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  2. My journey is to take care of myself which I want to continue challenging myself with running. and when I begin working I want to continue trauma therapy. i want to fix my car i want to replace my tires i want to stay sober and join jobcorp which will train me for a better job environment and that way I’ll be able to more stabilize myself more securely I want to continue therapy with Michelle while I try finding another job. Until I can pay for trauma therapy myself.
  3. It's sad to have to read those shit, sorry to say. Try to be mature and talk without your brilliant ego. Can you? The point is talk about the truth, not a competition
  4. Not necessarily. If he gets out of politics and just focuses on building good products then I think people will stop caring and buy his products again. The real issue with Tesla is not Musk's politics but lack of good new products. Cybertruck was a mistake. Robotaxi seems like an iffy idea. Robots is a killer idea but many years from having the AI software needed for them to work. And Tesla is hugely overvalued at it is.
  5. What is conciousness? Reality arises. Nobody is creating it. If you say: you are creating the reality, it's just a false assessment.
  6. You know what? Looking at some of his pictures, I’m starting to think he’s probably on gear. He looks way too round, full, and vascular - even in bad lighting.
  7. Both are true Reality is Consciousness. If this is not clear you've never been Awake. Reality is Self-Created. It does not imply I creat other but that I created myself. It's a particular facet of awakening. On the one hand I've always already existed and in the other I birthed myself, quite literally. Reality created itself, that's the strange loop in the temporal dimension.
  8. I consume them mostly cooked... my recent invention.... 1 lb baby carrots 1 zucchini, sliced ... depending on size, 2 or 3 can be used. 1 package of mushrooms, 8 ounces sliced 1 green pepper, cut up... or two... whatever you want. Optional - 1 onion sliced up. I say optional because I tend to smell up my apartment and have onion breath consuming such a large quantity of onions Cook this on skillet until veggies are soft and there is a nice mallard reaction on the bottom, then add: 1 package frozen broccoli Cook until broccoli is soft and a second layer of mallard reaction formed on bottom of skillet. Then add 1 - 6 ounce can of tomato paste liquid sucralose drops to desired sweetness (oh noes artificial sweeteners I'm gonna die) a handful of sodium/potassium salt... I'm not precise just pour some in my hand and dump it on a decent amount of "lawry's salt free 17 seasoning" a decent amount of dried Parmesan cheese Optional - 1 can of canned chicken... I use the great value brand reduced sodium Mix all this crap together and enjoy. Lots of vegetables, low caloric density. I desire a carotenoid tan which requires ample lycopene and beta carotine, and optionally lutein and anasxaxin
  9. Great reading, I enjoyed every word. That's the attitude, sharp as a knife
  10. You can't put a finger on Emptiness/Nothing/Void. There is a profound not-knowing to God. You are God but then God is not knowable. There is a dropping of knowing into being. Being is more fundamental than knowing. Meta-cognition fails to grasp Emptiness/Godhead because there isn't a thing there to grasp onto.
  11. @LordFall He is very ideological and butchers basic history to suit his ideology. But at times he makes some good points.
  12. That sounds nice, assuming it actually works that way and something is not being left unspoken.
  13. I've read it a bit in Google, and it sounds good, but there are two things it repeats that are confusion: reality is consciousness, and you created reality. These two statements are a lock. What is consciousness? Is it something? Where does that word point? And you created reality. Who? So, you are not reality; it's a creation of you. Only those 2 statement are a huge hindrance. If you want opening yourself to the real freedom you have to remove all the barriers. Creation and conciousness are mental barriers. The mind has to be absolutely empty. This doesn't mean "silence", as Adams also says. He said many times that what you are is "silence". This is another hindrance. Empty means diaphanous, free of barriers. There can be thought and absolute freedom same time, thought is not so important, what is important are the barriers. The barriers are not created by the thought, is the thought that is created by the barriers. Repress the thoughts is not the point, silence can be full of energetic barriers. Anyway, congrats for your progress, sounds genuine. Just realize the traps, there are many. Conciousness and creation are traps, walls in the mind.
  14. There are more echo chambers because of people becoming obsessed with social media. It's a more enhanced form of what used to be local gossip, where "everyone knows what everyone else is doing" in a small town or in the workplace, except you can now expand it to a global scale. Everyone thinks everyone "should" behave a certain way or believe a certain thing, and everyone tries to change everyone else's mind and gets neurotic when they can't do it, and you have human nature in action. Every "echo chamber" is so convinced they have all the answers, when they are varying degrees of neurotic. Doesn't matter if it's democratic, autocratic, left, right, or whatever. Perhaps some philosophies are more enlightened than others of course... go up the spiral dynamics scale. The addition of forums, subreddits, etc. enhances the echo chambers and enhances the neuroticism because now you have people getting a single perspective and not seeing the shades of grey that are a normal part of a functioning society. Less acceptance of what is, more raw understanding of human nature and judging it or being in denial of our animal biology and programming... knowledge is power as long as it's used constructively... excess knowledge or knowledge combined with neuroticism can backfire. When looking outside the social media sensationalism at real people around me, most people are decent enough. Flawed, but decent. They do the best they can with our genetic makeup.
