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  2. The cringe part is thinking of oneself as royalty.
  4. (cont.) Obv, theres also like, mountaineous stuff in i wanna say kazakhstan, etc, Afghanistan into Himalayan territory... or watevs... Somewhere theres a well-forested area that begins the hospitable areas again, in the est, i forget where, but its a long stretch of something like sandy dunes, or sandy sand stone desert. Im not pretending to know what any of it means, i just like mountaineous places.

  5. Let us see your face

    Yimpa replied to egoeimai's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

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  7. @vinc3nc BTC price is linked to public perception so I’m curious what kind of analysis you are doing and making what conclusions lol
  8. Yes, good. So then the next question is, "Why is the desert itself all sand", Like they say that it was once fertile land, So why did everything become like Oceanic sand .... And sandstone, etc, but its very sandy, beachy, islandy, and so suddenly, depending on whatever the time / sequence is, but i mean, even just getting the basic development pinned down there is confusing, cause its near what i assume is like the Sun's scar... i mean, theres also the circular scar of a literal sun blast (talkin about the west African scars...) and then the suns rays sweep across the sahara, and then continues throughout the mid est -in terms of how much sandy stuffs goin on... Lol, like "Who put all this sandy stuff here", like if we were real young, and we visit there, we might randomly come out w/ that... But now we wanna know why, 'Why sand basically.
  9. @AION I was calling for 40K to happen in early October this year and had been bearish since last October, when BTC topped. But whats happening now, with this BTC rally above 80K has changed things. I’ve stopped being bearish and think the bottom is in. Nothing is 100%. There can always be a black swan event that fucks everything up. But investing is a game of probabilities, and I give it 80% that the bottom is in. It still has to confirm that the bear market is over by making a higher high on the weekly, but if you’re waiting for confirmation, you will always be late to the party. HF waiting for 35k BTC.
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  11. I tested some settings for solo-retreats and it seems fine to do it, I am mostly pulling myself out of actualized.org there is just an issue that imo will never be solved as time is of essence, as long as there is rare information I stick to it, but I block it if it get's weird and hostile again, this goes for me also.
  12. I did not watch the video, a professors just posted something about these mac book/server thingies, on LinkedIn that they use the chines model Qwen? smth. I am not getting behind all of the latest tech news I am so bomarded by stuff curently, but the post was interesting, somehow they lack performance still IIRC about graphical units etc. so idk what will happen, if chinese and amiercan tech can unite imo world economy is largely saved, it really depends on the politics of war @Pudgey I checked the model a bit more I can use it for markdown files also, if this continues I definitely get behind some chinese tech, I liked Oppo phones etc in the past and generally enjoy a lot of their stuff, just the voice recognition and speaking to a model on a consumer level for me is missing from what I saw.
  13. I stopped blocking the website, I presume my intetions are finally working out, studying more of the esoteric stuff, I downloaded an audibook yesterday as I got my phone back finally, on some meditation refreshers what they key distinctions are between schools & traditions, as I soft of wean off the conventional ways and include everything similar to a TOE, and reduce and break away what works does not work and did work, it is also a healing experience to dispell Leo, after understanding my own manfestation, and I am still on the fence of, can I use this for survival and good, or is it just as new agey at times as tarot that I am studying, I am making better decisions studying tarot, staying completely away from alcohol now, and the life choices I made, some issues are amplified by the issue of the nazification of tech, and some core intuitions and experiences I had here, but mostly I continue to use this site as long as I am doing something and making progress, there is still a level of maturity reached in order to entirely quit, and I've had my fair share of astrological truths and insights from having and doing these readings myself and building an intuition with it, as well as using these new A.I tools to simply work more efficiently and effectively with video summaries, quizzes etc. but I notice how from an advanced health perspective these tech tools sort of pull away the health that I experience, and that my heart frequency is sort of hijacked by all of the tech around me, it's still odd to the level of things, I am reading every night again, and found new ways to simple have more control, I also keep pulling positive spreads, and finally instead of training intuition writting some notes on core cards, and not only coincidences but learning the actual system to simple make better decisions, also the THOT tarot deck is super psychdelic I absolutely love the art and find it inspiring, the other decks have a bit more psychological and historical usage, but it will take some time I mostly see this as part of spirituality, but I am mostly focused on survival, and not a true meditative path that I was in more before, the situation with the ex put survival to much into the foreground and not True Spirituality, even with taints of enjoyments of survival, she could not meditate even 30 minute next to me, I was excited to go for 1h at least, I am back at 30 mins today, doing some healing 15 minutes and some other practice that I developed with all the audiobooks and knowledge I consumed. I am still in an odd situation, if anything negatively manifests for e.g people called the cops on me for being loud, while they are over-sensetive and tell them straight-up lies, I am to blunt and they make presumptions about things I never did like throwing around cartonage etc. This never happend to me till the break-up occured, I was the one who called the police as others were loud, when I meditated or studied and it was impossible, it's a very hideous character trait imo, I am healing daily from it as of now.
  14. I find it really cringe for parents to forsake their children like this. Can you imagine being a prince and still being a deadbeat dad? So common too; straight up out of game of thrones.
  15. Watched Star Wars III the revenge of the sith a few days ago. Hadn't watched it for like 20 years, forgot how sad of a movie it is. Pretty epic seeing the rise of the galactic empire and how its plotted into existence. I would rate it 8/10 Watched this one Admiral 2015 last night, it's about a few real life conflicts in the 17th century that revolve around the Netherlands and how they impact the main character in the movie Michiel de Rutyer and a famous politican of that time Johan de Witt who gets murdered by an angry mob during times of economic uncertainty and parts of are eaten and taken as trophies when he was just a few years earlier very popular. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michiel_de_Ruyter https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Johan_de_Witt That one is a bit slower but since it teaches you about history as well I'll give it some leeway. I'll rate it 7.5/10
  16. I’m getting on BTC at 35k
  17. I liked reading this, it was a high quality intellectual diss. I'm here for it.
  18. I don't do monthly investment like that. I look for rare opportunities in the market. I'm not saying to emulate me. That's just how I do it. You should be wary taking investment advice from me.
  19. Hey how much do you drop into investments every month and how long did it take you to get to that amount? I really waited late so im starting late and behind the 8 ball. And with all my bills I don't have a ton left over for investments. I have my 401k and my house which right there probably sits me at 1M but I wanted to invest on the side.
  20. it shows Thank you, Leo.
  21. They are all gems. You guys got lucky when you stumbled on this gold mine. Leo put everything into his videos.
  22. Sure, that could happen. But gold has already had a big bull run in the last few years. I expect $7K after the crash, not before.
  23. This is gold. I did a retreat based on this video. Post

