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  2. I just hate it that money can buy almost everything. If the Saudis had no money he wouldn't be there.
  3. So what games are good if GTA is bad? For me it was the gold standard for gaming. Other games are just too sandboxsy for me. Most popular games are shooters for example. How soul numbing is that.
  4. The first one is interesting and I can now see your vision and why you’re so optimistic. The rest of them are kind of no-brainers, but the first one would really set us up for a utopic future if it'd indeed come to fruition, basically an extreme version of the trickle-down effect promised so many times by capitalism, but this time actually carried out by AI run companies in the most ultimate and final way possible, since that would be the most logical conclusion of game theory. At the same time, a proof-of-personhood decentralized blockchain system would serve to differentiate human identities from bots, while still keeping our identities relatively anonymous. You could say this puts us at the complete mercy of AI whims, but since that kind of future is probably unavoidable anyway, that critique is void. So yeah, I can see it as a possibility

  5. Thought Art 📓

    Thought Art replied to Thought Art's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I wanna be successful in the fields of my choice. When this contract ends I’ll have a break. I’m going to do a 10 hour meditation in to start prepping for a 10 day retreat with an organization in my country. Ill be making music, practicing Qigong and acupressure on other days. I have social needs too… but, they seem less important also. But, I’ll force myself to do something in Montreal. I will do a meditation day, and a contemplation day. I’ll book a cabin.
  6. @Leo Gura That would be funny haha autocorrect
  7. Outstanding thanks. In meditation this is equivalent to going from I am that to I am to am. I work on such a practice each day and sometimes arrive. What you wrote is a solid simple explanation.
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  9. Commonplace book

    Sincerity replied to Scarecrow's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Tip: do google searches like: site:actualized.org obsidian site:actualized.org commonplace book We've had some Obsidian threads before, such as: Obsidian is da bomb.

  10. Commonplace book

    Human Mint replied to Scarecrow's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    The only reason I want to start doing it is to be able to revisit old ideas that get buried over time. Other than that I don't find it much use.
  11. Maybe you're from an older generation. Times are different now. I probably would agree with the professor here.
  12. @Zenterus I’ve done that, I’ve had relationships with attractive women. This is what I’ve discovered. Haven’t dated in 6 years, gotta focus on my degree and earning more money. I don’t care if it takes 6 more years or 10 more. I’ll just date a 25 year old when I’m 35. All men can do this
  13. Speak for yourself. I've been a below average earner for all of my life and I've dated a lot of gorgeous women in my life, a lot of them making way more than I did, and who treated me like a king. And no, I'm not particularly good looking either. I'm decent but nothing to write home about. Stop making excuses as to why you suck with women and accept that you just suck. Swallow that bitter pill and go out, talk to women, get rejected, learn from your failures and improve little by little over the span of years until you reach a point of being in so much abundance with women that it makrs you depressed. That's what I did.

  14. Finished the LP course

    Jannes replied to Jannes's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    I just noticed that blocking Youtube completly actually worked. And whenever I enter a social scene I dont have this moment of entering actual reality, I feel like I am already in it. So thats quite some progress. Maybe I notice it because my adhd minds craves distraction again.
  15. That is not what i meant obviously, i said sperm just along doesn't lead to god realization just like you are holding it for 3 years seeking god. In my experience it is rather obvious that god is either 1. doing things through us. OR 2. This experience was already created and everything what i'm experiencing right now. There is no point in contemplating or seeking in the big picture, everything falls into place eventually. What makes you think your ego that eats chicken and still relies on food is more powerfull then something like this. If you notice in your enviroment, all the people you meet or talk to are close to you vibrationally but there is always a max level of knowledge/development that a person can have that you meet or hear about.
  16. It’s simple: you don’t. Often I read “How are us young guys supposed to meet women these days?” “How come the apps don’t work?” etc. and all these people are missing the point. Until the moment you make a decent amount of money - roughly $270k per year - your pick of women is going to be next to nothing, and in any relationship you will be treated poorly anyway because she won’t respect you. American women in general are horribly immature and treat their partners badly - ESPECIALLY this generation of social media brainwashed, ultra-entitled Zoomer women who strictly date only men who can provide “an influencer lifestyle” - but if you are the sole reason she gets to eat and has a roof over her head, the backtalking and belittling will (mostly) be kept to a minimum. You have to have financial power over her, or she will walk all over you. So, if you’re a Zoomer college guy like me, how are you supposed to date? You don’t. At all. Doesn’t matter what you look like - I’m 6’ and muscular, I go to the gym a lot, people tell me I’m generally attractive. No women will notice you or want to date you until you have a nice car and a nice house or condo in the big city, it’s as simple as that. It has nothing to do with looks, and this is how it’s been for all human history. Women want the guys who have the resources. Dating in Gen Z, unless you’re from a rich family, is a distraction. Until the moment those big checks start depositing in your 30’s, trust me, don’t even bother.
  17. @Someone hereI think its called epigenitcs i dunno I learned about it in highschool. relate epigenitcs to face tattoos and explainlike im 5 I am so sorry! I should have stuck to the "explain like I'm 5" rule better in my last answer. I will start over and keep it super simple, focusing only on the tattoo. ☁️ The Worry Cloud and the Solution Picture Let's imagine two books that decide everything about you: 1. The Secret Blueprint (The "Worry" Mark) This book is your DNA Blueprint. It tells your body how to be, including how to handle worry. When your dad was really, really worried or stressed (that's his anxiety), his body made a little change to the Blueprint. It drew a cloudy pencil mark ☁️ next to the "Worry" instructions. This mark says: "Get rid of this big worry FAST and with a HUGE effort!" Epigenetics is that little cloudy pencil mark that makes you feel extra anxious and impulsive, just like him. 2. The Photo Album (The "Tattoo" Picture) This book is your Photo Album. It teaches you what people do. Your dad chose the Face Tattoo as his HUGE effort to get rid of his worry. Maybe the pain made him feel calmer for a little bit. You grew up seeing that picture of the solution on his face every single day. 🤝 How They Work Together You are right! The two books work together to make you want the tattoo: The Secret Blueprint (Epigenetics) makes your brain NEED a huge, fast solution for your worry. The Photo Album (Social Learning) shows you the picture of the solution your dad used: the face tattoo. So, you don't inherit the idea of the tattoo; you inherit the super-worried feeling, and then you copy the way your dad fixed his feeling! It wont relate it to the pain after but I think its written in the code that your father was worried and to cure the anxiety he got a face tattoo that brought pain and then the worry and anxiety left. So when you get anxiety you will naturally go towards pain to relive it. So if your ancestors had anxiety and beleive in Jesus to cure it it could be in your dna that the anxiety wont go away until you beleive in Jesus. Or you will have a tendency to go towards that. Or if your parents are alcoholic smokers the chances that you become one go up. Even if you dont know them.

