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  2. Aghori taking 5 MEO

    bazera replied to MaDoubt's topic in Psychedelics

    Nowhere compared to 5-Meo state or nowhere in general? What about what you call sober awakenings, like the one you had very early-on on a retreat (before psychedelics), I remember you telling that story in an old video.
  3. Quack? 🦆

  4. Leo's Blog Discussion Mega-Thread

    Joseph Maynor replied to Leo Gura's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Leo Gura Do you think God is you or God is everything?
  5. Need when you sleep to. Need you when sleep to. Need you when to sleep. Need to you when sleep. Leaving me with a few options here. Why is my brain like this when I have to sleep, thinking like a sheep, not counting them, counting on being sleek, getting girls real steep, won't peep, go deep, I've become the comic relief, not even smoking leaf, not talking to her from the Great Barrier Reef but the great Sweet in Swed-en, no jacket on, just a Coat, goatboat. I will never rap again. or will I rap again, probably not, only listen to snotnosed metal music and jazzfusion, fusing my wires in a Twist, like the Swedish candy (no sorry that's Noruegan, I'm not vegan- STOP). Somebody stop me 🤖 (Somehow I'm triggered by saying "I'm not vegan", I don't have OCD, that's just a role I'm playing - didn't intend that to rhyme but oh well).
  6. Yes that's exactly right! As a good practice I like once a year to clean my mind and rebuild my understanding with as little assumptions as possible. It's like cleaning the dust. Thanks for your honest answers, I really appreciate your maturity and intellectual integrity. Wishing you a very nice day.
  7. hahahahhahahahahahahaahahhaahah 😂 unexpected
  8. Today
  9. Great stuff! When you're going through this phase, pursue that which inspires you most, and treasure that self-inspired energy. Best wishes.
  10. You want to see how "not talky" I can talk? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⣶⣶⣤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⠛⠁⢰⣧⡈⢻⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣇⣼⡀⠻⠟⠁⠀⢻⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⢀⡞⣹⠙⣧⡀⠀⠀⡀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⣀⡴⠋⠀⣀⣴⣿⡷⠴⠞⠁⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⢾⣁⣀⡤⠾⠛⠁⣸⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⢀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⡿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⣶⠶⠿⠟⠿⠿⣶⣦⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⣼⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠛⠿⠶⣶⣤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⣸⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⢀⣀⣠⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣀⠀⠉⠙⠳⢦⣄⡀⣀⣤⣀⣀⡄⠀ ⠀⢀⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠻⢶⣀⠀⠀⠈⠉⢁⠈⠏⣿⣁⠀ ⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⣦⣀⣀⡴⠁⠀⠀⢙⣿⡾ ⠀⠘⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠀⠀⣀⣠⡾⠟⠃ ⠀⠀⠹⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣀⡔⢊⣵⠞⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠙⠿⣦⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡠⠚⠉⠀⣠⣴⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠳⠶⣤⣤⣄⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢤⣤⣴⠊⣁⣤⠶⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠙⠛⡷⢶⡶⠶⠤⠔⢺⠃⡟⠉⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣀⣀⠀⢰⡇⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣹⣤⣭⠿⠟⣃⣾⠋⠀⠀⢠⡟⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠈⠉⠙⠛⢋⣿⣙⣶⣾⡿⢷⡿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠛⠛⠻⠧⠶⠾⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠘⠛⠚⠛⠻⠟⠛⠓⠟⠻⠓⠐⠚⠒⠛⠁⠀⠀⠸⠓⠇⠞⠛⠚⠙⠲⠀⠐⠞⠀⠀⠀⠀
  11. No I prefer to play live. I have made videos that were tutorials but I took them down because I realize my approach to playing Jazz is so different from what is commonly taught that they might even be harmful to Jazz students who are trying to make a career out of being a Jazz musician. This is one of the performances of me playing live on YouTube. It is very old.
  12. Tekken Tag rounds up in here - fuck I used to love watching that juicy health bar deplete
  14. There isn't going to be a bubble or one that pops. What we see is a hostage situation and the robbers aren't going home without their money. Which means at best, we see controlled demoliion, and at worse, widespread instability that invariably leads to increasingly more feudalistic geopolitics. This is a global condition now that was already pre-set through earlier decade long forecasting anticipating what is now societal predictive programming finding its natural tunnel. As one country falls another will rise, this is not a war among companies anymore, or countries, its geopolitical oligarchy, that's the overtone in the public's blindspot now. They've already run their simulations on what's to come and now they're just going to minimise the damage along the desired trajectory, and maximise it at certain price points because the only philosophy that remains competitive in this kind of game is that the "end justifies the means". That's the bank robbers code, and its all or nothing now. Case study examples of "look its popping" are just looking too young into the future of a technology that is invariably going to undergo far more developmental trajectories than what anyone anticipated pre-ten years ago.
  15. @Joseph Maynor Have you ever considered uploading yourself playing music, not for money but just to put it out there for someone else to stumble upon?
  16. Just a peek.
  17. Are you keeping across this, or just a skim over in general?
  18. But this begs the question as to what deliberate practice means. I never wanted to play music to please anyone else. I decided early on that I would only play what I enjoyed and I took the attitude that if others like it, that is a bonus. I play music for myself, so this is the difference between doing something for yourself primarily or doing it to make money -- where you are doing it to impress or please others because you are trying to make money doing it. However, I still want to improve even if I am doing it for myself because I hear myself and I listen to a lot of music, so I want to sound better for me. But that is a different motivation and not the same sort of pressure of trying to make money or a career as a Jazz musician. For me deliberate practice is whatever I want to do, but I do see how if you want to improve, it is good to find a way to attain another level: otherwise you're not really pushing yourself, you are just looping on what you always do. That is not really practicing. Practicing is when you are isolating something to try to become better at mastering an artform.
  19. Says the one who wrote “statistical worldview” yeaaaaaaa (jk here, I pick up on spirituality beyond the words)
  20. This is too intellectual for me.
  21. Ideally. But sleep wouldn't cure it anyways. Lack of sleep just makes the underlying issue worse and more extreme. When you are in that state you need contained, monitored, and fed antipsychotics until you're stable. If it happened again I like to think I would be able to manage it better and get help sooner because I lived through the absolute hell the first episode was, but you never know. The thing is that when you're in that psychotic state everything is flipped upside down. Sleep is bad. Help is bad. Work is bad. Medication is bad. Careless behavior is good. Not eating is good. Confrontation is good. Randomly deciding to drive across the country with no money is good. It's a terrifying predicament to be in because you refuse to accept how far gone you are, and nobody can convince you otherwise.
  22. @pursuitofspirit But if it happened again couldnt you just go its happening again im just going to go to sleep.
  23. My best friend who has bipolar disorder told me that weed makes them violent ill. I thought they were over-exaggerating at first, but this Connor situation has definitely changed my perspective pretty fast.
  24. @Hojo No. Not at all. I didn't want to sleep. I refused to sleep. I wanted to keep going. That is what made it so much worse. When I finally got help I was able to sleep, and that's when I started to improve and stabilize.
  25. A hoax or a genuine death - I will not be surprised either way. A tragic and sad way to go but Conor has been gone for a long time - we all know this.
  26. @pursuitofspirit Could you just go to sleep?

  27. FIFA World Cup 2026 thread

    Wilhelm44 replied to Someone here's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    My dream semi finals: Morocco vs Spain England vs Argentina
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