. @LambdaDelta I only recently have gotten into Dissociatives and it was quite a longshot for me. I didn't believe they would actually hold any potential for spiritual work. I was pleasantly surprised though. For me though almost any substance, besides weed and alcohol are for spiritual work. In the shop I am ordering from there aren't so many substances available. 2-FDCK HCl 3-HO-PCP HCl 3-HO-PCE HCl 3-MeO-PCE HCl O-PCE HCl 3-Me-PCP HCl 3-Me-PCPy HCl 3-Me-PCE HCl 2-FXiPr HCl MXPCP HCl Out of these 3-MeO-PCE sounds promising and I am considering ordering it. 2-FDCK I have already and it is cool too. I fed this list to Google Gemini and it actually highlighted some surprising picks: The "Warm Teacher": 3-HO-PCP Why it fits: This is likely the closest upgrade to what you enjoy in MXPCP. Unlike the manic energy of standard PCP, 3-HO-PCP is widely reported to have a unique "warmth" (likely due to its affinity for opioid receptors). The Experience: It is often described as tranquil, profoundly introspective, and "magical." It creates a safe-feeling headspace where you can examine trauma or complex concepts without the cold, clinical detachment of other dissociatives. The "Deep Void": O-PCE Why it fits: If 5-MeO-DMT is the "rocket ship" of tryptamines, O-PCE is often considered the "rocket ship" of dissociatives. The Experience: It is famous for its "Hole" capabilities. It can completely disconnect you from your body and physical reality, placing you in a vast, abstract "void." The Vibe: Unlike 3-HO-PCP, O-PCE is often described as cold, clinical, and digital. It is excellent for exploring the structure of consciousness or deep meditation, but it lacks the emotional "fuzzy blanket" feeling of MXPCP.

  16. MXPCP is insane

    Psychonaut posted a topic in Psychedelics

    I ordered it because I don't know. MXPCP is insane, like completely insane. I can feel so much on it. Meditating on it is bonkers, chanting mantras on it I can feel every word. It feels like a sledgehammer goes through my energy body. I can feel the pain that drove me to engage with women, the primal lack. When I do "hoo pono pono" I can feel every sentence. I can feel my thoughts. The impact of them. The energetic quality. I can feel when the mind comes back and spins words. Just like it is doing now. Trying to figure it out. Trying to be seen. Trying to be noticed. Trying to be validated. I also have 5-Meo-DMT here, but MXPCP is something else. Like 5-Meo-DMT is cool, but it is the same more or less every time. I wonder why no one is talking about MXPCP on the forums or other Dissociatives? I am also thinking of trying 3-MeO-PCE.
  17. AI debates are a thing now lol What colour spiral dynamics are they: They clearly aren’t green because they don’t “aesthetically” look like green in the West - so they’re obviously behind because only the West leads the arc of history and development. Everyone else needs to go through stage orange and green, including their pathologies to qualify: Sharia “law” for the misinformed: “I tHoUghT iT’s rIgId aNd DoGmAtiC - iT’s sTaGe bLuE” - we aren’t power rangers choosing colours bro - life is more complex than a theoretical map that doesn’t cleanly fit reality.

