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  2. I'm trying to grasp the nature of the illusion that the AI Slop is, the story on top of my mind is the tower of Babel, but I still don't get it. What are the fundamentals or the principles that are ignored when building or using this kind of system? I have the intuition that it doesn't benefit the humanity, it feels like we are being tricked, but I don't understand how. Thoughts?
  3. The Course states that it cannot teach what love is, but it constantly emphasizes that love is the generative principle behind everything and that God is Love. Ralston says he doesn't talk about love because, for him, it has nothing to do with truth.
  4. For you probably 2-3 years hardcore maybe 1-2
  5. I don't want to generalize so broadly.
  6. Nice one. God is Good with an extra zero 0️⃣ The extra zero must be the duality of God. The other side of the one whole coin, the opposite side which is the same side because a whole split into the many is still the whole, the many of the one. G ♾️ D
  7. You kinda said it yourself. It wasnt your priority because there are things of deeper value in life than material success. I am the same way I'm just not as motivated when it comes to material success than I am in discovering what's true. However I find as we get older what does matter is our relationship with others, though when it comes to romantic relationship it becomes increasingly harder to find a mate at a similar level of growth. Though far from impossible. So sometimes i have to be more flexible and its OK for me. But for now go back to what you do best..don't overthink. Be grateful for your health, and your freedom. You didn't put yourself in jail or the hospital due to your mistakes. So you're not "retarded" 😀 you're quite brilliant actually- just be grateful for what you have. To be conscious of another day. I try to be. @No1Here2c love it bud. Yes we are the same Being walking the walk. Even the ones who don't share our outlook.
  8. Phuack wymyn - Norwegian Institute of Public Health (and the literature they're basing it on 🧐).
  9. Either way, thanks for making me wonder. Nothing else quite like it.
  10. They should really be looking at womens eggs too 🤔
  11. @TruthFreedom What about sharing love just because you're that loving?
  12. i am a retard in social skills. how long will it take to get good at game i have mastered "how to win friends and influence people by dale carnegie". its is muscle memmory. but that doesnt help me much. i am still lonely. it doesnt even work on my male friends fucking hell how long will it take to get good at game
  13. @Carl-Richard pickup is for high Se people. INFP would get fucked if they dont choose another INFP. or INTJ. or INTP. due to low Se
  14. @Miguel1 bro , how long will it take to get good in game. like how many years
  15. You make me wonder if we are exactly alike. Are you even there? How do you know my complete internal workings? You know exactly what to say in order to trigger empathy in me. But I wonder if that too is simply an Illusion? Where is the basis in reality? On some digital screen display? Pulling on my internal mechanisms through some specific targeted attack? Trojan horse words are they? And what now truly drives mine? Is it a place of pure intention? Or have I subversive implications? I don't believe in you. You are from my last night's dream or some odd place like that. There isn't anyone there. Not in the sense I would initially assume or imagine. It's simply, far too accurate. How do I believe such a thing? Only someone who has my exact psychological blueprint or makeup could put out words in such resonation. I question whether they come from an earnest place or a place of attempt at catalyzing a response in several differing forms. Cognitive, emotional, & behavioral response triggering. That's what this is, surely it's obvious. Or have I gone mad? Have I always been? Yeah probably. It's hard to even comment of specific accurate points that have been made, as they all say it better than I ever could. Any words I add amount to reductions in its quality. Dilution of its purity. A static to the signal. Perhaps there are no comments being looked for? Are you a real human being? Like really real? Or just not real but kind of through my personal imagination? Imaginary friend is better than none... I do not necessarily feel myself to live from high degrees of awareness in daily waking life. I think if I did maybe things would be a lot easier for me. Perhaps some rare days I am in a slightly elevated state, but most of the time I live from a slumber unbeknownst to myself, as is the nature of sleep. I do know, as a fact of awareness, that the consciousness embewed herein has occasional access to some incredible states of understanding, Insight, expansiveness, perceptual fluidity, interwoven connectivity, heightened degrees of intelligence, spiritual & mystical states, linguistic & interpretational capacities, dream adventures, voyages into the complete unknown & transcendental, divine miracle, reverential visionry, and more that it seems adding words here does not assist to describe. Consciousness itself here has a recognition of Beauty & Imagination which is either lost or hidden amongst most of humanity. This is not to say I dont have my challenges & derelictions. The domain of survival is precisely as a war zone for me. An everyday battle from which i'm never sure i'll return. Deathly battlegrounds. Between human relations, financial instability, concerns of long term health given the inavoidable toxins laced through modern 'luxuries', the capitalist system based upon corruption which I have faint dreams to be equalized. Inhumane treatment of not only our own kind but also the kind of other species. It truly puts me on edge everyday. Conscious of it or not I am in constant crisis mode. More often than not, of existential variety. It is as if I have found myself lost amidst a chaos of nobodies choosing. Nobodies ability to arrest. I have no clue, how even have I gotten here? Seems I must be dreaming. The system has gone out of control and the only way for it to stop is for it to tear itself apart & rip itself to shreds from the inside out. I feel to be at my constant breaking point. I am not upset about this. I love to walk the the brink of sanity. The most thrilling thing you will ever find. The precipice of death looms overhead, a feared but almost welcome scythe to harvest when time comes ripe. Again, I wonder if you are a real human being. It seems I resonate just a little too much with the words you have cast out like a lure, to catch my attention and reel me in. A conspired trick in order to gather more of my internal blueprint? I wouldn't doubt it. Yes I would. Not at this point. Of course I must. It appears the only logical explanation at this point. Have I gone mad in this world? Or has the world itself been tipped over the edge of sanity? I being pulled along with it? Does Naivety ever learn it's lesson do I wonder. What do you think? Must be both freeing and frightening to put one's own thoughts & emotions on the line. It feels to go deeper, as if the entirety of one's being is being placed at risk of sudden dispersal or destruction. Do I continue on? Are more words here ever going to convey the feelings within? Is there even existant a recipient I would like to receive them? I question it all. And I dont know why. I love to question. Why? Why do the very thing that will untether the only anchor left for me? So that I may drift free? To capsize along the endless sea? Follow along You & I shall see.
