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  2. You deduce it when you see a guy alive and the next day he's a corpse. You think: This could happen to me. In fact, it's very likely that it will.
  3. Every day I take my food container full of cooked lentils, broccoli, cauliflower, and other veggies. I take it with me, leaving it off the fridge for about 6 hours until I eat it later in the day. In my case I package these containers right after cooking, so they should be mostly void of microbes. The case would be different for the type of food. E.g., yogurt would probably be quite bad by then. PS: If you are unsure whether something is rotten, your senses can give you a hint. Does it smell bad? Does it taste bad? Does it look bad? Nature has made us with most tools required to filter out non-nutritive or poisonous food.
  4. got me chuckling, Leo is a good sport though This is a good example. You should joke more.
  5. Yeah, i understand you. I don't know what to do to be honest. I just reveal more and more of what I actually am, but I am far from that. I accept that I am rejected for who I am. And I am going to be. The fact that I will be single for the rest of my life is where I start. There is always life to build. I think the answer to socialize without sacrificing your true self are trough hobbies or art classes like theater or music. You could benefit from a fresh perspective and attempt to be more in tune with your emotions and expressing them to people around you. Being too logical is a no-no for intimacy. You can talk about weather, person or an object with a woman you find interesting and convey A LOT emotionally and in body language. You don't need so much logical depth in this situation.
  6. It's time to raise my testosterone levels to bring balance and stability.
  7. The irony is, nobody can get achieve oneness unless they accept me. Very nature of judgement is denial of oneness(enlightenment). You either love me or you're stuck in samsara, there's no other option my friend.
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  9. Invite her to your place/move it to her place. Different strategies work with different people, it is true that in general if you're attracted to eachother and connecting it'll move forward but that can also not work. Practically though sex happens when you make moves to bring her to your place and then to your bedroom and then try and kiss her and that should either seal the deal or you'll get some cold feet. In that case don't pressure her, deflect the tension do something else for a bit and then try again 15 mins later and if she's not down then I would verbally ask her what's up and if she wants to do more and she'll tell you herself.
  10. Love is the highest teacher.
  11. Remember to study what the diaphragm is and how it works, practice deep diaphragmatic breathing in conjunction with these mudras.
  12. Yesterday in morning: 16 skull-shines Inhale through Ida, 8 seconds. Hold breath for 1 minute. Exhale through Pingala, 8 seconds. Inhale through Pingala, 8 seconds. Hold breath for 1 minute. Exhale through Ida, 8 seconds. Inhale through Ida, 8 seconds. Hold breath for 1 minute. Exhale through Pingala, 8 seconds. Inhale through Pingala, 8 seconds. Hold breath for 1 minute. Exhale through Ida, 8 seconds.
  13. Never thought of myself as particularly funny but I was having a course about stage presence last year & I was asked if I think I have a good sens of humour. I said « well I do laugh a lot » & that made the room laugh. What I am getting at is to find things funny & to laugh at things. Do you laugh at yourself when you’re alone? For instance, the other day I made a protein shake & started shaking it with the lid cracked. It made a gigantic mess all over my kitchen for the 10th time at least(I always do this). I couldn’t do anything but to roll around on the floor suffocating from laughter. Those things wouldn’t win a comedy award but that’s my point. Comedy is how you look at things & what’s in your heart when you look at them. If you wanna make others laugh now is a different story. You gotta cater to your public somehow. Humour works based off shared cultural expectations & the subversion of them. Just like musical meaning.
  14. what a cool idea, i love it
  15. Merge with the people you're talking and let your mind do the rest. It will know how
  16. Beautiful I remember myself when layers to the self shed. It feels very expansive and like you’re connected to something deeper
  17. We call carry longing. but longing for what? a cup of tea? coffee? junk food? Sex?a new computer? A girlfriend? What is this longing. What does longing want. Where is it felt. Longing is felt as a blockage. An outpouring of energy which reaches its limit. It comes in many varieties. But ultimately all longing points to the same thing. Relative abstractions masqurading as solutions to the problem of longing. My longing to become infinite is absolute. I feel my bondage, my blockage, my limits to the bone. All of my being want to transcend them. Im longing for something which I do not yet even know. I long for limitations to dissolve. As I'm writing this I feel my connection to the infinite increase, as I'm completely immersed into the moment, currently longing nothing but the actual moment. To go deeper into it. An intimate love affair between my fingers touching my keyboard, and my mind intuitively generating this message. intimacy with the moment. i require infinite expansion.
  18. Love your channel. It seems to me that your channel is going to grow soon. Half truth. A LOT of women are attracted to toxic masculinity. But some, there rare ones, the developed ones, are not. The question is: how do you find those women? And: are you the kind of man who would attract those kind of women? Of course there is incentive. The incentive is being a principled man. A mature, honest, centered man. And fuck those who doesnt like you. You will find a high quality woman if you are a man with a spine, even if you are not the caricature of the alpha narcisist. There is a spectrum between being soy-boy and being an alpha narcisist. Be a kind dangerous man. Capable of inflicting damage, but living a in a loving way.
  19. Right on fellas! Wish I could give you all a warm hug! Just kidding! (Bc I got covid)
  20. I have a lot of self referential thoughts. Be it imagination of myself, or other thoughts relating to self. I found it to be energy draining in the past in particular when my self was denser. Nowadays it’s just what my brain does while it feels pretty neutral to my energy and anxiety level. Connects to my previous point. You can also be in a kind of “flow with yourself”, it’s very inward it’s like if you’re expressing yourself. That includes your sense of self in the flow state. “Presence” to me can mean different things. For me to forget myself I’d have to for example be focused on the external world, that could induce “presence”. But it could also mean being the “witness” as some in spiritual circles say. I don’t really know how to do that. I don’t know if it’s the same as the “observer sense”, which is the sense of self. Does cannabis make you loose connection? What does that even mean? So for him 5 Meo creates a flow state in lower doses by reducing the ego?
  21. Again, can't we just admit that we will not do anything about the woman hating men. It's OK. No need to give me epistemic nuances or try to change something. Just say, I will not do anything about it, but will complain. I would just suggest to stop complaining then also, because it's a waste of time, nobody is listening. Maybe it helps to vent, but I digress. I will become the world when I die. Until then, it's impractical to function like that when I am not meditating or smth. It's like when @Nahm will reply to every problem we are one, just relax bro, lots of love. Yes the perception can change without the circumstance changing, but then why you still have an issue with woman hating men? I don't get that. If you did go the full circle, wouldn't you be left with nothing? What will be influenced or changed for the better of you write it here? The OP who is unwilling to change his position?
  22. Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth? Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth They say in Heaven love comes first We'll make Heaven a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth When the night falls down I wait for you, and you come around And the world's alive With the sound of kids on the street outside When you walk into the room You pull me close, and we start to move And we're spinnin' with the stars above And you lift me up in a wave of love Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth? Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth They say in Heaven, love comes first We'll make Heaven a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth When I feel alone I reach for you, and you bring me home When I'm lost at sea I hear your voice, and it carries me In this world, we're just beginnin' To understand the miracle of livin' Baby, I was afraid before But I'm not afraid anymore Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth? Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth They say in Heaven, love comes first We'll make Heaven a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth Heaven Heaven Heaven In this world we're just beginnin' To understand the miracle of livin' Baby, I was afraid before But I'm not afraid anymore Heaven Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth? Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth They say in Heaven, love comes first We'll make Heaven a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth Ooh, Heaven is a place on Earth
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