  18. Formed Frontal Lobe Thoughts

    soos_mite_ah replied to soos_mite_ah's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I Feel That I'm Kind of Ugly / Unattractive ** I feel like since I wrote about the incel depression that I was able to process a lot by getting things out on paper and posting it. As a result, I'm doing another post in a similar vain just to process more feelings. I feel really vulnerable and uncomfortable sharing this as I feel like it's repetitive, not constructive, and emotionally stunted as someone who is 26. That said, I feel more ready to express this on an anonymous forum as opposed to talk to someone in my real life about this so here goes nothing (I might delete this if I feel too icky) ** I feel upset about how my crushes never liked me back growing up and how I would get asked out as a joke. I think that still fucks with my head now to where I often doubt when guys show interest in me. Like when someone flirts with me, first I'm in denial. Then if it continues, I start getting suspicious because it feels like an elaborate prank. And then when it turns out the person is sincere, I'm just sitting there not knowing what to do with myself. And I feel stupid when I start to like someone or start getting a little bit attracted to them because I know there is a high chance they probably don't like me back and that I'm just going to end up embarassing myself. I can't flirt with people. I turn red get really shy and quiet. I can also get weirdly giggly in that annoying obnoxious way. I never had guys my age like me so I just think I'm repulsive no matter what I do looks wise. And no matter how much I might like myself or think I'm beautiful, I know that people just don't see that in me. I feel unappreciated, undesireable, and generally unlikable/ unlovable. I also feel like I just got lucky meeting my current boyfriend. I honestly feel like if I ever broke up with him that I would end up alone (even though I know logically that's not the case) because no one my age has ever hit on me outside of a dating app. Like I cannot pull to save my life and I have no options and no bitches sexually or romantically. And for whatever reason, it feels like sex and romance feels easy for everyone else my age. I also feel a lot of shame around this particular topic because tf I look like crying about how none of my crushes liked me back and how people asked me out as a joke at age 26. That happened over a decade ago. Also, I feel like I'm also ugly on the inside given my struggles with mantaining friends as an adult and the whole breakup situation. I think things are getting better as I'm touching grass and getting to know people in my life who I think I can be friends with but I still feel awkward and I'm afraid of being as open as I used to be. I just feel like I'm ugly physically and personality wise.
  19. The Leo Gura of geopolitics: Outclassed First time listening to this guy but he’s brilliant:
  21. Orange science religiosity. They have to explain everything through studies and neuroscience shit. Imso happy I did not get indoctrinated into this neurochemical bullshit. Imagine your woman comes to you and touches you and you think. Aha. I feel better now because she raises my oxitocyn. Now I have to raise my serotonin by doing blank to her, then we will raise our dopamine through that activity. Gosh. Relax dudes. Even if they can surf the world with this paradigm, it kills the beauty of it idk, it is so forced.
  22. ok, everything makes sense now fully realized that my hole life was (and still is)a DIVINE PLAY , i guess god planed all, who else like things happened 20 year ago was deliberately planted to effect the present, it feels like life is a journey (not a pleasant one for me) thing change fast after my cure, ok, i had to feel HUMAN first i guess i suffered ALLOT (sleep deprivation , interrupted sleep for 15 years) that triggered a "divine game" "solipsistic game" (a game which i played my death many times) between me and god(there were many "actors" involved), that lead to my awakening and my cure in the end! it may sound unbelivable, but its true! and after all i feel i am still suffering , if god wanted me dead it could easy have done it its not over yet... i still have "high awareness" dreams everytime (lituraly everytime) i sleep (all those 15 years) i dont know what comes next and i last thing.. although diagnosed with schizophrenia.. in my case it was not that bad! could fuction "normally" now i realise what this illness is, i was lost and loser in my life my awakening was not spiritual although, it feelt real (still my feeling is effected by the illness) and one last thing i want to share... i feelt the truth and "nothing has structure" the sift of my consciousness liberated me for me is the first time i can express myself , thats why i am writing all that's all i guess for now
  23. @Shakazulu In a way, you've been hit with much more than just the car. Ironic, isn't it?
  24. This event can also be viewed as a real-life bad trip, albeit at its most basic. While everything happens multidimensionally in a psychedelic trip, it's as if your aspirations, your beliefs, your stereotypes, your fears are revealed. You think of something, and the event rapidly unfolds in different directions, revealing their meaninglessness in such true and sweeping manifestations that no amount of imagination can suffice. Absolutely everything is destroyed. Even love. All your thoughts, your entire Self. And the Ego resists. Then, NOTHING remains. You kind of Exist and NO Exist! But ego death doesn't mean anything; it's simply the experience of ego death. Afterward comes the experience of Awakening, without fantasy, Pure Innocence, Absolute Openness... And that Reality, the meaning within it, is always immortal and eternal—it's Infinite Beauty in all its manifestations. And what Awakening is, usually only YOU yourself will know. Absolutely NO ONE else will tell you what it is, NO ONE AT ALL. Not the Teacher, not anyone else. And you yourself won't be able to convey WHAT it is, and I can't—these are just interpretations for common ground. Moreover, a kind of inner compass or nonsense detector appears, already looking at the real world. Have a nice day.
  25. Now go and write a hit!
  26. Thanks for your honesty. But sincerely, I strongly disagree with your opinion which is also dismissive. The mouth will always overflow with what the ( HE❤️RT ) is FULL of. Before enlightenment,chop wood, after enlightenment, chop wood. Yada Yada. It’s all the dizzy insanity of Love Loving itself in all it’s infinite forms.

  27. Topic Request: Marriage

    Ramasta9 replied to WisdomSeeker's topic in Video Requests For Leo

    Or Self Proud of you Yimpa
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