  16. Yes, that's what I mean. Deconstructing the mental construct of the world so that one perceives it as unfiltered as possible. That's exactly what I strive for. Living in the light. A fresh perception that slows everything down and honors it. The Gospel really gives a very good insight into his life. He truly worshipped all forms as Kali, in a way that even truly spiritual people considered insane. His life is really interesting when you consider how open he was. For someone like him, it would be impossible to live in society. Small things were enough for him to shatter all boundaries, and he would be completely gone in Samadhi, often for hours, and his devotees had to care for him like for a child. He trurly lived as a child of Kali in complete innocence. I have trained my mind to perceive the formless as the essence in everything. Often, for example, I look around and everything appears identical to me. Of course, I see different forms, like a table and a screen, but everything shares the same formless essence, that which never changes. And for me, the formless also has a quality; I don't see it as neutral in the sense of being without attributes, but simply neutral in the sense that there is no opposite to it, no polarity. Formless being is pure joy and imbued with the deepest peace. I am aware that this path is not the only way to liberate the mind and open oneself up. It simply happens that this path best suits my experiences and inclinations. For a time, it might seem limited, but I believe that in the end, everything leads to the same goal: the complete opening of the mind.
  17. Thank you, I have to agree with you on this matter. Nicely said btw. On the human level yes, of course it’s reality expressed as a human condition. Very good, Breakingthewall, very good. Personally I tend to make a right pigs ear out of trying to put my understanding of all this into words, but I have no problem taking accountability for making a mess of it. I own it.
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  19. My stepdad gets so angry when I start talking about environmental toxins in fish and he's like "I simply follow the recommendations from the institute of public health and they say we can eat fish; instead of doing my own research, I just trust the 1000s of scientists who have already done the research and have done it better than I could ever do on my own". (It's not that simple by the way; he has probably not read any of the more specific recommendations that deal with contamination of e.g. self-caught fish and fish organ meats, avoiding certain species of fish during pregnancy). Meanwhile I'm like "hey, I just use it as a hypothesis for why I feel tired after eating cod and not salmon, and the institute of public health doesn't have a specific answer for that, so then I have to do my own research". He's like computing me talking about contaminants in the food he likes as "do not eat fish". He is really sharp and quick in a certain way, but he lacks any and all finesse and nuance sometimes. Businessman, super concerned about being pragmatic and forward-moving, getting results, not so much about getting to the bottom of things. It's like a complete clash, my entire being threatens his entire existence lol. Also, the way the institutes settle on a recommendation depends on cut-off values for what they consider to be safe, and those rely mostly on studies on developmental deficits (neurological and behavioral) in children (and sperm quality lol). There is probably no way they would capture the issues I'm concerned about like acute post-meal effects on cognition and performance and general energy levels (in adults, let alone children). Yeah ok, if you don't eat more than two portions of fatty fish per week, you won't be "brain damaged" per the definition of the institute, but what about say a 10%-30% acute drop in working memory performance?
  20. This looks neat!! I was looking for something like this. Do you have a Firefox extension as well? I don't use Chrome.
  21. wait and see what the smartest person alive says... am i to blame for this? i guess you should watch this for your entertainment... only . . looks he is trying make fool of himself , in a smart way, gain big audience, . for fools that have something to say..is one thing.. for smart .. is another . . why am i here?
  22. In all seriousness, what you're observing many describe as "birth-pangs". The ass-hattery is a natural consequence, or perhaps collateral damage, of major transition.
  23. I gave you a clue. Try to keep up.
  24. Perhaps everything is so difficult for you because you've clung to a narcissistic, misguided, and insane spirituality that claims you're creating reality, when this is absolutely not the case. If a false idea forms the foundation of your mind, your whole life tends toward the wrong paths, and this translates into dissatisfaction. Ask yourself a question: how do you know that you are dreaming the reality? If it were the case, why are you creating this really and not another? There must be a reason. This reason would be a limit, because it would limit the other possibilities. Then the entire reality would be limited for a reason.

  25. Distinction Journal

    Emull replied to Emull's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Tuesday: May 12th, 2026. Yearning to work hard enough is distinct from functional exhaustion.
  26. @Thought Art Hey bro welcome back!
  27. Absolute love is just the absence of contraction. You could call it openess, oneness, absolute being , creative power, god . You perceive it as a divine feeling in comparison with normal contracted state, but it's just being without limits. We are closed to absolute love due evolution. It's necessary to be closed in order to move to greater complexity. Alive beings divide the reality between good and bad in order to self preserve, reproduce, evolve. This division is closeness, and it's natural and necessary. Enlightenment is just removing this closeness in some moments, and perceiving always that this closeness is just a temporary structure with a purpose, being able to see through it easily
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