  15. Simple... they'll make anything if they think they can sell it. If there's a market for something, it will be sold. Nothing more complicated then that. Human nature 101... we like the dopamine hit from buying things. His perpetual remaining in power is not going to happen.
  16. What joy doesn’t know is that my tata’s death anniversary Is on May 2nd I found it ironic how things were spiral down of control during this time, because it felt so intense during this time. perhaps he was calling me back in a spiritual sense, because my twin sister had two dreams I came home. And I’ve never told my twin sister about my arguments with joy. but she had a dream once after an intense argument between joy and I and two months later again after an intense argument between joy and I it wasn’t until recently that I finally told joy about that. though at that point I was already feeling as if my cup was overflowing I truly believe things happen for a reason. I don’t know why. Or how, but I trust the universe.
  17. His business model is simple: he gives advice that helps people grow their businesses to the $3–10 million range. Once they reach that level, they’re comfortable with Alex and might even consider working with acquisition.com to scale. If acquisition.com buys their business, Alex Hormozi knows exactly how to scale it from $3–10 million to $30–50 million. Alex helps the business scale because of specific knowhow. That’s where he makes his money, but the original business owners also make a fuck ton of money. So honestly, I don’t really see where the exploitation is?
  18. I think you’re going to be okay joy. No matter what happens or where we go. We both will be okay, because we have the power of love, life and friendship. 444 am Please take care of yourself. sincerely beans yimpa
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  20. “Beans missed their family and wants to go back to them. And I want to focus on therapy and going deeper with psychedelics. Two very different avenues here” Beans missed their family I consider you apart of my family even if it’s not a formal or traditional sense. I feel like you’re apart of my chosen family. Like your mom and dad, however in deciding what we’re going to do. continuing our friendship or both separating completely into different roads. If you decide to completely separate please disregard what I’ve said. And if is making you uncomfortable I’ll rephrase. though I think at heart we both want what’s best for each other. I want what’s best for you. And if that ultimately comes at the cost of our relationship. I will accept that. Of course it’s going to break my heart. Not only did I lose my partner. I lost my best friend, but we must keep moving forward. I want to continue trauma therapy. And hopefully find a job, fix my car. Get into shape. And stay in shape. (Temptation is definitely here. With the snacks and everything, but Joy has taught me I can do it) in the most respectful way. I love you. And if me saying that makes you uncomfortable, because it’s too soon to say. Please let me know, because all I’m trying to say is I’m grateful for your presence. And you have a purpose being here joy. I don’t know what it is, but it’s true. You belong here.
  21. I wa gonna say something aswell. I think Alex Hormozi is fine.
  22. sure
  23. mhmmm. This is such an interesting point you bring up. I think regardless on whether she asked me out or not, I think in this scenario things would get boring quick. But then again I can totally entertain this narrative because prior to her asking me out the thought that she was boring hadn't occurred. I'm slightly confused on when you say "a man falls in love by doing for a woman" or that in a man - female relationship the dynamic should be one where the man does things to impress the woman. Isn't this almost people pleasing and shows neediness on the mans side which isn't attractive? Please clarify if possible, your response is appreciated. You've been more than helpful over the past few months whenever I post a question on the forum, really appreciate your inputs!
  24. It’s strange, because joy always felt that if I’m missing my family or dog. It means I don’t value my freedom, or freedom from abuse. Though I think it’s the entire opposite. Like yes I don’t want things to be the same, but it’s impossible to force people to change if they don’t see their abusive ways. Though joy taught me it was possible to rekindle with family. Especially when it comes to relationships with interpersonal family. Such as mom/dad. And maybe for my circumstances it’s more tricky. Yes, but regardless joy has taught me to see the imperfection in my family. Joy taught me about my quickness to anger and frustrations. Has taught me to accept things for what it is. I think joy has completely showed me an entirely different perspective than what I could’ve ever imagined or never would’ve thought of by myself. And for that I’m forever grateful. You’ve empowered me, but I’m so sorry for the way it turned out. obviously it was going in a direct we both didn’t want. And for that joy I’m truly sorry.
  25. "Realize that you are greater than you can ever imagine. You are God in all its essence. You are not a piece of God or a parcel of God. You are the whole. You are absolute oneness, nirvana, emptiness. You are the Self. Why not accept this? All you have to do is intellectually accept the truth and the intellect will cause it to go into the subconscious, the subconscious will go into the reality, the reality will turn into consciousness and consciousness will express itself as bliss. This means that while you appear to be wearing a body, it will be a body of bliss. Others will not see it like that. But you will not be concerned with others, for you are others. And as you see your body of bliss, of course it includes the body of the universe because your body of bliss is omni- presence. Therefore you see everything as bliss and you have unalloyed happiness, joy and peace." - Robert adams
  26. Please don’t forget to cook your potatoes I’m going to miss just dancing with you randomly in the morning and cooking for you
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