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  2. Well, if it's his stance then yes that's his sovereignty. He feels compelled to correct a misunderstanding. It's not that he is correct or incorrect to me, in my opinion. It is about ensuring he communicated properly and that is his own integrity at work. It has nothing to do with me seeing him as an authority. And yeah I meant no offence to him. Did I say sorry? Feel free to quote me. Just as I never mean offense to anyone. I have never been upset by anything you have said to me in this thread, I thought we were merely talking about understanding views? This notion I am upset is so left field! I don't even recall the question. My worldview is different to Leo, and yourself. But again, you haven't ever probed me for my worldview. Typically you are much more concerned with expressing your own. And that's cool too.
  3. That's good that you take responsibility and say sorry to Leo, he has authority right? That's cool. Anyway, I asked about my comment in the video about incompletude. As you was upset about my comment I wanted to know my mistake. If I don't know it, I can't improve
  4. Wrong, there are interesting posts, but they are not appropriate for your....how to say? Well, not appropriate. Try avoid insulting because it's supposed that you are a moderator of a spiritual forum
  5. I’ve been thinking a lot about whether this documentary interview is actually the right thing for me to do. Part of why I wanted to take part was that I saw it as a chance to try to make amends for some of the harm I caused through my past OnlyFans management business. I also thought it could help warn people about being scammed by Tate and his network. Personally, I don’t think I would benefit much from it apart from getting some public speaking practice, and I can work on that in other ways too. I spent the last few months preparing for this and really wanted to do it, but the risks now seem too high. I also already sent them photos from that period, and they wanted to use them in the documentary series, which makes me even more uncomfortable. They also sent me the release form only shortly before the interview and are now pushing for a quick signature, which makes me even more hesitant. On top of that, I’m still trying to sort out some things from the past and make sure everything is properly in order, so I’m not sure whether doing this interview right now is actually helpful or whether it could create unnecessary problems. Most friends and family members have also advised me against doing it. One idea I had was to still do the interview, but only if my face is blurred. That might be a safer compromise.
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  7. Be careful, some people today will kill over their wifi connection the real world is scary for most people.
  8. You'd be amazed and how far kindness gets you in life and the real world. I've been accepted in many homes by total strangers and allowed to stay free off charge simply by being myself and showing kindness, and i feel everyone at their core self is a kind, compassionate, understanding, gentle and loving person, because this is how we are as children before the world changes us.
  9. One day the world will realize the jokes on them, that mainstream media is one giant puppet show, and the reason why things like this exist is because the majority of the masses believe this stuff and fall for the bait, and what actually occurs behind the scenes in the real world and who is in control and power, is totally different story. Its all a show, the only way to truly make a difference is unsubscribe from that show and focus on the real world around us and our own illumination and story. There will be challenges, but there is always a brighter side to a stormy phase. We just gotta keep on keeping on. We will find our way, hearts strong, head forward, eye on the vision.
  10. My car runs on diesel which used to be the cheapest and now is $2.35 - $3.00/L in Sydney, which converts to around 7 bucks a gallon your case. Its an interesting time to be alive, i am seeing the system we know crumble before my eyes.
  11. If they haven’t shared what they agreed to already, don’t expect any compliance or compassion if things get hairy after your interview. Unless there is some significant gain for you with going through with this, then don’t gamble future life implications away. Most situations like this involve lots of puppets like yourself in order for them to gain fame and fortune.
  12. Honesty built the truth, the truth didn't build itself. Everything exists as an expression of freedom and friendship. When you turn your ego into a truth teller not afraid to hear that he has no real true control, because he realizes that imperfection must serve perfection and as a result still won't turn a blind eye to how that plays out, that is a person really stepping into their Godhood.
  13. I didn't even consider this TBH, but it applies as well. The whole thing appears confused as fuck to me now >.<
  14. 40 was probably hyperbolic. But I've thought a bit about it. 😃🔫 I didn't bring it up. He sort of confronted me about it. I was just explaining why I don't really eat fish (they asked me). And he was like "but what about this: ...". Yeah, in a weird way, even though I know what I want, the argument really dug itself into my mind. It's like a really alluring prospect that "what if you can just read a few sentences and that's it?", even when you know about the limitations or downsides of that. So I wanted more reasons to not entertain it as a good argument, even though again I have assessed it essentially for what it is (e.g., I don't have a problem with using institutions as a baseline, but it's the exclusive position of "only that" which is so - disturbing). I think I really just wanted to reground myself in the position that being open and interested in information about all kinds of things is ok. All my life I've been surrounded by relatively open people. It's a first where I've ran into someone this principally not-open.
  15. He's missrepresenting requisite variety as well, using requisite variety entails you are trying to solve a problem and so, complexity of your mental toolbox must exceed a complexity of the problem. First of all, we don't even know what exact problem is OP trying to solve (there might be one but I don't wanna be offensive LOL), second of all even if the problem is named, the OPs mental toolbox to hilariously simple to "solve" a societal scale "problems"
  16. This is highly suspicious, talk to a lawyer.
  17. Interesting. Thanks for sharing, never found CBN, let alone that amount in mg. I usually find trace amounts in CBD tinctures and CBG / CBC but its still quite fresh with these things only recently becoming more legal and widespread. The future is bright !
  18. Yup, Completeness is every emotion/feeling, even the feeling of incompleteness is totally complete. It's all inclusive. It doesn't disregard or avoid because without the sour there couldn't be the sweet and without the dirty there couldn't be the clean. Without the good there couldn't be the bad and without the happy there couldn't be the sad.
  19. I think the idea is because smoking herbs is quite popular as a quick and rapid onset of a substance but more mental and short-lived. Just like we drink herbal teas, most herbs can be smoked for the same or similar effects that are more rapid hitting and more targeted around the brain. I tried smoking amanita mushrooms because i didn't feel anything off them in other ways and smoking helped get a taste of what they can feel like. Its all weeds fault in the end, in fact, the original way to consume weed is in a brew and edible but fast-paced lifestyles and ease of use smoking became The Thing. I personally love eating mushrooms raw, i find the most potent effects that way but tea has always been smooth for me.
  20. God is a multidimensional past, present experience happening. God gave a lie the ability to be the truth. The backstory dreamed everything up in deep sleep, so it's the backstory that is the truth of present moment. God's mind is a baby mind. The smartest baby of all time. This mind wants to explore what love is in all the possible ways it can be and has to learn how to have safe fun that doesn't ruin your whole life.
  21. Because the knowing is intellectual. Understanding who and what you are and embodying the fullness of that is an entirely different spectrum. You could say: Awakening is realizing you are God, and Enlightenment is the full integration of that realization. There are many who have this idea about themselves, yet there are those who have no idea and live in a very godly way, so to speak. Realizing you are god is the mere rebirth, the beginning of the new octave of life, so to speak...
  22. Or it can mean… L ife’s O bsessive V itriol E nergy
  23. or it can mean... L iving O ne V ibrational E nergy
  24. You think so? I personally don't mind it, it's an opportunity to take responsibility and integrate 😁
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