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  2. You can find a ton of SD Green communities in Sedona.
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  4. I recently moved to Arizona and want to become part of a higher-consciousness community, with open-minded people, centered in stage green. Any help is appreciated. I'm in the Phoenix area
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  6. By doing serious spiritual work and raising awareness beyond materialistic things. What would it take to make you finally happy and worth it ? Look at the richest people on the planet..I don’t see them losing sleep from the happiness overload . stop seeking the illusion of completion in a future state. See the more you seek the more you reinforce the illusion that something is lacking. What could be lacking in wholeness? What is lacking in perfection? Yet you always believe that something is wrong somewhere. Why you do that? Because that's what motivates you to take action. To accomplish. No attainment.. no accomplishment.. no goal.. no matter how many hoops you jump through.. no matter how well you do in the rat race ..nothing’s going to fix that sense of inadequacy. Cause that sense of not being good enough cannot be fixed by anything…Because this sense of worthlessness.. is not true. But unfortunately you were brainwashed into believing it .
  7. I can see that - it's an exploration of the phenomena of myopic vision based on assumptions and expectations created and lived by to the extent that it creates problems. I like how you indicate why you put it in self development - a different take on what self development means. As to the truth of the matter between who's right and wrong in the situation. That to me is debatable. It shows up to me as reality drama television with an emotional bait. We can get caught up debating about these two people and his validity or her validity, but it doesn't matter. For me, I see this - I go through the cycle, see (the internal contraction i have about the situation), know (see space within the contraction), and let go (enjoy the spaciousness of not actually getting attached to this arrangement of energy), and enjoy Then the situation doesnt matter. Not that it isn't happening, but that - these people are not releasing. They are caught in some way. And psychologically and philosophically we can go into all the reasons why. But I think , its just contraction. He's contracted. She's contracted. There's a problem.
  8. @No1Here2c Infinite Consciousness needs to imagine a finite human life in order for you to feel like a human inside a world. This involves inventing a stream of very realistic memories of your origin. These memories create the foundation for a sense of human self. Without these memories you literally would not be human. You have to believe your memories are real, otherwise you would no longer be a self. You invented the very notion of "a memory". But what is a memory? How can it even exist? You never questioned this. You just took for granted that memories are a thing.
  9. If I am God.. then there is no rush..because sooner or later I will return to my ultimate state. The religious creation stories describe God as an eternal essence which is uncreated and indestructible and perfect and omnipotent. People ask why a perfect god would relinquish its perfection and completeness in order to appear finite and vulnerable as a human. But perhaps that is the wrong question. Perhaps the opposite is true: of fucking course God would do that. Imagine existing eternally with unlimited power.. able to create anything instantly out of nothing. From a human perspective..that sounds desirable because we experience life through lack and limitation. But from the perspective of god this perfection might become hell itself . In that sense limitation itself becomes meaningful. So god created Struggle ..uncertainty ..growth and drama to kind of add spices to the meal . So perhaps God willingly veils His own limitless nature (not truly losing it .. but through self deception and illusion) in order to experience limitation . so Existence is like cosmic play: an oscillation between the unlimited state and limited form ..between unity and separation ..between Godhood and individuality again and again. So there is no becoming god in the ultimate sense you are already that eternal existence. But you appear human right now but you will merge back to your ultimate state . But you have to experience this life here first with all its diversity .
  10. I can always point to something of a memory in this present moment which gives the appearance of a 'coming from' some 'place' or 'time' other than where exactly I always sit, here & now. That is, I can do so from the ordinary state of human consciousness. Upon entering some other 'expanded' state the ability can be seen through for what it exactly is: Imagination. Certain states, of radical tangentiality, the ability of memory may completely cease. Upon this, consciousness reveals itself to be always fully immersed in immediate presence. Is this correct interpretation?
  11. You are imagining the past right now. There is no past otherwise. Infinity has no past. It has to invent it.
  12. But Leo, What about the past? It doesnt seem like I am imagining it right now. It seems like that is how I've gotten to this moment at all. Is seeming too also occurring as Imagination in this precise moment?
  13. I think this is worth unpacking to figure out why this is weird for you. Why do women have to be considered classy, feminine, and elegant to be a proper woman? What counts as being classy and elegant and why?
  14. I don't think that a man's role is inherently to die in wars, protect, or provide. That's a pretty narrow view of manhood and masculinity imo and it strips the humanity of most men to box them in that way. I don't think being sexually submissive is any less manly. And I think it's natural to face dysfunction if you find yourself performing inauthentically for long stretches of time. I think the way you said your role specifically is interesting. It makes me inclined to think that you may still identify as a man but not resonate with the cultural and sociatal associations with manhood as opposed to being trans. I know I'm not a man but I've had many moments throughout my mid 20s especially where I don't particularly feel like a woman but not really in a gender noncomforming/ gender fluid way but in a "there is a sociatal script that feels inauthentic to me." I mean, bottom and top surgery along with hormonal therapy are pretty effective of getting you like 90% there imo. Sure, you cannot change yourself on a chromosomal level but I think a lot of transpeople I have met (and I don't think they are the exception) do see such medical interventions as a huge step forward to helping them feel more authentic in the way they show up in the world. You can still be trans and have yet to undergo such interventions.
  15. Forgo the human vessel. Sail away... 🚢
  16. I don't think there is anything inherently unhealthy about journalling about your thoughts, feelings, and experiences. In most cases, it's a pretty good. outlet. I'm curious but what kind of critique have you encountered?
  17. Why is it bad that people are selfish? that people only care about their survival agenda? that they twist reality to fit their needs, that they are opportunistic, that they lie? why is survival "bad" ? Because its a lower form of love
  18. Canaries in the coal mine Tadpoles in the swamp Seekers on planet earth All of the same
  19. Dude best way of teaching the concept of gender/sexuality/form. "Fuck my way to the answer" -- Best epistemology I've ever heard “I am her, and I am fucking me” "You know?" its genius.
  20. Dream Imagination That is the absence of limits
  21. Not exactly sure what you feel is a mess about this.
  22. We speak of exactly the same thing. Our maps are simply different.
  23. I'm genuinely not trying to sass you though. When I have a conversation with people, I do not think about any step-by-step framework.
  24. I’ve Deffinately come across that before, many times. If someone’s neuroendocrine pathway development is divergent from the reproductive sex it’s certainly in line with a type of neurodivergence. there must be some truth to it because I’m trans and also have a DSD… and just today I started the proper assessment process for an autism and adhd diagnosis. ( age 40+, the typical collapse of masking revealing all the sensitivities). my sexual variation had a part to play in triggering my awakening but my awakening triggered the slow collapse of my personality. first time was an intellectual deconstruction, the second time was the exhaustion of an unfit adaptation. No more being inauthentic. others have suggested following his authenticity and I second that. Be what you are, whatever that is and you know, when you start to function better. … and definitely integrate both masculine and feminine aspects. For me that had nothing to do with being a man but a balanced human being.
  25. I know you see my mind as very clever and complex. But what i'm asking for is pretty straightforward .
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