  19. anyone else a "doomer"???

    LordFall replied to TruthFreedom's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Doomers and general pessimists are one of the most cringe people imaginable and I try to never associate with them if I can help it. Basically a proud version of the victim mindset. I hope you grow out of it, it's one of the most low value and disgusting mindsets in my opinion. Weakness is not a virtue, only growth and abundance are. The best example is this subreddit, read it for 30 mins and you'll get depressed like a cloud of negativity infected you. https://www.reddit.com/r/collapse Read my posts on the 5 coming infinities to get some optimism back into your life
  20. Guys, I realized something important. PTSD is not the only issue here. I also have autism and that is making the situation even more confusing. People with autism are often confused by traditional dating norms. They often are more likely to be demisexual which seems to match my experience. The combination of autism, demisexuality, and PTSD creates a situation in which normal flirting does not compute. Immediate sexual attraction throws me off completely. I start hearing these messages as if these women immediately want to have sex with me, which does not seem to match the experience of most men. This combination of traits seems to make the experiences even more intense and even more traumatizing.
  21. I saw an alien on drugs it looked like this. It felt like it was in 1 Dimension

  22. Finished the LP course

    Jannes replied to Jannes's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    My intention of wanting to go back to the old theatre club made an interesting flip I dont quite understand. When I dropped the medication I had a brief phase of maybe 2 days where I wanted to get back immediately. Then I got serious about it, thought a bit about how to go about it and now I dont quite know if I really want to go back.

  24. Finished the LP course

    Jannes replied to Jannes's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Gosh I nutted in my sleep tonight, hows that for sexual repression? I have so many insights about my mind and everything and its just fleeting by and I cant catch it all. I feel emotionally dependent, I cant really process all of my emotions on my own. But that may just be because I box myself through a day without a clear purpose. I still hold the idea that adhd people are generally more conscious. But they struggle more to survive, so that survival struggle balances things out as it makes them less conscious. I kind of forgot about all my support systems of my To-Do table or my body doubling Website but without medication they seem vital again. Also with women its like my focus is so widespread that I notice way more when other girls are interested. I notice every small look of interest. So its not that I was super hot shit with adhd but that I noticed it more. And also interestingly my standards rise. I noticed the decline in standards with medication before where when I kind of wanted to like someone I was able to focus more on the positive aspects, I could talk my mind into liking them more but thats just not possible anymore. And I am more interested in variety and have less structure, even though thats important to me. Saw a girl today I knew before and was immediately triggered into thinking of how I could meet her and stuff without ever seriously thinking if I actually want her. So much confusion happens because there is no clear strategic structure inside of my mind.
  25. Spot on. And as a result, it is unfalsifiable, since there's nothing to falsify Truth with. Ironically enough, understanding the mechanics of finitude is a far, far more complex matter than grasping this, which is literally a tautology and self-evident. Yet it still takes years and has to come first, as without the necessary context all the other sense-making will be partial at best, or just plain wrong. Lovely summary you got there. Welcome!
  26. I've never heard of something like this before. Can you link Any resources?
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