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Hm Jim seems right - in dreams ar night it still does feel like there’s a character, but there’s no one claiming it - it’s just appearing as well as everything else is just appearing and this fascinating story is unfolding. This night dreamt of a story similar to solo leveling - fighting cool monsters and then thrnjng them into soldiers. Just from the presence of “my” soldiers alone others would get sucked into a sort od hallucination. Was somewhat scary too, but thay just makes the story more real and enaging - wasnt too scary, though, proba ly perfect amount. Same is here I guess? No enlightenment needed / this is already it, just need to stop seeking and all will be well, all is well.
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Then why did you claim Omniscience in the past? Omniscience implies that knowing is ultimate. Now are you saying that there are levels deeper than knowing. How is that possible since knowing and being are one and the same? If God is all all-powerful and all-knowing, he should know everything about himself including his origin.
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samijiben replied to Daniel Balan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I myself went through a full-blown existential crisis over the dilemma of whether or not I should kill flies, specifically with my favorite pink swatter. I ultimately realized that a sick part of the fly's soul has a fetish for this kind of spanking, so thereby rationalized to myself that I am killing these flies in the name of God, but I cleverly rewrote it as "Jesus Christ" so as to avoid committing blasphemy. - Today
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samijiben replied to Thought Art's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You look like a fun dude to drink a beer with Or go to the Spa or something lol -
This is actually such a beautiful moment it moved me a little 🥹
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Such a great talk!! Thank you
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That show would indeed test your limits, with over 700 episodes to watch I love marathons too, actually running outside is my preferred hobby!
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It's probably mostly because LSD lasts for a crazy amount of time. It literally gets stuck in the receptor in a way you wouldn't expect based on its purely chemical properties. And it gets stuck specifically in the serotonin 2a receptor, which would lead to effects like elevated cortisol for longer than the other effects. I wrote more about this here if you are especially interested:
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I don't think you hate all women... Hate is a strong word. Like how there are many types of men, there are many types of women. Is life really that easy for women and that hard for men? I am not so sure about that. I don't think it's that simple.
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I want to write this. I Have been experiencing SOMETHING INCREDIBLE in the domain of interpersonal relations with WHOEVER you find yourself communicating with. Be that a peer or a boss, a parent or child, a sophist or philospher, YOU ARE responsible For Projecting That Image onto them. So, my point in this communication is simple: Be Wary of the sneaky tactics trying to convince other people of your TomFoolery while in the throes of trying to get a point across. THis is where infinite compassion comes into play, and you can dance with it in a symphony of giggling uncertainy, cosmic jokes, and Godly Levels of Paradoxical Nuance that, Ultimtely & Finally, Only YOU will be able to fully enjoy, bask & marvel & revel in, gawk at for eternity, since it is the very BEING THAT YOU ARE.........
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My existence has layers haha. Man, what a life.
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Is that why when I take LSD I can hardly get any good sleep that day?
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Carl-Richard replied to Carl-Richard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, again, that's true, but then why shrug it off? Is it not the best alternative we have at present, that we know about? And if it's not a good alternative, why? What makes you inclined to doubt it? The moon is falling to the ground, it's just falling in a trajectory which we call "in orbit". But I don't see how this connects to what we're talking about. If the memories were snuck in by an invisible ghost and the memories are not reflective of reality, how did they manage to verify his memories fifty times? -
Congratulations!
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Literally, it’s the experience of playing the best songs in the world every night that I want. Ahhhh. Arcade Fire got to the that. Blah. This is my main suffering in life. Devaluing what I have compared to others.
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PenguinPablo replied to gengar's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@Breakingthewall Or blue eyes and blonde hair on the Super Saiyan race? -
Yeah I find running a business ethically to be very hard as it's either quite boring or you have to make up some stuff. True value i.e. solving people's problems is not easy, I have a deep admiration for people like Leo and others that can do it. Much easier to look high status and not worry so much about customer satisfaction and gaslight them into thinking they're too lazy to make it work.