  24. Inception 2.0

    Inception replied to Inception's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Post #74 Here’s a big trap for you: getting into spirituality before you’re ready for it. I was to curious for my own good. If you like something don’t find out how it’s made. Actualized.org shouldn’t be exoteric imo.
  25. People are already responding to some of the points but one that I want to focus on is him paying for lessons that don't happen. If you had to cancel, that is one thing, but if he cancels, its common in some industries to be paid at least part of what the original fee was. I used to work as a Massage Therapist. if they canceled within 24 hours there was a cancelation fee of like, 30-40%, but if they canceled right before they had to pay for the whole thing. And yeah, it sounds like he isn't seeing you in a totally professinal light. At the end of the day, if you want to report your taxes, that's your choice whether he agrees or not. I would either start invoicing him for it or just keep good track of the cash you are receiving so you can report it properly come tax season.
  26. Yet there is short-term and/or long-term damage. I know somebody who knows somebody who allegedly developed Celiac's disease after an antibiotic treatment. A cohort study found a correlation that would support this: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30836095/ Yet there is short-term and/or long-term damage. "How chemotherapy damages the central nervous system" — https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC2397491/ The point is not that you should. The point is it does happen. All examples are false equivalence. The important part of the equivalence is that there are things that do damage or reduce functioning in the short-term (and perhaps sometimes even in the long-term in some ways), that are often unsustainable in the long-term, and that when taken short-term, they can lead to improvements in functioning over time. And perhaps even if dry fasting does lead to long-term damage (like chemotherapy), if you have a very debilitating disease and there is a chance that dry fasting could cure it, maybe the trade-off is worth it?

  27. Zigzag Idiot and the ladder of Objective Reason

    Zigzag Idiot replied to Zigzag Idiot's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    Chocolate chip cookies and chicken for breakfast this morning. Utilizing what’s conveniently accessible as foodstuffs. Open-mindedness, flexibility, persistence and determination are qualities that I combine to utilize when ordinary discipline has been abandoned. Add to this a good dose of light heartedness and I’m prepared to face the world. Reminder to myself,,,,, Discern sensing from feeling. Put the mind in the heart so there’s a possibility of understanding others point of view. Throughout the day sense the physicality of the feet and lower legs to stay grounded in the body and away from being trapped in the mind with too much neurotic thinking. People will challenge you for different reasons. A part of them needs you to be patient for the benefit of everyone. This is alchemy. It’s often hot in the kitchen,,,, Have a nice day.
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