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  2. First contact with humanity, not individuals. Think of humanity as an entity.
  3. By loving her, and by even loving the fact that she might think of other men and leave you. And if you love her and she still leaves, then no amount of tricks would ever hold.
  4. Do you mean open contact because I was speaking to them today. Or do you mean, open contract from your perspective.
  5. Looks like you will also get more features/permissions at 50, such as PM and the ability to attach files:
  6. Oh interesting she gave up after I asked a question that I knew the answer to but I know basically no other human does. How interesting. Granted, I could’ve been manifesting blockages that Goddess Isis could have perceived and then chose not to answer the question. @Bashar if you wanna try again, let me know and I will manifest Goddess Isis as a being a perfect wisdom and goodness.

  7. Most intense 5meo experience I’ve ever had

    Holymoly replied to Holymoly's topic in Psychedelics

    @Yimpa Im much better now, it was a couple of days before I started sleeping again. I still have dreams about that and its much less overwhelming, I used cannabis oil about a week ago and basically relieved the trip although I was able to be with it. In the dreams it feels as though Im on the brink of having a very profound insight. Overall Im really grateful for the experience, Im not really sure if I will use 5meo again, not without trying some more gentle psychs like malt. I am considering using MDMA this week along side 5meo.

  8. Conformity Examples Mega-Thread

    Miguel1 replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Going to therapy
  9. That's a great idea, I'll try it more. I've been doing it because life actually sucks and I'm tired of living like a worm, so i am trying to convince myself to wake up
  10. So I approached again today, this time in a small city, which is actually something I recommend trying if you haven't already. In my experience, approaching during the day in small cities has a much more relaxed vibe because you're away from the hectic, fast-paced city, unless you already live in a small city, of course. I live in Amsterdam, so going to a small city feels like visiting a village, and I feel like I'm just going for a walk in the park. Another reason it's good is that girls also seem to be less in a rush and much more receptive, in my experience. They even stumble over their words and laugh when you approach, probably because no one has approached them before in their little city, or because I'm attractive, one of the two, lol. So today, what I noticed was the momentum of confidence. Confidence starts to make me want to take bolder actions. It's not that I have to or force myself to take bolder actions, but I do it because I'm drawn to it. Not super bold actions like the more experienced guys, but, for example, today I approached a girl who had headphones on for the first time. I normally ignore girls with earbuds or headphones on, but I wanted to challenge myself somehow. Another example was a girl sitting at a café drinking coffee. I normally don't go up to someone sitting on a terrace, because I feel it might be inappropriate, but again, I found myself not giving a fuck. This is the momentum that comes with becoming more confident. You just want to challenge yourself for the sake of breaking boundaries or something, confidence makes you bolder. We live in a society with all kinds of rules in our minds, and we tend to adhere to them. But sometimes you should just think, "I see a girl, I want to talk to her, fuck the rules." Now, of course, within reason, but you get what I mean, not always being a polite/good/normal citizen. You want to be bolder. Confidence makes you want to take bolder actions, and who knows how much bolder I'll get. This is probably nothing to some of you more advanced guys who, I guess, would just approach a whole group of ten women or whatever other challenges there are. Actually, anyone struggling with approaching woman, I would recommend day game, it is so much more relaxing than night game as the whole status games in clubs are kinda exhausting as well as the people being drunk etc. I don't like it that much anymore: I might change my mind later, but as of now I am enjoying day game and it feels healthy and enjoyable. Also a good exercise to walk so much, which probably also helps with the flow state, especially in calmer places, like a small city, which makes you feel calm and present. Overall, this was a good day, and I can sleep well knowing that I did what I was supposed to do, and more. Thank you.

  11. I'm done pursuing women

    Oppositionless replied to Meeksauce's topic in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family

    @Meeksauce doesn't sound like you asked her out. Maybe she doesn't even know you're into her? Is this someone you've known for awhile? Chances are she has no clue you're interested or maybe she sort of suspected it but now it's been so long she assumes not anymore. I make the same mistakes tho. I have this mental block where I don't ask women out, altho part of it is the women I'm attracted to are part of my spiritual community, and if I go to bars I usually get too shitty . I'm a bit too passive I think , I want them to come to me. I think if I just had a sober wingman it would be so much easier
  12. Those things are possible so I can understand your trepidation. So it sounds like its the fear of the unknown then which Im guessing is the ego hanging on for dear life during those episodes. That's why psychedelics are recommended because the ego is usually curb stomped and given no choice. I wish I could be of more help but I would just try and call about the knowledge gained during your peak psychedelic experiences - everythings going to be okay no matter what happens.
  13. Yes, should be about 4-8 months to go now until first contact
  14. In case you didn't know, Democratic Socialists of America (DSA)-backed candidates are winning/advancing in primaries across the US and it seems that Mamdani's win in NY was not an anomaly. We are seeing democratic socialists win in Midwestern and Southern states - despite millions spent by AIPAC on smear campaigns. Corporatist/establishment Dems are losing to grassroots, anti-Israel, pro-working-class campaigns. Personally, I think (and hope) this trend will continue as people abandon politics as usual and grow tired of do-nothing centrist Democrats. What do you guys think? https://www.removepaywall.com/search?url=https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/campaigns/congressional/4624938/over-30-socialists-won-primaries-2026-elections/ https://edition.cnn.com/2026/08/03/politics/democratic-socialists-of-america-convention-dsa-platform-democrats-midterms https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/jul/01/mamdani-new-york-democratic-socialist
  15. It´s not a thought, it is a feeling that I feel. Who has the fear is obviously ego it´s afraid of no-return When I was doing psychedelics I always knew I was going to return but when you're about to have the experience sober, it's not the same thing
  16. Today

  17. finally, some good music

    Yimpa replied to requisite_variety's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    sounds good; looks like they played live near me last october! i’ll have to go check em out next time they’re here, and i’ll be sure to share some pics and vids with you (^. .^)⟆
  18. Knowing I have always known. I helped a random stranger and in return he gave me the I know that you know intro followed by exactly what I had been thinking about right before we interacted and gave me some advice and encouragement - which worked.
  19. İnvestigate who is saying this. Who has the fear and even want to overcome from it?

  20. Originality

    shenanigans replied to Lyubov's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Make what you love and fuze together the insights.

  21. TS SO PEAK

    NewKidOnTheBlock replied to NewKidOnTheBlock's topic in Self-Actualization Journals

    It is GGs for this society man, in so many different ways. Regardless of the scenario, I don't really like any outcome I don't like most people as well, which kinda closely ties to the previous statement. If you're reading this, chances are I don't like you lol
  22. Red lasers are a good analogy for social dynamics and power games I might steal it. Usually most men don't really play the social games of society they mostly just labor so they don't have to learn social dynamics quite as much as most women do.
  23. @Jirhl didn't say you're psychotic what I meant is that what I experienced when I was psychotic was an elevated version of what you're experiencing . The pattern matching , the overblown signicance. It's a very similar mechanism , the difference is the extremity.
  24. I am afraid of 2 things having a psychotic episode or disappearing
  25. I started noticing it as a background and it´s always there. Anything I do it´s always there. When I concetrate on it grows even more. Good luck to you !

  26. finally, some good music

    Ulax replied to requisite_variety's topic in Off-Topic: Pop-Culture, Entertainment, Fun

    Chica looks like Alysa Liu
  27. @Emerald I would value some tips on how to be more attainable to women please
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