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I share the above comment because… I am active in this work. I am by no means totally refined, solid, clear and perfect. I enjoy lots of my life and bring joy into my days. I enjoy the progress I made this year with Qigong. I enjoy the vision I have with it over the next decade and I know things take time. But, yeah I am haunted by things Haunted by ambitions I feel out of reach. Ambitions and desires that feel so strongly in my heart that I get upset. I don’t want to torture myself anymore. I also, want to keep moving toward goals. I don’t want to be experiencing wage slavery and poverty forever.
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Not everyone you see viewing your profile did it on purpose. I can't tell how many times my finger slipped while scrolling and hit someone's name by mistake. Just something to keep in mind.
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Princess Arabia replied to Hojo's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Nice. Just the other day I was looking out and said I don't feel like I have a head. -
I’m about halfway through it now and it is helpful for realizing how concepts play core role in suffering. Especially suffering emotionally. I note that I actually suffer a lot from a sense that my life isn’t good enough, that I am not successful enough. That, my music and Qigong isn’t popular enough and that if it was successful I’d be much happier. He talks about how this is an illusion based on concepts and not reality. That it’s these ideas, beliefs and concepts I am creating in my mind that lead to suffering and if I just didn’t create them the suffering would go away. He mentions that I can still pursue my goals but whether or not things work out doesn’t cause the suffering but I do. I am still reading it and what he says makes sense. Sort of a bitter pill in a sense because you realize nothing has meaning in the end. It’s all conceptual fabrication that a human does, a rabbit does not. Even as I write this I am suffering a feeling of not being worthy enough because I’m not a successful musician selling out stadiums. Or, my Qigong business isn’t a massive success. Ambition is fine. But, am I really gonna torture myself the rest of my life over not achieving my dreams? I am likely never gonna be a big musician. But do I need to torture myself about it? When I let it go, I notice a grief or a grieving feeling arises. There is a lot of work to be done on my mindset and cognition. I am going to honour my life to the maximum I can with what I have left…. Whatever that is. But, I don’t want to torture myself over not getting what I want. Or, fears or whatever. I deeply desire to be a successful musician but, it feels impossible with the reality I’m presented with. Do I torture myself because I am what I am? It’s as Ralston says “I am fucked in the head”. I enjoy a lot about my life don’t get me wrong. And, I’m not dead yet I am gonna make music. But… will I ever get to experience massive sold out stadiums? The roar of the crowd? Unfortunately, maybe likely not. And, that is what it is. My normal concept is that that is bad, terrible, unacceptable, boring, makes me feel worthless. But, I also enjoy lots of small mundane things. Which, is fine. There is a lot to unpack here. If anything this book presents areas of where work is to be done around my needless suffering. Sacrificing so much of my life for one thing…. Ah. Suffering because I don’t want to be a wage slave. Suffering because I wish I was a massive success. Suffering over fears or the future and regrets of past failures. This is a big part of my inner work it cleaning this stuff up, being proactive with my life and simply enjoying the ride of life. I hate it as of right now that I am not a massive success in music. But, I had factors holding me back. I don’t know. I don’t want to feel like I’m not enough everyday. Is it really so easy to just stop thinking that way? Poof the suffering is gone because I stopped creating it. I feel like the book is saying things I’ve realized from other books too, like the Sedona Method, Byron Katie, Vernon Howard, and others. Truly, there is wisdom here. But, the allure of shiny objects…. Massive success, making millions, tonnes of fans, acclaim, and feeling like I made something that matters. i may likely die without any of that. And I wonder, if I die without that why did I do any of this work? Why work on myself? It makes me wonder why exist at all? Confusing and frustrating.
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Princess Arabia replied to gengar's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
You don't have to feel like crap to want to enhance your beauty or appearance. If you go buy an expensive shirt, was it because you felt like crap or a nice watch. Not necessarily.
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